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The Billie Cedillos Podcast
by Billie Cedillos
When You Know is a raw, faith-anchored podcast about the moment clarity replaces confusion. Hosted by Billie, this podcast explores emotional and spiritual abuse, trauma bonds, nervous system conditioning, and the ways faith can be misunderstood—or misused—when a woman is trying to love well. Through personal testimony, trauma-informed insight, and God-centered truth, each episode helps women name what once felt impossible to explain. This is for the woman who sensed something was wrong long before she could articulate it. The woman who stayed too long because she believed love required endurance. And the woman who is finally standing in the quiet certainty that comes after awakening. Because when you know… you don’t go back.
Episodes
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Dating, Relationships & Trauma
Today I want to speak on something pretty raw. something for me that I've experienced in the past year, and hopes that I can encourage other women and men as well, to avoid the pitfalls that come with dating and relationships. Now, in saying that, obviously, I am no expert on this topic. I have...
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Facing a crisis? Jesus is Still in the Boat
Have you ever been in a season where you genuinely believe that God was with you, but everything around you looked like you wasn't? You prayed, you trusted, you read the word, you surrendered even. And yet, the storm kept getting louder. Sometimes we make the mistake of believing that if God is...
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My Personal Healing Reflection
Looking back over the last decade and especially this past year I share some highlights of my healing journey in the hopes it will help those of you who are either contemplating a healing journey or are perhaps at the beginning or middle of your healing journey.
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A Holy Truth - The Mothers Grief of Transition
Understanding as a mother the grief not talked about that we go through as our children transition into independence and adulthood.
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Confusion Keeps you Bonded
Confusion is often the fruit of manipulation. It shows up when someone is saying one thing… and doing another. When their words don’t match their actions. When you’re being told you’re the problem… while you’re the one trying to make sense of everything. This is what gaslighting does. It slowly...
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Love Bombing : What is it? 9 Red Flags you Need to Know
Love bombing feels AMAZING at first. That's the trap. Your brain gets flooded with dopamine and you think you've found 'the one.' But it's calculated manipulation designed to bypass your logical thinking. Here are the 8 red flags I wish I'd known. A Breakdown of 9 Red Flags to watch for when...
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A Holy Truth - God is not the Author of Confusion
Part of a series of- A Holy Truth Holy Truth #1 — God Is Not the Author of Confusion Script “Here is today’s Holy Truth. If someone’s presence constantly leaves you confused, anxious, doubting yourself, and questioning reality… that is not the Spirit of God operating in that relationship. God…
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CPTSD & the 4 Trauma Responses often Mislabeled
“Complex PTSD happens when someone has experienced repeated emotional or psychological trauma over a long period of time. This can come from childhood abuse, narcissistic relationships, chronic gaslighting, or environments where you constantly felt unsafe. What many people don’t realize is that...
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God is Close to the Wounded Woman
Today I want to talk to the woman who feels shattered. The one who feels like something inside her broke and hasn’t fully come back together yet. Psalm 34:18 says: “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” I need you to notice something. It doesn’t say…
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Victim Blaming -Helping Survivors
Victim Blaming: How Can we better assist Survivors of Abuse. On Episode 5 on my podcast I share some insightful tips how to help survivors of abuse and some of the costs of victim blaming. What victim blaming creates: ~False guilt ~Toxic shame ~Self-doubt ~Delayed healing ~Nervous system...
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Episode 4 Enmeshment :Losng Yourself in Connection
Today we’re talking about something many survivors feel, but don’t have language for enmeshment. Enmeshment is not love. It feels like love at first… but it slowly erases you. If you’ve ever felt like someone’s mood controlled your peace, If you’ve lost clarity, boundaries, or your sense of self…
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A Holy Truth : For the Woman Who has been Abused
Holy Truth Collection -Podcast Holy Truth Here’s the holy truth abused women need to hear: God is not neutral about what was done to you. He saw the manipulation. He heard the lies spoken behind closed doors. He counted every tear you cried in silence. And the same God who is gentle with the...
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Episode 3 Your Nervous System Chose for You
I want to talk about something that changed the way I understand love. Because for a long time, I thought I just had a bad picker. I thought I kept choosing the wrong people. But the truth is, it wasn’t my mind choosing my partners. It was my nervous system. Your nervous system is shaped in...
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Episode 2 Chasing Love: Is it Love or is it a Pattern from Childhood?
Chaos felt familiar because it mirrored your childhood emotional environments. Criticism, neglect, mocking etc. We talk about how familiarity is not compatibility although it may feel like it. The cost of not stopping the cycle and choosing toxic/abusive partners. How we choose chaos because it’s...
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Episode 2 Where the Chaos Started in my Relationships
There’s always a seed where chaos and confusion start. For me it started in childhood with codependency with my caregivers. That later carried on into my romantic relationships. Today I share a brief part of my life as a teenager where the seed began in choosing abusive unhealed men in my life.…
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A Holy Truth - For the Woman who feels Unseen
Hi, and welcome to the Billie Cedillos podcast. I want to thank you for joining me today, and I have a special word for the woman who feels unseen. Let me remind you, dear soul, that you are not invisible, even when your prayers feel like they echo back in silence, even when you pour yourself…
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Episode 1 Early Conditioning - Codependency
"I grew up in a home where love came with strings, where boundaries were blurred, and where chaos was... familiar. It shaped how I saw relationships, how I responded to conflict, and how I measured my worth. Ilearned early that keeping the peace sometimes meant ignoring my own truth. "it meant...
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Trailer Intro - Welcome
And this podcast is about the moment clarity replaces confusion. Here, we talk about trauma, healing, relationships, and faith — without minimizing the hard parts or spiritualizing pain. This space is for women who loved deeply, ignored their instincts, and are learning to trust themselves again....
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Welcome
Hi and welcome! I’m Billie Cedillos. This podcast is about the moment clarity replaces confusion. Here, we talk about trauma, healing, relationships, and faith — without minimizing the hard parts or spiritualizing pain. This space is for women who loved deeply, ignored their instincts, and are...
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
When You Know is a raw, faith-anchored podcast about the moment clarity replaces confusion.
Hosted by Billie, this podcast explores emotional and spiritual abuse, trauma bonds, nervous system conditioning, and the ways faith can be misunderstood—or misused—when a woman is trying to love well. Through personal testimony, trauma-informed insight, and God-centered truth, each episode helps women name what once felt impossible to explain.
This is for the woman who sensed something was wrong long before she could articulate it.
The woman who stayed too long because she believed love required endurance.
And the woman who is finally standing in the quiet certainty that comes after awakening.
Because when you know… you don’t go back.
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Billie Cedillos
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When You Know is a raw, faith-anchored podcast about the moment clarity replaces confusion. Hosted by Billie, this podcast explores emotional and spiritual abuse, trauma bonds, nervous system conditioning, and the ways faith can be misunderstood—or misused—when a woman is trying to love well....
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