The Brilliant Mind

For millions of people around the word, they were forced to face their subconscious mind that they'd been running from all their life during the pandemic. For many of us, if the pandemic wasn't enough or didn't affect us directly, we had our own personal circumstances and journeys. Some of us went through both- we were directly impacted by the pandemic, and also had our personal journeys. For those of us that were ill and also encountered and healed our psyche, we are emerging from this period as butterflies after a long awakening. The period we spent in isolation is now coming to an end. And our new personality, depth, character, and integrity is showing. The ways in which we were held back our entire life are now allowing- we are creating and building the purpose for which our life was intended. If you are on this path, stay the course of your potential- prioritize building and creating, until you are fervently operating at the state of your potential longterm, and sufficiently operating on a daily basis in the form of morning routine to then go about your day in your potential state. life is taking care of everything. Just stay the path of your potential. Lots of love. 

In the last few days I've been operating at my potential Consistently. It's not my thinking mind- in fact it requires me to let go of my thinking mind completely. It's just flow. and I've realized, that I need to start my day in this way and then go about whatever else I need to do- laundry, eat, even basic bodily functions. It's like- the most important thing is my potential. And when I'm calm, and regulated, I'm able to go through my day in a better way- more stable. And life really is about this stability. The more you access your potential, the more you're in tune with this stability. It could be 3 hours that you spend at the start of your day to achieve your potential state, but at the end of those 3 hours you realize that the stability you access is actually way more stable than who you were before. We're all working with a primitive caveman like brain- that literally is the complete opposite of who we are. Give your mind an outlet to channel its hoards of energy- and do it until you are cleared sufficiently and access this stability. Then go on about your day. 

Think I figured out how these magicians do it- enter large tanks of water in shackles. 

I can't fully be mad

just letting it flow

The Natural Return to Life- who would have thunk it lol. 

Much has changed. Can now see the fear based identity and the mistake. This evening my brother came and was calling my mom. Fear rose in the voice of saying, "She's in the shower." But I didn't. Fear only arises when I don't become the fear. How interesting. Mom came home an hour before and was talking to her nonstop- fear arose again when I didn't continue the conversation- it's like something said/knew this is "too much"- she's gonna think something about your new personality. The fear is there. It's in the body. Thank God life allows us the process to work it out, and to become it slowly. All of life is an awakening. If you've been on the journey with me, listen to this- about pleasing and waking up from a lifetime of distorting. lots of love-may the truth and clarity be yours-Zakia <3 

Accessing flow state in each moment of love means is found in approaching each moment with joy. 

A point comes when what worked more than anything works less than anything...

Exhaustion is the hand of God too. It's all from the place of love. 

the loneliness. the awakeness. the presence. only god's strength makes it possible

Life is emptied in increasing levels as you are ready to see deeper Truths. 

Experiencing change socially where it used to torment you. 

It's always our own frustration with what and how we want our child to be. or anyone else for that matter that is revealed. 

It's all about who you're supposed to become. And you really don't know who that is- you're just here to experience life. And what will you experience?What insanity will you experience?You will bear it ultimately- you are meant to. Because the person that you're supposed to be is the one who has endured that suffering- who has been carved by it, softened by it, strengthened by it-Only you will speak it. Only you will know it. Only you will hold it- the capacity for that suffering-So go on- bear-This journey of life adamants you to stand straight in itOwn your sufferingUntil it becomes your service to the world

This has been the journey of my life even when I didn't know it. But I knew the heartbreak the closer and closer I came to the end. The more I could see the lies and truths.No longer are there reason or justification. so just sitting with these harsh truths. and being likeoh my godmy mother really is mentally ill. She is a horrible mother. she shouldn't be a mother. sometimes the truth just is. and there isn't a reason or justification. then you can really let it break your heart and move closer and come to terms with it.