The girl out there
by Cindy Ryan
I am proud to call myself a mystic as well as a single mom living a very real life. I have my master level in reiki and use such modalities as emotion code in my practice. I have discovered the more I share about my wild adventure in BECOMING, the more comfortable others are in learning or sharing theirs. I believe there is a healthy balance of Science and Magic which can be interwoven into all of our lives. Listening to the stories here, my hope is we will all see just how unique, amazing, connected and at times messy all of us humans are.
Episodes
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November 2026 Energy Forecast: Dive Into the Gap | Dreams, Numerology & the 11/11 Portal
Do you feel like time is running out before the year ends? November is here to tell you: there is time to create. In this November 2026 Energy Forecast, I share a message that came through my journal in two different handwritings, one with my left hand, one with my right: Remember… and let it be....
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October Energy Forecast: From Justified to Justice
October is here, and so many of us are feeling it: tired in a way sleep doesn't fix, more emotional, and less willing to tolerate what no longer feels right. In this episode, I share the words that poured through me for the month and what they mean for all of us. October is a 2 month in…
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September Energy Forecast 2026- Rewrite the stars
New episode is up 🌙✨ September is a doubled "1" month and this one's all about the argument between your EGO and your Higher Self. Spoiler: nothing is as written as EGO wants you to believe. We're talking closets, loops, doors that already opened, and a song that's been living in my head all…
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Reflections on Summer: Growth and Grit
Today Dear Diary and I have simple reflection of a different sort of summer. Often growth is so glowy...it can also be a bit dark. We are both here for the honest talk!
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The unconditional movement: what surviving taught a psychich medium about love
Andrea Gibson is a Psychic Medium, Soul Translator, and Self-Love Activist. Through her work with The Unconditional Movement, she offers intimate one-to-one Soul Readings, translating messages from the spirit world with clarity, compassion, and deep reverence for the human experience. Over the…
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Trusting yourself is a skill, not a gift.
I have decided to have you listen this week to me chatting on a recent podcast with Jessica Cerato. She has been a guest on here several times and she will be again soon. We talk this week about seasons of life, the lessons and reasons for them and how trusting yourself is truly a skill you build.
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Creating Space for Growth: Feng Shui Insights
Create the Space with Cody Maher: How Your Home Is Either Helping You Grow or Holding You Back We welcome back Cody Maher, feng shui consultant and home energy expert, for a conversation about how our living spaces influence our lives, our health, our relationships, and even our money. Cody...
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August Energy Forcast 2026
August represents a time of reflection and closure. With the universal year number of 2026 being a ‘1,’ a year indicative of new beginnings, we find ourselves in a ‘9’ month this August. This ‘9’ energy signifies endings and completions, urging us to let go of what no longer serves us. Just as we...
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Sacred Roots: Reclaiming Feminine Power
Eleonore is an Ordained Priestess, Spiritual Teacher, Bestselling Author and Founder of the Sacred Roots Mystery School. Her passion and mission is to guide spiritual and visionary women reclaim their feminine energy, live their purpose and lead in soul alignment so that they can impact more…
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One year layered...a reflection one year post cancer
Today I share just a few thoughts of what life is like one year later "layered" and how my life has shifted and changed. I am forever changed and humbled by the ugly gift of cancer.
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Snapshots of my broken heart
Tara is a writer, entrepreneur, and grief advocate whose life changed forever in September 2020, when her husband, Darcy, left for a few hours and never came home. Faced with sudden, unimaginable loss, Tara turned to the tools that had always carried her through hard times — writing, connection,...
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July Energetic Forecast: The Garden Within
July 2026 is bringing a powerful shift in energy and it's time to pay attention. After months of planting seeds in the dark, this month invites you to watch them begin to sprout. In this episode, we explore the collective energetic forecast for July, diving into the themes of patience,...
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Finding the Beauty Way | when everything breaks, everything opens
Luke holds belief that you are God - not “a” God in the inflated, egocentric sense although that's certainly true of some more than others - but as One, inseparable from that which created and connects everyone and everything. Luke is a modern seeker whose life was transformed by a spontaneous...
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Cake, Courses & Completely Random Thoughts
Happy Friday, friends! Pull up a chair, grab your drink of choice, and let's close out this week together. Today's episode is a little bit of everything — which honestly feels just right for a Friday. First up, I'm taking a moment to celebrate my son's birthday. There's something about watching...
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Pulling gold from pain- Your Energy is your Strategy
What if the pain you've been carrying is actually gold in disguise? This week on The Girl Out There, I'm sitting down with AnnMarie McKenzie: Soulful Business Strategist, Professional Numerologist, and the Architect of Energetic Leadership, for a conversation that will completely shift how you…
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Free Falling and Full Circle
One year ago, she finished her last round of chemo. This week, she celebrated by jumping out of a plane. Dear Diary sits down with The Girl Out There to mark a milestone worth shouting from the sky — literally. Together, they strapped in, counted down, and leapt into the blue to celebrate one…
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Gold Bells and Red Stickers- one year post chemo
Gold Bells & Red Stickers One year ago I finished chemo. Nobody hands you a guidebook for what comes after — the strange, beautiful, disorienting life on the other side. In this episode, I share what the pamphlet never told me: how you can hold gratitude and grief in the same two hands. How the...
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Proudly Perimenopausal: Finding Fun in the Peri Portal
Lesley Fornelli is a perimenopausal psychic on a mission: helping women step through the peri portal into more wealth, visibility, freedom, and full self expression. Through energetic attunement and embodied leadership, she's showing midlife women that this season isn't a slowdown it's a power…
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Embracing the Change: perimenopause and life mid way
This episode is a conversation about noticing what’s changing, what’s getting louder, and what we can’t ignore anymore. Dear Diary shares what it’s like living with chronic headaches, and how that shapes her days in ways most people don’t see. I talk about stepping into a new career, not as a...
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My Story So Far... reflection of a new way healing.
This week, I welcome my cousin Mandy Ryan to talk about the deep work behind The Room. What began as my own healing process; writing my life story and stepping onto the stage to share it became something much bigger than either of us expected. We unpack what actually happens when you move through...
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Notes from Right Now
This episode is a simple check-in from right where I am. We talk about hair growth, speed dating, pickleball, preparing for my upcoming performance—and whatever else happens to surface along the way. Nothing is planned and nothing needs to make sense. It’s just a conversation rooted in the…
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From Survival Mode to Unbound
In this episode, I sit down with Chantel Funk @chantel.funk salon owner, master hairstylist, and mom—to talk about navigating seasons of life that don’t come with a roadmap. Chantel shares her experience moving through personal loss, supporting her child through a bone marrow transplant, and...
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This side of life: a real conversation about intuition, energy and being human.
Today’s conversation is one I want to have more of. It’s the kind of chat that moves effortlessly between the seen and the unseen: between career, creativity, motherhood, intuition, energy, and the moments in life that quietly change everything. My guest today is Stefanie McAuley a writer,...
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Tossing What Doesn’t Fit (Metaphorically…)
Welcome to another chat with Dear Diary and I...just a reflection of the weeks that have just passed with light discussion of two women going through it all!
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Choosing Life Wildly- one woman's shamniac journey through illness, intuition and wilderness that healed her
Mariel Heather is a shamanic guide, intuitive healer, and breast cancer survivor who has spent years helping others decode their body's messages and heal from the inside out. After defying a terminal diagnosis by trusting her intuition over conventional medicine, Mariel committed her life to...
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Holy Shift- we are back! Season 6
In this Season 6 opener, Cindy and Dear Diary catch up after life’s latest turns — exploring how to return to yourself after change. They talk about healing through humour, noticing everyday energy, finding joy in simple things, and creating balance that actually feels like living. If you’ve ever...
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TAKE THE LEAP- July energy review
July energy was all about taking a leap for ourselves. Saying what we want and what we don't want. Dear Diary and I have been fully embracing this energy and finally get a chance to catch up with each other on the last day of the month!
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Living Strong: Stage 4 Colorectal Cancer Thriver
Meet Jessica Dasler—stage 4 colorectal cancer thriver, mom, and advocate from North Vancouver. Diagnosed at 37 after a year of being dismissed by the healthcare system, she was told she was incurable and had just two years to live. But Jessica refused to accept that. She built her own care team,...
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The cure for it all
Simple and easy reflection for where I am right now. Isn't it powerful that we carry pieces and stories of ourselves always. It is just important that we can make space within us in an understanding way. I am here with such gratitude and sharing so much love for my friends and family. WE DID IT!
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Girl Culture- Empowering girls
Meet Alison Calder today who has been a part of the Bliss Community since the beginning and such a big Pillar of this business and very close to my heart. She is a 20 plus year Theatre teacher with her masters in SEL and leadership, cognitive coach looking to change the narrative around teenage...
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Embracing the eternal now: reflections after breast cancer surgery
Life is looking very different these days and I am LOVING it. My surgery is complete and I sitting with all the information that has just poured into my heart. Today I reflect on what I continue to learn NOW
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Foot Guru- Embracing Reflexology & Sole Healing
Suzanne Chilton is an artist, healing facilitator, educator and Registered Foot Reflexologist with the Reflexology Association of Canada (RAC). She founded Foot Guru Reflexology, a private mobile practice for women and children in North Vancouver, British Columbia, and most recently in Winnipeg,...
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Part 5 of my Breast Cancer Journey: Rooted in Recovery
In today’s episode, I openly discuss my ongoing breast cancer journey—sharing the fatigue, the emotional waves, and the quiet strength that is carrying me through. I talk about the power of community, the magic of numerology, and how a new home can hold new energy for healing. I also reflect on...
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The energy of 2025: Understanding through numerology
Welcome back, beautiful listeners! I’m so excited because Jessica Cerato is back on the podcast today — and we’re diving into the energy of the year: ENERGY 9. This number brings themes of completion, letting go, and soulful reflection — and we’re breaking down how it’s probably been showing up…
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Daisy’s Story~a life re written after breast cancer
Today’s episode features Daisy — born and raised in Vancouver, BC — a mother, librarian, reader, and resilient soul. After a lifelong career in public libraries serving children, teens, and families, Daisy found herself facing something she never expected: breast cancer. Now on the other side,...
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Part 4 of my Journey with Breast Cancer
One minute the race was just beginning and I was tying my shoes at the starting line and suddenly I am seeing the finish line become closer and closer. As I get to that end mark...I realize some interesting things...I begin to discuss them today.
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Stacy's story~ Return Stronger: Life After Cancer
After years of monitoring her health due to a Lynch syndrome diagnosis (a genetic mutation predisposing her to colon and endometrial cancers), Stacy Graham thought she was prepared for anything—until life handed her a completely unrelated challenge: stage 3 triple-negative breast cancer.In this...
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The Pause Files: Secrets I Didn’t Know I Knew. Vacation magic and more
In this episode, Dear Diary and I catch up on life lately. She shares her RV adventure with her husband—so much beauty, nature, and those sweet retirement-vibes starting to sneak in. I open up about the peaceful joy I'm discovering in the quiet spaces of life. It's all about appreciating the…
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Dani's story: Inner Peace with a Passport. From Vancouver to Dubai — tuning in across time zones.
Today, you’ll meet Danielle Sallam — a mystic human I’ve had the honour of witnessing unfold. Dani did both levels of energy training at Bliss, and it’s been pure joy watching her trust herself more deeply in this mysterious, beautiful world of energy as well as taking a giant leap of moving from...
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Part 3: In the Valley and the light of my breast cancer journey
Today, I’m sharing a glimmer of where I am in this wild journey—honestly and with realism. I’m about halfway through my treatment. I’m in the valley, deep in the tough parts, but at the same time, I’m starting to see the light—and it’s shining with so much more brilliance than I ever expected.…
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Hannah's Story: two time cancer survivor!
Meet Hannah McCormack - she is a Registered Clinical Counsellor who has worked with children and youth for over 17 years. She is also a two time cancer survivor! She is a proud Mom of twin boys and lives in North Vancouver, Canada. Today Hannah and I discuss her journey through breast cancer…
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2025 eclipse season
Dear Diary and I are back after a very long period of silence. Well who am I kidding?!? Dear Diary and I are never quiet but we have just not done a podcast in a while! So, I felt the nudge to start putting these back on again. Here we go!!
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Part 2: embracing my journey with breast cancer
Tune on in with me as I share the humble and strong journey I am on right now...sharing only what I can do best- my own story, this part about breast cancer.
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Embracing my race; the first leg of my journey with breast cancer
It has been some time since I last spoke into this space, and I’ve gone back and forth on whether to return. And now, well, now it feels like the time has arrived—not just for me, but for anyone who might want to lean in, listen, and perhaps find something here for themselves as well. I’m…
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The Gift of Saying Yes to Ourselves
Please welcome Dawn Melody! Dawn is one real human who shares so naturally and with honesty. I love how she just openly she blooms and glows and I am excited to see where she will be glowing next. Dawn Melody is a passionate advocate for holistic wellness, and through a personal transformation...
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My Journey to becoming a mystic: the chapter of understanding me as a little girl
I've heard so many fascinating stories over the years from people trying to make sense of the unexplainable. Some have had a few experiences, while others have kept their tales hidden for years. I'm on a mission to step out of my own "spiritual" closet and show that these big emotions and...
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Stresstember and other honest truths
Dear Diary is back and stress suddenly disappeared as we came together and began to honestly chatnabout life and the rollercoaster of the beginning of new routines, exhausation of getting up early again and so much more that Fall brings us all with a hint of laughter!
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Bare
Welcome back RAINA! I believe just like a book you read, it is important to bring back people to the podcasts to hear the different chapters of their lives- we change with experiences! Raina has published her first book BARE and so much has opened for her...even since the few weeks since we...
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Spiritual Slip Ups: My journey to becoming a mystic
Picture this: a regular girl with a knack for tripping over her own feet, somehow stumbling into the mystical world. Spoiler alert—I didn’t see it coming. But between awkward moments, unexpected epiphanies, and a lot of laughs, I found myself on a wild journey to the divine. Who knew…
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thestylewell: How a Passion for Beauty and Vision for Elegant Moments Led Her to Open Her to Own Stores
Welcome Lisa Wrixon to the show this week! I can not wait for you to hear her share her story. She is so passionate about what she does and the way she shares is artistic. Check out her info below: thestylewell is a life-styled shop that brings together effortless, unique and timeless decorative...
About this show
I am proud to call myself a mystic as well as a single mom living a very real life. I have my master level in reiki and use such modalities as emotion code in my practice. I have discovered the more I share about my wild adventure in BECOMING, the more comfortable others are in learning or sharing theirs. I believe there is a healthy balance of Science and Magic which can be interwoven into all of our lives. Listening to the stories here, my hope is we will all see just how unique, amazing, connected and at times messy all of us humans are.
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