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The Holy Esthetic

by Jasmine Phillips

Weekly podcast where I document my walk with Christ from the bottom up and talk about my journey and struggles in hopes that it will help someone else.

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Episodes

  1. Giants, Job, & Honesty

    Host Jasmine shares a late-night reflection on coming out of a spiritual wilderness, recognizing confirmation bias in relationships, and seeing her own doubts mirrored in others. She connects the Israelites' fear of giants and Job’s honest outcry with the need to trust God’s promises even when...

  2. The Messy Middle

    Host Jasmine opens up about being stuck in the "messy middle" of a waiting season, sharing honest struggles with discouragement, doubt, and fatigue. She reflects on Biblical stories—David, Joshua, and the Psalms—to illustrate how God’s timing and character bring purpose through confusion, and...

  3. When God Says 'Right Now' But Nothing Changes

    ( I was washing my face, sorry about the voice lol)

  4. Small Acts, Big Promises

    Host Jasmine reflects on being in a promise season and how small, seemingly trivial acts of faith and obedience—like serving in nursery or keeping a bookshelf for future children—play a key role in bringing God’s promises to pass, drawing on examples from Joseph and Abraham and personal…

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  5. Long-Suffering: The Hidden Fruit That Shapes Us

    Jasmine shares a heartfelt reflection on the fruits of the Spirit—especially long-suffering—while unpacking her recent struggles, prayers, and spiritual growth. She explores how suffering can lead to deeper faith, empathy, and purpose, with scripture, personal stories, and encouragement to lean...

  6. Underground Work: Fasting, Faith, and the Wait Before the Bloom

    Host Jasmine shares a deeply personal episode about a season of waiting, using the germination of a seed as a metaphor for unseen growth. She recounts fasting, setting boundaries, and receiving confirmations from God amid feelings of frustration, depression, and exhaustion. Through sermons…

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  7. It's My Birthday!

    Just a little update for the new year. $ChimeraTheCreator

  8. Trust and Trauma

    Host Jasmine shares a raw, intimate episode about healing from trauma, recognizing idolatry in everyday life, and learning to trust God’s timing. She explores people-pleasing, insecurity, and how God’s quiet guidance leads to unexpected blessings—like a charity's growth and a car gifted at the...

  9. Allowed: Obedience, Peace, and the Promise

    Jasmine shares a candid update about frozen podcast accounts, an unexpected ‘okay’ from God about a male friend, and the peace that replaced confusion after she obeyed God’s prompting. She reflects on lessons from Jonah and David about trusting God’s timing, the payoff of obedience, and how to...

  10. Don't Birth an Ishmael: Choosing Promise Over Comfort

    Host Jasmine shares a personal story from a recent cruise where a prophetic confirmation and an unexpected romantic encounter forced her to confront the difference between a tempting "near‑right" option and the specific promise pGod gave her. She reflects on the struggle to refuse comfort that...

  11. Walking Out of the Wilderness: God’s Promise Unfolding

    Jasmine shares a personal testimony about stepping out of a long "wilderness" season as God gives repeated confirmations and promises. She reflects on Isaiah 43:19, vivid examples like a packed box with prophetic notes, and biblical parallels (Jairus, Thomas, Philip) that helped her move from…

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  12. "When Promises Seem Impossible: Biblical Faith Stories"

    In this enlightening episode of The Holy Aesthetic, Jasmine delves into the themes of faith and God's promises as illustrated in the Biblical stories of Abraham, Isaac, and David. She reflects on the unwavering faith of Abraham in the face of seemingly impossible circumstances, and how it serves…

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  13. One year later...

    In this heartfelt episode of The Holy Aesthetic, host Jasmine shares her deeply personal journey through a tumultuous year marked by financial strain, marital struggles, and spiritual awakening. She recounts the valuable lessons learned and the profound growth experienced as she navigated the...

  14. When hope feels like a threat.

    In this vulnerable episode, Jasmine opens up about the deep emotional struggle of believing for God’s promises after years of disappointment. She reflects on how hope can feel like a threat when your reality has been shaped by pain, and how fear of being “crazy” for believing can sneak in—even…

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  15. Trading Security for Certainty

    Welcome back to another episode of The Holy Aesthetic with your host Jasmine. In this episode, Jasmine opens up about her struggles with spiritual warfare and her journey towards deeper faith and trust in God. She shares how God has been providing guidance, daily provisions, and confirmations,...

  16. From Obedience to Blessings: Cody and Mandi's Story

    Join host Jasmine on this heartwarming episode of 'The Holy Aesthetic' as she welcomes two special guests, Cody and Mandi. They open up about their transformative journey of faith over the past year, sharing personal stories of God's swift moves in their lives. Discover how the couple met online,...

  17. Faith Fatigue

    In this episode of The Holy Aesthetic, host Jasmine shares a deeply personal journey through struggles with doubt, fear, and depression, highlighting the power of faith and prayer in overcoming life's battles. Set against the backdrop of a stormy night, Jasmine reflects on her challenges and the...

  18. He's setting the table.

    In this episode of The Holy Aesthetic, join host Jasmine as she reflects on her profound spiritual journey following a 21-day fast. Discover how a series of divine signs and unexpected encounters led Jasmine to a renewed faith and understanding of God's guidance. Experience powerful moments of...

  19. Ep.25 "Toe Tams and Testimonies with Methany Thornton"

    Welcome back to The Holy Aesthetic, hosted by Jasmine. In this episode, Jasmine is joined by a captivating guest, Methany Thornton, who shares her remarkable life journey filled with faith, resilience, and miracles. Dive into Methany's life as she recounts her path to homeownership through…

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  20. Trials & Testimonies

    Join host Jasmine on The Holy Aesthetic as she dives into a personal journey of faith, struggle, and divine intervention. In this episode, Jasmine candidly shares her experiences with spiritual warfare during a fast, encountering profound emotional rollercoasters, and how God's timely answers…

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  21. The Bunny The Blessing The Burden with Lynnsey Sanford

    Join hosts Jasmine and Lynnsey in an engaging and heartfelt episode of 'The Holy Aesthetic' where they explore the intricacies of faith and friendship. With a blend of humor and sincerity, they delve into personal stories of growth, waiting, and the surprises of life, drawing on their experiences...

  22. Rest and Receive

    In this episode of The Holy Aesthetic, host Jasmine shares her personal journey of grappling with exhaustion and divine intervention. Experiencing an unexpected period of rest, Jasmine contemplates God's messages about surrendering control and trusting His timeline. Despite a series of setbacks,...

  23. Embracing My Cross

    Join Jasmine on another enlightening episode of The Holy Aesthetic, where she delves into the trials and revelations of her week. Battling illness and car troubles, she shares her profound insights on dying to oneself and the deeper meaning of obedience to a higher calling. As she navigates these...

  24. When God Confirms: Navigating Promises and Faith in the Unknown

    In this episode of The Holy Aesthetic, host Jasmine opens up about a spiritually overwhelming week filled with answered prayers and the challenge of managing God's promises. Join Jasmine as she dives into the emotional roller coaster of faith, the struggle of discerning divine messages, and the...

  25. It's Time !

    Welcome to another heartfelt episode of The Holy Aesthetic. Join your host, Jasmine, as she takes you on an emotional journey through her personal trials and tribulations, sharing how her unwavering faith in Jesus Christ has guided her through life's challenges. This Good Friday episode reflects…

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  26. Faith & Friendship with Lane and Darius McClure

    Join host Jasmine in an uplifting episode of The Holy Aesthetic, where she welcomes two surprise guests, Darius and Lane, to share their unique journeys of faith. They discuss the enlightening experiences and challenges they've faced over the week and what God has revealed to them. Through candid...

  27. Gods Plan

    Welcome back to The Holy Aesthetic with your host, Jasmine. In this episode, Jasmine shares her transformative experience of undertaking a seven-day fast focused on maintaining a liquid-only diet, abstaining from social media, and dedicating time to introspection and prayer. She recounts how this...

  28. Faith over Band-Aids

    In this episode of The Holy Aesthetic, host Jasmine provides a personal update on her spiritual journey, which she describes as a 'purge process'. Emphasizing the importance of mental well-being, Jasmine discusses her quest to become the best version of herself by focusing on strengthening her…

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  29. The Purge

    In this episode of The Holy Aesthetic, join host Jasmine as she delves into a transformative journey of self-purification and reliance on God's strength. Jasmine candidly shares her struggles with fear and anxiety and how these emotions have hindered her from experiencing true joy and…

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  30. King , Lord and Father

    Join Jasmine in this heartfelt episode of The Holy Aesthetics, where she shares her personal journey of trusting in God during challenging times. Broadcasting from the stunning landscapes of Utah, Jasmine reflects on the overwhelming beauty of nature and the peace it brings. She candidly…

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  31. Walking on Water: Embracing Faith Over Fear

    In this episode of The Holy Aesthetic, host Jasmine shares a personal journey of embracing faith despite life's overwhelming challenges. Drawing parallels from the Biblical story of Peter walking on water, Jasmine reflects on her own moments of doubt and the power of keeping faith in Jesus. She...

  32. Walking on Water: The Power of Surrender

    In this uplifting episode of The Holy Aesthetic, host Jasmine shares her personal journey of experiencing God's grace and redemption. Jasmine reflects on the power of surrendering worries and fears to God and finding peace in His swift and divine intervention. Through heartfelt anecdotes and...

  33. Breaking Free from Fear and Familiarity

    Welcome back to "The Holy Aesthetic" with Jasmine. In this episode, Jasmine candidly shares her recent struggles with depression, anxiety, and fear, brought on by personal challenges and past traumas. She opens up about wrestling with these emotions and her faith, finding solace in God's guidance...

  34. God's will WILL be done.

    In this heartfelt episode of 'The Holy Aesthetic,' host Jasmine shares her personal experience of waking up with anxiety and finding solace through prayer. She reflects on the story of Jonah, emphasizing the unyielding nature of God's will and the importance of obedience. Despite the challenges…

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  35. Letting Go of Expectations

    In this heartfelt episode of The Holy Aesthetic, host Jasmine shares her personal journey of learning to release expectations and trust in God's timing. She candidly discusses her struggles with wanting to control outcomes and the peace she found in letting go and embracing the process. Through...

  36. Trust: A daily practice

    In this episode of The Holy Aesthetic, Jasmine delves into her personal journey of learning to trust God completely and the challenges that come with surrendering all her desires and decisions to Him. She shares heartfelt experiences of struggling with earthly desires, battling trust issues, and...

  37. Relationship Goals

    Welcome to The Holy Aesthetic. In this enlightening episode, host Jasmine delves deep into the authentic relationship one can build with God, steering away from common misconceptions. Explore the critical signs that may indicate a faltering spiritual connection and discover valuable insights on…

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  38. Finding Rest in Surrender

    In this episode of The Holy Aesthetic, host Jasmine shares her recent journey of feeling spiritually quiet and learning to fully surrender to God. She reflects on the challenges of letting go of personal expectations and the unexpected peace found in embracing God's guidance. Jasmine discusses…

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  39. Alone in LoneTree: Trusting when it makes no sense.

    Welcome to another episode of The Holy Aesthetic. As we dive into the challenges of trust and faith, I share my recent experience of traveling to Colorado, initially planned as a joyous occasion but turning into a profound spiritual journey. This episode explores how I confronted unexpected…

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  40. Following God’s Plan Blindly

    In this heartfelt episode of The Holy Aesthetic, our host candidly shares the challenges faced during a difficult spiritual period. From enduring spiritual warfare to feeling isolated in a season of waiting, the discussion revolves around the struggle of trusting God’s plan without understanding...

  41. Seeing through the mirages of the mind (Wilderness season)

    Join us in this insightful episode of The Holy Aesthetic as we delve into the challenges and lessons of the wilderness season in our spiritual lives. Our host continues the discussion from previous episodes, emphasizing the importance of mental and spiritual fortitude amid life's battles.…

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  42. Obedience: Embracing the Season of Waiting

    Welcome to another inspiring episode of The Holy Aesthetic. Join our host as she explores a profound wilderness season, where God imparts lessons of obedience and trust. Through personal experiences and spiritual revelations, she highlights the transformative power of faith, even amid trials and...

  43. Trusting God's Word Against All Odds

    Welcome to The Holy Aesthetic hosted by Kavhi. This episode dives into her real-life journey of following Christ, focusing on the often challenging aspect of trusting God completely. She shares her personal experiences of navigating her faith amidst confusing signs and emotional turmoil…

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

Weekly podcast where I document my walk with Christ from the bottom up and talk about my journey and struggles in hopes that it will help someone else.

HOSTED BY

Jasmine Phillips

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Weekly podcast where I document my walk with Christ from the bottom up and talk about my journey and struggles in hopes that it will help someone else.

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The Holy Esthetic is created and hosted by Jasmine Phillips.
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