Episodes
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From Rock Bottom To REDEEMED - her testimony -
What does it look like when God takes the pieces of a life you thought were too broken and turns them into a testimony? In this episode of The Real Espinozas, we sit down for a raw conversation about hitting rock bottom, addiction, unhealthy relationships, divorce, choices we wish we could take...
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My Son Died. Why Do I Still Believe In God?
“Why would you still worship a God who allowed your son to die?” I’ve been asked this question more than once since losing Luke. I wanted my son healed HERE. In my grief I’m having to ask myself: Was my faith built on what God could do for me or on who He is?… Because if I only call God good when...
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You are NOT what happened to you | Testimony
Domestic abuse is often hidden behind closed doors, leaving victims feeling trapped, isolated, and hopeless. In today's episode, my friend courageously shares her story of surviving domestic abuse, what it looked like behind the scenes, and how she found the strength to leave. This conversation...
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Is God Enough??...
In this episode, we're joined by my friend Pastor Paxton as he shares his powerful testimony of choosing Jesus for himself, encountering the Holy Spirit in a personal way, and how those moments transformed his life. We also dive into one of the biggest questions believers wrestle with: Is God...
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Abandoned, Burned Out, Broken- But God Wasn't Finished
In this episode, my friend shares her powerful testimony of growing up adopted, experiencing racism, battling suicidal thoughts, and walking through church burnout. We have a raw and honest conversation about pain, identity, healing, and where God shows up in the middle of life's hardest seasons....
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How do you trust God when the miracle DOESN'T happen?
What do you do when you've prayed, believed, fasted, trusted God... and the healing still doesn't come the way you hoped? I'm sharing from a place of personal grief and real faith. After losing our son Luke, I've had to wrestle with some of the hardest questions a believer can face. What does…
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Faith fatigue
Have you ever felt exhausted trying to hold it all together while still trusting God? Let’s talk about faith fatigue, the weariness that can come from walking through grief, hardship, unanswered prayers, and life's challenges. If you're tired, discouraged, or struggling to keep going, this...
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When the miracle looks different
Sometimes when God answers our prayers… it may not be in the way we expect. If you’re walking through loss, heartbreak, unanswered prayers, or you’re struggling to understand God in the middle of pain, I pray this reminds you that He is still near. Even here. Even now. Even in grief, Jesus is...
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Addiction Tried To Destroy Him...God Didn't Let It
This episode is a raw one. My cousin sits down with me and shares his story, what addiction looked like in his life, how far it took him, and what it almost cost him. Drugs, alcohol, brokenness… it was all there. But that’s not where his story ends. In the middle of it, his wife joins us and you...
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The Day Luke Went to Heaven🕊️
In this video, I’m sharing the details of the hardest day of my life, the day my son Luke went to be with Jesus. This isn’t easy to talk about. It’s painful. But it’s also full of the faith that has carried me through the unthinkable. I prayed for healing here… and God answered, just not the way…
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Unexpected Loss - BUT JESUS Guest: Courtney Collins
🎧 New Podcast Episode We were honored to sit down with one of our very own from the Inspiration family, Courtney as she shared her deeply moving story. Courtney opens up about the heartbreaking loss of her special needs son and the raw journey that followed. In the midst of unimaginable grief…
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Don't Worship The Healing - Worship The HEALER
In a world that often seeks the miracles more than the Miracle Worker, The Holy Spirit is here to shift the focus back where it belongs—on the Healer, not just the healing. This podcast is about strengthening, securing, and building up your faith so that no matter what season you’re in, your…
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What is a HYPERBARIC OXYGEN CHAMBER? Can It Help My Luke?
In our latest episode, we dive into the fascinating world of hyperbaric oxygen chambers. Join us as we explore what these innovative devices are, how they function, and the incredible benefits they offer for health and recovery.We had the privilege of speaking with Shane from Restore in Murphy…
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Are You Truly Making Time for God? | Guest Speaker Pastor Elizabeth
Are You Truly Making Time for God? | A Real Talk on Faith, Struggles & RenewalAre we unknowingly putting our tasks and ambitions above our time with God? Let's talk about the importance of seeking His presence, battling anxiety, and breaking free from the distractions that keep us from true...
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The Night When...
Had a special guest on the show today. MY SISTER. We discussed her perspective of being an aunt to my special needs babies. We went into detail about the night I almost lost Luke, my medically complex baby. She reminded me of the details of how the Lord intervened in bit and mighty ways.…
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Satan Attacked My Mind - BUT JESUS
When the enemy attacks, BECAUSE IT WILL HAPPEN how will you choose to respond? I wrote this poem in 2024 at the same time i was still ministering and building people up, encouraging them, speaking life over them. Only because of Jesus am I still here stronger, bolder and more equipped than ever...
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WHY ARE YOU IN A RUSH TO GET NOWHERE??
The Lord spoke, He said SLOW DOWN... Check this episode out with the different tools He's helped introduce to my life. Let's learn to slow down, be in the moment, be present together before life passes us by. Bless you! https://youtu.be/i7xfxiPBMOE?si=YBHwq6ATQ9CqzB5R
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Former NFL Player Terrell Washington Opens Up About Special Needs Son
Finding Faith Through Heartache | Interview with Terrell Washington In this heartfelt episode, I had the honor of sitting down with former NFL player Terrell Washington—now a coach and owner of Grind House Sports. We dive into his powerful testimony, the challenges of losing his special needs…
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Grandpa to Special Needs Grandkids - Guest Speaker (My Dad) ☕️
In this heartfelt podcast episode, a special guest speaker who unexpectedly became a special needs grandpa. Shares personal insights about navigating faith and difficult emotions. Reflecting on the challenges of parenting and grandparenting special needs children, the speaker talks about the...
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Regulating Your Own Emotions When Your Child Is Emotional Too 🫣
Navigating parenting challenges can feel overwhelming, especially with sensory overload and emotional meltdowns. Recognizing the need for self-regulation before addressing your child's emotions is crucial. Here are some strategies to consider: 1. **Mindfulness Practices**: Incorporate brief...
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Do You Blame God For Your Disabled Child?
Let’s talk about it! Do you ever find yourself asking, "God, why did you allow this?" It's a tough question, and today I’m getting real about it. In this episode, I share my journey of wrestling with God over the pain and challenges of raising two special needs children. Is it okay to be angry…
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Life Update: Marijuana for Babies
Let’s talk about it: being a medical mama is hard—period. Today, I’m opening up about where I’m at emotionally and spiritually as I navigate this season. From celebrating little victories with Luke’s new medication to the challenges of Logan’s potty training, I’m sharing real moments from our...
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Medicaid Waiver Options for Special Needs Children
Hey friends! Today, I’m breaking down the truth about government assistance for special needs kids — especially in Texas, where it’s not as simple as people think. Just because you have special needs children doesn’t mean you qualify for Medicaid or other support. My husband and I know this...
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MY FULL TESTIMONY!
Hey friends, this one’s real and raw. Joanna and I dove into some heavy stuff — sharing my journey, my struggles, and how God has been walking me through it all. I talked about growing up in a Christian home, rebelling, and how depression and partying took over for a while. I hit rock bottom, but...
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Anxiety | As a Christian Special Needs Medical Parent
In this episode, I’m getting real about something many of us struggle with—our emotions. As Christians, we sometimes feel like we should always be strong, joyful, and full of faith. But what happens when we feel fear, sadness, or anger? Today, I’m talking about how avoiding these emotions leads…
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I almost got into a fight on a cruise 😳
Hey y’all! In this episode, I’m getting real and sharing a moment I’m not proud of. We were on a family trip, and I almost let my frustration get the best of me when someone told me to “control my kid” after a rough dinner with Luke and Logan. My response was… not Christ-like, and I had to take a...
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Our Son’s Birth Testimony
In this episode, I share the deeply personal journey of my son Luke’s diagnoses, from an unknown brain injury in the womb to the various challenges we've faced since his birth. We’ll talk about how Luke's diagnosis flipped our world upside down, and how, despite hearing hard words from doctors,...
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When The Enemy Attacks and How To Pray
In this episode, I’m sharing my journey through the spiritual and physical attacks that often come when we're on the verge of stepping into a new season with God. From stress and migraines to dealing with the weight of responsibilities as a parent and wife, I’ve learned how to shift my prayer…
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Sickness & Disease as a Christian
In today’s episode, we’re getting real about the struggles of praying for healing and not seeing immediate results. We talk about the challenge of maintaining faith when faced with serious illnesses like autoimmune diseases, seizures, and more. I'll share some personal stories, including a…
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Trusting God Through the Pain
Hey everyone! In this episode, I’m opening up about the emotional journey of raising a medically complex child and the struggles that come with it. After reconnecting with a community of parents navigating Lennox-Gastaut Syndrome (LGS), I’ve been reflecting on the challenges and the constant need...
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Finding Faith in the Storm
In this episode, I'm diving deep into a challenging season in my life where I've wrestled with tough questions about faith, God's goodness, and the storms we face. As a mom navigating the special needs world with my two boys, I'm learning that God doesn't always deliver us from the fire but often...
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Faith Over Fear: Our Journey with Luke's New Diagnosis & God's Promises
Hey everyone! We're back from our social media fast, and we've got some big updates to share in this episode. After a time of prayer and seeking God's guidance, we received a new diagnosis for our son Luke: Lennox-Gastaut Syndrome (LGS), a rare form of epilepsy. It’s been a challenging journey…
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About this show
Real talk. Open and transparent. Sharing life from a Christian stand point as a wife and special needs mama. Digging in deep about the hard, the good and the bad, but still choosing Jesus in the midst of it all.
Hosted by
Kayleen Espinoza
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