There is NO WAY I signed up for this!
by Three Little Birds Media
A podcast about the cosmic confusion that is my life. Chat with me about the trials and lessons that I experienced and still experience during the awakening process. Initially, the podcast was meant to discuss challenges that develop in divine counterparts. However, there are so many additional elements that impact those relationships, to not discuss those would be providing an incomplete experience. So chill and set back and listen to the lessons and many times circus that is my life.There is NO WAY I signed up for this!
Episodes
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Michelle in the Middle - Rambling Session 9 - Don't Talk About It; Be About It
Are you all talk? How do you know you just aren't using new language for the same behavior?
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Michelle in the Middle - Rambling Session 8 - Avoiding the Attachment is Not a Life Choice
So yeah, I am not the spokesperson for every avoidant-attached chic... but I got stuff to say. Yay for therapy!
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Michelle in the Middle - Rambling Session 7 - The Funeral
Am I being serious... maybe; a little! In 2025, a part of me died. Let's lay it to rest together.
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Michelle in the Middle - Rambling Session 6 - Merry Griefmas
Yeah, no description here; it's that time of year again, and that's all the description I have. Merry Griefmas!
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Michelle in the Middle - Rambling Session 5 - The Healing Journey Two-Step
There’s No Timeline to Healing | A Rambling Session Healing isn’t linear. Some days you’re thriving, other days you’re side-eyeing your own progress wondering how you got back here. In this rambling session, I talk about why healing has no deadline, no pace, and definitely no straight line. We…
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Michelle in the Middle - Rambling Session 4 - I Guess I’m an Architect
My walls disguised as excuses … and excuses disguised as safety
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Michelle in the Middle - Rambling Session 3 - The Closest Exit May Be Behind You
She's a runner ; she's a track star
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Michelle in the Middle - Rambling Session 2 - Why Did the Chicken Cross the Road?
Apparently… I have amnesia… and you may have it too? Oh and therapy naps are the best!
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Michelle in the Middle - Rambling Session 1 -I Ghosted My Therapist
Why am I here… ? I’m hurting, I’m healing, I’m here Follow me on my grief journey… why? It may be entertaining or you may just hear yourself and get some healing too! You aren’t alone… keep going!
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S6E13 - The Shift - Living Like You're Healing
What if you stopped circling your pain and started living like the healing actually worked? In this episode of Radical Release, we talk about the quiet but powerful shift that happens when you stop identifying with the wounds of your past and start walking in the wholeness God has been building…
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S6E12 — Radical Release - Sometimes They Follow You Home
This isn’t the episode I planned— but it’s the one I needed. I’ve been quiet the past couple of weeks, not because I didn’t have anything to say, but because old demons came knocking again. While creating space for others to heal, I realized there were parts of my own story still asking to be...
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S6E11 - Radical Release - Refocus on Healing: When It Looks Different Than You Expected
What do you do when healing doesn’t feel like healing? When the tears still come, the memories still sting, and peace still feels out of reach? In this episode of Radical Release, we talk about the slower, less-glamorous side of recovery—when the journey takes longer than expected and doesn’t…
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S6E10 - Radical Release - You're Not Back at Square One: Refoucsing After a Setback
In this episode of Radical Release, we confront the hard truth that sometimes healing doesn’t look how we imagined it. Whether you’ve returned to an old habit, lost your momentum, or hit a wall emotionally, you’re not alone, and you’re not starting over. We’ll explore how to refocus after a...
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S6E9 – Radical Release - Refocus on Peace: You Were Not Built for Chaos
You’ve been praised for how strong you are… but have you ever wondered why you’re always functioning in survival mode? This episode of Radical Release is a healing invitation to reframe what peace means in your life. For many of us, chaos has become so familiar, we don’t know how to trust...
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S6E8 - Radical Release – Refocus on What Fills You: Choosing What Pours Back Into You
You’ve been giving, showing up, holding it all together. But somewhere along the way, you stopped noticing how empty you were becoming. This episode of Radical Release is a sacred invitation to shift your focus—to stop fixating on what’s draining you and instead start choosing what restores you....
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S6E7 - Radical Release— Start to Refocus: When Your Overexposed and Unfulfilled
You weren’t created to carry the emotional weight of everyone’s story, opinion, or timeline. But somehow, your soul got stretched thin—watching more than you were ever meant to absorb. This episode marks the first step in the Refocus phase of Radical Release Season 6. We explore how spiritual...
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S6E6 - Radical Release - You Did What You Had to Do: Now It's Time to Rest
You survived because you had to. You fought, you endured, you carried — all in the name of making it through. But survival was never meant to be your permanent address. Today, you are being called higher. Not into more battles... but into peace. Not into more striving... but into grace. Not into...
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S6E5 - Radical Release - No One Is Coming to Save You
Feeling stuck waiting for closure, validation, or rescue? This episode dives into the hard but healing truth: No one is coming to save you — and that might be your biggest breakthrough yet. Rooted in Psalm 118:8, this Radical Release™ message will help you shift from external dependence to…
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S6E4 - Radical Release - Where Is Your Mount Sinai? – Stillness, Healing, and Receiving
Sometimes God doesn’t shout—He whispers. And if the volume of life is too loud, we miss it. In this episode of the Radical Release series, we explore the sacred invitation to retreat to your personal Mount Sinai—the quiet place where God's voice becomes clear again. Drawing from biblical moments…
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S6E3 - Radical Release - Letting Go of Who You Had to Be
Are you still performing a version of yourself that trauma forced you to become? In this episode, we explore what it really means to let go of the identity you built in survival mode—and step fully into the one God originally designed. Whether you’ve been the strong one, the fixer, the...
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S6E2 - Radical Release | Why Do Bad Things Happen to Good People?
You’ve done everything right. You prayed. You served. You stayed kind. And still, the pain came. In this opening episode of Radical Release, we tackle the sacred, unspoken question many believers are afraid to say out loud: Why do bad things happen to good people? What do you do when the trauma...
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S6E1 - Radical Release - Where Was God When I Was Hurting?
We don’t always talk about the silence. The ache. The seasons where prayers go unanswered and we’re left wondering if God ever showed up at all. In this first episode of Radical Release, I’m naming something many of us have carried in secret: the spiritual confusion that trauma brings. If you’ve...
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S5E22 |The Truth About Intuition: Is It a Gift or a Skill?
"Is intuition something you’re born with, or can it be developed like a skill? And how do you know if you’re actually hearing your intuition—or just overthinking everything? 🤯" "In this episode of There’s No Way I Signed Up for This, we’re diving deep into what intuition really is, how it works,...
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S5E21 | 3 Spiritual Tests and How To Pass Them
Have you ever felt like life is testing you? Just when you’re about to level up, things get harder, delays show up, and old patterns resurface. That’s not bad luck—that’s a spiritual test." "In this episode of There’s No Way I Signed Up for This, we’re diving deep into the 3 major spiritual tests...
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S5E20 | Are You Actually Healing… or Just Distracting Yourself?
"Are you truly healing, or are you just keeping yourself busy with spiritual distractions? In this episode of There’s No Way I Signed Up for This, we’re diving deep into the illusion of healing—how we often confuse self-care, shadow work, and rituals with real transformation. True healing isn't...
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S5E19 | Channeling vs. Prophesying – Do You Know The Difference?
What’s the difference between channeling and prophesying? Both involve receiving messages from beyond the physical realm, but are they coming from the same source? In this episode, we take a deep dive into: 🔹 Channeling vs. Prophesying – What they are and how they differ 🔹 The source of the...
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S5E18 | Trusting the Process or Dodging the Lesson?
“Trust the process.” Sounds great until you’re in the middle of a spiritual breakdown, wondering if the Universe accidentally put your name on the wrong soul contract. If you’ve ever felt like divine timing is just another way of saying “hurry up and suffer”, this episode is for you. We’re…
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S5E17 | Is it February Yet? I Want Off This Ride!
Let’s be real—life on Earth right now feels like a never-ending plot twist. Between global challenges, personal struggles, and everything in between, it’s easy to feel untethered. If you’ve been wondering how to find peace when the world feels like it’s on fire (sometimes literally), this episode...
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S5E16 | Obedience - Are You Going to Talk to the Rock?
In this episode, we examine the profound consequences of divine disobedience through the compelling story of Moses at Meribah. When God commanded him to speak to the rock, Moses struck it instead – a moment of disobedience that prevented him from entering the Promised Land. We will also talk…
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S5E15 | Guess Who? Retrograde Edition
Welcome to Mercury retrograde season—and how it tends to dig up old romantic relationships like a clumsy archeologist on a caffeine high! Ever had that moment when your ex slides into your DMs during this cosmic calamity, and you think, “Oh great, just what I needed: a blast from the past and a...
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S5E14 | Eye of the Hurricane; Find the Stars
In this empowering episode, we dive into the art of keeping faith and clarity when life feels like a chaotic hurricane. Have you ever felt overwhelmed, tossed around by the winds of uncertainty, and desperately searching for a guiding light? We'll explore how to find your true north amidst the...
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S5E13 | Where Am I Anyways - Parallel Universes
Join us as we dive deep into the enigmatic world of parallel universes, exploring the idea that countless alternate realities may exist alongside our own. We'll examine the intriguing experiences of déjà vu, those haunting moments of familiarity that some believe are glimpses into parallel lives....
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S5E12 | Coming Out of the Spiritual Closet
In a world where spiritual gifts are often misunderstood or stigmatized, many individuals find themselves hiding their true nature in a metaphorical "spiritual closet." In our latest episode, we will explore the journey of self-discovery, acceptance, and empowerment that comes with embracing and...
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S5E11 | Reacting vs. Responding: Conscious Communication
Join us as we delve into the spiritual significance of choosing to respond rather than react, and how this practice can transform your communication, relationships, and overall well-being. In the episode, we'll share spiritual insights and practical tools to help you cultivate the art of mindful...
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S5E10 | I See Dead People - Mediumship
It's that time again, Cosmic Surfers, to jump into the current. Dive into the captivating world of mediumship through my personal experiences in our latest episode, "I See Dead People." Whether you're a curious newcomer or an aspiring medium, this episode offers valuable insights and practical...
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S5E9 | The Devil's Tools? - You Decide
Dive into the intriguing world of mystical tools in our latest episode, "The Devil's Tools." Join us as light is shed on the need for caution in their use, emphasizing the importance of grounding and protection. In this episode, we'll delve into the complexities of items such as tarot and Ouija...
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S5E8 | Channeling: Did Anyone Else Hear That" (Storytime)
Join me as I share my personal experiences as a channeler, complete with unexpected twists, mishaps, and moments that will unveil the secrets of channeling and offer essential tips for new channelers. From navigating topics such as "channeling sickness" to mastering the art of grounding and...
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S5E7 | Intuition vs. Intrusion: Navigating the Battle of the Mind
Buckle up, fellow truth-seekers, as we embark on an exhilarating journey into the depths of intuition and intrusion in our latest episode, "Intuition or Intrusion: Navigating the Battle of the Mind ." Get ready to unravel the enigmatic interplay between genuine intuitive whispers and those pesky...
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S5S6 | Empath SOS - But Whose Feelings Are These?
"Empath SOS," we're delving deep into the fascinating realm of empathic abilities and the perplexing task of deciphering whether the emotions we're feeling belong to us or if we've unwittingly tapped into someone else's energetic jungle. Join me as we unravel the mysteries of empathy and explore...
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S5E5 | Struggling? Keep Going - The Yellow Brick Road
Back to explore how this iconic pathway reflects the twists, turns, and downright chaotic moments of our own lives. The twists and turns of the yellow brick road help us to discover its hidden teachings and allow us to embrace the challenges and uncertainties that come our way. The journey can...
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Pisces SOS - This One's For You
I hear you Pisces, we are finding ourselves in an inward renewal. Emotions and revelations have surfaced, stoking our innate urge for solitude and contemplation. This is a pivotal moment to clear out the debris of the past year as we regenerate spiritually and creatively for the cycle ahead. By...
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S5E4 | Ego-Surfing the Cosmic Waves: Unmasking Spiritual Manipulation
Buckle up, metaphysical mavens, because we're about to take a wild ride through the world of spiritual ego and manipulation! Come with me as we dissect the cosmic conundrum of how some folks turn their spiritual journeys into an ego-driven mean girls (or guys) movie trailer. Join your host, the...
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S5E3 | Not so DIVINE Partnerships - I Hate Group Projects!
We’re gathered today to talk about what happens when the universe assigns you a collaboration partner, except that partner doesn’t hold up their end of the bargain. I’m talking sacred assignments gone wrong, visionary projects off the rails, and co-creators not aligning like they should. You know...
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S5E2 | The In Between - Growth During the Wait
What's good, cosmic wanderers? This is your guide Michelle returning with some insights about the winding spiritual path. Even when we wanna level up quick, the Universe moves on its own timeline. Our growth ain't always a straight shot to the top. There will be valleys, pits stops, and those...
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S5E1 | Radio Silence - Ghosted by the Universe
Have you ever prayed so hard you thought your knees would bleed, lit enough candles to set off the fire alarm, and chanted until you lost your voice? But the universe still seems to be ghosting you harder than that online date who “couldn’t find parking.” Welcome to the void, baby. We’ve all been...
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S4E5 | Authentic Forgiveness and Unconditional Love...Hmmmm
Love that never fails? Forgiveness that heals? Pssh, those Hallmark card concepts make my third eye roll. Just kidding...mostly! In this soul-searching episode, I’ll be getting deep with Sanchia Divine, spiritual teacher and founder of Phoenix Vibrations, to unpack the mysteries of unconditional...
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S4E4 : This Is Your Sign || Do The Things!
So you have this grand idea, a confession, a story, a message... but they are all stuck in your head. Stuck in the dark not being provided the light of acknowledgment. Why? How long do you keep it quiet? Time to unlock that door and let it out...do the things, say the things, be the things. You…
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S4E3: When the Wolf in Sheep's Clothing Comes Bearing Gifts
The phrase “come bearing gifts” is associated with the Greeks, and it’s used to warn of an ulterior motive of the person who is bringing the gift. It is believed that the gift could be an excuse for an enemy to get close to you and attack. Therefore, don’t trust your enemy, even when they try to...
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S4E2: It Is Time to Release and Surrender
What if I told you that YOU may be the person holding yourself back? All the things, affirmations, candles, and chants can't get results if you are energetically attached to pain, resentment, and anger. Don't know what I mean? Have a listen. Sometimes waving the white flag is necessary to move on.
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S4E1: Saying "NO" to New Year's Resolutions!
No, I am not a slacker who does not want to work on improving myself... but I just can't get behind the concept of New Year's Resolutions...and here is why! Spoiler alert... I have a better idea! (at least in my mind) LOL
About this show
A podcast about the cosmic confusion that is my life. Chat with me about the trials and lessons that I experienced and still experience during the awakening process. Initially, the podcast was meant to discuss challenges that develop in divine counterparts. However, there are so many additional elements that impact those relationships, to not discuss those would be providing an incomplete experience. So chill and set back and listen to the lessons and many times circus that is my life.There is NO WAY I signed up for this!
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