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TheWillpowerPodcast with Will Gordon
by Will Gordon
Sobriety podcast featuring real addiction recovery stories and practical tools that actually work. I'm Will Gordon. Boston school teacher, two-time organ transplant survivor, and a guy who used to hide vodka bottles in places I don't even like remembering. At 35, my liver and kidneys were done. Doctors said weeks, maybe less. Transplants gave me a second shot. Sobriety gave me everything else. This isn't some shiny recovery show. It's raw conversations about what addiction actually feels like, how messy getting sober really is, and the quiet moments that slowly pull you back to life. Every Friday I talk with people who've been to the edge - some still hanging on by their fingernails - and we unpack the doubts, the small wins, the tools that actually work when everything else fails. If you're fighting cravings, questioning if it's worth it, or just need to hear someone who gets it... this is for you. Real stories. Real tools. N
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I Couldn’t Tell My Dying Best Friend I Was Drinking Too Much | Gray Area Drinking
Melissa McGovern, The Sober New Yorker, looked fine on the outside. Then her bloodwork came back: liver enzymes in the 200–300s, near-diabetic blood sugar, and a doctor telling her to change or start medication. “I would love to tell him that I’m drinking too much… and I couldn’t even say that to...
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They Were Preparing for My Death | Alcohol, Sepsis & a Liver Transplant Story
Scarlett Larkley’s alcohol-related liver failure led to sepsis, dialysis and a liver transplant in 2025. This is her honest story of recovery, shame and sobriety. “Everyone was kind of like preparing for my death.” In this episode of The Willpower Podcast, I sit down with Scarlett Larkley, a mom…
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She Drank a Liter a Day. Her MELD Hit 40.
She drank a liter of vodka a day. Her MELD score hit 40. And she still thought she'd never be able to quit. Welcome to Season 3 🎙️ of The Willpower Podcast. I've been away since June, and this is the conversation I wanted to come back with. Tia is 44, from Albuquerque, and nearly three years out...
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“I Hired a Private Investigator on My Husband” — The Partner’s Side of Addiction
Most of us don’t really understand what it’s like to love someone deep in addiction...until we’re living it. In this earnest and valuable conversation, Anita Ondine Smith opens up about being married to former NBA player Randy Livingston while he battled gambling addiction for over two decades.…
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Why Willpower Alone Fails in Addiction (And What Actually Rewires It)
Most people think beating addiction comes down to having more willpower. Chris Hill says that’s one of the biggest mistakes you can make. In this episode, we break down why willpower eventually runs out, what’s actually happening in the brain when cravings return, and how rewiring your mind...
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What Happens After Rock Bottom? Inner Child Work & Honest Recovery | David Deane Haskell
In this raw and honest conversation, author David Deane Haskell joins me to talk about what happens after you survive rock bottom. We dive into trauma, inner child work, shame attacks, codependency, and why recovery isn’t a straight line or a highlight reel. David shares how he learned to stop...
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I Did Kim Kardashian’s Intervention – The Reality of Family Interventions
In this episode, I sit down with Evan Jarschauer, a licensed psychotherapist and one of the most experienced interventionists in the country. Evan has led interventions for families from all walks of life — including one that aired on Keeping Up with the Kardashians. We talk about what actually...
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I Died for 3 Minutes in a Car Crash… Then God Spoke to Me
Matt Farnsworth had 11 years of sobriety… then everything fell apart. In this raw and powerful conversation, Matt shares how a toxic relationship, a relapse, and a horrific car accident that left him dead for 3 minutes completely changed his life. He opens up about white-knuckling sobriety,...
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Liver Transplant Survivor: Nathan Cheatwood’s Raw Story of Rock Bottom to Rebirth
This episode is raw, emotional, and deeply personal. Nathan Cheatwood is a liver transplant survivor who went through end-stage liver failure from alcohol addiction in 2023. He received his new liver after only 10 days on the transplant list and turned his entire journey into the world’s first...
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From Heroin Hell to 100K Runs: How Running Saved Shawn Livingston
Family, that’s Shawn Livingston — four-time felon, heroin survivor, ultra-runner, and living proof that your lowest moment can become your greatest purpose Shawn Livingston went from high school basketball star to Air Force vet, heroin addict, 4-time felon, and prison time… until a mirror moment...
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Relapse Isn’t Failure: How Shame Almost Killed My Liver
Hey everybody, welcome back to The Willpower Podcast. I was a Boston teacher sneaking bottles, blacking out, and waking up yellow-eyed in a hospital bed with doctors telling my wife I had two weeks left. Liver and kidneys gone. Two transplants later I’m sober, but I still remember the crushing...
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Hazelden Betty Ford: Real Recovery When Alcohol Wrecks Your Liver (Joseph Skrajewski)
This episode is part of Podcasthon 2026 — thousands of podcasts dropping special episodes to spotlight nonprofits and raise funds for addiction recovery. I’m honored to feature Hazelden Betty Ford because their work saves lives and it’s personal for me. Joseph Skrajewski (National Director of...
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“Burnout Felt Like Relapse Fog” – Jon Gustin (@thetireddad) on Sobriety, Dad Life & New Book
Hey family, it's Will Gordon on The Willpower Podcast. Two years ago yellow-eyed in a hospital bed, kidneys/liver gone from blackouts—docs said two weeks. Two transplants later, sober, but I still know the numb fog when life's grinding you down. Jon Gustin—@thetireddad to over 2 million...
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Rare Liver Disease: Then Transplant, Sepsis & Rejection Nearly Broke Me – Daniel Eadle
I know transplant hell—yellow eyes, sepsis scares, rejection fears, the mental limbo after waking up with someone else's organ keeping you alive. Two transplants later, sober and fighting, but I still remember the grind. Today's guest? Daniel Eadle, UK dad, husband, multi-genre drummer, and CEO…
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Rewire Addicted Brain: Kill Cravings & Heal Fog | Dr. Tiff Thompson
Three years sober after a liver transplant that almost killed me... but the brain fog, guilt, and that constant pull back to chaos? Still real as hell. In this raw convo with Dr. Tiff Thompson (PhD neuro, neurotherapy CEO, BCN/QEEG expert), we break down why shame and tough love backfire in...
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Eyes Shutting Was the Best Part of My Day – Dan’s Brutal Path to Liver Transplant & Sobriety
Dan Sheridan (@mrsheridanshusband on TikTok, @danman147 on IG) shares the unfiltered story of drinking 18+ tins of Stella + 10 pints daily until liver failure nearly killed him. From blackout mornings, vomiting, re-drinking, a suicide-level paracetamol/Stella plan, massive GI bleed ("blood...
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Marine Vet's End-Stage Liver Disease: From 317 lbs to Transplant Fight (MELD 29)
Andrew Mondragon — Marine veteran, dad, husband, oilfield worker — was diagnosed with end-stage liver disease in June 2025. Dropped from 317 to 190 lbs. MELD score 29. Accepted for liver transplant eval at OHSU. Still cracking jokes while fighting for his life and family. He shares the raw truth:...
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Amber Hollingsworth: No Tough Love – Early Intervention for Families
Amber Hollingsworth (@puttheshoveldown), a master addiction counselor with 700k+ on YouTube, joins me to show families how to intervene early with compassion, not ultimatums or tough love. We talk: The myth that “there’s nothing you can do” Functional alcoholism & enabling traps Real boundaries...
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Blackout Knife Night & Suicide Attempt: Ryan Barrett's Dark Redemption (2+ Years Sober)
Ryan Barrett (@ryanbarrett90) should be dead multiple times over: molested at 8, buried the shame in death metal, rebellion, blackouts, hard drugs, a near-fatal car wreck (femur shattered in 7 places), suicide attempt, yellow eyes, and a blackout knife night that almost ended everything. One...
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3-Week Coma & Yellow Eyes: 'I Was Done – No Fight Left' | Mike Faria (@jerzeymike)
Mike Faria (@jerzeymike) shares his raw journey – from guilt over his cousin's drunk driving death, 5 years of daily drinking, to a 3-week coma in 2020 with yellow eyes, fluid buildup, kidneys failing, and doctors prepping his family for the worst. He woke up anyway, got sober on August 23, 2022,...
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9 Years Sober After Induced Coma: 'I Was Angry They Saved Me' | Richard Ratcliffe
Richard Ratcliffe (@the.recovery.club - 100k+ followers) joins the Willpower Podcast for a raw, heartfelt talk on his 9-year sober journey. From childhood shame and "wearing masks" to fit in, to daily 2 liters of vodka leading to seizures, an induced coma at 24, and doctors warning "you won't…
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Near Fatal OD & Alcohol Withdrawal Saved His Life – 9 Months Sober Musician Shares All
Chester Alarie, a 34-year-old musician from Montreal, opens up about his 17-year battle with drugs and alcohol that led to depression, multiple rock bottoms, a near-fatal overdose, and alcohol withdrawal in January 2024. FULL DISCLOSURE> YOU WILL ABSOLUTELY WANT TO LISTEN TO THE END. THIS EPISODE...
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Rick Duff: 6 Months Sober, Quitting Alcohol, Addiction Recovery & Forever Reckless Album Story
What's up everyone, Will Gordon here from The Willpower Podcast. This one's a banger – sat down with Quebec country rocker Rick Duff @Duff.yeehaw, who's 6 months sober and absolutely crushing it with his debut album Forever Reckless. Rick lays it all out: going from bricklayer to Canada's got...
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Therapist Spent 30 Years Fixing Addicts… Then Became One Herself
Dr. Sarah Michaud spent 30 years as a clinical psychologist helping addicts and codependents climb out of hell… only to wake up one day and realize she was living in the exact same hell. From people-pleasing therapist to full-blown addict and codependent, she hit rock bottom, got sober, wrote the...
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Doctors Gave Her WEEKS to Live from Alcohol… She Reversed End-Stage Liver Failure (No Transplant)
Philippa and I were both handed death sentences from alcohol. I needed a liver transplant and barely survived. Philippa was told the exact same thing… but she completely reversed end-stage cirrhosis – no transplant, no miracle pills, no BS. 999 days to get her liver enzymes normal. A resident...
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He Got the Call: Liver Transplant Approved — Aaron Is Terrified (Raw Episode)LIVE!
Aaron Starbuck just got the green light. His liver transplant is officially approved and could happen any day… maybe even tonight. His first reaction wasn’t relief. It was terror. I know exactly how he's feeling and I talk openly about my OWN experience. Imagine being able to talk to someone…
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Coming Up for Air After a Lifetime Underwater | Mitch Webb
🤝From a second-story fall that started a decade of panic attacks, to blackouts I’m still ashamed of, to not believing I’d see 30 — Mitch Webb somehow found a way out. Today he’s an integrative somatic coach helping people speak their body’s language and heal from the inside. In this episode…
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Losing My Son, My Marriage, and Almost My Life to Alcohol… Then Her Ex Died of Fentanyl | Ashley Jo
After two suicide attempts, losing her baby son to a terminal illness, a marriage that ended in scandal, and then — 4+ years sober — getting the call that her ex-husband overdosed on fentanyl… Ashley Jo somehow kept going. Today she’s a sober mom, bonus mom, author, and speaker who’s been...
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He Quit Drinking and Found This Instead
He hit rock bottom after a DUI. Now, Chaplain Sy Ali is 5 years sober, and helping others transform their lives. From elite protection agent to homeless veteran, this is the powerful true story of recovery, redemption, and rediscovering purpose through faith and service. In this episode of the…
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How Ian Rebuilt His Life After Alcohol Ruined Everything
Can you really rebuild your entire life after 30 years lost to alcohol? In this raw and powerful episode of the Will Power Podcast, Ian Fee shares his unfiltered alcohol recovery journey — from being a high-functioning alcoholic who spent over $1 million on booze, to becoming a present father,...
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Drinking Wasn’t the Problem. Escaping Was.
In this episode of The WillPower Podcast, Chad Dunn shares how he went from chasing adrenaline as a BMX rider to six DUIs, crack addiction, and a 30-month sentence in federal prison. He opens up about the moment he knew he had to change, how meeting a sober bartender shifted his path, and why...
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Trauma, Relapse, Redemption: How Candice Found Her Way Back
What happens when the party ends—and the pain begins? Candice Combs' sobriety journey started in a chaotic childhood filled with addiction, trauma, and survival in the streets of New Orleans. After quitting drinking at 23 and finding success in tech, she built a thriving wellness business. But...
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The Pain of Addiction, The Power of Recovery
In this deeply raw episode of The Willpower Podcast, host Will Gordon sits down with Jimmy Thistle — a recovery advocate, ex-alcoholic, and peer mentor — who shares the powerful journey from addiction to healing. Jimmy opens up about growing up in Scotland, early drinking culture, losing control,...
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This Conversation Will Make You Rethink Drinking Forever | Mel Burbank on Willpower Podcast
Welcome back to another powerful episode of the Willpower Podcast. This one right here? It’s personal, it’s raw, and it might just change the way you think about alcohol. I sat down with Mel Burbank — she’s a 3.5-year sober badass, former fitness studio owner, CBT specialist, and the founder of...
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Living With Cirrhosis: How Sobriety Gave Me a Second Chance
In this episode of the Willpower Podcast, Kevin Decapitron shares his raw, unfiltered story of growing up around alcohol, working as a bartender in Los Angeles and Las Vegas, and how drinking eventually led to liver cirrhosis by his late 20s. From hiding bottles to waking up jaundiced and facing...
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Alcohol Was in Control… Until I Took My Life Back (Nisha’s Sobriety Story)
Nisha Patel got sober at 24. Today, with 17 years of sobriety, she’s a therapist and sobriety coach helping others live alcohol-free lives filled with purpose. In this episode of the Willpower Podcast, Nisha shares: • Her journey from rebellion & addiction to long-term sobriety • Why the first 5...
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Alcohol Nearly Left My Daughter Fatherless — How Joel Changed Everything
Joel’s story is one of the most powerful episodes yet on the Willpower Podcast. Diagnosed with cirrhosis at just 45 years old, Joel was forced to face the devastating truth about his drinking. The twist? He worked in a liquor store, surrounded by the very thing that nearly ended his life. In this...
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Ignored by the System — How William Found His Own Recovery
Olympic bobsledding looks thrilling from the outside — 95 mph speeds, tight turns, and world-class competition. But behind the medals lies a hidden epidemic: CTE. In this episode of The Willpower Podcast, former Team USA bobsledder William Person opens up about his 9 years on the track, the...
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Doctors Gave Up on Him — How Jacob Beat Liver Failure Without Transplant
Jacob Schulze (@feel.sober.good) opens up about pandemic drinking, hiding alcohol, “show drinks,” liver cirrhosis symptoms, a MELD score near transplant range—and why he chose a different path. We talk boredom triggers, daily drinking creeping to dependence, jaundice and leg pain, faith…
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What Happens When the Game Ends – Travis Reed’s Journey
From MVP seasons overseas to sleeping on his mom’s couch — former pro basketball player Travis Reed has lived the highs and the crushing lows of life after sports. In this powerful episode of The Willpower Podcast, Travis opens up about growing up in South Central LA, winning championships in...
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Why I’ll Never Drink Again – Pro Boxer’s True Story
What happens when a pro boxer, chess player, and physicist walks away from alcohol for good? In this raw and powerful conversation, Ed Latimore (@EdLatimore) joins The Willpower Podcast to share how he went from growing up in the projects of Pittsburgh to building a life of discipline, purpose…
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I Used to Sell Alcohol — Now I Help People Quit Drinking (Luke Ryan’s Story)
How do you rebuild your life after alcohol has taken everything? In this powerful episode of The Willpower Podcast, certified Jay Shetty life coach Luke Ryan (@dadonthemox) shares his raw, unfiltered journey from working in the liquor industry to becoming a sober father, coach, and advocate for...
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Shame, Trauma and Recovery (Danielle’s Raw Recovery Story)
From postpartum depression to addiction and alcoholism, Danielle’s recovery journey proves that even the darkest paths can lead to purpose. Danielle’s story isn’t one of trauma in childhood—but of how addiction can quietly creep in through postpartum depression, emotional abuse, and untreated...
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My Skin Turned Yellow And That’s When I Knew (Liver Failure & Hope)
Liver cirrhosis and stage 3 liver failure nearly took Aaron’s life. This powerful alcohol recovery story follows his liver transplant journey, revealing the toll of alcoholic liver disease—and the courage it takes to survive. ⚠️ What happens when addiction collides with trauma—and the damage…
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An Honest Talk About Women, Alcohol & Shame (And How to Get Through It)
From DUI and fake pee to a thriving sobriety coaching practice, Kate Vitela’s recovery story is as raw and real as it gets. In this emotional episode of the Willpower Podcast, Kate shares how she lost everything — her job, her license, her identity — and rebuilt her life through honesty, support,...
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How to Build Confidence Without a Drop of Alcohol
How do you build real confidence without alcohol? 💪 In this episode, sober coach Bo Green shares powerful routines, mindset shifts, and relapse recovery tools that helped him build unshakable sober confidence and quit drinking for good. 🎙️ This honest conversation dives deep into how to quit...
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From Prison to Purpose: How Sobriety Saved Samantha Lander’s Life
Addiction took Samantha from meth to motherhood, DJ booths to jail cells—and back again. This is her raw, unfiltered story of redemption. 🎙 In this episode of The Willpower Podcast, Samantha Lander joins host Will Gordon to share her unbelievable journey from homelessness and a federal prison...
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From Blackouts to Breakthroughs: Mario’s Sobriety Story at 24
Alcohol addiction nearly took everything from Mario—including his life. At 24, he hit rock bottom. This is how early sobriety saved him. 🍻 In this raw episode of The Willpower Podcast, Will Gordon sits down with Mario Bencivenga, a Long Island native who opens up about his path from blackout...
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How To Get Sober And STAY That Way (Michael shares the raw truth about hitting rock bottom)
Alcoholics Anonymous saved my life. I tried inpatient rehab, outpatient programs, and every drug imaginable—but the loop of addiction almost killed me. 🎢 From ecstasy and designer drugs in the 90s rave scene to the hopelessness of a father who wanted to die—this is a brutally honest addiction...
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Day I Thought My Kids Were Better Off Without Me (How to Start Over After Alcoholism)
Alcoholics Anonymous changed her life—but it wasn’t the only thing that saved her. From suicidal thoughts to ultra marathons, Megan’s addiction recovery story shows that sobriety is not just possible—it’s powerful. ⚡ "Alcohol does not discriminate." From high-performing nurse practitioner to…
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
Sobriety podcast featuring real addiction recovery stories and practical tools that actually work.
I'm Will Gordon. Boston school teacher, two-time organ transplant survivor, and a guy who used to hide vodka bottles in places I don't even like remembering.
At 35, my liver and kidneys were done. Doctors said weeks, maybe less. Transplants gave me a second shot. Sobriety gave me everything else.
This isn't some shiny recovery show. It's raw conversations about what addiction actually feels like, how messy getting sober really is, and the quiet moments that slowly pull you back to life.
Every Friday I talk with people who've been to the edge - some still hanging on by their fingernails - and we unpack the doubts, the small wins, the tools that actually work when everything else fails.
If you're fighting cravings, questioning if it's worth it, or just need to hear someone who gets it... this is for you.
Real stories. Real tools. N
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