TheWillpowerPodcast with Will Gordon

Matt Farnsworth had 11 years of sobriety… then everything fell apart.In this raw and powerful conversation, Matt shares how a toxic relationship, a relapse, and a horrific car accident that left him dead for 3 minutes completely changed his life. He opens up about white-knuckling sobriety, codependency, Hollywood darkness, and the moment he finally cried out to God on a bathroom floor.This is one of the most honest and emotional recovery stories we’ve ever had on The Willpower Podcast.Timestamps:00:00 - The Night Everything Changed03:45 - 11 Years Sober & The Relapse08:20 - The Car Crash That Killed Him for 3 Minutes15:10 - Crying Out to God on the Bathroom Floor22:40 - The Hollywood Darkness No One Talks About31:15 - Rock Bottom as a Launch Pad38:50 - How God Removed His Anxiety Overnight44:10 - Life After Recovery & Finding Real PeaceIf you’re struggling with addiction, relapse, or feeling like you’ve hit rock bottom — this episode is for you.If you’re struggling right now, please know that help is always there.You don’t have to do this alone.Call or text 988 for the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline — 24/7, free, and confidential.Or reach out to SAMHSA’s National Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357).👉 Subscribe for more raw recovery stories every week.Follow Matt Farnsworth:Website: mattfarnsworth.netBook: The Comeback Blueprint (on Amazon)App: Armor Up (Gospel Warrior)#Sobriety #Recovery #RockBottom #Faith #AddictionThe Willpower Podcast is all about real stories, real struggles, and real hope.Have a story? Think sharing would help? [email protected]

This episode is raw, emotional, and deeply personal.Nathan Cheatwood is a liver transplant survivor who went through end-stage liver failure from alcohol addiction in 2023. He received his new liver after only 10 days on the transplant list and turned his entire journey into the world’s first AI-assisted autobiographical short film called “Second Chances: Rebirth.”In this conversation we talk about:- The slow descent into daily drinking- The lies we tell ourselves while our bodies are shutting down- Getting the call for a new liver- Waking up after surgery in excruciating pain- The mental battle of staying sober after transplant- The powerful “light bulb moment” that changed everything- Finding purpose and helping othersIf you’re struggling with alcohol, liver disease, or waiting for a transplant — this one is for you.If you’re struggling right now, please know that help is always there.You don’t have to do this alone.Call or text 988 for the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline — 24/7, free, and confidential.Or reach out to SAMHSA’s National Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357).Timestamps:00:00 Intro & Why This Episode Matters01:59 Nathan’s Story Begins04:12 The Mental Grip of Alcohol07:12 The Lies We Tell Ourselves10:19 The Turning Point – Going to the Hospital12:57 Getting the Call for a New Liver15:06 Waking Up After Surgery17:43 The Hardest Part – Physical & Emotional21:01 The Light Bulb Moment25:06 Life After Transplant & Staying Sober29:00 The Biggest Gift This Second Chance Gave Him31:15 Message of Hope to Anyone StrugglingNathan’s Film: Second Chances: Rebirth→ Watch here: https://www.youtube.com/@2ndchancesfilmFollow Nathan:Instagram: @2ndchancesfilmIf this episode helped you, please like, subscribe, and share it with someone who needs to hear it.#LiverTransplant #TransplantSurvivor #AlcoholRecovery #RockBottom #SecondChance #AddictionRecovery #WillpowerPodcast📅 My Calendly for 1-on-1 sober mentoring: link in bio 👈Thank you for supporting my mission to lessen the suffering of other ❤️‍🩹🤘-will

Family, that’s Shawn Livingston — four-time felon, heroin survivor, ultra-runner, and living proof that your lowest moment can become your greatest purposeShawn Livingston went from high school basketball star to Air Force vet, heroin addict, 4-time felon, and prison time… until a mirror moment and a simple running group changed everything. He shares the raw truth about recovery bubbles, Scientology rehab madness, military painkiller hell, and how finding something that "lit a fire under his ass" rebuilt his body, mind, and purpose.If you're battling addiction, liver/kidney recovery, or just feel stuck in sobriety — this is your reminder: recovery is the foundation, not your whole life. Find what excites you to wake up every morning.Watch Shawn's documentary "100 Miles to Redemption" on Amazon: https://www.primevideo.com/detail/0Q92IH29KIQG1EJ3K381552TQR/ref=atv_dp_share_cu_rFollow Shawn: @iamredemption + his "I Am Redemption" podcastDrop in the comments: What's YOUR "fire under the ass" thing? Tag a friend who needs this.Timestamps below ↓If my transplant journey and these stories help you, hit subscribe, like, and share — we're building real recovery impact together. Booking speaking? DM me.#Sobriety #Recovery #AddictionRecoveryTIMESTAMPS:0:00 – New Intro + Shawn’s Big Lesson1:45 – Car Crash That Ended Basketball Dreams4:30 – Oxy to Heroin Pipeline8:10 – Scientology Rehab Madness (you won’t believe this)12:00 – Military Injury & Painkillers16:30 – Prison Wake-Up Call21:00 – The Mirror Moment That Changed Everything25:45 – How Running Lit the Fire32:00 – Lance Armstrong Podcast + Documentary Story38:00 – Vulnerability Pays Off44:00 – Actionable Steps: Find Your Fire52:00 – Final Wisdom + Where to Find ShawnAnd if you find value in the content we're creating. A coffee is a great way to support the channel. 🤝 https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast

Hey everybody, welcome back to The Willpower Podcast.I was a Boston teacher sneaking bottles, blacking out, and waking up yellow-eyed in a hospital bed with doctors telling my wife I had two weeks left. Liver and kidneys gone. Two transplants later I’m sober, but I still remember the crushing shame that kept pulling me back every time I slipped.Today Chris Cummins (operations at Laguna Treatment Center, biggest detox/recovery hospital in Orange County) gets it from the other side. He’s seen thousands walk in defeated after relapse, carrying the same shame that almost ended me.Chris shares his own raw story — starting shots at 11, snorting methadone in PE, his fraternity rock-bottom “united front” intervention — and why relapse is the disease talking, NOT failure. We break down how shame kills progress, why family systems keep the cycle going, the “pink cloud” trap after detox, and the gratitude hack that kills shame before it kills your recovery.This one’s for anyone who’s relapsed and hates themselves for it… or watching someone they love spiral.Key moments:00:00 — My shame story + Chris’s first words to relapsed patients02:31 — Chris’s childhood: 8 shots before school at 1112:51 — The “united front” rock bottom that saved us both15:18 — Why shame is a self-fulfilling prophecy (review the tape like an Olympian)19:47 — Family homeostasis — the #1 thing that makes relapse worse25:48 — Daily gratitude tool that actually kills shameIf this hits you or someone you love, drop a comment with your biggest takeaway — it helps more people than you know.Need 1:1 help breaking the shame cycle and staying sober? Book a mentoring call — link in bio.#Sobriety #RelapseRecovery #LiverFailure #BeatShame #WillpowerPodcast📍Chapters:00:00 — Welcome: My Yellow-Eyed Rock Bottom & Why Shame Keeps Us Stuck02:31 — Chris’s Story: First Shots at 11 & Building a Drinker Reputation12:51 — The “United Front” Intervention That Changed Everything15:18 — Relapse Isn’t Failure — Review the Tape Like an Olympian19:47 — Family Disease: Why Homeostasis Makes Relapse Almost Impossible22:11 — Chronic Relapse Programs & Value-Based Aftercare That Actually Works25:48 — The Daily Gratitude Tool That Kills Shame Before It Kills Recovery33:56 — Pink Cloud Warning & Why Most People Relapse After Discharge🔥 8 Actionable Takeaways! First words to someone who relapsed: “I’m glad you’re alive.” No shame — just hope.Shame is a self-fulfilling prophecy. Review the “tape” like a pro athlete instead of beating yourself up.Relapse is the disease talking — not a personal failure. Those 999 sober days still count.Change your environment AND include family in treatment. Homeostasis will pull you right back otherwise.Families: Stop hyper-vigilant blame. Open communication + shared accountability = real recovery.Chronic relapsers: Get into specialized groups with people who get it. Longer stays = better outcomes.Aftercare hack: Demand value-based agreements and open conversations between facilities.Daily tool: Start small with gratitude (“I’m grateful for this coffee”). It crowds out shame.Thank you all for listening/watching. I truly appreciate each and every one of you!

This episode is part of Podcasthon 2026 — thousands of podcasts dropping special episodes to spotlight nonprofits and raise funds for addiction recovery. I’m honored to feature Hazelden Betty Ford because their work saves lives and it’s personal for me.Joseph Skrajewski (National Director of Business Development – Healthcare Solutions at Hazelden Betty Ford) joins me for a raw, honest conversation about what actually works when alcohol is destroying bodies and families.We cover:How alcohol wrecks the liver and relationshipsMedical detox for cirrhosis, encephalopathy, and organ damageThe groundbreaking Sesame Street partnership for kids in addicted familiesRebuilding trust after addictionReal hope stories and why you don’t have to hit rock bottomIf you’re in liver failure, watching someone you love spiral, or just stuck in the shame loop — this one’s for you.Hazelden Betty Ford Resources:https://www.hazeldenbettyford.orgTimestamps:00:00 Intro & Podcasthon 202601:00 Joseph’s background & recovery story03:10 Sesame Street partnership for kids04:08 Medical detox for liver damage07:04 Reaching out before it’s too late08:51 Real hope stories from families11:07 Free resources & how to get helpLike, subscribe, and share if this helped — every view supports Podcasthon’s mission.#Podcasthon2026 #HazeldenBettyFord #AddictionRecovery #LiverFailure #SoberParenting #SobrietyJourney #FamilyHealing

Hey family, it's Will Gordon on The Willpower Podcast.Two years ago yellow-eyed in a hospital bed, kidneys/liver gone from blackouts—docs said two weeks. Two transplants later, sober, but I still know the numb fog when life's grinding you down.Jon Gustin—@thetireddad to over 2 million followers—gets it from the dad side. First kid in 2016 hit like a mirror: childhood stuff undone, marriage holes, alcohol numbing everything since age 14 (alcohol poisoning in ninth grade). Quit 2023 after tolerance exploded—now 3+ years sober, co-hosts The Tired Dad & Tired Mom Podcast with wife Jessica (@the.tiredmom), and his book "The Tired Dad" drops May 5 (pre-order now at tireddad.com—100 reflections on showing up exhausted, legacy, vulnerability; extras include 5 bonus reflections + curated soundtrack).We go deep:Becoming a dad flipped everything: "Shit, figure life out"Generational cycles: Breaking military-style discipline, no emotional connectSobriety grind: Dry Jan fails, first-year hell, stacking winsBurnout like pre-relapse: Numb, isolated—family walks & kindness as resetShame/regret flip: "Past had to happen for present"Legacy: Kids feel love through actions, not just wordsDads on fumes, anyone in recovery parenting, fighting numbness—this hits different. Liver transplant or dad burnout, the fight is showing up anyway.Timestamps:00:00 – My transplant hell & Jon's dad mirror05:00 – Sobriety wake-up: Alcohol since 14, quit 202312:00 – Generational cycles: Breaking no-connect patterns20:00 – Burnout tools: Walks, kindness, getting uncomfortable30:00 – Book tease: 100 reflections on showing up40:00 – Legacy: Kids feel what you doDrop your takeaway: What's one cycle you're breaking? Tag a dad grinding. 👇National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (24/7 free)Follow Jon: IG/TikTok @thetireddad | Podcast: The Tired Dad & Tired MomPre-order book: tireddad.com (extras: soundtrack + bonus reflections)Subscribe for raw recovery stories. Much love,Will GordonTwo-time transplant survivor • Sober • Still fighting

I know transplant hell—yellow eyes, sepsis scares, rejection fears, the mental limbo after waking up with someone else's organ keeping you alive. Two transplants later, sober and fighting, but I still remember the grind.Today's guest? Daniel Eadle, UK dad, husband, multi-genre drummer, and CEO of his heating business. Diagnosed at 19 with PSC (primary sclerosing cholangitis) and autoimmune hepatitis—a rare, no-fault liver killer—he shrugged it off for over a decade, built his life, started a family, and kept pushing. Then April 2025: full liver transplant, sepsis, infections, massive rejection bouts, six weeks in hospital, ATG nuking his immune system. But he prepped like a beast (gym, nutrition, Perspectum scans), leaned on wife/kids, and came back drumming, running his company, and advocating proactive care so others don't wait for crisis.We talk raw:Diagnosis at 19 with just a leaflet—Google spiral terror10 years grinding through flares, fatigue, yellow skin, varicose veins—still building business and familyNo-judgment compassion: Why he never judged "drinking" livers in hospital—everyone's fighting somethingTransplant call (three false alarms), high-risk surgery, mental crush no one preps you forPost-op rejection terror: "Didn't think I was coming out"Family fuel: Kids knowing everything, book "My Daddy Has Cirrhosis" to explain it allSecond-chance clarity: More active dad, less regrets on the tableIf you're facing chronic illness, waiting for transplant, supporting someone, or just need hope—this one's for you. Liver transplant's the same fight, alcohol or not.If you find value in what im doing. A coffee helps :)http://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcastTimestamps00:00 – My transplant parallels & intro to Daniel03:00 – Diagnosis at 19: Leaflet drop & shrugging it off08:45 – 10-year grind: Business, family, hidden fatigue14:20 – Jaundice stares & no-judgment on "drinking" livers19:50 – Proactive prep: Gym beast mode & Perspectum scans25:10 – Transplant call, high-risk surgery, mental fear31:00 – Sepsis, rejection, six weeks hospital hell37:40 – Post-transplant limbo & new normal42:00 – Advice: Ask questions, don't be scared—there's hopeDrop your takeaway below: What's one thing you're fighting proactively today? Tag a warrior who needs this.National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (24/7 free support)Follow Daniel: IG @daniel.eadle | TikTok @dddrummer (drumming vibes)PSC Support UK: pscsupport.org.ukPerspectum (scans): perspectum.comSubscribe for more raw recovery stories. Hit like/share if this hit. Much love,Will GordonTwo-time transplant survivor • Sober • Still here for you

Three years sober after a liver transplant that almost killed me... but the brain fog, guilt, and that constant pull back to chaos? Still real as hell.In this raw convo with Dr. Tiff Thompson (PhD neuro, neurotherapy CEO, BCN/QEEG expert), we break down why shame and tough love backfire in addiction recovery, how your brain gets wired for cravings (low GABA profiles, dopaminergic burnout, default mode network traps), and how neurotherapy/neurostimulation can actually rewire the damage...no meds, no nonsenseWe talk post-transplant fog, integrating your "shadow" old self, grieving lost identity, and starting with radical self-honesty. If you're sober but still struggling, or watching a loved one spiral, this hits home.Timestamps:0:00 - Cold Open: Moana's Monster – Acceptance Transforms Demons1:00 - Intro & My Transplant/Family Fallout Hell2:00 - Tiff's Journey: From Wind Farms to Neurotherapy Love5:00 - Why Shame/Blame Creates Resistance (Moana Scene Deep Dive)9:00 - Rock Bottom vs. Early Intervention with Curiosity12:00 - Addiction Scratches the Itch It Created – Yin-Yang Loop15:00 - Neurotherapy Explained: QEEG, Montages, Cutting Cravings/Withdrawal20:00 - Brain Fog & Trauma Post-Transplant: Wear & Tear, 100% Recuperation Potential25:00 - The "Torn Apart" Feeling: Old Chaotic Self vs. Higher Sober Self30:00 - Low GABA Genetic Profile – Why 1 in 10 Are Wired for Alcohol/Anxiety35:00 - Simple At-Home Start: See Yourself As You Are & Talk It Out40:00 - Wrap-Up & Vulnerability = ConnectionWould love your support 💚buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcastLinks:School of Neurotherapy: https://www.schoolofneurotherapy.comNeurofield Neurotherapy Clinic: https://www.neurofieldneurotherapy.comTiff Thompson: Search "Tiff Thompson Neurofield" for moreIf this episode hits, like, subscribe, comment your biggest takeaway (what's still pulling you back?), and share with someone who needs it.National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – free, 24/7.#Sobriety #AddictionRecovery #Neurotherapy #BrainFog #LiverTransplantRecovery #MentalHealth #WillpowerPodcast

Dan Sheridan (@mrsheridanshusband on TikTok, @danman147 on IG) shares the unfiltered story of drinking 18+ tins of Stella + 10 pints daily until liver failure nearly killed him.From blackout mornings, vomiting, re-drinking, a suicide-level paracetamol/Stella plan, massive GI bleed ("blood everywhere like stigmata"), to being told "plan your funeral," Dan fought through 3 years sober while on/off the transplant list.The miracle? Meeting his sober soulmate Claire on TikTok during end-stage liver disease-she researched live donation before even meeting him in person. They went from DMs to married in months, and he got his transplant just 1.5 months later.This is raw, no-BS recovery: ego check in recovery, why non-alcoholic beer can still be dangerous, masking pain from your spouse, and why "a life without alcohol is better" isn't just words-it's survival.If you're scared your drinking is heading toward liver failure, this is the episode for you.If you find value in these episodes, Id love a coffee to show support. Thanks! 🙏https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcastTimestamps:0:00 - Intro & Dan's origin2:10 - The "hug that kills" - how alcohol tricks you5:45 - Meeting Claire on TikTok during end-stage liver disease8:58 - Warning signs ignored: shaking, jaundice too late12:22 - Suicide attempt & "eyes shutting was best part of my day"18:37 - GI bleed, 20% survival chance, "not today" defiance23:45 - Diagnosis, willpower delusion, most critical patient28:19 - 3 years sober pre-transplant - ego wake-up36:29 - Transplant day: "I'm all better" moment41:29 - Post-transplant reality: CMV, Crohn's, steroids, new normal46:16 - Daily self-love check & non-denominational recovery49:16 - Final advice: Stop waiting for the inevitableConnect with Dan:TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@mrsheridanshusbandInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/danman147/If you're struggling, reach out:National Helpline (US): 1-800-662-HELP (4357)UK: Drinkline 0300 123 1110 or Alcohol Change UKSubscribe for more real recovery stories. Hit like/share if this hit home. You're not alone. 💪#SoberLife #RecoveryJourney #LiverTransplant #AlcoholRecovery

Andrew Mondragon — Marine veteran, dad, husband, oilfield worker — was diagnosed with end-stage liver disease in June 2025. Dropped from 317 to 190 lbs. MELD score 29. Accepted for liver transplant eval at OHSU. Still cracking jokes while fighting for his life and family.He shares the raw truth: the first signs (back pain, yellow eyes, 14 liters of fluid drained), functional alcoholism (4 shots Fireball + 2 beers nightly), denial, shame, family guilt, Marine Corps influence on suppressing emotions, and his current optimism despite the waiting game.If you're facing addiction, liver issues, or watching someone you love go through it then this episode is for you. Real, no sugarcoating, full of fight.Trigger Warning: Liver failure, addiction, family impact, transplant discussion.Help is available: 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline) | 1-800-662-HELP (SAMHSA) | befrienders.org (international)Timestamps:00:00 – Intro & Andrew's Story01:00 – First Signs (March 2025 – Back Pain & Yellow Eyes)04:00 – Diagnosis: Decompensated Liver Cirrhosis05:30 – Mental Fog, Fluid Buildup, MELD 2907:00 – Andrew's Background: Marine Corps, Oil Fields, Sheriff09:00 – Functional Alcoholism & Denial12:00 – Transplant Reality & Survivor's Guilt15:00 – Positive Outlook & Future Hope18:00 – Family Impact & Kids20:00 – The Waiting Game & Paracentesis22:00 – Fears & Cellular Memory25:00 – Message to Viewers Fighting AddictionFollow Andrew: @komododrew (Instagram)Support the channel ❤️Free 30-min Sober Mentoring: https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30minDonate: https://buymeacoffee.com/willpowerpodcastSubscribe, like, share if this hit home. More real stories coming.#LiverTransplant #EndStageLiverDisease #SoberJourney #MarineVet #AddictionRecovery #WillpowerPodcast #MELDScore

Amber Hollingsworth (@puttheshoveldown), a master addiction counselor with 700k+ on YouTube, joins me to show families how to intervene early with compassion, not ultimatums or tough love.We talk:The myth that “there’s nothing you can do”Functional alcoholism & enabling trapsReal boundaries (rules for yourself, not control)Why waiting for rock bottom is dangerousRebuilding trust after sobrietyHope for relapse (“it’s just a blip”)If you’re a parent, spouse, or sibling feeling helpless, stuck, or like you’re enabling — this episode is for you. Amber breaks it down clearly and kindly.If you or someone you love is struggling, help is available 24/7:• US – 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: https://988lifeline.org (call/text/chat)• US – SAMHSA National Helpline: https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline | 1-800-662-HELP• Al-Anon (family support for alcoholism): https://al-anon.org• Nar-Anon (family support for drug addiction): https://www.nar-anon.org• Canada – 988 Crisis Line: https://988.ca• Global helplines: https://www.befrienders.orgFull episode live Friday 2 PM EST.Link in bio after drop.Grateful to Amber for coming on and sharing this wisdom. ❤️@puttheshoveldown#FamilyRecovery #NoToughLove #BoundariesWithEmpathy #SoberJourney #AddictionRecovery #WillpowerPodcast

Ryan Barrett (@ryanbarrett90) should be dead multiple times over: molested at 8, buried the shame in death metal, rebellion, blackouts, hard drugs, a near-fatal car wreck (femur shattered in 7 places), suicide attempt, yellow eyes, and a blackout knife night that almost ended everything.One morning he poured out his last glass of spiced rum, begged for help, and got sober for real. Now 2+ years sober, engaged, raising two kids, hitting the gym, restored faith in Jesus, bought a house, and uses his hell to help troubled youth every day.This is raw, dark redemption - perfectly timed for anyone fighting the last third of Dry January or any day really. If you've ever felt hopeless, watch this.Trigger Warning: Childhood trauma, suicide attempt, self-harm, addiction details. Help is available:US: 988 (Suicide & Crisis Lifeline) | 1-800-662-HELP (SAMHSA)Canada: 988 or text HOME to 741741International: befrienders.orgTimestamps:00:00 - Intro: From Molestation to Near-Death Multiple Times01:00 - Age 8: Sexual Molestation & The Pact of Silence03:00 - Rebellion, Death Metal, Weed → Booze → Harder Drugs05:00 - Car Wreck at 19 (Femur Shattered) - Still Partied07:00 - Self-Hate & Setting Himself Up for Punishment09:00 - Suicide Attempt: Rope Around Neck, Phone Rings12:00 - Blackout Knife Night: Waking Up in Blood15:00 - Poured Out the Last Spiced Rum - Stopped Drinking That Day17:00 - Living in Party House, No Urges, Found Meditation20:00 - Relapse After 2+ Years: "I Thought I Could Moderate"23:00 - Split for 3 Months - Got Sober Again25:00 - Restoring Faith in Jesus & Church Community28:00 - Helping Troubled Youth with His Own Hell30:00 - Message to the Guy on Day 7 of Dry January32:00 - If Blackout Ryan Saw This Life Now...Follow Ryan: @ryanbarrett90 (Instagram - open book on recovery)Support the channel ❤️ Every donation helps. Bless you all that donate🙏Buy Me a Coffee:https://www.buymeacoffee.com/willpowerpodcastSubscribe, like, share if this hit home. More real stories coming.#SoberJourney #DarkRedemption #RecoveryStory #DryJanuary #WillpowerPodcast #RyanBarrett

Mike Faria (@jerzeymike) shares his raw journey – from guilt over his cousin's drunk driving death, 5 years of daily drinking, to a 3-week coma in 2020 with yellow eyes, fluid buildup, kidneys failing, and doctors prepping his family for the worst.He woke up anyway, got sober on August 23, 2022, rebuilt his body, his family, met the love of his life, and became the family man he always intended to be. Mike's the kind of guy who shares his story raw on Instagram to keep others alive.This episode is real, no sugarcoating – grief, denial, rock bottom, the moment his son gave him purpose, and the miracle of his liver recovery. If you're struggling or know someone who is, this one's for you.Trigger Warning: Coma, alcohol withdrawal, grief, self-harm ideation.Help available:US Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741SAMHSA Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357)Canada: 988 (or 1-833-456-4566)Timestamps:00:00 – Intro & Mike's Early Chaos00:58 – Guilt Over Cousin & Daily Drinking03:36 – 5-Year Binge & Rock Bottom05:16 – Son as Turning Point07:45 – Darkest Night & Self-Destruction09:29 – Morning of Reckoning (Yellow Eyes)11:34 – 3-Week Coma & Waking Up15:06 – Hope from Dr. Raquel19:42 – Hospital Struggles & Compassion25:14 – "You Can't Do It Alone" Message26:57 – Surrender & The Lock Inside29:45 – Life Now: Clarity & Pride32:10 – Losses as Wins34:39 – Closing & Where to Find MikeFollow Mike: @jerzeymike (Instagram/Threads – raw sobriety inspiration)Support the podcast ❤️Buy Me a Coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/willpowerpodcastSober Mentoring (free 30-min chat):https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30minSubscribe, like, share if this moved you. More real stories coming.

Richard Ratcliffe (@the.recovery.club - 100k+ followers) joins the Willpower Podcast for a raw, heartfelt talk on his 9-year sober journey. From childhood shame and "wearing masks" to fit in, to daily 2 liters of vodka leading to seizures, an induced coma at 24, and doctors warning "you won't make 25" - Richard opens up about waking up angry to be alive, true surrender, turning grief into purpose through vulnerability and his "12 Steps to Freedom" blueprint.Real wisdom on shame as a "backpack of boulders," early sobriety agony, codependency, and carrying your "shadow self" with kindness. If you're in recovery or loving someone who is, this is gold.Trigger Warning: Discusses coma, seizures, grief, suicide ideation, addiction rock bottoms. If struggling:US Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741SAMHSA Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357)Canada Suicide Prevention: 988 (or 1-833-456-4566)Timestamps:00:00 - Intro & Childhood Shame05:09 - Alcohol as "Medicine"10:09 - Daily Vodka & Internal Battle13:24 - Induced Coma Rock Bottom18:31 - Shame Lives in Silence26:20 - Surrender & New Way of Life33:28 - Early Sobriety Agony37:17 - Deeper Wounds: Abandonment & Codependency42:07 - Speed Round: Addiction Lies & Myths47:44 - Grief, Purpose & Why We ShareFollow Richard: @the.recovery.club (DM "freedom" for his blueprint)His book: 12 Steps to Freedom (link in comments)Support the podcast ❤️Buy Me a Coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/willpowerpodcast (active - every coffee keeps these stories coming!)Sober Mentoring:https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30minSubscribe, like, share if this moved you. More real recovery ahead.

Chester Alarie, a 34-year-old musician from Montreal, opens up about his 17-year battle with drugs and alcohol that led to depression, multiple rock bottoms, a near-fatal overdose, and alcohol withdrawal in January 2024.FULL DISCLOSURE> YOU WILL ABSOLUTELY WANT TO LISTEN TO THE END. THIS EPISODE IS AS ENTERTAINING AS A RECOVERY PODCAST CAN GET! After rehab, relapses, and finally working the 12 steps, Chester is now 9 months sober, happier than ever, and making music full-time. This conversation is raw, honest, and full of hope – from the darkest moments to finding joy sober on stage.Trigger Warning: This episode discusses overdose, withdrawal, suicide attempts, and other heavy topics. If you're struggling, please reach out for help.National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (US): 988 Crisis Text Line (US): Text HOME to 741741 Canada Suicide Prevention Service: 988 (or 1-833-456-4566) SAMHSA National Helpline (US): 1-800-662-HELP (4357)Timestamps:00:00 – Near Fatal Overdose & Withdrawal02:46 – Early Struggles & Depression 07:55 – Rock Bottoms Begin 17:21 – Loss & Grief 24:16 – The OD That Changed Everything 38:54 – Relapses & Moderation Lies 49:18 – Happiest Sober Moment (Crying on Stage)1:01:11 – Comparison is the Thief of JoyConnect with Chester: Instagram: @chester_alarieConnect with Will: https://www.instagram.com/thewillpowerpodcastSupport the podcast (if you feel called): Buy Me a Coffee: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/willpowerpodcast (active & appreciated ❤️)Need someone to talk to? My 1-on-1 mentoring → https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30min🧥 RCVR Apparel → Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code WILLPOWER10 at https://rcvrbrand.com 💊 LiverMedic Supplements → Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code WILL10 for 10% off at https://liverlifesupplements.com 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026) → Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILLPOWER20 at https://amplify.soberliferocks.com 📚 Shortform (reading made easy) → Dig deeper into recovery books! Sign up at https://shortform.com/twpp and get a FREE TRIAL + $50 OFF your annual subscription.If this episode helped you or someone you know, hit subscribe and share it. More real stories coming soon.Thank you for being part of this community. And a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR! I believe 2026 will be OUR BEST yet! Thanks for being apart of this community! It means the world ✊#Sobriety #RecoveryStory #AlcoholAddiction #OverdoseSurvival #SoberMusician #12Steps #RockBottom #SoberLife #AddictionRecovery #MentalHealth #WillpowerPodcast #Sober2026 #RelapseToRecovery #SoberJourney

What's up everyone, Will Gordon here from The Willpower Podcast. This one's a banger – sat down with Quebec country rocker Rick Duff @Duff.yeehaw, who's 6 months sober and absolutely crushing it with his debut album Forever Reckless.Rick lays it all out: going from bricklayer to Canada's got talent show finale overnight, the wild party days in his 20s, those "loser birds" chirping after all-nighters, getting hammered through five straight shows and knowing he was letting fans down... that was his wake-up call to quit booze and drugs for good.We get deep on the guilt, the crossroads moment,surprising confidence from stacking sober days, sober hacks for touring, and turning massive pain – including losing his best friend Matthew to addiction – into therapy on tracks. Album's dedicated to him, man. Songs like "Reckless" and "Ford Ranger" hit hard.If you're grinding through quitting drinking, battling addiction, or just need some real talk on mental health and showing up better – this is the one. Rick's proof you can flip the script and give your best self to the people who believe in you.Timestamps:00:00 - Cold open hook + Quebec weather banter 02:26 - Fame explosion from TV show 03:44 - Rock bottom: 5 wasted nights on stage 07:07 - The moment booze was stealing his voice 10:02 - Loser birds & choosing sobriety 17:21 - Losing Matthew & the album dedication 26:07 - Sober touring hacks 28:23 - Motivation from other artists/books 30:13 - What's next for Rick 34:25 - Rick's final wordsStream Forever Reckless everywhere and follow Rick:Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4MNUaMf0Yl05yY6x342xBHInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/rickduffmusic/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@rickduffmusicYouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@Duff.yeehawWebsite: https://rickduffmusic.com/Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/DUFFOFFICIEL/Hit subscribe if these stories fire you up – we're building a community of people stacking wins and getting after it sober. Drop a comment if Rick's story hit home.If you're getting value from the show and want to help me keep grinding these episodes full-time (editing two a day sometimes takes all day!), a coffee on BuyMeACoffee means the world: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/willpowerpodcastOther ways to support (keeps the lights on while I chase this dream):RCVR gear: https://rcvrbrand.com/LiverMedic supplements: https://livermedic.com/AMPLIFY Sober events: https://amplify.soberliferocks.com/Thanks for being here, fam. Let's keep the willpower rolling.

Dr. Sarah Michaud spent 30 years as a clinical psychologist helping addicts and codependents climb out of hell… only to wake up one day and realize she was living in the exact same hell.From people-pleasing therapist to full-blown addict and codependent, she hit rock bottom, got sober, wrote the raw book Co-Crazy, and now co-hosts the hit podcast Leaving Crazy Land.This conversation is different. If you grew up trying to keep everyone happy, if you still don’t know what YOU actually want, or if sobriety feels like it’s missing something… this one will hit different.Watch now.Connect with Dr. Sarah Website → https://drsarahmichaud.com Podcast (Leaving Crazy Land) → Search “Leaving Crazy Land” on your platform Book Co-Crazy → Available everywhereNeed someone to talk to? My 1-on-1 mentoring → https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30minSupport the show : 🤝 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most → https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast 🧥 RCVR Apparel → Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code WILLPOWER10 at https://rcvrbrand.com 💊 LiverMedic Supplements → Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code WILL10 for 10% off at https://liverlifesupplements.com 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026) → Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILLPOWER20 at https://amplify.soberliferocks.com 📚 Shortform (reading made easy) → Dig deeper into recovery books. Sign up at https://shortform.com/twpp and get a FREE TRIAL + $50 OFF your annual subscription.Timestamps 00:00 Therapist becomes the patient 00:54 First drink at 16 – “It was the solution” 04:25 Bank robbery to pay a coke dealer 09:15 Growing up in alcoholism & feeling “different” 13:37 Why year 2-3 of sobriety is the hardest 21:22 What codependency really is (and why it’s deadly) 29:43 The fear that drives people-pleasing 33:27 “Put down the drink for 30 days and see” 42:37 Best advice for anyone realizing they drink too muchDrop a ❤️ if this hit home. Subscribe Please – new episode every week.#Codependency #PeoplePleaser #Sober #QuitDrinking #Recovery

Philippa and I were both handed death sentences from alcohol. I needed a liver transplant and barely survived. Philippa was told the exact same thing… but she completely reversed end-stage cirrhosis – no transplant, no miracle pills, no BS.999 days to get her liver enzymes normal. A resident doctor cried when he saw her alive two years later.This is the rawest, most hopeful liver-failure recovery story you will ever hear. I'm not just saying that...If you’re hiding bottles, lying to yourself, or telling yourself “it’s not that bad yet” – watch/listen before it’s too late.Philippa answers every DM → https://www.instagram.com/pippaamelia9Need 1-on-1 help? My sober mentoring → https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30min🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. → https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast📅 Book a 1:1 Sober Mentoring Session Today—LINK BELOW https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30min🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com• Buy me a coffee (keeps episodes free) → https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcastTimestamps 00:00 Cold open – hiding bottles & lies 01:09 “Doctors gave me weeks… they gave her weeks” 02:54 She turned completely yellow + last drink story 25:18 “999 days to normal liver enzymes” 29:07 “You have 2 months to live” 36:58 The resident doctor started crying 43:00 Life now – 3.5 years sober & thrivingDrop a ❤️ if this hit home. Subscribe – new episode every week.#AlcoholismRecovery #LiverFailure #EndStageCirrhosis #Sobriety #QuitDrinking #SoberLife #AddictionRecovery #LiverTransplant #Jaundice #SoberCurious #RecoveryIsPossible #AlcoholicLiverDisease #SoberMotivation #DryJanuaryForever #TheWillpowerPodcast

Aaron Starbuck just got the green light. His liver transplant is officially approved and could happen any day… maybe even tonight.His first reaction wasn’t relief.It was terror.I know exactly how he's feeling and I talk openly about my OWN experience. Imagine being able to talk to someone whose on the other side of it? Well Aaron gets that opportunity.“I knew it was coming… but I’m repulsed by the idea of being cut open. It’s a blessing… but it’s also scary.”I felt him here.In this emergency raw live episode we talk:- The exact moment the transplant team calledWhy he’s having cold feet even though he’s dying without itThe financial nightmare of transplant lifeParacentesis, lactulose, HE, and rock-bottom truthWhat the other side actually feels like (I LIVED it)If Aaron’s story moves you, help him with medical bills, housing, and recovery costs right now:https://www.gofundme.com/f/aaron-needs-a-liver-transplant-to-thrive🤝 If you believe in spreading real recovery stories, please consider supporting the show. Every dollar keeps this content coming → https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcastOne of the most powerful conversations we’ve ever recorded.If you’re in recovery, on a transplant list, or love someone who is — this one’s for you.New episodes every week.Leave a review and share if this hit home.#LiverTransplant #Sobriety #AddictionRecovery #TransplantWarrior

🤝From a second-story fall that started a decade of panic attacks, to blackouts I’m still ashamed of, to not believing I’d see 30 — Mitch Webb somehow found a way out. Today he’s an integrative somatic coach helping people speak their body’s language and heal from the inside. In this episode, Mitch gets real about: - The head injury that changed everything - Fraternity life and the “no off switch” drinking - Childhood trauma he didn’t even know he had - Sitting with the fire (the moment that felt like a magic trick) - Pee Pee McGee shame - Lyme pain and mold hell - Why Western medicine failed him - A 60-second practice that melted anxiety live on the podcast - Coming out of survival mode and finally seeing the sky as blue again This is one of the most honest conversations I’ve had. If you’re carrying the same weight, this one’s for you. 🤝 If you believe in spreading real recovery stories, please consider supporting the show. Every dollar keeps this content coming → https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast Connect with Mitch: Free nervous system quiz + coaching → https://mitchweb.com Instagram → https://instagram.com/kmitchwebb The Willpower Podcast with Will Gordon New episodes every week → subscribe if this helped #Sobriety #QuitDrinking #TraumaHealing #SomaticHealing #Anxiety #AddictionRecovery #SoberLife #MentalHealth #RecoveryPodcast

After two suicide attempts, losing her baby son to a terminal illness, a marriage that ended in scandal, and then — 4+ years sober — getting the call that her ex-husband overdosed on fentanyl… Ashley Jo somehow kept going.Today she’s a sober mom, bonus mom, author, and speaker who’s been alcohol-free since August 14, 2020. On the exact release day of her gut-wrenching new memoir Tides of Grief, Waves of Grace, Ashley gets REAL about:- Hiding 40+ beers a day while everyone thought she “had it together”- The garage suicide attempt that miraculously failed- What sober grief actually feels like when the worst keeps happening- Writing two eulogies in treatment that changed everything- Why God never left even when faith almost did- And the letter to her ex she never got to say out loud 💔This is one of the heaviest, most hopeful conversations we’ve ever had on the show.If this episode hits home, drop a comment and let us know. And PLEASE—smash that subscribe button so we can keep these powerful convos coming. 🙏If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most → https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com📚 Grab Ashley’s book Tides of Grief, Waves of Grace today: https://www.thisisashleyjo.com (or Amazon, Barnes & Noble, everywhere books are sold)Connect with Ashley:Instagram: https://instagram.com/thisisashleyjoWebsite: https://thisisashleyjo.comShortform affiliate (reading made easy):Sign up at https://shortform.com/twpp and get a FREE TRIAL + $50 OFF your annual subscription. Perfect for digging deeper into recovery books!#Sobriety #AddictionRecovery #GriefAndHealing #SoberMom #ChildLoss #FentanylAwareness #ChristianRecovery #SoberPodcast

He hit rock bottom after a DUI. Now, Chaplain Sy Ali is 5 years sober, and helping others transform their lives. From elite protection agent to homeless veteran, this is the powerful true story of recovery, redemption, and rediscovering purpose through faith and service. In this episode of the Will Power Podcast, Sy shares how PTSD, loss, and addiction nearly destroyed him—and how reading the Bible, becoming a chaplain, and working with at-risk youth and fellow veterans changed everything. We dive into his journey from alcohol dependence to spiritual leadership, and how he now uses his story to heal others. 🎧 What you’ll hear: • Why Sy surrendered after a life-altering DUI • The hidden toll of PTSD and emotional suppression • What it really feels like to be homeless • How he rebuilt his life at 60 with zero money • His advice for anyone struggling with addiction or doubt ✨ Whether you're battling personal demons or just seeking hope, this is a story you don’t want to miss. 📚 Read Sy Ali’s memoir Out of the Storm 🌐 Learn more about his youth work at Alivio Learning 📢 Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more unfiltered stories of human willpower. 👉 Book a 1:1 Sober Mentoring Session Today—LINK BELOW https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30min 🙏 If this episode hits home, drop a comment and let us know. And PLEASE—smash that subscribe button so we can keep these powerful convos coming. 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

Can you really rebuild your entire life after 30 years lost to alcohol? In this raw and powerful episode of the Will Power Podcast, Ian Fee shares his unfiltered alcohol recovery journey — from being a high-functioning alcoholic who spent over $1 million on booze, to becoming a present father, dropping 80 pounds, and living 8 years fully sober. Ian opens up about: - The shocking truth behind his rehab experience - How aversion therapy rewired his brain - The moment that changed everything on Day 3 - Losing two marriages — and regaining self-worth - The daily habits that keep him sharp and sober This isn’t just another sobriety story — it’s a transformation masterclass. If you’re struggling with addiction, self-sabotage, or wondering if it’s too late to turn it all around… this is for you. 👉 Book a 1:1 Sober Mentoring Session Today—LINK BELOW https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30min 🙏 If this episode hits home, drop a comment and let us know. And PLEASE—smash that subscribe button so we can keep these powerful convos coming. 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

In this episode of The WillPower Podcast, Chad Dunn shares how he went from chasing adrenaline as a BMX rider to six DUIs, crack addiction, and a 30-month sentence in federal prison. He opens up about the moment he knew he had to change, how meeting a sober bartender shifted his path, and why losing his freedom—not just his health—was the real rock bottom. Now sober, he trains pro athletes and lives with purpose every day. A raw, honest story of hitting bottom and climbing back with clarity. 💬 Comment below with your thoughts, questions, or just to say you’re on the journey too. 🙏 If this episode hits home, drop a comment and let us know. And PLEASE—smash that subscribe button so we can keep these powerful convos coming. 🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. → [https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast] 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

What happens when the party ends—and the pain begins? Candice Combs' sobriety journey started in a chaotic childhood filled with addiction, trauma, and survival in the streets of New Orleans. After quitting drinking at 23 and finding success in tech, she built a thriving wellness business. But years later, alcohol addiction came roaring back—nearly destroying her life and relationship. Now, 10 years sober, Candice shares her raw recovery story in this powerful conversation with Will Gordon. From being drunk at 11 to becoming the founder of Sober Reset and In Symmetry Spa, she opens up about trauma, transformation, and the exact moment she said, “I’m never drinking again.” This is more than just a tale of addiction. It’s about rebuilding, reclaiming identity, and redefining what healing really looks like. If you're searching for hope, clarity, or real talk about sobriety—this episode is for you. 🎧 Topics covered: - Her first drink at age 11 - Navigating a toxic family environment - The moment she knew alcohol had to go—for good - How her business masked the relapse - Building Sober Reset to help others 📌 This episode is a must-watch for anyone navigating sobriety, mental health, or the path back to self-love. 🙏 If this episode hits home, drop a comment and let us know. And PLEASE—smash that subscribe button so we can keep these powerful convos coming. 🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. → [https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast] 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com #Recovery #SoberReset #SobrietyJourney #CandiceCombs #AlcoholAddiction #WillPowerPodcast #MentalHealth #PersonalGrowth

In this deeply raw episode of The Willpower Podcast, host Will Gordon sits down with Jimmy Thistle — a recovery advocate, ex-alcoholic, and peer mentor — who shares the powerful journey from addiction to healing. Jimmy opens up about growing up in Scotland, early drinking culture, losing control, multiple rock bottoms, and finding true transformation in sobriety. If you or someone you know is struggling with alcohol use disorder (AUD), this episode is a must-listen. From his first drink at 14 to life-changing rehab during the COVID-19 lockdown, Jimmy’s honest story will resonate with anyone navigating the complex path of recovery. 🔔 Subscribe for more inspiring recovery stories, mindset tips, and sober mentoring advice. 📍 Key Topics: 👉Binge drinking culture in the UK 👉Signs of addiction & self-denial 👉The emotional toll of alcohol abuse 👉Rehab experience during COVID-19 👉Sober mentoring, peer support, & building a new life 🎧 Follow Jimmy: IG: @recovery_jimmy Podcast: After Hours with Jimmy Thistle 🙏 If this episode hits home, drop a comment and let us know. And PLEASE—smash that subscribe button so we can keep these powerful convos coming. 🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. → [https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast] 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

Welcome back to another powerful episode of the Willpower Podcast. This one right here? It’s personal, it’s raw, and it might just change the way you think about alcohol. I sat down with Mel Burbank — she’s a 3.5-year sober badass, former fitness studio owner, CBT specialist, and the founder of Alcohol Free Females. And let me tell you, this convo went deep. We talked about: 👉 Growing up in New Orleans, where partying is practically a religion 👉 Living a double life — health coach by day, binge drinker by night 👉 The one night that made her never touch alcohol again 👉 Why sobriety isn't punishment — it's actually a superpower 👉 How she helps high-achieving women break the wine culture trap 👉 The whole truth about what alcohol does to your identity, body, and life This isn’t your average “quit drinking” story. This is a full-on identity shift. If you’ve ever felt like something’s holding you back — this episode is for you. 🎧 Plug in. Let this one sit with you. 🎥 And if you’re ready to see what life could look like without the booze… hit play. 🔗 Follow Mel on IG: @alcoholfreefemales 💥 She’s doing weekly masterclasses to help women change their lives 🙏 If this episode hits home, drop a comment and let us know. And PLEASE—smash that subscribe button so we can keep these powerful convos coming. 🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. → [https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast] 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

In this episode of the Willpower Podcast, Kevin Decapitron shares his raw, unfiltered story of growing up around alcohol, working as a bartender in Los Angeles and Las Vegas, and how drinking eventually led to liver cirrhosis by his late 20s. From hiding bottles to waking up jaundiced and facing terrifying medical diagnoses, Kevin opens up about the pain, shame, and eventual clarity that led him to sobriety. This is a story of addiction, cirrhosis, rock bottom, and the fight for a second chance at life. If you or someone you know is struggling with alcohol, this conversation is a must-watch. 👉 Don’t forget to subscribe for more powerful sobriety stories, recovery journeys, and honest conversations about addiction and healing. 📲 Follow Kevin on Instagram: @thedecapitron 🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. → [https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast] 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

Nisha Patel got sober at 24. Today, with 17 years of sobriety, she’s a therapist and sobriety coach helping others live alcohol-free lives filled with purpose. In this episode of the Willpower Podcast, Nisha shares: • Her journey from rebellion & addiction to long-term sobriety • Why the first 5 years are the foundation for recovery • How mindfulness & therapy (DBT) helped regulate emotions • The power of finding your “why” — and why it’s often really a “why not” • Why we relapse, and how to break free from cycles of self-destruction • How to live in alignment with your values 👉 If you’re struggling with alcohol addiction or want to strengthen your sobriety, this conversation will give you tools, hope, and inspiration. 🔔 Subscribe for more sober stories & recovery tools: Willpower Podcast on YouTube, Spotify & Apple Podcasts. 📲 Follow Danielle on Instagram: @nishapatelcoaching 🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. → [https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast] 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

Joel’s story is one of the most powerful episodes yet on the Willpower Podcast. Diagnosed with cirrhosis at just 45 years old, Joel was forced to face the devastating truth about his drinking. The twist? He worked in a liquor store, surrounded by the very thing that nearly ended his life. In this episode, Joel shares: His journey from denial to cirrhosis diagnosis What it’s like living with liver disease while working in alcohol sales The dangerous signs of liver damage you might be ignoring How sobriety and lifestyle changes gave him a second chance 👉 If you’ve ever questioned your relationship with alcohol or worry about liver health, this conversation could change everything. 💡 Remember: Cirrhosis is called the silent killer for a reason. Don’t wait until it’s too late—get your liver panel checked and take action. Subscribe for more inspiring recovery stories and real conversations about sobriety, liver disease, and mental health. 🆘 Safety note: We’re sharing personal experiences, not medical advice. If you’re trying to quit, seek medical care—alcohol withdrawal can be dangerous. 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

Olympic bobsledding looks thrilling from the outside — 95 mph speeds, tight turns, and world-class competition. But behind the medals lies a hidden epidemic: CTE. In this episode of The Willpower Podcast, former Team USA bobsledder William Person opens up about his 9 years on the track, the repeated head trauma known as “sled head,” and the devastating toll it took on his brain and his life. From confusion, vertigo, and crippling anxiety to forgetting familiar faces, William shares how hyperbaric oxygen therapy (HBOT) gave him hope — and why he’s fighting to build a nonprofit recovery center for athletes and veterans with brain injuries. This conversation is about more than bobsledding. It’s about CTE, athlete health, and why awareness and treatment access matter. 🟢 Subscribe for more real recovery stories & tools: The Willpower Podcast with Will Gordon. 🎧 Full audio on Spotify & Apple Podcasts. 🆘 Safety note: We’re sharing personal experiences, not medical advice. If you’re trying to quit, seek medical care—alcohol withdrawal can be dangerous. 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

Jacob Schulze (@feel.sober.good) opens up about pandemic drinking, hiding alcohol, “show drinks,” liver cirrhosis symptoms, a MELD score near transplant range—and why he chose a different path. We talk boredom triggers, daily drinking creeping to dependence, jaundice and leg pain, faith, functional approaches, and what early labs (CMP/CBC) can reveal. If you’re struggling with alcohol, this conversation is hope in long form. 🟢 Subscribe for more real recovery stories & tools: The Willpower Podcast with Will Gordon. 🎧 Full audio on Spotify & Apple Podcasts. 🆘 Safety note: We’re sharing personal experiences, not medical advice. If you’re trying to quit, seek medical care—alcohol withdrawal can be dangerous. 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Rock recovery-inspired gear with pride. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

From MVP seasons overseas to sleeping on his mom’s couch — former pro basketball player Travis Reed has lived the highs and the crushing lows of life after sports. In this powerful episode of The Willpower Podcast, Travis opens up about growing up in South Central LA, winning championships in Europe, and the depression and drinking that followed his forced retirement. He shares the night his mother literally saved his life, how he found purpose again, and why he’s dedicated to helping athletes feel less alone after their careers end. 🎯 In this conversation: What happens when the checks stop coming and the lights go out How post-career depression can hit even the most successful athletes The dangerous spiral from stress to alcohol abuse The moment that pulled him back from the brink Why every athlete should have access to a therapist Life lessons from playing in 7 countries over 10 years Travis’s story is a raw reminder that mental health is just as important as physical health — and that no matter how far you’ve fallen, you can rise again. #AthleteMentalHealth #AddictionRecovery #WillpowerPodcast #TravisReed #LifeAfterSports #SobrietyJourney #MentalToughness #OverseasBasketball #DepressionRecovery #RedemptionStory

What happens when a pro boxer, chess player, and physicist walks away from alcohol for good? In this raw and powerful conversation, Ed Latimore (@EdLatimore) joins The Willpower Podcast to share how he went from growing up in the projects of Pittsburgh to building a life of discipline, purpose, and sobriety. Ed has been sober since 2013. He’s a former professional heavyweight boxer, a physics graduate, a competitive chess player, and the bestselling author of Sober Letters to My Drunken Self and Hard Lessons from the Hurt Business. His journey is nothing short of incredible — and packed with life-changing lessons. 🎯 Topics we cover: Why he quit alcohol — and what really helped him stay sober How addiction is tied to rejection, trauma, and identity The importance of tribe, self-respect, and structure What boxing taught him about fear, willpower, and mindset How he rewired his life through discipline and learning 📚 Books by Ed Latimore: Sober Letters to My Drunken Self Hard Lessons from the Hurt Business: Boxing and the Art of Life 🎙 Also available on Spotify & Apple Podcasts – Search The Willpower Podcast 🧥 RCVR Apparel: Celebrate resilience with RCVR’s stylish, recovery-inspired clothing. Save 10% with code thewillpowerpodcast at rcvrbrand.com/thewillpowerpodcast 💊 Liver Medic Supplements: Feel your best with natural liver support. Use code THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off for 10% off at livermedic.com/discount/THEWILLPOWERPODCAST10off 🎤 AMPLIFY Sober Voices (Jan 15, 2026): Join sober creators at Podfest 2026. Get $20 off with code WILL at amplify.soberliferocks.com

How do you rebuild your life after alcohol has taken everything? In this powerful episode of The Willpower Podcast, certified Jay Shetty life coach Luke Ryan (@dadonthemox) shares his raw, unfiltered journey from working in the liquor industry to becoming a sober father, coach, and advocate for recovery. Luke opens up about starting to drink at age 10, his battles with depression, relapse, and what finally made him commit to sobriety for good. His story is one of transformation, accountability, and learning how to love himself again — not just for his own healing, but for his children. 💥 This episode of the Willpower Podcast is raw, honest, and packed with tools for anyone battling addiction, burnout, or a loss of identity. WHAT YOU’LL LEARN IN THIS EPISODE: - What “drinking with purpose” really means - How hitting rock bottom doesn’t always look dramatic — sometimes it’s your daughter crying in the back seat - Why healing trauma is essential for lasting sobriety - How self-love, nature, and solitude became Luke’s medicine - What sober parenting & co-parenting looks like post-recovery - Why recovering out loud can change someone else’s life 🔥 QUOTES TO REMEMBER: “Sobriety is job one.” “You can’t heal if you’re hiding.” “Real connection doesn’t happen in a blackout.” 🎯 Whether you’re 30 days sober or just thinking about quitting alcohol, this conversation is for you. Luke’s story proves that it’s never too late to change, forgive yourself, and design a life you're proud of. 📲 DM Luke on Instagram: @dadonthemox 🎙️ Follow & subscribe for more episodes like this.

From postpartum depression to addiction and alcoholism, Danielle’s recovery journey proves that even the darkest paths can lead to purpose. Danielle’s story isn’t one of trauma in childhood—but of how addiction can quietly creep in through postpartum depression, emotional abuse, and untreated trauma. From pills to alcohol, psych wards to jail, and now on the path to becoming an addiction counselor, Danielle’s story is a powerful reminder that addiction does not discriminate. 🎙️ In this episode of The Willpower Podcast, Danielle shares: - How a strict, loving childhood turned into addiction chaos - The reality of postpartum depression and cultural stigma - Living with hidden addiction while raising 4 kids - Alcohol withdrawal, cold turkey, and survival - How one doctor changed everything - Finding purpose through faith and recovery 👩‍👧‍👦 Now sober since 2019, Danielle is speaking out to help other women, mothers, and Muslims who feel alone in their addiction. Her courage, honesty, and strength are unforgettable. 📲 Follow Danielle on Instagram: @daniellemallad 💬 Like, comment, and share this story—someone needs it. 🔔 Subscribe for more real recovery stories weekly!

Liver cirrhosis and stage 3 liver failure nearly took Aaron’s life. This powerful alcohol recovery story follows his liver transplant journey, revealing the toll of alcoholic liver disease—and the courage it takes to survive. ⚠️ What happens when addiction collides with trauma—and the damage can’t be reversed? 🎙️ In this emotional and raw episode of the Willpower Podcast, Aaron opens up about the devastating effects of extreme drinking, his diagnosis of stage 3 liver failure, and his current fight for survival. From hepatic encephalopathy to paracentesis procedures, this is a firsthand look at the brutal reality of liver disease caused by alcohol. 💔 Topics we explore: 1. The trauma behind addiction and substance abuse 2. What hepatic encephalopathy actually feels like 3. How paracentesis procedures work (13 liters of fluid!) 4. How sobriety transformation can begin—even after it seems too late 5. The emotional weight of waiting for a liver transplant 📣 Like, share, and subscribe for more raw, real recovery stories that remind us: you’re never too far gone to turn things around. 🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. → [https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast]

From DUI and fake pee to a thriving sobriety coaching practice, Kate Vitela’s recovery story is as raw and real as it gets. In this emotional episode of the Willpower Podcast, Kate shares how she lost everything — her job, her license, her identity — and rebuilt her life through honesty, support, and the power of neuroplasticity. 🔥 Kate is a nurse, sobriety coach, and host of the podcast Rewired Sober. She opens up about her hidden struggles with alcohol, her time in a psychiatric facility, the turning point that led her to AA and community support, and how she helps others find individualized recovery plans through rewiring the brain for sobriety. 🧠 Whether you're facing addiction, burnout, shame, or a feeling of being stuck — this episode will meet you where you are and help you take the next step.

How do you build real confidence without alcohol? 💪 In this episode, sober coach Bo Green shares powerful routines, mindset shifts, and relapse recovery tools that helped him build unshakable sober confidence and quit drinking for good. 🎙️ This honest conversation dives deep into how to quit drinking, morning routines for mental health, and what it means to build your identity without needing alcohol or weed. Bo reveals the exact tools he uses — like journaling for sobriety, breathwork, and meditation practices — to help others become their most confident, sober selves. ✨ Whether you’re struggling with addiction, starting your sober journey, or just want to upgrade your mental health and energy, this episode offers real, practical wisdom you can apply today. 🔥 Topics covered: - How to build confidence without alcohol - Creating a powerful morning routine 🌅 - What to do when you relapse (mindset shift!) - Using meditation and journaling to stay grounded - How to rewire your confidence and social habits 🧠 -The truth about sober lifestyle transformation 🎯 Bo’s mission? Help 100,000 people become sober and confident by 2028 — and you could be one of them. 🙌 Get inspired to rewrite your story, live aligned with your values, and finally become the confident, centered version of yourself.

Addiction took Samantha from meth to motherhood, DJ booths to jail cells—and back again. This is her raw, unfiltered story of redemption. 🎙 In this episode of The Willpower Podcast, Samantha Lander joins host Will Gordon to share her unbelievable journey from homelessness and a federal prison sentence to becoming a functional diagnostic nutritionist helping women heal. 💥 Samantha opens up about: Relapsing after 13 years sober Navigating addiction while battling infertility and postpartum challenges Facing a SWAT raid after selling drugs in LA Finding emotional healing in federal prison Reclaiming her purpose through gut health and sober living 🧠 She breaks down how gut health and hormone imbalances can derail recovery—and how alcohol, even in small amounts, wreaks havoc on the body and mind. 🌱 Now sober and thriving, Samantha runs a wellness business, throws alcohol-free events, and helps others find peace through functional health and nutritional therapy. 📣 Like, share, and subscribe for more raw, real recovery stories that remind us: you’re never too far gone to turn things around. 🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast

Alcohol addiction nearly took everything from Mario—including his life. At 24, he hit rock bottom. This is how early sobriety saved him. 🍻 In this raw episode of The Willpower Podcast, Will Gordon sits down with Mario Bencivenga, a Long Island native who opens up about his path from blackout drinking and college binges to authentic sobriety and emotional healing. 🧠 Diagnosed with ADHD and battling anxiety, Mario used alcohol as a coping mechanism. The social pressure of drinking culture and a breakup spiraled into self-destruction—culminating in dangerous behavior, lost identity, and suicidal thoughts. ⚡ But everything changed when he said the words: “Just don’t drink today.” Today, Mario is sober, self-aware, and using his story to inspire young adults in addiction recovery. He’s writing a book and pursuing a career in mental health counseling to help others rediscover joy and self-acceptance. 🌱 Early sobriety is hard. But life on the other side? Worth it.

Alcoholics Anonymous saved my life. I tried inpatient rehab, outpatient programs, and every drug imaginable—but the loop of addiction almost killed me. 🎢 From ecstasy and designer drugs in the 90s rave scene to the hopelessness of a father who wanted to die—this is a brutally honest addiction recovery story. 💡 If you've ever felt like you’re stuck on a merry-go-round of relapse, shame, and craving... you're not alone. 🧠 Addiction isn't just about substances—it’s about escaping the present moment through any external fix. And for many, that spiral starts early and escalates fast. 👨‍👧‍👦 "I had 3 young kids. I wanted to die. Rehab wasn't a luxury—it was a lifeline." 🛏️ From the raw truth of inpatient rehab to the spiritual breakthrough on his knees in a hospital room, this story is a living testament that recovery is possible. 🔥 Your greatest chapter isn’t behind you—it’s waiting to be written. 📅 Book a 1:1 Sober Mentoring Session Today—LINK BELOW https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodc... Love my content? It takes a ton of work. I would so appreciate any form of contribution if you feel inclined. Thank you for being here 🙏 https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpower... 00:00 - The First Escape: When Alcohol Entered My Life 01:57 - The Rave Scene: Discovering Drugs in the 90s 04:05 - Numbing the Pain: The Addiction Cycle Begins 07:23 - Lost and Alone: Hitting Rock Bottom 10:20 - A Father’s Wake-Up Call: The Turning Point 13:15 - Surrender and Support: The Journey to Rehab 16:35 - Meeting God on the Floor: My Spiritual Awakening 19:15 - A New Perspective: Embracing Surrender Over Willpower 21:40 - This Is Not the End: Sharing Hope With Others 24:00 - The Power of Gratitude: Sobriety's Greatest Gift

Alcoholics Anonymous changed her life—but it wasn’t the only thing that saved her. From suicidal thoughts to ultra marathons, Megan’s addiction recovery story shows that sobriety is not just possible—it’s powerful. ⚡ "Alcohol does not discriminate." From high-performing nurse practitioner to nearly losing it all, Megan opens up about her raw and emotional journey through alcohol addiction and long-term sobriety. Whether you’re looking for relapse prevention strategies, addiction recovery stories, or mental health and addiction recovery tips, this is one conversation you need to hear. 🏥 A medical professional who’s also in recovery 👩‍⚕️ Megan shares how her own experience helps her sit in the darkness with patients—and guide them into the light 🏃‍♀️ How ultra running mirrored her battle with alcohol use disorder 💥 What it’s like hitting rock bottom and finding a way out 💬 The role of shame, trauma, structure, and daily routines in long-term sobriety 🌱 Whether you’re in early recovery, struggling with relapse, or supporting someone on their journey, this is a story of hope, healing, and purpose. 👊 Your next chapter starts now. Let’s write it together. 📅 Book a 1:1 Sober Mentoring Session Today—LINK BELOW https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30min Love my content? It takes a ton of work. I would so appreciate any form of contribution if you feel inclined. Thank you for being here 🙏 https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast

Can recovery happen after homelessness, addiction, and losing it all? In this powerful episode, Dr. Robb Kelly—known as the “Gordon Ramsay of addiction”—shares his jaw-dropping addiction recovery story and why thinking, not drinking, is the true battle. 👇 Drop a comment below if this story hit home for you. Recovery is possible—let’s walk it together. 📅 Book a 1:1 Sober Mentoring Session Today—LINK BELOW https://calendly.com/thewillpowerpodcast/30min Or DM me "SOBER" on Instagram (https://www.instagram.com/thewillpowerpodcast) to start the conversation. 🎙️ From playing at Abbey Road Studios to earning a PhD from Oxford, Dr. Robb Kelly had it all—until addiction took everything. Homeless, hopeless, and nearly dead on the streets of Manchester, his turning point came not from rehab, but from a realization so deep it rewired his entire brain. 🔥 In this real, raw, and unfiltered conversation, we explore: Why alcohol addiction recovery starts with rewiring your thinking How even A-list celebrities struggle with mental health and addiction recovery Why your relapse prevention strategies might not be enough The science behind craving, trauma, and overcoming addiction challenges What 14 months of homelessness taught Dr. Robb about healing Why he believes alcoholics are born, not made Why you can change—100%, for life. 💥 This episode is for you if you’ve ever thought: “I’ve ruined everything, can I come back from this?” “Why do I keep relapsing no matter how hard I try?” “Is recovery really possible for someone like me?” ✨ Dr. Robb doesn’t hold back—because he believes your greatest chapter isn’t behind you… it’s waiting to be written. 🙏 If you believe in the mission of spreading hope and healing through real recovery stories, please consider donating to the podcast. Every dollar helps keep this content going and reaching the people who need it most. 💡 "It's not the alcohol. It's your thinking." This is the episode you’ll want to watch twice.

What’s good, everyone? It’s Will Gordon here, and I’m stoked to drop this live episode of TheWillpowerPodcast, recorded at The Greater Boston Addiction Center (GBAC) in Needham, MA. This one’s straight from the heart—I’m sitting down with Angela Kelly, GBAC’s Clinical Supervisor, and Blase from Society Wellness Group (First LGBTQ+ Recovery Center) to talk addiction recovery, identity, and the power of community. It’s raw, real, and loaded with insights from my own journey and theirs. Here’s what we dive into: - Rebuilding my identity after addiction—because it’s more than just staying sober - How family therapy saved my relationships (and how it can save yours) - Finding the sweet spot between structure and flexibility in treatment - The recovery struggles hitting Boston hard - A success story from aftercare that’ll give you chills - Why AA isn’t the only way—exploring the full spectrum of options - Cool new innovations shaking up addiction treatment - How I’m learning to trust myself again in recovery This episode’s got everything—hope, hard truths, and practical tips. Whether you’re in the thick of it or rooting for someone who is, you’ll walk away with something real. **Timestamps:** - 00:00 – Kicking off with a warm welcome - 00:12 – Rebuilding identity beyond addiction - 02:53 – Family therapy’s role in recovery - 05:29 – Structure vs. flexibility in treatment - 06:53 – Boston’s unique challenges - 08:22 – An aftercare success story - 09:49 – Recovery options beyond AA - 11:20 – New vibes in addiction treatment - 13:53 – Building trust in myself again - 14:45 – Wrapping up with gratitude Big thanks to GBAC for hosting this live podcast and doing the damn thing for recovery in our community. 🙌 We’re doing live episodes now, so if you want in—virtual or in-person—slide into my DMs on Instagram (@thewillpowerpodcast) or email me at [email protected]. **Why Watch?** - Real talk on finding purpose post-addiction - Family healing takes time but it’s worth it - Treatment’s not one-size-fits-all - Boston’s got its own recovery flavor - Hope is alive and well Drop a like if this hits you, subscribe to *TheWillpowerPodcast* for more, and let’s keep the convo going in the comments. 💪 **Connect With Me:** - Instagram: @thewillpowerpodcast - Email: [email protected] - YouTube: TheWillpowerPodcast Connect with GBAC https://www.instagram.com/gbac_/ https://greaterbostonaddictioncenters.com/ #AddictionRecovery #LivePodcast #Boston #CommunitySupport #MentalHealth #RecoveryJourney #Inspiration #Hope

Join me on TheWillpowerPodcast as I sit down with Michael Conklin, a powerhouse in addiction recovery with an incredible 17-year sobriety journey. From a 25-year career in the food service industry to founding Better Beginning Now, Michael’s story is a testament to transformation. As a certified recovery coach and Jay Shetty-trained life coach, he offers a no-nonsense approach to help others find purpose and abundance, donating 50% of proceeds to the recovery community. In this raw and real conversation, we dive into: 📍 00:00 Intro – Meet Michael Conklin 🌟 📍 04:45 The Moment His Old Life Ended 💔 📍 14:42 How He Rebuilt with Connection 🤝 📍 26:48 Overcoming Relapse & Selfishness 🚀 📍 39:30 The Power of Vulnerability in Recovery 💡 📍 50:00 Life Lessons from COVID & Beyond 🌱 📍 01:02:00 Where to Find Michael & Join His Community 🌐 Michael shares how a marriage breakdown at 10 years sober forced him to reconnect, how COVID sparked a new path, and why “get connected, stay connected, help others” is his secret to success. His lived experience and practical wisdom challenge traditional recovery, offering hope to anyone struggling. 💙 Support The Show: TheWillpowerPodcast is a solo gig—I handle it all from recording to editing. If you find value here, please support me: https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast Connect with Michael Conklin: 🌐 Instagram: @betterbeginningnow 📘 Facebook Group: Better Beginning Now (link in Instagram bio) Follow The Willpower Podcast: 📱 Instagram: @thewillpowerpodcast 🎥 YouTube: @thewillpowerpodcast 🎙️ Spotify/Apple Podcasts: Search “TheWillpowerPodcast with Will Gordon” #SobrietyTips #AddictionRecovery #HowToStaySober #RecoveryJourney #SoberCommunity #AddictionHelp #SobrietyStories #RecoveryPodcast #MichaelConklin #BetterBeginningNow

From performing at Abbey Road Studios to earning a PhD from Oxford to sleeping in Manchester's trash bins - Dr. Robb Kelly's journey is a masterclass in transformation. Known as the "Gordon Ramsay of Addiction" for his no-nonsense approach, Dr. Kelly revolutionized addiction treatment through neuroscience and raw honesty. Now based in Texas, Dr. Kelly combines neuroscience, behavioral psychology, and his own lived experience to offer a unique perspective on recovery. His methods challenge traditional addiction treatment, boasting significantly higher success rates than conventional approaches. His practice spans five locations worldwide, where he works with everyone from celebrities to CEOs to everyday people struggling with addiction. His work includes pioneering research on PTSD in addiction, innovative subliminal messaging techniques, and the development of the groundbreaking "9D" therapy approach. Dr. Kelly's extraordinary leading voice in addiction recovery proves his core belief: that 100% recovery is possible for anyone, regardless of how far they've fallen. Today, he continues to push the boundaries of addiction treatment while maintaining that the key to recovery lies not in the substance, but in healing our thinking patterns and childhood trauma. In this powerful conversation, we explore: 00:00 Introduction & Rock Bottom Story 08:42 The Moment Everything Changed 14:54 Why Addiction Treatment Is Failing 23:56 The Neuroscience Behind Recovery 32:35 From Homeless to Healing Thousands 40:18 Breaking the Family Cycle 48:37 The Truth About Sobriety 52:21 Three Steps to Change Your Life Tomorrow Dr. Kelly shares the exact moment he realized "The problem isn't our drinking - it's our thinking," and why this insight has helped thousands recover. As someone who nearly died from addiction myself, this conversation gets to the heart of what real transformation requires. 💙 Support The Show: TheWillpowerPodcast is a solo operation - I handle everything from research to editing to publishing. If you find value in these episodes, please consider supporting the show https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast Connect with Dr. Robb Kelly: 🌐 Website: robbkelly.com 📱 Instagram: @addiction_doctor Follow The Willpower Podcast: 📱 Instagram: @thewillpowerpodcast 🎥 YouTube: @thewillpowerpodcast Special Offer: First 5 viewers to message Dr. Kelly mentioning this episode will receive a signed copy of his book "Daddy, Daddy, Please Stop Drinking" #AddictionRecovery #Sobriety #MentalHealth #PersonalDevelopment #Recovery #WillpowerPodcast #Transformation #DrRobbKelly #AddictionTreatment #RecoveryPodcast

🎙️ TheWillpowerPodcast - Ep. #30 Watch how Steven Celi @BeTheEnergySteve combines high-energy coaching with hip-hop culture to help people break free from their fears! In this episode, we explore the journey from self-doubt to self-expression, why vulnerability is your superpower, and how to tap into your unique energy frequency. Steven shares his transformation from a shy kid trying to dunk to becoming a transformational coach helping others unleash their authentic selves. 💙 Support The Show: TheWillpowerPodcast is a solo operation - I handle everything from research to editing to publishing. If you find value in these episodes, please consider supporting the show https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast ⏱️ TIMESTAMPS: 00:00 Welcome & Introduction 03:42 From Short Kid to Motivational Speaker 06:24 The Energy Transformation Journey 09:22 Following Life's Excitement 12:00 Breaking Through Fear Barriers 14:54 Hip-Hop Meets Personal Development 17:46 Understanding Energy & Addiction 20:36 Daily Energy Practices Revealed 23:56 The "Energy First" Philosophy 26:39 Navigating Life's Challenging Times 29:49 The Power of Authentic Vulnerability 32:35 Finding Your Inspiration 36:50 Overcoming Fear Through Action 40:18 Connecting Passion with Purpose 🔑 KEY MOMENTS: • Steven's journey from corporate life to energy coaching • Why following excitement leads to transformation • Breaking free from self-limiting beliefs • The power of vulnerability in personal growth • Using hip-hop as a tool for self-expression • Daily practices for maintaining high energy 👋 CONNECT WITH US: Will Gordon (Host): • Instagram: @thewillpowerpodcast • YouTube: @thewillpowerpodcast https://www.instagram.com/thewillpowerpodcast/ Steven Celi (Guest): • Instagram: @betheenergysteve https://www.instagram.com/betheenergysteve/ • Website: stevenceli.com @BeTheEnergySteve 💡 MENTIONED: • Ross Edgeley's Documentary • Joe Dispenza's "Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself" • Ram Dass "Be Here Now" (A MUST HAVE BOOK IN MY OPINION!) 🎯 SUBSCRIBE for weekly episodes on personal development, overcoming addiction, and living your best life! #PersonalDevelopment #Motivation #SelfDiscovery #Authenticity #PersonalGrowth #Coaching #Inspiration #Vulnerability #Energy #HipHop #WillpowerPodcast #PersonalTransformation #MotivationalSpeaking #SelfHelp #MindsetCoach #TonyRobbins #HipHopCulture #BreakingFree #EnergyCoaching #Mindfulness #MensWork #Transformation #SpeakYourTruth #AuthenticLiving #PersonalPower

As someone who received a second chance through a liver and kidney transplant, I love sharing stories that show recovery is possible. Today, I sit down with Megan Popp, a family nurse practitioner and ultra runner who brings a unique perspective to the recovery conversation - she's both a healthcare provider AND someone in recovery. 🙏 💙 Support The Show: TheWillpowerPodcast is a solo operation - I handle everything from research to editing to publishing. If you find value in these episodes, please consider supporting the show https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast ⏱️ EPISODE HIGHLIGHTS: 0:00 Welcome & Introduction 3:20 Megan's Journey to Recovery 🌱 5:48 Empathy in Healthcare: A Provider's View 🏥 8:40 Breaking the Stigma of Alcoholism 💫 11:01 Understanding Alcohol Use Disorder 13:44 Impact of COVID on Recovery 🌍 16:38 Ultra Running & Recovery: Finding Strength 🏃‍♀️ 19:34 The Last Drink: A Life-Changing Moment ✨ 22:19 Spiritual Awakening & Healing 🙏 25:45 Balancing Life in Sobriety 27:32 Power of Structure & Routine 📝 29:20 Mindfulness & Meditation Practices 🧘‍♀️ 33:21 Navigating Relationships in Recovery ❤️ 35:03 Emotional Growth & Coping Strategies 37:46 Future Goals & Service to Others 🌟 39:28 Reflecting on Past Struggles 46:28 Changing Addiction Treatment Narrative 💡 As always, I'm sharing these conversations to show that transformation is possible. Whether you're struggling with addiction or supporting someone who is, this episode offers hope and practical insights from both sides of the healthcare system. 🤝 Follow Megan: @meganileen3 https://www.instagram.com/meganeileen3/?hl=en Follow The Willpower Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/thewillpowerpodcast/ Join our growing community! Like, subscribe, and share your story below. 🙌 #RecoveryPodcast #SoberLife #TransplantSurvivor #MentalHealth #AddictionRecover

In this exciting episode of TheWillpowerPodcast, former MLB pitcher Brandon Puffer shares his incredible journey from the heights of Major League Baseball to the depths of addiction and imprisonment, and ultimately to redemption. Brandon opens up about: - His MLB career including time with the San Diego Padres and Boston Red Sox - The power of second chances and redemption - Building GPS Legends Baseball from the ground up - Mentoring the next generation of players - Maintaining 17 years of sobriety - Writing his inspirational book "From the Bullpen to the State Pen" - Finding purpose in helping others - The importance of faith in recovery 💙 Support The Show: TheWillpowerPodcast is a solo operation - I handle everything from research to editing to publishing. If you find value in these episodes, please consider supporting the show https://buymeacoffee.com/thewillpowerpodcast This episode demonstrates that no matter how far we fall, recovery and redemption are possible. ⏰ TIMESTAMPS: 0:00 - Intro: The Mental Game of MLB Relief Pitching 2:21 - Brandon's Early Life & Baseball Dreams 3:50 - First Signs of Addiction 9:00 - The Red Sox World Series Ring Story 15:29 - The Night Everything Changed 19:16 - Prison Sentence & Self-Reflection 26:34 - Starting Over as a Maintenance Man 33:53 - Public Speaking & Sharing His Story 34:32 - Maintaining 17 Years of Sobriety 40:27 - GPS Legends & Giving Back to Baseball Connect with Brandon: https://www.instagram.com/coachpuffpositive/ Website: https://coachpuffpositive.com/ Book: From the Bullpen to the State Pen (Available on Amazon) Follow The Willpower Podcast: https://www.instagram.com/thewillpowerpodcast/ #RecoveryIsPossible #BaseballMentorship #SobrietyJourney #YouthSports #FaithAndRecovery