Things I Wish I Knew

How can we find God in the midst of suffering?In this episode, Julia is joined by Noah Lawson from Pray As You Go, who shares how experiences of suffering became the turning point in his journey from atheism to Christian faith. Together they explore why pain doesn't have to be the end of the story, and how God can meet us in our darkest moments.Noah also reflects on the importance of community, creativity and hope, and how they have helped shape his relationship with God.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia chats with Andy Cassidy about his transformative journey from a life far from faith to recognising God in everyday moments. He shares his struggles growing up in a sectarian environment and his initial doubts about Catholicism, revealing the key experiences that brought him to embrace his faith.Through touching personal stories, including insights into family dynamics and balancing work with spirituality, Andy opens up about how he discovers God in both the ordinary and extraordinary.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Emma Walton, a Catholic artist and mother of two, who shares her transformative journey from a conventional Christian upbringing to a profound encounter with Catholicism. As she recounts her spiritual nudges, including a life-changing trip to Kefalonia, Emma dives into the challenges and joys of navigating her faith, art, and motherhood.This episode highlights the beauty of listening to God’s call and the importance of community and support in one's spiritual journey.For an art themed retreat visit: www.jesuitinstitute.org/events/let-there-be-an-online-retreat-day-2Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Dallya Alhorri, an inspiring member of the Jesuit Refugee Service team, as she shares her poignant journey from Sudan to the UK. Dallya reflects on the challenges she faced when she arrived, including navigating a new culture and language while grieving the loss of her homeland.Through her story, we explore the significance of community and connection, and how small gestures can make a profound difference in the life of refugees and asylum seekers.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia is joined by Massimo Di Muccio, who shares his some of his journey from a traditional Italian Catholic upbringing to a more personal relationship with Jesus. Massimo explores the evolution of his faith, from a cultural understanding to a more intentional practice, emphasising the importance of dialogue with God and the role of Ignatian spirituality in his life. He shares insights on how he navigates the complexities of being a husband, father, and caregiver while keeping Jesus at the forefront of his mind.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Patricia Tahirindray, Programme Coordinator at the Centre Arrupe in Madagascar, about the real-life impact of climate change in her country.Patricia shares her journey into environmental advocacy, the growing challenges communities face - from stronger cyclones to disrupted farming - and the role of faith, education, and collective action in building resilience.A powerful conversation on climate, justice, and caring for our common home.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

What do you wish you knew before turning 30?In this episode, Julia sits down with Pippa Fletcher, a lay missionary in the Catholic Church, to reflect on the lessons she learned in her twenties. From moving to London and building a career in advertising to discerning a call to leave it behind for ministry, Pippa shares the unexpected journey that shaped her faith and vocation.Together they talk about the pressure of approaching 30, the feeling of needing life “figured out”, and why God’s timing rarely matches our own. Pippa also shares how prayer became central to her discernment and why learning to seek God before seeking a vocation changed everything.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia continues her conversation with Antonia Sobocki from LOUDfence, a passionate advocate for victim-survivors of childhood abuse, as they delve deeper into the vision of a truly healing church.Antonia reflects on her journey and the importance of creating a safe environment within the Church that acknowledges the pain of survivors. She discusses the significance of being seen as missionaries rather than activists, emphasising the need for compassion and understanding in the face of trauma. Together, they explore how ordinary Catholics can support survivors and engage in meaningful dialogue to foster healing.If you’ve been affected by the issues discussed in this episode, or if it brings up anything difficult for you, we encourage you to explore the following resources for support and guidance:Safeguarding resources – support and information for those affected by abuse.LOUDfence – learn about the movement and how communities can show solidarity with survivors.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia sits down with Antonia Sobocki, a courageous victim-survivor of childhood abuse, who shares her profound journey of healing and the role faith played in her life.Antonia reflects on her experiences growing up in the Church, the challenges she faced, and how her faith was both tested and ultimately restored through community. She introduces the concept of 'Loudfence', a movement she initiated to provide a tangible way for communities to express solidarity with survivors of abuse. This episode is a powerful reminder of how small actions can lead to significant change and healing.If you’ve been affected by the issues discussed in this episode, or if it brings up anything difficult for you, we encourage you to explore the following resources for support and guidance:Useful links:Safeguarding resources – support and information for those affected by abuse.LOUDfence – learn about the movement and how communities can show solidarity with survivors.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia and producer Ethel return for another reflective conversation, delving into the profound and often subtle ways that God shows up in our lives.They revisit themes from previous episodes, including the impact of addiction, the importance of community, and the difference between 'boom moments' and the quieter, everyday instances of God's presence.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Edwin Fawcett, a Catholic therapist and music minister, about the vital relationship between therapy and faith.Edwin shares his journey from music ministry to therapy, highlighting the importance of healing and thriving in our lives. He discusses how therapy can be a beneficial tool for personal growth and how it intertwines with faith, especially within the Catholic community. Together, they explore the misconceptions surrounding therapy, the significance of integration, and the value of having a therapist who understands your faith. Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Dr Nicolete Burbach, a Catholic theologian from the London Jesuit Centre, about her journey as a trans woman and her work on trans inclusion within the Church.Nicky shares her unique path to theology, revealing how her experiences of transitioning and converting to Catholicism intertwined. She discusses the importance of community for trans individuals within the Church and the need for a more compassionate approach to understanding trans identities.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Lauren Heithaus, the founder of Hidden Catholic, about her journey of faith and the joy of sharing it with others.Lauren reflects on how travel, history, and pilgrimage shaped her love for the Church, and how leaving a corporate career required trust in God amid uncertainty. Through personal stories, she explores discernment, vocation, and the quiet courage of sharing faith in everyday life.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Veronica, a member of the Jesuit young adult community at Farm Street Church, about learning to recognise God’s presence in the midst of change and uncertainty. Reflecting on her move to London from Canada, Veronica shares how moments of isolation, community life, and worship gradually became places where she noticed God at work.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia chats with Naoise Grenham about his journey from Dublin to London and the moment he decided to live his life faithfully.Naoise opens up about growing up in a big, tight-knit family, the importance of community, and the struggles of keeping faith alive in a secular world. He shares some honest moments of doubt and the powerful experiences that have shaped his understanding of God and what it means to be your authentic self.Find more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Christine Allen, the director of CAFOD, about her remarkable journey in faith and leadership, as well as the importance of authenticity in her role.Christine shares her experiences growing up in a cradle Catholic family, and reflects on her unexpected path from studying philosophy and international relations to becoming a leader in the Church, highlighting the challenges and triumphs along the way.With a focus on the significance of women’s contributions in leadership roles, Christine discusses the need for humility, discernment, and the power of prayer in making tough decisions.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

Julia Corcoran continues the conversation with Lauren Windle, who opens up about the tough realities of addiction and the struggle to stay sober in a world that often normalises drinking.Lauren reminds us that addiction can affect anyone, regardless of background. She talks about the importance of having a solid support system, setting boundaries when out with friends, and the exciting new alcohol-free options that are popping up everywhere! Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this powerful conversation, Julia sits down with Lauren Windle to explore her inspiring journey from addiction to over 11 years of sobriety.Lauren shares how alcohol and drugs once felt like an escape from social anxiety and a way to fit in, until they took a devastating toll on her life. She opens up about the turning point that led her to seek help, the challenges of early addiction recovery, and how faith and community became anchors in her healing process.This episode offers an honest look at the complexities of addiction and the transformative power of grace, resilience, and support.Find out more at: www.thinkingfaith.org Follow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Reverend Jonathan Aitken, a former MP who shares his transformative journey from a life of politics to an 18-month prison sentence for perjury, and ultimately to becoming an ordained minister.Reverend Jonathan reflects on his time in prison, discussing the challenges he faced, the unexpected sense of community he found among fellow inmates, and the profound role that faith played in his life during those difficult times. He shares insights into the power of prayer, the importance of humility, and the grace he has experienced through his relationship with God.Find out more at www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this reflective episode, Julia is joined by producer Ethel as they pause to consider the journey of the podcast and the themes that have emerged so far. Together, they discuss the importance of community, the unexpected paths life can take, and the power of gratitude in their personal and spiritual lives.Find out more at www.thinkingfaith.orgFollow us on Instagram: @tiwik_pod

In this episode, Julia speaks with Jean Kabasomi, a freelance consultant with a background in banking and theology. They delve into the realities of growing up in a world that feels very different from the one previous generations knew.Jean shares her insights on the pressures of home ownership, career expectations, and the influence of social media, as well as the evolving role of the Church for millennials and Gen Z.Find out more at www.thinkingfaith.org.

In this episode, Julia speaks with Charlie Bennett, a passionate teacher who shares his journey from the charity sector to the classroom. He reflects on how his experiences shaped his vocation and the profound impact of faith on his teaching philosophy.Charlie discusses the joys and challenges of teaching, the importance of social justice in education, and how he navigates the highs and lows of working with young people. He also touches on the unique environment of Catholic schools and the sense of community they foster.Find out more at www.thinkingfaith.org.

In this episode, Julia chats with Sarah Barber about her journey through over 30 years of marriage. They look back on how it all began, the ups and downs along the way, and how faith has played a big role in their story.Sarah shares what she's learned about communication, commitment, and growing together over time. Find out more at www.thinkingfaith.org.

In this episode, Julia chats with Ruth Holgate, Director of St Beuno’s retreat centre in Wales, about prayer as a simple and personal conversation with God.Ruth shares her journey from growing up Catholic to deepening her faith through retreats, theology studies, and spiritual direction. She talks about the impact of her first 30-day silent retreat and why it’s important to find your own way to pray.They explore the ups and downs of prayer and discernment, with Ruth reminding us that there’s no wrong way to pray. Just show up, keep it simple, and stay open.Find out more at www.thinkingfaith.org

In this episode, Julia speaks with Maria Christian, who works at St. Beuno's Jesuit retreat centre. Maria shares about her  journey into the world of Islamic studies and inter-religious dialogue.She recounts her initial misconceptions about Islam, shaped by her upbringing in a predominantly white, Catholic environment, and how her experiences at a diverse sixth form challenged those views. She reflects on her academic journey, from her unexpected passion for Middle Eastern history to her transformative time at Oxford, where she explored the rich tapestry of medieval sexuality in the context of Islamic history. Maria also highlights her experiences in Jordan, where she witnessed the warmth and hospitality of Muslim communities, further enriching her perspective on faith and humanity.Editor's Note: Maria mentions that Palestinian Muslims baptised their children into the 19th century, but textual evidence only supports this practice up to the 12th century. Later references are based on oral history and hearsay. Water holds sacred meaning for both Muslims and Christians in Palestine, but the baptism claim lacks written support beyond the 12th century.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

In this episode, Julia sits down with Susan Akyeampong, a communications lead and freelance writer, to delve into the complexities of friendship and the importance of setting boundaries.Susan shares her journey from her childhood in Brighton to her university experience in Nottingham, highlighting the challenges of making genuine connections in a busy world. She reflects on how her faith and relationship with Jesus have shaped her understanding of adult friendship, emphasising the need for deep, meaningful relationships that support one another through life's ups and downs.Join them as they explore the significance of being vulnerable, the necessity of communication in friendships, and how to navigate the pressures of maintaining connections in a fast-paced society.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

In this episode, Julia speaks with Laura Angarita Romero, a passionate advocate for social change, who shares her transformative journey from Colombia to the UK and her experience working for Jesuit Missions.Laura reflects on her growing up in Colombia, a country marked by conflict, and how her Jesuit education shaped her desire to create meaningful change. She discusses her work with various NGOs, highlighting the importance of empowering communities and the shift in mission work from a top-down approach to one that amplifies local voices.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

In this episode, Julia speaks with Edward Badu, a passionate advocate for social justice, who shares his inspiring journey from growing up in Tottenham to making a significant impact in public life.Edward opens up about the challenges he faced in his early years and how his Jesuit education helped shape his values of service, leadership, and faith. He shares the key moments that inspired his work in community organising and how he’s now focused on empowering young people to reach their full potential.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

In this episode, Julia speaks with Georgia Clarke, a dedicated youth minister and a member of Catholic Voices, about her remarkable journey of faith and discernment.Georgia shares how saying yes to God shaped her path, the role of discernment, and the power of mentorship and community in faith.Join them as they explore the realities of youth ministry, the necessity of saying yes to God's invitations, and the incredible ways in which God confirms His presence in our lives. Georgia's heartfelt insights remind us that the path of faith is filled with unexpected joys, challenges, and the ever-present call to trust in God's goodness.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

Julia speaks with Andy Southey, a church leader and passionate runner from Nottingham, about his life-altering experience during a half-marathon.Andy shares his journey from the joy of running to facing a life-threatening head injury mid-race. He reflects on the challenges of recovery, the complex relationship he has with running, and how he ultimately found God's presence in both the highs and lows of his experience. Together, they discuss the importance of hope, the significance of community, and the profound lessons learned along the way.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

In this episode, Julia speaks with Sir John Battle, a former government minister and passionate advocate for social justice, who shares his journey from seminary to politics.John reflects on his early experiences in a working-class Irish family, his time in seminary, and how these shaped his commitment to community activism and public service. He candidly discusses the challenges of balancing family life with a demanding political career, the importance of grassroots movements, and the need for authentic relationships in politics.Together, they explore the intersection of faith and public service, the complexities of modern politics, and the vital role of community in fostering change. John's insights on resilience, relationships, and the necessity of a shared voice for the voiceless offer a powerful reminder of the impact one individual can have on their community.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

Julia speaks with Emma Hudson, the director of Pray as you Go, about her deeply transformative experience walking the Camino de Santiago... again!Emma opens up about her journey of self-discovery, sharing the challenges of walking alone and the profound sense of community that embraced her along the way. Together, they explore the spiritual significance of pilgrimage, the emotional highs and lows, and the unexpected ways in which God met Emma during her journey.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

Julia sits down with church leader Nigel Langford, who shares his journey of adoption just before the pandemic hit. From the heartbreak of infertility to the joy and challenge of becoming a parent in lockdown, Nigel opens up about the misconceptions of family, the emotional highs and lows, and God's presence throughout it all.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

Julia chats with Delphine Chui about her dating journey, the power of a dating fast, and how faith helped her rediscover love.They explore emotional vs. physical attraction, dating with intention, and building confidence in a digital world. A heartfelt conversation on self-love, resilience, and the lessons Delphine wishes she knew earlier.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

If you’ve ever felt alone in a crowd or wondered what your loneliness is trying to tell you, this conversation is for you. Fr. Justin Claravall, SJ joins Julia to explore loneliness in city life, how we’re trained to disconnect, and how our hunger for connection points to something deeper.Visit www.thinkingfaith.org to learn more.

This episode Julia speaks to Harry, who found his way to the Catholic Church after many years as an atheist, a "buddhist neo-pagan," and eventually as someone drawn to Christianity - even if he couldn't quite bring himself to believe it all.Retracing the journey - from politics to journalism to teaching and finally to a Benedictine monastery, Harry talks to Julia about the way God drew him to the Church - even when Harry didn't believe in Him.Have a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected]

This episode Julia speaks to Rebecca, who graduated from university a few years ago, shortly after the COVID-19 pandemic. Balancing study and socialising - and coping with lockdown restrictions - Rebecca discovered what it was in her relationship with God, and other people, that helped her carry on.  Now working for Jesuit Missions, and running her own podcast, Rebecca talks to Julia about the stresses and joys of the university experience: the successes, the stresses, and the lessons she learned for the future. Visit Rebecca's personal website here: https://realliferebs.wordpress.com/Have a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected]

This episode Julia speaks to Emanuela, who migrated from their home of Sicily twice: first to New York as a teenager with her family, then to London as an adult. Studying and working in England, Emanuela unexpectedly found a new family with the Community of Sant'Egidio, who work with the homeless and marginalised in London.Now a mother of two small children, Emanuela talks to Julia about the challenges and blessings of complex identities, beginning a family over a thousand miles away from your own parents - and how she's tried to live her faith and build community in a  lonely world.To volunteer for San'Egidio, or donate to their Christmas campaign, visit their website: https://www.santegidio.org.uk/christmasHave a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected]

This episode Julia speaks to David, who was diagnosed with cancer in his early twenties. David talks about the impact his diagnosis had on his life, how he navigated a physically demanding programme of chemotherapy  - and what his experience taught him about what really matters in life. Have a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected]

This episode Julia speaks to Sophia, who converted to Catholicism researching a documentary in America's deep South - and later seriously pursued what she thought was a vocation to be a cloistered nun. She talks about her spiritual journey, the struggles she's had with faith, how to work out the purpose of your life - and what it's like to contemplate praying eight hours a day for the rest of your life. Have a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected] us at www.thinkingfaith.org

This episode Julia speaks to Rose, who spent a year living on a boat after she discovered God had other plans for her life than chasing the perfect CV. She talks about community, vocation, the difficult work of placing your life in God's hands - and the practical problems of surviving winter on a ex-navy boat no-one every thought would one day be someone's home. Have a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected] us at www.thinkingfaith.org

Julia speaks with Dominic, who was donor concieved and raised by his single mother. He grew up not knowing who his father was. A few years ago, he took a DNA test and found out the identity of his donor parent. He talks to Julia about what happened when, on the edge of turning thirty, he began to build a relationship with the father he thought he would never meet.Have a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected] us at www.thinkingfaith.org

Julia speaks with Jack who lives in the Jesuit young adult community in London. He lost his mother when he was eighteen. Now 28, he shares with us what he has learnt during the last ten years and offers advice for anyone going through a similar experience or who knows someone who is. Have a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected] us at www.thinkingfaith.org

Julia speaks to John Bosco, a Jesuit studying philosophy in Paris. He speaks about how he ended up joining the Jesuits after ten years of being an actor.Have a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected] us at www.thinkingfaith.org

Julia speaks to Bokani. An artist and climate activist. She shares with us her experience of going from a career in finance to deciding to pursue a creative career.Visit Bokani's website here.Have a theme you'd like us to explore? Email our host, Julia Corcoran - [email protected] us at www.thinkingfaith.org