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After Hours with Jimmy Thistle — 93 episodes
I Was an Extra in My Own Life
EI Didn't Hit Rock Bottom. I Just Got Tired of Feeling This Way
EWhen I Was Sniffing Coke It Was "That's Just Johnny Boy" — I Got Sober & Found God & They Asked My Mum If I'd Lost My Mind
EI Handed My Husband the Gin & Said "Take a Picture — This Is My Last Ever Drink
I Looked Around My Own Living Room & Thought: This Scene Needs a Mom — And Then I Realised I Was the Mom
EI Ran Over 20 Marathons as a Complete Pisshead & Told Myself I Couldn't Possibly Have a Problem
EI Was the Queen of Holistic Living — Coconut Oil, Soap Nuts, Natural Everything — & Alcohol Was the Elephant in the Room I Stepped Around for 15 Years
I Was Sitting on My Couch Drinking Straight From a Tequila Bottle at 7pm & My Boyfriend Looked at Me & Said What Happened to You
EI Was Spending £2,000 a Day on Cocaine While Running a Bank — Sitting in a Car Park in Leeds Off My Head Trying to Manage My Team Through a Blackberry
I Got the Job in 1997 Because I Could Out-Drink Everyone in the Interview — We Literally Didn't Hire People Who Turned Down the Third Shot
EMy Dad Was Sober for 16 Months & I Had Him Back — Then My Granddad Died & He Relapsed Hard & Within Four Months He Was Gone
EI Lay Buried in Snow in Shorts for Two Hours & Five Minutes in the Scottish Highlands & Broke a Guinness World Record — Three Years Earlier I Was Rattling Outside a Health Centre
EPeople See My Tattoos & the First Thing They Do Is Offer Me a Drink or Drugs or Both — They've Got Me Completely Backwards
EI Grew Up Knowing If My Dad Had Four Cans in the Fridge Everything Would Be OK — But If He Went to the Pub With His Friends I Needed to Hide Under the Covers
I Was Going Door to Door Around the Neighbours Asking If They Had Any Wine Left — That Was Where My Life Had Got To
EI Did a Thousand Day Ones Over 35 Years & the Furthest I Ever Got Was Day Six — Then I Worked Out the One Thing Everyone Gets Wrong About Quitting
I Decorated the Entire Hospital Ward in Blood — The Doctor Came Back the Next Morning & Said You've Got a 20% Chance of Making It Through the Next Hour
EI Got Off the Plane & There Were Cops Waiting — Drug Trafficking Charges, Deported, Lifetime Ban From the US & That Was the Moment Something Finally Shifted
EI Was Drinking All Day Every Day in the Build-Up to Being Deployed to Iraq — I’d Wake Up in the Morning, Make Half a Cup of Coffee & Fill the Rest With Cointreau
EMy Biggest Trigger Is Loneliness — Every Single Relapse Started the Same Way: Alone, a Cancelled Plan & a Bottle of Wine
I Inherited £100,000 & Snorted & Drank the Whole Lot in 16 Months — Then Crashed a Van on Ketamine, Got Caught by Police & Sat in a Cell Crying for 18 Hours
I Woke Up in a Stranger’s Bed With No Phone, No Idea How I Got There — My Friends Thought I Was Lying in a Ditch
EI Blacked Out Every Weekend for 15 Years & Thought That Was Normal | Simon’s Story
EMy 9-Year-Old Daughter Said ‘I Don’t Like the Sound of Your Voice When You Drink’ — That Was My Wake-Up Call
EI Quit Drinking With Zero Support, No Apps, No Podcasts — And Nobody Even Noticed for Two Weeks
EI Was Hiding Bottles in My Car, Refilling Them So Nobody Would Notice — For 8 Years Nobody Did
EI Ran Marathons, Got Promoted, Had the Perfect Life on Paper — And Was Secretly Falling Apart Every Night
EI Had the Perfect Life — Beautiful House on the Beach, Successful Business, Gorgeous Kids — And I Was Dying Inside
EMy Happy Place Was When My Whole Family Was Asleep So I Could Finally Drink Properly — And Nobody Knew
EShe Started Sober Fish in 2016 When Nobody Was Talking About Sobriety Online — Now She Works From the Beach in Thailand
EI Set a Date to End My Life, Left Letters for My Wife & Kids — Then a Police Officer Put Her Arms Around Me and Everything Changed
EMy Baby Was in the NICU — My First Thought Was ‘We’ve Got a Free Babysitter, Let’s Go Play Beer Pong
ESomething Physically Held Me Down in That Car Seat — Five Seconds Later a Crash Sent Metal Flying Through the Seat Where I’d Have Been Sitting
EI Was So Drunk Walking Home at 3am I Fell Into a River — Clawed My Way Up the Embankment in My Going-Out Clothes & Carried On
EI Was One of the Top 100 Sexiest Women in the World — Secretly Dying Inside Every Night, Wishing I Could Go Home to My Mum
EI Was Kidnapped, Nearly Raped Twice & Found Myself in a Sex Trafficking Gang’s House — And I Still Didn’t Think I Had a Problem
EI Woke Up Alone in a Tuk-Tuk in the Middle of a Jungle With No Idea How I Got There — And Went Back Out the Next Night
EThe Alcohol Industry Doesn’t Care About Moderate Drinkers — Their Biggest Customer Is the Person Who Can’t Stop
EI Was So Consumed With Getting My Next Drink I Couldn’t Enjoy Being in Sri Lanka — That’s When I Knew
EI Joined Bad Manners at 27 — Woke Up on the Tour Bus in America at 3am, Drank a Bottle of Tequila & Went Back to Sleep
EI Woke Up on a Plane to China With a Broken Elbow & No Memory — They’d Dragged Me to the Back for Refusing to Wear a Mask. I Was Blacked Out.
EI Went to an Alcohol Support Group & Told Them I Was Drinking a Bottle of Wine a Night — They Laughed & Said ‘You Don’t Have a Problem
I Drove to the Airport Drunk at Midnight, Flew to Mallorca, Lost My Laptop & Camera in a Mugging — And Nobody Even Knew I’d Gone
ESeason 3 - Teaser Trailer
EThey Told My Wife to Go In & Say Goodbye — I’d Just Had a Liver Transplant & Now My Stomach Had Burst. I Had a 4% Chance of Survival.
EI Got Sober for 10 Months, Told Myself I’d Proved I Had Control — Had One Glass of Champagne at My Birthday & Was Back to Square One
EI Took My Bicycle to the Liquor Store Because My Parents Had Taken My Car Keys & My Wallet — I Crashed It Into the Woods
EI Reached Into the Fridge for a Beer After a Stressful Day & Thought: That’s Probably Not a Healthy Coping Mechanism — So I Never Drank Again
EI Was Drinking Mouthwash Because It Was Cheaper Than Vodka & I Didn’t Feel Shame Buying It — My Family Had to Replace Every Bottle in the House With Alcohol-Free
EI Got Out of Jail for Drink Driving, Walked to the Minimart Around the Corner & Chugged Two Drinks Before My Stepdad Picked Me Up
EI Was Standing on Top of a Cliff in Cyprus, Blacked Out on Speed & Alcohol — I Came Round Lying on the Edge & Saw a Vision of My Kids
EI Was Filming My Brother’s Wedding as a Gift — Got Drunk, Deleted All the Footage & Ended Up Doing Drugs With Homeless People on the Streets of Ottawa
EI Put Vodka in a Starbucks Cup & Drank It at the Mall at 15 — My Friends Didn’t Even Know I Was Drinking
EI Looked Through My Sister’s Letterbox & the Flat Was Completely Empty — We Found Out She’d Been Repossessed & Was Living on the Streets & She Never Told Us
EI Was in a Taxi on the Way to Work in a Suit & I Asked the Driver If I Could Have the Beer He Had in the Back — My Work Colleague Was Sitting Right Next to Me
EI Went on Dragon’s Den, Got Investment, Built a Fashion Brand From Nothing — Then Lost Everything & Retrained as a Therapist at 50
EEpisode 38 - Jodi Clark
EEpisode 37 - Lucy Norfolk
EEpisode 36 - Kristen Bear
EEpisode 35 - Ashton Sheppard
EEpisode 34 - Tash
EEpisode 33 - Rickey Franks Jr.
EEpisode 32 - Victoria Vanstone
EEpisode 31 - Luke Jones
EEpisode 30 - Marcus Jones
EEpisode 29 - Adriana Cavallo
EEpisode 28 - Jade
EEpisode 27 - Derek
EEpisode 25 - Paul Harris
EEpisode 24 - Erica Eschman
EEpisode 23 - Laura Starky
EEpisode 22 - David Wilson
EEpisode 21 - Darren McGarvey
Episode 20 - Louisa Evans
EEpisode 19 - Sam Lowry pt. 2
EEpisode 18 - Sam Lowry pt. 1
EEpisode 17 - Gary Mairs
EEpisode 16 - Leanne Bayliss
EEpisode 15 - Sam Courtney
EEpisode 14 - Thea Ozenturk
EEpisode 13 - Marissa Cherepanova
EEpisode 12 - Henry Beercock
EEpisode 11 - Chris
EEpisode 10 - George
EEpisode 9 - Ian Marks
EEpisode 8 - Ade
EEpisode 7 - Michael Sargood
EEpisode 6 - Olivia Taylor
EEpisode 5 - Martin
EEpisode 4 - Danny Konik
EEpisode 3 - Kate Turner
EEpisode 2 - Kate Taylor
EI Had a Seizure at a BBQ at 28 & Heard the Paramedics Ask ‘Is She an Alcoholic?’ — Inside My Head I Screamed ‘Of Course I Am
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