All Episodes

your whole childhood wasn’t bad: the danger of “all-trauma” narratives

disordered desire: performing connection, numbing pleasure, forgetting yourself

what they're hiding about your mind

why psychiatry failed her: laura delano on misdiagnosis, medication, and coming back to life

the real reason you’re afraid of the devil (you’re possessed, and it looks nothing like the movies)

the psychology of love island USA S7: why it broke the internet (and what it says about us)

you’re NOT crazy, you’re remembering the real world.

why personality ISN'T a prison (unless you let it be)

what you're calling a breakdown might be a dark baptism

let them cook: shadow work, shame, and the stew of self

dancing with the devil part 2: the return (how to grow the f*ck up and quit calling red flags soulmates)

motherhood as death ritual (a rite of passage for women with or without children)

dancing with the devil part 1: the descent (why you keep ignoring your gut instinct and mistaking danger for ‘chemistry’)

psychic hygiene in the age of AI

unlearning toxic shame through sacred speech (a guided journey)

chatGPT told him he was god (what no one’s saying about AI and spiritual delusion)

are you emotionally feral?

why you reject the love you crave (emotional maturity, trauma, and learning to receive)

healing the christian wound: empire, myth, and the pattern beneath it all

the death of celebrity culture is here (and why it's good for your mental health)

emotional alchemy: a guide for when everything falls apart

how to surrender to the mystery and let go your need for certainty

what does AI believe? (the hidden soul inside the machine)

nobody's watching. nobody cares. you're free now.

communication mastery series part 3: stop people pleasing, start owning your space

healing in a world that won't heal

communication mastery series part 2: the stoic art of emotional control

i miss who i was before the internet knew me

communication mastery series part 1: command your voice, command your life

you're sleepwalking: it's time to wake up to what's ACTUALLY real

why you crave chaos in love

the demons you bury are the lessons you need to learn

how the energy you carry is secretly controlling your life

you say you've changed — so why does your life look the same?

the truth about healing: you’ll never be who you were

what you lose when you share too much

why limerence FEELS like love, but isn't

will AI set you free or control your mind? (psychiatry, mental health, and the machine age)

what stories are you telling yourself about your suffering?

dysfunctional family roles – part 5: hidden agendas (the peacemaker/mediator and narcissistic traits) [preview]

mind unveiled part 6: the individuation process as spiritual ascent (integrating outer psychology, personality types, and the mystical qabalah)

dysfunctional family roles – part 4: avoidance strategies (the mascot/clown and the lost child/rebel) [preview]

mind unveiled part 5: the shadow (working with your dark side)

dysfunctional family roles – part 3: responsibilities and escape (the parentified child and the addict) [preview]

mind unveiled part 4: the psyche as a living reality (exploring consciousness and the collective unconscious)

dysfunctional family roles – part 2: the extremes of family focus (the golden child and the scapegoat) [preview]

mind unveiled part 3: unmasking the soul image (the false self, archetypes, the anima and animus)

dysfunctional family roles – part 1: decoding the dynamics of dysfunction [preview]

mind unveiled part 2: carl jung and the advent of spiritual psychology

anatomy of evil: britney spears (from pop princess to public prisoner – a story of exploitation and control) [preview]

mind unveiled part 1: the birth of psychotherapy and the theories of sigmund freud

from hashtag to holy: reclaiming the mystical art of manifestation from the clutches of social media [preview]

what if the chains of your past are looser than you think? (breaking free from trauma bonding and repetition compulsion)

introducing my new podcast, “back from the borderline baby.”

self-mastery part 2: embracing the journey through life and soul cycles

the systemic grooming of a generation (part 1): the unseen puppeteers of the media and pharmaceutical conspiracy [preview]

self-mastery part 1: becoming a free agent and understanding the cycles of life

sleeping with 100 men in a day: a psychological deep dive into sex, self-harm, and lily phillips

new age or new cage? (walking the tightrope of digital spirituality) [preview]

the millennials who were groomed by the internet: my story, jay-z and diddy

anatomy of evil: h.h. holmes (how victorian vice shaped the mask of a gentleman killer) [preview]

unplugging from the matrix: 10 arguments for deleting your social media right now

“when trauma becomes your identity, that’s a dangerous thing” [preview]

the inner temple: an ASMR ceremony of self-initiation

do you act like you were never held as a baby? (how unmet needs in infancy might be sabotaging your ability to find love)

could your entire life be a virtual simulation? (unveiling what lies beyond the illusions we accept as reality) [preview]

are you turning self-care into a form of self-punishment? (moving beyond hyper-control, emotional numbing and the body-mind disconnection)

this episode isn’t about UFOs – it’s about YOU [part 2]

has adulthood robbed you of youth’s magic? (reclaiming healing in unscheduled moments) [premium preview]

is social media convincing us that everyone cheats? (unraveling the myth of universal infidelity)

this episode isn’t about UFOs – it’s about YOU [part 1]

no f*cks given: inside the rise of emotional detachment (and what it's doing to us)

how to recognize (and break) the cycle of relationship OCD

are you in your drama era? (how to cleanse your life of conflict once and for all) [preview]

beyond black and white: navigating moral purity in the age of cancel culture

anatomy of evil: the fear of female rage [preview]

for anyone who lies awake at night wondering wtf the point is (transforming existential terror into acceptance of life’s impermanence)

in a world where we are glorifying and glamorizing our psychological suffering, are we losing the ability to overcome it? [preview]

healing childhood trauma with fairy tales: transforming emotional wounds with the handless maiden

is it your attachment style, or is it just the wrong relationship? [preview]

when self-help stops helping: recognizing when therapy and introspection might be doing more harm than good

is there a ‘normal’ amount of sex in a relationship? [preview]

unlock higher states of consciousness by understanding the different levels of thinking (exploring ken wilber’s AQAL integral theory)

anatomy of evil: the salem witch trials (puritan paranoia, mass hysteria, and social scapegoating) [preview]

are we blind to our own cultural sickness? (lessons from the mouse utopia experiment and behavioral sink)

the dark side of cosmetic surgery: real stories of regret [preview]

too much to handle: understanding the power of your emotional intensity, sensory sensitivity, and overexcitabilities

the 48 laws of power: episode 3 (laws for self-protection) [preview]

were you under-mothered? exploring the generational impact of “mother hunger”

the 48 laws of power: episode 2 (laws for taking your power BACK) [preview]

the new gods: how commercialized spirituality and therapy culture have become dogmatic modern religions

the 48 laws of power: episode 1 (laws to recognize signs of manipulation) [preview]

exposing the troubled teen industry: surviving ‘the harvard of therapeutic boarding schools’ (ft. nick taber)

anatomy of evil – aileen wuornos (challenging the “monster myth:” trauma, gender bias, systemic failures and media exploitation) [preview]

rose cartwright’s path from the poster girl for OCD to psychedelic awakening and holistic healing

the interstitium uncovered: trauma, healing, and your body’s hidden fluid spaces [preview]

girlbosses and tradwives: embracing fluidity in parenthood and partnership

how to stop turning every minor concern into a major meltdown [preview]

mean girls: healing from and overcoming the hidden harms of female bullying

anatomy of evil: charles manson (charisma, manipulation, and control) [preview]