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Back from the Borderline — 363 episodes · page 1 of 4

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The Cathars, the Inquisition and the Women Who Defied Rome (Anne Baring Part 7)
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The Black Madonna, the Grail and the Survival of the Feminine Tradition (Anne Baring Part 6)
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Mary Magdalene, The Beloved Companion (Anne Baring Part 5)
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The Essenes and the Women Around Yeshua (Anne Baring Part 4)
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Gnostic Sophia and the Suppressed Christian Mysteries (Anne Baring Part 3)
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The Lost Civilization of the Goddess (Anne Baring Part 2)
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The Forgotten Feminine Face of God (Anne Baring Part 1)
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How to Tell When a Spiritual Teacher Is Full of Shit

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Aleister Crowley’s Thelema: Sex Magick and the Problem With the Prophet

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The Braced Body: The Spiritual Cost of Always Being in Control (Part 3)
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The Braced Body: Why Rest Feel Unsafe & How to Let Go (Part 2)
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The Braced Body: Why You’re Tense Even When Nothing Is Wrong (Part 1)

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What Do We Do With a Broken Spiritual Inheritance?
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UFOs, AI, and the Religion of the Unconscious (Live at Contact in the Desert 2026)

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Mary Magdalene and the End of Spiritual Childhood
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The Occult Teacher We Need Right Now: Dion Fortune, Psychic Hygiene, and the Magick of the Mind
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The Skill AI Can Never Replace (And Why I’m Teaching Tarot)
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The Arrogance of Too Much Empathy
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Gay Men Have Always Loved a “Difficult” Woman

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The Female Shadow
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The Christian Grimoire Evangelicals Forgot About (Part 1)

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Why Everyone Sounds Religious About AI [Consciousness Stream for May 2026]

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The Body Keeps the Mileage (On Mortality & Wellness Panic)

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Why Tarot Feels So Accurate, And How to Actually Read a Card
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The Intelligence of Madness, Part Two: How We Come Back
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Why “Disclosure” is a Distraction and How to Stay Sane as Reality Crumbles
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The Intelligence of Madness, Part One: Who Gets Called Insane?

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Why Your Mind Feels Broken in the Age of Babel

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Stop Healing Your Inner Child and Shed Your Dead Trauma Skin

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The missing piece of your soul and the lost technology of Mary Magdalene
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Why your repetitive trauma cycles are fueling a reality that feeds on you
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The Internet is Dead and The Goddess is SO Back [April 2026 - Week 1]

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Being a Young Woman Feels Like Being HUNTED
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Stop Blaming Yourself for the Mother Wound
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Why the Elite Rely on Your Spiritual Ignorance

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How to Sniff Out and Stop Tolerating Bullshit

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The Loneliness at the End of Manifestation Culture (Part 1)

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Your Existential Dread is a Completely Rational Response

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Unbothered & Feral: Astrology & Tarot for March 7 - 14 (2026)

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AI is a Time Machine: The Vertical Plane, UFOs & The Digital Daimon

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The Sunday School Psyop: How the Ancient Priests Invented God and Erased His Wife

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Epstein, Eugenics, and the False Gods of Silicon Valley Buried in the Dirt at Zorro Ranch

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How to Outsource Your Biggest Problems to Your Intuition

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The PINK Psyop: Les Wexner, Epstein & The Occult Inversion of the Angel

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The Machines Are Praying: Moltbook, Gnosticism, & The Digital Mirror

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Why the Death of TikTok is a Spiritual Crisis

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Girl on Girl: The Erotic Haunting of Female Friendship

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Escaping the Trap of Perpetual Girlhood (He’s Not “Avoidant,” You’re Just Bored)

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why everyone is hot and no one is happy: bodies as product, desire as labor (pt 2)

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Sex in the Third Person: Why You Leave Your Body to Watch Yourself Perform

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why everyone is hot and no one is happy: the men women want (part 1)

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The Voice You’re Using Isn’t Yours

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The Cool Girl Myth and Trend Culture as Self Abandonment

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the cassandra curse: feeling “crazy” when you’re actually right

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why you can’t relax: the 5 survival spells running your life

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why you’re obsessed with people who can’t love you back

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nick fuentes and the cult of irony

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when you’re done being the good daughter

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how to ACTUALLY stop giving a f**k about what people think of you

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how AI is rewiring the human psyche

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the female market, part 2: the cost of freedom

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the female market, part 1: the price of desire

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the occult truth about heartbreak
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the holy grail and the lost wisdom of the west
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how we all became a little satanic

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digital scapegoats and the ritual of outrage

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the unhappy woman: against the cult of calm

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the age of AI slop and the birth of a new renaissance

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the magician who invented the modern world: john dee and the lost birth of science
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the IFS takedown: my unfiltered response to the psych industry’s victory lap

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the world isn't real (and why that might actually be a good thing)

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dark enlightenment: the forbidden philosophy behind the tech elite

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when stillness feels dangerous (hypervigilance as a religion)

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enchantment in the age of disenchantment w/ dr. teddy hamstra

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trauma fossils: when survival becomes a ghost in the soul

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the hidden AI system monitoring your emotional state

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the alchemy of sleep and how your roots decide what you dream

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aleister crowley: the man, the myth, the shadow

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ufo disclosure bombshell [part 2]: why masculine thinking is killing disclosure

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why i hope we're living in a simulation

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the ufo disclosure bombshell [part 1]: human trafficking in black programs exposed

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occult statecraft: how demons, magicians, and intelligence agencies shaped the modern world

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everything we now call "drugs" used to be how humans touched god

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anomalies, intuition, and the edge of what we know with jeffrey mishlove, PhD

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the forgotten codes of love i'll teach my daughter [part 2]

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the forgotten codes of love i'll teach my daughter [part 1]

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your pain is real but your suffering is a story

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why medieval witches and modern alien experiencers are describing the same thing

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when magick went underground
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religious trauma and the silent toll on female emotional development (a roundtable with stephanie ann and alyssa grenfell)

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the 1000-year-old tibetan secret that makes western psychology look like child's play
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selective spiritual technophobia: why mystics and scientists are both getting AI wrong

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why shadow work is making you worse
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meme magic, hot mess eras, and digital disappearance with aiden arata

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the death of the people-pleaser: how self-abandonment becomes a survival strategy
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TDC_21: the secret sauce to awakening? paradox.

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cutting the cord, keeping the thread: how to stop repeating your parents’ coping mechanisms in adult life

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why age gap relationships aren’t normal: grooming, power, and emotional maturity

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the emotional cost of always being available (why you’re drowning in unread messages)

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you can’t domesticate venus: sex, power, and the archetypes running your life with dr. laurence hillman

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