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i hope my dreams were not already broken or taken away in hollywood

i cannot be a dreamer here where i live and i tell you why

i sounded terrible while writing songs, practicing so what i am not performing and the fragility on being an artist

i cannot hang out with sick mentally ill crazy criminals

i am tired of listening to sick people saying disturbing allegations ,lies regarding my privacy -for years

i hang out with whoever i want but i cannot hang out with someone who is evil or dangerous ,regardless of color, religion but then again i hang out or love whoever i want

i wish i had done something in the past but i got to move on

cause its true i do love you

talking about making the song tragedy is not what i am in 2002 ,how i thought about it in 1999,and made the demo in 2002 to write about overcoming tragedy, song i want you ,that i made in 1995 ,

forever on thru time, forever on through time- how i wrote the song a very long time , bmi ,published , and copyright protection

making the song forever on thru time a 2001song copyrighted and released and KLOS

my political afflilations - i am liberal democrat like clinton ,obama and always have and why?

trauma, outcast and struggle ,first demos 1992, got with BMI in 1993

dealing with sociopaths with no remorse who wants to take my dreams away

what i really said when it comes to gay rights ,or any civil rights because discrimination against gay people is wrong ,any discrimination , is wrong

AGAIN DO NOT BELIEVE THE CONARTISTS LIES ABOUT MY SONGWRITING

again ,these hoodlums saying lies that i signed my songs away ,own my home , and i hope the world knows,, I DID NOT SIGN AWAY MY SONGS AND I DONT HAVE ANYONE ELSE OWNS MY HOME

the truth can come with love for me

i have 6 followers on spotify -for now , the truth can come with love with me-

i only have 4 monthly listeners on spotify- i am not popular but its ok, i keep my head high, i am still persisting ,i believe in myself

haters trying to undermine my music aspirations to make it in hollywood ?

to my critics, haters, and ignorant ,and bigots- i dont listen

my song legendary released to the public on deezer,apple and spotify

talk about my song legendary that was released late last year

why do i constantly get these delusional people talking about my little home saying how much my home is worth and i dont know them - real estate fraud, criminal intent

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DB43JJQX

response to racists views on my podcast about human equality

All the races are equal , scientific research have proven it

what i said about me, my music ,sexuality is 100 percent truth!

gay is not a mental illness

the races are all equal biological -scientific research confirms

Interracial marriage is good because it is natural and right

i am ok ,are you ok , i am beautiful no matter what they say

gay community ,need to embrace gay men and women all shapes and sizes

supreme court decision colorado conversion therapy is wrong

thank you podcast followers for listening to me and showcase my music

why i am dealing with strangers who are targeting me and i dont know them or havent seen them in years or just live near them twenty two years ago ,and they are strangers

thanks to those who listened to my podcasts, i really appreciate it

dealing with evil human beings trying to steal my identity , id theft, fraud harrassment and stop me from being successful

dont listen to haters, liars say bad things about me- dove night online or elsewhere? its also defamation

allegations that my songwriting ideas from practicing in my home were stolen from alleged peeking??? hard to believe

sfvmhc inc is over for me - i am not going to be an employee -i told the clients,others etc.

my podcasts are entertainment and its not a medium for anyone to be concerned

i dont want to deal with any body from buffalo ny coming to LA to come around me without talking to me ,? because that is crazy

dealing with insanity ,harrassment- unfair targeting ,hate crime

i got to feel good about myself ,even though i am obese

starving artists who didnt yet get discovered like me after many years there is hope

some things that i heard, allegedly that doesnt make sense or is evil

acapella of title song i wrote with my mouth- I believe,

i had too many bad experiences but i am ok

i truly am color blind and open but not to evil people ,just to good people

talk about who won the oscar for original score and song and talk heavily about my experience with dreamkillers near me

life is not fair, and some in hollywood may have been unfair to me,but i keep going , despite hell being on earth

when i hear the haters, dreamkillers or negative people put me down ,i ignore them ,stay away from them always because something is wrong with them ,not me

have compassion for artists, alot of them have mental health diagnoses ,issues and drug and alcohol addictions

i am never going to join an amateur band or do it for fun when i am a professional

i may be a freak but i am not insane ,or dangerous

music from dove night https://open.spotify.com/artist/2lAcg9RfZbDl31MgMnQVTG?si=HNKnS47WQkeeiOlcWmCmRQ

i wont give up after all the failures, Fs and not getting the wrong answer, i got one life to live

i am an artist on podcast and please separate me the artist from the art, i have my own unique style but keep an open mind ,i am different when i am not a stage ,

the past is over, with i move on, the umbilical cord to the past is broken ,for me ,its all about the present - NOW! 2026 so i can concentrate on Now and the future

priorities

i dont deal with non sense- i only deal with myself 2026 ,not petty things or people who are ignorant ,dreamkillers or bigots

dove night music spotify https://open.spotify.com/artist/2lAcg9RfZbDl31MgMnQVTG?si=FKMWdhevTqecN1v_qef6Ug

i had a bad day vocally in practicing ,writing songs but its life ,i am writing ,singing for me inside my home ,no one else

valentines day is a day i cannot understand because i never found the right lover

i apologize to those who felt i was offensive but i was not ,i am an artist who is open minded

some of the music i have written ,registerd with BMI ( broadcast music )PRO and released to the public

leave the obamas alone- and any form of racism is wrong

play some of my songs i made ,written ,release professionally -sent on spotify,deezer,

written over 700 songs with Broadcast music inc (BMI) PRO and counting

steering clear of dangerous mentally ill neighbors strangers near me now

the grammys

be wary of strangers because i have to sometimes ,or at least be careful , so i dont attract a crazy or evil person to me

i am mad with the LAPD for locking up this stalking dangerous trash - who targeted me for years

listen to crazy sick people criminals sick gossip of me when i walk in my neighborhood- no lies

i talk about i am not famous -but i want to be famous , and fortune , grammys ,my copyrighted music

music released- some remastered and no plans to release more music in the near future for now- because i dont have a major record deal and tired of struggling for years and not making no money

living in the gutter book

years of dealing with a black mentally ill hoodlums , bad experiences and how i cannot judge people to be a sociopath based on race, i am color blind but evil cannot be seen ,it is in every color,

trying to live my life, write songs, but hearing evil mentally ill saying they are stealing my songs, sampling without permission and identity -false allegations?

staying away from ignorant people in my neighborhood who gossip and i keep to myself, ,i dont socialize with people in my neighborhood

whether its true or not i dont give a fuck ,something is wrong with thme

never was loved by hollywood or the world so how do i survive?

putting me down ! all night ! so evil and i paid my dues but i am going out on my own terms

eating disorder? and ignoring the rejections from others about my weight ,fat jokes

ignoring narcissists ,and people who put me down all the time= because they have mental problems not me

dealing with people who are out of touch with reality with me and LA and the world

books i had written

being a hollywood hopeful has been a horrendous experience

experience dealing with strangers neighbors who are insane

another crazy allegation by hoodlums saying they impersonated me with my music,identity?

if you are alone on the holidays ,you can deal with it, because you are never alone,and its just another day

songwriting book

abnormal book

why is this psycho call me nuts= for wanting me to promote my music

i did not write ,release music for some stranger to sample , steal without my permission

i am not working for low functioning unstable jobs, i got my masters degree and EJD

it s ok to be not ok, to have mental health issues, problems, diagnoses, i have ptsd but it is not ok to not get treatment

broken life?