All Episodes
I Have No Idea What I’m Doing — 99 episodes
Episode 97: Poetry Despite the Exhaustion of Adult Responsibility
Episode 96: Seven Days
Episode 95: Is Today for Poetry or Sadness?
Episode 94: Reflection and a Story Named Crushed
Episode 93: Supreme, My Ass: Another Rant About the American Dream/Nightmare
Episode 92: The Millennial American Dream/Nightmare Rant
Episode 91: I Just Want to Call My Mom
Episode 90: 2022 Me Looking at 2012 Me in More Ways Than I Realized
Episode 89: Mom, Movies, and Loneliness
Episode 88: I Promised My Cat I’d Exist
Episode 87: Creatively Tapped, Mentally All Over the Place
Episode 86: Mentally Burnt Out, Socially Unavailable
Episode 85: Another Quick One from Recovery City
Episode 84: Brief Update from Sickland
Episode 83: 2 Depressed 2 Struggle
Episode 82: Rattled by a Dream
Episode 81: A Week of Feeling Quiet
Episode 80: Mom-Week Recap and Grief Exhaustion
Episode 79: Mom-Week Begins, or Grasping at Straws to Stay Positive
Episode 78: Bad Thoughts Brain Time
Episode 77: Homesick for Things that No Longer Exist
Episode 76: Grief that Doesn’t Feel Like Mine to Have
Episode 75: The Eye Drama Migraine Times
Episode 74: A New Phase of Grief, and the First Ever Listener Email!
Episode 73: The Next Step in Vulnerability (also the Bad Jaw Episode)
Episode 72: Scared But Doing It Anyway
Episode 71: Mixed Emotions, Depleted Capacities
Episode 70: Making It to Christmas
Episode 69: The Dread and the Depression
Episode 68: Depression and Non-Linear Grief
Episode 67: Thanksgiving and then Some: An Eventful Two Weeks!
Episode 66: A Pre-Thanksgiving Hot Mess
Episode 65: Postponed Grief, Socializing, and Gluten-Free Holidays
Episode 64: An Unexpected Piece of Grief
Episode 63: Now and Then
Episode 62: Getting Up to Speed Part 2
Episode 61: Getting Up to Speed Part 1
Episode 60: Storytelling through Creative Collaboration
Episode 59: For the Love of Spider-Man
Episode 58: Creative Writing and a Sneak Peek at a Surprise
Episode 57: Coping Without Vices
Episode 56: Busy and Hard Times
Episode 55: The Good, the Bad, and the Anxiety
Episode 54: Death: Slowly Closing in All the Time
Episode 53: Control and Escape
Episode 52: My Happiness Highlights My Depression
Episode 51: Here’s to One Year
Episode 50: Major Burn Out and Depression
Episode 49: A Week of Shake Ups
Episode 48: Recharging and Reading
Episode 47: Redirecting Energy to Creativity
Episode 46: Sad, Wild, and Free
Episode 45: Whoops! That’s Depression!
Episode 44: A Dismount Away
Episode 43: Nerves About Normal
Episode 42: Leveled Out Anxiety and Tiny Pieces of Grief
Episode 41: Feeling Good, Feeling Grief
Episode 40: Creativity is my Life Raft
Episode 39: Combatting My Anxiety with Kindness, Escapism, and Focus
Episode 38: Mother’s Day: Panic and Pain Edition
Episode 37: Wrangling Anxiety
Episode 36: Do They Make ER Punch Cards? How Many Visits Do I Need for a Free Coffee?
Episode 35: Surprise, Extra Vulnerability?
Episode 34: The Second Easter
Episode 33: Always Creeping Up on Us
Episode 32: Creativity Saves the Day
Episode 31: Sad Time Anniversaries and Other Emotional Complexities
Episode 30: A Long Week of Grief
Episode 29: The One-Year Marker Approaches
Episode 15: Ups and Downs! Grief Abounds!
Episode 28: Fragility of Memory
Episode 27: The Lowest Energy
Episode 26: Month 11: Feeling Mom in the Silver Linings
Episode 25: Never a Boring Moment Around Here
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Episode 24: January Distractions and a Busy Birthday
Episode 23: Adrenaline City
Episode 22: A Delicate Balancing Act, or Ten Months and A Birthday Without You
Episode 21: Hey, Mom, I Made It?
Episode 20: A Very Occipital Neuralgia Holiday
Episode 19: For the Hunger After I'm Gone
Episode 18: The Poetry and Grief of Nine Months Without Mom
Episode 17: Thanksgiving Week, A History
Episode 16: Pre-TG Jitters or the Importance of Creating During the Worst Times
Episode 14: Showing Up and Doing the Work
Episode 13: Halloween, Writing, and the Importance of Rest Days
Episode 12: Grief, Anxiety, Depression, Flu Shots, Gun Shots, and Exhaustion in the Time of Corona
Episode 11: What a Week?!
Episode 10: Hooray for Double Digits!
Episode 9: Flawed Characters Made by Flawed People
Episode 8: Emotional Capacity vs the Weight of Everything
Episode 7: RBG, a Call to Action, and Therapy?
Episode 6: Moments of Grief
Episode 5: Finding Ways Back to Myself
Episode 4: The Six-Month Marker Approaches
Episode 3: Non-Linear Grief
Episode 2: The Learning Curve of Creating
Episode 1: Here We Go?
Episode 0: I Have No Idea What I'm Doing