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My dog will eat my face — 176 episodes
Some Peoples' Kids!
I have a falling addiction
I was the victim of a utility attack, just after a photo shoot.
Ignorance is Bliss
"All can be mastered by endurance." - Virgil
Schopenhaur Saves the Day!
Toolbox & Gratitude
I'm terrified of a box!
Warm Still is My Blood! (Corrected Version)
It's My Funeral and I can laugh if I want to!
Wow, We Really Are in a Little Submarine!
The Bronze Age Wants Its Beliefs Back
"To endure the unendurable." - Emperor Hirohito
Victimhood, Joy, Death, and Puppies
My Golf Game is Terrible.
Back in Black
Another Random Rant: Ukraine
A Recent Care Call and an Unsettling Perfection in a Final Resting Place
An Electoral Pet Peeve
Suffering from Withdrals
Am I manipulating? And, if so, Is it necessarily bad?
Three Beliefs and One Conclusion
Is Loss an Illusiion?
Vain Emotions and Their Destructive Nature
Being Ill in a Careless World
I Don't Want to Die as a Blueberry!
What Dreams May Come (and Freak Me Out)
Depression is Not a Destination
Cognitive Deprivation
Unsolicited Advice Can Be Fighting Words
"A brave man may fall, but he may not yield."
A Most Unpleasant Decision
A Special Episode: Why do we have to die?
A Reprise: What is it Like to be Dying?
The Handicap of a Great Mind
"I know most among the Greeks, because I know nothing," - Sacractes
Breaking the Silence
The Day the Water Stopped
A New Symptom in My Long Demise
Sol Invictus
Benzos and Puppies!
Health, Happiness, and Today's Magical Spells
I Thought Counselors Were Supposed to Help?
Watching the World Burn
The Way to a Man's Heart is Through the Stomach
Adulting
Cruel and Unusual Punishment
I'm a Stupid Lizard!
Narcissistic Trauma
A Long Story, But a Short Life.....?
Heeeere's Johnny...
Q&A Time With Yours Truly
"A brave man may stop, but he may not yield." - Virgil, Roman poet 1st Century
The Four (or Five?) Horseman
What Helped Me Through These Difficult Times
Putting Strategy to Life
Applying "Game Theory" to Real Life
Lost in Space
Being like Ibsen ain't so easy!
The Day of Reckoning
"All is lost." - Frederick the Great
The State of Things
Abbey Someone...
Blood results?! We don't need no stinkin' blood results!
"Savage passion quickly finds weapons." - Virgil, Aeneid 1st Century CE
Why I won't just shut up...
Txting with "she who shall not be named!"
Losing My Identity
An Unplanned Holiday Rant
Brief Update and Commentary on the Holidays
A conversation with a nurse on death...
Ableism. Wow, it DOES exist!
Having Gratitude
What's it Like to be Dying of CHF - The Ooey Gooey Stuff (Part 2/2)
What It's Like to Die - A Reprise (Episode 1/2)
The Best Part of My Life
Non je ne Regrette Rien
I Refuse to be a Victim
Recent News and Scottish Poets
A conversation with a hospice nurse...
Never Forget
LND
A Very Confusing Health Update
Returning to Normalcy
Revenge of the Potty Pad
My Trip to Crazytown
The Potty Pad that Changed the World
Meet My Best Friend
Recovery from the Depression and Doldrums of Living with CHF.
Mitigating Sadness
I'm on the cover of the NYT!
Some advice for fellow CHF sufferers
Syncope and other dirty words.
One May Want to Polish the Ol' Buggle
Stop Whining, Forgive Yourself
Full of vexation come I
No Regrets
Episodes not Found on TV
Suicide
Health Details and News of my Long Descent
Minor health update
Tackling the Taboo
My dealings with the mafioso
The Makings of a "Full" Life
New Season and Health Background for Posterity
Io Saturnalia!!
Did I waste my time in college?
Don't Roll In the Mud with the Piggies
To Die So Young
Thanksgiving
Livin' Ain't Easy, but Neither is Dying
Extra care and a loving family
Beware the Greek.... and everyone else?!
Tomorrow-Land
Like Autumn Leaves
My New World Order
London Bridge is Falling Down #dying #falling #hospice
The hardest components of my disease
My health disaster.
Inventory Day
That was not a vacation
Joy Overcoming My Calamity
Mental Health, Cannibalism, and other Taboos
The Good, the Bad, and the Cute Puppy
Clarity Through Calamity
Just when you thought things couldn't get any worse....
Loss is an Illusion
I Turned Purple for Independence Day
The Fog of War
Wow. This is so embarrassing.
Living a full life
My Foaming Little Madman
How I see my life: not unlike a collapsing empire
Some of the hardest days of my life, like tobacco soaked nettles through the eurethra
Chairs can be vicious!
A new normal
Falling Down - with less Michael Douglas
A question about support reveals a dramatic change in world view
A revisit of isolation and questioning why I don't fear it
Stiff upper lift! Think of England! A look into victimhood and how much I despise it.
The severe pain and failure of each day.
History of a career: part 2 of 2
I'm in a living hell.
A history of my career. Part 1 of 2.
More reflections and sharing of writings from Orlando jail.
Episode 30: further exploration of my readings from Orlando jail.
Readings from Orlando Jail
Seeking Joy While the World Crumbles
A good life and good death both from the same spring.
A brief repose and message for loved ones
Bonus episode: my heart failure classifications and my judgment of my life
An online discussion I had with someone regarding death and dying. And I sound high throughout.
A new dog in town: the good, the bad, and the ugly.
Fighting my battles, and winning, and the new hope it brings.
Why am I still here?
Someone old died. And happy new year.
Io Saturnalia!
My problems with finding happiness
O' where art thou, O' Occam?
Living in stupid, stupid fear
Navigating Loss While Lost
My Dog Will Eat My Face: episode 13 AN IMPORTANT PODCAST UPDATE
Being alone, lonely, and independent.
First podcast! Holy smokes! Republish)
Living well while falling into a well
Birthday and a "sick note"
Defending yourself! It can be full of ugly situations and even self-destructive; if you let it!
Runaway! Runaway! My handling of dangerous situations.
Overcoming Imaginary Crises
Health Update!
Health update! Special "bonus" episode for the morbidly curious.
What do they know of England, those who only know England.
What it's like to be dying. Part 2: The emotional and ooey gooey stuff. #hospice #heart #dying
Episode 3: What it's like to be dying. Part 1: Gravity is my new arch-nemesis #hospice #heart #dying
Episode 2: My Street Cred and Hope
My Dog Will Eat My Face Trailer #hospice #journal #dying #heart