All episodes

Episode 114 - Before You Become the Next Headline | + Drama + Music

Episode 113 — That Didn't Sound Like You | When the Pastor Becomes the Performance | + Drama

Episode 112 - What Are You Doing With Their Trust | + Drama + Song

Episode 111 - Whose Disappointment Are You Most Afraid of? | + Drama + Song

Special Episode 3 — Terry Gurno: A Legacy of Unyielding Hope

Episode 110 - His Strength Is Perfect… Is Ours? | + Original Song "Put it in Gear"

Episode 109 - Who Told You to Carry That? | + Original Song "I Was Never Meant to Carry This"

Episode 108 - I Think I Am Secretly Selfish | + Original Song "Secret Agent Self"

Episode 107 - Sabbath Rest - The Pastor Who Can't Stop

Episode 106 - The Pastor Who Never Gets Caught | + Drama

Episode 105 - Cast Your Cares | + Original Song "Cast"

Episode 104 - Intentions I + Drama + Original Song "Humble Pride"

Episode 103 - After the Words Leave Your Mouth | + Drama + Original Song "I Can't Undo It"

Episode 102 - Taming the Tongue | + Original Song "Why?"

Episode 101 - Your Brain Is Trained by What You Entertain: Reels, Temptation, and Recovery | + Drama + Song

Episode 100 - The Story Is Not Over | + Drama + Original Song "The Bridges That Brought Me Here"

Episode 99 - Grace Has Always Been the Hero

Episode 98 - The Mistake You Can't Stop Thinking About

Episode 97 - Devil's Been Lying to You | + Original Song "Keep Riding"

Episode 96 - Come Apart Before You Come Apart | + Original Song "Ready to Get Back"

Episode 95 - Look How Far You've Come | + Original Song "Hitherto"

Episode 94 - The People God Sent | + Original Song "The People God Sent"

Episode 93 - Retiring Without Losing Your Purpose | + Original Song "Seasons"

Episode 92 - Always On - Pastors ADHD and the Guilt of Rest | + Original Song "Downshift"

Episode 91 - Everbody Else | + Original Song "Everybody Else"

Episode 90 - Called… But Not Ready Yet | + Original Song "Not Ready Yet"

Episode 89 - Another Church Town | + Original Song "Another Church Town"

Episode 88 - Struggling Children and You Can’t Fix It | + Original Song "I'll Leave the Porch Light On"

Episode 87 - Don’t Forget Her - Loving Your Wife | + Original Song "Still In Your Corner"

Episode 86 - I tried and it Didn't work (So I Stopped) | + Original Song "Me"

Episode 85 - Loneliness by Choice - From Isolation to Connection | + Original Song "Known"

Episode 84 - That Slow Drift | + Original Song "Drift"

Episode 83 - TSP | Part 9 - That I May Be Reasonably Happy + Song "The Serenity Prayer"

Episode 82 - TSP | Part 8 - Trusting That You Will Make All Things Right +Song "What If I Stay"

Episode 81 - TSP | Part 7 - Taking As Jesus Did This Sinful World + Song "Why Can't the World"

Episode 80 - TSP | Part 6 - Accepting Hardship as a Pathway to Peace + Original Song "Peace"

Episode 79 - TSP | Part 5 - Living One Day At A Time

Episode 78 - TSP | Part 4 - Wisdom to Know the Difference + Original Worship w/Stone & Mercy

Episode 77 - TSP | Part 3 - Courage to Change the Things I Can + Original Song "When It's My Turn"

Episode 76 - TSP | Part 2 - Accept the Things I Can Not Change + Original Song "When God is First"

Episode 75 - TSP | Part 1 - God, Grant Me the Serenity + Featuring "The Serenity Prayer"

Episode 74 - The Twelve Steps Recap | Recovery as a Lifelong Practice

Episode 73 - STEP TWELVE | From Recovery to Responsibility + Original Song "Just Passing the Light"

Episode 72 - STEP ELEVEN | Listening Before Speaking + Original Song "Face Down on the Table"

Episode 71 - STEP TEN | Stay Ready Stay Free + Original Song "I'm Keeping the Backpack Light"

Episode 70 - STEP NINE | Making Amends Without Making a Mess + Original Song "My Side of the Street"

Episode 69 - STEP EIGHT | Owning the Damage I’ve Done + Original Song "The Bubbleator"

Episode 68 - STEP SEVEN | Letting God Heal the Pastor, Not the Performer

BONUS - Tripping Over Myself + Original Song "Tripping Over Myself"

Episode 67 - STEP SIX | Being Willing To Change + Original Song "No More Defending"

Episode 66 – STEP FIVE | Confessing, Not Preaching + Original Song “Hats”

Episode 65 — STEP FOUR | Taking Honest Inventory + Original Song “In Your Eyes"

Episode 64 — STEP THREE | Laying Down Control + Original Song “Lay It Down Again”

Bonus - Praise That Changes Us | When Worship Opens Our Eyes

Episode 63 — STEP TWO | Letting God Be God Again + Original Song “I Can’t Fix It, But He Can”

Episode 62 - STEP ONE | Facing the Mirror + Original Song "Facin' The Mirror"

Episode 61 — The Twelve Steps for a Pastor in Recovery (Overview) + Original Song “No More Fakin’ It”

Episode 60 – Social Media: Perfect Feed

Episode 59 - Food Feelings and Finding Balance

Episode 58 - Criticism Without Crumbling

Episode 57 – Shame (Part 2) - Shame, Sin, and the Way Out

Episode 56 – Shame (Part 1) - The Weight We Shouldn’t Carry

Episode 55 - Feeling Like A Victim (Part 3) What Safe Leadership Looks Like

Episode 54 - Feeling Like a Victim (Part 2) When you are experiencing Spiritual Abuse

Episode 53 – Feeling Like a Victim (Part 1) When It’s Not Abuse

Episode 52 - The Cycle of Pursuit (Mini-series Part 3)

Episode 51 - When Passion Becomes Obsession - Discerning the Fire God Gave Us (Mini-series Part 2)

Episode 50 - The Cost of the Tower - What Would I Trade (Mini-series Part 1)

Episode 49 - The Covering We Never Got—But Still Need

Episode 48 - When You Feel Rejected - You Only Heal What You Reveal

Episode 47 - Finding Freedom From Porn - Identifying Your Triggers - Those 2 AM Binges and Gods Plan for Victory

Episode 46 - Legacy Over Ego - A Weekend with the Motodudes

Episode 45 - Why Relationships Matter in Recovery

Episode 44 - Confessions of a Pastor Who Didn’t Think He Needed Recovery

Episode 43 - Forgiven by God...But Not By Me

Episode 42 - You Still Have a Voice – Honoring the Aging Shepherd

Episode 41 - When Hope Feels Gone — A Word to the Pastor Who’s Hurting

Announcement: Changing Episode Release Times

Episode 40 - Challenge to the Young Pastor - What They Didn’t Teach You in Bible College

Episode 39 - Getting Out of God’s Way - When Our Pride Hijacks the Pulpit

Episode 38 - Prayer and Recovery: The Third Option

Episode 37 - Raw Lessons the Road to London Taught Me (Part 2) - There is Joy Ahead

Episode 36 - Raw Lessons the Road to London Taught Me (Part 1) - The Power of Presence

Episode 35 - My Testimony - A Pastor in Recovery

Episode 34 – Hebrews 3:13 | Don’t Miss the Dandelions

Episode 33 - Jesus: The Leader We Long to Be (But Sometimes Fail To Be)

Episode 32 - When Church Planting Breaks You - Through Failure and Recovery

Episode 31 - When the Nest Empties & Ministry Ends - Navigating Transition Without Losing Yourself

Episode 30 - Hurting to Healing - Janine's Story From Pastor's Wife To Midwife

Episode 29 – Called, Broken, and Faithful: How Pastor Brian’s Obedience Fueled a Thriving Church

Episode 28 - Investing in Others - The Key to Growth and Recovery

Episode 27 - Breaking the Silence: Faith, Mental Health, and the Power of Hope (Interview)

Episode 26 - Rediscovering Joy in Ministry - A Call to Pastors

Episode 25 - (Part Two) Faith through the Fight: Terry’s Battle with Colon Cancer

Episode 24 - (Part One) Rediscovering Identity: Terry's Journey through Ministry and Heartache

Episode 23 - Habits Are Learned in Real-Time and Changed in Real-Time

Special Episode - Announcement About Upcoming Interviews

Episode 22 - Gratitude - A Key to Recovery

Episode 21 - Lost Identity: Who Am I If I Am Not A Pastor?

Episode 20 - Breaking the Cycle of Sin: A Journey of Redemption for Pastors