All Episodes

when god restores your life show no mercy

i like to cut the grass real low too kanye

facing the HELL WITHIN to let it go & return to love

dont be afraid to end up alone in fact most women do anyways

9 years of financial duress & yet still abundantly blessed 💎

DNOTS: the human JOB experience // christian mystic

DNOTS: feeling old, ugly & toothless - biblical JOB experience

i got a movein offer i couldn't refuse (homeless to housed in 35 days)

eckhart tolle was homeless for 2 years and said he liked it // true joy

prison purgatory planet earth ~ my rock bottom episode 😭

destitute woman: she never loved me LIKE THAT (acim special love)

finally meeting the abandoned, worthless, destitute ME 🫶

my 3 year depression + anhedonia

seasons of life: slavery 2 wilderness 2 promised land (over & over again)

me describing what purgatory consciousness looks/feels like...

destitute woman: homeless 3 times in 10 years (the humiliation & toll)

i wouldn't trade my dad for the world (happy father's day) 💜

desire 125: craving, addiction, desperate need (childhood demons)

surviving earth purgatory + sooo tired of the "love yourself" BS

Being Human & Living Your Best Life Is HUMILIATING

Finally Leaving Las Vegas & My Biggest Purge Behind

Returning To My Body & Feeling Again (Healing Food Addiction)

DNOTS: hating this life & human existence (wanting to die)

still living my fullest life + moving back to California

the traumatized child within asking 4 love & healing

the greatest act of LOVE - taking good care of yourself (healthy selfishness)

you get no gold star for suffering (no punishment, just grace)

Is marriage really a Queen's best option for an A+ life?

Releasing DREAD & Creating Pleasure Instead

guilt = unworthy (how to let it go)

Goldilocks Effect & The Scary Truth About DESIRE

dnots: it always gets better (you will be ok) 🤍

my 3 years dark night of the soul in las vegas

Apathy / Hopelessness - Suicidal, Crushed, Zombie-Like

mental illness / depression & anxiety HEALING ☀️

Facing Failure, Giving Up & Humiliation w/ Grace

Mental / Physical Illness Is A PURGE (DNOTS)

midlife crisis & ego death // purging mental illness

Stupid Anxiety * Dark Energy Blessings // Stephanie Buttermore RIP

If It's Not Perfect/Ideal - It's Not Done YET

Happy New Year ~ ACIM & Forgiving 2 Find Peace Within

happiness, abundance & another perfect day 💛

savoring today & ending things on a high note 🥂

embrace the unknown & walk by faith/trust *daily miracles 💫

LIFE IS A SPIRITUAL GAME 🎮 #worthy

Everything is always working out for me/us - best case scenario!

it's ok, it's all good, i am safe & well (healing shame/humiliation) 💛

i am worthy 4 existing & my desires R worthy too // abundance 💎

goodbye hardships, hello good life 🦋

emptying out into stillness & peace (forgiveness/grace)

a butterfly emerging into heavenly realms (milk & honey) 🦋

Facing Humiliation / Being Still & Present In The Unknown

Letting Go of Abandonment, Terror & Hatred w/ Money // Receiving Abundance

Deal with things.

how to experience a life of miracles (high vibes)

a fresh new chapter: i see my promised land ☀️

i dont ever have to stay where it's horrible (im free)

Im loyal to myself.

the dressmaker / kate winslet - old earth is hell

Narc, Parasite, Demonic Men Collapsing/Dying Off

Just learn to say no & goodbye, queen.

unusual qualities in an alpha female (hint: she's the quietest one...)

high vibe, happy & unbothered (better humans are coming)

im healed: not sorry & wish Id acted worse / escaping crabs in bucket

New Earth: Only High Vibes Now (Consciousness 200+ Only)

What We're Really Afraid Of Is Our GREATNESS ⭐️

Don't play with low vibe anything - ice them out!

Adult Autism: Self-Compassion, Simplify/Eliminate + HEALING

high vibes = heaven on earth (consciousness 200+) 💞

Avoid The Unhappy & Unlucky // Death Below Consciousness 200 ☠️

Trusting God & Myself Completely (Consciousness 200+)

autism: always told i was wrong but learning i was RIGHT

Being The Star of My Movie (Co-Stars, NPCs & Bckgrnd Ppl)

autism pains: i bruised their ego / rejected them & had hell to pay

LIMERANCE & Failed Romantic Relationships * Female Autism

adult female autism: misunderstood & hated over nothing

adult undiagnosed autism - a life of trauma & heartbreak

Am I Undiagnosed Adult Autistic/Aspergers? The Signs...

Staying Ageless + Leading Your Man CORRECT (Matriarchy)

Overwhelmed & numbing out w/ food, drugs, porn, etc. - instead, be still & feel.

From Hell To Purgatory To Heavenly Realms of Consciousness (200+)

fury: it's simply [perceived] unrequited love 💔

Flawed Villain, De-Centering Men & My Ideal SIMP 💘

Being BRAND NEW 🌞

U Had It Right The First Time // Ridiculous Fem Confidence

Fresh Body Positivity, Safety/Immunity & Ignoring The 3D

Midsize Curvygirl RANT! ❤️‍🔥

Female Empowerment: My Mother Passed Me The Torch... 🏃🏽‍♀️

How I Stood Up & Defeated Every Single Bully / Demon 👊

Toddler behavior. Never ever feel sorry for a grown man.

"Because I can." // Mindset For EXCEPTIONAL Women

Averageness + Being That Happy & Fulfilled Woman 💛

Shame & Guilt They Make No Sense (They Lie)

Hot Naughty Baddie Yup... 🫦

WIN Every Single Battle/War With Persistence + Integrity

Every Sane Man Will SIMP Before A Queen 🙇‍♂️

ill never again be gaslit out of my pleasures/desires

WORTHY Queen Bee & Shot Caller

that quiet still natural happiness within 🪷

a virtuous woman fully faces her dark side 🖤

Demonic/Dark Energy Dies Amidst PRESENCE ☀️

Outgrowing The Hell of Narcissists (They're All Gone!)

Being A Kind, Gracious + RUTHLESS Queen

Healing Trapped Ick & Disgust - I.e. SHAME

Let Them Go, Raise Your Vibe & Gain Perfect Health

How The Unfavorable DIES In My 3D Reality (Non-Reaction)

HEALTH Is A Manifestation of A HIGH VIBE (Letting Go)

My People/Friends Have Real Character & Integrity

A New Earth Where Good Wins & Evil Loses

The LIE of My Inner Shame & Disgust (Trypophobia)

Don't force happiness - happiness will come on its own.

Following My Highest Excitement Has Always Brought Me Success

Privacy, Gatekeeping & Being A Mysterious Bitch 🖤

SAVAGE NON-REACTION ✌️

somehow & someway everything always works out perfectly 🙏

Purging + Healing My Years-Long Fatigue/Exhaustion

How To Be SANE & Mentally Well [In An Insane World] 🫶🏼

Staying Kind, Surviving & Thriving + Allowing Karma

i like my perfect little life (childless & free)

Manifesting: Persist Thru The Final Bang & GET IT

Surprise, I'm supposed to FEEL GOOD always!

Betrayal, BS Criticism & Accepting My Own Perfection

All I Want For Christmas Is ME // Happy Solitude

Being The Center of Attention, Being HER (It's my turn)

overcoming jealous hate/slander & somehow landing on top

Facing Subconscious FEAR (Why I was always running...)

LOVE Is Where Polarity Meets // Wholeness & Acceptance

Facing Hatred & Returning To Love

Liars Will Always Be Losers // Authenticity Wins

A Healed Woman Is UNSTOPPABLE

ive lived an innocent & blameless life // being above reproach

Jealous of me & hated all my life - just for existing!

I Quickly Remove All Jealous, Crazy, Monitoring Spirits

i'm taking my time on my ride (time is an illusion)

friends first & only romancing top tier men

You've Nothing To Prove/Accomplish, Goddess

How I Lost 40 Pounds (Slowly, Effortlessly & NO STARVING)

Respect Yourself, Live Proudly & BE HER

i never skipped any steps // fem demurity & fantasticness

Accidentally Re-Creating High School + Facing Them Bitches

Act Humble, Be Exalted & GET IT ALL

We Came Here For Happiness & Joy!

Moving Thru Change, Depression & Goodbyes GRACEFULLY

AVERAGE Is The Most Beautiful Thing Possible (Bliss)

Follow CURRENT Passions & Find The Will To Live Again

Mother-Wound Healing + Being A Grown Ass Woman

From Side Chick To MAIN CHIC!

Becoming A Stoic & Non-Reactive Queen

Going Into The SILENCE + Rainbows After Storms 🌈

The Ick, Rejection & Drying Up (Time To Move On!)

Feeling better. Feeling good. (Raising Vibration)

why i hated my birthday & learning to celebrate ME

Nope I'm Not Grateful For Shitty Stuff...

christianity + the jems i took

When I'm just done + NEVER AGAINS

My Rare Take On Feminine Provision & Financial Security 🌸

Unhealed Trauma Triggers Physical Pain/Illness (How To Heal)

Prettiness, Agelessness & Perfect Health (HEALING)

Feel, Revenge, Revise & MANIFEST

Beauty Is My Life's Passion 🌹

Manifesting Tips + I'm Just Here For Fun! 🌎

Receiving it all from a man (w/o having to marry him).

His looks matter, too. Be BRUTAL how he's been with you.

Hotter & Hotter Every Year

Be Ruthless With The Ruthless

A Man's Purpose Is To Be A Love-Slave To His Queen

Snotty Bitch: I Don't Like Or Include Most People

My Life Of Letting Go, Faith & Adventure

Eldest Daughter HEALING + Manifesting Better

REVENGE Is A Dish Best Served Cold 😈

Discarding All Horrible MEN For Good

My Main Character Star Energy

Fairy Tale Love Is Real So Don't Settle

My HotGirl Transformation & Why I Did It

I call the shots, not him.

Does a Queen really need FRIENDS?

Vixens, BadBitches & HotGirls Must Date Differently

Healing & Forgiveness I Don't Rush... 😿

Hot Queen Top 1% I Don't Fucking Care!! 🦄

No 2nd Chances For Cheaters

Character, Karma & Cutting Off Horrible People

A Beautiful Aura (She Takes It All)

Exclusive Bitch: Hotgirl Problems + Pretty Privilege

How I Get Any Man/Woman I Want

I Don't Work For Money I Manifest It

Not A Lady Anymore - Goodbye Nicegirl

No Apologies & No Regrets // Living Full-Out

Transformation: My New HotGirl Mindset

Aura/Vibe TRUMPS Physical Beauty

Plus-Size HotGirl Baddie Vibes

High-Vibe Grooming, Selfcare + Beauty

I'm Conceited I Got A Reason

Top-Notch Curvygirl Lifestyle

Curvygirl ED Recovery Tips (A-Typical Anorexia) 💝

Embracing My DARK FEMININITY

Light + Dark Feminine Energy

Curvygirl Eating Disorder Recovery Journey

Connie Ryan: Living Full-Out & Cancer-Free

A Healthy Balance of BOTH Masculine + Feminine Energy

Stephanie Williams: Music Biz, Worthiness & Femininity

Missy Renee: Neville Goddard Manifesting Queen

Babs Rambold: Manifesting + Core Beliefs Goddess

Lauren Loveless: Wifey, Having It All + Plexus Lexus