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The Curvy Jem Podcast — 210 episodes
middle-age wisdom: build ONLY what's IDEAL / aim 4 perfect
When she burns it all to the ground. DKOTS
what depression accomplishes (insights after 3 years depressed)
new earth queen: name tarnished. integrity kept. humiliation ritual complete.
empath recovery: learning to decline most people & favors
why my wilderness season took 10 years
Awakening: Realizing You've Been Asleep In Hell
when god restores your life show no mercy
i like to cut the grass real low too kanye
facing the HELL WITHIN to let it go & return to love
dont be afraid to end up alone in fact most women do anyways
9 years of financial duress & yet still abundantly blessed 💎
DNOTS: the human JOB experience // christian mystic
DNOTS: feeling old, ugly & toothless - biblical JOB experience
i got a movein offer i couldn't refuse (homeless to housed in 35 days)
eckhart tolle was homeless for 2 years and said he liked it // true joy
prison purgatory planet earth ~ my rock bottom episode 😭
destitute woman: she never loved me LIKE THAT (acim special love)
finally meeting the abandoned, worthless, destitute ME 🫶
my 3 year depression + anhedonia
seasons of life: slavery 2 wilderness 2 promised land (over & over again)
me describing what purgatory consciousness looks/feels like...
destitute woman: homeless 3 times in 10 years (the humiliation & toll)
i wouldn't trade my dad for the world (happy father's day) 💜
desire 125: craving, addiction, desperate need (childhood demons)
surviving earth purgatory + sooo tired of the "love yourself" BS
Being Human & Living Your Best Life Is HUMILIATING
Finally Leaving Las Vegas & My Biggest Purge Behind
Returning To My Body & Feeling Again (Healing Food Addiction)
DNOTS: hating this life & human existence (wanting to die)
still living my fullest life + moving back to California
the traumatized child within asking 4 love & healing
the greatest act of LOVE - taking good care of yourself (healthy selfishness)
you get no gold star for suffering (no punishment, just grace)
Is marriage really a Queen's best option for an A+ life?
Releasing DREAD & Creating Pleasure Instead
guilt = unworthy (how to let it go)
Goldilocks Effect & The Scary Truth About DESIRE
dnots: it always gets better (you will be ok) 🤍
my 3 years dark night of the soul in las vegas
Apathy / Hopelessness - Suicidal, Crushed, Zombie-Like
mental illness / depression & anxiety HEALING ☀️
Facing Failure, Giving Up & Humiliation w/ Grace
Mental / Physical Illness Is A PURGE (DNOTS)
midlife crisis & ego death // purging mental illness
Stupid Anxiety * Dark Energy Blessings // Stephanie Buttermore RIP
If It's Not Perfect/Ideal - It's Not Done YET
Happy New Year ~ ACIM & Forgiving 2 Find Peace Within
happiness, abundance & another perfect day 💛
savoring today & ending things on a high note 🥂
embrace the unknown & walk by faith/trust *daily miracles 💫
LIFE IS A SPIRITUAL GAME 🎮 #worthy
Everything is always working out for me/us - best case scenario!
it's ok, it's all good, i am safe & well (healing shame/humiliation) 💛
i am worthy 4 existing & my desires R worthy too // abundance 💎
goodbye hardships, hello good life 🦋
emptying out into stillness & peace (forgiveness/grace)
a butterfly emerging into heavenly realms (milk & honey) 🦋
Facing Humiliation / Being Still & Present In The Unknown
Letting Go of Abandonment, Terror & Hatred w/ Money // Receiving Abundance
Deal with things.
how to experience a life of miracles (high vibes)
a fresh new chapter: i see my promised land ☀️
i dont ever have to stay where it's horrible (im free)
Im loyal to myself.
the dressmaker / kate winslet - old earth is hell
Narc, Parasite, Demonic Men Collapsing/Dying Off
Just learn to say no & goodbye, queen.
unusual qualities in an alpha female (hint: she's the quietest one...)
high vibe, happy & unbothered (better humans are coming)
im healed: not sorry & wish Id acted worse / escaping crabs in bucket
New Earth: Only High Vibes Now (Consciousness 200+ Only)
What We're Really Afraid Of Is Our GREATNESS ⭐️
Don't play with low vibe anything - ice them out!
Adult Autism: Self-Compassion, Simplify/Eliminate + HEALING
high vibes = heaven on earth (consciousness 200+) 💞
Avoid The Unhappy & Unlucky // Death Below Consciousness 200 ☠️
Trusting God & Myself Completely (Consciousness 200+)
autism: always told i was wrong but learning i was RIGHT
Being The Star of My Movie (Co-Stars, NPCs & Bckgrnd Ppl)
autism pains: i bruised their ego / rejected them & had hell to pay
LIMERANCE & Failed Romantic Relationships * Female Autism
adult female autism: misunderstood & hated over nothing
adult undiagnosed autism - a life of trauma & heartbreak
Am I Undiagnosed Adult Autistic/Aspergers? The Signs...
Staying Ageless + Leading Your Man CORRECT (Matriarchy)
Overwhelmed & numbing out w/ food, drugs, porn, etc. - instead, be still & feel.
From Hell To Purgatory To Heavenly Realms of Consciousness (200+)
fury: it's simply [perceived] unrequited love 💔
Flawed Villain, De-Centering Men & My Ideal SIMP 💘
Being BRAND NEW 🌞
U Had It Right The First Time // Ridiculous Fem Confidence
Fresh Body Positivity, Safety/Immunity & Ignoring The 3D
Midsize Curvygirl RANT! ❤️🔥
Female Empowerment: My Mother Passed Me The Torch... 🏃🏽♀️
How I Stood Up & Defeated Every Single Bully / Demon 👊
Toddler behavior. Never ever feel sorry for a grown man.
"Because I can." // Mindset For EXCEPTIONAL Women
Averageness + Being That Happy & Fulfilled Woman 💛
Shame & Guilt They Make No Sense (They Lie)
Hot Naughty Baddie Yup... 🫦
WIN Every Single Battle/War With Persistence + Integrity
Every Sane Man Will SIMP Before A Queen 🙇♂️
ill never again be gaslit out of my pleasures/desires
WORTHY Queen Bee & Shot Caller
that quiet still natural happiness within 🪷
a virtuous woman fully faces her dark side 🖤
Demonic/Dark Energy Dies Amidst PRESENCE ☀️
Outgrowing The Hell of Narcissists (They're All Gone!)
Being A Kind, Gracious + RUTHLESS Queen
Healing Trapped Ick & Disgust - I.e. SHAME
Let Them Go, Raise Your Vibe & Gain Perfect Health
How The Unfavorable DIES In My 3D Reality (Non-Reaction)
HEALTH Is A Manifestation of A HIGH VIBE (Letting Go)
My People/Friends Have Real Character & Integrity
A New Earth Where Good Wins & Evil Loses
The LIE of My Inner Shame & Disgust (Trypophobia)
Don't force happiness - happiness will come on its own.
Following My Highest Excitement Has Always Brought Me Success
Privacy, Gatekeeping & Being A Mysterious Bitch 🖤
SAVAGE NON-REACTION ✌️
somehow & someway everything always works out perfectly 🙏
Purging + Healing My Years-Long Fatigue/Exhaustion
How To Be SANE & Mentally Well [In An Insane World] 🫶🏼
Staying Kind, Surviving & Thriving + Allowing Karma
i like my perfect little life (childless & free)
Manifesting: Persist Thru The Final Bang & GET IT
Surprise, I'm supposed to FEEL GOOD always!
Betrayal, BS Criticism & Accepting My Own Perfection
All I Want For Christmas Is ME // Happy Solitude
Being The Center of Attention, Being HER (It's my turn)
overcoming jealous hate/slander & somehow landing on top
Facing Subconscious FEAR (Why I was always running...)
LOVE Is Where Polarity Meets // Wholeness & Acceptance
Facing Hatred & Returning To Love
Liars Will Always Be Losers // Authenticity Wins
A Healed Woman Is UNSTOPPABLE
ive lived an innocent & blameless life // being above reproach
Jealous of me & hated all my life - just for existing!
I Quickly Remove All Jealous, Crazy, Monitoring Spirits
i'm taking my time on my ride (time is an illusion)
friends first & only romancing top tier men
You've Nothing To Prove/Accomplish, Goddess
How I Lost 40 Pounds (Slowly, Effortlessly & NO STARVING)
Respect Yourself, Live Proudly & BE HER
i never skipped any steps // fem demurity & fantasticness
Accidentally Re-Creating High School + Facing Them Bitches
Act Humble, Be Exalted & GET IT ALL
We Came Here For Happiness & Joy!
Moving Thru Change, Depression & Goodbyes GRACEFULLY
AVERAGE Is The Most Beautiful Thing Possible (Bliss)
Follow CURRENT Passions & Find The Will To Live Again
Mother-Wound Healing + Being A Grown Ass Woman
From Side Chick To MAIN CHIC!
Becoming A Stoic & Non-Reactive Queen
Going Into The SILENCE + Rainbows After Storms 🌈
The Ick, Rejection & Drying Up (Time To Move On!)
Feeling better. Feeling good. (Raising Vibration)
why i hated my birthday & learning to celebrate ME
Nope I'm Not Grateful For Shitty Stuff...
christianity + the jems i took
When I'm just done + NEVER AGAINS
My Rare Take On Feminine Provision & Financial Security 🌸
Unhealed Trauma Triggers Physical Pain/Illness (How To Heal)
Prettiness, Agelessness & Perfect Health (HEALING)
Feel, Revenge, Revise & MANIFEST
Beauty Is My Life's Passion 🌹
Manifesting Tips + I'm Just Here For Fun! 🌎
Receiving it all from a man (w/o having to marry him).
His looks matter, too. Be BRUTAL how he's been with you.
Hotter & Hotter Every Year
Be Ruthless With The Ruthless
A Man's Purpose Is To Be A Love-Slave To His Queen
Snotty Bitch: I Don't Like Or Include Most People
My Life Of Letting Go, Faith & Adventure
Eldest Daughter HEALING + Manifesting Better
REVENGE Is A Dish Best Served Cold 😈
Discarding All Horrible MEN For Good
My Main Character Star Energy
Fairy Tale Love Is Real So Don't Settle
My HotGirl Transformation & Why I Did It
I call the shots, not him.
Does a Queen really need FRIENDS?
Vixens, BadBitches & HotGirls Must Date Differently
Healing & Forgiveness I Don't Rush... 😿
Hot Queen Top 1% I Don't Fucking Care!! 🦄
No 2nd Chances For Cheaters
Character, Karma & Cutting Off Horrible People
A Beautiful Aura (She Takes It All)
Exclusive Bitch: Hotgirl Problems + Pretty Privilege
How I Get Any Man/Woman I Want
I Don't Work For Money I Manifest It
Not A Lady Anymore - Goodbye Nicegirl
No Apologies & No Regrets // Living Full-Out
Transformation: My New HotGirl Mindset
Aura/Vibe TRUMPS Physical Beauty
Plus-Size HotGirl Baddie Vibes
High-Vibe Grooming, Selfcare + Beauty
I'm Conceited I Got A Reason
Top-Notch Curvygirl Lifestyle
Curvygirl ED Recovery Tips (A-Typical Anorexia) 💝
Embracing My DARK FEMININITY
Light + Dark Feminine Energy
Curvygirl Eating Disorder Recovery Journey
Connie Ryan: Living Full-Out & Cancer-Free
A Healthy Balance of BOTH Masculine + Feminine Energy
Stephanie Williams: Music Biz, Worthiness & Femininity
Missy Renee: Neville Goddard Manifesting Queen
Babs Rambold: Manifesting + Core Beliefs Goddess
Lauren Loveless: Wifey, Having It All + Plexus Lexus