The Curvy Jem Podcast

Middle-aged wisdom: build only whats perfect so you dont have to burn it down. If unsure, be still and do little/nothing. Wait on God and the inner voice to guide u. The answers will eventually come! You are here to live your best, dream & perfect life - nothing less. xo 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

When she burns it all to the ground. Even a dark night of the soul comes from love & returns to love. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

What depression accomplishes. Strangely, I find it/depression comes from love and returns to love, too. Here are my insights after 3 years of severely depressed, anxious and chronically fatigued. FYI - i am coming out of it, finally. I am feeling, slowly, better & better. xo 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

New earth queen - name tarnished, integrity kept, humilation ritual complete. In time the truth is always revealed and I take great comfort in that. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Empath recovery - saying no thankyou to most people, places and things. Declining most offers, favors and transactions in order to protect your peace. Honoring the little things you need in order to have a happy life. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Why my wilderness season took 10 years. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Awakening: realizing youve been asleep, in Hell. Thankfully, a new earth/Heaven on earth is coming. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

When God restores your life (and He will - tenfold) show no mercy. Our once in a lifetime, manyyy years long, excruciating Job experience. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Only top tier humans for me - everyone else may go. Facing the abandonment, betrayal, hatred/jealousy that ive endured over the past 10 years of enlightenment. I really want something different, something better. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Facing the hell within in order to let it go & to return to love. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Singleness, childlessness, aging, ending up alone, being unique & not being the safe-bet (ie wifey type) lol ~ yet being the one everybody loves the most. Also, got my first mammogram and had some interesting insights. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

9ish years of unbelieveable financial duress while single/alone - and yet still abundantly blessed. How facing poverty consciousness head-on (something Ive been steeped in since childhood), over & over again, seems to be healing me of this mental illness so many of us face. Ive learned God, love, my world and money has my back. Im learning to trust, let go and surrender bc no matter what, at the end of the day, Ive always been provided for. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Dark night of the soul. The human once in a lifetime JOB [from the Bible] experience. My Christian mystic take on things. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong Note: I talk about forgiveness and I want to clarify that it will release YOU. Forgiveness is for us. Once we make peace and let go of anger, hatred & bitterness we can move peacefully into the NEW dimension, no old strings attached.

Dark night of the soul - feeling ugly, old & toothless. My human biblical JOB experience. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

I got an offer i couldnt refuse. Homeless for the 3rd time to HOUSED (in luxury I might add) after 35 days. It's been hell & tears but I endured. So about 1 month for this miraculous manifestation to push out! Im so grateful. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Eckhart Tolle was homeless for 2 years and said he grew to like it. He found joy amidst any/all circumstances. Will this happen for me, too? 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Prison purgatory planet earth - my rock bottom episode. After becoming homeless for the 3rd time, Ive hit rock bottom. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Destitute woman - she never loved me LIKE THAT. Rejection made me angry, hateful, disgusted. But Im learning that ppl are doing their best. The ego has "special love," which is actually a joke in the end but yeah. #acim Im doing my part to let go of the old me and all the old people, places and things - I want a fresh start! I want to build from scratch and I feel Im in just the right place to do it. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Finally meeting and embracing the abandoned, worthless, frightened, confused, panicked, destitute me. Allowing her to arise and be safe in my arms. I love & choose her, first. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

My 3 year depression and anhedonia. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Seasons of life - slavery to wilderness to promised land, over and over again. In a weird way this brings me comfort and helps me to better comprehend the ups & down of my life. And it does remind me how Ive always been safe and provided for ~ at the end of the day. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Me describing in more depth what purgatory consciousness looks/feels like. It's definitely better than hell, but it is not by any means, heaven. It's a mix and it's ups & downs and it's a lot of pain/suffering with a few good moments and glimpses of heaven, here and there. Definitely not where I want to stay, but what I feel the last 10+ years of my life have been, mostly. Looking forward to heavenly realms one day. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Destitute woman: homeless 3 times in 10 years. The humiliation and toll. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Happy father's day - i wouldnt trade my dad for the world. (I love you so much dad so proud to be your daughter!) How Ive worked through trauma/loss related to my dad and come to inner peace about it all.  #suicide 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Discussing many topics in this video pertaining to feeling good = feeling worthy. How do we get to this place, not just in the mind or actions, but in the body. Deep in the body lies dormant demons of the past and we must face them (feel, heal & let go) in order to be released and free. In order to find the natural inner peace, love and joy which we truly are. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Earth appears to be purgatory - maybe we have Heaven ahead? Plus, Im so tired of the "love yourself" bs. Cant we just both love and hate ourselves in this purgatory we're seemingly/currently in? Im learning to accept all of it. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Being human and living your best and fullest life is humiliating. It's embarrassing! How I am learning to face and overcome this dreadful emotion which tends to ruin everything lol. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Finally leaving Las Vegas and the greatest purge of my life, behind. Off to California for a few years and on to my next adventure! xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Returning to my body and feeling again - healing food addiction. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Dark night of the soul DNOTS - hating this life and human existence. Just wanting to not be here anymore and preparing/asking for death. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Living a full life (turning every stone) is scary but worth it. I have no regrets! xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

The taumatized child within asking for love and healing. Mine is 7 and her name is Jenny. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Prioritize your mental, physical and spiritual health. Take good care of youself - it's the greatest act of love you can give to this planet. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

You get no gold star for suffering - no punishment, just grace. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Oprah's lead and the marriage trap. Is marriage really a Queen's best option? 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

MJ Gray is engaged and Im happy for her. This pod focuses most on releasing DREAD and instead creating a pleasurable, happy, fun reality. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Guilt = unworthy. It's life's biggest cock-block lol. How to let it go. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Beautiful goldilocks effect and the scary truth about desire. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Dark night of the soul. It always gets better and you will be ok. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

My 3 years DNOTS in Las Vegas. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Apathy and hopelessness. Feeling suidical, crushed and zombie-like/catatonic. Hope this helps/heals - I love you. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Mental illness / depression & anxiety healing. Addressing dark night of the soul, ego death, midlife crisis, etc. and how I move thru it and out of it. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

Facing failure, giving up and humilation w/ grace. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsongco

Mental / physical illness is a purge. More on ego death, dark night of the soul, midlife crisis, etc. We will get thru this my loves. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsongco

The pain of becoming brand new. Midlife crisis, ego death and purging mental illness. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsongco

Stupid anxiety and dark energy blessings/magic. RIP Stephanie Buttermore - a true body positive advocate and well-rounded star. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsongco

If it's not perfect/ideal, it's not done YET. Manifestations always come in better than we asked for or imagined, with all the bells & whistles. You are getting it all and having it all, my love. https://linktr.ee/jemsongco  

Happy New Year! ACIM / A Course In Miracles and forgiving to find peace within. I love you. xo JEM 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsongco

Happiness, abundance and another perfect day - heavenly realms. 🌹 https://linktr.ee/jemchung

Savoring today and ending things on a high note. 🌹 https://linktr.ee/jemchung