Realize the Self

1. Trauma and Early ProgrammingFrom a psychological perspective, we are not born “traumatized,” but we are born highly programmable.A newborn nervous system is:Extremely sensitiveDependent on caregivers for regulationShaping itself through experienceIf early needs (safety, attunement, touch, emotional mirroring) are inconsistently met, the nervous system adapts for survival. This adaptation can become trauma.Trauma isn’t just catastrophic events. It’s:Chronic misattunementEmotional neglectFeeling unseen or unsafeSudden shock without supportThe infant brain wires itself around survival patterns:HypervigilancePeople-pleasingDissociationEmotional suppressionThese patterns become our subconscious programming.Biologically, we’re wired for attachment and belonging. That makes us programmable through:Family dynamicsCultural narrativesAuthority structuresReward/punishment systemsBecause survival equals connection, we internalize whatever ensures attachment — even if it costs authenticity.So trauma is often not just an event, but a conditioning loop:“If I act this way, I stay safe.”Over time, that loop becomes identity.In many traditions, especially within Hindu and Buddhist philosophy, karma refers to action and consequence — not punishment.Karma can be understood psychologically as:Repeated unconscious patternsEmotional reactions on autopilotHabitual relational dynamicsFrom this perspective:Trauma creates reactive behavior.Reactive behavior creates consequences.Consequences reinforce the original wound.That cycle is karma in motion.You’re not being cosmically punished.You’re running unprocessed emotional imprints.Healing trauma interrupts karma because awareness stops unconscious repetition.The concept of loosh originates from the writings of Robert Monroe. He described it as emotional energy harvested by non-physical beings.In esoteric circles, loosh is often interpreted as:Emotional intensityEspecially fear, pain, sufferingPsychologically (without taking the literal harvesting idea), trauma does generate:High emotional chargeReactive energySurvival stress hormonesUnresolved trauma keeps people in:FearConflictScarcityDrama cyclesWhether metaphysical or symbolic, trauma produces energy that keeps systems running — personal and societal systems.The idea of “pendulums” comes from Vadim Zeland and his book series Reality Transurfing.Pendulums are:Collective thought structuresEmotional fields fed by attentionSocial, political, religious, ideological systemsThey gain strength from:Emotional chargeConflictPolarizationTrauma makes people easier to hook into pendulums because:Dysregulated nervous systems seek certaintyWounded identities seek belongingFear seeks authorityUnhealed trauma fuels emotional reactivity.Emotional reactivity feeds pendulums.Here’s the synthesis:Early life → nervous system adapts for survival.Adaptation becomes trauma imprint.Trauma creates unconscious reactive patterns.Reactive patterns generate karmic cycles.Emotional charge feeds collective systems (pendulums).Those systems reinforce trauma narratives.It’s a feedback loop between:Individual nervous systemCollective structuresEmotional energyNot exactly.We are:Born vulnerable.Born dependent.Born neurologically unfinished.In imperfect systems (which all human systems are), trauma is almost inevitable to some degree.But here’s the key:The same neuroplasticity that allowed trauma programming allows rewiring.Awareness disrupts:Karma (pattern loops)Loosh generation (emotional charge)Pendulum attachment (collective feeding)From both psychology and spirituality, the “way out” looks similar:Nervous system regulationShadow integrationEmotional processingConscious response instead of reactionReducing emotional excess (less polarity, less drama)When trauma is metabolized:Karma softens.Pendulums lose grip.Emotional energy stabilizes.Identity becomes less reactive.

1. What Is Bindu?In Sanskrit, “Bindu” literally means point or drop. In yogic philosophy, it refers to:The primordial point of creationThe source of manifestationThe point where duality emerges from unityIn tantric and yogic systems, bindu is often associated with:The subtle point at the back/top of the head (sometimes called Bindu Visarga)The origin of subtle sound (nada)The seed of consciousness before thought arisesIn meditative experience, bindu represents the point of pure awareness before mental activity forms.2. The Structure of Bindu MeditationBindu meditation is not one single technique — it appears in various tantric, kriya, and raja yoga traditions — but it typically involves these core elements:A. Single-Pointed Awareness (Ekagrata)You focus attention on:A physical point (like between the eyebrows, or back crown)A visualized point of lightThe space before thought arisesA subtle inner sound or vibrationThe point acts as a concentration anchor.B. Dissolving the ObserverAs attention stabilizes:The object of meditation becomes steady.The sense of “I am meditating on this” begins to weaken.The distinction between:ObserverAct of observingObserved object…starts to collapse.This is where bindu meditation shifts from concentration to self-inquiry without analysis.C. Entering the “Point Before Thought”At deeper stages:Thoughts slow dramatically.The space between thoughts widens.Awareness rests in a non-conceptual point-like stillness.Practitioners report:Inner lightInner sound (nada)TimelessnessExpansion from a point into vastnessParadoxically, the point becomes infinite space.3. Bindu and Self-RealizationSelf-realization in yogic philosophy means recognizing:You are not the body, not the mind, not the personality —you are pure awareness itself.Bindu meditation supports this by:1. Deconstructing the Ego StructureThe ego is maintained by:Continuous thought narrationMemory referencingIdentity reinforcementWhen awareness rests in the bindu:Narrative thinking pauses.The “self-story” dissolves.Identity loosens.You begin experiencing:Awareness without identityPresence without personality2. Experiencing the WitnessA key stage is recognizing the witness consciousness:Thoughts ariseEmotions ariseSensations ariseBut something remains untouchedEventually, even the witness dissolves.This is often described in non-dual traditions as:Unity consciousnessPure beingTurīya (the fourth state beyond waking, dreaming, deep sleep)4. The Neuropsychology Behind ItModern neuroscience offers partial explanations for what may be happening.A. Default Mode Network (DMN) SuppressionThe Default Mode Network is associated with:Self-referential thinkingRuminationAutobiographical memoryStudies show deep meditation reduces activity in this network.When DMN quiets:The narrative self weakens.Boundaries feel less rigid.Unity experiences increase.This correlates strongly with reports of self-realization.B. Increased Gamma SynchronyAdvanced meditators show:High gamma brainwave coherenceIncreased inter-network integrationThis suggests:Greater global brain synchronizationLess fragmentation of processingSubjectively experienced as:ClarityUnityNon-dual awarenessC. Thalamocortical RegulationMeditation alters sensory gating mechanisms:Reduced automatic sensory processingIncreased internal awarenessThis may explain:Inner light phenomenaSubtle sound perceptionBody boundary dissolution5. The Psychological Mechanism of “Point” FocusWhy a point?The mind typically:ScansComparesLabelsDividesFocusing on a single bindu:Collapses perceptual complexity.Reduces cognitive branching.Forces neural efficiency.As complexity reduces:Thought production decreases.Self-referential loops weaken.Awareness stabilizes.The point becomes a gateway to silence.

What it actually is (and isn’t)The Tibetan Book of the Dead is the common Western name for the Bardo Thödol, which translates roughly to “Liberation Through Hearing in the Intermediate State.”A few important clarifications:It’s not a single book written by one author.It’s a collection of guided instructions traditionally read aloud to someone who is dying, has just died, or is in deep meditation.It comes out of Tibetan Vajrayana Buddhism, attributed to Padmasambhava (8th century), though compiled later.Despite the spooky title, it’s really a manual for consciousness.The key idea: Bardo (the in-between)“Bardo” means interval or transitional state. Death is just one of several bardos.Classic teaching lists six bardos, but the most famous three are:The Bardo of Living – ordinary waking lifeThe Bardo of Dying – the dissolution of body and sensesThe Bardo of Dharmata – the moment of pure awarenessThe Bardo of Becoming – where rebirth tendencies formHere’s the kicker:👉 Self-realization can happen in any bardo, not just after death.How this connects to self-realizationAt its core, the Bardo Thödol is saying:You already are awakened awareness — you just don’t recognize it.Self-realization = recognition, not achievement.The most important moment: the Clear LightDuring death (and also deep meditation), consciousness briefly encounters the Clear Light of Reality:Pure awarenessNo egoNo storyNo self/other divideIf you recognize this moment as your own true nature, liberation happens instantly.If you don’t, the mind:PanicsGraspsProjects visions (peaceful → wrathful deities)Falls back into habitual identity → rebirthSo the entire text trains you for one skill:Recognize awareness when it appears — without flinching.That’s self-realization in Tibetan terms.The famous peaceful and wrathful deities aren’t external beings judging you.They represent:Emotional energiesArchetypal patternsAspects of your own mindThe instructions repeatedly say things like:“Do not be afraid. These appearances are your own mind.”Self-realization = seeing fear, desire, beauty, terror, and bliss as expressions of awareness itself.Why fear blocks awakeningA huge theme in the text is fear = misrecognition.Fear arises when awareness mistakes its own energy for something “other”Wrathful visions scare the egoThe ego recoils → duality returnsSo the practice is radical:Relax into everything. Even terror. Especially terror.That’s why Tibetan Buddhism emphasizes:Familiarity with deathMeditation on impermanenceTraining in recognizing awareness nowWhy it’s really for the livingDespite the name, monks will tell you:“If you can’t recognize awareness while alive, you won’t do it while dying.”Practices tied to the Book of the Dead include:Dzogchen (Great Perfection)MahamudraDeity yogaDream yogaAll of them train continuous recognition of mind’s nature across:WakingDreamingDyingSelf-realization becomes portable.The deep takeawayThe Tibetan Book of the Dead is brutally simple beneath the symbolism:You are not your thoughtsYou are not your emotions You are not even your fear of deathYou are the awareness in which all of it appearsLiberation doesn’t come from escaping experience.It comes from recognizing yourself as experience itself.

Below are practical, non-extreme ways to soften body-identification while keeping clarity and care.In self-realization traditions, the body is seen as a tool consciousness uses, not who you are.PracticesCare for the body the way you’d maintain a vehicle: clean, functional, but not worshippedDress for function and simplicity, not self-imageEat to nourish awareness, not to perform an identity (“fit,” “aesthetic,” “disciplined”)Inquiry“If the body is an instrument, who is the one aware of it?”Dressing down isn’t about rejecting beauty — it’s about removing unnecessary signals.WaysChoose neutral, comfortable clothing that doesn’t announce status, sexuality, or personalityWear the same simple outfits regularly to reduce self-referencingAvoid mirrors unless functionally neededThis creates less feedback from the world, which weakens the “me as appearance” loop.NoticeWhen attention isn’t pulled outward, awareness naturally turns inwardInstead of “my body feels tired,” shift to impersonal observation.PracticeNotice sensations and label them neutrally:“Tightness is present”“Warmth is arising”Avoid commentary about attractiveness, age, or conditionOver time, sensations lose their claim to being you.Not neglect — just non-story grooming.ExamplesGroom only to the point of cleanliness and healthDrop rituals that reinforce self-image (posing, checking angles, adjusting for how you’re perceived)Do grooming quickly, without mental commentaryThis breaks the habit of “I am what I look like right now.”Classic self-realization move.Meditative inquirySit quietlyNotice posture, breath, heartbeatAsk:“This body is perceived. What is perceiving it?”Do not answer intellectually — just rest as the knowing presence.One of the deepest dis-identifications comes from not resisting bodily change.PracticeDon’t correct posture, expression, or appearance unless neededLet tiredness be felt without fixing itLet imperfection exist without commentaryResistance strengthens identification. Allowing dissolves it.Much body-identity comes from reflection in others.WaysSpend time alone without screens or mirrorsEngage in conversations focused on ideas, truth, or silence — not self-presentationNotice how the “body-self” fades when there’s no audienceIronically, awareness of the body can lead beyond it.PracticeFeel the body from the inside as raw sensationThen notice the space in which sensations appearRest as that spaceHere the body becomes an object in awareness, not the center of identity.Language reinforces identity.Shift from“My body”“I look tired”“I feel unattractive”To“The body”“Tiredness is present”“A thought about appearance arose”This gently de-personalizes experience.The final move in self-realization.The body changesSensations changeAppearance changesIdentity narratives changeBut the awareness noticing all of it does notRest there.

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The Headless Way (Douglas Harding): Method + ScienceWhat Harding is pointing to (in plain English)You don’t have a head—in first-person experience.From your own point of view right now, you see the world, your body, your hands… but where others see your face, you find open space. Not darkness. Not nothing. Just clear, aware presence in which everything appears.Harding’s claim is modest but radical:Self-realization isn’t about acquiring something new—it’s noticing what’s already obvious but overlooked.Harding avoids meditation techniques and philosophy. Instead, he uses direct perception experiments—things you can verify in seconds.Point outward: you see objects, colors, shapes.Point at your chest: sensations, movement.Point at where others see your face.What do you actually see there?Not your face.Not your head.Just space—filled with the world.This isn’t metaphorical. It’s literal, experiential.Harding calls this:“Having a head from the outside, and no head from the inside.”Close one eye. Now the other.From the world’s view: two eyes.From your view: one, borderless field of seeing.There is no visible observer behind the eyes—just seeing itself.Sit across from someone.They see a face.You see… their face.Between you and them:They experience “me looking at you”You experience no face at all, just openness receiving themHarding describes this as:Two people meeting: one face, one no-face—both correct.What you are here is not an object but capacity:Capacity for sightsCapacity for soundsCapacity for thoughts, emotions, pain, joyEverything comes and goes.The “space” it appears in does not.This is the heart of the method.❌ Not dissociation❌ Not pretending you don’t exist❌ Not visualization❌ Not denial of the body or personalityFrom the outside, you are a person.From the inside, you are aware space containing a person.Both are true at once.Harding wasn’t a neuroscientist, but modern science backs up a lot of what he observed.Neuroscience agrees: there is no little observer in the head watching a mental movie.Vision is constructed across distributed brain processesThere is no single “center” where experience appearsThe sense of “being behind the eyes” is a model, not a locationThis lines up perfectly with the headless insight:Experience does not happen in your head—your head happens in experience.Cognitive science (e.g., Thomas Metzinger):The “self” is a useful simulationIt integrates body, memory, agency, and perspectiveBut it has no independent substanceHarding’s experiments short-circuit the model temporarily and reveal:Body → presentPersonality → presentObserver → not foundThe DMN is associated with:Self-narrativeRumination“Me-story”Studies on nondual awareness show:Reduced DMN activityIncreased sensory immediacyLess identification with thoughtsThe Headless Way does this without meditation—by removing the assumed observer.Your brain predicts what should be there (a face).But visually:There is no data for a face at zero distanceSo perception defaults to opennessWhen prediction collapses, clarity appears.That’s the “aha.”People report:Less self-consciousnessLess anxietyMore intimacy with othersA quiet joy or lightnessWhy?Suffering often depends on defending a central “me”No center → nothing to protectLife still happens, but to no one in particularMost spiritual paths:“Practice for years to reach a special state.”The Headless Way:“Look now. What’s actually here?”No altered state required.Just honesty.Harding:“What you are looking out of is what you are looking for.”

WAVES TO AWARENESS MEDITATIONIn this video we do a waves to awareness meditation to help ground us into the present moment of awareness where the Self resides. Let the sound of the waves and the voice of the meditation be your guide. Sit back, close your eyes and relax into infinity. Recording is from the ocean in Puerto Vallarta recorded 2/19/26

Across cultures, many ancient techniques were designed to cultivate deep focus, mindfulness, and self-realization, much like mandala-making in Tibetan Buddhism or calligraphy in East Asia. Here’s a structured look at some key practices:Technique: Tiny grains of colored sand are meticulously arranged into intricate geometric patterns.Purpose: Symbolizes impermanence and the universe. The act of creation demands total concentration, almost trance-like focus.Effect: Encourages mindfulness, patience, and insight into impermanence.Technique: Brush, ink, and paper are used to express a character or phrase in one fluid movement.Purpose: The brushwork is both a physical and mental discipline; every stroke reflects the inner state of the practitioner.Effect: Synchronizes mind, body, and breath; fosters clarity, presence, and meditative awareness.Technique: Slowly walking a single-path labyrinth, often on the floor of a cathedral or outdoor setting.Purpose: Used as a meditative pilgrimage for contemplation and spiritual introspection.Effect: Induces a rhythmic, trance-like focus; mirrors the inner journey toward self-realization.Technique: Geometric, symmetrical diagrams created to represent the cosmos and deity energies.Purpose: Meditation aids; staring at or coloring a yantra focuses the mind inward.Effect: Enhances concentration, facilitates deep meditation, and aligns mental energies.Qigong / Tai Chi (China): Slow, flowing movements synchronized with the breath cultivate qi (life energy) and heightened awareness.Yoga Asanas & Mudras (India): Physical postures combined with breath and visualization create meditative focus and self-realization.Walking Meditation (Buddhism): Conscious stepping and breath-awareness integrate motion with mindfulness.Technique: Carving patterns into wood, stone, or metal, often repetitive and precise.Purpose: Ritualized creativity; focused manual labor becomes a form of meditation.Effect: Engages full attention, grounding the mind in the present moment.Knot-making (Tibetan prayer cords, Celtic knots, Japanese kumihimo): Each loop or knot requires attention and intention.Weaving & Basketry: The rhythm of threads or fibers can be hypnotic, creating meditative flow.Effect: Combines tactile engagement with mental discipline, often invoking spiritual symbolism.Technique: Repetition of sacred sounds, either vocally or written (like Sanskrit mantras).Purpose: Aligns thought, sound, and rhythm; anchors consciousness.Effect: Deepens concentration, quiets mental chatter, and fosters inner clarity.Common thread: All these techniques rely on repetition, precision, symbolism, and rhythm. They require full attention in the present moment, often integrating body, mind, and spirit—making them naturally meditative and transformative.1. Sand Mandalas (Tibetan Buddhism)2. Zen Calligraphy (Shodo)3. Labyrinth Walking (Ancient Europe, Middle Ages)4. Mandala Painting & Yantra Creation (Hinduism & Tantra)5. Engaged Breath and Movement Practices6. Etching and Engraving (Ancient Cultures)7. Repetitive Pattern Crafts8. Chanting & Mantra Writing

In Sufi teaching, “polishing the mirror” is one of the most intimate metaphors for self-realization—simple on the surface, endlessly deep once you live with it.The mirror and what it’s forThe mirror is the heart (qalb) or the inner consciousness. Its natural function is to reflect Truth (al-Haqq)—the divine reality that is always present.The problem isn’t that Truth is absent. The problem is that the mirror is clouded.Rust, dust, and smoke come from:ego (nafs)compulsive desiresfears and attachmentspride, resentment, self-deceptiondistraction and heedlessness (ghaflah)Sufis insist on something radical here:Nothing new needs to be added to the self.You don’t acquire realization—you remove what obscures it.“The heart is like a mirror; when it is polished, it reflects the Real.”— attributed to RumiWhat “polishing” actually meansPolishing is not a single practice—it’s a way of living. Different Sufi orders emphasize different tools, but they all aim at the same inner clarity.Here are the main elements:1. Remembrance (Dhikr)Dhikr is the primary polishing cloth.Repeating divine names, phrases, or sacred formulas:loosens the grip of compulsive thoughtquiets the ego’s constant narrationreturns awareness to presenceOver time, dhikr wears away subtle layers of self-centeredness—especially the need to control, judge, or perform.The mirror doesn’t get brighter because words are magical;it gets brighter because attention stops scattering.2. Self-observation (Muraqabah)This is watching the self without defending it.You notice:when ego wants creditwhen fear pretends to be wisdomwhen desire dresses up as spiritualityNo suppression. No indulgence. Just clear seeing.Every time you catch the ego in the act and don’t follow it, the mirror clears a little.3. Ethical refinement (Adab)Polishing isn’t abstract—it shows up in how you treat people.Sufis say:arrogance fogs the mirrorcruelty cracks ithypocrisy warps itPracticing humility, kindness, patience, truthfulness—especially when it costs you—scrubs off layers that meditation alone can’t reach.You can chant all night and still have a dull mirror if your conduct stays sharp and self-serving.4. Love and longing (Ishq)This is the fire that melts the deepest stains.Rational effort can only go so far. Love:dissolves ego boundariesburns away the illusion of separatenessshifts motivation from “self-improvement” to self-forgettingMany Sufis say realization happens not when the mirror is perfectly polished, but when the polisher disappears.What self-realization looks like in this modelWhen the mirror clears, something subtle but unmistakable happens:You stop feeling like a separate observer of lifeAction flows with less internal resistanceCompassion arises without calculationThere’s a quiet certainty that doesn’t need proofImportantly:You don’t see “yourself” in the mirror.You see Reality as it is, unobstructed by ego distortion.This is why Sufis often say the final obstacle is the idea of being spiritual.A key Sufi paradoxThe ego tries to polish the mirror to see itself more clearly.Sufism polishes the mirror until there is no “self” left to see.Or as Rumi puts it (paraphrased):“Why are you busy polishing the mirror?When the mirror is clear, you will see there was no mirror.”

A koan is a short, paradoxical statement or question used in Zen Buddhism, like:“What is the sound of one hand clapping?”It’s not a riddle to be solved logically. It’s designed to short-circuit ordinary thinking and provoke a direct, non-conceptual insight—what Zen calls kenshō or awakening.Koans emerged in Chan Buddhism during the Tang dynasty.Early Zen masters recorded spontaneous encounters—sharp questions, gestures, shouts—between teacher and student.These were later compiled into collections like:The Blue Cliff Record (12th century)The Gateless Gate (Mumonkan) (13th century)Originally, koans weren’t “practice tools.” They were case studies of awakened behavior.When Zen spread to Japan, especially in the Rinzai school, koans became a formal training method.Students worked through koans under a teacher, presenting their understanding in face-to-face interviews (dokusan).The Soto school (Dōgen) de-emphasized koans, favoring just sitting (shikantaza), but still deeply respected them.So historically:China: koans as records of awakeningJapan: koans as engines for awakeningKoans are carefully constructed to break analytic reasoning.From a cognitive science perspective:The brain tries pattern recognitionIt fails repeatedlyThis induces cognitive dissonanceEventually, the mind exhausts its usual strategies.This is key:Awakening doesn’t come from solving the koan—it comes from giving up the attempt to solve.Modern neuroscience points to the default mode network, associated with:Self-referential thinkingNarrative identity (“me, my story”)RuminationMeditation and koan practice both:Reduce DMN activityIncrease present-moment sensory integrationKoans specifically attack the conceptual self:“Who am I?”“What is mind?”“What was your face before your parents were born?”When the narrative self collapses—even briefly—people report:UnityTimelessnessAbsence of subject/object divisionThat maps strikingly well onto Zen descriptions of awakening.Koan awakening resembles insight learning, studied in psychology:Problems unsolvable by step-by-step reasoningSudden restructuring of perceptionAbrupt clarityEEG studies of insight moments show:A burst of gamma-band activityRight-hemisphere dominanceReduced prefrontal controlZen would say:“Seeing into one’s nature happens all at once.”Neuroscience says:“Yep, that’s a phase transition in brain dynamics.”Different language, same phenomenon.Koan practice isn’t calm at first—it’s intense.FrustrationObsessionExistential pressureThat emotional charge:Increases noradrenaline and dopamineHeightens learning and neuroplasticityLocks attention onto a single inquiryTeachers historically intentionally applied pressure—deadlines, rejection, sharp feedback—because awakening requires total engagement, not casual reflection.Koans work when:The practitioner is deeply concentratedConceptual thinking is fully exhaustedThe body-mind system is stable enough to tolerate ego disruptionThey fail (or cause harm) when:Used without proper guidancePracticed by people prone to dissociationTreated as clever puzzles or philosophical gamesZen was never meant to be DIY brain hacking.From a scientific lens:A reorganization of perceptual processingReduced self-referential filteringIncreased sensory immediacy and coherenceFrom a Zen lens:Nothing new appearsDelusion drops away“Mountains are mountains again”Different maps. Same territory.Science can explain how koans destabilize cognition.History can explain why Zen masters used them.But neither can explain what it’s like when a koan breaks open.Zen would say:“If I explain it, it’s already false.”

In this video we are going to do something a little different and that is we are going to chant the original sound of creation, the sound of the Self, AUM. Pay attention to the silence after the mantra for that emptiness, silence is were the Self is revealed. In the Upanishads, Aum (Om) is not merely a sacred sound—it is the sonic embodiment of the Self (Ātman) and the ultimate reality (Brahman). It is described as the sound-symbol that contains and reveals the entire structure of existence and consciousness.The most detailed explanation appears in the Mandukya Upanishad, which declares that Aum is all that was, is, and will be—and that which transcends time.Aum as the Self (Ātman)The Upanishads teach that the individual Self (Ātman) and ultimate reality (Brahman) are one. Aum represents this unity. Chanting and meditating on Aum is therefore meditation on one’s own deepest nature.The sound A-U-M has four aspects, corresponding to four states of consciousness:1. “A” (अ) – Waking State (Vaiśvānara)Represents outward consciousness.The experience of the physical world.The gross body and sensory awareness.2. “U” (उ) – Dream State (Taijasa)Represents inward consciousness.The subtle world of thoughts and dreams.The mind as creator of inner experience.3. “M” (म) – Deep Sleep (Prajña)Represents undifferentiated consciousness.A state of potential, without distinct awareness.Blissful but unconscious unity.4. The Silence After the Sound – TurīyaThe “fourth” state beyond waking, dreaming, and deep sleep.Pure consciousness.The true Self (Ātman).Non-dual awareness, beyond subject and object.This final silence is considered the highest truth—the realization that the Self is identical with Brahman.Aum as Total RealityIn the Chandogya Upanishad, Aum is described as the essence of all speech and existence, the subtle vibration underlying creation. It is the seed (bīja) from which the cosmos unfolds.In the Taittiriya Upanishad and other texts, Aum is used at the beginning of recitations, symbolizing alignment with truth and ultimate reality.Philosophical MeaningAum represents:The unity of self and cosmosThe identity of Ātman and BrahmanThe structure of consciousnessThe totality of time and existenceThe transcendent reality beyond conceptual thoughtThus, in the Upanishads, Aum is not just a sound—it is the direct symbol of the Self. To meditate upon Aum is to inquire into “Who am I?” and to realize that one’s deepest identity is not the body or mind, but pure, undivided consciousness.In this way, Aum becomes both the path and the realization: the sound that leads the seeker back to the Self that was always present.

The Upaniṣads return to one quiet but radical insight again and again: the Self (Ātman) is not anything that can be seen, heard, touched, thought, or measured. Whatever appears to the senses—or even to the mind—is experienced, and therefore cannot be the ultimate experiencer.This is not a dismissal of the world as meaningless. It’s a precise inquiry into identity.The problem of mistaken identityThe ordinary human condition, according to the Upaniṣads, is a kind of misrecognition. We say:I am the bodyI am my emotionsI am my thoughtsI am my roles, memories, or desiresBut the sages ask a deceptively simple question: Who is aware of these?If you can perceive something—your body aging, your moods shifting, your thoughts arising and fading—then that thing cannot be the perceiver itself. It is an object of awareness, not the subject.This leads to the Upaniṣadic method known as neti, neti — “not this, not this.”The Self is not this body.Not the breath.Not the senses.Not the mind.Not even the intellect.What remains when everything observable is set aside?The witness that never changesA core Upaniṣadic insight is that change cannot belong to the real Self.The body changes.Sensations change.Thoughts change.Personalities evolve.Even the sense of “I” as a story shifts over time.Yet through all of this, there is a constant witnessing presence—the silent awareness in which these changes occur.The Bṛhadāraṇyaka Upaniṣad puts it starkly:“You cannot see the seer of seeing.You cannot hear the hearer of hearing.You cannot think the thinker of thinking.”This witness is not an object among objects. It is the condition for experience itself.The senses as instruments, not identityThe senses are treated almost like tools:The eye sees formThe ear hears soundThe mind processes meaningBut tools are not the user.The Kaṭha Upaniṣad offers a famous metaphor:The body is a chariotThe senses are the horsesThe mind is the reinsThe intellect is the charioteerĀtman is the riderMistaking the horses or the chariot for the rider is the fundamental error.Dream, waking, and deep sleepThe Upaniṣads also use states of consciousness to make their point.In waking life, the world seems solid and external.In dreams, an entire world arises internally—just as vivid, just as convincing.In deep sleep, there is no object at all, yet on waking we say, “I slept peacefully.”Who was present to later remember that peace?The implication is subtle and powerful: the Self persists even when there is no sensory or mental content. Therefore, it cannot be dependent on the senses or the mind.Ātman and BrahmanHere the teaching reaches its most radical claim.The Self discovered by stripping away sensory and mental identifications is not a private, personal soul. It is identical with Brahman—the underlying reality of all things.Tat tvam asi — That thou art.This means:The essence of your awarenessAnd the essence of the cosmosAre not twoMultiplicity belongs to perception; unity belongs to reality.Ignorance (avidyā) and liberation (mokṣa)The bondage described in the Upaniṣads is not moral failure but ignorance of one’s own nature. We suffer because we cling to what changes, seeking permanence where none exists.Liberation is not something attained; it is something recognized.When the Upaniṣads say the Self is beyond sight, beyond thought, they are not pointing to emptiness—but to what is so intimate it is usually overlooked.It is not something you experience.It is that by which all experience is known.

Modern physics wrecks common sense:Atoms are mostly empty spaceParticles behave like probabilities, not objectsObservation affects outcomes (quantum measurement problem)Space and time are not absoluteSo the world is not:solidindependentfixedobserver-free3. Time and self are not fundamentalExperiments and theories suggest:The “present moment” is a brain-generated sliceThe self is a process, not a thingMemory stitches continuity after the factThis mirrors dreams, where identity and time are fluid.Ancient traditions go further—but in a symbolic and experiential way, not a scientific one.Hinduism (Advaita Vedanta)The world is Maya (often translated as “illusion”)But “illusion” means misperceived, not nonexistentLike mistaking a rope for a snakeThe world exists, but not in the way we think it does.BuddhismReality is empty of inherent self-existenceEverything is impermanent and interdependentThe “dream” metaphor is used to break attachmentBuddhism is careful here:The world is functionally real, but ultimately ungraspable.TaoismLanguage fractures realityNaming creates false divisionsThe Tao cannot be captured conceptuallyAgain: not “nothing exists,” but “what exists can’t be boxed.”Where the “this is a dream” idea actually comes fromThe dream metaphor is powerful because:In dreams, things feel real until awakeningOn waking, you realize you misunderstood the nature of the experienceAncient teachers used this to provoke epistemic humility

The technique: walking with an almost-full cupYou fill a cup with water until it’s just below the rim. Not comfortable. Not safe. Almost too much.Then you walk.Slowly, naturally—no exaggerated “meditation walk,” no stiff posture. Just walking as you normally would, while holding the cup in front of you.Your only instruction:Do not spill the water.That’s it.No mantra.No breath counting.No visualizations.Reality gives instant feedback.What this demands of awareness1. Total attentional unificationWalking already requires balance, proprioception, timing, and spatial awareness. The cup adds a fragile focal point.Attention can’t fragment without consequence.You can’t be:Planning the futureReplaying the pastNarrating your performanceThe water doesn’t care about your thoughts.This forces single-field awareness—everything happening at once, without fixation.2. The body becomes the meditation objectYou feel:Micro-shifts in weightHeel-to-toe transitionsArm stabilizationSubtle torso swayBreath rhythm adjusting on its ownThe body self-organizes when the mind stops interfering.You begin to trust embodied intelligence instead of mental control.3. Thought slows because it mustThis is crucial:Thought doesn’t stop because you suppress it.It stops because it’s inefficient.Words are too slow for this task.So the brain downshifts into direct perception.Brain wave dynamics in this moving meditationInitial phase: High beta“Don’t spill”Hyper-vigilanceSlight tensionThis is normal—and useful at first.Adjustment phase: Alpha coherenceRelaxed alertnessSmoother gaitBroader peripheral awarenessAlpha waves support integration—visual, motor, and sensory systems synchronize.You stop watching the water and start feeling the whole situation.Absorption phase: Theta during motionThis is where it gets interesting.Theta often appears in:Flow statesSkilled athletic performanceAdvanced walking meditationThere’s:Less sense of effortReduced self-talkA feeling of being “carried”Movement happens through you, not by you.Occasional gamma flashesBrief moments of:Crystal clarityTimelessnessNo center point of attentionWalking, cup, water, body—one seamless event.How this dismantles the sense of a separate self1. Control gives way to responsivenessIf you try to control every muscle, you spill.If you relax into responsiveness, the body adjusts faster than thought.This reveals:The body knows how to walk without a thinker.2. The “observer” collapses into experienceThere is no spare attention left to stand outside and comment.No watcher watching.Just:MotionBalanceSensationAwarenessThis is a direct taste of non-dual perception.3. Presence becomes unavoidablePresence is no longer a concept or goal.It’s simply the only way the water stays in the cup.The mind learns, experientially:Being here is more efficient than thinking about here.Why this is a powerful preparation for self-realizationSelf-realization isn’t achieved by thought—it’s revealed when thought relaxes its claim to authorship.This exercise:Trains attention without narrowingDissolves the sense of a controlling “me”Stabilizes awareness during activity (not just stillness)That’s huge.Many people can be present sitting still.Very few can be present while moving through the world.This practice builds that bridge.The deeper insight the practice points toAt a certain point, something subtle clicks:You’re not carrying the cup.You’re not managing the walk.Walking is happening.Balancing is happening.Awareness is happening.The cup simply reveals whether you’re aligned with that fact.No spill = alignment.Spill = identification with thought.And neither is a failure—both are information.

“Not-Doing” comes from Castaneda’s writings on Toltec shamanism, particularly the teachings he attributes to Don Juan Matus. Don Juan presents it as part of a broader system of knowledge intended to liberate the individual from ordinary perception and align consciousness with the world in a non-ordinary way.In the Toltec system, humans live in a habitual reality, heavily filtered by learned patterns of perception, social conditioning, and personal narratives. These patterns are what Don Juan calls “the predictable world”—the world where life is reactive, automatic, and limited.“Not-Doing” is a practice designed to interrupt these automatic patterns, thereby opening the practitioner to a more fluid, “non-ordinary” perception of reality.1. The Mechanics of Not-DoingAt first glance, it might seem like simply “doing nothing,” but it is more nuanced:Abandoning habitual behavior:Not-Doing involves refusing to engage in the automatic routines of life—physical, emotional, and mental.For example, if you always scratch your nose, fidget, check your phone, or react emotionally to a situation, Not-Doing asks you to notice these patterns and intentionally interrupt them.The goal is to create gaps in the habitual flow of energy and attention.Shifting perception:The Toltec view holds that reality is a field of energy and our perception is like a lens that colors this energy with patterns.Not-Doing is a way of letting go of the lens—allowing your awareness to operate outside the habitual interpretive patterns.You may notice your environment or sensations in ways you never did before. For example, colors, textures, and sounds can become unusually vivid or meaningful.Energy conservation and redirection:Every habitual action consumes energy in predictable ways. By interrupting routines, energy is freed up for other, non-habitual ways of acting or perceiving.This is related to Castaneda’s larger theme of “stopping the world”, which is a precursor to gaining mastery over one’s own awareness.2. Practical Examples of Not-DoingDon Juan gives specific exercises in the books:Walking in an unusual way: Changing your gait, deliberately moving differently than usual, or taking unexpected paths.Breaking conversational habits: Saying the opposite of what you would normally say, or staying silent in moments where you would normally react.Interrupting rituals: If you have a habitual morning routine, do it backward, or skip steps in unusual ways.Non-use of familiar objects: Using objects in ways that defy their habitual purpose, like wearing shoes on the wrong feet.The aim isn’t random chaos—it’s forcing your mind to encounter the world without the usual filters.3. The Philosophical and Metaphysical SignificanceNot-Doing has several layers of meaning in the Toltec perspective:Freedom from the “self-image”:Castaneda emphasizes that humans are trapped by their personal narrative and the roles they play in society.Not-Doing interrupts the reinforcement of the self-image, creating space for new possibilities of being.Confronting “the unknown”:When habitual patterns are disrupted, the mind experiences uncertainty.Toltecs see this as vital for spiritual growth, because only in the unknown can perception expand beyond the ordinary.Alignment with “intent” (nagual energy):In Castaneda, intent is the force that shapes reality.Not-Doing is a way of allowing intent to operate rather than being trapped in predictable patterns of thought and behavior.Preparation for more advanced practices:Not-Doing is considered foundational before attempting higher Toltec practices like “stalking” or “dreaming”, where consciousness actively engages with energy outside ordinary reality.

The ego as a neurological loopFrom a neuroscience view, the ego is closely tied to the Default Mode Network (DMN):Self-referential thinkingTime travel (past/future)Storytelling about “who I am”When DMN activity drops:The sense of a central controller weakensExperience feels more immediate and vividEmotional reactivity decreasesMeditation slowly quiets the DMN.Laughter nukes it instantly.Why laughter is a crack in the egoReal laughter (not polite chuckling) has three key effects:Cognitive interruptionThe narrative collapses mid-sentence.You can’t maintain a self-image while uncontrollably laughing.Physiological surrenderBreath becomes irregular. Muscles spasm. Control is lost.The ego hates loss of control.Social mirroringLaughter synchronizes brains.Boundaries blur: “me” dissolves into “us.”Neurologically:Prefrontal control dropsLimbic and sensory systems light upGamma bursts often appear during genuine laughterSo laughter is not just joy — it’s ego failure.Laughter as a micro-awakeningThis is why Zen is full of laughing monks, absurd koans, and sudden shouts.When you laugh deeply:The self-model glitchesFor a moment, there is experience without a managerAwareness is present but ownerlessThat gap — even if it lasts two seconds — is a peek into awakening.People often report:“Everything felt obvious”“I forgot myself”“There was just this happening”That’s not metaphor. That’s the DMN offline and gamma coherence online.Why awakened laughter feels differentThere’s a specific quality to laughter after insight:SofterLess sarcasticLess defensiveMore compassionateBecause it’s not laughing at something —it’s laughing at the unnecessary tension of pretending to be separate.From the inside, it feels like:“Oh. That’s what I was taking so seriously.”The ego is a looping prediction-and-control systemLaughter interrupts that loop violently but harmlesslyAwakening is recognizing what’s there when the loop stopsSo monks laugh not because they’re unserious —but because seriousness was the illusion.

Self-Realization Explained: The Projector & the ScreenPicture a movie playing on a vast screen.On the screen is a single character you’re deeply invested in. You flinch when they’re hurt, celebrate when they win, panic when danger approaches. You say, “That’s me.” Their story feels personal, urgent, real.Self-realization begins with a shockingly simple discovery:you are not the character on the screen.You are the projector.The character is made of light and shadow—flickering images stitched together into a story. Their fears, desires, memories, and roles exist only while the film is running. Yet you, the projector, are never inside the story. You don’t age when the character ages. You don’t bleed when they’re wounded. You don’t disappear when the scene fades to black.The mistake—the root confusion—is identity.The light says, “I am the one being chased.”“I am the one who failed.”“I am the one who will die.”But the projector has never been chased, failed, or threatened.Self-realization is not stopping the movie.The film can keep playing: emotions arise, thoughts appear, life unfolds. What changes is perspective. The projector recognizes itself as the source of all appearances, not one of them.When that recognition dawns, the character continues to act—but without the old weight. The story loses its absolute authority. Drama becomes movement. Pain becomes sensation rather than identity.The screen still glows.The movie still plays.But the projector stands free—silent, luminous, untouched—finally knowing:“I am not the image. I am the light by which all images appear.”

In symbolic alchemy, turning lead into gold was never really about metallurgy. It was a poetic map of inner transformation—what later psychology (especially Jung) would call the journey from ego to Self, or self-realization.Here’s how the classic alchemical stages line up with that inner process.1. Lead — The Ego in Its Raw StateLead represents the unrefined psyche: heavy, dull, reactive, unconscious.Psychologically, this is the ego:Identified with roles, achievements, wounds, defensesDriven by fear, desire, comparison, controlBelieving it is the whole personalityThis stage isn’t “bad”—it’s necessary. You have to start somewhere. But lead cannot shine like gold without transformation.2. Nigredo — The Dark Night of the EgoThe first alchemical operation is nigredo (blackening).This is the breakdown of the ego’s illusions:Old identities stop workingMeaning collapsesDepression, confusion, or existential crisis may ariseThe ego experiences this as failure or deathFrom a self-realization lens:The ego must be dissolved, not destroyed.This is often the moment when someone says:“I don’t know who I am anymore.”“Everything I believed has fallen apart.”Alchemy insists: this darkness is fertile, not a mistake.3. Albedo — Purification and WitnessingAfter collapse comes albedo (whitening).Here awareness begins to separate from ego:You start observing thoughts instead of being possessed by themEmotional patterns are seen clearlyProjection decreasesThere is a sense of inner cleansingThis is the birth of the inner witness.In modern terms:The ego realizes it is not the SelfConsciousness begins to recognize itself as the space around experienceThis stage brings clarity, humility, and honesty.4. Citrinitas — Integration and InsightOften skipped in later texts, citrinitas (yellowing) represents awakening intelligence.Here:Insight stabilizesIntuition deepensInner contradictions are held without collapseThe ego becomes a servant rather than a rulerThis is where wisdom starts to glow—not dramatically, but steadily.5. Rubedo — Gold / The Self RealizedFinally comes rubedo (reddening): the creation of the Philosopher’s Gold.Gold symbolizes:WholenessUnity of oppositesThe Self—not ego inflation, but deep alignmentIn self-realization terms:The ego is no longer center stageLife is lived from presence rather than identityAction flows from authenticity, not compensationThere is compassion without self-erasureThe ego still exists—but it’s transparent.The Core Alchemical TruthAlchemy’s deepest secret is this:You don’t turn lead into gold.You discover the gold hidden within the lead.Likewise:The ego isn’t annihilatedIt’s refined, reordered, and illuminatedThe Self was always there, waiting to be uncovered

In this video we go over the amazing quotes of the great Sufi poet: Rumi.Rumi talks about love and it is indeed the Self he is talking about. The Self is love and you are THAT!

In the Bhagavad Gita, Krishna names three “gates of hell” (naraka-dvāra) — not as threats, but as psychological–spiritual forces that keep a person trapped in suffering and ignorance.“Triple is the gate of this hell, destructive of the self:desire, anger, and greed. Therefore, one should abandon these three.”— Bhagavad Gita 16.21They’re called “hell” because they pull awareness outward, fracture the mind, and make Self-realization impossible—not as punishment, but as a natural consequence.Let’s walk through each one, and how exactly it blocks realization.1. Desire (Kāma)The gate of “I will be whole when…”Desire isn’t just wanting objects. At a deeper level, it’s the belief:“I am incomplete right now.”How it blocks Self-realizationSelf-realization is the recognition that your true nature is already whole, complete, and sufficient.Desire does the opposite:It projects fulfillment into the futureIt ties identity to outcomesIt conditions peace on circumstancesAs long as desire dominates, awareness keeps moving outward, chasing experiences instead of resting in being.Even spiritual desire can be a subtle gate:“When I awaken, then I’ll be at peace.”Krishna isn’t saying “don’t enjoy life.”He’s pointing to attachment to fulfillment as external.2. Anger (Krodha)The gate of “reality is wrong”Anger arises when desire is blocked.It’s the energy of resistance.At its core, anger says:“What is happening should not be happening.”How it blocks Self-realizationSelf-realization requires clarity, openness, and non-resistance.Anger:contracts the nervous systemnarrows perceptionexternalizes blamereinforces the ego as a defenderWhen anger dominates, awareness hardens into me vs. world.Krishna sees anger as especially destructive because it:clouds discrimination (buddhi)and causes one to forget the SelfAnger doesn’t just hurt others — it obscures seeing.3. Greed (Lobha)The gate of “enough is never enough”Greed is desire without satiety.It’s not just about money — it’s:more validationmore certaintymore controlmore pleasuremore spiritual progressGreed whispers:“If I just add a little more, I’ll be safe.”How it blocks Self-realizationSelf-realization is rooted in contentment (santosha) and inner sufficiency.Greed:prevents restfuels comparisonkeeps attention in accumulation modereinforces fear of lackA greedy mind cannot be still — and stillness is where the Self is known.The three gates of hell block Self-realization because they keep consciousness seeking, resisting, and accumulating, instead of resting in the already-complete Self.

FORCE VS FINESSE FORCE VS FLOWRESISTANCE VS ACCEPTANCEEGO VS THE SELFForce and finesse aren’t just strategies.They’re states of consciousness.One comes from fear and control.The other comes from awareness and alignment.And the moment you recognize which one you’re operating from…your entire relationship with yourself changes.Force is effort driven by resistance.It sounds like:“I have to fix myself.”“I can’t be like this anymore.”“I need to become someone else.”Force comes from the belief that who you are right now is not enough.So you:Suppress emotionsOverride intuitionIgnore exhaustionCompare yourself constantlyAnd yes—force can produce results…but they’re brittle.You get discipline without peace.Success without fulfillment.Confidence that collapses the moment pressure hits.Force doesn’t lead to self-realization.It leads to self-conflict.Finesse is not laziness.It’s precision with awareness.Finesse says:“Let me understand why I feel this way.”“What is this resistance teaching me?”“What happens if I work with myself instead of against myself?”Finesse comes from observation, not judgment.Instead of forcing confidence,you remove what’s causing insecurity.Instead of forcing motivation,you align your environment, energy, and intention.Self-realization doesn’t happen when you overpower yourself.It happens when you see yourself clearly.So if you’re exhausted…if self-improvement feels like self-punishment…if you’re doing “everything right” but feel disconnected—Maybe the answer isn’t more force.Maybe it’s finesse.Maybe it’s awareness.Maybe it’s finally realizing that you don’t need to fight yourself to become yourself.

“Gnostic” comes from the Greek gnōsis, meaning direct knowledge—not book knowledge, but experiential knowing. Gnosticism wasn’t a single church or movement; it was a loose family of spiritual traditions that flourished mainly in the 1st–3rd centuries CE, around the eastern Mediterranean.They emerged in the same cultural soup as:early ChristianityPlatonismJewish mysticismPersian (Zoroastrian) dualismEgyptian religious ideasSo think cross-pollination, not a clean origin story.Major Gnostic groupsSome of the better-known schools:Valentinians (the most philosophically sophisticated)SethiansBasilideansManichaeans (later, more global)They were eventually branded heretical by emerging orthodox Christianity, which favored:faith over knowledgechurch authority over inner revelationsalvation through belief rather than awakeningMost Gnostic texts were destroyed—until 1945, when the Nag Hammadi library (Egypt) was discovered, giving us firsthand access to their writings.2. The Gnostic worldview (in simple terms)At the heart of Gnosticism is a radical spiritual diagnosis of the human condition.Core ideasThe true God is transcendent and unknowablePure consciousness, fullness (pleroma), beyond the material universe.The material world is flawed or fallenCreated not by the highest God, but by a lesser being (the Demiurge).This world is not evil in a cartoon sense, but ignorant, distorted, asleep.Humans contain a divine sparkA fragment of the true God is trapped within some humans.This spark is buried under conditioning, fear, and false identity.Ignorance—not sin—is the real problemWe suffer because we don’t know who we are.Salvation comes through gnosisAwakening to your true nature.Remembering where you come from.Seeing through the illusions of the world and ego.This is why Gnosticism often sounds existential, mystical, and even psychedelic by modern standards.3. Gnosticism and self-realizationThis is where the connection gets very direct.Self-realization = gnosisFor Gnostics, to know God is to know yourself, and vice versa.A famous line from the Gospel of Thomas (a Gnostic text):“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you.”That’s not metaphorical fluff. It’s the entire program.Key parallels with modern self-realizationGnostic Thought Self-Realization LanguageDivine spark True Self / AwarenessIgnorance Identification with egoDemiurge False authority / conditioned mindArchons (rulers) Psychological patterns, fear, belief systemsGnosis Awakening, realization, enlightenmentFrom this angle, Gnosticism looks less like a religion and more like an early liberation psychology.4. The inner journey (how awakening happens)Gnostic myths weren’t meant to be taken literally. They were maps of inner experience.The process looks like this:Discomfort with the worldA sense that something is “off”Feeling alienated, exiled, or homesick for something unnamedRevelationThrough teaching, inner insight, or symbolic storiesNot imposed from outside—recognized from withinDisidentificationYou stop identifying fully with:social rolesthe bodyfear-based narrativesThis doesn’t mean rejecting life—just seeing it clearlyReintegrationLiving in the world, but not psychologically owned by itActing from awareness rather than compulsionThis is strikingly similar to:Advaita VedantaZen awakeningmodern nondual teachingsJungian individuationDifferent language, same underlying shift.5. Why Gnosticism was suppressedSelf-realization is hard to institutionalize.Gnosticism threatened early church power because:it said authority is internalit minimized the need for intermediariesit framed salvation as awakening, not obedienceA person who knows themselves as divine is… difficult to control.So orthodoxy won historically—but the ideas never really died. They just went underground.

In this video we go over in depth the hidden dangers of delta brain wave training. Unfortunately many people are now doing delta brain wave training in an attempt to acquire siddhis or powers, unfortunately they may be harming themselves instead in addition they may be influencing people against their will...Delta done with alpha is an attempt to deliberately induce a hybrid brain state in which high delta activity (normally associated with deep non-REM sleep) is present while alpha and some beta activity (associated with waking awareness, attention, and ego function) remain online (Niedermeyer & Lopes da Silva, 2005).This configuration asks the nervous system to be simultaneously in deep sleep physiology and waking executive control—a state that is not a natural baseline for the human brain. In advanced contemplatives, similar states may emerge gradually and stabilize over many years through endogenous neuroplastic adaptation (Lutz et al., 2004). However, when forced through practices such as aggressive neurofeedback, this can lead to thalamocortical dysregulation, where sensory gating typical of sleep conflicts with cortical activation required for waking awareness (Steriade,2006). This mismatch disrupts the Default Mode Network (DMN)-the neural system underlying narrative self, time continuity, and ego coherence (Raichle et al., 2001)-leading to symptoms such as chronic dissociation, depersonalization, derealization, brain fog, visual snow, and fragmented identity (Simeon & Abugel, 2006). Artificial waking-delta training can also disturb sleep architecture, suppressing restorative slow-wave sleep and flattening REM cycles, contributing to insomnia, chronic fatigue, and the subjective sense of being "never fully awake or asleep" (Walker, 2017).From a psychological and psychiatric perspective, the risks become more severe and clinically significant.Sustaining egoic monitoring (alpha/beta) on top of delta dominance is strongly associated with dissociative disorders, including depersonalization-derealization disorder (DPDR), identity diffusion, and emotional numbing (American Psychiatric Association, 2022). In vulnerable nervous systems-especially those with bipolar predisposition, trauma history, psychedelic exposure, or chronic sleep disruption-this hybridization can precipitate hypomania, psychosis, grandiose or messianic delusions, and thought disorganization (Goodwin & Jamison, 2007; Carhart-Harris et al., 2018). Chronically elevated delta during waking also suppresses dopaminergic and limbic activity, leading to anhedonia, motivational collapse, and affective blunting (Panksepp, 1998; Berridge & Kringelbach, 2015). Most critically, "ego + waking delta" is inherently unstable: delta activity dissolves perceptual and self-boundaries, while ego function requires stable boundaries for agency and coherence. This conflict produces oscillation between loss of agency and compulsive control, manifesting as panic in silence, existential terror, and fear of disappearance. In clinical spirituality and psychiatry, this pattern is documented as unintegrated ego dissolution or spiritual emergency, a known pathway to spiritual trauma and emergency psychiatric admissions during intensive contemplative practice (Grof & Grof, 1989; Lindahl et al., 2017).#neurofeedback #neurofeedbacktraining #deltabrainwaves #neuroscience #biofeedback #biofeedbacktraining #deltabrainwavetraining #deltaneurofeedback #spirituality #alphabrainwaves #thetabrainwaves #gammabrainwaves #betabrainwaves #BrainwaveEntrainment #BinauralBeats

In this episode we investigate the secrets if the Egyptian Book of the Dead and how it is a manual for Self Realization.1. What the Egyptian Book of the Dead actually isDespite the name, it’s not one book and it’s not about “death” the way we think of it.Its real name is “The Book of Coming Forth by Day.”That already tells you a lot.“Coming forth” = emergence, awakening“By day” = into consciousness, clarity, light. It’s a collection of spells, hymns, affirmations, and instructions meant to guide a soul through the Duat (the underworld) and into eternal life.But here’s the key: The Duat isn’t just a place. It’s a state of consciousness.2. Death as transformation, not an endingFor the Egyptians, death = initiation.They believed: You live many lives. Each life is a chance to remember who you really arePhysical death mirrors an inner process you can begin while alive. So the Book of the Dead is really about: How to die to the false self and awaken as the eternal oneThat’s straight-up self-realization language.3. The soul’s components (this is huge)The Egyptians didn’t think you were just “a body + soul.” You were layered:Khat – physical bodyKa – life force / vital energyBa – personality, individualityIb – heart (seat of consciousness, not emotion)Ren – name (identity)Sheut – shadow (unconscious aspects)Akh – the luminous, awakened beingSelf-realization = integrating these parts into Akh. You don’t escape the self—you refine it.4. The Weighing of the Heart (core teaching) This is the most famous scene for a reason.After death, your heart (Ib) is weighed against the feather of Ma’at (truth, balance, cosmic order).If your heart is light → you passIf it’s heavy → it’s devoured by Ammit (ego dissolution)Important twist: The heart test isn’t moral in a religious sense.It’s about alignment with truth.A heavy heart = lies you tell yourself, unconscious attachments, fear-based identity. Self-realization angle:You cannot awaken while clinging to false identities.5. The “Negative Confessions” = self-knowledgeThe soul declares things like:“I have not stolen”“I have not caused suffering”“I have not obscured the truth”These aren’t commandments. They’re statements of inner clarity.They function like:AffirmationsPsychological inventory Ego detox Basically:“I know myself, and I am not ruled by distortion.”That’s self-realization in ancient form.6. Knowing the names = mastery of consciousnessThroughout the Book, the soul must:Know the names of gatesKnow the names of guardiansKnow the names of godsIn Egyptian thought:To know the name of something is to have power over it.Symbolically:Gates = inner thresholdsGuardians = fears, instincts, archetypesGods = forces of consciousness Self-realization means:You no longer react unconsciously—you recognize what arises in you.7. Osiris: the archetype of the realized self Osiris is killed, dismembered, resurrected, and becomes lord of the afterlife. Psychologically: Ego death Fragmentation of identityReintegration at a higher level Osiris represents:The part of you that cannot die, only transform.To be declared “Osiris [Your Name]” after death meant: You’ve realized your eternal nature You are no longer bound by time or fear8. “Coming Forth by Day” = enlightenmentThe final goal isn’t heaven.It’s:Freedom of movement between worldsConscious participation in realityUnity with Ra (the solar consciousness)That’s classic self-realization:Being fully awake within the world, not escaping it.9. The hidden messageThe Book of the Dead was buried with people, but its wisdom was meant to be practiced while alive.In modern terms:The Duat = your unconsciousThe monsters = unexamined fearsThe spells = intentional awarenessThe judgment = radical self-honestySelf-realization is:Making your heart so light that nothing needs to be defended.10. Summary: The Egyptian Book of the Dead is an ancient guide to awakening—teaching that immortality is not given, but realized through truth, self-knowledge, and inner balance.

QUOTES FROM THE EGYPTIAN BOOK OF THE DEADQuotes from the Egyptian Book of the Dead by Muata Ashbyhttps://bookroo.com/quotes/the-egyptian-book-of-the-dead

GOLDEN HEART MEDITATIONIn this video we do a golden heart meditation to increase the great attributes of living kindness, empathy and compassion. These attributes are vital to Self Realization. #meditation #yoga #spirtuality #selfrealization #realizetheself #ramanamaharshi #love #lovingkindness #empathy thy #compassion #heartbraincoherence #heartmeditation

In this video we go over exactly what Self Realization is, not in my words but in the words of the great Ramana Maharshi.From: DAY BY DAY WITH BHAGAVAN 17-8-46From the Diary of A. DEVARAJA MUDALIAR

WHY PSYCHEDELICS CAN BREAK YOU INSTEAD OF HEAL YOUPsychedelics and plant medicines can produce powerful experiences, but they also carry real psychological, neurological, and spiritual risks that often get minimized in popular discourse. 1 Brain Waves & Neurological DisruptionPsychedelics like psilocybin, LSD, DMT, ayahuasca, iboga, and even strong plant medicines (e.g., salvia, peyote) significantly alter brainwave patterns:Psychedelic impact:They suppress the Default Mode Network (DMN), the brain system that maintains identity, ego, self-narrative, and psychological boundaries.This causes:Ego dissolutionLoss of identity coherenceBoundary collapse between self and environmentHyper-association of neural networks (brain areas communicating that normally don’t)Risks:Identity destabilizationCognitive fragmentationDissociation disordersDepersonalization/derealizationLong-term perception changesHPPD (Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder)Not all brains reintegrate smoothly after this disruption.2 Ego Backlash Effect (Psychological Rebound)When ego structures dissolve too fast or forcibly, the psyche often responds with defensive overcompensation afterward:Common ego backlash patterns:Spiritual narcissism (“I’m awakened / others are asleep”)Messiah complexesIdentity inflationSuperiority delusionsHyper-meaning attributionGrandiosityDependency on substances for meaningEscapism cyclesLoss of groundedness in ordinary lifeThis happens because the ego isn't healed — it’s shattered, and it rebuilds defensively.3 Forced Transcendence vs. Organic DevelopmentPsychedelics create non-earned transcendence:You experience states your nervous system has not been trained to integrate.This causes:Psychological bypassingEmotional bypassingTrauma bypassingSpiritual bypassingIdentity confusionFalse awakening statesTrue development is structural (nervous system, emotional maturity, psychological integration). Psychedelics create state experiences, not structural development.This mismatch creates internal incoherence.4 Psychosis RiskOne of the most serious dangers:Psychedelics can:Trigger latent schizophreniaTrigger bipolar maniaTrigger psychotic breaksActivate dissociative disordersAmplify paranoiaCreate delusional belief systemsCause persistent perceptual disordersSome people never fully return to baseline.5 Trauma Amplification Contrary to popular belief:Psychedelics don’t automatically heal trauma — they often amplify it.They remove psychological filters that normally protect the psyche.This can cause:FloodingRe-traumatizationEmotional overwhelmNervous system overloadPanic disordersPTSD activation6 Dissolution Without IntegrationIntegration is the missing piece in most psychedelic culture.Without integration:Experiences become confusingMeaning becomes distortedIdentity fragmentsSpiritual ideation replaces grounded psychologySymbolic hallucinations become belief systemsArchetypal imagery becomes literalizedThis leads to:Magical thinkingConspiracy ideationFalse metaphysicsDelusional spiritualityEscapist cosmologies7 Dependency & EscapismEven “non-addictive” psychedelics can create psychological dependency:Chasing transcendenceAvoiding realityAvoiding responsibilityAvoiding emotional workAvoiding relational workUsing substances as meaning-makersThis creates spiritual addiction, not freedom.8 Nervous System OverloadStrong psychedelic experiences can overwhelm the autonomic nervous system:Chronic anxietyPanic disordersDerealizationDissociationInsomniaSensory hypersensitivityEmotional instabilitySome people develop long-term dysregulation.9 Cultural & Ceremonial RisksEven in “sacred ceremony” contexts:Unsafe facilitatorsNo psychological screeningNo trauma trainingNo integration trainingSpiritual authority manipulationSexual misconductFinancial exploitation“Ceremony” does not equal safety.and more!

In this episode we go over Plato's Cave Allegory which is a direct symbolization of Self Realization.Self Realization is the secret of all secrets and this information could not be shared with the masses.----------------------------------------------------------------------Plato's Cave Allegory describes prisoners chained in a cave, mistaking shadows on a wall for reality, representing ignorance and illusion; one prisoner escapes, experiences the painful but true world outside (the realm of Forms and the Good), and returns to enlighten others, but is met with hostility, symbolizing the philosopher's difficult journey to truth and the resistance to challenging comfortable misconceptions. The story illustrates the difference between sensory perception and true knowledge, the transformative power of education, and the philosopher's duty to guide society, even against opposition. The Allegory Explained:The Cave & Prisoners: Humanity trapped in the physical world, perceiving only copies (shadows) of reality.The Shadows: Illusions, opinions, and sensory experiences mistaken for truth.The Escapee: The philosopher ascending from ignorance to understanding.The Outside World: The intelligible realm of perfect, unchanging Forms (Ideas).The Sun: The ultimate source of truth and knowledge, the Form of the Good.The Return: The philosopher's duty to share true knowledge, often facing ridicule and danger from those content in the cave.#platoscave #realizetheself #selfrealization #enlightenment #yoga #meditation #plato #socrates #knowthyself

In this episode we continue our reading of my new book coming out next month: Realize the Self. In this video we finish the first chapter and the second from pages 9-22. Chapter 1 KNOW THYSELFChapter 2 THE HAPPINESS MYTH

Purification Rituals- Cleansing Mind, Body, and Soul1. Ancient Egyptian Purification Rituals- Cleanliness Before Godliness 2. Greek Eleusinian Mysteries- The Secrets of Purification3. Roman Ritual of Lustratio- A Group Effort4. Mayan Sweat Lodge Ceremony- Sweat Away Your Sins5. Japanese Misogi- Purified by Nature6. Native American Smudging Ceremony- Smoking Indoors7. Hindu Panchakarma- A Very Thorough Cleansing8. Jewish Mikveh- A Purifying BathSource: https://www.ancient-origins.net/history-ancient-traditions/purification-rituals-0019155

In this video we read the first 20 pages of the new book: Realize the Self scheduled for release 2/22/26. We go over the preface, introduction and first 9 pages of chapter 1 in this 40 min video.Realize the Self is a Self Realization manual for anyone who chooses to, can Realize the Self. You are THAT!

Coming up 1/25 first 20 pages of the book reading which takes about 40min. https://youtu.be/VGNOsBa-3nkCome watch the video with us!I will be in the chat if anyone has any questions. For some listening to the book can spark self realization in itself. Secret knowledge like the Ribhu Gita can do this hence the reason for koans, to still the mind to get to the place of Self Realization. The Self is the space innbetween thought.This is the secret of all secrets. You are the secrete of all secrets. This is the ultimate graduation from this realm. The Self is liberation and ultimate freedomKnow ThyselfRealize the Self.

Below is an expanded, structured overview of the Greek Mystery Schools, their origins and parallels in Egypt, and how they related to self-realization (gnōthi seauton — “know thyself”). I’ll treat this historically and philosophically, since the mystery tradition lives at the intersection of ritual, psychology, and metaphysics.1. What “Mystery Schools” WereThe Greek word mystērion comes from myein — “to close the eyes or mouth.”This implies initiation through direct experience, not public teaching.Mystery schools were:Initiatory (graded stages)Experiential (visions, ritual drama, altered states)Transformative (ethical, psychological, spiritual rebirth)Secret (knowledge was lived, not explained)Their aim was not belief but inner awakening.2. Major Greek Mystery SchoolsA. Eleusinian Mysteries (Demeter & Persephone)Location: Eleusis, near AthensTime span: ~1500 BCE – 400 CE (longest-running)Core Myth:Persephone’s descent into the underworld and return.Initiatory Goal:Confrontation with deathRevelation of the soul’s immortalityLoss of fear of deathSelf-Realization Aspect:The initiate experiences themselves as more than the body — a cyclic being tied to cosmic rhythms.Plato, Cicero, and Sophocles all testified that Eleusis taught how to “die well.”B. Orphic Mysteries (Orpheus)Nature: Decentralized, ascetic, philosophicalKey Texts: Orphic Hymns, gold burial tabletsCore Beliefs:The soul is divine but trapped in matterLife is a cycle of purification (metempsychosis)Liberation comes through knowledge and purityPractices:VegetarianismEthical disciplineSacred chants and cosmologySelf-Realization Aspect:Recognition of the divine spark (Dionysian essence) within.“I am a child of Earth and starry Heaven.”C. Dionysian MysteriesFocus: Ecstasy, madness, divine possessionRituals: Dance, wine, music, trancePsychological Function:Dissolution of ego boundariesRepressed instincts reintegratedControlled chaos → renewalSelf-Realization Aspect:Breaking the false self constructed by society to access primal, unconditioned being.This school complements Apollo (order) with Dionysus (chaos).D. Samothracian Mysteries (Great Gods / Cabeiri)Unique Feature: Open to slaves and foreignersFocus: Protection, fate, cosmic forcesSymbolism:Sacred geometryMasculine/feminine polarityCosmic harmonySelf-Realization Aspect:Alignment with universal order (kosmos) rather than personal salvation alone.E. Pythagorean School (Semi-Mystery Tradition)Nature: Mathematical-spiritual brotherhoodTeachings:Number as the essence of realityHarmony of soul and cosmosReincarnationPractices:SilenceMusic therapyGeometry as meditationSelf-Realization Aspect:The soul awakens by tuning itself to cosmic ratios — becoming harmonious, ordered, and clear.F. Platonic / Neoplatonic MysteriesKey Figures: Plato, Plotinus, IamblichusCore Idea:The soul descends from the One and must return through recollection (anamnesis).Methods:DialecticContemplationTheurgy (ritual invocation)Self-Realization Aspect:Remembering one’s divine origin — the Good beyond Being.3. Egyptian Origins & ParallelsEgyptian Mystery CentersHeliopolisMemphisThebesAbydos (Osiris Mysteries)Greek sages openly acknowledged Egyptian initiation:Pythagoras studied in Egypt (~22 years by some accounts)Plato referred to Egyptian priests as ancient custodians of wisdomHerodotus said Greek religion came from Egypt

In this video we continue the topic of the Egyptian Mystery Schools and how they directly relate to Self Realization. 1. What Were the Egyptian Mystery Schools?They were temple-based priestly education and initiation systems, not “schools” in the modern sense, whose purpose was to transform consciousness, preserve cosmic order (Ma’at), and prepare select individuals for ritual, governance, and immortality rites.They functioned as:Religious institutionsScientific and philosophical centersEthical training systemsInitiatory paths for spiritual realizationOnly a small elite had access to the deepest levels.B. Human Purpose: Transformation of ConsciousnessAt the individual level, the schools aimed to transform a person into an:AkhA being who is:Self-awareEthically integratedConscious beyond bodily deathCapable of effective action in subtle realmsThis is explicitly stated in Pyramid and Coffin Texts.3. When Did the Mystery Schools Exist?Rather than one system, they evolved over 3,000+ years.Chronological OverviewOld Kingdom (c. 2600–2100 BCE)Pyramid Texts appearInitiatory afterlife knowledge restricted to kingsHeliopolis, Memphis prominentMiddle Kingdom (c. 2100–1700 BCE)Coffin Texts democratize initiation to nobilityAbydos Osirian mysteries expandClear ethical and psychological emphasisNew Kingdom (c. 1550–1070 BCE)Temple initiation highly developedThebes (Amun) dominantRitual drama, dream incubation, darkness ritesLate Period & Ptolemaic Egypt (c. 700–30 BCE)Isis and Osiris mysteries open to foreignersGreek philosophical integrationHermetic tradition emergesThere is continuous institutional evidence across all periods.1. Temple ComplexesKarnak, Luxor, Abydos, Philae, SaïsArchitectural features consistent with initiation:Hypostyle halls (progressive darkness)Inner sanctuaries (restricted access)Processional routes (ritual journey)2. Textual EvidencePyramid Texts (c. 2400 BCE)Coffin TextsBook of the DeadTemple inscriptions describing:PurificationSecrecy oathsB. Indirect but Strong Evidence1. Priestly TitlesEgyptian inscriptions mention:“Master of Secrets”“He who knows the hidden things”“Pure one of the House of Life”C. Greek Testimony (Secondary but Important)Greek writers consistently report Egyptian initiations:Herodotus (5th c. BCE): describes secret rites and prohibitionsPlutarch: details Osiris initiationsDiodorus Siculus: confirms ritual secrecy and staged revelationIamblichus: connects Egyptian rites to theurgyThese writers were outsiders, but independent of each other.D. What We Do Not Have (Important Limits)No single text labeled “Mystery School Manual”No explicit public description of full initiation sequencesNo unbroken lineage documentsThis absence is expected in secrecy traditions.5. Famous Historical Figures Associated with Egyptian MysteriesWe must separate attested, probable, and legendary.Historically Attested or Highly ProbableEgyptian PharaohsAll legitimate kingsInitiated into Osirian and solar ritesHigh Priests of Amun, Ptah, ThothTitles explicitly reference secret knowledgeLived within temple precinctsProbable (Based on Multiple Sources)PythagorasAncient sources say he studied in Egypt for ~20 yearsHis doctrines (number mysticism, purification, silence) closely parallel Egyptian practicesPlatoExplicitly states Egyptian priests preserved ancient wisdomHis metaphysics align strongly with Egyptian cosmologyLater Initiatory Tradition (Not Historically Provable)These claims appear in Hellenistic, Hermetic, or esoteric sources, not archaeology:SolonThalesOrpheusMoses (mentioned in some Jewish and Greco-Egyptian texts)These are possible, not provable.Roman-Era Initiates (Well Attested)PlutarchInitiated into Isis mysteriesApuleiusDescribes Isis initiation in The Golden AssThis is our clearest first-person initiation account

In this episode we go over in depth the Egyptian Mystery Schools and how they were a path to Realize the Self. These schools were only for the Elite and not for the masses. 1. Temple of Heliopolis (Iunu)Role: Old Kingdom priesthood; center of cosmology and metaphysicsCore FocusMa’at (cosmic order, truth, balance)Solar consciousness (Ra / Atum)Techniques for Self-RealizationContemplation of Ma’atEthical self-purification through daily moral alignmentSacred recitation (Heka)Spoken formulas believed to awaken divine intelligenceSolar meditationVisualization of consciousness rising with the sun (symbol of awakening)Geometry & cosmology studyUnderstanding divine order through numbers and form🜂 Self-realization aim: Alignment of the individual soul with cosmic intelligence.2. Temple of Memphis (Ptah Mystery School)Role: Intellectual and creative mystery centerCore FocusPtah as divine mind and creative wordCreation through thought and speechTechniquesInner silence practicesMastery of thought before speechSacred craftsmanshipWorking stone, art, or architecture as spiritual disciplineMental concentration (proto-dharana)Holding divine concepts without distraction🜂 Self-realization aim: Realizing oneself as a conscious co-creator with the divine mind.3. Temple of Thebes (Waset)Role: Advanced initiatory center; priest-kings and high initiatesCore FocusAmun (the Hidden One)Inner divinity and transcendence of formTechniquesDarkness initiationProlonged isolation in sealed chambersBreath control & internal energy circulationSymbolic death and rebirth ritualsDream incubationReceiving instruction through dreams🜂 Self-realization aim: Direct realization of the hidden divine essence within.4. Abydos (Osirian Mysteries)Role: Death, resurrection, immortality ritesCore FocusOsiris as archetype of the eternal soulAfterlife consciousness while livingTechniquesRitual reenactment of deathVisualization of the Duat (inner worlds)Judgment of the heart meditationMantric recitation from Pyramid / Coffin Texts🜂 Self-realization aim: Conscious immortality and mastery beyond death.5. Isis Mystery Temples (Philae, Saïs)Role: Sacred feminine wisdom and healingCore FocusDivine intuitionSacred sexuality (non-hedonistic)TechniquesChanting & tonal vibrationRitual fasting and lunar observanceSacred union rites (symbolic, not public)Healing through sound and touch🜂 Self-realization aim: Awakening intuitive gnosis and unity through love-wisdom.6. Hermetic Schools (Thoth / Djehuti Tradition)(Later systematized in Greco-Egyptian Alexandria)Core FocusGnosis (direct knowing)“As above, so below”TechniquesMental transmutationSymbol meditationAstral ascent practicesSacred writing & hieroglyph contemplation🜂 Self-realization aim: Knowing oneself as divine intelligence embodied.What the Initiates Were Ultimately SeekingEgyptian self-realization was not ego enhancement, but:Becoming an Akh — a luminous, effective, awakened being Conscious in life, death, and beyond.This is one of the earliest documented non-dual spiritual systems in human history.

THE DANGER OF DESIREIn this video we go over desire. ___________________________________We often speak of desire as one of the root causes of suffering, yet there is one desire that is not only harmless but profoundly beneficial: the desire to Realize the Self. This is the yearning to end suffering and to know the everlasting happiness that is our true nature. Once the Self is Realized, even this desire falls away, for there is nothing left to seek. All wanting dissolves in the fullness of the Self.Any other desire—anything the mind longs for—may bring temporary pleasure, but it can never bring permanence. Only the Realization of the Self leads to lasting, unshakeable happiness. Everything else in this world, without exception, offers only momentary satisfaction before fading. This is the trap of the world: desire is constantly cultivated and reinforced by society, conditioning us to seek happiness externally.Every day we see commercial after commercial, TV show after TV show, social media post after social media post portraying people blissfully happy with new cars, expensive boats, exotic vacations, perfect bodies, cold beers, and endless sensory pleasures. At first these things seem to bring joy—but soon the mind wants more, and the cycle of craving and dissatisfaction continues.Only Self Realization is the true antidote, the gateway to eternal happiness. Be the Self. Be happy. Be free. You are THAT!Ashtavakra Gita 18.21 (Chinmayananda, 2016)Like a leaf in the windthe liberated oneis untethered from life–desireless, independent, free.“Be like a child who never grows up: the only reason why the child-like state does not last is “desire”. -Ma Anandamayi Another similarity between Gnosticism and Vedic teachings appears in the Gospel of Thomas, where Jesus says: “If you do not fast from the world, you will not find the kingdom.” This is yet another hint that the world is a trap of the senses—an obstacle echoed in both Buddhist and Vedic teachings on Self Realization. The Sufis often spoke of this world in stark, even shocking terms—calling it garbage, manure, or a latrine—not out of hatred for creation, but as a deliberate reminder of the dangers of attachment. They practiced zuhd, a discipline of detachment from worldly desires and excess, in order to devote themselves fully to love, remembrance, and the knowledge of the Self. Zuhd places spiritual aims above material pursuits, discouraging luxury and extravagance while emphasizing what truly nourishes Self- Realization and endures beyond this life. In the Astavakra Gita Ashtavakra says: “If you are seeking liberation, my son, shun the objects of the senses like poison.” This is another concept strongly emphasized in many ancient teachings as an aid to Self Realization. Sensual pleasures hook one into the illusory world, and their addictive nature generates the very opposite of stillness—restlessness, agitation, and longing. One seeks pleasure hoping it will bring lasting happiness, but as mentioned earlier, it becomes a perpetual hamster wheel of pain and pleasure, endlessly repeating until this life comes to an end—and with it, the opportunity to Realize the Self that was always right under one’s own nose. Remember: Ramana Maharshi said that man’s search for happiness is an unconscious search for the true Self. Instead of seeking pleasure, turn inward to its very source. Realize the Self—the bliss of all bliss, the essence of all joy. You are THAT!Ashtavakra Gita 1-1.2 (Chinmayananda, 2016): 1: Instruction on Self Realization1:1Janaka said: Master, how is Knowledge to be achieved, detachment acquired, liberation attained? Ashtavakra said:1.2 To be free, shun the experiences of the senses like poison...

REALIZE THE 7 DEADLY SINSIn this video we go over some western teachings relating to obstacles of Self Realization. _________________________________Aside from the ancient Eastern teachings on what to cultivate and what to avoid, we also find wisdom much closer to the West. In Christianity, there are the Seven Deadly Sins, considered vices that give rise to further wrongdoing and immoral behavior. Let’s explore them briefly:1—Pride
Pride is regarded as the root of all sins in Christianity. It is an excessive sense of self-importance and deep satisfaction in one’s achievements. This keeps a person locked in competitiveness and separateness, distancing them from unity and therefore from Self- Realization.2—Greed
Greed is the excessive desire for material possessions, power, food, or sensual pleasures. It can be seen as a form of attachment, since desire and attachment go hand in hand. Greed is also mentioned in Buddhism as one of the Three Poisons.3—Lust
Lust refers to the craving for sensual pleasure, especially sexual desire. In Buddhism, this is considered a form of greed and one of the Three Poisons—not limited only to sexual craving but extending to excessive desire for anything of the senses.4—Envy
Envy is the resentment of another person’s good fortune or excellence, along with the desire to have it for oneself. In Buddhism, envy parallels the hindrance of ill will. Much of this material overlaps across religions and cultures. Envy can also be seen as the opposite of empathetic joy, one of the Four Brahmaviharas.5—Gluttony
Gluttony is overindulgence, especially with food or drink, and can be seen as yet another form of greed. It relates to overindulgence in any sensual pleasure. Excess consumption creates greater attachment and agitation, not only biochemically but also psychologically. For example, drinking alcohol every night slowly builds tolerance until the person needs more and more to achieve the same effect, often leading to physical or mental crisis. As mentioned earlier, it is wise to avoid alcohol, caffeine, nicotine, and other intoxicants most if not all of the time.6—Wrath
Wrath refers to anger, fury, and the desire for revenge. This aligns closely with the second of Buddhism’s Three Poisons—hatred—as well as the hindrance of ill will. It is remarkable how universal these teachings are across traditions.7—Sloth
Sloth is excessive laziness and apathy. It appears again in Buddhism as one of the Five Hindrances and is understood as mental dullness and resistance to wholesome effort.What is interesting to observe is how strongly many of the Seven Deadly Sins correspond to the Buddhist kleshas and hindrances—especially lust, greed, sloth, and gluttony. These teachings clearly overlap across cultures and religions. They offer important qualities to be aware of—traits best not cultivated.Instead, we should work to cultivate the precious jewels of loving-kindness, compassion, empathetic joy, and equanimity—virtues that dissolve the poisons and illuminate the path to Self- Realization.

REALIZE THE 5 HINDRANCESIn this video we go over the 5 main hindrances to Self Realization.___________________________________________________________________In classical Buddhism, there are five hindrances or mental factors identified on the path to Self Realization. These hindrances are considered obstacles to mindfulness, meditation, and ultimately, Self Realization. The five hindrances are: sensory desire, ill-will, sloth and torpor, restlessness, and doubt.Sensory desire is the seeking of pleasure through the five senses: sight, sound, smell, taste, and touch.Ill-will refers to hostility, resentment, anger, or hatred.Sloth and torpor refers to laziness, lethargy, or half-hearted action with little or no concentration.Restlessness and worry is the inability to calm the mind and focus.Doubt refers to a lack of conviction in oneself, mistrust of one’s abilities, or lack of confidence in teachers. These hindrances are important to observe, as the ego often exploits them to sabotage the path to Self Realization. According to some, one can even add a sixth: forgetfulness. The ego uses forgetfulness, along with the other five hindrances, to keep one from Realizing the Self.

REALIZE THE 5 POISONSIn this video we will over over the kleshas or poisons that are obstacles to Self Realization._______________________________________________In Buddhism, there is a teaching known as the three poisons: greed, hatred, and delusion. These are mental states that cause suffering and hinder the Realization of the Self. They are also referred to as the three unwholesome roots or the three defilements.1 — GreedGreed is another term for passion, attachment, or lust. It is the excessive desire for things—sensual pleasures, power, wealth—as well as attachment to ideas and opinions. Society heavily promotes this excess through the over-sexualization of culture, constant fast-food advertising, and the reinforcement of certain beliefs or narratives. This world is a trap, and caution must be used as one navigates it. Many systems and messages are designed to shape the subconscious, becoming default programming that binds a person to illusion. To Realize the Self, all of these programs, attachments, and beliefs must be let go, allowing one to return to nothingness and inner emptiness where the Self resides.2 — HatredHatred includes aversion, aggression, and anger. It refers to rejecting or resisting anything one dislikes—whether external situations or internal feelings. Society often normalizes anger, even glorifying it. This is another trap that keeps people bound to suffering. "Righteous anger" is one of the most deceptive forms of anger, for it appears justified. When people believe their anger is morally correct, mob mentality can arise, often leading to violence or even death. The proper approach is not to identify with anger or heightened emotional states but simply to observe them. Anger clouds clarity and weakens one’s connection to the Self. When the Self is Realized, it's not that anger never arises—it simply loses identification. One watches emotions come and go like waves in the ocean or clouds drifting across the sky. Always remember: thoughts, emotions, the world, and even the body all come and go—therefore they cannot be the real Self. Only the awareness that observes them—the eternal witness—is real. Find that which is real and abide in the Self. You are THAT!3 — DelusionDelusion is another word for ignorance, the fundamental misunderstanding of the nature of reality. It is the root cause of the other two poisons. Buddhist and Vedic teachings align remarkably on this point. This aligns closely with the Vedic concept of avidya, which is viewed as the core of human suffering. Avidya is the misidentification with the mind—the belief that the mind is the true self—while unaware of the luminous awareness beyond the mind that is one’s real nature. Delusion, greed, and hatred perpetuate suffering and, according to Buddhism, keep beings trapped in the cycle of reincarnation. ______________________________________________If we want to continue expanding beyond the three poisons, we naturally come to the five kleshas, sometimes called the five poisons. I’ll go over these briefly. The five kleshas are mental states that obscure the truth and lead to suffering: ignorance, egoism, attachment, aversion, and fear of death. They are considered the root causes of suffering and major obstacles to Self Realization. It is wise to understand them, alongside practicing the methods that lead to Self Realization. By recognizing these poisons and refraining from attaching to them, we can further ensure Self Realization.

In this video we go over Gurdjieffs unusual methods for Realizing the Self. Some of these methods are not ideal in todays day and age yet some of the gentler methods can be used and are complement Self Realization methods quite well. The key is bringing awareness into automated and habitual life. 95% of our thoughts, behaviors and actions are running subconsciously without our awareness. Gurdjieffs methods help bring awareness back to that which is aware. That which is aware is the Self. You are the awareness, the observer, the witness, that is the Self and you are THAT!Gurdjieff’s Methods for AwakeningOften called The Fourth WayCore diagnosis: “Man is asleep”Gurdjieff taught that ordinary humans:Live mechanicallyAre driven by habits, emotions, and external stimuliMistake imagination and personality for real consciousnessTrue awakening is rare and requires intentional work.The Fourth Way (Compared to Other Paths)Fakir path: mastery of the body (will through suffering)Monk path: mastery of emotions (faith, devotion)Yogi path: mastery of mind (knowledge, concentration)Fourth Way: works on body, emotions, and mind simultaneously, within ordinary lifeNo retreat from the world—life itself becomes the laboratory.Key Practices and Concepts1. Self-Observation (Without Judgment)Observe thoughts, emotions, sensations as they ariseSee one’s inner contradictions and automatic reactionsNo attempt to change—just to see“If you observe sincerely, you will see that you do not have one ‘I,’ but many.”2. Remembering Oneself (Self-Remembering)Divided attention:One part on the external situationOne part on awareness of oneself being presentCreates moments of real consciousnessRare, fragile, but transformativeThis is the core awakening practice.3. Understanding the “Many I’d”The self is fragmented into multiple, competing “I’d”Each “I” believes it is the whole personAwakening begins by recognizing this inner multiplicityUnity must be earned, not assumed.4. Conscious Labor and Intentional SufferingConscious labor: doing necessary tasks with full awarenessIntentional suffering: enduring inner discomfort (pride, vanity, impatience) without escapeThese generate inner friction, which produces growth5. Movements and Sacred DancesHighly precise, symbolic physical exercisesCombine attention, rhythm, emotion, and thoughtDesigned to interrupt mechanical behavior and harmonize centers6. Work in GroupsOthers act as mirrorsFriction with people reveals hidden habitsAwakening is nearly impossible aloneUltimate AimDevelopment of a real, unified “I”Permanent consciousness rather than temporary insightsAlignment with universal laws (cosmic order)Gurdjieff emphasized that awakening is practical, difficult, and rare—and cannot be achieved through belief, morality, or comfort alone.

In this video we continue our topic of the mystical Sufis.Sufism uses a collective of techniques to enhance the Realization of the Self.Self-Realization in Sufism: Knowing the Self to Know GodThe famous Sufi saying, often attributed to the Prophet Muhammad captures the heart of the path:“Whoever knows himself knows his Lord.”Self-realization is the journey from identification with the lower nafs (ego) to awareness rooted in the Divine presence. This is not annihilation of the body or personality, but disidentification from compulsive desire, distraction, and self-centered narration.“Eat little, sleep little, talk little” directly addresses the three main ways the nafs maintains its illusion of control.2. Eat Little: Refining Desire and PerceptionIn Sufism, hunger is not starvation, but intentional lightness.Why eating little matters:Excess food thickens the body and dulls perceptionDesire for food strengthens habitual cravingSatiety reinforces forgetfulness (ghaflah)Sufis observed that:When the stomach is full, the heart sleeps.Eating little:Softens the ego’s insistence on comfortMakes the heart more sensitive to subtle statesTrains the self to obey conscious intention, not impulseThis is crucial for self-realization because the ego survives by automatic gratification. When gratification is delayed, the illusion of “I must have” weakens—and awareness widens.3. Sleep Little: Guarding Wakefulness Beyond the BodySleep in Sufi language has two meanings:Physical sleepSpiritual unconsciousnessTo “sleep little” does not mean chronic exhaustion. It means:Reducing excess, escapist sleepPreserving night vigilance (tahajjud, muraqabah, remembrance)Night wakefulness was treasured because:The world is quietSocial identity dissolvesThe heart becomes intimate and exposedRumi writes:“Why are you asleep?The water of life is flowing around you.”Self-realization requires continuity of awareness. Excess sleep fractures that continuity and strengthens identification with the body alone.4. Talk Little: Silencing the Ego’s StoryOf the three, talk little may be the most subtle and difficult.Why?Because the ego lives in narration.Talking:Reinforces the sense of “me” and “my opinions”Solidifies identity through reaction and defenseExternalizes attention instead of deepening presenceSufis were not antisocial; they were anti-compulsive speech.To talk little means:Speaking only when speech carries truth, necessity, or remembranceLetting silence digest experience internallyWeakening the ego’s need to assert itselfAl-Junayd said:“The water of wisdom flows in silence.”In silence, the false self loses oxygen. In that loss, real presence appears.From Discipline to LoveImportantly, Sufis warn:If these practices are done without love, they become dry asceticism.True self-realization happens when:Eating little becomes gratitudeSleeping little becomes intimacyTalking little becomes listening—to God, to the heart, to reality itselfAs Rabiʿa al-Adawiyya taught:“I do not worship You from fear of Hell or hope of Paradise,but because You are worthy of being loved.” The Paradox of Self-RealizationIn the end, Sufi self-realization reveals something paradoxical: The “self” you tried to discipline was never real What remains is awareness without ownershipLife continues, but without the burden of egoThe one who eats, sleeps, and speaks appropriately is not restrained—they are free.Fasting & brain waves :Increases alpha waves Increases theta waves May reduce excessive beta activity Longer fasting can enhance gamma coherence Sleep deprivation & brain waves ):Increases theta and delta waves while awake Disrupts alpha waves Reduces beta and gamma activity Mantra chanting & brain waves:Increases alpha waves Increases theta waves Can enhance gamma synchronization Silence & brain waves:Increases alpha waves Increases theta waves Reduces excessive beta activity

In this episode we go over all things Sufism.We talk about these Islamic mystics in deep depth and how this points directly to Self Realization. Every religion and ancient culture has a branch that branches out from normal mainstream society through the ages and Sufism is one of these branches. Not everyone is supposed to Realize the Self. Only a select few. The secret of all secrets throughout the ages is Self Realization. You are THAT!

In this video we examined the loosh theory in depth as presented by Robert Monroe.We will examine all the intricate details.We will discuss loosh and its relationship to karma as well as pendulums.They seem to be referring to similar mechanics of earth energy extraction.Ultimately Self Realization is the remedy for loosh, karma and pendulums. Realize the Self that is all there is to do.You are THAT!

In this video we go over one of the four brahmaviharas of Buddhism called equanimity. We link this concept to karma as well as the idea of Vadim Zelands pendulum. _________________________________________________Equanimity (upekṣā / samatva) and non-reaction sit at the very heart of Indian spiritual psychology. They are not emotional numbness or suppression; they are the natural expression of Self-knowledge and the mechanism by which karma loses its binding power.I’ll explain this in three layers: psychological, karmic, and realization of the Self.1. What equanimity really is (and is not)Equanimity means:Inner balance amid pleasure and painClarity without agitationResponsiveness without compulsive reactionIt is not:IndifferenceDetachment from lifeEmotional coldnessPassivityIn Sanskrit, the key word is samatva — evenness of vision.samatvaṁ yoga ucyate“Equanimity is called yoga.”— Bhagavad Gītā 2.48When the mind is equanimous:Emotions arise and passSensations are felt fullyBut the sense of ‘I’ does not get pulled into them2. Non-reaction and the mechanics of karmaHow karma is createdKarma is not action itself, but:Action + identification + emotional chargeReaction is what binds karma.When something happens:A stimulus arisesThe mind interprets itDesire or aversion arisesReaction followsA saṁskāra (impression) is laid downThat impression seeks repetition — this is karma’s momentum.What non-reaction doesNon-reaction breaks the chain at step 4.The event still occursFeeling still arisesBut no new impression is createdThis is why the Gītā says:karmaṇy evādhikāras te mā phaleṣu kadācana“You have the right to action alone, not to its fruits.”— Gītā 2.47Equanimity means:Acting when action is requiredRefraining when restraint is requiredWithout craving successWithout resisting failure3. Equanimity as karma-burning (not karma-avoiding)A common misunderstanding:“If I stop reacting, nothing will change.”In fact, everything changes.Old karmas still ripen (prārabdha)But without reaction, they exhaust themselvesNo new karmic seeds are planted (āgāmi karma)This is why sages appear:Active outwardlyFree inwardlynaiva kiñcit karomīti yukto manyeta tattvavit“The knower of truth knows: ‘I do nothing at all.’”— Gītā 5.84. The deeper shift: from doer to witnessEquanimity matures into sākṣī-bhāva (the witnessing stance).Here the realization dawns:Thoughts arise in awarenessEmotions move in awarenessActions happen through the bodyBut the Self remains untouchedna hanyate hanyamāne śarīre“The Self is not killed when the body is killed.”— Gītā 2.20This is not philosophical — it is experiential.5. Equanimity and Self-realizationIn Self-realization:Equanimity is no longer practicedIt becomes effortlessWhy?Because the root error dissolves:“I am the experiencer of pleasure and pain.”When this falls away:Pleasure and pain still ariseBut there is no center for them to bindduḥkheṣv anudvigna-manāḥsukheṣu vigata-spṛhaḥ“Unshaken by sorrow, free from craving for pleasure…”— Gītā 2.56This is the hallmark of a jīvanmukta — liberated while living.6. A simple summaryReaction creates karmaEquanimity dissolves karmaWitnessing reveals the SelfThe Self is beyond karma altogetherOr in one line:Karma binds the doer.Equanimity dissolves the doer.Self-realization ends the story.Vadim Zeland’s “pendulum” (Reality Transurfing)In Reality Transurfing, a pendulum is:A collective thought–emotion structureFormed when many people give attention, belief, and emotional energy to the same ideaSustained by reaction, especially fear, anger, pride, guilt, or obsessionExamples:Political movementsSocial media outrage cyclesReligious or ideological fanaticismWorkplace dramaFamily conflict patternsPersonal identities (“I must be right,” “I’m a victim,” “I’m special”)and much more!!!

In this video we go over in depth the Self as SAT CHIT ANANDA or existence, consciousness, bliss. Another term for bliss is love. The Self is existence.The Self is consciousness.The Self is the Bliss of all Bliss, the Love of ALL LOVE!You are THAT! _____________________________________Sat–Chit–Ānanda is a core teaching in Advaita Vedānta that describes the essential nature of the Self (Ātman/Brahman). It is not three separate qualities, but three ways of pointing to one indivisible reality.Sat (सत्) — Being / ExistenceSat means that which truly is—absolute, unchanging existence.It is not existence in the ordinary sense (objects that appear and disappear), but existence itself, independent of time, form, or condition.The Self is Sat because it is never born and never dies.Chit (चित्) — Consciousness / AwarenessChit refers to pure consciousness—the awareness by which all experiences are known.It is not thinking, perception, or mental activity, but the silent, luminous knowing behind them.The Self is Chit because it is self-aware and self-revealing, needing nothing else to know it.Ānanda (आनन्द) — Bliss / FulfillmentĀnanda is not pleasure or emotional happiness, but deep, causeless fullness.It arises naturally when there is no sense of lack, separation, or becoming.The Self is Ānanda because, being complete and whole, it is free from desire and suffering.Taken togetherSat–Chit–Ānanda points to the Self as:Ever-existing (Sat)Ever-aware (Chit)Ever-fulfilled (Ānanda)Importantly, bliss (ānanda) is not something the Self experiences—it is what the Self is. When ignorance and ego dissolve, this inherent fullness shines unobstructed.A concise way to say it:The Self is existence itself, aware of itself, and complete in itself.YOU ARE THAT!___________________________________________________Here are some authentic Upanishadic passages that directly express Sat–Chit–Ananda, even when the three terms are not always grouped together explicitly. In the Upanishads, this reality is often described through being, consciousness, and bliss as inseparable aspects of Brahman.Sat (Being / Existence)“Sat eva somya idam agra āsīt.”— Chāndogya Upaniṣad 6.2.1“In the beginning, my dear, this was Being alone, one without a second.”This passage establishes pure existence (Sat) as the fundamental reality.Chit (Consciousness / Awareness)“Prajñānam brahma.”— Aitareya Upaniṣad 3.3“Consciousness is Brahman.”Here, Brahman is identified directly as pure awareness (Chit).Ananda (Bliss)“Ānando brahmeti vyajānāt.”— Taittirīya Upaniṣad 3.6.1“He realized that Bliss is Brahman.”This famous declaration points to Ananda as the very nature of ultimate reality.Unified Expression (Existence–Consciousness–Bliss)“Raso vai saḥ.”— Taittirīya Upaniṣad 2.7.1“He is verily rasa (essence/bliss).”And immediately following:“Rasaṁ hy evāyaṁ labdhvā ānandī bhavati.”“Having realized that essence, one becomes blissful.”Direct Self-Realization Statement“Ayam ātmā brahma.”— Māṇḍūkya Upaniṣad 2“This Self is Brahman.”Taken together, these passages form the scriptural foundation of Sat–Chit–Ananda: Brahman as pure Being, luminous Consciousness, and boundless Bliss—not attributes added to the Self, but its very essence.When the Upanishads declare “Tat Tvam Asi”—“That Thou Art”—they are pointing to the radical insight that this Brahman, characterized as Sat–Chit–Ananda, is not distant or transcendent in the ordinary sense, but is the very Self. To realize Brahman is not to acquire something new, but to recognize what has always been present: the changeless awareness in which the body, mind, and world appear and disappear. In this recognition, the illusion of separation dissolves, and what remains is Being knowing itself—silent, complete, and free.

In this video I go over the 4 steps to Self Realization with a 3-4 month time frame. Preparatory work 1 month: develop loving kindness, empathetic joy, compassion, equanimity. Work on developing the love in ones heart. This is fundamentally paramount. Self Realization cannot happen until the heart is open.Next the 3 month program.1st month work on forgiveness mostly, little on release technique and little on self inquiry2nd month shift to primary focus release technique, less forgiveness, and little self inquiry3rd month shift to self inquiry primary focus less forgiveness and less release technique By the end of the 3-4 month program one should have an innate understand of the Self that transcends the mind.Lester Levenson did it in 3 monthsNisargadatta did it in 3 years The Upanishads say it can take 6 monthsWith the precise implementation of the method 3 months is a reasonable timeframe. It all depends on how much time and effort one puts into it.YOU CAN DO IT!!!Also in this video I explain why I do not recommend neurofeedback training any longer. I will go over that more in depth in an another video.Also I will be in Puerto Vallarta Mexico at the Anarchapulco Conference Feb. 17-20.Come by and hang out and lets enjoy the conference together.

In this video we go over the souls migration from earth to the moon and back again citing specific Upanishadic texts. Earth. can be considered a school or a prison. Do you want to graduate or escape it or come back again with your memory wiped and hope to be born in a 1st world country? Social media influencers will have you believe in this method or that method to escape samsara, that may or may not work with Self Realization it is the best shot one has to either graduate or escape depending on your viewpoint.If our memories are wiped and the gods feed on humans this appears more like a system of deceit then of learning and growth but thats just me...REALIZE THE SELF that is all there is to do. In the next video we will go over what the Upanishads say about where we go when we Realize the Self.-----------------------------------------------------------Chāndogya Upaniṣhad 5.10.3–6“Those who know thus, and those who in the village practice sacrifice, charity, and austerity—they pass into smoke, from smoke into night,from night into the dark fortnight,from the dark fortnight into the six months when the sun moves south.From those months they go to the world of the Fathers,from the world of the Fathers to the Moon.” (5.10.3–4)“Having reached the Moon, they become food.There the gods feed on them, as priests feed on Soma.” (5.10.5)“When that is exhausted, they return again by the same path—ether → air → rain → earth → food → seed → human birth.” (5.10.6)2. Bṛhadāraṇyaka Upaniṣhad — parallel teachingBṛhadāraṇyaka Upaniṣhad 6.2.16“Those who conquer the world by sacrifice, charity, and austerity go to the world of the Fathers.From the world of the Fathers they go to the Moon.Having dwelt there as long as their merit lasts, they return again.”3. Kauṣītaki Upaniṣhad — Moon as a testing gateKauṣītaki Upaniṣhad 1.2“All who depart from this world go to the Moon.In the first half, the Moon nourishes them;in the second half, it sends them onward.”Later in the same section:“Those who cannot answer the Moon’s questions become rain and are born again.Those who answer correctly pass beyond.”4. Prāśna Upaniṣhad — indirect referencePrāśna Upaniṣad 1.9“By the southern path (dakṣiṇāyana), the sacrificers attain the Moon;having enjoyed there, they return again.”5. Muṇḍaka Upaniṣhad — confirms return from heavenly worldsWhile Muṇḍaka does not name the Moon directly in detail, it clearly supports the doctrine:Muṇḍaka Upaniṣhad 1.2.9–10“Those who perform rituals, thinking them the highest good,after enjoying the fruits of heaven, return again to this world.”1. Chāndogya Upaniṣhad — humans become food on the MoonChāndogya Upaniṣhad 5.10.5“Having reached the Moon, they become food (anna).There the gods feed on them, just as priests feed on Soma.”2. Bṛhadāraṇyaka Upaniṣhad — beings are food within the cosmic sacrificeBṛhadāraṇyaka Upaniṣhad 1.4.6“This universe is food and the eater of food.”(annam vai idam sarvam, annādaś ca)3. Bṛhadāraṇyaka Upaniṣhad — death as being offered into the cosmic fireBṛhadāraṇyaka Upaniṣhad 6.2.9–13 (pañcāgni-vidyā)“Man is the fire… the oblation is the person…From that offering arises the person.”4. Kauṣītaki Upaniṣhad — Moon consumes soulsKauṣītaki Upaniṣhad 1.2“All who depart from this world go to the Moon.The Moon nourishes itself with them.”5. Taittirīya Upaniṣhad — beings arise from and return as foodTaittirīya Upaniṣhad 2.2.1“From food are beings born;by food they live;into food they enter at death.”6. Aitareya Upaniṣhad — gods live by consuming offeringsAitareya Upaniṣhad 1.1.3“He created food.The gods desired it.”#realizetheself #selfrealization #chandogyaupanishad #upanishads #reincarnation #taittiriya #aitareyaupanishad #kausitakiupanishad #brahman #brhadaranyaka #foodforthegods #reincarnationtrap #soultrap #spirituality

In this video we go over the 4 stages of consciousnessFirst stage is waking consciousness where senses are turned outward, ego at eye area, predominately beta and alpha brain wave state, associated with A in AUMSecond stage is dreaming where senses turned inward, ego at throat level, predominantly in theta brain wave state, associated with U in AUMThird stage is deep dreamless sleep, where no senses turned anyway and ego merged back at heart center predominantly in a delta brain wave state, associated with M in AUMFourth stage is turiya or the awareness that underlies all the other states. It is the state of the Self, pure awareness. It is associated with the nothingness after AUM. The Mandukya Upanishad describes turiya as:“Neither inward-turned nor outward-turned consciousness… unseen, beyond transactions, incomprehensible, non-dual—this is the Self.”What Turiya Is NotNot a trance or altered mental stateNot sleep or deep meditationNot an experience that comes and goesTuriya is what you are, not something you enter.When thoughts stop, when the mind becomes silent, and yet awareness remains—that awareness is turiya.It is present now, even as you read these words.Self-Realization is the recognition that:You are turiya.The waking body-mind is observed.Dreams are observed.Deep sleep is observed (retroactively).The observer itself—unchanging, silent, and ever-present—is turiya.

In this video we go over the most effective means to produces heart brain coherence and to develop the fundamental love component of Self Realization by activating the heart center.This method is backed by the HeartMath Institute and is done in three easy steps:.Step one slow breath to 5s in 5s outStep two focus on heart centerStep three think of something using one of the four words: gratitude, appreciation, care or compassionThis will help develop the heart center needed for Self Realization.The Self, the Divine Spark is held hostage at the heart by what the Upanishads refer to as the hridaya granthi or heart knot. This technique will help dissolve that knot. The Upanishads explicitly state one needs to develop compassion, compassion, compassion. #upanishads #compassion #spirituality #selfrealization #enlightenment #realizetheself #ramanamaharshi #buddha #gnosis #jnana #advaitavedanta #buddhism #smaitawi #granthi #heartmath #heartbraincoherence #gratitude #appreciation #care