The State I Am In

 Carly Padrta — known across Instagram as Carly on the Kenai — is a lifestyle and adventure photographer based on the Kenai Peninsula. What started as a hobby born out of new motherhood and a pandemic-era YouTube rabbit hole has grown into a full creative career taking her across glaciers, into the backcountry, and all over the state of Alaska. In this conversation, Carly pulls back the curtain on what her life actually looks like behind the camera — from the gear she trusts in brutal Alaska conditions, to how she balances adventure with raising two young boys, to why bad weather almost always makes the best photography. In this episode: How a halibut charter in Ninilchik turned into a life in AlaskaThe accidental origin of her photography careerWhy she lets her camera take a beating — and what's survivedHer go-to gear: Sony, Sigma, and a backup SD card she keeps for emergenciesThe Knik Glacier camping trip that got a little too real at 2 a.m.Her honest take on AI editing and presets (spoiler: she's not a fan)Aurora photography, wildlife encounters, and her favorite spots on the peninsulaPractical advice for parents who want to get outside but feel stuckFollow Carly: Instagram & Facebook @carly_on_the_kenai Shoot me a text, what do you think?

Kaedyn Jennings is 20 years old, from Wasilla, Alaska, and by almost every conventional measure wasn't supposed to be a success — a complicated upbringing between Anchorage and the Mat-Su Valley, and a self-described bad student who nearly dropped out three months before graduation to start a lawn care company. He didn't drop out, but he did start the business — and four years later Snip&Clip Alaska has crossed a million dollars in total revenue, serviced properties over 6,000 times last year, and has become a force to be reckoned with in the industry.In this conversation Kaedyn walks Manny through all of it — his upbringing, the lawn care math that started everything, how he solved the three biggest problems in the industry before he even had his first client, and what he's learned about debt, hiring, leadership, and money from a network of real Alaska business owners he's built around himself.But the deeper thread running through this episode is what comes next — Kaedyn is 20, has already built the time freedom most people spend decades chasing, and is now figuring out how to turn that into financial freedom, 50 rental units, a helicopter, and a life built entirely on his own terms.  What We Cover Growing up between homes,  the aunt who raised him — and what shaped his driveHow he went from watching a friend cut grass to building a company that did close to $750K last yearWhy he believes passion is overrated when it comes to building a business — and what matters moreHis take on Dave Ramsey, debt, and why he's focused on eliminating it entirely at 20 years old"Hire fast, fire fast" — his no-nonsense approach to building a small team and getting out of the way in leadership.The loneliness of being a young entrepreneur, and why he says the bottom is just as lonely as the topBig aspirations and the long game he's playing while others his age drag their feet About Kaedyn Jennings Kaedyn Jennings is a 20-year-old entrepreneur from Wasilla, Alaska, and the owner of Snip&Clip Alaska, a lawn care and snow removal company serving the Mat-Su Valley and Anchorage. He built the business from the ground up as a teenager, growing it to a small team with an operations manager, a sales team, and an office — and he's currently aiming for 400 customers this year. He also creates content daily across Instagram, TikTok, and YouTube, where he shares his journey as a young business owner in Alaska. Follow Kaedyn Jennings on Facebook, Instagram, and TikTokSubscribe to his YouTube channel @KaedynJennings907  Contact Snip&Clip Alaska for your lawncare and snow removal needs. Advertise With Us Interested in putting your business in front of an engaged and growing audience that cares about Alaska? Learn more at www.thestateiamin.com Stay Connected @thestateiaminpodcast on Instagram, Facebook, and TikTok Subscribe on YouTube @thestateiamin Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, Manny sits down with Willie, Abe, and Eli Porter—multi-generational Alaskans whose story is deeply tied to the roots of commercial fishing on the Kenai Peninsula. From homesteading in the early 1900s to losing boats, building businesses, and ultimately restoring a historic cannery across Cook Inlet, the Porters are preserving a piece of Alaska that’s slowly disappearing.This is more than a story about fishing—it’s about legacy, resilience, and keeping a way of life alive for future generations.What You’ll Hear in This Episode The Porter family’s Alaska origin story dating back to 1908 What life looked like growing up in early Kenai (including dumping trash off the bluff 😳)  The rise and fall of commercial canneries in Cook Inlet  How fishing evolved from family-run operations to heavily regulated industry  Why commercial fishermen are often misunderstood today  The history behind Snug Harbor Cannery and how it nearly disappeared  How the Porters bought and are restoring this historic site  The reality of maintaining a remote, deteriorating property across the inlet  Bear viewing, fishing, and offering a truly authentic Alaska experience  Why preserving this history matters—before it’s gone for good  Key ThemesLegacy & Generational Knowledge The Porters aren’t just telling stories—they’re living proof of how knowledge, grit, and values get passed down through generations.The Evolution of Alaska From fish traps and canneries to modern regulations and tourism, this episode highlights how drastically life has changed—and what’s been lost along the way.Preservation vs. Erasure Snug Harbor isn’t just a business—it’s a fight against time to preserve a disappearing culture and industry.Authentic Alaska Experience This isn’t crowded rivers and tourist traps. It’s remote, raw, and real—exactly what people hope to find when they come north.🛠️ About Snug Harbor OutpostLocated across Cook Inlet near Lake Clark, Snug Harbor is a restored historic cannery turned remote adventure experience. Visitors can: Fish for salmon and halibut  View bears in their natural habitat  Explore untouched Alaska wilderness  Walk through a living museum of Alaska’s fishing history🌎 Why This Episode MattersAs Alaska continues to modernize, stories like this are becoming rare. The Porter family is holding onto something bigger than a business—they’re protecting a way of life.If you’ve ever wondered what Alaska used to be—and what it still can be—this episode is for you.Visit www.snugharboroutpost.com to learn moreFollow Snug Harbor on Facebook & InstagramShoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, I sit down with Jeremiah Christian, founder of Magnetic North Brewing Company in Anchorage, Alaska. Jeremiah started a brewery on the eve of the COVID-19 pandemic—when most people were pulling back, he leaned in and found ways for his long anticipated business to survive. What followed wasn’t smooth growth or overnight success, but six years of navigating setbacks, regulations, taxes, and the constant pressure of staying afloat in his industry's challenging business environment.What separates Jeremiah isn’t luck or perfect timing—it’s his willingness to do what he said he was going to do. Even when it got hard. Even when it stopped making sense. Even when the hits kept coming. We talk about what it really looks like to build something from the ground up in Alaska, the realities of the craft beer industry, and the mindset and tactics it takes to keep going when quitting would be easier. This is a conversation about grit, direction, and refusing to drift.   What We Cover: Starting a brewery during COVID  The realities of running a business in Alaska  Regulations, taxes, and industry challenges  The decline and pressure within the craft beer market  Why “doing what you said you would” matters  The mindset required to stay in the game long-term  Building something for locals, not just tourists  About Magnetic North Brewing Co: Magnetic North Brewing is an Anchorage-based brewery focused on crafting beer for Alaskans. Built on consistency, grit, and a commitment to the community, it reflects the same mindset Jeremiah brings to business—steady, intentional, and resilient.Check them out on Facebook and Instagram www.magneticnorthbrewingco.comShoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, I sit down with Fairbanks-based chef and community builder Lizzie Hartman. From her roots in Alaska’s culinary scene to appearing as a top 10 finalist on Master Chef, to traveling abroad and expanding her craft, Lizzie’s story is one of passion, creativity, and connection—but also profound loss.A few years ago, Lizzie lost her husband, leaving her to navigate life, motherhood, and grief in a way no one is ever truly prepared for.In this conversation, Lizzie opens up about that season—what it looked like, what it felt like, and how she found her footing again. We talk about the reality of grief, how it shows up in everyday life, and why it’s something we don’t talk about enough.At the center of her story is a mantra:Eat Well, Do Good, Stay Golden.What sounds simple on the surface carries deep meaning—shaped by loss, strengthened by community, and lived out through the way she shows up for others.We also dive into how community became the foundation for everything:her healing, her purpose, and her continued growth in the culinary world. From leaning on others to creating spaces where people feel seen and supported, Lizzie shares what it really means to turn pain into something that serves others.This episode is about more than food or success.It’s about grief, resilience, and the power of community to carry us through the hardest moments of our lives.In this episode, we talk about:Lizzie’s journey in Alaska’s culinary sceneHer experience traveling around Alaska, Italy, and expanding her craftLosing her husband and navigating life as a young motherThe reality of grief and why it’s often not talked aboutHow community became essential to healingLiving out “Eat Well, Do Good, Stay Golden”Turning pain into purpose and giving back to othersWhy this episode matters:Grief is something we all experience, but often feel alone in.This conversation is a reminder that healing doesn’t happen in isolation—it happens in community. And sometimes, the most meaningful way forward is simply continuing to show up—for yourself and for others.Connect with Lizzie Hartman:Instagram: @alaska.lizzieWebsite: https://www.alaskalizzie.com/Shoot me a text, what do you think?

One year ago, on Seward’s Day, I launched The State I Am In with a simple idea: Alaska is full of incredible people, and their stories deserve to be heard.A year later, that belief has only grown stronger.In this solo episode, I reflect on what I’ve learned from sitting across the table from so many individuals—people chasing purpose, facing obstacles, and figuring life out in real time. The biggest takeaway? The human story is far more powerful than we give it credit for.We’ve been sharing stories since time immemorial—but today, those stories still guide us. They help us navigate challenges, find meaning, and remind us that we’re not alone in what we’re going through.This episode is about more than a milestone. It’s about why conversations matter, what happens when we’re willing to listen, and how something almost magical can occur when wisdom is shared.Alaska may be the backdrop—but the story is human.Thank you for being part of this journey.In This Episode:Reflecting on one year of The State I Am InWhy storytelling still matters todayWhat I’ve learned from guests across AlaskaThe connection between purpose and struggleThe power of simply sitting down and listeningSupport the Show:If you enjoyed this episode, you can support the podcast by:Subscribing on your favorite platformLeaving a review on Spotify or Apple PodcastsSharing this episode with someone who needs to hear itYou can also follow along and engage with the show on social media:📱 Facebook, Instagram, TikTok: @thestateiaminpodcastHave a story to share?If you or someone you know has a story that reflects Alaska beyond the postcards, I’d love to hear from you.Keep North^Shoot me a text, what do you think?

What does the Iditarod sled-dog race look like in 2026—and where is it headed?In this episode of The State I Am In, Manny sits down with longtime musher, media voice, and publisher Robert Forto to explore the evolving world of dog mushing. From the ceremonial start in Anchorage to the realities of running a kennel in Alaska, this conversation goes far beyond the race itself.They dive into the rising costs of competing, declining participation numbers, sponsorship challenges, and the ever-present influence of controversy surrounding the sport. Robert also shares his unique journey—from discovering mushing through a Disney movie to building a life, business, and media platform around it.At its core, this episode asks a bigger question: Can the Iditarod preserve its tradition while adapting to a changing world?What You’ll Hear in This Episode The emotional impact of experiencing the Iditarod start in person  Robert Forto’s journey into mushing—and why it became his identity  The difference between the ceremonial start and the real race in Willow  Why the number of racers has dropped dramatically over the years  The true cost of running a competitive dog sled team  The role of sponsorships—and why many have pulled out  The new expedition class and why it’s controversial  How media, podcasting, and storytelling are shaping the sport  The impact of animal rights activism on public perception  What makes mushers different: grit, perseverance, and mindset  Why the Iditarod may be at a crossroads similar to other major sports Key Takeaways The Iditarod is more than a race—it’s a lifestyle and identity for those involved  Financial barriers are one of the biggest threats to the sport’s future  Innovation (like the expedition class) may be necessary—but not universally accepted  Media and storytelling play a critical role in keeping the sport alive  Despite challenges, the passion within the mushing community remains strong About the GuestRobert Forto is a longtime dog musher, podcast host, and publisher of Mushing Magazine. With over 30 years in the sport, he brings a rare combination of hands-on experience and media insight. He also teaches dog mushing at the college level at the University of Alaska Anchorage—one of the only instructors in the country to do so.🔗 Where to Find Robert Website:www.mushing.com Podcast: The Burled Arch Facebook, Instagram, TikTok: @RobertFortoShoot me a text, what do you think?

Discover the inspiring stories  and expert insights from Dr. Bob Ledda, blending health science, outdoor adventures, and spiritual purpose. A key theme in this part 2 episode is Dr. Bob's observations with his son's recent type 1 diabetes diagnosis, and the significant improvements he's made due to the lifestyle prescription Dr. Bob prescribes. Is remission possible? Whether you're interested in longevity strategies, outdoor pursuits, or building meaningful ventures, this episode offers a rich tapestry of wisdom rooted in Alaska's wilderness and life’s deeper purpose.Key TopicsDr. Bob's health journey, key insights from his son's recent Type 1 Diabetes diagnosis, emphasizing metabolic health, diet, and the power of affirmationsThe impact of outdoor activities like fishing, hunting, and wilderness exploration on longevityHow outdoor experience relates to mental well-being and physical resilienceThe role of faith, purpose, and integrity in achieving personal and professional successUse of technology such as continuous glucose monitors for health optimizationPractical tips on combining exercise and nutrition for disease prevention and health span extensionThe importance of community, mentorship, and sharing knowledge through book projects and storytellingResources & LinksDr. Bob's Longevity.comAll Alaska Outdoors LodgeContinuous Glucose Monitors (CGM) | HelloLingo | LibbyThe Outdoor Channel - Dr. Bob's Wild DiariesWild Fly Productions YouTube ChannelShoot me a text, what do you think?

In the first return guest episode of the podcast, this conversation with Dr. Bob Ledda, we dive deeper into the worlds of health, wilderness, and the mindset that connects them. What starts with a powerful story about helping his son navigate Type 1 diabetes without insulin quickly opens into a broader discussion about lifestyle medicine, metabolic health, and the gap between conventional healthcare and proactive wellness.From there, the conversation shifts into the outdoors—where Dr. Bob believes some of the most important ingredients for long-term health already exist. Hunting, fishing, exposure to the elements, and moving through wild places aren’t just hobbies—they’re a blueprint for longevity. Dr. Bob shares the early experiences that shaped him: catching his first fish, hunting as a kid, and learning the rhythms of nature long before he ever practiced medicine. Those formative moments eventually led him to Alaska, where one flight in a bush plane changed the trajectory of his life and sparked a passion for aviation that still defines his work today.Along the way, we explore:The connection between outdoor living and longevityWhy hunting and fishing tap into something deeply humanThe moment Dr. Bob knew Alaska would become homeHow aviation opened the door to building a life in the backcountryEarly lessons, mistakes, and hard-earned wisdom from decades of flying in AlaskaThis episode is about more than adventure. It’s about how health, purpose, and the wild places of Alaska can shape a life—and why reconnecting with those things might be more important than ever.Stay Tuned for Part 2, where we dive into Dr. Bob's updates in the health world. Visit https://www.allalaska.com/ to learn more about Dr. Bob's lodge.Checkout his new tv show on the Outdoor ChannelFollow on Facebook Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode, Alaska-based artist AnnMarie Henderson shares her inspiring journey from Texas to Alaska, how she turned her passion into a thriving 6-figure full-time business, and her unique approach to landscape painting, music-inspired posters, and entrepreneurial art ventures. Whether you're an aspiring artist or a creative looking to turn your passion into profit, AnnMarie's insights will motivate you to chase your dreams with confidence and purpose.AnnMarie’s Alaska journey: from college summer trip to settling in Fairbanks and AnchorageHow she built a diverse art business, including landscape paintings, concert posters, and mail art subscriptionsBalancing business and creativity: lessons learned from selling art, social media, and managing multiple product linesThe evolution of her artistic style: working primarily in oils, capturing winter landscapes and aurorasNavigating art licensing, copyright challenges, and the impact of AI on art and creativityThe importance of mindset: overcoming self-doubt, speaking dreams into reality, and living in alignment with her purposeCollaborations and projects: Iditarod art, aviation-themed paintings, and hosting artist events in AlaskaTips for aspiring full-time artists: confidence, marketing, and practical steps to start or grow an art career in a remote settingTimestamps: 00:00 - Welcome and episode overview 02:30 - AnnMarie’s background and how she moved to Alaska 06:45 - Building her art career: from postcards to full-scale landscapes 10:15 - Transitioning from hobbyist to full-time artist 14:00 - The process behind painting Alaska landscapes and auroras 18:30 - Running an art subscription mail club: making art affordable and fun 22:45 - Challenges of licensing artwork and dealing with AI threats 27:10 - Key mindset shifts: confidence and living in purpose 31:25 - Collaborations with musicians: concert posters and touring art 35:50 - The influence of Alaska’s landscapes on her style and inspiration 40:00 - The importance of community and local engagement for artists 44:30 - Upcoming projects: Iditarod, aviation art, Costa Rica retreat 50:00 - Advice for artists: living and thriving in your passion 55:00 - How to follow AnnMarie: social platforms, website, commissions 59:30 - Unique insights and final thoughts Resources & Links:AnnMarie Henderson's Website – for commissions, art shop, and updatesInstagram & TikTok: @AnnMarie.ArtworksAlaska Landscape & Aurora Art – limited edition prints and originalsSnail Mail Art Subscription – affordable monthly art mail for $8Great Alaska Aviation Gathering Projects – upcoming exhibitions and collaborationsConnect with AnnMarie:InstagramTikTokContact & CommissionsSpecial Thanks: AnnMarie brought a beautiful Kenai River print and stickers as a gift—supporting local art and inspiring us all to fill our spaces with Alaska-inspired creations. Thank you for tuning into this episode filled with creativity, perseverance, and Alaska's rugged beauty. Keep North!Shoot me a text, what do you think?

Over the last few conversations, one theme keeps rising to the surface: perspective. From reclaiming cultural identity, to rebuilding after divorce, to redefining dreams after paralysis, the stories shared by Nikki Corbett, Delana Green, Jake Long, and Clare Henry all carry a common thread — life rarely unfolds the way we expect, but how we choose to frame it shapes what comes next. In this solo episode, I reflect on what these Alaskans have taught me about context, resilience, and the freedom we all have to reinterpret our circumstances. Drawing from ideas in The Obstacle Is the Way and the timeless reminder that we always have the power to decide who we become next, this episode explores how shifting perspective can cut adversity down to size.If you’ve been facing challenges in your health, your family, your dreams, or your sense of direction, this conversation is an invitation to reconsider the story you’re telling yourself. Because sometimes the obstacle isn’t the end of the road — it’s the lens through which we learn to see differently. Shoot me a text, what do you think?

Most stories of resilience are inspiring, but Clare Henry’s journey might just redefine what you think is possible. At only 18, she faced a devastating spinal cord stroke that left her paralyzed from the chest down — but her response? Pure determination, unwavering faith, and a relentless pursuit to pursue her dreams of music, no matter the odds. This is the comeback story you didn’t know you needed.In this episode, Clare takes us inside her life growing up on the Kenai Peninsula, sharing how her early love for music shaped her, and the moment everything changed forever. We dive deep into the intense medical journey that followed: the mysterious diagnosis, the countless tests, and the critical moments that kept her fighting for every inch of progress. Her story isn’t just about physical recovery — it’s about mental resilience, the power of community, and trusting a higher purpose in the face of unimaginable challenges.You’ll discover: how Clare found strength in her faith, her innovative techniques to regain independence, and the powerful lessons she learned about hope and perseverance. From applying to top music schools like Berklee while still in the hospital, to creating epic compositions that evoke emotion across borders — her artistry is a testament to the human spirit’s capacity to adapt and thrive.Why does this matter? Because Clare’s story isn’t just about a young woman overcoming adversity — it’s a call to reframe what is truly possible when you refuse to give up. Her journey highlights the importance of community, faith, and the mindset that setbacks are setups for a comeback. Whether you’re facing your own hurdles or seeking inspiration to push beyond limits, Clare’s experience will motivate you to see obstacles as opportunities for growth.Perfect for anyone facing their own battles, aspiring musicians, or those interested in stories of faith and resilience — this episode will leave you inspired and ready to conquer your next challenge. Don’t miss Clare’s powerful message: no matter what life throws at you, your potential is limitless.Follow Clare on Instagram: @Clarehenry05Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode, we explore Jake Long’s adventurous path from growing up in Minnesota skating to becoming a passionate Alaskan paragliding pilot and dog owner. His story highlights the thrill of extreme sports, resilience after an accident, and living authentically and intentionally.Key Topics:Jake’s transformation from aggressive inline skater to mountain and air sports enthusiastThe role of paragliding in his recovery and self-discoveryHow his dog Pickles became his flying partner and social media starChallenges of the welding life in Alaska, including risks and industry insightsPerspectives on living life fully despite the dangers, including thoughts on mortality and fearThe importance of skill development and community in aerial sportsGround sports like skate joring and Nordic ice skating in AlaskaInsights into balancing work, hobbies, and family in a high-octane lifestyleTimestamps:(00:00) - Welcome and Jake’s early extreme sports background(02:40) - Transition from inline skating to paragliding(09:17) - Jake’s journey into welding and life in Alaska(12:52) - Paragliding as a life-saving and self-discovery tool(19:16) - Near-fatal paragliding accident and its impact(22:33) - Themes of mortality, risk, and living fully(26:06) - Visual experience of flying over Alaska(36:09) - Living with risk and thoughts on death and the afterlife(44:08) - Flying with Pickles, training, and dog’s adventures(51:24) - Jake’s perspective on high-risk activities and fear(72:16) - Community, inspiration, and encouraging others to pursue passions(75:36) - Ground sports: skate joring, ice skating, and versatility in Alaska(82:08) - Social media growth, influence, and storytelling(92:41) - Final advice: chase what lights you up and live boldlyConnect with Jake:InstagramFacebookThis episode is packed with inspiring stories of overcoming, embracing what you love, and pursuing passions in the Last Frontier. Whether you’re an adrenaline junkie or just looking to live more intentionally, Jake’s journey offers valuable lessons. Follow The State I Am In on social media HEREShoot me a text, what do you think?

My guest today is Delana Green, a lifelong Alaskan from the Kenai Peninsula, musician, educator, and founder of Greenhouse Music. She’s also a podcaster and creator who has built a YouTube channel with over 10,000 subscribers—all from right here in Alaska.In this conversation, Delana shares how her background in music and theatre shaped her creative journey, leading her to teaching and building Greenhouse Music. Through stories about her students, she illustrates the real impact music has on kids—building confidence, emotional regulation, focus, and connection—and what’s truly lost when music disappears from schools.We dive into her mission to reduce barriers to music education and make it accessible for all kids, meeting families where they are and creating opportunities for students who might not otherwise have access. Delana also shares the challenges and rewards of creating from a rural place—building a business, podcast, and online audience—and why meaningful ideas don’t have to come from somewhere else to make an impact.Visit her website: www.greenhousemusicak.com Check out Greenhouse Music on YouTubeFind her on Facebook @greenhousemusicakShoot me a text, what do you think?

After a coworker jokingly called me an “influencer,” I found myself reflecting on why that word makes me cringe—and why influence still matters. In this solo episode, I unpack the difference between chasing attention and leading with intention. Using John Maxwell’s idea that leadership is influence, nothing more and nothing less, I walk through the five levels of leadership and how they show up in everyday life—as parents, coaches, coworkers, creators, and neighbors. This isn’t a conversation about algorithms, virality, or outrage. It’s about connection over controversy, curiosity over noise, and using whatever influence we have for good. Learn more about John Maxwell's 5 Levels of LeadershipShoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, I sit down with an Alaska artist and respected indigenous voice, Nikki Corbett, the creator behind Sew Yup’ik. Nikki grew up in Bethel, Alaska, in a childhood marked by both deep cultural roots and real personal hardship. She opens up about navigating family trauma, finding safe spaces in school and community, and how those early experiences shaped the way she sees the world today. We talk about her journey back to Yup’ik culture as an adult—learning to sew kuspuks, mukluks, and fur hats, rediscovering the Yup’ik language, and turning those skills into something far bigger than she ever imagined. What began as personal healing became Sew Yup’ik: a platform where Nikki shares her creations, lifestyle, and now teaches workshops across Alaska and beyond, helping others reconnect with traditional art forms using materials like seal skin, otter, beaver, and fish skin. Nikki shares stories from teaching in rural villages, traveling to places like Greenland and Canada, and how social media unexpectedly turned her into an ambassador for indigenous culture. She also speaks candidly about mental health, grief, parenting after trauma, and the importance of staying busy with your hands and heart when life gets heavy. This conversation is about more than sewing—it’s about identity, resilience, and the powerful stories carried in every stitch. Click here to see where you can follow Nikki and keep up with her work.www.sewyupik.orgShoot me a text, what do you think?

Sexual addiction is often discussed in whispers—or not at all. In this episode, Logan Hufford shares what it’s actually like to live inside it, and what it takes to begin climbing out.Logan grew up in Anchorage and spent years living a double life marked by secrecy, escalating behaviors, and the slow erosion of trust at home. Rather than focusing on shock value, this conversation explores the mechanics of addiction: how it hijacks the brain, isolates people in shame, and convinces them they’re beyond help.We talk about why willpower alone rarely works, how repeated “confessions” can still leave someone stuck, and what finally made real recovery possible. Logan explains why his story is descriptive, not prescriptive—and why lasting change required community, accountability, and learning from people who had already walked the path ahead.Listeners will also hear about the recovery group that played a critical role in Logan’s healing and how people in Alaska—and beyond—can take a first step toward getting connected. This is the first Alaska-based podcast where Logan has shared his story, and it opens the door to resources that many don’t know exist.This episode is for anyone who feels alone in addiction, anyone already in recovery wondering if change can last, and anyone who wants a clearer, more honest understanding of what recovery actually looks like.Follow Logan on Instagram: @no.longer.in.bondageLogan Recommendswww.prodigalsofalaska.com Conquer Series-Quit Porn ForeverShoot me a text, what do you think?

What happens when the responsibility to care for animals collides with gaps in the law?In this episode of The State I Am In, Manny sits down with Megan Merritt, founder of Homebound Farm & Rescue in Sterling, Alaska. A lifelong Alaskan and the self-described “machine” behind the rescue, Megan works daily with animals that have been abandoned, neglected, or left in conditions where help should exist—but often doesn’t.The conversation centers on a recent video Megan posted showing horse and cows living in exposed winter conditions and in poor health, multiple reports have been made and yet nothing has changed in years. This sparks a deeper discussion about animal neglect, personal freedom, and where stewardship begins. Together, Manny and Megan explore how animal welfare laws on the Kenai Peninsula are written, how they’re enforced (or not), and why nothing is being done.Megan shares her personal journey into rescue work, the emotional toll of advocating for animals when intervention fails, and the reality of working cases that repeat year after year without resolution. The episode also raises difficult questions: • When does personal liberty end and responsibility begin? • Why are veterinarians rarely involved when the law says they should be? • And what changes could actually protect animals while respecting individual freedom?This is an honest, grounded conversation about Alaska, community, compassion, and the uncomfortable gray areas where the system falls short.🎥 Note: The video discussed in this episode is available on TikTok via Homebound Farm & Rescue and provides important context for the conversation:Follow Homebound on Facebook & TiktokShoot me a text, what do you think?

This is the final episode of 2025 — it’s just me.In this solo episode, I reflect on the first nine months of The State I Am In: what started as a simple “what if” has grown into real conversations with remarkable Alaskans, unexpected lessons about creation and consistency, and a deeper understanding of what this place — and its people — truly represent.I talk about the transition from podcast listener to creator, the challenges of showing up imperfectly, and the realities of building something meaningful while juggling life, work, and uncertainty. We revisit the heart of this show — Alaska beyond the postcards — and why the mantra Keep North continues to guide every conversation.Looking ahead to 2026, I share what’s coming next: new voices, broader topics, solo reflections, ways to support and engage with the show, and why this next year feels like a defining chapter — not just for the podcast, but for me personally.Thank you for listening, sharing, supporting, and believing in this project from the beginning. This is only the start.Keep North, Alaska.Follow on Facebook, Instagram & Tiktok @thestateiaminpodcastShoot me a text, what do you think?

In Part Two of this wide-ranging conversation, Manny finishes his conversation with Tyler Johnson for a story that takes an unexpected and unforgettable turn.After surviving a life-or-death grizzly bear attack, Tyler shares another wild moment from his life in the Alaska wilderness—this time on the remote Aleutian Island of Adak. What began as a demanding caribou hunt with his father turned into an emergency when an injury left them stranded in brutal weather, facing isolation, hard decisions, and the reality of self-rescue in one of the most unforgiving landscapes on earth.As Tyler recounts navigating exhaustion, fear, and responsibility while helping his injured father survive the night, the story builds into something no one saw coming: a strange and unexplained experience in the skies above Adak that leaves both host and listeners questioning what was really happening out there—especially in light of the island’s military history and real-world geopolitical events unfolding at the same time. Aliens? Chinese Spies? You be the judge. This episode isn’t just about survival. It’s about trust between father and son, staying calm under pressure, the weight of decision-making in the wilderness, and how these moments shaped Tyler’s purpose moving forward, fueling his mission to help others experience Alaska safely, responsibly, and deeply connected to nature.It’s raw, funny, unsettling, and uniquely Alaskan—and it sets the stage for what comes next in Tyler’s journey.Follow Tyler: Instagram: @grizzlylife907Facebook: Tyler B JohnsonShoot me a text, what do you think?

Tyler Johnson grew up in Sterling, Alaska, raised in the outdoors alongside his dad, a longtime game warden. Hunting, fishing, hiking, and navigating wild places weren’t just pastimes — they were normal to life on the Kenai Peninsula.In this episode, Tyler recounts his sudden encounter with a grizzly bear in August 2024 at Resurrection Pass in gripping detail. What happened in those moments, what went right, what went wrong, and how even preparing for this exact scenario still wasn’t enough. He walks through the decisions made under pressure, the reality of how fast things unfolded, and what survival actually looks like when theory meets real life. But the story doesn’t end with the attack. Tyler also opens up about the aftermath — the physical recovery, the emotional weight, and the unexpected wave of national and international attention that followed. We talk about how that experience reshaped his perspective and ultimately led him toward a new mission: developing a device aimed at preventing similar encounters and helping keep both people and wildlife safer in the future. This is more than a survival story. It’s about preparation, humility, responsibility, and how one moment in the Alaska backcountry became the start of something bigger. Follow Tyler on social media:Instagram @grizzlylife907Facebook @Tyler B JohnsonTikTok @tyler.johnsonakShoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode, Manny sits down with David Bayes, a lifelong Alaskan fisherman, charter captain, and one of the most visible leaders in the movement to reform Alaska’s trawl bycatch system. David grew up in Homer, spent more than two decades working on the water, and now helps lead the statewide conversation through the rapidly growing Stop Alaskan Trawler Bycatch Facebook group.Manny and David break down what trawling actually is, how it differs from other commercial fishing methods, and why bycatch has become one of the most urgent fisheries issues in Alaska. David explains the staggering scale of what is pulled from Alaska’s waters every year, the loopholes and regulatory structures that allow it, and why many Alaskans initially don’t believe the numbers—until they see the data themselves.They dive into the impacts on subsistence families, sport fishermen, charter operators, coastal communities, and even trawl crew members who have quietly come forward to say the same thing: something has to change. The conversation also explores the politics of the North Pacific Fishery Management Council, the role of Alaska’s governor, federal oversight, and the influence of major seafood corporations.At its core, this episode is about stewardship, transparency, and protecting the future of Alaska’s fisheries. Manny and David discuss what meaningful change could look like, how everyday Alaskans can get involved, and why awareness is the key to shifting policy.If you care about Alaska’s fish, its communities, or its future, this is an episode you won’t want to miss.Join the movement on Facebook: STOP Alaskan Trawler BycatchShoot me a text, what do you think?

My guest today is Chad Hufford; Financial planner, founder of Veritas Wealth Management in Anchorage, author of Forging Financial Freedom, and host of The Blue Collar Millionaire Show. Chad is a lifelong Alaskan whose approach to money is shaped by the realities so many of us face in the Last Frontier: high cost of living, seasonal work, opportunity-rich industries, and a lifestyle full of both challenges and rewards. In this episode, Chad breaks down the real Alaskan money mindset , one rooted in habits, purpose, clarity, and the discipline it takes to build a life you’re proud of. We cover a wide range of topics that apply whether you're barely getting by, earning six figures, or somewhere in between. We get into: • Growing up in Alaska and learning money lessons early • Why living within your means matters more than income • The “toy culture” in Alaska and the danger of lifestyle creep • Smart ways to think about (and use) the PFD • How to plan for snowbird winters without leaving Alaska for good • College savings, debt, and the order of operations for financial stability • Budgeting for seasonal work in fishing, construction, and tourism • How blue-collar Alaskans become millionaires • Why your physical health directly impacts your long-term financial freedom • What being a SmartVestor Pro really means and how personalized coaching works • Fishing vs. investing (yes, the metaphor actually works) Chad and I dive into the mindset behind money — the behaviors, habits, and decisions that shape your future far more than the size of your paycheck. Whether you're 18 or 80, working the Slope, living in the bush, or raising a family in town, there’s something here for you. Connect with Chad:Website: veritasalaska.com Instagram: @veritas.alaska Podcast: The Blue Collar Millionaire Show LinkedIn: Chad Hufford Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode I sit down with Ben Adams, owner and operator of 4T% Ranch in Soldotna, Alaska, to talk about the work, the cost, and the conviction behind one of the wildest modern ranching stories I have ever heard. Ben grew up poor in Canada with a legally blind father, learned responsibility early, and eventually "fluked" his way into a career as a criminal defense attorney. Years later, he walked away from the courtroom, carved a ranch out of the boreal forest on the central Kenai Peninsula, and has been grinding ever since to raise some of the most nutritionally dense beef in the country. Along the way, his body and spirit have taken a beating from brutal winters, dead calves,  broken equipment, borough taxes, skeptical farmers, and the foreboding task it is to build success in the ag industry. Through it all, Ben’s impenetrable work ethic, his love for cattle, and his belief that food should actually nourish people keep him going. His transparency on social media has turned 4T% Ranch into something like a live action docu series. Building quite the community of those that cheer him on, but not without those that remain skeptical and criticize his unconventional approach to life and ranching. In this episode we talk about: Ben’s childhood in Canada and what it was like to be raised by a legally blind single dad while living in povertyHow those early years shaped his work ethic and his decision to grind through university and law schoolThe SWAT raid that flipped his view of the justice system and pushed him toward criminal defense workGoing from broke public defender to successful private attorney and multimillionaire, then choosing a harder life anywayWhy he always saw law as a way to someday become a farmerBuying land on the Kenai, building a massive timber frame home from his own trees, and the decision to ranchHow a few cows turned into hundreds, and why ranching in the central Kenai Peninsula might be the toughest way to raise beef in AlaskaThe insane logistics of feeding and moving cattle when almost everything has to be trucked in or hauled for hoursLosing money, losing cattle, and nearly breaking himself during long winters and calving seasonsWhy he feeds root crops like potatoes, beets, and carrots, and what the nutritional testing on his beef actually showedThe lack of real support for agriculture in Alaska, from tax policy to local culture, and the pushback he has felt from some in the ag communityBuying a USDA plant to keep local processing alive, and why he did it even though it cost him dearlyThe future of farming and food security in the United States as older producers age out and fewer young people step inFollow 4T% Ranch on FacebookOrder beef from 4T% RanchText: 907-394-5619 He tracks orders by text. Reach out, tell him you heard the podcast, and he will walk you through what cuts are available and how pickup or delivery works.  If this conversation hit home for you, the best way to support the show is to: Follow or subscribe to The State I Am In wherever you listenLeave a rating and review on Spotify or Apple PodcastsShare this episode with a friend who cares about Alaska, ranching, or where their food comes fromSubscribe on YouTube and share a clip on your social mediaThank you for listening and for supporting Alaskan stories. Keep North, Alaska. Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode, I sit down with Jordan Kontra, 3rd degree black belt, owner of Holdfast Grappling in Homer, AK, and co-owner of Southside Jiu-Jitsu Academy in Anchorage. Jordan shares his journey from early influences in wrestling to becoming a respected instructor and voice in Alaska’s Jiu-Jitsu community.We explore how Jiu-Jitsu offers real-world self-defense skills, not just for athletes, but for everyday people—including healthcare workers, first responders, and those who routinely work in unpredictable environments. Jordan explains how Jiu-Jitsu teaches control, restraint, awareness, and the ability to stay calm under pressure—critical skills for de-escalation and safety.Along the way, we discuss:The mental and physical benefits of regular training for adults and kids alikeHow community and accountability keep people coming backJiu-Jitsu as a tool for mental health support and emotional groundingThe importance of durability and longevity over egoThe discussion between gi and no-gi trainingAlaska’s rapidly growing competition scene in BJJ and MMAThe We Defy Foundation, which connects veterans to gyms and purpose through trainingJordan emphasizes that no matter your age, background, or fitness level, the mat is a place for growth, resilience, confidence, and human connection. If you’ve ever been curious about Jiu-Jitsu, this conversation is a genuine invitation.Learn More:Holdfast Grappling — Homer, AK www.holdfastgrappling.comSouthside Jiu-Jitsu Academy — Anchorage, AK www.southsidejiujitsuak.comInstagram: @holdfastgrappling @southsidejiujitsuacademyShoot me a text, what do you think?

 Alaska Day marks the moment the American flag replaced the Russian one in Sitka — a turning point in our state’s story. But over 150 years later, what does that really mean for those of us who call this place home? In this bonus episode, Manny looks back at the handoff between empires, the people who were here long before it, and how Alaska continues to define itself today. From the debate over Indigenous Peoples Day to jokes about “selling Alaska back to Russia,” it’s a reflection on what it means to take pride in where we live, to see it through many perspectives, and to recognize our shared belonging as Alaskans. Shoot me a text, what do you think?

 In this episode, Manny reflects on what it means to live and think in the middle — that quiet space between red and blue where real conversation still has a chance. After watching local elections play out across Alaska, Manny shares how social media and modern politics have made genuine dialogue harder than ever. The algorithm rewards outrage, the headlines crave reactions, and too often we arrive at every conversation already decided. But what if we started differently? Manny takes listeners on a thoughtful journey through the way online echo chambers shape our beliefs, the value of long-form conversations, and why empathy might be the most radical act left in today’s political climate. He draws on personal stories, Alaskan life, and even baseball rivalries to remind us that loving the “game” — our shared humanity and community — should matter more than loving any single team. From protecting free speech and condemning hate, to believing in environmental responsibility and economic opportunity, Manny shows that complex beliefs can coexist — and that humility, not hostility, is what leadership really looks like. If you’ve ever felt caught between extremes or just tired of the noise, this episode invites you to slow down, reflect before reacting, and rediscover the common ground that still exists right here in the state we call home. Keep North, Alaska.Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, I sit down with Alaskan author, veteran, and homesteader Bob Stark. Bob’s story takes us from the wide-open beaches of Nome, to life in Eagle River and Seward, to the battlefields of Iraq as an airborne infantry soldier, and finally to his family homestead in Happy Valley. Along the way, he shares how identity, family, and faith were shaped through experiences of hardship, loss, and resilience. We talk about what it was like growing up in a home marked by addiction and incarceration, and how those early years influenced the way Bob saw himself. He opens up about his service in Iraq, the adrenaline and fear of combat, the brotherhood of the infantry, and the challenges of reintegration when he returned home at just 22 years old. We also explore his struggles with addiction, the role of spirituality in his life, and how writing his books Warflower and Just Like a Soldier helped him process what he had been through. Today, Bob is raising a family and working his land in Happy Valley, proof that healing and growth are possible even after walking through the darkest chapters. His reflections on service, sacrifice, and fatherhood offer a perspective that is raw, human, and deeply Alaskan. Follow the links below to connect with Bob, explore his website, and find his books Warflower and Just Like a Soldier. Website: www.secretgardenalaska.orgFacebook: Robert StarkYoutube: @SecretGardenAlaskaPurchase Books on AmazonShoot me a text, what do you think?

In this solo episode of The State I Am In, I dive into the meaning behind a phrase I’ve recently started using to close out every show: Keep North. At first, it seemed like the perfect tagline for an Alaska-based podcast, but the more I sat with it, the more layers of meaning it revealed.Keep North is about honoring Alaska’s past while protecting its future — from preserving its culture and resources, to standing firm in our values and the way of life that makes this place unique. It’s about direction too: orienting ourselves toward faith, family, and community, no matter where life takes us. Duck-In Documentary Link:https://www.isuma.tv/uncivilized-films/the-duck-inShoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, I sit down with Bridgett Watkins — Alaskan musher, ER nurse, wife, mother, and author of Marker to Marker. Bridgett takes us deep into her journey from childhood races in Fairbanks to surviving a brutal moose attack just weeks before her first Iditarod. We talk about grit, faith, and family — how she balanced chasing dreams with the realities of motherhood, and how failure 50 miles from the finish line fueled her return to the trail. From long training runs in Alaska’s backcountry to her motivation to press through fear that carried her through setbacks, Bridgett’s story is one of resilience and relentless pursuit of a dream. Whether you’re a parent, athlete, or anyone chasing a goal, this conversation will leave you inspired to keep moving forward one step at a time, and marker to marker. Purchase Marker to Marker on AmazonFollow Bridgett on Facebook & Instagramwww.bridgettwatkins.com Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, I talk with Dr. Bretwood “Hig” Higman—geologist, lifelong Alaskan, and founder of Ground Truth Alaska—about life, land, and the very real risks facing our coastal communities. We explore Hig’s life in Seldovia and his adventures with wife Erin McKittrick, author of A Long Trek Home. Together, they’ve traveled thousands of miles across Alaska by foot and packraft, raising their kids along the way in one of the most remote corners of the state. Their unconventional approach to life and career is not only refreshing—it’s inspiring, and chalk full of lessons about resilience, curiosity, and the land we call home. We also dig into something more urgent: the growing threat of landslides in coastal Alaska. Hig explains what’s happening, risk vs consequence, where science and culture collide, and what Alaskans need to know—from potential warning signs to what communities can actually do. This is a conversation about living close to the land, understanding the risks, and staying grounded—literally and figuratively—in a rapidly changing Alaska. Visit www.groundtruthalaska.org to learn more.Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this eye-opening episode of The State I Am In, I’m joined by Ryan Astalos and Jackie Boyer from SalmonState to break down one of the most urgent issues facing Alaska today: industrial trawling and the devastating impact of bycatch. We unpack what trawling actually is, who profits from it, and who pays the price—especially the Alaskan communities relying on the return of wild salmon. Why do Seattle-based factory trawlers get a pass while sportfishers and subsistence users face tight limits? Why are millions of pounds of wasted fish ignored while rural families are told to do more with less? But we don’t stop there. We dig into what Alaska’s representatives are (and aren’t) saying, who really has the power to change this, and how everyday Alaskans can, and must—raise their voices. This is a conversation that cuts across party lines and strikes at the heart of what it means to live here. The time to act is now. If we want a future with fish, it’s going to take all of us. Visit www.salmonstate.org to learn moreShoot me a text, what do you think?

In this special virtual episode of The State I Am In, I sit down with Amanda Bowles, the driving force behind Landmark Collective—a powerful community of women entrepreneurs based in the Mat-Su Valley. We dive into how these women are shaping the business landscape in Palmer, Wasilla, and beyond through collaboration, creativity, and a deep commitment to their communities. Amanda shares insight into the unique challenges women face—especially the balancing act of running a business while wearing many hats as mothers, partners, community leaders, and more. We also talk about how men can be better allies and supporters of the women in their lives who are building something meaningful. From practical social media strategies to the power of showing up authentically in an AI-driven world, this episode offers honest conversation and actionable advice. Whether you're already running a business or just starting to dream, this is a must-listen for any woman in Alaska—and for anyone who wants to help build a stronger, more supportive business community. Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, I speak not just as a parent, but as a coach and former Little Leaguer myself. From hitting my first home run to striking out with the game on the line, I share personal stories that shaped how I view success, failure, and what youth sports are really all about.Now, as a coach and dad, I’ve seen firsthand how much we want to shield our kids from struggle—but that instinct might be doing more harm than good. I make the case for letting kids experience the hard stuff: the losses, the tough practices, the moments where things don’t go their way. These are the moments that build grit, teach teamwork, and reveal character—not just in our kids, but in us as parents too.This episode is a call to keep the standard high—not because life is easy, but because our kids are capable. And they’ll never know what they can do unless we give them the chance to find out.Shoot me a text, what do you think?

Alaskan bladesmith Zeke Johnston joins me to talk about the craft of hand-forging knives and what makes a blade more than just a tool. We explore the heirloom value of a well-made knife, the stories it can carry, and how the forging process mirrors the shaping of a meaningful life. Zeke shares about growing up on a family farm in Alaska, commercial fishing, and the journey to full-time bladesmithing. We also dive into parenting, values, and share stories along the way. Follow Zeke on YouTube @AlaskaBladeStudio and visit alaskabladestudio.com to see his work.Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode, I sit down with Pastor & Chaplain Frank Alioto for a candid conversation about the role of the church in today’s world. We talk about the purpose of gathering, what might hold someone back from faith in God or stepping into a church, and how doubt can actually be part of the journey. Frank shares insight into how meaningful community forms when people walk through life together—mess and all. Whether you’ve been hurt by religion, are searching for something deeper, or just curious about what church could look like today, this episode invites you into an honest dialogue about belonging, belief, and the beauty of shared faith. Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, Lieutenant Ryan Browning of the Homer Police Department joins us for one of the most important conversations we’ve had on the show. We discuss the real-life events that led him to champion digital safety, the challenges today’s kids and teens face in the online world, and why it’s more important than ever for parents to step up. These topics aren’t easy—but they’re essential. Lt. Browning shares practical tools and tips for having honest conversations, building trust, and leading our families into healthier relationships with technology. Because keeping our kids safe online isn’t just about rules—it’s about connection, courage, and being present when it matters most. Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode of The State I Am In, we sit down with Shelby Oden—an inspiring entrepreneur and community advocate based on Alaska’s Kenai Peninsula. Shelby shares her journey from growing up as a military brat to building a life with her husband Mike and raising their family in Alaska. We dive into the early days of her entrepreneurial path, from launching Briar & Boone Handmade to expanding into Little Alaskan and Kenai Freight Forwarders. We explore the importance of community-centered business practices, the unique opportunities and hurdles for small businesses in the state, and why rethinking the traditional college path might be a good option for future entrepreneurs. Shelby leaves us with honest insights, practical advice, and a look at what's next—including her upcoming appearance at the Women in Business Speaker Series. Tune in for a great conversation full of heart and hustle.www.little-alaskan.comwww.kenaifreightforwarders.comShoot me a text, what do you think?

In this engaging conversation, Dr. Bob Ledda shares his journey from emergency medicine to a focus on preventive health. We discuss his approach to a lifestyle prescription, the importance of hormones, nutrition, and exercise in achieving optimal health and longevity. You'll catch a glimpse of the precision he takes with his patients, and be introduced to the foundations of what he calls, "Medicine 3.0." You can learn more and about Dr. Bob by visiting www.drbobslongevity.com  Shoot me a text, what do you think?

In this episode, Manny Coelho introduces his podcast, The State I'm In, emphasizing the importance of every individual's voice in Alaska. He reflects on the overlooked talents and stories within the community, aiming to create a platform for Alaskans to connect and share their experiences. The podcast seeks to explore the unique culture, struggles, and dreams of the people living in Alaska, fostering a sense of belonging and understanding among listeners. Shoot me a text, what do you think?

Join host Manny Coelho as he dives into the stories and perspectives that shape Alaska. From experts and adventurers to everyday heroes, this podcast explores the people, places, and topics that matter most to Alaskans. Tune in for insightful conversations and practical takeaways that celebrate life in the Last Frontier. Interviews and recordings are now underway, with the official launch scheduled for March 31, 2025. Be sure to subscribe and follow on social media to stay up to date and join the journey.Shoot me a text, what do you think?