Un-holier Than Thou Podcast

Is it a sin or just a Sunday? Grab a drink and pull up a chair as we deconstruct the "holy" chaos of the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement. This week, we’re joined by fellow escapee Kristin Watson for a much-needed palate cleanser. From the absurdity of "modest" fashion to the absolute terror of a tent meeting, we’re spilling the tea (and the gin) on everything our pastors warned us about.What’s Inside the Episode:The IFB Girl Starter Pack: We’re breaking down the "godly" wardrobe—from the dreaded culottes and empire-waist jumpers to the paradox of chunky platform shoes.Purity Culture Paranoia: Tampon shame, the "toilet seat pregnancy" myth, and the infamous toothpaste analogy. If it was designed to make you feel broken, we’re laughing at it now.Wild Altar Calls: Remember the screaming preachers and the "Holy Ghost" water-throwing? We recount the most unhinged tent meetings and public call-outs we ever witnessed.The "Scandalous" Now: What would our younger selves think of our agnosticism, our voices, and our cleavage? (Spoiler: They’d be terrified; we’re thrilled.)The Deconstruction Drinking Game: We’re sipping our way through the trauma, processing our views on Hell, and reclaiming our self-worth from a system that tried to bury it.Why You Need to Listen:If you’ve ever felt the sting of religious legalism or the weight of a "modesty" lecture, this episode is your permission slip to laugh. We’re moving past the fear and embracing a life of grace, questioning, and genuine freedom.#ReligiousTrauma #IFB #Fundie #Deconstruction #PurityCulture #Exvangelical #CultRecovery #TraumaHealing #ModestyCulture #Fundamentalism #ChurchTrauma #Therapy #SpiritualDeconstructionSupport the show

**Is Your Nervous System Stuck in Survival Mode? | The Trauma of "Rapture Practice" & Purity Culture**Did you grow up "practicing" for the Rapture? Do you still feel a spike of panic when you can’t find your parents, or feel a deep-seated shame about your body that you just can't shake? In this powerful episode of the **Un Holier Podcast**, we sit down with mental health professional Paula Yost to deconstruct the hidden scars left by evangelical and charismatic Christian environments. We’re diving deep into the science of **Religious Trauma Syndrome** and why your "anxiety" might actually be a physiological response to years of fear-based teaching.### **In This Episode, We Discuss:*** **The "Rapture Practice" Phenomenon:** How being told you could be "left behind" at any moment floods a child's brain with cortisol, rewiring the nervous system for chronic anxiety.* **The Dark Side of Purity Culture:** Why tying a person's worth to sexual "purity" destroys autonomy, ruins consent, and creates long-term sexual dysfunction.* **The Cortisol Connection:** Paula breaks down the clinical impact of fear-based theology on the developing brain—leading to lifelong struggles with rumination and depression.* **Church Hypocrisy & Power Abuse:** Identifying the patterns of boundary violations and the systemic harm done to the LGBTQ+ community, including the devastating reality of conversion therapy.* **The Road to Deconstruction:** How to reclaim your identity, set healthy boundaries, and find authentic support after leaving a high-control religious environment.**If you found this video helpful, please Like, Subscribe, and share your story in the comments. You are not alone, and healing is possible.**#religioustrauma  #deconstruction  #purityculture  #rapture  #mentalhealthmatters  #nervoussystemhealing  #UnHolierPodcast #churchtrauma   #ExvangelicalSupport the show

🚨 SHE’S FINALLY SPEAKING OUT.The system is broken, and Jenny has the receipts to prove it. In the explosive conclusion to our 3-part series, we’re pulling back the curtain on the family court nightmare that almost cost a mother everything.Think the courts always favor the mom? Think again.Jenny, David, and Ryan sit down for their most raw conversation yet, exposing what happens when an abusive narcissist turns a child into a weapon. From chilling coached voicemails to the terrifying reality of unsubstantiated CPS reports involving child pornography and weapons—this episode is a masterclass in survival against a master manipulator.⚠️ WHAT WE’RE UNCOVERING:The "Weaponized" Toddler: The heartbreaking moment Jenny received a voicemail of her baby girl saying, "I hate you."The CPS Failure: How serious allegations against her ex fell through the cracks of a broken system.The Church’s Judgment: Why the pews felt colder as the legal battle heated up.The Step-Dad’s Role: How Ryan stepped into the line of fire to protect his family.20 Years Later: Where is her daughter now? The shocking realization that changed everything.This isn’t just a story about divorce; it’s about the financial ruin, psychological warfare, and the ultimate fight for a daughter’s soul."They call it 'the best interest of the child,' but in practice, it felt like a ransom negotiation."#UnholierPodcast #FamilyCourt #NarcissisticAbuse #CoParentingHighConflict #CPSFailures #LegalAbuse #NarcissisticParent #Storytime #SystemicFailure #SurvivorStory #ParentalAlienation #TruthToldSupport the show

In this moving in-person episode of the Unholier Podcast, guest host David Keck continues the conversation with Jenny Smith. In Part 2, Jenny explores the complex intersection of family life and the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) church, reflecting on how the rigid expectations of the ministry influenced her father’s approach to parenting.Jenny shares deeply personal memories, including the painful moments where church doctrine took precedence over protection. From being held accountable for things beyond her control to discovering how her father managed her early relationships behind the scenes, she illustrates the intense pressure fundamentalism places on the family unit.In this episode, we cover:Faith & Fatherhood: How church culture and IFB doctrine influenced her upbringing.Control and Misogyny: The impact of labels like "Jezebel" and the weight of purity culture.The Cycle of Abuse: Connecting a fear-based upbringing to the realities of her first marriage.Choosing Freedom: The harrowing journey of leaving with her baby and navigating the aftermath of domestic violence.Healing & Parenting: How deconstruction has allowed Jenny to break generational cycles and find a new perspective on God.Jenny’s story is a powerful look at the struggle to reclaim one's identity while navigating the shadows of a high-control religious environment.Subscribe to the Unholier Podcast for more stories of resilience, deconstruction, and finding hope after trauma.#UNHolierPodcast #ReligiousTrauma #IFB #Fundie #Deconstruction #SpiritualAbuse #DomesticViolence #NarcissisticAbuse #Exvangelical #PurityCulture #ArrangedMarriage #ChurchHurt #TraumaRecovery #SurvivingISH #JennySmithSupport the show

In this incredibly raw and unfiltered episode of the UnHolier Podcast, host Jennifer sits down with retired U.S. Navy Chief Troy Ulshoeffer (Founder of Vines and Valor and Co-Founder of Change Unchained). Troy’s story isn’t just about military service; it’s about the terrifying moment your entire reality—religion, politics, and identity—collapses at once.Troy opens up about the "TikTok rabbit hole" that forced him to confront narcissism within the church, the heartbreaking mental health crisis his son faced, and the devastating loss of his mother to suicide in 2023. After facing his own "dark night of the soul" and a suicidal crisis, Troy turned to a controversial path for healing: Ayahuasca.From the rigid theology of Liberty University to the jungles of spiritual medicine, this is a journey of deconstructing a life built on patriarchy and finding a new mission in anti-trafficking advocacy and veteran healing.If you’ve ever felt lost in your faith, struggled with PTSD, or wondered if there’s a better way to heal, this episode is for you. #ptsd  #deconstruction  #navychief  #ayahuascahealing  #churchtrauma  #VinesAndValor #mentalhealthmatters  #religioustrauma  #veteransupport  #UnHolierPodcast@troyulshoeffer       (IG & TT)@changeunchained (IG&TT)Changeunchained.com@vinesandvalor (IG & TT)Vinesandvalorretreats.com@Symphonyofdeconstruction (IG&TT) http://www.youtube.com/@UCEh1zzgGsgfVyg4N5jnzH5ASupport the show

Was the Zodiac Hidden in the Bible? Gilgamesh, Jesus, Paul, and Suppressed Star Knowledge (Holier Podcast)On the Unholier podcast, the host interviews Indy, and author and researcher about alleged links between the Bible, the Zodiac, ancient texts like the Epic of Gilgamesh, and historical sources such as Josephus, arguing that biblical language and symbols (e.g., “Mazzaroth,” the star of the wise men, Lamb of God, fisher of men, the man with the water pitcher, the “bow” in Noah’s story, and the four horsemen) reflect astrological/astronomical “coding” tied to shifting ages and priestly power. They discuss why churches and seminaries may not teach this material, how Israelite worship included multiple gods and zodiac-related motifs, and how Christian literalism can reinterpret inconvenient details. The guest also connects laying on of hands to energy healing, critiques traditional images of Jesus, and presents full preterism (Revelation and end-times fulfilled in the first century) as a healthier framework for deconstruction, while promoting the guest’s Amazon book on these ideas. #god #BIBLE # #zodiachttps://a.co/d/00qfH2dpSupport the show

Jennifer and Kristin Watson, both raised in the IFB/IFB cult environment, discuss the extreme control and purity culture placed on girls—no voice or autonomy but full responsibility for men’s “stumbling”—and how that created impossible standards and identity loss. Kristin explains being taught she was sinful from birth and believing she was “evil” after leaving, then slowly rebuilding her identity by reclaiming femininity, dancing, and returning to figure skating, which she once surrendered at youth camp under pressure. She describes rigid rules and surveillance at Crown College, public shaming, political indoctrination, and how she and Nick fell in love, were nearly disciplined, and ultimately ran away at 19. Excommunication, family severance, vindictive retaliation, and years of survival followed. They reflect on evolving beliefs (agnostic/humanist) and Kristin’s nonprofit work supporting single parents as a way to break the cycle and lead with love. #cult #religiouscult #IFBhttps://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/surviving-ish-podcast/id1572182113?i=1000753167359Support the show

DID PAUL STEAL THE GOSPEL? 😱 | The Unholier PodcastIs the Christianity you know based on Jesus... or a Roman cover-up?This week on The Unholier Podcast, Jenny sits down with Paul from RealGoodNews.org for an explosive conversation that dismantles 2,000 years of church tradition. If you’ve ever felt like the "Red Letters" of Jesus don’t match the rest of the Bible, this episode is your wake-up call.We’re diving deep into the historical feud between Paul the Apostle and James (Jesus’ actual brother). Was the early church hijacked? Why does the God of the Old Testament seem so different from the Jesus of the New Testament? From the "genocide" in Numbers 31 to the forged letters in your Bible, we aren’t holding back.🔍 Inside the Episode:The Great Hijack: Why modern churches prioritize Paul’s letters over Jesus’ direct teachings.The Nazarene Conflict: The hidden battle between Paul and the Jerusalem Church led by James.Bible or Propaganda? A look at Roman councils, human-authored forgeries, and factual contradictions.Blood Atonement vs. Repentance: Why the "pagan" idea of blood sacrifice might be overshadowing Jesus’ true message of love.Christ Consciousness: What it really means when Jesus says, "The Kingdom of Heaven is within you."🌟 About Our Guest:Paul is the founder of RealGoodNews.org, a community dedicated to deconstructing traditional dogma to find the authentic message of the historical Jesus. He offers coaching and resources for those seeking spiritual "oneness" outside the walls of organized religion.📢 Join the Conversation:Do you think Paul changed the message, or was he just "interpreting" it for the world? Drop a comment below—we’re reading them all!Don't forget to LIKE, SUBSCRIBE, and hit the BELL to stay Unholier. 😈#Christianity #Deconstruction #JesusVsPaul #ChristConsciousness #TheUnholierPodcast #BibleContradictions #ChurchHistory #RealGoodNews #SpiritualAwakening #KingdomWithinSupport the show

Host Jenny Smith & Guest Host from Surviving-ISH Podcast David Keck introduce Kirsten, a psychic medium and healer who owns Revive Wellness Spa & Studio in Flushing, Michigan, and discuss her appearances on the Un-Holier podcast. Kirsten explains that everyone has intuition, how to distinguish gut guidance from ego-based fear, and how dreams can bring guidance, including premonitions, color vs black-and-white dreams, and the difference between astral travel and lucid dreaming. She shares views on past lives, recurring phobias, déjà vu, dimensions and vibration, and the ideas of “Earth school” vs “Earth hospital,” soul contracts, and how trauma can heighten psychic abilities. The group also covers signs from loved ones (like finding dimes), protection practices, dealing with curses via “return to sender,” boundaries in readings, tarot vs oracle cards, and plans to do a future live group reading. #tiktoklive #YouTube #psychicenergy #mediumSupport the show

"He was sexually abusing me while casting demons out of me. That is a chapter in my book." 💔In one of the most raw and courageous episodes of the Unholier Podcast, host Jenny sits down with Heather Ford, author of The Barbie Pink Wall that Kept My Secrets. Heather isn’t just a survivor; she is a witness to the dark side of "Deliverance" culture within evangelical cults.Heather recounts the chilling moment she realized her childhood memories weren't just nightmares, but a reality suppressed by trauma. From being "anointed" with olive oil during horrific abuse to the betrayal of an aunt who prioritized a "prayer closet" over the safety of a minor, this story is a necessary look at the mechanisms of control and silence in religious organizations.In this episode, we discuss:The Deliverance Trap: How "casting out demons" is used as a cover for physical and sexual abuse.The Cult Hierarchy: Heather names the leaders and the organization (Praise, Power and Prayer) that allowed a known abuser to remain in power.The "Barbie Pink Wall": What it means to heal from a lifelong process of indoctrination and the "backfire" of religious neglect.Foster Care to Cult: The systemic failures that led two young girls into the hands of a high-control religious group.If you are currently deconstructing or healing from spiritual abuse, this episode is a reminder that your voice has power and your secrets no longer have to be kept behind a "pink wall."#thebarbiepinkwall #unholierpodcast #spiritualabuse #cultsurvivor #deconstruction #exvangelical #pentecostalcult #churchabuse #deliveranceministry Support the show

Unfiltered Year in Review: Co-Host Drama, False Police Report & Why Unholier Kept Going (1-Year Anniversary)Host Jenny Smith celebrates the one-year anniversary of the Unholier podcast with producer and friend David Keck, reflecting on the highs, lows, and lessons of the past 12 months. They discuss backlash to Jenny’s first episode about her IFB upbringing, arranged and abusive marriage, and speaking truth about her late father while offering grace. They recount the podcast’s turmoil after former co-host Susie quit, including escalating public drama, threats, password lockouts, attorneys, and a false police report alleging Jenny planned a mass shooting related to a proposed survivor meetup at the Rebecca Home in Corpus Christi, which was not investigated after others provided statements. Despite harassment, hate comments, and family strain, Jenny emphasizes boundaries, resilience, deconstruction, new friendships, broader guests beyond IFB, and renewed hope heading into year two. #unfiltered #podcast #drama #religion Support the show

In this episode of the Unholier Podcast, we sit down with Jordan, a survivor of the notorious Spring Creek Lodge Academy. From January 2007 to December 2008, Jordan lived behind magnet-locked doors, enduring a system of "intervention" (solitary confinement), fake schooling, and the constant threat of being shipped to Tranquility Bay in Jamaica.Jordan pulls back the curtain on the Troubled Teen Industry (TTI), exposing the interconnected web of WASP programs, religious cults, and the foster-care-to-prison pipeline. We dive deep into:The Psychological Warfare: From "The Trail of Lights" graduation ritual to censored letters that kept parents in the dark.The Survival Tactics: How Jordan navigated the points/levels system and eventually became "Junior Staff" just to survive.The Aftermath: The raw reality of post-program life—struggling with heroin/meth addiction, homelessness, and the "competitive trauma" conditioned by the TTI.The Turning Point: Jordan’s journey through rehab in Spokane and why he started the Straight Outta BS Podcastto unify survivor voices.We aren't just telling stories; we are building platforms instead of prisons.#TTI #BreakingCodeSilence #Spring CreekLodge #TroubledTeenIndustry #SurvivorStories #Documentary #AddictionRecovery #BuildingPlatformsInsteadOfPrisons #CultRecovery #StraightOuttaBS #HumanRightsStr8 Outta B.S. PodcastYouTube · Str8 Outta B.S. Podcast - YouTube1.1K+ followersStr8 Outta B.S. Podcast GroupFacebookhttps://www.facebook.com › Facebook GroupsStr8 Outta B.S. PodcastSpotifyhttps://open.spotify.com › showSupport the show

Jenny Smith hosts a lighthearted Un Holier Podcast episode with Brittany Racine from the Might Get Loud Podcast about “culty” social norms that aren’t technically cults. They joke about being pulled into the Real Housewives of Salt Lake City fandom and discuss cult-like dynamics in hustle culture and burnout, work-life balance guilt, survival-mode productivity, and diet/wellness trends like detoxes, fasting, and sourdough. They also cover people-pleasing, family pressure and obligations, social media as a cult-like system driven by algorithms and influencer behavior, and parenting and youth sports culture—including judgment on mom forums and team identity. The conversation ends with rapid-fire takes on things like answering emails on vacation, meal prepping, leaving group chats, toxic positivity, dress codes for women, wedding trends, and AI-generated social posts, and plugs Brittany’s Might Get Loud Podcast. #UnHolierPodcast #MicAtLoud #Culty #HustleCulture #Burnout #WorkLifeBalance #DietCulture #WellnessCulture #Sourdough #PeoplePleasing #SocialMedia #Algorithm #Influencers #Parenting #MomGuilt #YouthSports #RealHousewivesOfSaltLakeCity #RHOSLC #Podcasthttps://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://www.youtube.com/%40mightgetloudpodcast&ved=2ahUKEwjq7pq7x9-SAxVS5ckDHdU_E7oQFnoECCMQAQ&usg=AOvVaw25ds4qh4tw5gWY7hsHM2gkhttps://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/might-get-loud-with-brittany-racine/id1816734729&ved=2ahUKEwjq7pq7x9-SAxVS5ckDHdU_E7oQFnoECBwQAQ&usg=AOvVaw1UTjrJpY4GTK8IYAbPOWo4Support the show

Unholier Podcast: The Valentine’s Day Survival Guide – Love Languages & Better Dates!Is Valentine’s Day a Hallmark holiday or a vital day for romance? In this special bonus episode of the Unholier Podcast, the host and her husband pull back the curtain on their own relationship to discuss all things love.From debating the true significance of February 14th to a deep dive into the five love languages, this episode is packed with heartfelt advice and plenty of laughs. Whether you need unique date night ideas to break the routine or want to learn how to be more intentional with your partner, we’ve got you covered. Love comes in many forms—let’s make sure we aren’t taking it for granted!Tune in for:💡 Creative & fun ways to celebrate your partner.🧠 Why understanding love languages changes the game.🍷 Real talk on marriage, quality time, and intentionality.#UnholierPodcast #ValentinesDay2026 #LoveLanguages #DateNightIdeas #RelationshipGoals #IntentionalLove #CouplesPodcast #ValentinesDate #MarriageAdvice #QualityTimehttps://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/supportSupport the show

Welcome to the Un Holier Podcast, where we delve into the beliefs that shaped us and explore the spiritual gray areas we were taught to avoid. In today's episode, Kirsten, a psychic medium, joins us to discuss what happens when we die, how loved ones may still contact us, and what exists beyond the physical world. Discover the difference between psychics and mediums, learn about grounding, and hear fascinating insights about life reviews and spirit guides. Whether you're a skeptic or a believer, this episode invites you to wonder without fear. #Spirituality #psychicenergy  #medium  #lifeafterdeath  #UnHolierPodcast #curiositySupport the show

In this gripping episode of the End Holier podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Jeremy Paskell, who shares his harrowing experience of growing up in a cult led by Ariel Ben Sherman during the 1980s and 1990s. From dealing with extreme control and fear to ultimately finding freedom, Jeremy's story is a testament to resilience. Now a mural artist and author, Jeremy discusses how he transformed his traumatic past into creative expression and is currently writing a book about his experiences. His account sheds light on the hidden realities of cult life and offers a message of hope and redemption. Don't miss this powerful conversation about survival, creativity, and the journey to reclaiming one's voice. #tiktok #YouTube #podcast #cult #religiousabuseSupport the show

In this eye-opening episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith engages in a candid conversation with her best friend Chrissy about the often overlooked topic of gluttony within church culture. From the abundant potlucks in Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) churches to the broader implications of overconsumption in our daily lives, Jenny and Chrissy explore how gluttony extends beyond food to include material excess, social media addiction, and even workaholism. They share personal anecdotes, thought-provoking insights, and challenge listeners to reconsider what it means to practice self-denial and discipline. The episode ends on a positive note, encouraging ways to give and help others in the community. #cult #religion #IFB #gluttonySupport the show

In this episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Luke Roberts (known to many as LJR) for a raw and vulnerable conversation about the cost of losing your faith—and the beauty of finding yourself.Luke spent years at the front of the sanctuary as a worship leader, but behind the scenes, the foundation of his evangelical upbringing was cracking. Today, he shares the intimate details of his deconstruction journey, the painful process of leaving the church, and how he eventually reconstructed a life centered on healing and authentic spirituality.In this episode, we discuss:The turning point: When Luke realized he could no longer stay.The "Worship Leader" identity crisis.How music became a tool for healing rather than just performance.Practical advice for anyone feeling trapped in a belief system that no longer fits.What "Reconstruction" actually looks like on the other side.Whether you are currently questioning your faith, have already left, or are just looking for a story of radical honesty, Luke’s journey offers a roadmap for moving from fear to freedom.#Deconstruction #FaithJourney #Healing #LJRMusic #UnHolierPodcasthttps://music.apple.com/us/artist/ljr/818886974https://www.instagram.com/lukejustinroberts?igsh=cGhmemkxeWwwZDF5https://www.tiktok.com/@lukejustinroberts?_r=1&_t=ZP-93B856aA9lfSupport the show

In this episode of the Un Holier Podcast, hosts Jenny Smith and Bible expert Justin dive deep into the complexities and controversies surrounding Bible translations, with a special focus on the King James Version (KJV). They explore the historical context, common translation errors, and hidden agendas in the creation of the KJV. Justin provides a comprehensive presentation on why newer translations might be more accurate, and they answer listener questions about the best Bible translations for today. Whether you're deeply religious, spiritually curious, or a history enthusiast, this episode promises to be both informative and eye-opening.https://www.youtube.com/@dzdebatesSupport the show

Welcome to a very special episode of the Un Holier Podcast. To kick off 2026, I’m joined by my favorite guest—my husband! Together, we’re taking a trip down memory lane to revisit our most hilarious (and slightly embarrassing) New Year’s Eve moments.But it’s not all just laughs. We’re getting real about our 2026 resolutions, from the bad habits we’re finally ditching to the realistic goals we’re actually hoping to keep this year. Stick around for a high-energy Rapid-Fire Q&A that might reveal a few things we didn't even know about each other!Whether you’re recovering from your NYE party or setting your own intentions for the year, grab a drink, get comfortable, and let's toast to a promising year ahead. #NewYear2026 #UnHolierPodcast #NewYearsResolutions #CoupleGoals #FunnyMemories #NewYearNewMe #PodcastLife #MarriageHumorSupport the show

Have you ever felt trapped by religion? In this raw and unfiltered interview, we sit down with JC Groves, a brave pastor who escaped the clutches of the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement. From a life of strict religious indoctrination to a powerful spiritual awakening, JC’s story will challenge everything you think you know about faith.We'll uncover the secrets of the IFB's legalistic practices, hear breathtaking stories of personal transformation, and reveal the man-made rules often disguised as biblical truth. If you've been hurt by religious control or are questioning your own faith journey, this video is a beacon of hope.Join us as JC shares his new mission with the 'Following the Way Podcast,' dedicated to helping you build an authentic relationship with Jesus, free from the burdens of religious tradition.Don't just listen—be transformed. Like, share, and subscribe to get your spiritual freedom back!#ReligiousTrauma #SpiritualAwakening #IFB #IndependentFundamentalBaptist #Exvangelical #Christianity #Christian #Podcast #FaithJourney #ReligiousFreedom #Jesus #Legalism Support the show

In this episode, the host welcomes Jenny as she shares her harrowing journey growing up in the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement. Jenny's story details her family's deep roots in IFB, the strict and oppressive rules she faced, and the challenges of living under a legalistic and controlling environment. She recounts traumatic experiences, including a public shaming at youth camp, and a disastrous, abusive marriage arranged within the IFB framework. Despite the adversity, Jenny discusses how she sought therapy, found her confidence and sexuality, and eventually escaped the confines of abuse, rebuilding her life. The conversation also touches upon her current views on religion, her relationship with God outside of organized religion, and her path to greater self-awareness and healing. Finally, the episode ends on a lighter note with rapid-fire questions about her newfound discoveries and experiences after leaving the IFB.Support the show

Did the Church RUIN Her Life?! 😱 Author Catherine Brusk Reveals the TRUTH About Growing Up Christian | Unholier PodcastIn this explosive episode, host Jenny Smith sits down with bestselling author Catherine Brusk to peel back the curtain on her tumultuous religious past. Catherine holds NOTHING BACK as she details the jarring whiplash of attending a strict Christian school while navigating a more "relaxed" non-denominational church.Discover the shocking ways this dual life forced her to constantly adapt and hide her true self—and the devastating impact it had on her relationships and family life.We dive deep into the messy, painful, and ultimately freeing process of DECONSTRUCTION. How do you forgive teachings that caused so much trauma? Catherine shares the powerful healing journey that inspired her six books on trauma, forgiveness, and personal growth.💔 If you've ever questioned your faith or struggled with religious trauma, this is the raw, heartfelt conversation you need to hear.WATCH NOW to hear Catherine's story of surviving, deconstructing, and finally finding freedom! #religion #trauma #deconstructing #bookauthor #podcasthttps://www.catherinebrusk.comSupport the show

In this deeply personal and uncomfortable episode, hosts David and Jenny address a serious issue affecting the Troubled Teen Industry (TTI) community. They reveal that a former podcast guest has been embellishing their survival story to gain attention and scam community members, particularly vulnerable women, out of money. Despite the sensitive nature of the topic, David and Jenny provide insights and share their mission to bring awareness and change to TTI institutions. They also extend their support to survivors impacted by such deceitful actions. Ending on a positive note, they mention ongoing initiatives like the Survivors Unrestrained organization and an upcoming federal bill aimed at reforming the troubled teen industry. If you're passionate about making a difference and protecting vulnerable communities, this is an episode you don't want to miss. #troubledteen #parishilton #dirtyjohnSupport the show

In this episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Tabitha, a survivor of the troubled teen industry who spent time at Tranquility Bay in Jamaica. Tabitha shares her journey of growth and resilience, discussing her mixed emotions about the recent hurricane that hit Jamaica and the lasting impact of her experiences. The episode highlights Tabitha's impressive efforts in creating a grassroots organization and working towards a federal bill aimed at reforming the troubled teen industry. The conversation delves into the specifics of the proposed legislation, which seeks to provide better protections for teens, ban out-of-country placements, and ensure mental health facilities are properly regulated. Jenny and Tabitha also discuss practical advice for parents dealing with difficult teens, emphasizing the importance of finding the right therapeutic approach. Tune in to learn more about how you can support this impactful cause. #survivors #podcast #tti #parishiltonhttps://www.change.org/p/pass-the-protect-kids-act-protect-children-in-youth-residential-program s?recruiter=1395789295&recruited _ by_ id=a3986430-c44b-11f0-82c5-19d258e4bb7f&utm sour _ ce=share _petition&utm _ campaign=petition dashboard&utm _ _ medium=copylinkSupport the show

In a special episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith is joined by her husband, Ryan (aka Smitty), to discuss their vastly different upbringings. Jenny was raised in a religious environment while Ryan wasn't exposed to church at all. They share personal stories, delve into the challenges and growth in their marriage, and discuss their experiences with various church environments. The couple also touches on the impacts of religious trauma and their journey of finding their own way. Whether you’re familiar with IFB, curious about different religious practices, or just enjoy heartfelt discussions, this episode offers intimate and insightful conversations. #UnHolierPodcast #ReligiousTrauma #MarriageTalk #DifferentUpbringings #PodcastEpisodeSupport the show

In this emotionally charged episode of The Holier podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Justin Woodbury, an old friend from their days in the Christian school. Justin opens up about his harrowing experiences within the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) Church, specifically the Ann Arbor Baptist Church in Michigan. Through a candid conversation, Justin shares the deeply disturbing events of abuse he endured, his journey to healing, and his resolve to help others through his book, 'Sheltered But Not Protected.' Trigger warning: This episode discusses abuse within the church. Viewer discretion is advised. #IFB #AbuseSurvivor #EndHolier #ChristianSchool #CultSurvivor #SurvivorStories #ReligiousTrauma #ChurchAbuse #HealingJourneyhttps://www.amazon.com/dp/1662929765?ref=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cso_sms_apin_dp_5XR24WS10N3WTX0A8GJQ&ref_=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cso_sms_apin_dp_5XR24WS10N3WTX0A8GJQ&social_share=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cso_sms_apin_dp_5XR24WS10N3WTX0A8GJQ&bestFormat=true&titleSource=trueSupport the show

🚨  A 'PREACHER BOY,' NOW HE'S EXPOSING EVERYTHING! 🚨** In one of our most intense episodes yet, host Jenny Smith sits down with **Daniel** as he takes us deep inside the shadowy world of the **Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB)** movement. You won't believe the shocking details he reveals. Daniel was the ideal IFB kid—the classic 'preacher boy.' But behind the façade of suits and perfect attendance was a life buckling under the weight of **rigid structures and controversial teachings**. What finally broke him? A harrowing, must-hear experience at a **Bible college** that forced him to question every single belief he ever held. From strict dating rules and purity culture to the **behind-the-scenes power dynamics** of the IFB, Daniel holds nothing back. Hear his heartbreaking account of the community he lost, and the incredible, unexpected new life and support he found through **martial arts**. This journey is a powerful roadmap for anyone navigating religious trauma and a guide for those considering their own deconstruction. #TrendingViralHashtags** #TalesFromTheIFB #Deconstruction #UnholierPodcast #ExFundie #FundieFriday #ReligiousTrauma #IFBExposed #Cults #Viral #JennySmith #ExvangelicalSupport the show

🚨 CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?! 🚨 Join Jenny Smith and David Keck on the Un Holier Podcast as they react in real-time to the most jaw-dropping, controversial sermon clips from Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) preachersyou've ever heard.We're not holding back. Hear the shocking moments—including documented racial slurs and insane conspiracy theories—that shaped their childhoods. Jenny and David dive into a deep, dynamic conversation, dissecting the toxic rhetoricthat permeates the IFB movement.If you or someone you know grew up in the church, this episode is a necessary listen. Find out why thousands are leaving and how these fundamentalist preachers are still getting away with it. This is a rollercoaster of emotion and a powerful act of healing. #ShockingTruth #Exposed #PodcastLife #MustListen #Viral #Controversial #TheySaidWhatSupport the show

In this gripping podcast episode, we welcome Marbeth Skwarczynski, mother of 'Preacher Boys' host Eric and accomplished author, as she discusses her harrowing experiences growing up in the IFB (Independent Fundamental Baptist) movement. We dive deep into her real-life inspirations for her compelling book 'No Longer Invisible' and explore the emotional challenges and abuses she faced and overcame. This candid conversation sheds light on the stark realities behind seemingly perfect façades in religious communities, highlighting her journey through severe depression, working for years in a Christian school under exploitative conditions, and ultimately deconstructing her faith. Learn about her powerful fiction works that reveal the lives of those impacted by such environments and her latest book 'Princess of Moab.' Don't miss this emotional and eye-opening episode, especially if you've ever questioned how religion can sometimes manipulate and control. Subscribe and hit the bell icon for more inspiring stories and eye-opening discussions!Support the show

🔥 The exhaustion of religious legalism is REAL. You don't want to miss this jaw-dropping, deeply personal conversation!In this powerful episode of the UN Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with the incredible Christiana Miller, a talented singer, songwriter, and influential social media personality. Christiana grew up completely immersed in the ultra-restrictive Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement.Christiana shares her extraordinary life story, revealing what it was truly like to travel with her family to over 500 IFB churches across the country. She opens up about the immense challenges of leaving this restrictive environment, and the emotional journey she took toward questioning and ultimately breaking free from the legalism she was raised in.How do you redefine your entire life after leaving the only faith structure you’ve ever known? Christiana discusses her thriving music career, the raw process of faith deconstruction, and offers powerful, practical advice for others contemplating leaving the IFB or any high-control religious system.This isn't just a story about leaving—it's a story about freedom, personal growth, and finding your own voice.🔔 Subscribe and hit the bell for more unfiltered conversations!#IFB #IndependentFundamentalBaptist #Deconstruction #FaithDeconstruction #LeavingReligion #Legalism #Podcast #Christianity #ChristianPodcast #ChristianaMiller #JennySmith #FaithCrisis #PersonalGrowthSupport the show

Join Jenny Smith on the UnHolier Podcast for a raw, unfiltered conversation with Joanna, a survivor who escaped a terrifying ordeal. At a young age, her family was lured into a seemingly innocent church in Washington State, only to discover it was a controlling cult. Joanna bravely shares the shocking details of the severe abuse she endured, the manipulation by trusted leaders, and the heartbreaking betrayal that led to her time in the foster care system.This isn't just a story of survival—it's a testament to the devastating power of cults and the incredible strength it takes to break free. Be prepared for a powerful, emotional, and eye-opening episode that will challenge everything you think you know about faith, family, and what it truly means to heal.Don't miss this gripping episode.#CultSurvivor #SurvivorStory #EmotionalTrauma #PodcastForSurvivors #CultAwareness #HealingJourney #TrueCrimePodcast #AbuseAwareness #BraveStories #UnHolierPodcast #SexualAssaultAwarenessSupport the show

We're switching gears (but keeping it real) with Jonathon Hamilton, a true survivor who embraces the chaotic reality of deconstruction. Jonathan walks us through his journey of shedding the rigid religious labels that once defined him, explaining why he now considers himself 'no one and everyone.' He brings a fascinating and humorous perspective on how losing your faith and identity can be the most authentic thing you ever do.This episode dives into the absurdities of high-control systems, the humor in finding your new true self, and the necessary process of grieving the life you thought you had. If you've ever felt like you had to be the person everyone else wanted you to be, join us for a conversation packed with unexpected laughter and genuine insights on what it takes to stop performing and finally be everyone to a select few. #Unholier #Deconstruction #Exvangelical #ExReligious #ReligiousTrauma #CultSurvival #FindingAuthenticity #HighControl #PostFaithSupport the show

In this gripping episode of the UnHolier Podcast, we welcome Jessica, a brave survivor of the troubled teen industry, who shares her powerful story of resilience. Jessica recounts her harrowing experiences in the Happiness Hill and Shenandoah Haven homes, exposing the extreme and abusive practices rooted within these institutions. From manipulative religious control to physical and emotional abuse, Jessica details the struggles she faced as a naïve teen cast into this unforgiving environment. We also delve into the broader implications of how cult-like mentalities and unregulated 'therapeutic' programs continue to harm vulnerable youths. Despite the trauma, Jessica's journey is one of survival and awareness-raising, providing invaluable insights for parents and teen survivors alike. #Survivors #TroubledTeenIndustry #CultAwareness #JessicaStory #UnHolierPodcastSupport the show

Welcome back to the UnHolier Podcast! In today's episode, host Jenny Smith interviews a returning guest, 'A', a survivor of the troubled teen home, Shenandoah Haven, in Cleveland, Tennessee. They dive deep into what 'A' has been up to since her first appearance, including connecting with other survivors and gathering eye-opening information about the abuse and corruption at Shenandoah Haven and its associated church. From revelations of misuse of power, sexual abuse, starvation as punishment, and bizarre contractual obligations, this episode uncovers the harrowing realities faced by the teens. They also discuss legal actions, the rebranding tactics of these institutions, and offer advice to both potential parents considering these homes and current/former staff. This episode is a call to action for legal reforms, support for survivors, and holding abusers accountable. #TroubledTeens #SurvivorStories #HumanRights #ChurchAbuse #LegalReformsSupport the show

Are you questioning your faith, or struggling with past wounds from a high-control religious environment?In this eye-opening episode, we sit down with Anne Russo, a groundbreaking therapist specializing in religious trauma. With her forthcoming book on the topic, Anne shares her personal experiences and her expert insight into the silent epidemic of religious trauma.You'll discover:What religious trauma truly is and how it manifests.Practical, actionable advice for navigating your healing journey.The difference between healthy faith and harmful, oppressive doctrines.The path to finding community, support, and freedom beyond the confines of your past.Whether you're struggling with a faith transition or simply want to understand this critical topic, Anne's compassionate guidance offers a powerful roadmap to reclaiming your life's joy.#ReligiousTrauma #MentalHealth #Deconstruction #FaithTransition #HealingJourney #HighControlGroups #CultSurvivor #Exvangelical #Therapy #AnneRusso #TraumaRecovery #PodcastInterview #FindingFreedom #SpiritualAbuse #TheHealingProcessSupport the show

⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of physical, emotional, and sexual trauma. Viewer discretion is advised.In this explosive episode of Un Holier Than Thou, Jenny sits down with special co-host David Keck to a hear a story of survival that will leave you speechless. We are honored to welcome Martha, a brave author, trauma coach, and speaker, who shares her harrowing journey of escaping a restrictive and abusive religious cult.Martha's story is a testament to human resilience. From a young age, she was subjected to extreme control, psychological manipulation, and shocking physical punishment within the cult compound. She details the chilling tactics used to isolate members, the strict punishments for disobedience, and the impossible choices she faced.This isn't just Martha's story; it's a deep dive into the hidden world of cults, a discussion on how they operate, and what happens to survivors when they finally break free. Martha pulls back the curtain on the incredible challenges of re-entering the "real world," the struggle to rebuild her identity, and the long, painful road to healing from deep-seated trauma.You'll hear Martha describe:• The terrifying reality of life inside the cult compound.• The intense psychological control and brutal punishment tactics.• The secret escape plan that changed her life forever.• Her ongoing struggle with faith and healing after leaving.• How she transformed her trauma into a powerful mission to help others.Don't miss this powerful, emotional, and ultimately inspiring episode that proves no one has to feel alone in their healing journey.https://trauma-x.org/https://youtu.be/k_fOjKdtnlc?si=lKWG7ieFm51Nf0_P#UnHolierThanThou #CultSurvivor #ReligiousTrauma #Cults #ExposingCults #HealingJourney #TraumaRecovery #OvercomingAdversity #SurvivorStory #AbuseAwareness #DavidKeck #Jenny #Podcast #Interview #RealLifeStorySupport the show

Ready for a trip down memory lane that's anything but holy? Join Jenny and her special guest Johnna as they spill all the tea on their crazy journey growing up in the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) church. It's a hilarious look at everything you weren't allowed to do, especially when it came to music.Imagine a world with only hymns, strict dress codes, and zero rock and roll. Now picture what happens when two kids break free and discover a whole new universe of sound. From surviving awkward moments at tent revivals (yes, grasshoppers are involved!) to sneaking out for their first rock concert, this episode is a laugh-out-loud tale of rebellion and discovery.But it's not all fun and games. Jenny and her guest Johnna get real about navigating the lasting effects of religious trauma and how music became their ultimate escape. If you've ever felt trapped by strict church rules, this is the story you need to hear. It's relatable, liberating, and proves you can find your own rhythm, even after a lifetime of strict rules. #ChurchMusic #ReligiousTrauma #IFB #Exvangelical #Exchristian #RockMusic #MusicJourney #ReligiousFreedom #FaithDeconstruction #StorytimeDon't miss out on this incredible story of music, freedom, and finding your own way!https://www.tiktok.com/@lukesevereid/video/7337046668073782570?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7541462327490381367Support the show

In this powerful and emotional episode of Unholier Than Thou, hosts Susie and Jenny welcome a courageous survivor—A—who is breaking her silence on the horrifying abuse she endured at Shenandoah Haven, one of many institutions in the troubled teen industry.A shares her story of being sent away without consent, subjected to emotional, physical, and religious abuse, and ultimately surviving a system that protects predators and punishes the vulnerable. From the "Porn Pastor" to the church's twisted justice system, this episode pulls back the curtain on an industry cloaked in secrecy.🛑 This is a must-hear episode for anyone who wants to understand the hidden horrors behind “rehabilitation” programs and why survivors like A are demanding real change.👉 Subscribe for more survivor stories⚠️ Trigger Warning: This episode contains accounts of abuse, exploitation, and trauma. Please listen with care.🔗 #TroubledTeenIndustry #SurvivorStory #AbuseAwareness #LegislativeChange #CommunitySupport #ExposeTheTruth #ReligiousTrauma #ShenandoahHavenSupport the show

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: This episode contains sensitive discussions of religious trauma, sexual abuse, and miscarriage. Listener discretion is advised.Imagine a life defined by unyielding control and harsh judgment. This week on "The Process of Healing," hosts Susie and Jenny sit down with the incredibly brave Barb, who shares her harrowing, unfiltered story of being raised within a rigid, cult-like religious environment.Barb pulls back the curtain on her tumultuous past, from the intense dynamics of her upbringing in Temple Baptist to the seismic church split that plunged her family into Prayer Baptist. She bravely recounts:Her early life under manipulative church leaders.The profound struggles of questioning authority as a teenager.The devastating impact of an early pregnancy and traumatic miscarriage.Her courageous journey of escaping familial sexual abuse.And the relentless judgment and unrealistic expectations she faced.This isn't just a story of survival; it's a testament to unbreakable resilience. Barb reveals her path from deep trauma to profound healing, highlighting the transformative relationships and the crucial role of finding the right kind of support and counsel outside the church's shadow.Join us for a powerful, eye-opening conversation about self-discovery, personal light, and the enduring quest for true freedom.Don't miss this inspiring episode. Share it to help others find their light!#ReligiousTrauma #CultSurvivor #ChurchAbuse #SexualAbuseSurvivor #HealingJourney #Escape #Freedom #Judgment #Miscarriage #Resilience #SelfDiscovery #Podcast #TraumaRecovery #FindingLight #SupportSystem #MentalHealth #UnfilteredStory #Inspiring #SurvivorStories #TheProcessOfHealingSupport the show

WARNING: This episode contains graphic descriptions of child abuse, neglect, and institutional trauma. Listener discretion is advised.Imagine being 12 years old, sent away by your own parents, and trapped for years in a place that promised help but delivered a nightmare. This week on "Un-holier Than Thou" we sit down with the incredibly brave Tabitha, a survivor of the notorious Tranquility Bay facility in Jamaica – a dark chapter of the Troubled Teen Industry (TTI).Tabitha pulls back the curtain on the appalling conditions, severe punishments, and shocking neglect she endured for four and a half years. She reveals the physical and emotional toll this "program" took on her, and the resilience it took to survive.But Tabitha's story doesn't end there. She has transformed her pain into powerful purpose, founding 'Survivors Unrestrained' – a non-profit dedicated to supporting others affected by these programs.Tune in to hear her harrowing journey from control to freedom, the vital importance of community in healing, and the ongoing battle to bring justice and support to countless survivors. This is more than a story; it's a call to action.Don't miss this essential conversation. Share it to shine a light on the hidden realities of the TTI.#TranquilityBay #TroubledTeenIndustry #TTI #SurvivorsUnrestrained #SurvivorStory #ChildAbuse #InstitutionalAbuse #Neglect #TraumaHealing #Advocacy #Justice #Podcast #TrueCrime #Resilience #HealingJourney #Jamaica #BreakTheSilence #Unbelievable #Shocking #SupportSurvivorsSupport the show

WARNING: This episode discusses sensitive topics including cult dynamics, manipulation, and emotional abuse. Listener discretion is advised.You won't believe what she survived. 🚨 This week, get ready for a raw, eye-opening conversation as we welcome special guest Alisha, a brave survivor who was born and raised in a cult-like religious environment!You might know Alisha from TikTok, where she fearlessly shares her story. Now, she's "Spilling the Kool-Aid" with us, detailing the chilling manipulative practices of the cult leader and the emotional and mental struggles she endured for years.Hear her gripping account of:Her initiation into the controlled world of the cult.The pivotal moments that sparked her awakening.The incredible, harrowing journey to her eventual escape and reclaiming her freedom.Alisha's mission today? To bring urgent awareness to those still trapped in similar communities and to help countless others heal from their experiences. This isn't just a story; it's a powerful look into the dark realities of cult dynamics and the inspiring path toward recovery and self-discovery.Don't miss this essential episode! Share it to help others break free.#CultSurvivor #CultAwareness #ReligiousCult #MindControl #Escape #Freedom #TraumaHealing #SelfDiscovery #Podcast #TrueCrime #Manipulation #SpillingTheKoolAid #TikTokSurvivor #HealingJourney #BreakFree #UnbelievableStory #MustWatch #SEOSupport the show

You won't believe this story. 🚨 This week on Unholier Than Thou, we're honored to welcome special guest Kim Kelley, a courageous survivor who was born and raised inside an international religious cult notorious for severe child abuse and trafficking.Kim pulls back the curtain on the chilling reality of growing up in a highly controlled environment, the shocking abuse she and her siblings endured, and the incredible true story of how she ultimately escaped.Today, Kim dedicates her life to combating child exploitation and trafficking, working directly with law enforcement and implementing vital training programs. In this powerful conversation, Kim provides:Unflinching insight into the prevalence of child abuse within religious organizations.The immense challenges of addressing these hidden issues.Practical steps communities and individuals can take to protect children, especially in the vulnerable digital realm.This episode is a raw, eye-opening look into the ongoing fight against child exploitation in the United States. Prepare to be informed, inspired, and moved to action by Kim's unwavering resilience and hope.#CultSurvivor #ChildAbuseAwareness #ChildTrafficking #ReligiousCults #KimKelly #UnholierThanThou #Podcast #TrueCrime #Advocacy #ChildProtection #SurvivorStory #MentalHealth #JusticeForChildren #EndChildExploitation #SafeChurch #DigitalSafety #MustListen #Clickbait #SEO #HumanRightsSupport the show

In this captivating episode, we welcome Tamara Buchanan, known as Jezebel on social media, sharing her extraordinary journey from life in a strict Apostolic Pentecostal cult to becoming an advocate and speaker. Tamara recounts her upbringing, the moment she decided to reclaim the name Jezebel to empower herself, and the harrowing experiences of sexual and domestic abuse she endured. She discusses the control mechanisms within the religious cult, the manipulation of biblical scriptures, and the absence of support from her family and church community. Tamara’s resilience shines as she describes her fight for freedom, the traumatic impact on her mental health, and her relentless quest for personal healing and empowerment. Despite losing contact with her family, Tamara found liberation and now uses her platform to shed light on the issues of trauma, patriarchy, and misogyny. She also shares her journey of weight loss and self-discovery, showing that survival can lead to thriving. Her powerful poems and reflections underscore her unwavering spirit and commitment to helping others find their voice and freedom from abusive environments. #jezebel #unholier #healing #religion #religioustrauma #trauma #churchSupport the show

In this deeply moving and powerful episode, hosts Susie and Jenny sit down with Brad, a former IFB member and pastor's kid, to delve into his harrowing experiences of abuse and his long journey towards healing. Brad shares his story of being molested by a church deacon's son, the denial of justice by his own father, and the subsequent challenges he faced growing up in such a troubling environment. He opens up about the trauma, the impact on his relationships, and how he found his path towards recovery with the support of compassionate figures in his life, including an understanding pastor and a dedicated therapist. Brad also discusses his eventual departure from the IFB and how he rebuilds his faith and finds peace. His story is not just about enduring great pain but also about finding resilience and hope. This episode is a beacon of support for survivors and a call to action for those entangled in abusive environments. Tune in to hear Brad's courageous journey and his message of healing and strength.#ReligiousTrauma #Exvangelical #Deconstruction #ChurchToo #IFB #PastorKids #SurvivorStory #ChildAbuse #HealingJourney #MentalHealthMatters #SpiritualAbuse #BetrayalTrauma #BreakingTheSilence #TraumaRecovery #UnholyTruths #FaithAfterTrauma #AdvocacySupport the show

In this episode, we delve into Samantha's powerful and heart-wrenching story at New Beginnings Girls Academy. Samantha recounts her journey from a troubled childhood, marked by familial conflicts and self-harm, through her traumatic experiences at the academy. She speaks candidly about the abuse and mistreatment she endured, the flawed educational system, her multiple attempts to escape, and the unrelenting emotional struggles she faced. Despite her suffering, Samantha's resilience shines through as she now dedicates her time to researching and raising awareness about the abusive practices in similar institutions. Join us as we hear Samantha's story of survival and her ongoing fight to shut down these harmful establishments.#NewBeginningsGirlsAcademy #TroubledTeenIndustry #SurvivorStory #InstitutionalAbuse #ChildAbuse #TeenAcademy #BoardingSchoolSurvivors #TraumaHealing #BreakingTheSilence #AbuseAwareness #MentalHealth #Resilience #Podcast #UnholierThanThou #HelpSurvivors #ShutThemDown #EscapeStory #SelfHarmAwarenessSupport the show

In this episode of our podcast, we are joined by Dan Engleman, a former cadet of Bethel Boys Academy. Dan shares his deeply personal and harrowing experiences from his time at the academy between 1995 and 1997. Adopted at a young age due to his biological parents' struggles with addiction, Dan details the challenges he faced in his early years, leading to his placement in Bethel Boys Academy. He recounts the severe mistreatment and violence he endured and the impact it had on his adolescent and adult life. Dan also discusses the importance of parental support and the lasting trauma from feeling abandoned. Tune in to hear Dan's story of resilience and how he and fellow survivors support each other through a dedicated Facebook group. This eye-opening conversation sheds light on the shocking realities of the troubled teen industry and the need for better alternatives and thorough research for any parents considering such programs. #BethelBoysAcademy #TroubledTeenIndustry #SurvivorStory #ChildAbuse #InstitutionalAbuse #BoardingSchoolSurvivors #TraumaHealing #Podcast #TrueCrime #YouthPrograms #ParentalWarning #Resilience #BreakingTheSilence #AbuseAwareness #TeenAcademySupport the show

In this powerful episode, we welcome special guest Blue to share their deeply personal and transformative story. Blue delves into their upbringing in a strict evangelical household and discusses how growing up in a religious cult setting shaped their early life experiences. This conversation explores Blue's journey through deconstructing deeply ingrained beliefs, coming to terms with their non-binary identity, and #managing dissociative identity disorder (DID). Highlights include discussions on overcoming a fear-based religious upbringing, the importance of open and accepting dialogue about gender and sexuality, and learning to love oneself amid #trauma and societal pressure. Blue's insights offer a beacon of hope and understanding for those navigating similar paths. Tune in for an enlightening and heartfelt discussion on embracing one's true self.#powerful #religionSupport the show

In this emotional yet sometimes funny and light-hearted episode, we sit down with Johnna, a survivor from Happiness Hill, a troubled teen home. Johnna shares her harrowing experience of growing up in an abusive household, dealing with undiagnosed ADHD, and the challenges she faced at Happiness Hill. From being misdiagnosed and unjustly labeled as a drug addict to enduring horrific abuse and strict religious oppression, Johnna’s story is a powerful testament to resilience. She discusses the psychological trauma, the rigid rules, and the forced labor that the girls at Happiness Hill endured. Now pursuing a career in psychiatric nursing, Johnna is dedicated to helping others by conducting an in-depth survey on the impacts of institutionalization on mental health. This episode is a deeply moving exploration of survival, accountability, and the journey toward healing. #trauma #sobriety #religion #tti #religioustraumaSupport the show

You think you know church life? THINK AGAIN!🤫 Ever wonder "how the sausage is REALLY made" behind the scenes? This week on Unholier Than Thou, Jenny and Susie — both pastor's kids themselves — are spilling ALL the tea on the unspoken, unfiltered realities of growing up in ministry! 🤯Get ready for eye-opening stories of chaos, drama, and shocking hypocrisy that regular churchgoers never see. From unpaid ministry roles to cutthroat church politics, secret scandals, and the exhausting pressure of always putting on a "perfect face," we're pulling back the curtain on the darker side of church life.Join us for raw personal traumas, unexpected hilarious anecdotes, and a completely fresh perspective on what truly happens when the cameras are off and the sermon is over. This isn't your grandma's Sunday school!Prepare to have your perception of the pulpit forever changed!#ChurchExposed #PastorKids #PKLife #UnholyTruths #ChurchScandals #ReligiousTrauma #BehindTheScenes #Hypocrisy #MinistryLife #Christianity #Deconstruction #ExvangelicalSupport the show