Am I a Christian?

I have been challenged by thoughts and ideas about whether I was ever a Christian, which is compelling me to face this truth. I recall as a child being baptized as an infant in our local Roman Catholic church, and I believed, my parents believed, I was baptized into the Christian faith. But over time, I have come to question this. As s roman catholic, I never bothered to read the bible, that it wasn't necessary; having been baptized my soul was saved; but when I challenged this, and found to my horror, that being baptized with water by another human being, only means I am an accepted member of that denomination, and  not baptized as a Christian, this shook me to the core. Despite the numbers stating there are 45,000 different churches and denominations and some 3 billion Christian members and some 17 million Jews in the world today, how is it that the Bible tells us only 144,000 souls will be saved at the end of time? Might all these 3 billion Christians  not be Christian; unknown to them; they are all members of man-made churches and a multitude of denominations. Quite possibly most of God's children have no awareness that they have been actual Christians as they have not been baptized the Holy Spirit! This would explain why the number in the Bible; 144,000;  is so low. So ask yourself these questions; Have you been baptized with the Holy Spirit? Have you harmed one hair on the head of a child of God, whether Jewish, Christian, young children, or the unborn? Do you worship false gods for your salvation, health, or sanity like: alcohol, drugs, medication, mental disorders; habitual behaviors, co-dependency, blame, shame, guilt, anger, rage, sex, porn, food, sugar, etc. Do you support Planned Parenthood or abortion? Do you promote or support transgenderism? Do you support men identifying as women? Do you allow the Anti-Christ to thrive in your land? Do you support the Anti-Christ and his followers over God's own children? Do you undermine the family? Do you promote that same sex couples can marry in a house of God and can act as parents? These are the kind of questions you need to answer correctly to define whether you are a member of a denomination only or you are a Christian also. For many of us, we have to break free of the old self, so that we can become a new creation This means dying to our old self so that we can stand tall and declare: I AM a child of God I AM a sibling of Jesus the Jew I AM  Richard the Christ This program, Trauma Recovery Anonymous, is a spiritual solution that will enable you to step into your Christian birthright Only you can do this for yourself But you can carry this good news to your family and friends today #healinganypasttraumamemory #traumarecoveryanonymous