XXVI: He Prayed for Death. God Gave Him Peace. | Peter Chee

Peter Chee has a Pokémon card in his pocket worth more than a car, and a faith he built by reading the first century church fathers in Greek. I met him in a sauna, solving a Rubik's cube in a lotus position. I asked him one question: if you could tell me one true thing, and there was no chance of converting me, what would it be?He said peace. Then he told me what it cost him.Ten years of losing everything he builtThree months without a single night of sleepBegging to die a hundred times a dayThe exact minute the peace arrivedWhy he thinks most churchgoers were never ChristiansFree will, predestination, and a line of dominoesWhat greed did to the modern churchI came into this at the edge of belief. I left still standing there, but differently.Watch the full conversation, then tell me where you land.Unfolding XXVI---Music by Isaac Haines: https://isaachaines.ca/ Dig Deeper Into All Things Kaizen:https://linktr.ee/zacarnold---Timestamps00:00-01:20 Intro01:20-04:14 One question, and no chance of converting me04:14-05:48 Truth is zeros and ones05:48-11:42 Thirteen years old, and the tingling in his room11:42-16:30 The night the love kept doubling16:30-19:42 The one thing he was asked to give up19:42-24:56 A moment of peace from a storm of torment24:56-34:52 One hundred rooms, one hundred idols34:52-44:39 Who rises at the resurrection, and the earthquake theory44:39-52:23 Why head knowledge is a trap52:23-1:00:24 Politics, cowardice, and a God who bends time1:00:24-1:08:17 Dominoes, jazz, and whether you chose this1:08:17-1:22:31 What greed did to the church1:22:31-1:25:07 Love drives out fear, and the question no one asks