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Disruptor Frequency
by Dark Luminaire
The Disruptor Frequency is a code of empowerment. Images, symbols and words that you can grab onto to create a reality that is yours.It is the accumulation of all my core expressions :Dark Luminaire - Where codes become matterCR3ATORCOD3S - A place to learn the hows of creating in the online digital spaceSurge - 21 Day ProtocolsWelcome DisruptorsRelease the gridsVanquish the shadowsFind your frequencyIlluminate your lifeYou are just an energetic vibrational frequency, made of stardust, ready to create. 🤍🖤💜Disruption creates momentum...
Episodes
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The Five Archetypes Behind My Maven Journey
The Maven arrived a few months before this as an image, then as the word, then as everything sitting behind it. She is a seeker of truth and a keeper of secrets, somebody who has gone far enough into a thing that she is no longer standing outside it. This is the opening of a six part journey...
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Addicted to Creating and Avoiding My Grief
It took me about fifteen takes to say one sentence at the start of this, and I left every one of them in. We think we have to arrive polished before we are allowed to share anything, and what people actually feel is the part we cut out. So this is the uncut version. It is about creating, and what...
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Waiting for Inspiration and Calling It a Block
The last few days had been hard and I wanted to talk about it while I was still in it. There is a whiteboard behind me with everything I have created in two and a half years written on it, and there is a lot. Every one of them started with a clear idea and real momentum, and somewhere along the...
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EP31 - Dark Consciousness
I discovered Dark Consciousness a few weeks ago, the concept of it has not only blown my mind, but has literally given me a new reason for existing. No more healing, no more struggling, no more following everyone else and keep up with what the tribe is doing. The current light grid is shadowed…
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What Even Is Truth
If every person on earth walked outside at the same moment and told you what they could see, you would get daylight and darkness and everything in between, and every one of them would be telling you the truth. That is the whole thing in under two minutes. Nobody is correct and nobody is wrong. We...
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My Reality Is Not Your Reality
Imagine your whole existence as a smorgasbord. You get to try everything, go back for more of one thing, start at the desserts if you want. I am not at the table anymore. I am out the back making something new, because I have tasted what is on offer and none of it is what I want. This is the one...
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When Someone Else’s Success Formula Fails You
The message is to keep creating, and it sounds too simple to be worth a video until you have tried to follow your own process while nobody claps. I went back over some of the big name courses about how to put yourself out there, and I did learn things, but the clearest thing I learned was what I…
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Pretend the Car Is a Spaceship, Imagination and Shadow Work
Imagination is the thing I use for everything now and I do not think we take it seriously enough. It is not just for children and it is not just for art. Every belief you hold started as an image or an idea you built in your own mind, so your imagination is already doing the work whether you…
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You Did Everything Right and Still Got Crickets
You get the idea. It is in tune, it is yours, it arrives fully formed. You build it, you write it well, you design it well, you put it out, and it is crickets. Then the answers start. You are holding a shadow. You are not fully committed to it. Your words are not quite there yet. So you go back,...
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How I Learnt to Channel
Nobody can hand you a step by step for this, so what I can give you is how it went for me. I came from the opposite end. Hard logic, go to school, get the job, buy the house, die. When I first went looking for the akashic records I bought about four courses trying to force it, and wanting it was...
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There Will Always Be Someone Who Disagrees With You
I went down a rabbit hole with someone about how every creator with a following has somebody standing opposite them saying no. It happens in every field, on every topic, with every modality. That used to be one of the hardest things for me to sit with and it has turned into one of the most…
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Letting Go of the Beliefs I Inherited About Ageing
I came in to record this while I was still sitting in it, because I did not want to lose it. A being made of green grid lines came through and explained something that has stayed with me since. Everything is a grid. Not just the big collective ones like time, which I see as a record with all the...
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Chaos Feels Like Home
There was a moment when I first heard the words chaos and disruption and everything in me went yes. A few years before that, chaos meant a messy house and things not working in the right order. Now it feels like home. Chaos theory says there is still logic inside what looks chaotic, and that is...
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Dragons, Codes And The Divine Masculine
The message I woke up with was that the men are coming. So many women have done the work and are standing in it, and there has been nothing to match them. That is changing. The second half of this one goes into the week that led up to it, which was a heavy one. A massage opened up something I had...
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How I See Existence Through Light, Dark and the Luminescent Field
This one came out of a few days of new awareness landing all at once and me needing to speak it before it went anywhere. It is the fullest explanation I have given of how I actually see our existence. It started as coloured strands, then it became circles I could hop on and off, and now it is...
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Do We Have to Keep Healing Forever
I made finding things to heal my full time job. I was obsessed with it, because once I understood that the beliefs and the stories and the emotions were the thing holding me back, I tried every modality I could get my hands on to shift them. So this is a fair question to ask from where I am...
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I Told the Universe to Give Me Its Best Shot
This is the whole road in one go, from the beginning to where it left me. It starts where a lot of people start, hating my life and deciding money would fix it, so I went looking for how to manifest some. Then I found out that saying I am enough is one of the hardest things a person can do, and...
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Why My Social Media Strategy Stopped Working
A friend asked me about social media strategy, whether the one she had been given was working, and it turned into a much bigger conversation than that. Here is what I think is actually going on. You find the person and the strategy that match where you are sitting right now, and because you are...
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Welcome to the Fear and Doubt Department
There is a chain that runs underneath all of it. You have an experience, the experience gives you an emotion, the emotion sets a belief, the beliefs stack into a story, the story becomes a block, and then the block becomes your truth. And every time you go back and retell that experience you make...
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Process Healing and Changing My Response to a Memory
Process healing comes out of a book by Gary Flint from the early 2000s, and I could not find a plain explanation of it anywhere, so I made one. It works by teaching your brain a new response to a memory, so when you go back to that memory it stops giving you the old feeling and it just becomes...
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Working With a Belief While You Feel It, Vanquish 2 of 2
You cannot really get at a belief while you are sitting there calm and everything is quiet. The power is in the moment, so I work with one while it is live. We take everything you wrote down on day one and turn it into short statements you can say out loud, and then you watch what your body does...
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What Comes Up When You Write Down What You Want, Vanquish 1 of 2
I built courses and programs for years. I signed up with every coach I could find and learned it all their way, and then I burned the whole lot down and started again with something way simpler. This is where the simpler thing starts. Write down what you actually want, and then write down every...
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Making Friends With Mr Skeleton Through Shadow Work
I could never watch horror films, so I took the characters that scared me the most and gave each one of them a shadow to carry. Then I sat them down one at a time and asked them what they were so afraid of. Mr Skeleton had a lot to say. By the end of it I was friends with all of them, the fears...
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Shadow Work and Taking My Fear to Its Worst Ending
Alchemy was the old business of turning lead into gold. A shadow is a belief sitting between you and the thing you say you want. Put those two together and you have got what I do. Most people want the shadow gone. I take it the other way. I take a fear all the way out to the worst possible ending...
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How I See Consciousness, Wake Up and Remember 5 of 5
When I look at consciousness I see a mandala that never stops moving, and if you zoom into any one petal a whole new pattern opens up inside it, and it just keeps going forever. Coding with my hands is how I reach in there and move the strands around. I talk about the collectives and guides I…
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Psychic Attacks and Asking What Is Mine, Wake Up and Remember 4 of 5
A psychic attack is what happens when somebody thinks something horrible about you, and old Anna sent plenty of those. When one lands you feel it in your body, and there are two questions I ask every single time. Is this mine, and if it is, is it an attack. So much of what we carry around belongs...
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Inherited Beliefs and Who Benefits From Them, Wake Up and Remember 3 of 5
This is the one about the negatives. The beliefs that got handed down to us as facts, the structures built to keep them exactly where they are, and who is actually getting something out of all of it. The thing that changes any of it is you raising your own vibration, because that is what lifts...
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Why Is This Annoying Me, Wake Up and Remember 2 of 5
You are scrolling, something annoys you, and instead of just moving on you stop and ask why is this annoying me. That is the whole way in. The anger, the worthiness, all the little daily flashes of irritation, every single one of them is pointing at something older sitting underneath, and you can...
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Heart Coherence and Truth Testing, Wake Up and Remember 1 of 5
If everything else got taken off me and I could only keep two things, it would be heart coherence breathing and truth testing. The breathing came to me through the HeartMath Institute, it takes seconds, and it opened something up that years of doing it the hard way had left shut. Truth testing is...
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Every Tree I Touched Had a Face, Exploring Light Language
I put my hand on a tree in the bush one day and I saw its face. So then I did it to every tree I walked past, and every single one was different, a young one, an old one, three brothers. My first thought was that I had made the whole thing up, because of course it was. Stuff like that starts...
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How I Understand Energy and Light Language
Pick up anything that feels solid, a pen, a water bottle, your own hand, and zoom in far enough and it stops being solid. It is all moving. It is all energy. Once you have got that, everything else follows on its own. You are a body living in a 3D world, a mind holding onto everything you were…
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Make the Weird Noises, Exploring Light Language
Make the weird noises, draw the squiggles, move your hands around in the car, and do all of it before you decide whether it counts, because the deciding is the bit that shuts it down. I also talk about protection in this one and why I use none of it. If you are zipping yourself into a bubble…
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Feeling Ridiculous When Learning Light Language
You sound like an idiot. That is the voice, and there is not one version of it I have not already had in my own head. It is the biggest thing that will keep your light language away from you, which is why I put the emotional work first. Underneath that work sit all the rules we were handed as...
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Light Language Through Scribbles, Sound and Movement
When I first started, what came out of my pen looked like a two year old had got hold of the paper. I had pages and pages of it and I was too embarrassed to send a single one of them to the woman who taught me, because I was certain she would laugh at me. It was light language the whole time.…
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The Vortex of Grief
Grief is nothing like any other emotion. For me it works like a vortex. It starts off slow and then it drags in everything else it can reach until the money and the relationships and the kids and a dead computer all land on you at once and your whole life looks like it is falling apart. I was...
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Zooming Out When Possibility Feels Too Small
I see everything as strands of moving colour, and every single version of a life is already running in there somewhere. The version of me with a brand new car exists over there right now. So the job was never building the thing. The job is pulling that strand closer, and what sits between you and...
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A Light Language Transmission for Your Highest Timeline
There is no talking in this one at all. I set the intention around your highest timeline and let whatever wanted to come through come through, so what you have got is five minutes of transmission and nothing else. No teaching, nothing to follow along with. Put it on, let it run, and take whatever...
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Learning Light Language and the Questions That Follow, Part 2 of 2
I gave up trying to prove any of this a long time ago. My whole thing now runs the other way. If you can disprove it, I will listen, and until then I am going to keep going. This one is the questions people asked me after part one. How do you know if you are doing it right. Do you need to be...
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How My Light Language Began, Part 1 of 2
I was driving the kids to school with music on when my hand started moving all by itself. I was so excited, and the second I got excited about it, it stopped. That is how it went for a long time. I would get a taste of something, grab at it, and lose it. This is the whole story of how my light...
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I Was the Queen of Judgement
We decide within seconds how we feel about a person and almost none of it is about them. It is about what we were shown growing up, what got called good and what got called wrong, and how much of that we swallowed without ever questioning it. Then you have one proper conversation with somebody…
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Duality, Nonduality and the Pen That Helped Me Understand
Duality and non duality are two words I struggled with for the longest time. We get told our whole lives that this is just how it is, that there is happy and there is sad, the good stuff and the bad stuff, the wedding and the funeral, and we just have to ride it out. But what if they are the same...
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When My Mother Turned My Private World Into a Joke
A blue pottery box. A newspaper clipping of a boy from a movie. A twelve year old who thought she had found a private corner of herself and hidden it somewhere safe. The moment a parent opened that box and turned it into a joke, three things happened at once. The private space was taken. The...
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A Cyclone, a Prison Cell and What Held Me Together
A cyclone. A prison relocation. Nine people in a room built for six. Blocked toilets, a power outage, no airflow, food shortages, and the kind of noise that makes sleep feel like a negotiation. There is a point in an experience like that where the environment has taken almost everything…
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The Belief That Love Would Make Me Whole
There are events that do not announce themselves as defining. They happen, and then life continues, and the pattern they created moves quietly underneath everything that follows. You do not see it while you are living it. You only see it later, when you are far enough from it to look back and…
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The Pit of Fears and Meeting My Demons Face to Face
The fire was raging from a deep, dark pit. The heat was heavy, the air uneasy. From the darkness something struck straight into fear, made blood curdle on impact. The body froze. Everything once believed about the self fell away. What remained was the essence of who was not there, and the fear…
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Losing My Husband and Learning to Live With the Surge
I always use my life experiences as a tool. I want to make sure that I have not wasted my life by experiencing things with no meaning. I have to give everything a story. Especially when things are big and devastating like losing my husband. Whilst this is not how I created this Archetype, this…
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A Car Accident, Alchemy and the Bone Shaker
It's hard to look inward when you don't have to. No one wants to look at the painful or uncomfortable moments. Reflecting on things that have happened can only bring you back to a moment that did not feel good. But if we look at these as a guide, not a judgment, we can use these experiences to…
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Screaming at the Lights, Chaos and the Crown of Ruin
There are many parts of my life that I am not proud of. Moments were many would not dare to share because of the shame or embarrassment that surrounds them. But what if those moments are the ones that you had to go through in order to become something different. The moments that gave you an...
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A Knock at the Door and the Life That Changed After It
If the trajectory of your life is not moving in the way you want it to, you need to make a change. And if you don't life may make it happen for you instead. We can feel it, we see it and we know that there is always something nagging at us that is not right. We can ignore it for a little while…
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The Time My Father Broke Someone's Nose
I giggle about this story, even as I tell it, but honestly this story has two sides. There is the story of the teen who wants to get bragging rights by having boys at her house, but then there's the overprotective father who takes his role on way too seriously. And it's only as an adult now I can...
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ABOUT THIS SHOW
The Disruptor Frequency is a code of empowerment. Images, symbols and words that you can grab onto to create a reality that is yours.It is the accumulation of all my core expressions :Dark Luminaire - Where codes become matterCR3ATORCOD3S - A place to learn the hows of creating in the online digital spaceSurge - 21 Day ProtocolsWelcome DisruptorsRelease the gridsVanquish the shadowsFind your frequencyIlluminate your lifeYou are just an energetic vibrational frequency, made of stardust, ready to create. 🤍🖤💜Disruption creates momentum...
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