Love, Loss & Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker

How did a driven, world-record holding, 30-something overachiever who has swum the English Channel learn to embrace vulnerability, hire a matchmaker and find her soul mate? In this episode, Melissa Blaustein—the youngest mayor in Sausalito’s history, a global policy advocate, and open water swimmer— shares her deeply personal journey of “breaking open,” and how that helped her find true, authentic love. She opens up about confronting childhood wounds and imposter syndrome, hallucinating Olympic athletes during long swims, and discovering the power of community in both the water and politics. Melissa breaks down the importance of honest communication, spiritual growth, and embracing discomfort as the pathway to fulfillment. This episode is about the profound transformation that happens when you let go of perfection, shed the need to constantly achieve, and lean into the vulnerability that makes us human.  Whether you’re battling self-doubt, seeking courage to love again, or craving real community, Melissa’s truth will stir your soul and challenge your perspective.  MELISSA'S LINKS: Instagram | TikTok | Calling in "The One" by Katherine Woodard Thomas  SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

Prepare to have your thinking around drugs and drug policy challenged! Uncover the radical truth about drugs, harm reduction, and the power of compassion in this electrifying conversation with drug policy pioneer Ethan Nadelmann, whom Rolling Stone magazine once dubbed “the real drug czar.” Forget the fear-mongering and outdated myths, Ethan shares what you really need to know about how science, empathy, and smart policies can transform society. He boldly reveals how decades of prohibition, racism and xenophobia, and ill-guided policies have fueled harm and been an economic drain on society. In addition, he recounts compelling stories of hope that will shift your perspective about “the war on drugs”. This episode will give you plenty of food for thought! You'll discover: 👉Why the war on drugs has caused more harm than good—costly, ineffective, and rooted in racist fears. 👉The groundbreaking, cost-effective solutions like needle exchanges, overdose centers, and medical marijuana that save lives and money. 👉How altered states through psychedelics have helped him and others heal trauma, deepen love, and foster empathy across divides that once seemed insurmountable. 👉The transformative power of compassion, responsibility, and understanding—whether amid a courtroom, a community, or on the international stage. 👉This episode is a rallying cry for anyone fed up with the injustice of the drug war, and an urgent call to reimagine policies based on science and human rights. Ethan isn’t just talking—he’s demonstrating how a coalition of love, truth, and bold action can change the world. Perfect for activists, policymakers, or anyone yearning for a more compassionate, effective approach to drugs and human connection. Ready to rethink your stance? Hit play. ETHAN'S LINKS: Psychoactive podcast | Instagram | LinkedIn SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

Feel stuck? Lost in the chaos of modern life? Want to witness Scott receiving a round of hapé up his nose? Nicho Nutu, a Shipibo healer and musician, reveals the profound lessons plants and sacred ceremonies have gifted him — lessons that can transform your relationships, your clarity, and your soul.  From the depths of the Amazon to Northern California’s forests, Nicho shares how ayahuasca, specific plant diets (psychedelic and non-psychedelic), and the power of sound revealed to him to a love so wide that it heals old wounds and connects us all to the divine. You'll discover how these medicines teach forgiveness, compassion, and humility — and how you, too, can tap into this limitless source of love without ever leaving home or taking a psychedelic.  In this episode: 👉Nicho shares how he found his calling in the Amazon, starting from curiosity and snake fascination to becoming a traditional healer. 👉Nicho’s journey from a skeptic who grew up in Massachusetts to a revered maestro with a sacred mission—how plants transformed his entire life perspective. 👉Nicho gives Scott the mystical experience of hapé and an icaro live on camera 👉The dieta ritual: what it is, how long it lasts, and why it’s essential for opening your connection to plants and their teachings. 👉The power of icaro songs, and how Nicho’s voice became a vessel for healing—who knew singing could be so sacred? 👉The role of non-hallucinogenic plants like tobacco, rose, tulsi and Chiric Sinango in trauma, forgiveness, love and strengthening spirit. 👉Why love and compassion are the true lessons plants have to teach us and how they help us navigate loss and grief with grace. NICHO'S LINKS: Website  SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

If you’re like most people, you want to find lasting love and true connection. Ellen Boeder, a passionate psychotherapist and relationship expert, shares insights gained over two decades of study, practice, and life experience on how we can cultivate long-term bonds that thrive through life's inevitable ups and downs. This episode dives into the art of repair after conflict, the importance of mutual co-creation in a relationship, and how self-awareness fuels what Boeder has coined “relational longevity.” Why does this matter? Because the research is clear: the quality of your relationships in midlife shapes your health, happiness, and vitality in old age, and fostering a caring, authentic, deep relationship with your partner takes time, often years. So, starting to develop these skills in your younger years will pay big dividends. Neglecting this part of life is like skipping routine maintenance on your health—risky and costly. But by embedding simple, intentional practices today, you unlock a lifetime of joy, resilience, and growth with those who matter most. In this episode: 👉Ellen reveals what relational longevity means and why it’s vital for our health. 👉The science linking midlife relationship quality to overall well-being in old age. 👉How to develop the skills to repair ruptures and build trust after conflicts. 👉Why self-reflection is the cornerstone of healthier relationships. 👉The differences and similarities in co-creating with partners versus children. 👉Exploring the impact of attachment styles on relationship sustainability. 👉The power of daily small acts, like greeting each other, in creating ongoing connection. 👉Balancing masculine and feminine energies in partnership. 👉Practical steps to align your relationship goals and increase mutual satisfaction. 👉How societal narratives influence our roles and our long-term relational growth. ELLEN'S LINKS: Website | Substack | Instagram |  The Couples Podcast - Attachment | Masculine & Feminine SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

In this episode, we get deep. We laugh. There are tears.  I’m joined by Tiffany Shlain, a pioneer in tech, a documentary filmmaker and an artist. In a disconnect, chaotic world, Tiffany has fought to stay connected. The positive sides of tech still excite her, but she has learned how to shut off the digital invasion in ways that benefit her marriage, her family and friends, and her creativity. She recounts how these boundaries have helped foster her transformative art that interweaves feminism, neuroscience, and nature, leading to her current exhibition with her husband, Ken Goldberg, titled Ancient Wisdom for a Future Ecology: Trees, Time and Technology.  Tiffany’s raw honesty about deepening her 30-year relationship with her husband, the death of her father, battling depression, creating art and finding hope despite the state of will inspire you. This episode isn’t just a story. It’s a blueprint to living more mindfully, loving more deeply, and creating a legacy rooted in truth and connection.  You'll discover: 👉How her groundbreaking work launching the Webby Awards launched her into the wild west of technology. 👉The profound impact of her weekly “tech Shabbat” 👉The art of navigating love and loss: from losing her father to healing through creative expression. 👉Why she now leads with “attention” as the greatest gift in relationships. 👉Her fascinating projects merging neuroscience, nature and feminist history. TIFFANY'S LINKS: Website | Ancient Wisdom for a Future Ecology: Trees, Time and Technology | Instagram SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”     

Join Scott in a profound conversation with Ofosu Jones-Quartey, aka Born I, a meditation teacher, hip hop artist, and author, as they explore the intersection of music, mindfulness, and radical self-compassion. From the streets of Washington D.C. and his Ghana roots to discovering dharma on a Greyhound bus, Ofosu’s journey through hip hop, Buddhism, and mental health challenges offers transformative insights into interconnectedness, healing, and authentic self-expression. Ofosu shares raw, deeply human stories of growth, loss, and love—showing that liberation comes when we accept ourselves fully, shadows and all. This episode is perfect for seekers, artists, mental health warriors, and anyone courageous enough to look within. You’ll discover:  👉 how an ancient Buddhist text, the Heart Sutra, illuminated his path during a bus ride and transformed his worldview 👉 Using music as a tool for healing and social change 👉 Navigating mental health challenges, including OCD, with grace and resilience 👉 The importance of inner friendship and simple daily practices for well-being 👉 how hip hop, rebellion, and spirituality collide to create a new kind of mindfulness  👉 why embracing your fallibility, not denying it, is a key to living with courage, love, and authenticity.  OFOSU/BORN I's LINKS: Website | Instagram | Ayanna video | Komorebi album  SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

In this animated conversation, Melanie Spring, a fierce muse and seasoned healer, and I look at radical truths around love, self-identity and transformation. Melanie explodes the myth that you need to be perfect or have your act together to thrive. Instead, she shows you the power in owning your stuff, embracing your wildness, and continually evolving. Melanie shares her unapologetic journey from perfectionism to sovereignty, and from inherited trauma to radical honesty. She reveals how psychedelics cracked her open to new realms of healing. This is not woo-woo—it’s real, raw, and transformative. She also dives into her no-nonsense approach to boundaries, money, love, and self-expression—reminding us all that true power lies in owning your shadow and stepping into your wild, sovereign self. If you’re ready to tear down inner walls and radically love yourself, then this episode is the spark you need. In this episode: 👉Melanie’s unique take on coaching vs muse—guiding inward, not fixing outward 👉The radical roots of her core values: love, honesty, accountability, collaboration, creativity 👉Raw stories of her putting her marriage on pause, psychedelics, and deep healing 👉The power of boundaries, sovereignty, and owning your truth in love and life 👉How vulnerability is the greatest gift for growth and authentic connection 👉Practical steps to ask for mentorship without money, finding your village 👉Lessons from her “identity detox” and the importance of loving yourself fully 👉The reframe: “Own your stuff” — the ultimate act of freedom (This content is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.) MELANIE'S LINKS: Website | Instagram SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

In this episode, Scott Tinley, a friend and competitor from my former life as a professional triathlete, joins me for an in-depth discussion on handling big life transitions. A Hawaii Ironman world champion with over 100 triathlon wins under his belt, Tinley’s own challenges after he stopped racing led him into the academic world, where he’s become an expert on navigating the elite-athlete-to-normal-life shift, lessons from which we can all benefit. We discuss the emotional challenges of transitioning from sports, the importance of mental health, and the lessons learned through personal experiences, including his recent heart surgery. He emphasizes the significance of appreciation, mourning, and planning for life after sports, while also encouraging his students to adventure and find their own identities after athletics or school. We also share some classic, funny stories from back in our racing days and beyond.  We get into: 👉Tinley reflecting on his early experiences in triathlon and the growth of the sport. 👉The transition from professional athlete can be challenging and requires self-reflection. 👉Mental health awareness in sports has improved since the late 90s, but challenges remain. 👉Mourning the end of an athletic career is essential for a healthy transition. 👉Planning for life after sports is crucial, yet it is contradictory to athletes’ necessary focus. 👉Gratitude for past experiences can enhance one's perspective on life. 👉Realizations about retirement can come from unexpected moments, such as nature. 👉Rehab is a process everyone goes through, not just those with substance issues. 👉Loss can lead to wisdom and personal growth in various aspects of life. 👉Validation through athletic success can shape one's identity and purpose. SCOTT TINLEY'S LINKS: Website | Facebook |  Rehab: Collected Stories and Essays on Resolution, Resiliency, and Return -  SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

Dive deep into the raw, heart-centered world of being a death doula, and the wisdom that comes from this profession. Lauren Carroll, a death educator whose passion for home funerals is infectious, shares the touching journey she took to becoming a death doula. We also discuss how the commercialized funeral industry has squashed sacred practices around our deceased loved ones. Also, the how and why she began incorporating plant medicine into her end-of-life care is insightful. And she highlights important, revelatory information about caring for a body after a person has passed, plus so much more. Death is inevitable, but beauty, love and transformation can be experienced around the end of life if we allow ourselves to be open to it. This episode will help you navigate it all with more reverence, knowledge and grace.  In this episode: 👉 Lauren’s powerful story of encountering a stillborn baby and how it shifted her fear of death. 👉 The history and importance of home funerals and how the modern industrial funeral business has separated us from this sacred act 👉 The role of death doulas and how they restore human connection at life's final chapter 👉 The healing potential of plant medicine, especially psilocybin, in facing death and grief 👉 How meaningful rituals and a longer presence with the deceased transform grief into love, acceptance, and healing for those still alive.  👉 The legal, cultural, and emotional aspects of choosing natural death care practices 👉 Practical tips for hybrid funeral arrangements and the importance of personal stories in legacy LAUREN'S LINKS: LA MORT | Instagram Mice / plant medicine study  SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

Prepare to dive deep into healing and personal growth as Maestro Hamilton Souther and I discuss the soul of ayahuasca and san pedro (wachuma), shamanic wisdom, and the transformative power of nature and plant medicines. Souther, a pioneer in the psychedelic renaissance and founder of Blue Morpho, shares truths that could change how you see life, loss, ego and healing. He also reveals behind-the-scenes stories of his own initiation into these sacred traditions, and powerful lessons he has gleaned from thousands of visionary journeys.  In this episode: 👉The origins and purpose of ayahuasca, and why it’s a game-changer for healing 👉Insights on loss, impermanence, and the eternal nature of our spirit 👉The difference between shamans, maestros, and spiritual guides  👉How visionary experiences redefine reality and serve as powerful healing tools 👉The intense training and ego dissolving journey to become a trusted ceremonial leader 👉Insights on loss, impermanence, and the eternal nature of our spirit 👉The profound connection between humans and nature — you are not out of place 👉How San Pedro and other plants assist in grounding, healing, and expanding consciousness 👉Practical tips for choosing a safe, reputable ceremony center overseas or at home 👉The future plans for Blue Morpho and plant medicine in the West 👉A fascinating insight into AI, technological evolution, and what visions reveal about our collective future 👉The importance of love, gratitude, and embracing life’s miraculous miracle HAMILTON’S LINKS: Blue Morpho website  SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

In this episode, join me as Rachel Zurer, a somatic and leadership coach, shares her deep healing experiences with the plant medicine Iboga. If you are curious about what it’s like working with iboga, which can cause psychedelic journeys lasting up to 30 hours, then this episode is a must listen. Spoiler: It’s not about quick fixes (obviously), but profound, lasting transformations that can reshape your entire view of life, grief, love, and humanity. Consuming iboga is “not sexy,” as Rachel says, but what’s a little bit of dry mouth and a day of possible discomfort in exchange for long-lasting, positive changes in your life? Tune in to see if you’re ready to surf your own waves of transformation. You'll discover: 👉The deep, slow journey of working with full root bark iboga and what it really feels like to surf waves of emotion for a day and a half 👉How iboga helps you see your mental cages and unlock your true power 👉The unexpected, life-shifting lessons on grief, ancestral trauma, and trusting the unknown that Rachel learned from her profound experiences 👉Why this plant medicine is more than a psychedelic trip — it’s a portal to deeper love, presence, and spiritual trust RACHEL'S LINKS: Website | Instagram | Linkedin The Way meditation app Books: Prayers of Honor and Grief by Pixie Lighthouse, The Wild Edge of Sorrow by Frances Weller, The Smell of Rain on Dust by Martine Prechtel SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

In this thought-provoking episode, Shann Ray, a clinical psychologist, genocide researcher and prolific author, shares his profound insights from decades of research and personal experience on authentic love, forgiveness, and the union of masculine and feminine energies. We delve into how ancient wisdom, current scientific findings, and simple but valuable daily practices can transform our relationships and inner worlds. Perhaps most importantly, we discuss the power of forgiveness, how it can improve your love life and relationships, your health, and, ultimately, even prevent and help heal from genocide. If nothing else, this stimulating and deep episode will have you kissing your partner longer on a daily basis!   We discuss: 👉 The golden age of research on love and its elusive nature 👉 The sacred balance of masculine and feminine energies in relationships 👉 Practical daily habits to foster genuine connection and forgiveness 👉 The impact of trauma, generational patterns, and societal cycles on love 👉 The transformative power of asking for forgiveness and making amends 👉 The role of light, love, and humility in spiritual and relational growth 👉How genocides can ultimately be traced to the breakdown of one-to-one relationships 👉Fascism’s link to the fracture of the masculine and feminine within a society 👉 Insights from scientific studies like the Gottman Institute on relationship dynamics 👉 How cultural narratives and personal shadow work influence our capacity to love 👉 The importance of mentoring, community, and ongoing practice for authentic love 👉 Personal reflections on overcoming fear, loss, and embracing wholeness SHANN's LINKS: Website | Instagram Unsolicited Press  The Gottman Institute  SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

In this episode, Jaime Flairs, an author, transformational guide, and the founder of Whale Song Creative, joins me to share her profound journey through divorce, spiritual awakening, and reclaiming her authentic self. Together, we explore the power of ritual, community, nature as a healing and stabilizing force, the importance of discovering and staying aligned with your soul’s purpose, and how inner work can transform pain into purpose. Jaime’s vulnerability as she talks about multiple losses in her life invites listeners to reflect on their own thresholds and the transformative power inherent in life’s challenges. We end by discussing how she brings all of this wisdom to the writers that she coaches and how tell your story is both both and revolutionary! JAIME’S LINKS: Website | Instagram SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

In this episode, music and psychedelic entrepreneur Brandon Deroche, founder and CEO of Propeller and Portal, shares how transformative plant medicine journeys have influenced him and his career path. Wanting to have a meaningful career from a young age, and influenced by his grandfather’s death, insights from psychedelics and Ram Dass, Brandon and I discuss how he’s has pursued positive social change with his businesses. This is a path that has also created opportunities for him to work with the likes of Chappelle Roan, Justin Isbell, Lorde, ODESZA, Boygenius, and many more. We also get into how and why he, along with Justin Boreta, formerly of The Glitch Mob, created Portal, a non-profit and community dedicated to destigmatizing the responsible use of psychedelics, educating about their benefits, and advocating for accessibility. If you’re wanting to start a business in the psychedelic, non-profit or music space, you’ll want to tune into this one! BRANDON'S LINKS: Propeller | Propeller IG   Portal | Portal IG Personal IG  SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”     

Personal growth and transformation come in many forms, almost all of them challenging. Having a guide to help you navigate these journeys can be extremely helpful. In this episode, nature-based transformational guide Jade Sherer shares 20+ years of wisdom gleaned from assisting people through such trials and towards more authentic, soul-fulfilling lives. This includes 10-day nature retreats, one-on-one conversations over Zoom, and helping clients interpret powerful dreams. Together, Jade and I explore the profound impact of nature-based transformational processes—vision quests, for example—on personal growth and discovering one's true self. We delve into the challenges and rewards of such journeys, including Jade's personal battle with ovarian cancer, and how it all has shaped her understanding of life and death, purpose and connection, and grief and joy. This episode is full of wisdom. Tune in. JADE'S LINK: itsournature.net SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

Grammy-nominated singer-songwriter Stephen Kellogg joins Scott in this episode of the Love, Loss & Hallucinations podcast to discuss the wisdom he has gained around grief, success, anxiety and integrity during his 25-year journey as an artist. Stephen talks about the challenges and triumphs that have shaped his life and career, and we both share our evolving understanding of love. Tune in for an inspiring conversation about creativity, relationships, and finding peace in the midst of life's complexities. Finally, don't miss Stephen's new stand-up comedy show on Amazon Prime, Maybe This Will Work. (This content is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.) STEPHEN'S LINKS: Website | Spotify | Apple | Instagram | Maybe This Will Work comedy special  SCOTT’S LINKS: Monday Meditation newsletter | Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

In this special 25th episode of "Love, Loss and Hallucinations," Scott welcomes back his first guest and his wife, Tiffanie DeBartolo, to share her profound journey with plant medicine the day before. Together, they explore the depths of human existence, the mysteries of identity, the spiritual revelations that come from embracing discomfort, source or god, and her revelation of what awaits us after death. Tiffanie's candid reflections on her intense mushroom experience reveals a unique perspective on life, love, and the interconnectedness of all things. Join us for an enlightening conversation that challenges perceptions and celebrates the transformative power of plant medicine. (This content is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.) TIFFANIE'S LINKS: Instagram | website | Bright Antenna Records | Bookshop | Amazon | Dream for an Insomniac  SCOTT’S LINKS: Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

“I’ve found I can do about two years of therapy in a single day,” says this week’s guest, psychotherapist Jonathan Robinson, about using MDMA with clients. Starting in the 1970s, therapists began using MDMA to treat patients. But, by the late 80s, this empathogen became the rave drug of choice, and its therapeutic uses were sidelined when the DEA classified it as a schedule 1 controlled substance. Recently, it has resurfaced in therapeutic circles, most notably for a MAPS* study testing it to treat PTSD. Robinson, also a best-selling author, joins me in this week’s episode to share his extensive experience of treating over 800 clients with MDMA, addressing issues from trauma, anxiety and depression, to dramatically improving couple’s relationships after just one guided MDMA session. We also discuss the history of MDMA, its impact on therapy, how his MDMA protocol differs from the MAPS protocol, and his unique approach to using MDMA in both in-person and Zoom sessions. And you won’t want to miss the story of what happened when his conservative parents tried it! *Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies  (This content is for educational and harm-reduction purposes only.) JONATHAN'S LINKS: Website | Instagram | Facebook | Books  SCOTT’S LINKS: Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

In this deep and funny episode, I’m joined by Kyle Nicolaides,lead singer/songwriter/guitarist for the band Beware of Darkness, to explore his transformative journey from depression to healing. Kyle opens up about his struggles with mental health, the pivotal role of ayahuasca in his recovery, insights from his book (Thank God for Depression), tapping into and protecting creativity as an artist, and the devious nature of co-dependency. There is so much insightful wisdom in this one that I had a hard time picking highlight clips. Also, Kyle is f’ing hilarious.  KYLE'S LINKS: Website | Instagram | Book | Beware of Darkness Music | Solo & Ceremony Music  SCOTT’S LINKS: Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

In this episode, Christine Rosen joins me to discuss the many critical human skills we’re in the process of losing due to technology. Rosen, a senior fellow at the American Enterprise Institute, is the author of "The Extinction of Experience." Together, we explore the impact of technology on human connection, the importance of face-to-face interactions, the value of boredom and the challenges of raising children in a digital age. Christine shares insights from her book, including how we are losing authentic experiences and the need for skepticism in adopting new technologies. Tune in for a deep dive into how we can preserve meaningful human connections with each other and the natural world in an increasingly mediated world. THE EXTINCTION OF EXPERIENCE Links: Bookshop | Amazon SCOTT’S LINKS: website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

Listen and be uplifted! Siri Lindley joins me to dive into her extraordinary life. She was a world champion triathlete who didn’t know how to swim. She battled a rare, almost-always-deadly strand of leukemia and won. She weathered homophobia in her personal life and athletic career, learning how to live authentically along the way. She and her partner, Rebekah Keat, started a successful horse rescue with zero experience. Hers is a journey of self-discovery and resilience. She shares hard-earned lessons on how to live a fulfilling life with infectious enthusiasm. This is a story of triumph, love, and the transformation. Tune in for a super boost of inspiration and joy. "Live fearlessly every day!" -Siri Lindley *NOTE: The Tri Me documentary is not coming out in 2025.   SIRI’S LINKS: Instagram | website Believe Ranch Horse Rescue Instagram | Facebook Tri Me documentary Instagram   SCOTT’S LINKS: website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

In this heartfelt episode of "Love, Loss, and Hallucinations," I welcome Christy Turlington-Burns, founder and president of Every Mother Counts. Together we dive into themes of love, loss and resilience as Christy shares touching moments from her dad’s passing when she was in her late 20s, what she learned from witnessing his death (and her grandmother's), how Eastern philosophy helped her understand it, and her dad’s unintentional lessons in feminism. We talk about the ins and outs of making a marriage work, the importance of giving yourself time to breath before substantial life changes, and how the biggest lessons can often be learned from the little things in life. Christy also shares her life-changing journey from international model to maternal health advocate, discussing the personal experiences that inspired her mission. Join us for an uplifting conversation that highlights the importance of empathy, connection, and advocacy in today's world. (*Correction: I reference COVID as a disease in this episode when I should have called it a virus.) CHRISTY’S LINKS: Instagram | Every Mother Counts website | Every Mother Counts IG    SCOTT’S LINKS: website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

In this profound episode, I welcome Benjamin Forest, a retired lieutenant colonel who has transformed his life into that of a psychedelic coach, speaker, and author. We dive into Benjamin's transformative journey from a military career to embracing the healing power of psychedelics, exploring themes of spirituality, personal growth, and the transformative impact of plant medicine. Benjamin shares how he escaped years of depression, as well as insights from his book 'Trip of a Lifetime,' an in-depth guidebook for those who are considering using plant medicine and for those wanting to take their journeys deeper. (This content is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.) In this episode, you’ll hear about: 👉Benjamin's transition from military to psychedelic coach. 👉The impact of psychedelics on mental health. 👉Tips and wisdom from 'Trip of a Lifetime'. 👉The role of spirituality in healing. 👉The importance of safe psychedelic experiences. 👉Healing trauma with psychedelics. 👉The concept of 'emotional constipation' as it relates to depression. 👉The need to make the unconscious conscious. 👉How inside the cave you fear to enter is the treasure you seek. 👉How embarking on a medicine journey takes a certain level of badassery. 👉The significance of community in healing. BENJAMIN'S LINKS: website | Instagram | 'Trip of a Lifetime' book  Dr. Rosalind Watts TedTalk  RadioLab episode on Critical Periods    SCOTT’S LINKS: website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

In episode 18, I talk with Jennifer Griffith, author of the memoir "Both Sides of Then: Finding Love After Abandonment." Jennifer's memoir uniquely intertwines her life with her mother's, exploring themes of identity, loss, and the complexities of family dynamics.  We discuss her transition from a successful tech career to writing, inspired by her father’s death and a pivotal moment at a Tony Robbins event. We get into the transformative power of writing, the healing that comes from sharing one's story, and how Jennifer's writing process helped her find empathy, acceptance, and a deeper understanding of her family's legacy. Whether you’re an aspiring writer or someone who is wanting to better understand your family’s story, this episode will inspire you. In this episode, you’ll hear: 👉Jennifer’s journey and challenges of writing her debut memoir. 👉An exploration of love and abandonment. 👉Insights into the writing process and finding inspiration. 👉The importance of storytelling in personal healing. 👉The power of sharing your story and learning your parent’s stories. 👉How Joni Mitchell influenced the book’s title 👉The role of family in Jennifer's personal and professional life. 👉Running as a metaphor for life. 👉Jennifer's advice for aspiring writers and podcasters. 👉The impact of personal experiences on creative expression. 👉The need to embrace pain for growth JENNIFER’S LINKS Website | Instagram | Facebook | Bookshop | Amazon  SCOTT’S LINKS: Website | Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

In this episode of "Love, Loss, and Hallucinations" you will discover how nature can serve as a guide and catalyst for change. Scott is joined by Michael Jospé, CEO of the Earth-Based Institute, and together they look at the transformative power of the outdoors. Michael shares his journey from wilderness adventures to founding a unique and powerful coaching program that integrates nature connection with personal growth. If you’re interested in coaching, having a coach, finding healing in nature, transformation, the importance of integration, processing grief, myth and storytelling, discovering your life’s purpose, or psychedelics, then this podcast is for you! (This content is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.) FREE NATURE CONNECTION COURSE HERE USE CODE: NATURE  You’ll hear about: 👉 Coaching is inherently transformational and focuses on personal growth. 👉 Successful individuals often seek help from coaches to progress in their lives. 👉 Nature plays a crucial role in the coaching process, providing a transformative experience. 👉 Influences from mentors like Tom Brown Jr. and John Young shape the approach to nature connection. 👉 Observation skills are essential for developing a relationship with nature. 👉 Grief and loss are universal experiences that impact personal transformation. 👉 Integrating grief into coaching helps deepen empathy and understanding. 👉 Each person has a unique purpose that contributes to societal and environmental health. 👉 Myth and storytelling can help resolve internal conflicts and guide personal growth. 👉 Integration of experiences, including psychedelics, is vital for lasting transformation.   EARTH-BASED INSTITUTE LINKS Website | Instagram SCOTT'S LINKS Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook     MUSIC – Wilderado: “Surefire (piano)”    

In this episode, Brittany Harris, a holistic wellness practitioner, joins Scott to take a deep look at a part of our body most of us ignore, our fascia. As a fascia expert, she discusses the important roles it plays for each of us, how it’s tied to our emotional, physical, and even spiritually well-being, and how it is connected to trauma and healing. Brittany also opens up about living with type 1 diabetes, the additional concerns around combining plant medicine journeys with diabetes, talking to her conservative family about her plant medicine path, and the challenges of self-love. Brittany, who is also a Reiki, sound healing and breathwork practitioner, highlights how important it was to her to find the right balance between Western medicine and alternative healing practices.  (This content is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   In this episode you’ll hear about: 👉Fascia is a complex organ that holds emotional, physical, and spiritual elements. 👉How trauma can be stored in the fascia, affecting physical and emotional health. 👉How cannabis helped Brittany connect with her body and fascia, leading to healing. 👉What Brittany's experiences with diabetes and psych#delics taught her about control and letting go. 👉Learning what self-love means in terms accepting one's body and experiences. 👉The importance of setting boundaries and finding personal sacred spaces. 👉Brittany's journey to finding a balance between using Western and alternative medicine.   BRITTANY’S LINKS: Instagram | website SCOTT'S LINKS Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook     MUSIC – Wilderado: “Surefire (piano)”  

In this episode of Love, Loss and Hallucinations, executive coach and spiritual advisor Zev Schiller and I engage in a deep conversation with about the nuances of coaching, personal growth, the wisdom to be learned from loss, and the important benefits of men’s groups. Zev shares his journey from navigating personal challenges to helping others find clarity and purpose in their lives. We explore the differences between coaching and therapy, the importance of self-acceptance, and the transformative power of love and spirituality. Through personal anecdotes, Zev emphasizes the significance of gratitude and the continuous pursuit of a fulfilling life, even amidst adversity. Finally, we dive into how plant medicine can enhance spiritual journeys, as well as teach us valuable lessons about love and grief. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.) In this episode, you’ll hear about: 👉The differences between coaching and therapy. 👉How plant medicine can enhance spiritual experiences and personal growth. 👉How loss can be a catalyst for profound change and self-discovery. 👉The ways men's groups can provide a unique space for emotional support and growth. 👉The importance of seeing the best in people. 👉How navigating interpersonal dynamics is key to personal and professional success. 👉How spirituality can be a personal journey and does not need to be dictated by traditional norms. 👉Why embracing vulnerability can improve your relationships. 👉How gratitude and presence can transform daily experiences.   ZEV’S LINKS: Instagram | Facebook | TikTok  SCOTT'S LINKS Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook     MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” 

Are you addicted to an unhealthy idea of love? Is our culture? Do you lose yourself in relationships, romantic or platonic, again and again? And, what does healthy love look like? Jodi White, a trauma therapist and love addiction expert, joins Scott in this lively episode to dig deep into L O V E. We get into the symptoms of love addiction, the cultural and familial influences that contribute to it, where it sits within co-dependency, and the pillars needed to nourish relationships with deep connection and boundaries. Whether you suspect you might be a love addict, you’re wanting to break your love addiction, or you simply want a better, stronger relationship, this episode is not to be missed.   JODI’S LINKS: Website | Instagram | Journals of a Love Addict Podcast    SCOTT'S LINKS Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook       MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano   CHAPTERS 00:00 Intro 02:02 Jodi's Journey to Becoming a Therapist 08:11 Understanding Love Addiction 11:57 Cultural Influences on Love Addiction 16:50 Family Dynamics and Love Addiction 22:19 Codependency vs. Love Addiction 26:42 Steps to Recovery from Love Addiction 30:10 Breaking Free from Addictive Relationships 31:50 Detoxing from Love Addiction 33:06 Navigating New Relationships Post-Recovery 36:54 The Importance of Communication in Healthy Relationships 39:22 Understanding Intimacy vs. Intensity 42:57 Love Addiction Across Different Relationships 44:53 Cultural Influences on Love Addiction 44:53 The Impact of Shame on Relationships 45:46 Therapy vs. Coaching in Love Addiction Recovery 48:01 Defining Healthy Love 54:00 Becoming an Expert in Your Own Recovery 56:18 Family Dynamics and Love Addiction

Being human is messy, something Albert Strasser knows first-hand. As a coach who once studied to become a Tibetan monk, he was dealt a one-two punch of sorrow in recent years. First, his dad’s death, which broke him. Soon after, his brother flatlined during an iboga plant medicine journey, but was revived, only to go into a coma, and is still in an unresponsive wakeful or “vegetative” state. Albert, who now specializing in grief and depth work, brings all the wisdom he has gained from these experiences (along with a healthy sprinkling of irreverence) to clients and his workshop, “Good F*cking Grief.” In this episode, we delve into the transformative power of grief, the healing potential and potential dangers of plant medicine, the importance of human connection, and how being "broken open" can be a gateway to deeper understanding of oneself and life. We also share our vision quest experiences, explore the role of nature in healing, and the art of turning life experiences into stories. Last but not least, we discuss the extra challenges men have in accessing their full range of emotions, and how embracing the human experience can lead to a more authentic and alive existence. This episode if chock-full of insights, humor, and truth. You don’t want to miss it. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   Albert's Links Website | Instagram | Amazon   Scott's Links Instagram | Tiktok | FaceBook | Website   MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”    CHAPTERS 00:00 Intro 02:51 The Vision Quest Experience 10:01 Navigating Uncertainty and Helplessness 11:15 The Role of Connection in Grief 18:20 Gifts of Grief and Sensitivity 20:06 Recovery vs. Integration in Grief 21:57 Gender Differences in Grief Processing 26:30 Cautions Around Plant Medicine 29:10 Completing the Vision Quest Journey 30:09 Embracing Discomfort and Finding Magic 32:45 The Messiness of Being Human 34:10 Lessons on Love Through Grief 40:31 Transmuting Life Experiences into Art 46:13 Understanding Depth Work 49:10 The Importance of Aliveness 51:57 Sacred Clowning and Full Expression

Anna Symonds, a national champion rugby player, has been face-to-face with intense grief, loss, trauma and evil. Fifteen years ago, her life was torn apart when a good friend and team member was brutally murdered. Anna’s journey since that day has been one of navigating the challenges of healing and forgiveness, finding her way through the pain of a divorce, and, with the help of plant medicine, discovering beauty in the world again. Now the Executive Director of the Etheridge Foundation, which helps fund research on plant medicine treatments for opioid use disorder, Anna’s story is bound to move you. And her resilience and insights are bound to inspire you. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   Anna's Links: Etheridge Foundation website | Etheridge Foundation Instagram | Anna's Instagram   Scott's Links: Instagram | Tiktok | FaceBook | website   MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”    Chapters: 00:00 Intro 02:02 The Etheridge Foundation's Mission 06:07 Research and Advocacy in Plant Medicine 09:56 Diverse Approaches to Opioid Use Disorder 12:00 Personal Healing Journeys with Plant Medicine 20:07 Grief, Loss, and the Impact of Trauma 29:54 The Nature of Forgiveness 34:27 Exploring Loss and Impermanence 39:00 The Role of Psychedelics in Healing 46:19 Honoring Memories and Celebrating Life 51:28 The Impact of Loss on Life Choices

Jimmy Riccitello is a triathlon legend, although he’d never use that term for himself. After falling into the sport almost by accident, he went on to become an XTERRA Off-Road Triathlon world champion, a 2x USA triathlon team member at the Goodwill Gamesone, and one of his era’s most fierce forces on the bike. He also happens to be funny as hell. In this episode, we share tales from those earlier years in the sport, including the wild story of a man who wasn’t there and how Jimmy went from arguing with race officials to becoming the Director of Rules and Officiating for Ironman. Jimmy also shares lessons he earned from big losses, the importance of integrity and owning your sh*t, balancing training and life, the challenges pro athletes can face once they retire and lose that identity, and how his love of the sport has taken him on an unexpected career journey. It may sound like this one is all about triathlons, but it’s really about life and how to handle challenges that come your way. Tune in.   Jimmy's Links: Website | Instagram | Facebook Scott's Links: Instagram | Tiktok | FaceBook | website   Chapters: 00:00 Intro 02:57 Transitioning from Professional Racing to Coaching 05:49 Understanding the Sport's Politics and Rules 08:46 The Importance of Community in Triathlon 11:58 Finding Identity Beyond Competition 14:58 Motivation and Internal Drive in Athletes 17:59 Lessons from Mentorship and Experience 20:46 The Evolution of Triathlon and Its Community 24:02 Discovering the Love for Triathlon 27:02 Parenting a Future Athlete 31:53 The Importance of Communication in Relationships 34:07 Lessons from Racing: Enhancing Relationships 37:54 Balancing Life and Athletic Pursuits 39:51 Coaching with Realistic Expectations 41:39 Transitioning from Pro Athlete to Everyday Life 42:46 Learning from Disqualification: Life Lessons 49:36 Owning Your Mistakes and Moving Forward 55:55 Finding Joy in the Journey of Athletics 01:02:34 Experiencing the Unexplainable in Athletic Pursuits

In this wholly unique and wise episode, I talk with Sarah Hope, a psychedelic coach & earth-based healer. Through personal stories and profound insights, Sarah shares how her early fascination with mysticism and healing led her to embrace plant medicine and become a micro-dosing pioneer and shamanic guide. We also delve in the classic hero’s journey and contrast that with the heroine’s journey, and how both can be beneficial for women and men. And we discuss the transformative nature of grief—did you know it can be like a pineapple?—the power of storytelling and personal myth, the vital roles shamans and curanderos play across diverse cultures, and more. Tune in to explore this incredible intersection of spirituality, healing, and the power of nature. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.) Sarah's Links: Website | Instagram | Earth-Based Institute Scott's Links: Instagram | Tiktok | FaceBook | website   Half-male, half-female Hindu deity: Ardhanarishvara   MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”    Chapters: 00:00 Intro 04:46 Sarah’s Journey into Plant Medicine 09:51 Understanding Shamanism and Curanderismo 14:55 The Heroine's Journey vs. The Hero's Journey 19:47 Love, Longing, and Grief 24:54 Rituals and Community in Grieving 31:52 Grief and Celebration: The Pineapple Metaphor 34:18 Cultural Perspectives on Death and Rituals 37:26 The Journey to Paganism and Personal Rituals 42:43 Navigating the Path of Microdosing and Legitimacy 50:18 Finding Peace in the Journey of Healing 55:04 The Power of Personal Myth in Integration

In this wisdom-filled episode, Jeff Wright, a seasoned marriage and family therapist with 20 years of experience, shares insights he’s learned about love, loss, plant medicine and prayer as a therapist and from his own challenging life journey. Jeff and I delve into the intricate dance of vulnerability and love in relationships, the power spirituality and prayer can have in healing, the need to understand and process grief, and how ancient plant medicine practices can be therapeutic and facilitate profound personal growth. With humor and hard-earned insights into the human condition, Jeff talks about how embracing vulnerability can lead to deeper connections and a more fulfilling life. This episode will undoubtedly resonate with you no matter who you are or where you are in your own journey. You won’t want to miss this one. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   JEFF'S LINKS: Website | Instagram | A Clear and Simple Prayer Rosebud Reservation | Rosebud Girl & Boys Club   SCOTT'S LINKS: Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook, website   MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”    Chapters: 00:00 Intro 02:01 Understanding Love Through Experience 05:36 The Dynamics of Vulnerability in Relationships 09:14 Navigating Vulnerability and Connection 12:48 The Role of Chaos in Transformation 20:28 Finding Meaning in Pain and Suffering 26:57 The Interplay of Joy and Pain in Life 30:54 The Power of Individual Happiness 32:55 The Legacy of George: A Warrior of Light 39:03 Healing Through Vulnerability and Love 44:51 Integrating Plant Medicine and Therapy 48:49 Understanding Prayer and Spirituality 54:00 The Continuous Journey of Healing 57:16 Navigating Grief and Loss 01:03:16 Honoring Love, Loss, and the Human Experience

In this transformative episode, Marisa Radha Weppner, a somatic and psychedelic therapist and a yoga and meditation instructor, and I explore the emerging role of psychedelics and ketamine therapy in the realm of healing. We look at how these modalities are offering new hope for those seeking healing and personal growth. We also dive into the intriguing world of shadow work and talk about how confronting and integrating our hidden selves can lead to greater self-awareness, emotional healing, and lead to a more authentic and fulfilling life. Together, we delve into the healing power of self-compassion, discussing how embracing self-love can lead to profound personal development and a more satisfying life. Last but certainly not least, Radha and I also delve into the influence of Ram Dass and his timeless spiritual teachings. Through Radha’s captivating stories and insightful discussion, we uncover the essence of some of his teachings and their impact on modern spirituality. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   Marisa's Links: Patreon | Website | Instagram | Podcast Ram Dass' Timothy Leary story on the Here and Now podcast   Scott's Links: Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook, website   MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”    Chapters: 00:00 The Power of Self-Love and Hope 01:06 Marissa Rada Wepner: A Multifaceted Journey 01:57 The Story Behind the Name Rada 05:58 Ram Dass: Bridging East and West 11:57 Embracing Vulnerability in Relationships 18:01 Navigating Independence and Interdependence 19:59 The Importance of Shadow Work 28:02 Integrating Modalities for Healing 32:23 Transformative Power of Yoga 41:26 Exploring Ketamine Therapy 50:06 Psychedelics: A Journey Beyond 56:25 Integration and Healing Through Experience

In this engaging conversation, Andrew Munz, founder and director of Tumbleweed Creative Arts in Jackson, WY, shares how art has helped him heal from an intense family tragedy. The discussion digs into the impacts of personal tragedy and the complexities of navigating relationships afterwards with honesty and vulnerability. We also talk about if beauty can be found in death and tragedy, the double-edged sword of the American dream, and the legacy of love that can persist after loss.  In addition, by sharing his journey as a writer, comedian, and actor, Andrew and I explore the intersections of art, identity, and community via his experiences in Wyoming and Iceland. We look at how art serves as a powerful tool for education and personal growth and talk about the symbolism of tumbleweeds, where there is more than meets the eye. Andrew emphasizes the importance of authenticity in art and the role artists have in advocating for their communities.  Finally, we discuss the future of Tumbleweed Creative Arts, emphasizing the importance of community, collaboration, and expanding voices within the arts for the state of Wyoming. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   ANDREW'S LINKS: Tumbleweed Creative Arts | Tumbleweed on IG | Andrew Munz on IG   SCOTT'S LINKS: Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook, website   MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”    CHAPTERS 00:00 Intro 02:00 Hallucinations and the Creative Process 07:11 Discovering Iceland: A Personal Connection 11:51 The Impact of COVID-19 on Identity and Community 15:46 Exploring Plant Medicine and Self-Discovery 20:06 Tumbleweed Creative Arts: A Space for Voices 30:52 Navigating Loss and Its Influence on Art 32:03 Navigating Tragedy: A Personal Journey 40:03 Finding Healing Through Art 49:45 Community and Connection in Grief 55:31 The Future of Tumbleweed Creative Arts

In this deep and captivating episode, I talk with the renowned and groundbreaking artist, East Forest. Together, we explore the profound connections between music, nature, and the human experience, as well as the transformative world of psychedelics, and how all these areas can foster personal growth and deepen our understanding of love. We get into why he decided to take on the mammoth task of creating his new documentary, Music for Mushrooms. East Forest also shares intimate stories from his own enchanting musical journey as we delve into how melodies mirror the rhythms of the natural world and how these elements together shape our emotions and perceptions. This is an enlightening episode that is sure to resonate with your soul. Tune in.  (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   EAST FOREST’s links: Music for Mushrooms Documentary | Website | Instagram | Ten Laws Podcast | Patreon  Voodoo - D'Angelo  The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill -  Koln - Keith Jarrett   Fall 2026 Tour Dates 09.12 Santa Monica, CA  09.14 Ventura, CA  11.06 Woodstock, NY  11.07 Washington D.C. 11.08 Springfield, MA 11.09 Brooklyn, NY 11.10 Boston, MA 11.12 Columbus, OH 11.14 Minneapolis, MN 11.15 Madison, WI CHAPTERS 00:00 Introduction 02:56 Exploring Love and Its Many Facets 05:48 The Journey of Psychedelics and Self-Discovery 09:02 Finding Love in Everyday Life 11:58 Navigating the Balance of Love and Suffering 15:02 The Role of Masculinity in Love 17:55 The Impact of Psychedelics on Personal Growth 20:47 Cultural Challenges in Expressing Love 24:12 The Future of Humanity and Technology 27:01 Creating Music for Healing and Connection 31:37 The Emotional Aftermath of Creative Projects 34:27 Navigating Technology and Self-Promotion 37:35 Letting Go of Goals and Embracing the Present 41:37 The Role of Music in Connection and Healing 44:15 The Importance of Inspiration in Art 48:53 Challenging Perceptions of Plant Medicine 51:27 Music as a Universal Connector 56:58 Facing Future Challenges with Resilience   SCOTT'S LINKS: Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook, website   MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)”   

In this compelling episode, we delve into the difficulties of navigating grief, exploring both personal stories and universal themes. Join host Scott as he sits down with Julie Mahoney Thomas, a therapist with over 25 years in hospice care and grief counseling. Julie shares her personal journey through loss and how it shaped her professional path. Together, they discuss the distinctions between grief and depression, the role of rituals in healing, and the transformative potential of psychedelics. This episode offers a heartfelt exploration of how grief touches all of us while providing insights and support for those on their own healing journey. Join us for an episode that promises to resonate with anyone who has experienced loss in any of its many incarnations, seeks to understand its healing potential, or is looking for wisdom on how to support grieving loved ones in the best way possible. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   JULIE'S LINKS: The Gentle Way Healing    SCOTT'S LINKS Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook       MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano   CHAPTERS 00:00 Introduction 03:09 Personal Journey into Grief 05:54 Understanding Grief vs. Depression 09:11 The Complexity of Grief 12:08 Cultural Perspectives on Grief 14:58 Healing Through Grief 17:58 Guidelines for Navigating Grief 20:56 The Role of Ritual in Grief 23:50 Psychedelics and Grief Therapy 33:12 The Healing Power of Psilocybin 36:00 End of Life Experiences and Acceptance 42:05 The Process of Healing and Integration 44:44 Understanding Grief and Loss 48:20 Psychedelics and the Grieving Process 55:45 Supporting Others in Grief 01:02:06 Embracing Grief and Life's Impermanence  

In this episode, Eli Marienthal, co-founder of Back to Earth, a premier youth wilderness immersion and rites of passage organization, discusses the transformative power of nature and rites of passage for youth, particularly teenage boys. But, regardless of your age, this is an inspiring approach to connecting with oneself and those around you on a deeper level. ​Eli emphasizes the importance of connecting with wilderness, the heart, and community to foster personal growth and emotional healing. ​​Through shared experiences and ceremonies, participants are encouraged to explore their unique purpose and cultivate a deeper understanding of themselves and their place in the world​. Eli and I also explore the challenges and transformations faced by today's youth, particularly in the context of wilderness therapy. We discuss generational disconnection, the importance of empathy and love in guiding young people, the need for understanding and support from adults as youth navigate their identities and relationships, and the profound lessons learned through shared experiences in nature. If you have or know someone with a challenging teen then this episode is not to be missed. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   ELI'S LINKS: Back to Earth | Instagram   SCOTT'S LINKS Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook       MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano   CHAPTERS 00:00 Introduction 02:58 Understanding Rites of Passage 06:06 The Importance of Nature in Development 09:08 Connecting with the Heart 11:55 Creating a Safe Space for Expression 15:03 The Threshold Moment: Solo Ceremony 18:00 The Power of Dreams and Personal Growth 20:55 The Journey of Self-Discovery 23:59 Reflections on Love and Service 35:28 Generational Disconnection and Understanding 39:10 The Role of Love and Compassion in Teaching 43:04 Rite of Passage and Personal Growth 48:43 Building Connections in Wilderness Programs 52:22 Loss and Transformation in Nature 56:42 Navigating Change and Family Dynamics 01:01:02 Exploring Consciousness and Adolescent Challenges  

In this transformative episode, we delve into the journey of embracing vulnerability and escaping the chains of codependency. My guest, co-dependency counselor and ceremony guide, Erika Wright, shares her journey from codependency to embracing vulnerability, highlighting the importance of being true to oneself. She also discusses her profound experiences with plant medicine and ceremony, revealing how these practices have guided her towards living an authentic life. Discover how  vulnerability and emotional honesty can lead to deeper connections and a more fulfilling life, and the role of plant medicine in fostering genuine self-discovery. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.) ERIKA'S LINKS: Website | Instagram | Healing Codependency Podcast | Made of Stars    SCOTT'S LINKS Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook       MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano   00:00 Introduction 01:05 Understanding Codependency 02:53 Cultural Influences on Relationships 08:06 Navigating Modern Relationships 12:13 Intimacy and Authenticity 14:19 The Curse of the Rom-Com 16:55 Defining Moments in Codependency Counseling 22:40 Lessons from San Pedro Medicine 25:34 Love as a Portal of Liberation 28:48 Asking for Help and Softening 32:30 The Journey of Love and Learning 34:31 Navigating Parenthood with Love 36:58 The Challenge of Accepting Love 38:38 Instilling Values in the Next Generation 40:59 Confronting Racism and Truth 44:08 Acceptance vs. Boundaries 46:00 The Role of Loss in Love 51:58 The Interconnection of Love and Loss 58:58 The Power of Choice in Love  

In this heartfelt and insightful episode, we delve into the profound intersection of love and loss, music and parenting, and the challenges of practicing selflessness and being present. Join us as Max Rainer, the lead singer of Wilderado, opens up about his journey of music, self-discovery and the challenges of prioritizing others while nurturing his own development. Through engaging dialogue, Max shares how his experiences in a band and family life have shaped his understanding of selflessness, revealing the lessons learned along the way. You won’t want to miss this thought-provoking discussion on how to grow as an individual while remaining connected to those we love.  Max's Links: Instagram | Surefire (piano) | Wilderado's Instagram  Wilderado links 00:00 Introduction 05:38 Musical Moments of Transcendence 11:54 The Connection Between Music and Presence 15:03 Music as a Teacher of Love 23:51 Exploring Loss Through Music 26:13 The Cost of Being a Musician 29:06 The Journey of Parenting and Letting Go 30:38 Embracing the Present: Life's Transitions 31:15 Sharing Powerful Moments with Family 34:12 Lessons Learned from Love 37:22 The Bonds of Brotherhood in Music 40:39 The Importance of Shared Experiences 44:52 Navigating Loss and Its Impact 55:35 Hallucinations of a Musician's Journey Scott's Links: Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook, website

In the inaugural episode of LOVE, LOSS & HALLUCINATIONS, host Scott Schumaker talks with award-winning novelist and indie record label owner Tiffanie DeBartolo, who also happens to be his wife, about the multifaceted nature of love, loss, and the experiences that shape our understanding of these concepts. They discuss the evolution of their perspectives on love, the balance between devotion and personal freedom, and the spiritual dimensions of their relationship. The conversation also delves into the challenges of navigating relationships, the impact and lessons of grief, loss and heartbreak, and the ongoing commitment required in relationships. Scott & Tiffanie also dive into the transformative experiences of plant medicine. They discuss the profound impact of psychedelics on personal growth and the misconceptions surrounding their use. The dialogue emphasizes the importance of intentionality in healing practices and the necessity of integrating experiences into daily life. (This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)   TIFFANIE'S LINKS: Instagram | website | Bright Antenna Records | Dream for an Insomniac | Bookshop | Amazon    SCOTT'S LINKS Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook       MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano   CHAPTERS 00:00 Introduction  02:56 Exploring the Nature of Love 05:53 The Evolution of Love Perspectives 09:08 Defining Love: Reverence and Devotion 11:58 The Balance of Freedom and Devotion in Love 15:12 The Spiritual Dimension of Love 17:54 Navigating Relationship Challenges 21:03 Understanding Loss and Grief 24:06 Lessons from Heartbreak and Death 32:10 Exploring Love and Loss Through Plant Medicine 39:40 The Healing Power of Psychedelics 46:20 Misconceptions About Plant Medicine 51:01 Navigating the Journey of Self-Discovery 56:31 The Commitment of Love and Relationships  

What is the Love, Loss & Hallucinations podcast all about? Host Scott Schumaker hopes to create a community for those who have experienced profound moments in life, exploring various types of love, what can be learned from loss, and the insights gained from hallucinations. These deep conversations will feature diverse guests sharing their wisdom and experiences, tragedies and triumphs. Check out the trailer to learn more! Find Scott on Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook and his website.