The Jaden Jeffs Podcast

Follow Michelle on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mmichaels_35?igsh=MTF3d216NHE2M3hxeg==Support me by reading my latest substack post: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.comOn The Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden talks with Michelle Michaels (known as “Ava” on Escaping Polygamy), who was born and raised in the Kingston polygamist group (The Order). Michelle explains her family ties to leadership, including that her father Jesse (Paul Kingston’s brother) had over 200 children and that her mother is his niece. She describes severe physical abuse in her home, including punishments with belts and boards, being told at age eight who she would marry, and learning that fathers often delivered babies. Michelle recounts her mother going to jail after an 18‑month‑old child died in their care, alleging her father beat the child, and explains how fake names and inaccurate birth certificates were used. She details planning her escape, creating a fake Facebook profile to contact ex-members, working to gain emancipation, appearing on Escaping Polygamy, and struggling with emotional disconnection, dating, and learning “normal” life after leaving in 2017.01:16 Podcast Introductions02:52 Escaping Polygamy Fame04:22 Hair Rules and Culture Shock06:08 Blunt Questions After Leaving08:25 Dating and Birth Traditions21:37 Mom Jailed Baby Death25:02 Incest Laws and Plea Deal39:19 Beatings and Learning Not to Cry43:41 Dad’s Favoritism and Abuse44:34 Hardest Ages Growing Up46:08 Weapons and Beatings47:40 Assigned Marriage at Eight49:50 Perfection Wife Expectations51:37 Mom’s Dangerous Pregnancies55:10 Life at Fifteen and Fear59:09 Comic Con Toy Runs01:05:41 Toys Over Family Values01:11:14 Wives Servants and Control01:14:37 Marriage Pressure at Seventeen01:26:52 Planning the Escape01:29:21 Leaving With Escaping Polygamy01:35:49 Aftermath and Tattoo Talk01:38:28 Tattoos After Leaving01:41:03 Biker Stereotypes Flip01:44:22 Dating Outside the Cult01:52:08 Vulnerability and Trust01:57:46 Sharing Your Cult Past02:02:44 Finding Joy and Favorites02:04:58 Food Choices and Control02:09:18 Hobbies and Peace02:11:58 Bluntness and Empathy02:25:54 Fake Birth Certificates02:28:28 Fake Dad on Paperwork02:28:50 Jail and Kid Injuries02:29:26 Drinks and Being Blunt02:31:24 Tattoos and First Impressions02:35:25 Caffeine and Panic Attacks02:40:06 Dating Struggles02:41:40 Therapy Debate02:52:53 Love Feels Like a Cult02:55:44 AI as Therapist03:03:26 Bad Doctors Story03:08:02 Kingston vs FLDS Brain03:08:27 Men and Therapy03:09:49 Leaving FLDS and Healing03:11:03 Logic Versus Emotions03:16:54 Combining Empathy and Reason03:19:39 Victim Advocate Explained03:22:13 Morality After Cults03:24:41 Bad Therapists and Stigma03:30:05 Politics and Human Respect👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Addison (AUB Polygamy) on Leaving the Church, Purity Culture, and Religious OCD | The Jaden Jeffs PodcastJaden Jeffs interviews Addison (“Addi”), who grew up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) in a polygamist family with three mothers and 21 children, later leaving the group and marrying her husband Mark. They compare the AUB with the FLDS, discussing differences in dress standards, secrecy and lying about polygamy, marriage/courting practices, leadership scandals, and how publicity like Sister Wives affected perceptions of polygamy. Addie describes family moves from Utah County to southern Utah into trailers, grief after her toddler sister was killed in a car accident, and how that contributed to religious OCD/scrupulosity, compulsive praying, and anxiety. She recounts leaving as a teen, family backlash, homelessness and moving in with Mark, shifting beliefs about God, and later severe health and postpartum OCD, exposure therapy, panic attacks, and learning her thoughts don’t define her.01:39 Podcast Intro Addison Story03:42 AUB vs FLDS Differences06:53 Prophets Power and Abuse07:40 Growing Up in One House10:56 Marriage Courtship Rules13:34 Sister Wives and Secrecy16:39 TikTok Exposure and Lying19:30 Older Leaders and Grooming22:18 Mark and Leaving the AUB27:19 School Sports and Sex Ed31:55 Purity Cupcake Shame33:16 Sex Ed Missing34:16 Big Polygamist Families36:05 Religious OCD Explained38:33 Sister’s Death Trauma44:36 Move South New Community48:14 AUB Life and Doubts50:31 Kiss Guilt and Leaving52:47 Stopping Prayer Freedom54:13 Justifying the Exit01:03:17 Never Going Back Values01:04:46 Faith Doubts and Forgiveness01:05:33 AUB Dating Rules and Boundaries01:07:11 Silence Around Sex and Abuse Risks01:08:30 Parents Belief and Family Grace01:09:58 First Wife Dynamics and Rotating Nights01:12:51 Can Polygamy Really Work01:15:29 Love Equality and Leaving Patriarchy01:16:40 Religious OCD and Identity Rebuild01:19:28 FLDS Ritual Cleaning and Compulsions01:23:41 Postpartum OCD Intrusive Thoughts01:26:48 Exposure Therapy and Breaking the Loop01:29:08 Panic Attacks Feel Like Dying01:33:11 Leaving Religion and Nervous System Fallout01:39:15 Freedom After Leaving01:39:52 Vegetarian Vegan OCD01:42:16 Meat Eggs Exposure01:43:15 Mormons Belief Doubts01:44:44 Questioning Jesus Truth01:46:01 Dads Podcast Invite01:46:52 Psychosis Reality Fears01:48:43 Living With Dad Legacy01:52:05 Religion As Cults01:55:47 Selfishness Morality01:57:15 Afterlife Soul Questions02:00:18 AUB FLDS Kingstons02:03:06 Authenticity Utah Culture02:04:39 Tattoos Pain Tolerance02:06:10 Wrap Up Shoutouts👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ 

Ex–Kingston ‘Order’ Sister Wives Tell Their Story: Coercion, Polygamy, Consent & Leaving the CultSupport me by reading my latest substack article: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/On The Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden interviews Kathrine Nichols and Jana Johnson, former members of the Kingston Group (“the Order”), who were sister wives to the same ex-husband, Daniel, and married as teenagers. They describe growing up in polygamy with extremely large families, early social conditioning toward marriage, favoritism within leadership families, and how wives are kept separated to prevent close bonds. They discuss jealousy, competition, “nowhere nights,” and why they ultimately left, citing immaturity, poor treatment, coercive expectations, and broader doubts about the belief system. The conversation addresses consent and lack of sex education, power dynamics, alleged widespread sexual misconduct, racism and “blood purity” beliefs, and how trauma affects emotions after leaving. They share how their friendship strengthened after leaving and what they’d tell young people still inside.00:00 Sister Wives Bonding01:08 Podcast Introductions02:29 Kingston Family Ties02:58 Recognizing Order Members03:45 How They Met Dan05:11 Childhood Marriage Conditioning07:18 Patrols and Fast Weddings08:58 Favored Men and Hot Wives11:04 Jealousy and the Ick15:14 Teen Plural Family Reality16:31 Why They Left Dan22:26 Peak Romance and Honeymoon Phase27:29 Consent Inside the Order32:43 Learning to Say No34:47 Kept Apart Then Reunited38:10 Breaking Points and Timeline41:31 Nowhere Nights Explained44:25 Kiss Marry Kill Setup45:22 Incest Game Fallout46:02 Kingston Family Dynamics48:27 Infidelity And Threesomes51:03 Life After Leaving52:25 Sister Wife Permission Talk55:44 Dating Men After Cult01:03:42 Imagining Polygamy Today01:07:57 What Angers Them Most01:10:27 Serial Monogamy Debate01:15:18 Divorce And Kids01:17:17 Who Was The Favorite01:20:27 If Dan Walked In01:23:58 Cult Leaders And Favorites01:26:48 Old Men Still Having Sex01:27:49 Public Displays Of Sex01:29:40 Sex Object Pressure01:31:03 Shocking School Secrets01:33:07 Animal Cruelty Fallout01:33:59 Abuse And Accountability01:39:55 Epstein And Power01:44:36 Racism And Blood Purity01:47:41 South Dakota Compound01:54:30 Life After Leaving02:01:45 Advice To Leave Polygamy02:09:58 Reclaiming Emotions02:15:57 Closing Message And Wrap👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Trust Me, False Prophet (Sam Bateman) Review + Who Leads the FLDS Next? Support me by reading my latest article on substack ❤️: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/On The Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden says he binge-watched the documentary “Trust Me: False Prophet” and reviews its portrayal of Sam Bateman, praising the amount of on-the-ground footage and saying it felt unusually accurate and less agenda-driven than other FLDS documentaries. He shares an anecdote about Bateman’s long-standing reputation for erratic “revelations,” discusses criticism about whether victims’ faces were sufficiently obscured, and reacts to law enforcement comments about evidence and “tender hearts,” questioning why more wasn’t done. He also addresses reporter Mike Watkiss’s public critique that the documentary uses a Hollywood narrative and that a traffic stop body-cam video in Flagstaff was key to stopping Bateman. Finally, Jaden speculates about FLDS leadership, describing his brother Heleman as enforcing Warren Jeffs’s direction and arguing that Warren Jeffs’s death could lead to multiple smarter “Sam Batemans” emerging.00:00 Welcome and Setup00:51 Binge Watch Reaction01:25 Sam Bateman Backstory03:49 Face Editing Debate06:00 Why This Doc Works09:27 Accuracy and Police Critique14:32 Christine and Local Opinions15:36 Reporter Mike Pushback22:53 Money and Credit Arguments27:09 Next FLDS Leader Talk30:34 Heathman and Warren Orders38:05 Future Sam Batemans46:53 True Prophet Bit and Wrap49:56 Subscribe and Closing👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Ex-Mennonite Brandon Suarez on Control, Identity, and Leaving a High-Demand ReligionFollow Brandon: https://www.tiktok.com/@utahstructures?_r=1&_t=ZP-95GE6Lxqk63https://www.instagram.com/utah.structures?igsh=OHA1Ynhkb2c0cWtjhttps://www.instagram.com/brandon_suarez2.0?igsh=MTZvdHM4Ym11ems5Zg==To support me read my latest on substack: ❤️  https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/On The Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden interviews Brandon Suarez, who grew up Mennonite in Kentucky and West Tennessee and describes a strict, rule-driven culture with private schooling through eighth grade, heavy emphasis on hard work, tithing, and modesty rules for women, including coverings. Brandon explains pressure to “become a Christian” and qualify for baptism through classes and standards, including scrutiny around sexual purity, and how lack of sex education contributed to confusion, porn use, and mental health struggles. He recounts running away as a minor, later being baptized around 18–19, and eventually leaving, describing the shift from a forced identity to a “limitless” mindset. They compare Mennonite life with FLDS and Utah Mormon culture, discuss hypocrisy and control, and Brandon shares his later trucking, move to Utah, and success owning Utah Structures.01:00 Podcast Intro Brandon01:45 Mennonite Vs Amish05:31 Missions And Nepal07:59 Stores Pole Barn Life10:12 Sex Talk And Tech13:31 Leadership Tithing Values16:49 Mental Health Freedom19:17 School Dating Shunning25:24 Women Rules Control32:36 Leaving Identity Crisis37:44 Becoming Christian Purity43:52 Sex Talk Missing44:39 Porn Shock and Shame47:55 Rules for Baptism50:28 Opting Out and God57:12 Dark Years 12 to 1601:06:58 If It’s Fun Don’t01:09:08 Trucks as Freedom01:13:49 Running Away at 1601:17:39 Bootcamp Reset and Faith01:22:00 Big Baptism and Speaking Out01:25:56 Women Staying and Dress Codes01:29:09 Morality vs Humanity01:34:25 Faith Without Pedestals01:35:53 Why People Join Religions01:37:58 Validation After Leaving01:40:44 Men Women and Utah01:45:36 Hypocrisy and Control Systems01:50:01 Treat People Like Humans01:52:56 Golf Friends and Accents01:57:10 Learning to Dance Community02:01:45 Business Networking and Success02:07:40 Limitless Mindset and Cult Talk02:11:19 Final Thoughts and Farewell👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Support me by reading my latest substack here: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/p/the-red-cliffs-a-12-year-old-bride?r=4v30mcJaden Jeffs (ex-FLDS) and Amanda Rae (ex-Kingston/“the Order”) discuss how their groups used control, forced labor, and shame to suppress individuality, empathy, and mental health, including dissociation, overanalyzing, and fear of “losing your mind.” They compare polygamy and incest normalization, describe how leaving can make early relationships unhealthy, and talk about reconnecting with the body through yoga, neurofeedback, and somatic healing. Amanda explains Kingston financial practices such as underage kids paying rent, pooled family accounts, and leadership control of members’ money, plus alleged fraud and “bleeding the beast” tactics to take government funds. They explore how denial and inability to process extreme abuse lets systems persist, reference Epstein-related discourse, and debate whether billionaires can have empathy and how power avoids accountability.00:51 Podcast Intro and Guests01:24 Healing After Cult Life03:26 Overthinking and Neurofeedback05:52 Dissociation and Reclaiming Self08:04 Incest Normalized in Groups10:38 Dating After Leaving12:37 Cults Outside the Cult15:34 Finding Home After Exit17:42 Body Shame and Somatic Work20:30 Men and Emotional Repression23:55 Cruelty Learned in Childhood30:21 Money Control and Slave Labor32:06 Kingston Economy and Fraud42:14 Power, Greed, and No Empathy46:48 Favoritism and Control47:20 Defining Religious Psychosis49:02 Schizophrenia in a Bubble50:39 Pedestals and Cult Loyalty55:21 Depression as Sin58:00 Neglect and Disability Stories59:51 Mormon Roots and FLDS History01:05:16 Money Systems and Cult Economics01:11:01 Misunderstanding the Order01:14:07 Epstein Files and Reality Shock01:20:25 Can Power Be Stopped01:22:20 Billionaires and Corruption01:27:54 Playing Dirty to Win01:29:38 Community and Closing Thanks👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Follow Celia on tic tok: https://www.tiktok.com/@cklebaron?_r=1&_t=ZP-94hdt9LRxq3Follow Celia on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cklebaron?igsh=MWhiNXo0aXF1bW80dg==Follow Celia on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1GrKgTXwGA/?mibextid=wwXIfrSupport me by subscribing on substack ❤️: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/On The Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Celia LeBaron, daughter of cult leader Ervil LeBaron and one of his 51 children, describes growing up in a fundamentalist Mormon commune and constantly moving between Mexico and the U.S. amid extreme poverty, welfare dependence, and child labor. She explains the Mormon-rooted doctrine of “blood atonement,” how her father used it to justify killing perceived threats and defectors, and recounts learning as an adult that her sister Rebecca—pregnant and about 18—was executed after threatening to go to police. Celia discusses FBI raids, indoctrination of children, attempted and carried-out hits including the killing of Rulon Allred by coerced teenage girls, and how life worsened under Dan Jordan’s abusive control. After a public beating and being denied education, she fled at 19 to rebuild her life, later emphasizing compassion for siblings shaped by coercion.00:51 Meet Celia LeBaron01:56 Blood Atonement Explained05:54 Childhood on the Move08:17 Obedience Training10:03 Remembering a Prophet Father15:53 Learning the Killings Were Real17:32 LeBaron Split and Joel Murder23:33 Raids and Rulon Allred Plot29:58 Brainwashing and Alternate Reality37:32 Purity Culture and Death Penalties45:25 Rebecca Truth Revealed51:03 Rulon Allred Hit and FBI Raids57:15 Denver Slave Labor Warehouse01:01:46 Dan Jordan Abuse01:02:40 Keep Sweet Control01:03:56 Prophet Arrest Fallout01:05:54 Dad Dies in Prison01:07:12 Back Under Dan01:09:41 Utah Mission Tactics01:12:08 Beaten for Disrespect01:16:44 Mom's Role Explained01:22:34 Planning the Escape01:31:53 Rebuilding in Houston01:38:32 Four O'Clock Murders01:47:09 Misunderstood Siblings01:53:10 Cult vs Religion01:54:33 Vulnerable to Cults01:57:36 Where to Follow01:59:48 Final Thanks👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Support me on substack here ❤️: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/Jaden interviews Alyssa, who grew up in a strict LDS home in Minnesota, moved to Utah for BYU, and later left the Mormon church. They discuss culture shock in Utah, hypocrisy and contradictions in LDS rules (coffee vs energy drinks, garments changing, dating and sexual standards), and how spiritual feelings—especially through music and the curated temple environment—can be interpreted as truth or manipulation. Alyssa explains she didn’t fully believe until her early 20s, recommitted during COVID by taking missionary lessons, repenting, getting endowed, and attending the temple weekly, then experienced a faith collapse after a major LDS breakup in 2024 that shifted her view of God, sealing, and “one true church” claims. She now attends a non-denominational church off and on, relates to agnosticism, and describes difficult but loving family dynamics, including conflict over tithing and her parents’ inability to see outside the LDS worldview.00:00 Faith Stakes Banter00:55 Meet Alyssa Ex Mormon02:37 Utah Bubble Culture Shock03:55 Strict LDS Childhood Rules06:19 Sex Talk And Purity Culture08:47 Belief Wavers Then BYU Reset13:25 Swearing And Family Dynamics17:09 Hypocrisy And Church History20:34 Coffee Monsters And Garments27:28 COVID Recommitment And Temple High32:24 Temple As Curated Spirituality36:17 Dating Non Member While Devout37:51 Covenants Over Everything38:21 Why Date Nonmembers42:14 Conversion Culture Gray Area45:20 Contradictions And Garments50:57 Black And White Mormon Identity54:25 FLDS Lens On Hypocrisy01:03:30 Breakup Catalyst Leaving01:10:48 Utah Dating Commitment Issues01:12:00 Strength Of Youth Dating Rules01:13:49 Mormon Dating Contradictions01:15:34 Why Parents Can’t Hear Doubt01:19:04 Tithing Sparks the Talk01:25:20 Is There One True Church01:28:00 What Mormonism Still Offers01:32:27 Utah Culture and Defending LDS01:36:23 Why People Join Religions01:38:24 Spiritual Manipulation Explained01:42:40 Life After Leaving the Church01:45:04 Final Thoughts and Farewell👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Lorraine Johnson (Ex-FLDS): Married at 15 to Winston Blackmore, the Warren Jeffs Split, and Life in CanadaSupport me on substack here: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/On The Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden interviews Lorraine Johnson, who was born in Hildale, Utah, raised in Short Creek, and later lived in the FLDS community in Canada where she married Winston Blackmore at 15 as his 17th wife. Lorraine describes her musical upbringing, her grandfather Lawrence Steed’s influence, and how centralized “placement” marriage evolved after men married girls while their father was away. She explains why she wanted to marry young, including limited schooling and fears around the year 2000, and how she prayed and asked to be placed with Winston. Lorraine details Winston’s popularity and liaison role for Rulon Jeffs, the growing conflict with Warren Jeffs, Winston’s 2001 trial, the repentance dispute involving a baptized young woman, and Winston being removed as bishop and later accused of adultery after Rulon’s death. She shares what early plural marriage life was like, her shifting beliefs, and how COVID changed church and school authority in Canada, while reflecting on women’s voice, identity, and choosing when to end struggles.00:00 Teen Marriage Dreams00:38 Meet Lorraine Johnson00:58 Growing Up Short Creek01:38 Grandpa Lawrence Steed04:28 Origins of Placement Marriage07:23 Winston Blackmore Emerges11:34 Winston Versus Warren12:15 Bishop at Eighteen17:15 Popularity and Many Wives19:15 Wanting Marriage Young26:16 School and Social Isolation30:41 Turning In to Marry Winston34:18 New Wife Reality Check36:00 Winston as Matchmaker37:06 Life With Many Wives38:30 Babies and Bishop Duties39:52 The Split Begins43:13 Repentance and Baptism Clash46:52 Sat Down as Bishop54:49 Rulon Funeral Paranoia59:09 Letter and Exile Decision01:02:02 Faith Shifts and Deprogramming01:04:57 Life After Winston01:06:36 COVID Power Shift01:10:34 Women and Authority01:13:20 Choosing to End Struggle👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Follow Mel and Corey here:!!instagram.com/notestoself444youtube.com/@NotestoSelf444⁩  tiktok.com/@notestoself444Support me on substack: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/On the Jaden Jeffs podcast, Mel and Corey share their experiences growing up in the Apostolic United Brethren (AUB) polygamist community in Utah and Montana. Mel was raised with 34 siblings and four mothers, and says her father, David Watson, is the current AUB leader; Corey grew up in a United Order compound in Pinedale, Montana with his father’s nine wives and 39 children. They discuss AUB origins as a split from the FLDS in 1958, how leadership succession works in practice, and how marriage/courtship is arranged with an “illusion of choice.” Mel describes being married spiritually shortly after turning 17 to a 25-year-old, pressure to help court a second wife, and later learning her husband hired prostitutes while leadership would not grant her a release because he claimed there was no physical contact.00:45 Meet Mel & Corey: Raised AUB, Massive Families, and Their Channel02:20 AUB Origins & Leadership Succession: Splits, Prophets, and Power04:41 Leaving the AUB: Excommunication, Returning, and Finally Walking Away06:16 How AUB Courtship Works: “Illusion of Choice” and Teen Marriage08:25 Life in a United Order: One House, Many Wives, Work, and Childhood Trauma15:15 Is Polygamy Ever “Worth It”? Advice, Obligation, and Belief in Heaven19:04 Why They Questioned It: Favoritism, Hypocrisy, and Cory’s Excommunication Story25:05 Mel’s Breaking Point: Forced Courting, Abuse, Divorce Limbo, and Getting Out32:50 Sex Rules, Last Names, and Leadership Scandals: Abuse, Cover-Ups, and Control43:28 “We’re the Good Guys”… Until You Look Closer44:25 ‘We Live Polygamy Better’: Age, Consent, and Double Standards45:38 ‘Mature for Her Age’: How Families Justify Child Marriage47:54 Control, Shame, and the ‘Exorcism’ Night50:23 Modesty Rules & Temple Garments: Washings, Anointings, and Long Underwear54:01 Leaving Again & Meeting Cory: Divorce, ‘Releases,’ and Starting Over01:00:03 Joining the LDS Church… Then Seeing the Same Patterns01:05:35 Deconstructing After Religion: Community Loss and Identity Rebuild01:07:14 Divorce, ‘Nesting,’ Remarriage, and Learning Healthy Communication01:10:02 Plant Medicine, Deep Healing, and Why They Started the Podcast01:20:30 Where to Find Them + Final Advice for Anyone Trying to Leave👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Follow Leona on tic tok!: https://www.tiktok.com/@leonamj8471?_r=1&_t=ZP-93wQhaFuAdLSupport me on substack!: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, Leona Blackmore (born Leona Johnson) shares her story of growing up in the FLDS in Hildale/Colorado City, being married at 16 in 2001, and later living in Bountiful, BC. She explains how she wanted to marry a Canadian to be near her sister and how political tension between Warren Jeffs and Winston Blackmore affected marriages and the Canadian community. Leona describes being rushed into a secret marriage trip to Mesquite, Nevada without knowing her husband’s name until clues emerged on the way, and she recalls being married by Warren Jeffs to Joseph (Winston Blackmore’s youngest son), who was 30 and already had a wife. 00:00 A Surprise Wedding Order: “You’re Getting Married Tomorrow”01:05 Meet Leona Blackmore: FLDS Roots & Life in Bountiful, BC01:51 Winston Blackmore’s Role in Canada (Bishop, Not Prophet)03:10 Growing Up in Colorado City: “Life Was Good Back Then”04:40 Rulon Jeffs Era: Sewing, Family Ties, and Faith05:29 Wanting to Marry Young—and Why Canada Mattered08:28 Warren Jeffs’ Ban on Canada Marriages & the Politics Behind It09:54 Asking Dad to Get Married: Readiness, Pushback, and Preferences13:36 Rushed Timeline: Wedding Dress, One Week, and No Name18:10 Secret Nevada Caravan Wedding: Meeting the Groom at the Motel26:39 First Days in Canada: Meeting Sister Wife & Settling In32:30 Early Polygamy Reality Check: University in Calgary & Jealousies36:23 First Baby, Sister Support, and Winston vs. Warren Tensions Begin38:54 School Prayer Sparks the Split: Refusing to Acknowledge Warren Jeffs40:36 Leadership Power Plays: Bishops, “Keys,” and the Rich Blackmore Episode42:43 Lines Drawn in the Sand: ‘Warrenites’ vs. Everyone Else45:03 Family Exodus & Being Labeled ‘Apostates’47:58 Dress Codes in Canada: Colors, Patterns, and Long Underwear50:22 Who Controls the Land? UEP Takeover and Property Wars in Bountiful54:39 Isolation, 50/50 Community Divide, and Why the War Knights Are Fading58:02 Marriage & Immigration: Living Between Canada and Bonners Ferry01:00:04 2018 Tragedy and the Relationship Breakdown01:04:05 Looking Back: Faith, Prophets, and Compassion for Everyone Involved01:07:41 Arranged Marriage vs. Dating: Advice for the Next Generation01:13:07 Choosing Singleness & Focusing on the Kids (Final Thoughts)👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Follow Kye on Tic Tok: https://www.tiktok.com/@k2bulvai?_r=1&_t=ZP-93kTZjnKWIoFollow Kye on IG: https://www.instagram.com/kyetanner/Support me on substack! ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/Welcome to The Jaden Jeffs Podcast! In this episode, Jaden talks with Kye Tanner, a member of the LDS church, about his experiences with divorce, religious beliefs, and personal growth. Kye shares how he navigated the dissolution of his 22-year marriage, his journey towards self-love, and his perspective on resilience. They also discuss the impact of religious culture on personal agency and how confronting mortality reshapes one's worldview. Stay tuned for an insightful conversation on faith, vulnerability, and finding purpose.00:41 Meet Kye Tanner: A Journey of Faith and Friendship02:34 Navigating Divorce and Personal Growth03:31 The Impact of Modern Connectivity on Relationships05:17 Challenges and Reflections on LDS Church Membership09:26 The Importance of Self-Care and Authenticity09:49 Balancing Personal Desires and Relationship Dynamics26:38 The Concept of Self-Betrayal and Personal Integrity31:03 Reflections on Religion and Personal Beliefs50:05 Personal Struggles and Religion53:13 Finding Comfort and Self-Love58:48 The Power of Vulnerability01:08:41 Facing Mortality and Life's Purpose01:24:59 Overcoming Challenges and Positive Mindset01:40:00 Reflections and Final Thoughts👇**SHOP MERCH HERE FROM JADEN**[fromjaden.com](http://fromjaden.com)👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Follow Val Snow on Youtube and Instagram!:https://youtube.com/@valiant.unicorn?si=9yYIOXUOeZszSIC2instagram.com/valiant.unicornVideo Val mentioned in the podcast:https://youtu.be/OaXMzzggUes?si=0zi5TRziQvdi7HLiSupport me on substack: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Val Snow, a former member of the Kingston Polygamous Group, shares his powerful story of growing up in a polygamous family with 163 siblings, the abuse he faced, and his eventual escape from the group. Val discusses coming to terms with his sexuality, the challenges of leaving the cult, and his life after gaining freedom. He offers deep insights into the workings of the Kingston Group, the corruption within, and his hopes for those still trapped in the system. Val's candid and emotional recounting provides a poignant look into life inside and after a polygamous cult.01:04 Introducing Val Snow and His Background01:18 Growing Up in a Polygamous Family03:36 Leaving the Kingston Group03:57 Challenges and Reflections After Leaving05:46 Understanding Sexuality and Personal Experiences26:56 Sexual Abuse and Family Dynamics29:48 Racism and Cultural Beliefs in the Cult39:48 Financial Exploitation and Control45:32 Discovering My Brother's Sexuality46:05 Struggles with Self-Acceptance48:58 Confronting Family and Leaving the Order51:09 Dating Outside the Order53:16 Father's Reaction and Motel Stay57:54 Changing My Name and Escaping01:20:16 Kicked Out and Seeking Connection01:20:27 Financial Struggles and Illegal Banking01:23:24 Confrontation at the Bank01:27:07 Life After Leaving the Cult01:34:12 Reflections on Mormonism and Cults01:45:49 Final Thoughts and Messages👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Support Me On Substack ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden sits down with Olivia Olson, a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, to discuss her journey of faith, doubt, and return. Olivia opens up about her experiences growing up in the church, her disillusionment, and what ultimately brought her back. They touch upon various themes, including the nature of belief, human nature, and the challenges of religious doctrine. This episode offers a respectful, open-minded dialogue aimed at understanding different perspectives on Mormonism and Christianity.00:00 Podcast Introduction and Guest Welcome01:12 Olivia's Background and Initial Thoughts on Mormonism02:33 Discussing Mormon Culture and Personal Experiences04:20 Marriage and Relationships in the LDS Church23:23 Sexuality and Religious Expectations42:14 The Concept of Becoming Gods42:30 Sexual Relations and Glory in the Celestial Kingdom43:01 Beliefs of LDS Leaders44:35 Repentance and Forgiveness in LDS Doctrine46:37 Second Anointing and Worthiness51:03 Cultural Influences on Religious Beliefs01:05:41 Personal Experiences with Church Leaders01:07:50 Struggles with Brigham Young's Legacy01:26:20 Leaving and Returning to the Church01:31:11 Shifting Beliefs and Understanding Mormonism01:32:42 Struggles and Returning to Faith01:34:49 Questioning and Comparing Religions01:37:14 Theological Debates and Personal Reflections02:08:58 The Complexity of Joseph Smith and the Book of Mormon02:15:31 Concluding Thoughts and Humor👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

In this eye-opening episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden sits down with Layla Matson, formerly known as Ida May, Warren Jeffs’ 23rd wife, to discuss her harrowing journey from marrying Warren Jeffs at 17 in 2002, escaping the FLDS, and rediscovering her own identity. Layla details the complexities of her early life in a highly controlled environment, family dynamics, the psychological manipulations within the Jeffs’ household, and the intense secrecy and isolation enforced upon her. She shares her powerful moment of liberation and her struggles to find freedom and happiness in a world beyond the confines of the FLDS. This gripping account sheds light on the realities of life within the cult and the strength it takes to break free.01:09 Layla's Early Life and Family Dynamics05:05 The Process of Being Turned In16:00 The Secret Wedding Preparations21:22 The Wedding Ceremony and Aftermath45:16 The Pressure to Lose Weight46:00 Living with Other Wives46:37 Struggles with Self-Worth49:25 Daily Life and Hierarchy54:08 Strict Rules and Secrecy01:00:01 Warren Jeffs' Control01:04:02 The Beginning of the End01:14:02 Life in Hiding01:33:36 The Uncertainty of Life as Warren Jeffs' Wife01:34:45 Health Struggles and Limited Medical Care01:37:35 Hierarchy and Isolation in the Family01:40:57 Mental Health and the Struggle for Autonomy01:45:16 The Turning Point: Leaving the FLDS01:50:35 Adjusting to Life Outside the FLDS01:59:59 A New Beginning and Final Reflections👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Support me on Substack right here ❤️ :In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, Janed discusses the emotional and psychological dynamics of leaving religion. He explores why people often feel the need to stay in religion due to the certainty it provides, and how that certainty helps to numb pain. Jaden also delves into her personal experiences with religion, explaining the difficulty of leaving due to the slow adaptation of the nervous system. Furthermore, he highlights the real costs of leaving religion, such as losing meaning and structure in life, and offers insights on how to successfully navigate this transition. The episode emphasizes that leaving religion isn't about a lack of faith or strength, but about the ability to handle the emotional consequences and seeking a more authentic life. Jaden concludes with a message of understanding for those who choose to stay in religion, acknowledging that it still works for them. This episode is loaded with profound insights and personal reflections that aim to help listeners on their own journeys, whether they are considering leaving religion or seeking to understand the complexities involved.01:50 The Role of Certainty in Religion05:29 The Struggle of Leaving Religion08:56 The Emotional Cost of Leaving Religion12:20 Finding Motivation After Leaving Religion19:04 Final Thoughts and Encouragement👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Support me by subscribing on Substack ❤️ Join Jaden Jeffs in this insightful episode where he dives deep into the complexities of Mormon niceness. He explores the love-hate relationship he has with Mormons and the reasons behind their often baffling kindness. Covering personal experiences and broader societal impacts, Jaden breaks down six key points that reveal the hidden structures and psychological elements at play. Whether you are Mormon, ex-Mormon, or just curious, this episode promises a candid and thought-provoking discussion. Stay tuned for a philosophical examination and some light-hearted humor!00:00 Introduction and Personal Conflict02:04 Mormon Niceness: A Double-Edged Sword03:09 The Six Reasons Behind Mormon Niceness17:48 The Dark Side of Repressed Emotions22:24 Unspoken Hierarchies in Religious Groups23:27 Wealth and Religious Hierarchies in Mormonism29:20 Mormon Niceness: A Mask for Control36:21 Personal Reflections and Criticisms40:31 The Prophet's Final Thoughts and Humor👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Support me on Substack ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, the host delves into complex themes of religion, polygamy, male entitlement, and self-worth. Drawing from personal experiences growing up in a fundamentalist religion with a polygamist father, the host narrates an intricate story about the psychological and emotional struggles of men who feel entitled to multiple wives. He discusses the detrimental effects of religious teachings that suppress individual self-worth and promotes dependency on external validation. The episode also touches on contemporary issues like the incel ideology and how unchecked male insecurities can lead to harmful actions against women. By sharing personal anecdotes and reflections, the host aims to shed light on the roots of entitlement and urges men to cultivate inner self-worth to foster healthier relationships.00:14 Exploring Entitlement and Polygamy02:08 Personal Reflections and Struggles05:17 The Impact of Religion on Insecurity10:03 Religion and Self-Worth13:31 The Cycle of Insecurity and Authority20:44 Spiritualization of Desires24:29 Underage Marriage and Insecurity24:49 Spiritualized Underage Marriage26:04 Obedience vs. Morality26:39 LDS vs. FLDS30:03 True Crime Story: Elliot Roger30:56 Self-Worth and Relationships35:21 Impact of Upbringing on Self-Worth44:40 Final Thoughts on Self-Worth👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Support me by subscribing to my substack ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Just Podcast, the host, a self-proclaimed prophet, delves deep into his struggles with the concept of God. He explores why he's leaning towards atheism, covering topics such as the absence of divine intervention during tragedies, the problematic blend of intuition and conscience in religion, and the manipulative potential of spirituality. He also discusses the inflexibility of religious beliefs when faced with challenging arguments and the danger of relying on God as a safety net. Through personal anecdotes and critical analysis, the host invites viewers to rethink their understanding of faith and existence.00:00 Introduction and Purpose00:33 Personal Struggles with God01:24 When Tragedy Strikes04:01 Conscience and Intuition11:28 The Danger of Manipulation21:54 The Bigger Picture Outside of God27:25 The Excuse of Destiny33:53 The Reality of Human Existence44:58 Final Thoughts and Call to Action👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Support me by subscribing on Substack ❤️: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden addresses pressing concerns about quick marriages within the FLDS community. Prompted by a story compiled from multiple accounts, Jaden discusses how the practice of hitting the 'God override button' can lead FLDS women to make hasty marital decisions without truly knowing their partners. He emphasizes the importance of time in revealing true character, warns against manipulation tactics, and offers heartfelt advice aimed at ensuring long-term well-being and genuine happiness for FLDS women considering marriage.00:10 A Compilation of FLDS Stories00:52 The Story of an FLDS Girl02:37 Advice for FLDS Girls06:02 The Importance of Time in Relationships08:16 Understanding Manipulation Tactics09:31 Key Points for FLDS Girls13:38 The God Override Button20:22 Final Thoughts and Warnings22:16 Conclusion and Farewell👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Support me and read my articles on substack: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, Jaden dives into the comments section to address questions and feedback from viewers. He tackles a variety of topics concerning cults, religion, the FLDS (Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints), and personal experiences related to controversial comments about his own background. Jaden expresses his viewpoints, shares personal anecdotes, and offers insights into both supportive and critical comments he received on his videos. He engages in a detailed discussion about the complexities of leaving the FLDS, the theological arguments within Mormonism, and the challenges faced by his sisters who married into the Barlow group. Jaden also touches on the role of the LDS Church, its leaders, and their policies towards abuse cases. The episode is a mix of humor, serious reflection, and candid conversation aimed at shedding light on these sensitive topics.00:29 Addressing Viewer Comments02:10 Discussing FLDS and Personal Experiences07:50 Debating Polygamy and Marriage15:58 Responding to Criticism and Misunderstandings26:43 Conversations with Sisters and Personal Reflections36:56 Public Perception and Final Thoughts40:27 Struggles with Family and Faith41:36 Challenges of Dating Outside FLDS43:15 Criticisms and Controversies in the Church45:41 Positive and Negative Comments on the Video46:29 Debating Church Policies and Leadership01:09:32 Personal Experiences and Sarcasm01:20:43 Final Thoughts and Viewer Engagement👇 **FOLLOW + SUPPORT THE PODCAST**Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3GHUWDyJ5ZJ0QzVu8EihBH?si=hpDUxgqMR9CIkwei0Ghiew🎧 Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-jaden-jeffs-podcast/id1795576157✉️ Newsletter (Substack): https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 **MY Website**JadenJeffs.com👇 **SOCIALS**Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/realjadenjeffs?igsh=cm9ybmY1dzk1dmNp&utm_source=qrTikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jadenjeffs100?_r=1&_t=ZP-91rDt1rkLz5Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1BtYdgFoS5/?mibextid=wwXIfr👇 **WATCH NEXT**➡️ Most Popular Videos: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9whttps://youtu.be/3WIYe15Ostshttps://youtu.be/rNKg83fMuN4➡️ Podcast Playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLk3w3VkHlWzRgsNC_wNeOBxa0AEBnpsCz&si=izu5YMpxghxqO13m👇 **BUSINESS**📩 Contact: [email protected] me a Coffee via Venmo ❤️ https://venmo.com/u/fitoj

Guest: Jana Johnson (Born in the Kingston cult, left at 18 years old.)Support me on substack: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/Join us for a powerful and emotional episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast as Jana Johnson, a former member of the Kingston Group, shares her story of abuse, struggle, and ultimately, escape. In this candid conversation, Jana recounts her experiences growing up in the Kingston Group, the pressures of forced marriage, the heartbreak of feeling utterly alone, and her journey to reclaim her freedom and identity. Tune in to hear about her courageous departure from a life she once knew, the challenges she faced, and the strength she found to build a new life outside of the order.01:03 Welcome to the Jaden Jeffs Podcast01:06 Introducing Jana Johnson02:39 Childhood Memories and Family Dynamics06:25 Early Marriage Expectations15:04 Navigating Adolescence and Secret Freedoms22:29 The Reality of Arranged Marriages29:48 The Power Dynamics in the Order37:21 First Date Expectations37:46 Awkward Proposal40:54 Engagement Planning42:18 Wedding Preparations45:02 Married Life Struggles49:31 Living with In-Laws52:36 Contemplating Leaving01:07:34 Conversations with Catherine01:14:01 Depression and Forced Intimacy01:15:07 Struggling with Isolation and Self-Worth01:16:28 Contemplating Suicide and Seeking Escape01:17:24 Confrontation and Revelation01:19:46 The Decision to Leave01:23:33 Life After Leaving01:31:50 Coping Mechanisms and Therapy01:42:26 Message to Those Still in the Order01:50:45 Final Thoughts and Farewell

Support me on substack: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this revealing episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden discusses the controversial topic of polygamy and cults, focusing on the disturbing pattern of his sisters, former FLDS members, marrying into the Barlow family. Jaden, son of the infamous Warren Jeffs, sheds light on the manipulation and trauma faced by his sisters as they transition from one cult to another. He explores the role of the Barlows in perpetuating these practices and questions the morality behind such marriages. Jaden passionately calls for awareness and intervention, advocating for at least a year's exposure to the outside world for anyone leaving a cult environment before making life-altering decisions like marriage.00:10 Personal Family Background01:50 The Barlow Group and Polygamy02:42 Sisters' Marriages and Trauma06:38 Critique of the Barlow Men31:10 Call for Change and Conclusion

I will not control your mind if you subscribe to my substack ❤️: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this special Halloween edition of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, we delve deeply into the concepts of mind control and the personal experiences of growing up in the FLDS (Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints). From humorous takes on Halloween costumes to the chilling reality of religious control, this episode offers a unique perspective. We discuss the terrifying thought of having one's mind controlled by external forces, reflect on past experiences within the FLDS community, and share personal stories about the struggle for mental freedom. This podcast ends with a touch of personal reflection and plans for future episodes.00:29 Halloween Session Kickoff02:01 Mind Control and Dedication05:51 Personal Reflections on FLDS and Halloween07:17 The Struggle for Mental Freedom10:06 Halloween in the FLDS Community12:32 Conclusion and Upcoming InterviewsFLDS, Warren Jeffs, Jaden Jeffs Podcast, cult life, Halloween special, mind control, religious trauma, ex-FLDS, fundamentalism, brainwashing, freedom of thought, cult survivor, Halloween in a cult, no candy just corrections, leaving a cult, FLDS stories, dark humor podcast, exmormon, spiritual freedom

Follow Raquel Awerkamp here: https://www.instagram.com/raquel.awerkamp.studio?igsh=NWNhZmkwcTNocnR2Her website: https://raquelawerkamp.com/Subscribe to my substack here: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden talks about various topics including his commissioned painting, his father's new books, personal updates, and the current state of the FLDS. Jaden dives deep into his thoughts on religion, the potential harm of moral manipulation, and the portrayal of these themes in his commissioned artwork. He also considers starting a new religion while critiquing religious leaders and discussing complex ideas about morality and control. Joined by artist Raquel, they discuss the inspiration and execution of the painting. The podcast ends with an overview of his dad's books and revelations, sharing personal anecdotes and emphasizing the importance of critical thinking.00:07 Updates on Personal Life and FLDS01:29 The Meaning Behind the Painting03:54 Conversation with the Artist09:54 Exploring My Dad's Books22:56 Concluding Thoughts and Future Plans

I'm not just listing to Be Zion Increasingly songs anymore lolSupport me on substack ❤️: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/Join Jaden Jeffs as he shares his music journey from his time in the FLDS cult to discovering new genres and artists after leaving. Jaden reveals the limited and monotonous music choices within FLDS, his introduction to new music on YouTube, and his evolving taste in tunes including LDS, country, and popular songs. He also discusses the emotional connection music provided during his transition out of the FLDS and invites viewers to share their music recommendations.00:43 Music in the FLDS04:20 Discovering New Music07:34 Transition to Country Music17:06 Leaving the FLDS23:37 Current Music Preferences29:42 Conclusion and Viewer Interaction

I will love you more if you subscribe to my substack ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden delves into the world of religion, cults, and controversial leaders, focusing on Russell M. Nelson, the late President of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (LDS). Jaden proclaims himself as the true prophet of God and critiques Nelson's legacy, highlighting alleged hypocrisy and mishandling of sexual abuse cases within the LDS Church. The discussion ranges from Nelson’s life achievements to the broader implications of religious leadership and control, with a call for open-mindedness and introspection.00:54 Questioning Russell M. Nielsen's Legacy01:42 Using Tragedy to Open Minds03:39 Personal Reflections on Leadership and Hypocrisy07:00 Russell M. Nielsen's Accomplishments and Controversies09:39 Critique of Religious Hypocrisy and Power27:25 Final Thoughts and Call to Action

You can support me on Substack right here: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/ Subscribe to Calvin Wayman right here!: https://www.youtube.com/ ⁨@officialcalvinwayman⁩  Follow on Calvin IG right here: https://www.instagram.com/calvinwayman?igsh=aHR3ejR5d2JjY2l4In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, hosts Jaden sits down with Calvin Wayman, a former member of the Centennial group known as 'The Work' from Centennial. Calvin shares his captivating journey from growing up in a strict polygamous sect to ultimately leaving the community and finding his place in the broader world. They delve into the complex topics of arranged marriages, strict religious upbringing, and discovering personal freedom. Calvin also discusses the profound impact of a philosophy class that led him to question his beliefs and eventually leave the cult. Tune in for an insightful discussion on the challenges and triumphs of leaving an insular religious community and embarking on a path of self-discovery.00:56 Introduction to the Podcast01:03 Calvin Wayman's Background02:03 The Split in the FLDS03:58 Growing Up in Centennial04:32 Life in Salt Lake City07:16 Community and Family Dynamics34:42 Teenage Years and Spiritual Awakening41:45 A Rebellious Pizza Adventure43:22 Sneaking Out for Birthdays45:26 The Desire for Marriage and College46:17 The Black Sheep of the Community49:19 The Influence of the Prophet50:25 The College Experience01:01:46 The Crack in the Worldview01:22:58 The Marriage Story Begins01:24:22 Discussing Arranged Marriages01:25:55 A Test of Faith01:28:01 Finding Compatibility01:30:13 Questioning Beliefs01:32:34 Leaving the Bubble01:33:51 Experiencing the Outside World01:36:02 Challenging Long-Held Beliefs01:42:50 Deciding to Leave01:46:21 Life After Leaving01:55:41 Reflections and New Beginnings02:05:23 Final Thoughts and Farewell

Support me by subscribing to my substack: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden, who left the FLDS cult, is joined by Matt Brown, a retired member of the Utah National Guard. They discuss the intersection of psychedelics, religion, and personal experiences. Matt shares his journey through various experiences, including his time in the military and how psychedelics have transformative power. They delve into the historical and cultural context of psychedelics in religion, spiritual awakenings, and the impact of these substances on mental health and personal growth. The conversation also touches on the roles of males and females in spiritual protection, the power of intuition, and the societal shift towards more open discussions on psychedelics. Join them as they explore deep spiritual insights and personal transformations.00:47 Welcome to the Jaden Jeffs Podcast01:00 Meet Matt Brown: A Journey from Military to Psychedelics02:03 Psychedelics and Religion: Breaking the Stigma03:31 The Historical Connection Between Religion and Psychedelics06:16 Personal Experiences with Psychedelics12:13 Healing Trauma Through Psychedelic Ceremonies15:08 Challenging Religious Beliefs with Psychedelic Insights30:49 The Mystical and Historical Roots of Psychedelics40:41 Ancient Cultures and Psychedelics41:35 The Connection Between Psychedelics and Religion47:01 The Role of Death in Religion51:43 Personal Reflections on Religion and Psychedelics53:27 Signs and Mysticism in Everyday Life57:19 Judgment and Acceptance of Different Beliefs01:03:49 The Future of Religion and Psychedelics01:10:53 Integration and Reflection After Psychedelic Experiences01:22:53 Making Peace with the Past01:24:06 The Power of Psychedelic Therapy01:27:11 Exploring Intuition and Influence01:38:16 Ceremonial Practices and Spiritual Healing01:42:40 The Role of Women in Spirituality01:55:46 The Future of Spiritual Awakening02:00:34 Final Thoughts and Reflections

Check out/buy Hallie's products here: https://www.wildbornwellness.net/Follow Hallie on Instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/wildbornwellness?igsh=MXg4NW5yYzh5NnJtMA==Support me on substack here: ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, we welcome Hallie Ruth, a former Mormon who has transitioned into practicing witchcraft. Hallie recounts her experiences growing up in a Mormon family in Teton Valley and highlights the pivotal moments leading to her departure from the church, including unsettling Sunday school teachings and the realization of gender inequalities in the community. She discusses her relationship dynamics, the hypocrisy she witnessed within church leadership, and recounts specific stories that led her to leave Mormonism. Hallie also touches upon her current life as an herbalist, exploring plant medicine, rituals, and natural healing. This in-depth conversation dives into the complexities of faith, personal growth, and finding one's path outside of organized religion.01:13 Welcome to the Podcast01:30 Early Life and Mormon Background03:45 Questioning the Faith05:21 Purity Culture and Hypocrisy13:55 Leaving the Church42:44 A Charged Dynamic with the Branch President45:38 Hypocrisy in the LDS Church Leadership48:42 The Influence of Brigham Young52:07 A Bold Act of Defiance54:00 The Scarlet Letter and Mormon Witches01:00:29 Questioning the Integrity of LDS Leaders01:10:16 Joseph Smith and Polygamy01:18:25 The Impact of Youth and Brain Development01:18:55 Conversations with Missionaries and Bishops01:20:23 Herbalism and Natural Medicine01:23:10 Brigham Young's Leadership and Legacy01:25:40 Blood Atonement and Controversial Doctrines01:39:53 Modern Mormon Church and Hypocrisy01:45:22 Rituals and Spiritual Practices01:49:24 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

You can support me by subscribing to my Substack ❤️: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode, Jaden Jeffs, a former member of the FLDS cult, explores the possibility of a Jonestown-style tragedy occurring within the FLDS community. Drawing on personal experiences, AI analyses, and various documentaries, Jaden explains the unsettling revelations he heard while in the FLDS and discusses the mindsets of those still in the community. He examines the potential for extreme events, the dedication of FLDS members to their prophet Warren Jeffs, and the psychological impact of long-term delusion. Jaden also outlines the warning signs and circumstances that could lead to such a catastrophic event, while critiquing the group's extreme loyalty and isolationist tendencies.00:03 Analyzing Jonestown and FLDS Parallels00:36 Revelations and Fear in the FLDS02:16 Loyalty and Obedience in the FLDS02:38 The Role of Heleman and Leadership Dynamics05:44 The Impact of Revelations on FLDS Members11:31 Brainwashing and Justification Mechanisms20:57 Concerns About a Jonestown-like Event22:14 Family Loyalty vs. Group Loyalty26:20 Commitment and Sacrifice in the FLDS30:20 Delusion and Reality in the FLDS34:26 The Insane Mindset of FLDS Members36:44 The Power of Multi-Day Fasting39:12 Monitoring Communication and Red Flags41:39 The Influence of Warren Jeffs' Prophecies52:34 Potential for a Jonestown-Like Event01:01:01 Short-Term Risks and Mental Health01:04:09 Final Thoughts and Call to Action

Support me on substack ❤️: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode, Jaden Jeffs, former member of the FLDS Cult, provides a comprehensive update on his personal life and future plans for his podcast. He humorously claims his prophetic status while discussing the challenges of live streaming and the necessity of being able to edit content. Jaden updates his audience on recent interviews, including his sister Rachel and others from different sects. He dives into his recent psychedelic retreat, reflecting on past spiritual experiences related to his father Warren Jeffs' extreme teachings. Jaden shares deeper insights into his struggles with his faith transition, the spiritual realm, and the mental challenges faced by those in similar situations. He wraps up by discussing future plans for the podcast and his ongoing quest for spiritual and emotional understanding. Subscribe and stay tuned for more incredible episodes!00:00 Introduction and Life Update02:06 Podcast Plans and Future Guests04:22 Psychedelic Experiences and Spiritual Insights05:12 Reflections on FLDS and Spiritual Struggles11:32 The Role of Spirituality in Mental Health16:31 Concerns About FLDS and Future Predictions36:10 Concluding Thoughts and Upcoming Content

I would be sooo happy if you subscribed to my substack: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/ ❤️ In this episode, Jaden Jeffs delves into the intriguing world of numerology, specifically focusing on the numbers 666, 777, and 888, and their religious and spiritual significance. He shares his thoughts on energy, spirituality, and how these concepts are intertwined with human existence and religion. Jaden also touches upon the influence of secret societies, the potential future role of AI, and the moral complexities of spiritual energy. Join Jaden as he navigates through these profound topics and offers a unique perspective shaped by his background and experiences.00:29 Fascination with Numbers and Religious Significance02:10 Energy and Religious Leaders03:29 The Number 666 in Religion and Science03:59 Sacred Geometry and Numerology09:11 Secret Societies and Hidden Knowledge11:27 Personal Struggles with Religion14:16 Energy, Morality, and Spirituality31:28 AI, Technology, and the Future41:20 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

Follow Rachel!:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/racheljeffsofficial?igsh=NjFzOGJlaGlrd3dnFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1AqmEsnXi1/?mibextid=wwXIfrRachel's book 'Breaking Free': https://a.co/d/gjJibjVI would be grateful for your support on substack ❤️: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this insightful episode of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, Jaden interviews his sister Rachel Jeffs about their experiences in the FLDS community. Rachel discusses her traumatic experiences, including sexual abuse by their father, Warren Jeffs. They touch on the journey of leaving the FLDS, the psychological challenges faced, and the process of healing and moving forward. Rachel also shares her thoughts on polygamy, the current state of the FLDS, and the importance of addressing past traumas to build a better future.00:00 Introduction to the Jaden Jeffs Podcast00:26 Rachel Jeffs' Early Experiences and Family Dynamics02:54 Warren Jeffs' Abuse and Manipulation07:11 The Impact of Warren Jeffs' Actions on Family Members10:55 Struggles with Acceptance and Moving Forward14:39 Reflections on Loyalty and Betrayal20:10 Confronting the Past and Seeking Justice24:46 The Complexity of Family Ties and Beliefs43:03 Questioning the Prophet's Legitimacy44:19 Childhood Confusion and Isolation44:50 Warren Jeffs' Manipulative Tactics48:38 The Impact of Polygamy50:12 Mother's Death and Funeral56:13 Warren's Obsession and Abuse01:19:42 Isolation and Control Tactics01:25:23 Deciding to Leave: A Turning Point01:26:25 The Impact of Leaving on the FLDS01:27:42 Father's Abuse and Its Aftermath01:28:20 Roy's Story: A Life of Mistreatment01:29:20 The Family's Reaction to Abuse01:30:35 The Shift in FLDS Leadership01:31:18 The Struggle with Guilt and Insanity01:32:00 Reflecting on the Past and Healing01:41:02 The Future of the FLDS01:48:17 The Importance of Sharing Experiences01:56:23 Navigating Life After Leaving the FLDS01:59:49 Final Thoughts and Advice

Support me by subscribing to my substack! ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode, Jaden Jeffs dives deep into the minds and lives of two controversial figures in religious history: Joseph Smith and Warren Jeffs. Jaden discusses how both men influenced their followers, with a particular focus on their leadership styles, personal eccentricities, and the legacies they left behind. Not shying away from bold statements, Jaden shares his personal experiences being the son of Warren Jeffs, while also offering a critique of the broader world of religious figures and their impacts. Tune in for a candid, unfiltered exploration of these intriguing personas and their complex histories.00:11 Comparing Joseph Smith and Warren Jeffs02:15 Joseph Smith's Controversial Legacy10:00 Warren Jeffs: The King of Creeps12:48 Warren Jeffs' Disturbing Practices19:21 The Influence of Joseph Smith on Warren Jeffs21:27 Physics and Mental Health22:11 Swearing and FLDS Background23:38 Critique of FLDS and Mormon Practices24:51 Reflections on Jesus and Religion28:14 Modern Dating and Polygamy34:35 Living Life to the Fullest37:37 Concluding Thoughts and Next Episode Preview

⚠️ Disclaimer: All references to individuals or events are alleged and based solely on the guest’s memory. No legal claims are being made.Follow Kathrine on Tic-Tok!: https://www.tiktok.com/@kathrine.nichols?_t=ZP-8yYszxZdPWY&_r=1Follow Kathrine on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kat.v.nichols?igsh=NzlqNWQ5OTBsamg5Kathrine's youtube channel: https://youtube.com/@KathrineNichols-2worlds1life?si=_hIDhJ0oitetZ2RyI would be so grateful for your support on Substack (I tell you cool things if you subscribe ❤️) https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this eye-opening episode of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, we are joined by Cathrine Nichols, who bravely shares her story of growing up in the Kingston Group, a notorious polygamist cult based in Salt Lake Valley. From forced marriages and family coercion to enduring a traumatic birth experience and making the courageous decision to leave, Cathrine's story sheds light on the harsh realities of life in the cult. She speaks candidly about her struggles, the challenges of leaving the cult, her views on religion, and how she has found strength and purpose in her new life. Join us as Catherine provides an in-depth look into the manipulative practices and the resilience required to break free and build a life on her own terms.00:00 A Predetermined Fate: Coercion and Manipulation00:56 Welcome to the Podcast: Meet Cathrine Nichols01:58 Life in a Polygamous Cult: Childhood and Family Dynamics03:56 The Reality of Growing Up in the Order08:12 Navigating Relationships and Marriage in the Order18:11 Forced Independence: Working and Providing for Yourself23:42 Rebellion and Control: Sneaking Out and Consequences27:20 Betrothal and Marriage: A Controlled Choice38:27 Engagement and Marriage Timeline38:49 Strict Rules of Engagement41:11 Wedding and Family Dynamics47:21 Life After Marriage47:36 Pregnancy and Realizations52:33 Childbirth Experience01:04:51 Questioning the Cult's Teachings01:11:57 Deciding to Leave01:15:36 The Abortion Decision01:22:45 The Final Straw: Deciding to Leave01:22:55 Losing Respect for My Father01:23:12 Manipulation and Lies01:25:34 The Pushback After Leaving01:26:47 Struggles and Realizations01:29:25 Therapy and Healing01:35:16 Standing Up and Moving On01:38:19 Sexual Coercion and Control01:45:12 Breaking Free and Finding Clarity02:06:48 Reflections on Religion and Life02:11:37 Final Thoughts and Future Plans

I wrote everything I did this week and took pictures on substack! Check it out right here: https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/p/4g-of-mushrooms-and-then-im-workingIn this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, the host shares an in-depth and personal account of their experience with psychedelic mushrooms, highlighting how it transformed their perception of life, death, and identity. They describe the journey from trying alcohol with disappointing results to discovering the profound increase in consciousness afforded by psilocybin mushrooms. The trip provided them with new insights into the universe’s energy, the nature of evil, and the concept of God, especially in the context of their upbringing in the FLDS religion. I also discuss how this experience helped alleviate lifelong guilt and pressure, offering a newfound sense of peace and acceptance. Tune in to hear about the transformative power of psychedelic experiences and their potential to offer profound emotional and spiritual healing.00:39 Disclaimer and Personal Experience with Psychedelics01:00 The Effects of Psychedelic Mushrooms03:23 Spiritual Insights and the Concept of God05:17 Reflections on Death and Evil07:59 Healing and Acceptance10:52 Overcoming Guilt and Embracing Energy16:41 Conclusion

In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, Jaden delves into the complexities and controversies surrounding the LDS and FLDS religions. As a former member of the FLDS, the host offers a unique and independent perspective, discussing why LDS members dislike being conflated with FLDS and the broader implications of these distinctions. The podcast covers a range of topics from polygamy, church history, temple ordinances, and the church's public image, to the authenticity and honesty within both communities. Join the conversation as the host invites LDS members for a candid debate and shares insights on why he remains independent from both religious groups.00:00 Introduction: LDS vs FLDS00:23 Host Background and Perspective01:48 LDS and FLDS: Key Differences05:47 LDS Church's Evolution and Controversies10:33 Cultural and Social Observations15:54 Final Thoughts and Invitation for Debate28:49 Conclusion

You can follow/be friends with John right here: https://www.facebook.com/share/16f4uv2QEe/?mibextid=wwXIfrSupport me by subscribing to my substack! ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, host Jaden converses with John Steed about his life within and eventual departure from the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (FLDS). John shares compelling stories about growing up in Short Creek, his experiences with enforced polygamy, the challenges of working under extreme conditions, and the impact of Warren Jeffs' leadership on the community. They discuss the stark changes in the community, the injustices faced by FLDS members, John's personal struggles with the church's evolving doctrines, and his journey towards finding peace outside the FLDS. This intimate and revealing dialogue sheds light on the complexities and transformations within the FLDS community.01:33 John Steed's Family Background02:16 Childhood Memories in Short Creek03:26 Marriage and Life Changes05:57 Warren Jeffs' Influence and Community Changes07:41 Work and Community Dynamics27:34 The United Order and Its Impact39:54 Personal Reflections and Challenges46:18 Internet Restrictions and Questioning Leadership49:09 The First Men Sent Away in 200449:36 The Monument Incident and Priesthood Loss50:34 Community Shock and Family Displacement53:34 Confessions and Arbitrary Judgments58:15 Warren Jeffs' Influence and Questioning Faith01:04:12 Personal Reflections on Religion and Belief01:16:05 Touring the Community and Personal Memories01:24:33 Admiration for Johnny Harris01:24:43 Understanding FLDS and Mormonism01:25:54 Family Background and Choir Leadership01:26:24 Lawrence Steed's Current Status01:26:47 Winston Blackmore and Idaho Group01:28:32 COVID-19 and Personal Loss01:30:04 Reflections on Monogamy and Religion01:31:08 Leaving the FLDS Community01:32:56 Warren Jeffs' Influence and Teachings01:35:20 Sexual Abuse Allegations and Realizations01:48:18 Texas Raid and Legal Battles02:01:55 Reflections on Religion and Authority

Watch Part 1 right here: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9wWatch Part 2 right here:https://youtu.be/afttwZgxsFUYou can follow my sister on tik tok right here: ❤️  https://www.tiktok.com/@lifewithpixy?_t=ZP-8xQDBeKR7gl&_r=1Support me by subscribing to my substack! ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this heartfelt episode, siblings recount their emotional journey of leaving the FLDS community. They share vivid memories from their childhood, painful separations, and the challenges they faced while adapting to a new life outside the cult. From dealing with family estrangement to struggling with financial independence, this episode delves deep into their personal stories of resilience, hope, and discovery. They also discuss their spiritual deconstruction and the process of finding their own identities after leaving the FLDS. Tune in to hear their raw, unfiltered experiences and reflections.01:10 The Emotional Departure02:43 Struggles and Adjustments in Cedar09:10 Life in Denver: New Beginnings22:26 Challenges and Changes in Oklahoma29:47 Moving to North Dakota32:53 Settling in North Dakota37:36 Life in Fargo and Family Dynamics41:15 Rescuing Our Sister from Idaho41:48 The Decision to Buy a House42:53 Financial Struggles and Family Dynamics45:25 Renovation Challenges and Family Departure47:26 Realizing Self-Reliance57:50 The Move to Fargo01:03:13 Family Turmoil and Leaving the FLDS01:15:09 Adjusting to Life Outside the FLDS01:25:00 Final Thoughts and Reflections

Watch Part 1 right here: https://youtu.be/I-gZtaxMv9wYou can follow my sister on tik tok right here: ❤️  https://www.tiktok.com/@lifewithpixy?_t=ZP-8xQDBeKR7gl&_r=1Support me by subscribing to my substack! ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/This harrowing account depicts the emotional and psychological struggles faced by a 15-year-old girl within the FLDS community. She shares her experience of receiving a brutal message in 2012, labeling her immoral and condemning her to live in isolation. The narrative spans years of moving between hiding places, extreme isolation, and the constant fear of being considered unworthy. The story culminates in a brief period of hope as family members are reunited in Short Creek, only to be hit by more devastating separations, including the excommunication of family members. The script provides an unfiltered look into the torment and confusion that characterized their lives under strict religious control.00:29 Receiving a Devastating Message01:19 Living with Roy and the Isolation Experience02:12 Striving for Worthiness and Family Pressure04:48 Packing Up and the Journey to Colorado06:34 Life in Short Creek and the Triplexes15:54 Baptism and the Return to Hiding24:30 The Year of Forever Non-Members24:56 Confusion and Fear of Unborn Child Murder Accusations29:17 Life in 2013 and Moving to Hiding30:32 Living Without a Caretaker31:48 Life in Isolation32:25 Weekly Calls and Messages34:02 Moving Between Houses38:32 The Uncertainty of Relocation45:53 Arrival at Short Creek47:20 Life in Short Creek54:51 Unexpected Changes and Challenges56:32 The Departure From Short Creek

You can follow my sister on tik tok right here: ❤️  https://www.tiktok.com/@lifewithpixy?_t=ZP-8xQDBeKR7gl&_r=1Support me by subscribing to my substack! ❤️ https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/In this powerful episode, Jaden Jeffs and his sister Barbara share their harrowing experiences growing up and eventually escaping the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (FLDS). They recall vivid memories, from the oppressive atmosphere and strict rules enforced by their father, Warren Jeffs, to the emotional turmoil and confusion of being torn apart during state interventions and the infamous 2008 raid. Gain insight into their childhoods, the intense social dynamics within the cult, and their eventual journey to freedom. This candid discussion sheds light on the psychological and emotional scars left by their upbringing and their efforts to build new lives outside the oppressive control of the FLDS.00:41 Introduction to the Podcast00:52 Family Background01:28 Early Memories in Short Creek02:50 Father's Presence and Memories06:52 New Mothers and Family Dynamics08:31 Leaving Short Creek14:59 The Move to R130:21 Life at R1 and Moving to Texas31:43 Settling in Texas38:50 Daily Life and Work41:51 The Texas Raid50:18 Intense Interrogation by CPS51:12 Temple Secrets and Eternal Damnation51:55 The Raid: Separation and Fear01:01:35 Life in San Antonio: Adjusting to Normalcy01:04:41 Education and Rights: CPS Classes01:11:39 Hiding in Colorado: A New Adventure01:18:42 The New House: A Symbol of Status01:28:24 Sent Away: Consequences and Isolation

In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden shares a personal reflection on Father's Day, discussing his complex relationship with his father, Warren Jeffs. Jaden reads from his baby book, shares letters and pictures from his childhood, and reflects on the impact his father had on his life. He also speaks about his journey towards independence and how he has taken control of his own life after leaving the FLDS cult. Jaden encourages viewers to celebrate Father's Day and invites them to ask questions about his father for future content.00:15 Reflecting on My Relationship with Warren Jeffs00:26 Memories from My Baby Book01:23 Letters from Warren Jeffs05:38 Revelations and Teachings12:46 Postcards and Personal Messages21:03 Reflections on Independence and Father's Day24:23 Closing Remarks and Upcoming Content

In Episode 18 of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, Jaden Jeffs provides a detailed update on the FLDS migration to North Dakota. He discusses the increased number of FLDS members in the area, the reasons behind the move, their living arrangements, and concerns about underage marriages and Warren Jeffs' influence. Jaden shares personal anecdotes and clarifies misconceptions, giving a vivid picture of the current situation and possible future developments for both the FLDS community and local residents.00:32 FLDS Migration to North Dakota01:54 Personal Story: Moving to Fargo05:11 FLDS Expansion in North Dakota12:35 Warren Jeffs' Prophecies and Beliefs17:07 Concerns for North Dakota Residents25:42 Crazy Stories and Final Thoughts36:31 Conclusion and FarewellSupport my substack right here!!https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/Get a handwritten Cult Initiation letter right here:https://jadenjeffs.com/product/cult-initiation-letter/Get a hoodie right here!https://jadenjeffs.com/product/unisex...Have a great week!#FLDS #northdakota #cult 

Go subscribe to Amanda Rae!! https://youtube.com/@TheAmandaRaeGrant?si=aa029EHmVbGay3fjWatch the podcast we did just after this one, posted on her channel! https://youtu.be/qzFOhnnZ3lE?si=R_HI1Ac5ogIUBmfMIn this gripping episode, Amanda Rae shares her harrowing journey of escaping the Kingston polygamist group with hosts Jaden Jeffs. Amanda recounts the physical and emotional abuse she endured, her attempts to leave, and the moment she knew she had to escape for good. She details the dramatic encounter at the Order Bank, her battles with suicidal thoughts, and the systemic issues within the Kingston group, including forced marriages and rampant abuse. Tune in to hear Amanda's courageous story of survival, resilience, and healing.01:46 Wine and Casual Conversations03:01 Introducing Amanda Ray04:00 Strict Rules and Hypocrisy06:53 Family Dynamics and Polygamy24:31 Racism and Religious Beliefs33:30 David O. Kingston's Prison Scandal37:45 Procreation and Education in the Order38:20 Sexual Repression and Guilt40:34 Control and Predetermined Marriages42:27 Modesty and Shame56:08 Childhood and Work in the Order01:05:57 Running Away and Suicidal Thoughts01:19:42 The Impact of Childhood Programming01:20:34 Deciding to Leave the Group01:21:20 First Interactions with the Kingston Group01:25:43 Secret Relationship and Running Away01:27:41 Questioning Beliefs and Seeking Signs01:36:25 The Final Decision to Leave01:37:22 Confrontation at the Order Bank01:49:01 Aftermath and Support System01:52:29 Reflections and Future PlansSupport my substack right here!!https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/Get a hoodie right here!https://jadenjeffs.com/product/unisex-hoodie/Have a great week!

In this deeply insightful episode of the Jaden Jeffs Podcast, Jaden welcomes Katie Fisher and Kent Bull to share their powerful stories of leaving deeply religious cults. Katie, a former member of the FLDS, talks about her struggles with music education, personal discovery, and the emotional turmoil of questioning her faith. Kent, from the Kingston Group, adds context with his experiences and insights on creating a balanced life post-cult. This episode tackles themes such as finding one’s identity, building healthy relationships, discerning reality, and achieving personal healing and fulfillment. Essential viewing for anyone seeking understanding of life after leaving a high-control, religious environment.01:35 Introduction to the Podcast02:25 Katie and Kent's Love Story03:28 Katie's Background and Upbringing05:48 Musical Journey and Challenges08:59 The Impact of FLDS Rules on Music13:49 The United Order and Personal Struggles39:37 The Control and Restrictions on Women45:00 Katie's Determination to Learn Music48:14 The Hymn Book Debate48:54 Piano Performance and Approval49:55 Secret Music and Rebellion51:31 Voice Training and Singing Challenges01:01:20 Community and Creativity in FLDS01:01:51 College Aspirations and Restrictions01:13:28 Leaving FLDS for Music and Freedom01:21:43 College Life and New Experiences01:29:51 Public Declaration and Moving On01:35:30 Meeting New People and Processing FLDS Doctrine01:35:57 Discovering Warren Jeffs and Questioning Beliefs01:39:18 Balancing Gender Roles in Relationships01:47:44 The Role of a Good Father01:49:49 Core Questions for Leaving a Cult02:00:53 Building a New Community02:17:59 Final Thoughts and Future Plans

In this powerful episode of the 'Jaden Jeffs Podcast,' we delve deep into the life and struggles of Kent Bull, a man who grew up in the repressive and secretive Kingston Group. He shares his harrowing experiences of sexual and physical abuse, the emotional numbness he endured, and his path to healing through extensive therapy and EMDR. Kent also offers an intimate look into the internal dynamics and power structures of the Kingston Group, as well as reflections on broader themes of coercive control in religious cults. He poignantly discusses the implications of trauma, the painstaking journey toward emotional recovery, and the indomitable spirit needed to reclaim one's life. Tune in for an eye-opening conversation about truth, resilience, and the quest for genuine freedom.00:50 Welcome to the Podcast01:42 Understanding the Kingston Group03:21 Genealogy and Name Changes10:38 Polygamy and Family Dynamics16:35 Emotional Neglect and Psychological Impact37:53 Adolescence and Struggles with Identity43:22 Internet Restrictions and Policing Challenges43:50 Leaving at 29: Marriage and Depression45:00 College Struggles and Emotional Numbness46:54 Falling in Love and Questioning Beliefs49:54 Losing Faith in Divine Authority50:45 The God Experience at 2253:31 The Path to Truth and Leaving the Group01:24:45 Financial Control and Surveillance in the Kingston Group01:28:51 Leadership and Future of the Kingston Group01:29:26 Paul Kingston's Rise to Power01:30:30 Family Dynamics and Power Struggles01:32:06 Paul Kingston's Controversial Practices01:35:05 Financial Schemes and Money Laundering01:36:47 Future Leadership and Religious Shifts01:53:21 Therapy and Healing from Trauma02:07:04 Reflections on Emotional Recovery02:11:10 Conclusion and Final Thoughts

Jaden sits down with Kirk Weisler, Chief Morale Officer and former Army Ranger, to discuss a variety of topics ranging from personal growth and overcoming obstacles to building company culture. Kirk shares insights from his military background, recounts heartfelt stories of resilience and family, and provides practical advice on leadership and relationships. Join Jaden and Kirk as they delve into the complexities of life, the importance of brotherhood, and how to foster a fulfilling life through intentional actions and meaningful connections. Also, stay tuned as they navigate through humorous moments, eclectic food experiences, and the journey to building a successful podcast and business.

In this episode of The Jaden Jeffs Podcast, I share my personal story of growing up in the hidden homes of the FLDS—what we called "houses of hiding." These places were tucked away in Colorado, Wyoming, and beyond. From beautiful mountain views to soul-crushing isolation, this is what it was really like to be sent away by Warren Jeffs.Some moments were peaceful. Some were devastating. All of them shaped who I am.To support me subscribe on my substack ❤️  https://jadenjeffs.substack.com/👇 TIMESTAMPS:00:00 – Intro: What are the Houses of Hiding?01:40 – The view from Pikes Peak03:15 – How the hiding system started (2002–2005)05:00 – “You’re not worthy to be at the land of refuge”07:30 – My first house of hiding after the 2008 raid09:45 – Monument, Colorado: The brick house13:10 – What it was like day-to-day in hiding17:45 – Other hiding locations: Woodland Park, Buena Vista, and more20:00 – The Quake House and secret baptisms22:40 – The 24 House and the beauty of isolation25:00 – Norway: 40 acres of depression29:10 – Life as one of 20 boys, separated from family33:30 – How the caretakers managed us35:45 – What happened after 2014: More houses, more silence38:20 – Wood projects, sewing, and storehouse assignments41:15 – Why play was illegal in the FLDS44:00 – How the messages killed our joy47:30 – Reading the message from Warren Jeffs53:20 – The guilt, pressure, and fear of damnation58:00 – Hiding vs. freedom: Why the beauty wasn’t enough1:02:00 – Reflecting on those years, and what comes next

In this episode of the Jaden Jeffs podcast, we delve deep into the current state of the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (FLDS). We explore the complexities of its leadership under the rule of Warren Jeffs, with insights into how his mental state and directives impact the community. Through personal anecdotes and observations, we discuss the plight of boys and girls within the FLDS, the challenges of secret marriages, and the financial dynamics sustaining the church. We also examine the emotional and psychological toll on FLDS members, the geographic spread of the community, and the ambiguous loyalties that some members experience. This episode aims to shed light on the many different situations and struggles faced by those within the FLDS today.01:18 Current Leadership of the FLDS02:36 Complications with Warren Jeffs' Leadership08:29 Marriage Practices in the FLDS22:00 Estimating FLDS Membership29:27 Funding and Financials of the FLDS35:36 Reflecting on Working for FLDS Companies35:52 Challenges Faced by FLDS Boys37:23 The Confusing Messages from Warren Jeffs38:09 The Struggles of Loyalty and Encouragement44:33 The Isolation and Yearning of FLDS Members47:36 Uncle Seth's Influence and Controversies01:00:18 The Reality of FLDS Life Today01:06:53 Advice for Helping FLDS Members