WORD OF THE WOMB

In this episode, I share about my sabbatical from my work, my descent into the darker realms, and what I've learned about nourishing my womb and building yin in this process. Living in a yang world, building yin is important for balance and health. Spirituality itself can be an upward movement, outward focused, yang experience. Feminine spirituality needs to be focused on nourishing yin in order for it to be sustainable for our bodies, our souls and energy. I explore and critique in this episode the societal focus and celebration solely on yang, outward, and love & light energy.....and I explore how we can honor the lunar, darker, feminine, descending energies in order to be balanced. I created a free class on yin cultivation teaching you all the lifestyle changes, diet, and practices I have used! It includes a 30 min womb nourishment deep void meditation. Dm me on Instagram @juilailarose "yin nourishment" to receive it!

Juilaila shares the latest update of her life story in cutting ties with toxic relationship patterns and  anchoring into her own Sovereignty after a traumatic divorce and the awakening of her own narcicisstic abuse and childhood sexual trauma that was previously repressed. 

In this episode Juilaila shares her story in REAL TIME of healing from childhood sexual trauma from her own father and how that has affected all her relationships.She unwinds the chords that kept her attracting trauma bonded relationships with "Daddy" men who were always at least a good 20 years older than her.She separates in her psyche..."sky daddy" into "sacred father" and "divine lover" as TWO separate archetypes instead of one.She escapes the Pecan farm where there was another man playing this role as Chaotic Daddy....And from this MASSIVE boundary setting, chord cutting initiatory moment- she has now softly landed into a bathtub in Austin.AND she has even manifested a new kind of man...not the King archetype...but a healer-lover archetype man here to prepare her for Him.She receives this luscious sensual medicine that heals her as she calls in more abundance at the same time.She shares the exact way she prayed and manifested the EXACT amount needed to fix her car to be able to get on the road to Marfa...where she knows the King awaits.But is the King just herself? Or is it a man? stay tuned!

Juilaila tells her story of waking up from a lifetime of abuse as an empath in codependent relationships with people functioning as narcissists in her life.In the wake of her recent divorce, repressed sexual abuse memories revealed and mental health breakdown, she now finds herself on a vast and beautiful pecan farm...in a bathtub, recording this episode.She shares how she learned how to gain boundaries and come into Sovereignty, Wholeness and Freedom from the codependent patterns <3