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Beyond The Mud — 74 episodes

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When You’re Tired of Fighting but Still Show Up Anyway

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I’m Tired, I’m Trying, and I’m Not Giving Up | Journal Entry 39

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Boardwalk Academy Series: Michelle’s Story of Survival, Self-Discovery, and Stepping Into Her Power

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Why Your Mind and Heart Are Fighting

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What Happens When You Re-Listen to Your Own Story

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Your Brain Needs These 5 Questions (Before It Self-Destructs)

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Journal Entry 38: Emails, Death Threats, and a Meditation You Didn’t Know You Needed

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Lets Relax, Reset, Refocus – 10-Minute Guided Meditation

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5 Things You Can Do TODAY to Jump Start Your Life!

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Journal Entry #37: Too Many Faces – Owning the Real You

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No More Chaos… So Why Do I Still Feel Lost? | Journal Entry 37

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✅ How to forgive yourself (even when others don’t)

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Journal Entry #36: Building a Better Life Can Feel Lonely… But It’s Worth It

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How to Handle Haters: Friends, Family & Internet Trolls

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Push Play and Lets Talk About It | Cycles Don’t Break Themselves. You Gotta Shatter ‘Em

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How to Talk to Difficult People (Without Losing Your Mind)

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The Truth About Adulting on the Fourth of July

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When Growth Gets Boring (And What Happens Next)

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The Silent Poison That’s Killing Your Confidence

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Healing Means Growing the Hell Up – Emotional Intelligence 101

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This Week Tested Me—And I Showed Up Anyway Bonus Episode Journal Entry 33

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You’re Not Overreacting: How to Trust Yourself Again

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Healing Means Cutting People Off — Even If They're Family

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From Rock Bottom to 5AM: How I Got My Kids, My Mind, and My Purpose Back

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What If You’re Not Behind—You’re Just on a Different Path?

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Anxiety vs. Creativity: Why Your Mind’s at War (and How to Win)

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The Hardest Person to Forgive Is Yourself (Here’s How I Did It)

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How I Learned to Trust Myself (Even When I Was Terrified)

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Five Years Without Sex: What It Taught Me About Shame, Healing, and Control

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Laughter, Anxiety, and 7 Months Sober: The Fight to Keep Going

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Funny Over Fear Part 1

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Broke But Unbroken: The Chapter Nobody Wants To Talk About

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Journal Entry 32: Unfiltered and Unbreakable: How to Rise Stronger Through Life's Chaos

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Through the Mud: 84 Days of Sobriety, Struggles, and Strength Journal Entry 31

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Thanksgiving Eve" Journal Entry 30

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Beyond The Mud: Part 9 The Rise

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Day 46: Journal Entry 29

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The Bully Part 2: Journal Entry 28

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The Big Bad Anger: Journal Entry 27

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Beyond The Mud: Part 8 The Weight of One Day and The Strength of Another

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When You Say "NO" You Will Grow: Journal Entry 26

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How My Podcast Helped Save My Life: Journal Entry 25

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Beyond :The Mud Part 7: The Big Thank You

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Day 31 - Walk the Walk - Journal Entry 24

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Through The Voice Of Others: Journal Entry 23

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Beyond The Mud Part 6: Stability? What's That?

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I am was The Hero and The Villain: Journal Entry 22

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THE MOVEMENT: Journal Entry 21

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MEN-tal HEALTH: Real Men Feel: Beyond The Mud Special

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The Blessings and Curse of Anxiety: Journal Entry 20

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Beyond The Mud Part 5: Asylum

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Reborn in Solitude-Redefining Relationships: Journal Entry 19

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The Power of Anger: Journal Entry 18

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The Reminder: Journal Entry 17

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Pulling Back The Curtains: Journal Entry 16

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A Letter To My Younger Self: Journal Entry 15

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Beyond The Mud Part 4: Love, Chaos, & Redemption

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I Got Drunk During a Therapy Session: Journal Entry 14

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The Bully: Journal Entry 13

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Being Tested: Journal Entry 12

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Facing My Shadows: Journal Entry 11

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Why My Truth Makes Other Uncomfortable: Journal 10

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Beyond The Mud Part 3: Toxic Love

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The Strength In Boredom

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Empty Walls: Journal Entry 8

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Cravings and Curveballs: Journal Entry 7

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Through The Fire: Journal Entry 6

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Journal Entry 5: MOMENTUM

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Beyond The Mud Part 2: Aftermath

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Day Zero Journal Entry 4

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I'm So Tired Journal Entry 3

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Still In The Fight Journal Entry 2

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Through The Mud Journal Entry 1

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The Last Ride

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