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In the healing of trauma you are given so much information about divinity

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The totality of you returned from trauma

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In healing you are being put back together like a shattered cup - you’re being made whole

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Because in trauma you are severed from love & divinity - the healing is home - love & reconnection

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Your trauma is not your truth - but to get to your truth you must face it

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You don’t get to run the world when you heal but you do get to be whole -at peace with u

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There is always another version of you .. always

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Expect the unexpected in healing trauma - surprise is not an option - it will happen

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So many chances to heal & live again with love -

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No matter your trauma, you can heal / just ask for help - it will come & not in the way you imagined

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There’s always something bigger going on - it’s not just the trauma

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You will heal - whatever happened - whenever it happened - it’s all possible

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Locate your child - whatever happened to them - they’re blacked out shut down - go wake them up

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There are layers to be torn down to get to the prison where you’ve been held hostage

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You the predator & the trauma cook together - all of it needs to be expelled

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Yess.. it’s a departure .. you will have to leave or metaphorically “die” - all of your trauma clean

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You are the gift but like the lotus flower you might need to nourish in the dark

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Trauma is contradiction - deceit - you’ve left home - you have to get home

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You’re energy & trauma is “blocked” energy - it’s a boulder in your tea cup - it needs extraction -

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You got nothing on the technology of the plant medecine - it is the trauma revolution

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It’s a practical process in healing - it may feel unknown but it’s happening ..

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You’re the perfection disfigured by trauma - & then you’re perfect again

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The trauma is bad but it’s the refusal of your life force your divinity that’s the damage

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Yachts armor & dark energy .. it’s all part of the healing of trauma.. waking up

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There’s a choice - a real choice when u face trauma - it’s YOU that finally matters

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Darkness can’t exist in the light - that’s where the medecine comes in

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39 trillion microbacterial bugaloolas all over you - you can’t see like - like the shadow

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You’re here .. stuck, unstuck .. big .. small - it’s your journey .. live it

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Pretty straight up procedure in trauma to be unwrangled

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Power- yes .. it’s part of the big theme of fear - your traumatized .. your powerless

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Fear - an interesting dilemma - an energetic cauldron & a force to be battled

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You can’t be “half” of anything - like pregnancy - like an avalanche - everything must be seen

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You’re nature - every single piece of you is nature .. but you’re severed from your spirit

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If there’s trauma you’re blinded by terror - that’s the source - shutdown

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And then the moment comes when the first terrifying wound is faced - the universe is healing

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Yes we’re nature - all the information you need lives there - that’s where I can heal

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Yes.. your energy .. every last cell is carrying every part of you including le trauma

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It’s subtle entangled sophisticated & sick - but traumas are real life stories

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The most powerful initial weapon in healing is meditation

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Here it is - the code .. where are u?

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So many lessons in the dark.. so much repair - seriously it’s like an emergency ward

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Expose & expel - that’s how trauma heals - are you ready?

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Your trauma has a character - an understanding - it needs to be understood to be healed

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No point pulling out your guitar to twang your way back to healing - the path is fierce

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Energetic imprinting us real & needs to be cleansed

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& then the universe shows up & dissolves you & then huh??

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You have to risk all of you to get all of you back

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The journey home is the reconnect with your little munchkin

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How do you know your healing? Your beginning to feel the truth .. messy difficult but true

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Evil is ether - it weaves into you & you can’t see it - until you can

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How can someone replace your childhood - the medecine can

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Decode your whole system ..& heal

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You’re not a social security number - you’re a breathing living piece of nature & divinity

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You’re going there to heal.. it’s not a competition

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When the student is ready the jigsaw puzzle is put back in place

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Can you hear them calling? It’s you .. your higher self .. listen .. go

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If you’re in camouflage ..try the Gap.. & expose your wounds only then can healing take place

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You may not hear the pounding on the door when the universe comes knocking it might take a tragedy

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And of course it won’t be easy .. & you’ll know but hung until the trauma is faced

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The journey home is the journey back to your soul & no it’s not easy ..

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You’re here but not .. if you’re held captive by trauma you need to heal

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Trauma is the absence of love - the way home is to love

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Because your nature & that nature heals everything

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Because you need to be cleansed if there’s trauma

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So much to learn .. always ongoing with the aya

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Time to go home

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There is never “an end” just a transition after you heal trauma

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Your trauma is the refusal of you.. your healing is the ignition of what you have refused ..

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Face the trauma face the dark & be released

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As you’re dissolved you’re made whole..

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There’s a truth of you that’s bigger than your trauma

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You will see earth after you’re in space

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It’s a circle.. to be made whole you must die ( metaphorically) & eliminate the trauma

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When the final showdown happens with your trauma all of you is returned

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You can heal .. but you have to return to the scene of the crime

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You will return to the scene of the crime and you will be healed

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When you blacked out - you froze - & the darkness stampeded - now you found the breaker switch

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There’s even more - the deeper you go

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Different ways to take the first step into your trauma

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The medecine is a practical experience - you need to become whole

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Whose afraid of the big bad wolf? You are if there’s trauma, but the wolf is weak& you’ll find out

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You will reach farewell - where your soul is being returned ..

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You need to take the elevator to your basement - that’s where your storing your trauma

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If the baton they pass on is diseased - throw it out - don’t try to fix it

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Trauma is a battle with the dark - you will need a fabulous knights armor

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A perfect platter

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And then the fierce warrior of love shows up!!

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The gift of life is love - that’s your pass into the candy store

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In you go.. crash burn rebuild

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The deeper you go into your trauma the more your mission is defined

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Sub personalities hold your shit .. go get your shit

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Agreements in the dark

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Game over.. that’s where the destination is ..

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Finding Waldo .. that you in trauma .. where are you?

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Every connection must be dissolved .. sometimes you can’t see the most important connection

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All sorts of everything in a spin dry cycle that you have to stop

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Wait.. you’re human? What does that mean.. ? You won’t have a clue until you dissolve ..

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It’s straightforward .. if you follow the path

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Humpty Dumpty does get put back together ..

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Healing with ayahuasca is a practical act