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Hunting down your BLACKBOX — 368 episodes · page 1 of 4
In the healing of trauma you are given so much information about divinity
The totality of you returned from trauma
In healing you are being put back together like a shattered cup - you’re being made whole
Because in trauma you are severed from love & divinity - the healing is home - love & reconnection
Your trauma is not your truth - but to get to your truth you must face it
You don’t get to run the world when you heal but you do get to be whole -at peace with u
There is always another version of you .. always
Expect the unexpected in healing trauma - surprise is not an option - it will happen
So many chances to heal & live again with love -
No matter your trauma, you can heal / just ask for help - it will come & not in the way you imagined
There’s always something bigger going on - it’s not just the trauma
You will heal - whatever happened - whenever it happened - it’s all possible
Locate your child - whatever happened to them - they’re blacked out shut down - go wake them up
There are layers to be torn down to get to the prison where you’ve been held hostage
You the predator & the trauma cook together - all of it needs to be expelled
Yess.. it’s a departure .. you will have to leave or metaphorically “die” - all of your trauma clean
You are the gift but like the lotus flower you might need to nourish in the dark
Trauma is contradiction - deceit - you’ve left home - you have to get home
You’re energy & trauma is “blocked” energy - it’s a boulder in your tea cup - it needs extraction -
You got nothing on the technology of the plant medecine - it is the trauma revolution
It’s a practical process in healing - it may feel unknown but it’s happening ..
You’re the perfection disfigured by trauma - & then you’re perfect again
The trauma is bad but it’s the refusal of your life force your divinity that’s the damage
Yachts armor & dark energy .. it’s all part of the healing of trauma.. waking up
There’s a choice - a real choice when u face trauma - it’s YOU that finally matters
Darkness can’t exist in the light - that’s where the medecine comes in
39 trillion microbacterial bugaloolas all over you - you can’t see like - like the shadow
You’re here .. stuck, unstuck .. big .. small - it’s your journey .. live it
Pretty straight up procedure in trauma to be unwrangled
Power- yes .. it’s part of the big theme of fear - your traumatized .. your powerless
Fear - an interesting dilemma - an energetic cauldron & a force to be battled
You can’t be “half” of anything - like pregnancy - like an avalanche - everything must be seen
You’re nature - every single piece of you is nature .. but you’re severed from your spirit
If there’s trauma you’re blinded by terror - that’s the source - shutdown
And then the moment comes when the first terrifying wound is faced - the universe is healing
Yes we’re nature - all the information you need lives there - that’s where I can heal
Yes.. your energy .. every last cell is carrying every part of you including le trauma
It’s subtle entangled sophisticated & sick - but traumas are real life stories
The most powerful initial weapon in healing is meditation
Here it is - the code .. where are u?
So many lessons in the dark.. so much repair - seriously it’s like an emergency ward
Expose & expel - that’s how trauma heals - are you ready?
Your trauma has a character - an understanding - it needs to be understood to be healed
No point pulling out your guitar to twang your way back to healing - the path is fierce
Energetic imprinting us real & needs to be cleansed
& then the universe shows up & dissolves you & then huh??
You have to risk all of you to get all of you back
The journey home is the reconnect with your little munchkin
How do you know your healing? Your beginning to feel the truth .. messy difficult but true
Evil is ether - it weaves into you & you can’t see it - until you can
How can someone replace your childhood - the medecine can
Decode your whole system ..& heal
You’re not a social security number - you’re a breathing living piece of nature & divinity
You’re going there to heal.. it’s not a competition
When the student is ready the jigsaw puzzle is put back in place
Can you hear them calling? It’s you .. your higher self .. listen .. go
If you’re in camouflage ..try the Gap.. & expose your wounds only then can healing take place
You may not hear the pounding on the door when the universe comes knocking it might take a tragedy
And of course it won’t be easy .. & you’ll know but hung until the trauma is faced
The journey home is the journey back to your soul & no it’s not easy ..
You’re here but not .. if you’re held captive by trauma you need to heal
Trauma is the absence of love - the way home is to love
Because your nature & that nature heals everything
Because you need to be cleansed if there’s trauma
So much to learn .. always ongoing with the aya
Time to go home
There is never “an end” just a transition after you heal trauma
Your trauma is the refusal of you.. your healing is the ignition of what you have refused ..
Face the trauma face the dark & be released
As you’re dissolved you’re made whole..
There’s a truth of you that’s bigger than your trauma
You will see earth after you’re in space
It’s a circle.. to be made whole you must die ( metaphorically) & eliminate the trauma
When the final showdown happens with your trauma all of you is returned
You can heal .. but you have to return to the scene of the crime
You will return to the scene of the crime and you will be healed
When you blacked out - you froze - & the darkness stampeded - now you found the breaker switch
There’s even more - the deeper you go
Different ways to take the first step into your trauma
The medecine is a practical experience - you need to become whole
Whose afraid of the big bad wolf? You are if there’s trauma, but the wolf is weak& you’ll find out
You will reach farewell - where your soul is being returned ..
You need to take the elevator to your basement - that’s where your storing your trauma
If the baton they pass on is diseased - throw it out - don’t try to fix it
Trauma is a battle with the dark - you will need a fabulous knights armor
A perfect platter
And then the fierce warrior of love shows up!!
The gift of life is love - that’s your pass into the candy store
In you go.. crash burn rebuild
The deeper you go into your trauma the more your mission is defined
Sub personalities hold your shit .. go get your shit
Agreements in the dark
Game over.. that’s where the destination is ..
Finding Waldo .. that you in trauma .. where are you?
Every connection must be dissolved .. sometimes you can’t see the most important connection
All sorts of everything in a spin dry cycle that you have to stop
Wait.. you’re human? What does that mean.. ? You won’t have a clue until you dissolve ..
It’s straightforward .. if you follow the path
Humpty Dumpty does get put back together ..
Healing with ayahuasca is a practical act