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Energy holds information - frozen terror/energy hold your trauma - dissolve it

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You got cooked .. so now you can uncook.. you can go all the way back..

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Terror is a gravitational force - you are shackled to the predator like a magnet

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Of course you can heal ., the universe is waiting in the wings to catch you ..

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There is a home .. a true home .. a you that is a perfect Yes..

106

If you hate yourself don’t .. you didn’t learn to refuse yourself .. it was part of the trauma

107

Take the belt out of the washing machine ..

108

You.. the injury & the coverup - it’s the equation of trauma

109

Don’t get limited by other people’s limitations ...trauma gets healed in bigger places

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You’re not the trauma ..but how will you know if you can’t see it

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You can’t see a mental wound ..but now you can ..

112

Life .. it’s a little ask.. you just need to cut down a forest ..

113

If your stork got ambushed and you landed in the wrong place .. Call Aya

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Yes dark energy exists .. but it’s sneakier than you think

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Yikes .. you mean I get to be connected to divinity? Like on my own.. like yesss

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Trauma happens as a sequence - to tear it down you need to follow the sequence back

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Just go in...let yourself be spin dryed & washed out - it’s nature . Go with it

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You build around a crooked trestle .. it’s energetic ..your whole body is graffitied with the abuse

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So much help waiting to for you if you’re willing to “go there” ie not here

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The motivation to heal is the love for you - the love hidden under the 7 circles of hell

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It will get weird & you will say WTF but in the end it’s a beautiful love story home

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What was there before the Big Bang? There was a you before the trauma...

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No ones coming .. u think as a child that the predator will save u but they won’t

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You’re going into energetic territory .. you need guides

125

When you move everything had to go.. every last nail.. healing is an all or nothing game

126

You’re energy .. bottom line ..storage rooms of energy is where you keep trauma .. get back & heal

127

You can be healed but you need to return to the frequency in which you were injured

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Trauma happens in a different frequency if you’re a child - you need the key

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The Aya will love you back into existence .. so all your poison will be removed

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Your power .., your life .. your kingdom.. it does not belong to trauma!

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What woowoo?? Just do it & plunge ..

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You get replanted .. whatever was scorched damaged suffocated returns .. you’re him/her again

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The closet .. the shadow.. the shit show .. no one wants to go in .. but that’s where the gold is..

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Of course you’re ready .. you were born ready to THRIVE - blow up the blockade

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You’re the everything .. you just need to lift the hood of the car

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To freeze or to dissolve ... that’s the question ..

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There is only ONE of you..all of it must work as one moving energetic field .. not broken into shard

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The tienemen square moment - you & your trauma face off

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Transformation is not that noticeable .. only sped up can you see it’s power

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2x {xyz)#+y7...huh? you are the end result of an equation. .. if that’s trauma . Uncode

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It’s ohhh sooo much bigger .. you are divinity itself ..

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How do we work? A mystery

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You’re the fish in the net .. removed from the soup.. the soup is home ..

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When everything feels wrong you know there’s a right somewhere

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A room with a view - not a view to the back of a building

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Such a conundrum.. & a cleansing .. it’s a maze ..& a journey for 100% connect

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There’s an “original” you - a blueprint that got stolen - go find it

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That original feeling that you’ve stored away .. that beautiful divinity of you ..that’s the mussion

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You’re an energetic structure .. welcome to you.. built in hell .. designed by hell

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The gift is just “the party” - you get to go to the ball of life.. you get the call back home

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In trauma your like a torpedoed ship - fragments floating at the mercy of the wind .. whole is home

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In trauma there’s fragmentation - look at the end of the equation - you’re not that

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Yep.. there’s a you you’ve never known .. & you will meet them once the invaders leave

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Did someone shout “fire”? Then run .. but come back & rebuild - traumas a diva

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Why the shadow ? Because no-one was there to love you when it happened

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You will find out everything & more .. if you discover your trauma ..you are the universe

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You built all of your armor - yes .. you’re the master craftsman of your survival

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And when you see the truth you will be free

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There will be a new you.... once you’ve wrangled the demons

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You will survive.. of course you will..the universe is pushing you to grow

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There can be not one dust of darkness left for total freedom - healing is the lighting up of dark

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Of course the universe loves you .. but how would you know if you’re smothered in trauma

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Trauma is an oil spill - you were the original magnificent clear ocean - you just gotta clean up

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There’s a you before the trauma ..a you that has an original script

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If you have trauma -accept the challenge to heal

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You’ll get a face lift but you won’t release your endless suffering with a plant medecine huh??

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There’s a method to the madness.. if you understand the method the removal works

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& then you will finally slay the dragon ..& the trauma will be resolved

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The destination is not the trauma - the trauma is just another stop on the way

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It wasn’t a good day when the trauma hit.. find the vault

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Wait.. there’s more? Trauma has TONS of lessons ..to heal you have to learn

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You won’t know .. you will suffer & then you won’t because YOU WILL KNOW - do chill

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No need to “read” anything .. listen closely to you.. healing happens in the heart .. no library the

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Trauma creates layers... each layer needs to be carpet bombed ..

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Lots of seeing ., lots of dissolving & unearthing - the shadow us a “trip” pack appropriately

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Will you go THERE...if you want to heal trauma you NEED TO

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Looking for safety is paramount in trauma

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Trauma is a dungeon keeper in your past - it’s there you need to travel

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You will keep crashing through walls until you face the trauma & then there’s another one ..

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Don’t count on organizing the universe .. she doesn’t care about your “schedule”

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Energy is like a great cake - it forms in layers - each layer needs to be dissolved

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Never argue with the universe

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If you’re a prisoner of trauma don’t accept your assignment -

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Don’t argue with the universe because you will lose 100%

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Trauma is like living inside a washing machine that’s been on it’s final cycle your whole life

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Trauma is frozen energy - solid, packed .. it disrupts “the flow” - a landline in a garden of flower

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You’re baked - your trauma is built into the cake - the medecine extricates you

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Trauma = Terror = fear ... simple to cook difficult to uncook but can be done - don’t give in

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If you open the door of the shadow you won’t know what awaits ..

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Dark energies in the underworld of your trauma

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Did you get into the candy shop? Or did the bouncer of fear refuse you entry?

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If you drip poison into blotting paper daily it will rot

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You’re built of active energy - everything is energy - trauma is an ACTIVE wound inside your field

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Fear is the organizing principle of trauma - how to deactivate it

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If you can look under a microscope to see what’s “really” happening you can do ayahuasca

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You need to find your soul .. trauma evicts your soul ...

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Of course you don’t know.. you’ve been marinated in shit .. trauma is the tell tale sign

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So much to know .. & unknow in trauma

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It’s all a huge mystery.. remember that .. and in that huge mystery you can be healed ..

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The firewall of fear around the fetid lake of sewage - trauma is a clean up -