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Trauma likes neat corners

Get rid of it all

Oh the places you’ll go..

Keep opening to the mystery

Time to show up

Onto the backroads to heal

The magic hospiral

Every imprint is in you

You’ll survive

Healing the continent of grief

If you’re traumatized you’ve built a defense mechanism not you..

What goes up must come down

What dimension?

Inter dimension travel

Keep sitting with the fear

Why do it... because no one wants to be a prisoner.. outside or inside...

You arrive to u..

What was my original face before my mother & father was born

Yes.. everything sits in your energetic field

Illegal squatters need to leave..

Find your self hatred

You contain all the info in EVERY cell of your body..

You are the crystalline Aegean the trauma an oil spill...

To see or not to see that’s the question..

Wash rinse repeat...

There’s no “rehearsing” to be you..

Badger your ego..

And then you must tear it all out..

Everything on the path will tell you you’re going the wrong way.. keep going

When the Odyssey into the forest is over.. the dragon slayed.. a new path..

Yessss... Humpty Dumpty can be put back together.. rewrite yourself with ayahuasca...

A few tips for entering the rabbit hope

Healing is a “long game” - get frustrated but keep going..

Act one scene one... it was going on well before you arrived...

How much of you lives in the light?

Yep... embrace the unknown like it’s a new local restaurant.. visit .. try .. let it sink in ..heal

To move forward we must shed.... egos like stability .. like the stock market ..

You will not know anything .. & dissolving encounter realms that will guide you home ..

The path is never clear ... until you start looking back...

Because you’re not enough.. because you’re always negotiating you.. because you’re “wrong?” Huh???

To be vulnerable sweet loved safe .. the holy grail of healing .. the mothership ..

If you want out ..dissolve the darkness with love

Inner healing is a “expose & expel” strategy - no half measures - All or nothing

Fearless presence in hell is the gift

Darkness demons .. welcome to the underworld

Ayahuasca is not a one time affair.. it’s like a nuclear explosion that will transform everything

The energetic trap has to be seen fully for it to lose it’s fuel..

It’s a crowded stage .. you don’t arrive to act 1 - there’s no space for you in trauma

In the end neither of it really matters - the armor or the shadow ..as the zen say “there’s nowhere

Ice fishing through a thousand years of ice - penetrating the crust ..

The truth is not who you are ... she has to go ... therein the great journey

The trauma will put you on a leash..

You have to make the choice - your child or the dragon .. love or fear ...

Whatever your code .. your dragon..🌼🌼it will threaten you if you want to leave

The path will disappear

Returning home

Wakanisha - sacred children

We all arrive as a package of powerlessness .. what happens after

Scooby doo ayahuasca .. is this energetic body for real... so many demons in the underworld..

When it turns out your parent is THE PREDATOR...

Yes.. you’re IT.. all of IT... problem is someone blocked off your EVERYTHING

Switch up your divinity.. & commit to YOU with ayahuasca

Clean out your demons & pull the breaker switch back ON

Go .. bring yourself home.. GOOO .. you ARE THE WARRIOR!

The ayahuasca will give you the greatest gifts.. not always the ones you want

And then the ayahuasca knocked on my door ..

Piercing the first veil - The shitshow & meditation

Hunting down your BLACKBOX (Trailer)