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What if you can’t see the enemy? In trauma the enemy is ether..

The firewall of fear & the mastery of your presence

Wrong destination? Did the Uber drop you off at the wrong place ? Perhaps it’s time to GPS locstion

Humpty Dumpty can put itself back together

The Honda or the rolls Royce of healing ? An ape or the whole universe - yes .. you have a choice..

The trick of darkness is the strongest force you’ll face

Many layers many stories .. all gravitating around trauma

Ok.. you don’t win anything - there’s no prize .. just your freedom .. is that enough?

Time to go.. yikes .. but you said you wanted to heal!!

Yes you can...

Everything is it..

Yikes .. how much do you need to clean?? All of it..

Let the universe take it from here..

Next.. you will never know what’s next - Relax .. surrender..

You’re not a chimney sweep ...

To defend or not to defend.. that is the question..

You live on the other side of trauma

Never underestimate the dark.. it shows up in vulnerability .. & it’s there where you slay it

Don’t kid yourself.. evil roams in ether ..trauma exists void of love - the summit is a journey homd

It’s a total demolition & rebuild - if there’s a trauma it’s a total injury - everything needs work

You’re it.. no books words .. niente nada can replace you as an energetic force of nature

It happened it’s packed with energy & then it didn’t.. it never happened..

Defense mechanisms are a battalion of soldiers to ensure you survive .. but they’re also the crypt

Life isn’t “heavy” or “spiritual” it’s just life - there’s shit & no shit.. there are clouds & sun..

Sitting is the threshold into your odyssey

Trauma can be traced .. there’s a point at which it grew .. follow the tributary back

Go on .. get back into the party / trauma us a party pooper

The man & the king - the gurl & the queen - simple ... if you want to rise ranks face it ALL

It’s a domino effect.. an avalanche but first the odyssey

Simple & magical - apes need to stop believing other apes all the time ..

The scene of the crime & the holy grail - your sown back together

Humpty Dumpty gets put back together .. yep.. the fairytale was re-edited..

It’s a long way to Tipperary 🤪🤪

There is always help.. no.. I mean real hrlp

You can’t take some out & leave some in.. all of it needs to go

Addiction - are you chased by demons? Blacked out trauma - to stay or to leave ..

Because it’s not here.. not this .. this is the one dimension of many .. your trauma sits in anither

You’re part of a story ..your trauma is not you.. it happened “to you” - to leave you must see..

It’s all you & not you .. so what is it?

If you’ve been pushed to the edge of the cliff .. will you jump?

Does a universe get built in a day.. naaahhh

If you open the vault to your shadow the process of resurrection has a fixed plan

Yikes.. here you go.. down the rabbit hole .. hope you packed a lunch

If you’re emerging from the depths of trauma you are Poseidon surfacing ..

Let’s not get “spiritual” let’s get honest .. call a spade a spade

If there’s a crime .. there’s usually accomplices - healing requires that everyone gets caught

Commitment & victory

It’s a simple equation becoming whole - there’s no woo woo just seeing it from a distance

Who do you send on a dangerous mission - the elite - the navy seals - trauma requires nothing less..

You are radiant light they say.. but not if you’re splattered with trauma

At some point the whole dark skeleton will be dredged up.. & you will be released..

Healing in other dimensions.. huh?

All the men & women merely players.. act 1 scene 1 - where did u get dropped off..

The journey is subtle.. the trauma is intricate .. don’t be fooled by headlines ..

Once you’re in you don’t know you’re in..then a spark ignites the fire .. will you stay or go?

You make a ton of stops on the way back home from trauma ..

If you fall you feel the knock .. you’re human- you’re here .you can’t pretend yourself out of this

Are you aren’t you? Will you won’t you? So much self doubt .. where’s my lifeboat?

You want to go on a mystical “spiritual” journey with Kumbaya tracks to heal trauma .. think again

If you want to heal it feel it..

Your life.. your path .. your power

There is no “to be or not to be” there’s “to love or not to love” that’s all trauma needs LOVE

Your pilgrimage might be bigger than the trauma

Stopping the momentum of a transatlantic liner .. dealing with trauma

Trauma lodges within you .. a seismic energy it navigates everything .. your life force is on hood

You are energy .. you arrive to an energetic cauldron that’s been bubbling with its own motivations

Unearth & shed... dig & dispose ...the aya is the tractor for that manicured ego

Everything wants you to be it’s captive

The untrodden cellar of your soul

The subtle operation of detachment

If your traumatized you’re a host for evil

Going into ayahuasca

It’s a much bigger consciousness than we think

No time or space

It’s not what happened it’s what you refused to feel

The whole truth & nothing but the truth..

Dissolving robots

Trauma is an annexation .. like A kingdom annexing a country ..the generals will show up

Leering the medecine in..

Why? ..,

& then you will finally show up

Of course you don’t know & of course you’re scared .. you’re the one who was captured..

Of course you want to go home .. & yes there’s a path back..

You’re armor isn’t pretty always.. it’s a lumbering defensive in your face swat team that suffocates

The blueberry pie filling..

Homeward bound ..the disentangling of you..

It’s not what you think.. it will never be what you expect... that’s the shift

You’re “snatched” on arrival .. or not ..

There is nothing here that will give you what you want

Power.. how much are you owned .. how much do you own?

Ode to the eternal love of the universe

Get frustrated .. give up hope ... get whatever & then come back.. & keep going

The darkness is real... & so is driving through fog

Stay home.. stay at your center .. anchored .. sit in the shitshow & heal

Open.. open more ... open until you’re all gone..

Jet fueled amorreee from the source - that’s the hift

In trauma you’re hanging onto the cliff face.. there’s no cliff face only a broken lightswitch

It’s all you & it’s all good

A hostile takeover

The breaker switch & the trick