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Taking a Chronic Illness Break | A Body Rebels: A Chronic Illness Podcast

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Exercising With Chronic Illness: Heart Failure, Sarcoidosis, and Recovery

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Mourning the Person I Was: Chronic Illness and Ambiguous Loss

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What a Black Bear Taught Me About Chronic Illness

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Prednisone Withdrawal: When My Body Finally Said Enough

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The Bad Day I Fear Won’t End: Chronic Illness and an Uncertain Tomorrow

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Medical Honesty, Driving, and the Fear of Losing Independence

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When Time Speeds Up With Chronic Illness And All You Need Is Peace

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Living With Chronic Illness Without Living in Fear of Death

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Chronic Illness and Hope: Why Positivity Isn’t Pretending

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Our New Theme Song: The Emotional Version

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Our New Theme Song: The Upbeat Version

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Chronic Illness, Anger, and Finding the Right Kind of Therapy

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Outliving a Chronic Illness Prognosis

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Kindness in Healthcare and Chronic Illness Care

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The Fake Chinese Song That Became a Chronic Illness Poem

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Childhood Memories, Chronic Illness, and the Cousin I Never Forgot

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Chronic Illness, Mortality, and Never Leaving Angry

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Race-Colored Glasses and the Stories We Tell Ourselves

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When Chronic Illness Changes Who I Thought I Was

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New Name, Same Body: Why My Chronic Illness Podcast Changed

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The Prednisone Demon: Chronic Illness, Steroid Side Effects, and Survival

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When Anger Feels Easier Than Hope

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MiniCast: Chronic Illness and Fear: The Small Habits Your Body Quietly Erases

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Chronic Illness, Old Friends, and the Cost of Unequal Relationships

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When Hospital Anxiety Shows Up After Years of Chronic Illness

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What Three Stone Steps Taught Me About Chronic Illness Avoidance

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MiniCast: The Hidden Side Effects of Prednisone No One Warns You About

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Love, Caregiving, and Chronic Illness: The Spouse Who Helps You Survive

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Oxygen Therapy in Public and the Quiet Social Reality of Living with Sarcoidosis

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The Waiting Room Anxiety Nobody Talks About: Chronic Illness Test Results and Relief

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The Guilt I Carried That Was Never Mine: Living with Chronic Illness and Letting Go

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Why “You Don’t Look Sick” Doesn’t Offend Me: Chronic Illness, Friendship, and Looking Fine When You’re Not

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The Strange Math of Chronic Illness: What Sarcoidosis Taught Me About Expectations

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The Smoking Backpack: Chronic Illness in Public

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MiniCast: When the Wild Speaks: The Night a Fox and a Crow Changed Everything

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Getting an AICD: What the Surgery Felt Like From the Hospital Bed

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The Day the Hospital Treated Me Like a Human Being

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MiniCast: Stop Saying You’re Allergic to Bees (When You’re Really Just Terrified of Nature)

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Why I Don’t Say I Suffer From Sarcoidosis

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When Spring Returns to a Chronically Ill Body

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MiniCast: The Day I Danced with a Monarch: A Reminder That Nature Still Wins

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CAR-T, Autoimmune Disease, and the Strange Hope of a One-Time Treatment

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You Didn’t Deserve This: Sarcoidosis, Shame, and Letting Go of Guilt

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When Insurance Says No: A Sarcoidosis Story About Unexpected Help

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Chronic Illness, Sarcoidosis, and the Absurdity of Racial Assumptions

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When the New Pulmonologist Asked About a Lung Transplant, I Already Knew My Answer

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Raised By Women, Tempered In Kitchens:How Respect Became My Quiet Rebellion (and Why I’m Done Laughing Along)

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The Dad Who Showed Up: Grief, Sarcoidosis, and the Inheritance of Dark Humor

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When My Heart Rebelled for Two Minutes—and My AICD Decided to Stay Employed

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Vitamin D and Sarcoidosis: Why “Low Vitamin D Causes Inflammation” Headlines Don’t Tell the Whole Story

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The Forgotten Days: What Living With Sarcoidosis Taught Me About the Ordinary Moments Between the Milestones

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Chasing Time: A Story From My Earlier Podcast, Pan to Pen

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The Feather Pillow Lesson: What an Old Story Teaches Us About Words, Reputation, and Living with Sarcoidosis

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Cardiac Sarcoidosis and Sudden Death: The Disease That Can Hide in Plain Sight

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From Pan To Pen: "Chasing Raindrops"

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When Faith Turns Into a Shortcut: Why “Thank You, Jesus” Isn’t Always Enough for Chronic Illness.

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So You Still Think Covid Is Just a Bad Flu? Think Again: Why This Chef With Sarcoidosis Still Wears a Mask

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From Pan To Pen: Be Patient Cruise

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The High Price of Staying Alive: Sarcoidosis, Chronic Illness, Insurance, and America’s Health Care Circus.

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When an Editor is A CROOK: A Cautionary Tale for Writers

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BONUS EPISODE: From Pan To Pen: A Chunky Monkey Friendship

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Living With Heart Failure And An AICD

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The Real Cost of Breathing: Portable Oxygen, Inogen, and the “Pay-to-Inhale” Price Tag.

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When the Bank Meeting Ended in a Truck Bed

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Gratitude Beats Complaining When Your ICD Is Busy Keeping You Alive (Yes, I Said It)

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Why My Kindle Will Always Win Over Physical Books

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Why Cooking Shows Might Be Ruining Dinner (and Your Sanity)

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Why Self-Worth Isn’t Measured in Dollars: Finding True Value Beyond the Bank Account

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When Faith Becomes a Wall: Choosing Peace Over Painful Family Reunions

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Roller Skating With Sarcoidosis: Grieving My Old Body (Without Turning It Into a Life Sentenc

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When Strangers Grab Your Phone, And Take A Piece Of Your Life With It

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How Quitting the News Saved My Sanity (and Why You Might Want to Try It Too)

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Why I Stopped Watching The Last of Us on Max

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When Life Cancels Your Walk and Sends a Rainbow Instead.

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Swimming with Jellyfish: A Childhood Memory of Risk, Wonder, and the Sea

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Stop Saying These “Compliments” — They’re Not Kind, They’re Just Loud

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Learning to Sit With the Quiet: How Silence Became My Survival Skill While Living With Sarcoidosis

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When TikTok “Doctors” Go Rogue: Real Healing Isn’t a Trend

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Dear Prudence, Who Hurt You? When Online Advice Goes Off the Rails and Lands in a Pot of Mush

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The “What If” Game and the Man Who Didn’t Know He Was Sick Yet

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The Vacation That Tried to Break Me (But I’m Still Here, Sarcoidosis and All)

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What You Don’t See: A Chef’s Reflection on Living With Sarcoidosis

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Maybe Your Life’s Purpose Isn’t Huge—But It’s Still Enough

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Why I Don’t Complain: A Chef’s Guide to Surviving Chronic Illness Without Losing My Mind (or My Manners).

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Why I Walked Away From Support Groups (And Found My Voice Instead)

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When Hospital Check-In Feels Like an Interrogation: A Chef, an MRI, and Too Many Personal Questions

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Losing My Voice but Not My Humor: Living With Sarcoidosis, Symbicort, and a Stubborn Set of Lungs

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The New Trend in Unhygienic: 72-Hour Deodorant and the Death of Daily Showers

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The Night I Met My Inner Warrior: A Mini Memoir

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The $280,000 Question: Do I Change My Doctors or My Insurance?

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The War After the War: A Chef’s Salute to Veterans, Especially the Forgotten Ones.

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Why I'd Rather Crawl Than Ask For Help: A Chronic Illness Reality

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I’ll Take My Coffee With Oat milk And Zero Judgement. Thanks.

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Why I Absolutely Can’t Stand Halloween (And What It Says About Us)

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Silence, Sass, and Self-Control: How I Learned Not to Clap Back at Every Rude Receptionist

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Rediscovering Joy: Why Asterix & Obelix Became My Unexpected Chronic Illness Therapy

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Why I Ditched PillPack: The Truth About Mail-Order Pharmacies and Medication Chaos.

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Cooking Through the Chaos: My Life With Sarcoidosis, Heart Failure & Debut Novel Dreams

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Nineteen Years Since Diagnosis: My Open Lung Biopsy Story

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About Me

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Official Trailer — A Body Rebels Theme Song