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The Pathetic Truth

by Yanexy

The Pathetic Truth is a podcast about the moments that quietly transform us. Through personal storytelling, reflection, poetry, and conversations about spiritual awakening, human connection, and the search for meaning, I share my own journey in the hope that others may feel a little less alone in theirs. This is not a podcast about having all the answers. It is an invitation to explore life’s deeper questions with honesty, curiosity, and an open heart--and to give voice to what has long remained unspoken.

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Episodes

  1. Come Hell or High Water

    In this episode, I reflect on a period of my spiritual awakening when the changes unfolding within me began to find their way into my relationships and everyday life. Through unexpected encounters and deeply personal conversations, I found myself stepping into unfamiliar emotional territory. At…

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  2. Leap Day

    In this episode, I reflect on how meditation became an important part of my spiritual awakening, opening the door to experiences I struggled to explain and possibilities I had never considered. An attempt to make sense of an extraordinary connection gradually became something much more personal—a...

  3. I Take You With Me

    In this episode, I reflect on how my understanding and experience of love began to change during the early months of my awakening. What began as an intense connection to one person seemed to open the door to something much larger, something I had read and thought about before, but had never truly...

  4. The Twin Flame Gurney

    In this episode, I talk about the framework that gave a name to an experience I had struggled to understand. I explore the concepts of soulmates and twin flames—not as something I’m asking anyone else to believe, but as the lens through which I began to make sense of the intensity of the…

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  5. And the Ugly

    Some emotions are easier to claim than others. In this episode, I revisit a poem I wrote from a place of anger—and the feelings underneath it that I wasn’t quite ready to acknowledge. This is about the emotions we judge, suppress, or would rather not admit to having. About what can happen when,...

  6. The Story I Called Myself

    After everything fell apart, I began searching through the remnants of who I had been—old essays, long-held beliefs, and the words I had used to define myself. In this episode, I explore what happened when I began questioning those definitions, and whether the identity I had carried for years was...

  7. Breaking Open

    After everything fell apart, I returned to the place I knew would hurt. What followed was a period of grief, surrender, and learning to remain present with what I could not change. In this episode, I reflect on what happens when we stop running from pain and begin listening to what it has to reveal.

  8. Unbecoming

    A rejection sent me searching for answers. Instead, I found a mirror. I began to wonder whether this strange connection had a purpose entirely different from the one I had imagined. As answers seemed to arrive from somewhere beyond my conscious understanding, I felt compelled to write--and to...

  9. The Gift

    In Episode 6, I recount the events of the final days of January, 2024. What had been a week marked by elation and playfulness was about to come to an abrupt end. As the dynamic between Vincent and me shifted, I found myself reflecting on my own behavior and wondering why this experience seemed to...

  10. As Within, So Without

    In the second half of January 2024, something shifted. What would normally have been a post-holiday slump became a period of almost childlike wonder—filled with vivid dreams, strange synchronicities, laughter, and a growing connection that seemed to change the energy of the world around me. Was…

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  11. The Yes

    In this episode of The Pathetic Truth, I enter the first weeks of a new year feeling increasingly like a stranger to myself. As I become more present in my body, more open to connection, and more willing to question the life I had built, something inside me begins to shift. What starts as…

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  12. The First Poem

    In this episode of The Pathetic Truth, I return to the days leading up to Christmas during the first weeks of my awakening. As emotions I couldn’t explain grew stronger, I found myself doing something I never imagined would become part of my life: writing poetry. What began as a private attempt…

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  13. Parallel Play

    In the days that followed our first encounter, there were no conversations. No introductions. Just silent glances, quiet curiosity, and a heightened awareness of something I couldn’t yet name. In this episode, I return to those first days as I experienced them—before I had language for what I was...

  14. Why I Have To Tell My Story

    In this first episode of The Pathetic Truth, I share why I felt called to begin this podcast and the experiences that led me here. Before my awakening, I had built a stable career and a life I was deeply grateful for. I never imagined that a series of experiences would transform the way I...

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ABOUT THIS SHOW

The Pathetic Truth is a podcast about the moments that quietly transform us. Through personal storytelling, reflection, poetry, and conversations about spiritual awakening, human connection, and the search for meaning, I share my own journey in the hope that others may feel a little less alone in theirs. This is not a podcast about having all the answers. It is an invitation to explore life’s deeper questions with honesty, curiosity, and an open heart--and to give voice to what has long remained unspoken.

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Yanexy

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The Pathetic Truth is a podcast about the moments that quietly transform us. Through personal storytelling, reflection, poetry, and conversations about spiritual awakening, human connection, and the search for meaning, I share my own journey in the hope that others may feel a little less alone in...

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The Pathetic Truth is created and hosted by Yanexy.
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