Un-holier Than Thou Podcast

What if the reality you’ve been taught isn’t the whole story?In this episode of Unholier Than Thou, I sit down with Caitlin, an influential voice in the deconstruction community, for a fascinating conversation about what happens when you begin questioning the beliefs you inherited...and start searching for truth for yourself.Throughout our conversation, we keep coming back to Plato’s Cave, the ancient metaphor of people who have spent their entire lives watching shadows on a wall and believing those shadows are reality. It raises a powerful question: How much of what we believe is actually true, and how much of it is simply what we were taught to see?We talk about deconstruction, religious conditioning, fear, identity, spirituality, and the uncomfortable process of figuring out what you actually believe once you give yourself permission to ask the questions you were once afraid...or even forbidden...to ask.Does questioning your beliefs mean you’ve rejected God? Does deconstruction destroy faith, or can it actually lead you toward a deeper understanding of truth? And once you’ve stepped outside the “cave” and seen your beliefs from a different perspective...can you ever really go back?Toward the end of our conversation, Caitlin also shares about Mental Hell, the documentary she’s currently working on that explores religious trauma and its psychological impact.If you’ve ever questioned your faith, your upbringing, Christianity, or simply wondered whether the beliefs you inherited are actually your own, this episode is for you.Sometimes finding truth requires having the courage to question everything you thought you knew.Question the narrative. Challenge your paradigm. Expand your perspectives.#UnholierThanThou #Deconstruction #ReligiousDeconstruction #MentalHell #PlatosCave #ReligiousTrauma #FaithDeconstruction #QuestionYourBeliefs #QuestionEverything #ThinkForYourself #Exvangelical #SpiritualDeconstructioShow Notes:Mental Hell - DocumentaryConnect with Caitlin on YouTubeDeconstruction CourseConscious Rebel PodcastCaitlin's SubstackThe Video They Don't Want You To SeeSupport the show

For years, many Christians have been taught that meditation, certain spiritual practices, and anything outside of traditional Christianity can open the door to demonic influence.But is that actually biblical?Or have fear-based teachings convinced Christians that they're constantly walking through a spiritual minefield?In this episode of Unholier Than Thou, Jennifer welcomes back returning guest Paul Davis from RealGoodNews.org for a fascinating conversation about Christianity, meditation, fear, anxiety, consciousness, spirituality, and what happens when we start questioning the things we were taught to fear.Paul shares his experience attending a Dr. Joe Dispenza retreat, including how the experience impacted his understanding of meditation and consciousness.One of the biggest questions raised in this episode is simple:If Christians believe Jesus and the Holy Spirit must be willingly invited into someone's life, why do they believe a demon can simply enter without permission?Are we living in faith?Or are we living in fear? Let us know what YOU think in the comments.If you enjoy conversations about deconstruction, Christianity, spirituality, religious trauma, consciousness, and questioning inherited beliefs, make sure to subscribe to Unholier Than Thou. Connect with Paul at RealGoodNews.orgConscious Rebel Podcast Like this video Leave a comment Subscribe for more conversations that challenge the narrative#Meditation #Christianity #Deconstruction #ChristConsciousness #Oneness #DrJoeDispenza #ReligiousTrauma #Spirituality #Exvangelical #UnholierThanThouSupport the show

In this episode of Unholier Than Thou, I’m joined by my husband Ryan -aka Smitty - as we take a deep dive into the history and timeline behind one of the most talked-about and controversial cases in recent true crime.Mica Miller’s death in April 2024 shocked the country and sparked countless questions, investigations, online theories, and intense public scrutiny. But to understand why this case has captured so much attention, you have to go back and examine the complicated history that came before it.From Mica's relationship and marriage to pastor John-Paul “JP” Miller, to allegations of abuse and stalking, the religious and church dynamics surrounding the case, and the death of Chris Skinner, we’re unpacking the timeline and discussing the disturbing questions that continue to surround this story.We also take a closer look at the role that religious authority, coercive control, church culture, and spiritual abuse can play when power and relationships collide.Throughout this episode, we discuss the difference between documented facts, allegations, official findings, and speculation. This is an ongoing story, and we believe it's important to question the narrative while also being responsible about the information we share.So join us as we go down the rabbit hole into the history of the Mica Miller case.What happens when the person you're taught to trust and obey is the person you're trying to escape? Listener discretion advised: This episode discusses death, alleged abuse, stalking, coercive control, and sensitive topics.If you enjoy this episode, please help support Unholier Than Thou by liking, sharing, subscribing, and leaving a review. Your support helps us continue having uncomfortable conversations, challenging inherited beliefs, and asking the questions others might be afraid to ask.Until next time, stay curious, keep asking questions, think for yourself, and never stop searching for the truth. The answers may not always be comfortable, but the pursuit of truth is always worth it. Thank you for listening.https://988lifeline.org/https://open.spotify.com/episode/5wLH5vFra4RElgaJCHRYP3?si=9KF0T2V7QYCTmLmZMXOiGg&nd=1&dlsi=e167b7b727054f8bhttps://open.spotify.com/episode/5hG2idoKckEci1c43shHdV?si=VNHK8yHXTeG33zJn8fC18Ahttps://open.spotify.com/episode/5s2tXjj0CddHcJevShzjNW?si=-YcXryDqRlii7Xl0AAJXgghttps://abc11.com/post/mica-miller-case-attorney-urges-passage-micas-law/14915721/https://www.thehotline.org/#micamiller #micamillercase #jpmiller #johnpaulmiller #truecrime #churchabuseSupport the show

What happens when you grow up believing you have the truth, but start asking questions anyway?In this episode of Unholier Than Thou, I’m joined by Reba, who was raised in an Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) church as a pastor’s daughter. From a young age, she questioned whether she was truly being taught the truth. As she entered adulthood, she began researching the beliefs she had inherited...and discovered they weren’t the whole story.Eventually, Reba made the difficult decision to walk away from her faith. Leaving meant more than changing what she believed; it also meant losing her community and relationships with some family members. But on the other side of that loss, she found freedom from the fear, guilt, and shame that had shaped her life.Today, Reba embraces curiosity, asks the questions she was once afraid to ask, and gives herself permission to experience all that life has to offer.In this conversation, we talk about growing up IFB, questioning inherited beliefs, researching your way out of certainty, religious deconstruction, losing community, navigating family relationships, and discovering who you are when you stop living according to someone else’s rules.If you’ve ever questioned the beliefs you were raised with, felt afraid to ask certain questions, or wondered what life could look like outside the faith you inherited, this conversation is for you.If this episode resonates with you, subscribe or follow the podcast, leave a review, and share this episode with someone who might need to hear it. Your support helps Unholier Than Thou continue creating space for honest conversations about faith, doubt, deconstruction, and the freedom to think for yourself.#UnholierThanThou #ReligiousDeconstruction #IFB #Exvangelical #LeavingChristianity #ReligiousTrauma #Deconstruction #QuestionEverything #ThinkForYourselfSupport the show

Leaving a religious system can change far more than what you believe. It can force you to question your identity, your values, your relationships, your role as a parent, and even your understanding of who you are.In this episode of Unholier Than Thou, I’m joined by Audra Phelps, who works with former Mormon mothers navigating life beyond the structures and expectations of the LDS Church.We talk about one of the most overlooked parts of religious deconstruction: rebuilding your identity after you've spent years being told who you're supposed to be.Who are you when your religion no longer defines you?How do you figure out which parts of yourself are genuinely yours?What happens when the roles, rules, and expectations you've built your life around suddenly don't fit anymore?And how do you begin creating a life based on your own values, choices, and sense of self?Audra shares her perspective on identity, motherhood, religious conditioning, self-discovery, and the process of becoming the person you were never given permission to be.If you've ever questioned your faith, walked away from a religious system, or found yourself wondering "Who am I now?" after deconstruction, this conversation is for you.Connect with Audra:Links to Audra's website, social media, and RECLAIMED program can be found in the show notes.If you enjoyed this episode, like, follow, subscribe, and leave a review. And share this episode with someone who is trying to figure out who they are on the other side of religion.Unholier Than Thou Podcast is about questioning the narratives we inherited, challenging our assumptions, and giving ourselves permission to think for ourselves...without fear, shame, or apology. #ReligiousDeconstruction #ExMormon #MormonDeconstruction #LeavingReligion #ReligiousTrauma #Deconstruction #UnholierThanThouhttps://www.tiktok.com/@mamaaudra?_r=1&_t=ZP-98y2Yjw5HZ9https://mamaaudra.com/Support the show

What happens when we die? It's one of the oldest questions humanity has ever asked, and in this episode of Unholier Than Thou, Melissa Farley and I explore it through the lens of faith, deconstruction, and curiosity.Melissa, co-host of The Morning Show, shares her journey of growing up in a high-control religious environment, untangling inherited beliefs, and rebuilding a life rooted in authenticity. We discuss the grief, identity shifts, and healing that often accompany leaving rigid belief systems, and why asking difficult questions isn't something to fear—it's part of being human.Our conversation naturally turns toward death after discussing a guest Melissa interviewed on The Morning Show who shared a remarkable near-death experience. That discussion opens the door to Melissa's upcoming book, which explores death, consciousness, and one of the greatest mysteries we'll all eventually face. While the title of the book hasn't been released yet, Melissa offers a glimpse into the questions driving her research and why this subject has become such a meaningful part of her work.We also talk about the power of storytelling, what Melissa has learned from interviewing people from all walks of life, and why staying curious may be one of the most important things we can do.If you've ever questioned your beliefs, wondered what lies beyond this life, or found yourself searching for truth outside the boundaries of certainty, this conversation is for you.Melissa is also the founder of Stronger Today, a social media branding and marketing company that helps small businesses and personal brands grow their online presence with confidence and authenticity. You can also catch her as the co-host of The Morning Show. You'll find links to connect with Melissa, The Morning Show, and Stronger Today in the show notes.Hashtags:#UnholierThanThou #WhatHappensWhenWeDie #Death #Afterlife #Deconstruction #ReligiousTrauma #FaithDeconstruction #Spirituality #Consciousness #NearDeathExperience #QuestionEverything #ThinkForYourself #Podcast #YouTubePodcast #Healing #SearchForTruth #HighControlReligion #Curiosity #Truth #ExvangelicalStronger Today - Marketing & Branding StrategiesThe Morning ShowInstagram - The Morning ShowInstagram - Connect with Melissa FarleySupport the show

She was only 9 years old when she says her pastor's son and piano teacher, Travis Huse, sexually abused her. When she finally told the pastor's wife years later, she says the church failed to act.In this powerful episode, Alicia Hall shares how she survived childhood sexual abuse, domestic violence, religious betrayal, depression, and addiction - and how she ultimately helped bring her abuser to justice.Travis Huse was later convicted and sentenced to 25 years in prison. His father, former pastor Scott Huse, was also convicted and sentenced in a separate child sexual assault case.This conversation is about far more than trauma. It's about courage, resilience, accountability, and rebuilding a life after unimaginable betrayal.Topics discussed:Childhood sexual abuseReligious traumaChurch abuseDomestic violenceJustice for survivorsTrauma recoveryHealingSetting boundariesAddiction recoveryContent Warning: This episode contains discussions of childhood sexual abuse, domestic violence, trauma, and addiction.Follow Alicia on TikTok: @AliciaHall#ChurchAbuse #ReligiousTrauma #SurvivorStory #ChildhoodAbuse #Justice #TraumaRecovery #Healing #DomesticViolence #TrueStory #Podcasthttps://kmph.com/news/nation-world/father-and-son-ex-pastor-duo-accused-of-sexually-assaulting-children-church-christian-antigo-wisconsin?video=adaf85ef2c40490f9b1cd25a65a7260f&jwsource=clSupport the show

How do cults gain control over people's minds...and what does it take to break free?In this powerful episode of Unholier Than Thou, I sit down with Isabella Young, author of Putting on the Armour of God and New Human of New Earth, to discuss her extraordinary journey out of a Messianic cult led by her former husband.Bella shares her firsthand experience with coercive control, religious manipulation, fear-based programming, narcissistic abuse, and the devastating tragedy that forever changed her life. We explore how high-control groups use fear, gaslighting, and cognitive dissonance to keep people trapped, why leaving is so difficult, and what healing can look like after escaping.We also discuss the inspiration behind her books, the importance of nervous system regulation, trauma recovery, reclaiming personal sovereignty, and learning to trust yourself again after years of manipulation.Whether you've experienced religious trauma, are deconstructing your faith, have left a controlling relationship, or simply want to better understand how cults operate, this conversation offers insight, compassion, and hope.In this episode, we discuss:How cults use fear and mind controlReligious trauma and coercive controlBrainwashing, gaslighting, and cognitive dissonanceNarcissistic abuse and manipulationHealing after traumaNervous system regulationRebuilding self-trustThe inspiration behind Putting on the Armour of God and New Human of New EarthBooks: Putting on the Armour of God New Human of New EarthNew Human of New Earth - BookPutting On The Armor of God - Bookhttps://feelingbetternaturally.love/Feeling Better Naturally - YouTubeIf this episode challenged your thinking or encouraged your own journey of healing, please subscribe to Unholier Than Thou, leave a rating and review, and share this episode with someone who might benefit from it. Your support helps these conversations reach more people who are questioning, healing, and learning to think for themselves. #deconstruction #cultprogramming #cults #exvangelical #religioustrauma #traumarecovery #grounding #newage #consciousnessSupport the show

What happens when the church that taught you about God also becomes the source of your deepest wounds?In this episode of Unholier Than Thou, I sit down with Nikki, a former worship leader whose journey began in a Pentecostal church at 17 years old. After entering an abusive relationship with the pastor’s son, she found herself in a church culture that protected leadership instead of victims, leaving her to wrestle with questions that would follow her for years.After escaping that relationship, Nikki rebuilt her life, found a healthy marriage, and returned to church, eventually serving in worship ministry alongside her husband. But new experiences inside church leadership forced her to confront difficult questions about faith, authority, abuse, and authenticity...ultimately leading her to deconstruct Christianity.In this conversation, we discuss:• Domestic abuse and spiritual abuse• Church culture and purity teachings• Victim blaming in religious communities• Worship ministry behind the scenes• Deconstruction and leaving Christianity• Healing after religious trauma• Finding freedom after faithWhether you’re deconstructing, questioning your beliefs, healing from church hurt, or simply interested in hearing another perspective, Nikki’s story is one of resilience, courage, and reclaiming your voice. Connect with Nikki:https://www.instagram.com/nikkileaks_exposingabuse?igsh=b2xiY2lrejdmMXd0https://www.tiktok.com/@nikkileaks_exposingabuse?_r=1&_t=ZP-98CVrlFBII2If this conversation resonates with you, please like, subscribe, leave a review, and share this episode with someone who might need to hear it.#Deconstruction #ReligiousTrauma #ChurchHurt #FormerChristian #Exvangelical #SpiritualAbuse #Healing #FaithJourney #UnholierThanThouPodcastSupport the show

In this episode of Unholier Than Thou, I sit down with Dr. Amanda Udis-Kessler- a progressive Christian pastor, sociologist, ethicist, author, and sacred music composer-for a thoughtful conversation about one of the most debated movements in Christianity today.Together, we explore:What progressive Christianity actually isWhy so many people are leaving evangelicalismThe role politics has played in modern ChristianityWhether Jesus and Paul emphasized the same messageHow progressive Christians approach the BibleWhy faith and science don't have to be enemiesWhat deconstruction really means - and where it can leadWhether you're a conservative Christian, a progressive Christian, deconstructing your faith, reconstructing it, or simply curious about the conversations reshaping the Church, this episode invites you to think critically and engage with a perspective you may not have considered.This isn't a debate. It's an honest conversation about faith, doubt, politics, Scripture, and what it means to follow Jesus in today's world.If you enjoy conversations that challenge assumptions and encourage deeper thinking, subscribe to Unholier Than Thou, leave a review, and share this episode with someone who's asking big questions about faith.#Deconstructionn#ProgressiveChristianity#Christianity#Exvangelical#FaithJourney#ReligiousTrauma#ChurchHurt#Bible#Jesus#Evangelical#ChristianPodcast#Religion#FaithDeconstruction#SpiritualGrowth#UnholierThanThou Connect with Dr. Alyssa:Website: https://edgeeap.com/Email Dr. AlyssaInternational Association for Suicide Prevention 988 Suicide HotlineSupport the show

When the Helpers Hurt: Grief, Suicide & Finding Hope | With Dr. AlyssaThe deconstruction and survivor communities are grieving the heartbreaking loss of Ryan Stollar—a respected advocate, writer, and tireless voice for abuse survivors, child protection, and those harmed within evangelical and homeschooling communities.Rather than speculate about Ryan's personal struggles, this episode is an opportunity to have an honest and compassionate conversation about grief, suicide, trauma, and hope.Joining me is Dr. Alyssa, who not only shares her professional expertise but also bravely opens up about her own experience with suicidal thoughts. Together, we explore how grief affects us, why suicide leaves behind such complex emotions, how religious trauma and deconstruction can impact mental health, and how we can better support one another through life's darkest moments.Whether you're grieving the loss of someone you love, processing your own pain, supporting a friend, or simply trying to understand mental health more deeply, this conversation is for you.In this episode we discuss:• The unique grief that follows suicide• Religious trauma and its impact on mental health• Why people who help others can still struggle silently• Warning signs that someone may be in crisis• How to support someone who is grieving• Finding hope when life feels overwhelmingThis episode contains discussions of suicide, depression, and grief. Please listen with care and take breaks if needed.Crisis ResourcesIf you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of suicide or is experiencing a mental health crisis, help is available. United States & CanadaCall or text 988 to reach the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Outside the U.S.Please contact your local emergency services or your country's suicide prevention crisis service.You are not alone. Help is available, and your life matters.If this episode encouraged you, please consider subscribing, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need to hear this conversation.#MentalHealth #SuicidePrevention #Grief #ReligiousTrauma #Deconstruction #FaithDeconstruction #TraumaRecovery #Healing #Podcast #UnholierThanThouSupport the show

In Part 2 of my conversation with Tim Kelly, we go even deeper into the theories, philosophies, and historical narratives surrounding power, consciousness, centralized control, and humanity's future.This episode explores topics ranging from ancient civilizations and secret societies to central banking, free energy, spirituality, independent living, consciousness, media narratives, and the importance of thinking for yourself.Whether you agree, disagree, or fall somewhere in between, the goal of this conversation isn't to tell you what to believe—it's to encourage curiosity, critical thinking, and meaningful dialogue.In this episode we discuss:Who may really be influencing world governmentsCentral banking and global power structuresAncient civilizations, Atlantis, and historical theoriesConsciousness, vibration, and personal sovereigntyWhy dependency creates controlFree energy and suppressed technologiesThe role of media and political divisionHealing, self-sufficiency, and reclaiming personal freedomWhy questioning everything mattersWhat are your thoughts? Do you think humanity is waking up, or are we becoming more divided than ever?👇 Join the conversation in the comments.Subscribe for more conversations exploring cults, taboo subjects, consciousness, religious trauma recovery, and challenging the narratives we've inherited.The views expressed by guests are their own and are shared for the purpose of open discussion. This podcast encourages listeners to think critically, do their own research, and draw their own conclusions.#religion #religioustrauma #recovery #ufoWebsite homepage:http://polytope.www1.50megs.comHidden History of Humanity:http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/histo...The Math Wizard:http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/scien...Natural Healing Self Empowerment:http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/healt...Nature of Energy booklet:http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/tech....Support the show

What if the story of humanity is far older - and far stranger - than we've been told?In Part 1 of this two-part conversation, I sit down with researcher Tim Kelly for a deep dive into some of the most controversial and fascinating questions surrounding our origins, consciousness, religion, and reality itself. Because this discussion lasted over three hours, we've split it into two episodes.Together, we explore hidden history, ancient civilizations, lost knowledge, the Great Pyramid, mysteries surrounding the Bible, secret societies, UFOs and non-human intelligence, frequency and vibration, and the possibility that much of what we believe about our past may be incomplete.Tim has chosen to conceal his identity for personal safety reasons, so viewers watching on YouTube will not see his face during the interview.Whether you agree, disagree, or find yourself somewhere in the middle, this episode is intended to encourage curiosity, conversation, and critical thinking—not to tell you what to believe.Topics discussed include:• Hidden history and the origins of humanity• Ancient civilizations and the Great Pyramid• The Sumerians and alternative theories of human origins• Knowledge removed from religious traditions• Frequency, vibration, and Nikola Tesla's ideas• UFOs, UAPs, and non-human intelligence• Secret societies and esoteric teachings• The Garden of Eden and the Tree of Knowledge• Simulation theory and consciousness• The intersection of science, spirituality, and religionPart 2 drops next week, where the conversation continues.Connect with Tim Kelly and find all relevant links in the show notes.🎙️ Unholier Than Thou is a podcast exploring cults, religious trauma, deconstruction, spirituality, and the questions we're often told not to ask.Website homepage:http://polytope.www1.50megs.comHidden History of Humanity:http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/history.htmlThe Math Wizard:http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/science.htmlNatural Healing Self Empowerment:http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/health3.htmlNature of Energy booklet:http://polytope.www1.50megs.com/tech.html#UnholierThanThou #TimKelly #hiddenhistory  #ancientmysteries  #UFOs #SecretSocieties #alternativehistory  #forbiddenknowledge  #greatpyramid  #consciousness  #simulationtheory  #nikolatesla  #ancientcivilizations  #deconstruction  #religion Support the show

Perimenopause, Low Testosterone & The Hormonal Plot Twist No One Warned Us AboutWhy your body feels different, your libido disappears, and what you can do about it.Welcome back to Cocktails & Confessions, where no topic is too unholy, too awkward, or too taboo.In this episode, we’re diving headfirst into one of the most misunderstood and least talked-about transitions in a woman’s life: perimenopause. From unexplained mood swings and crushing fatigue to brain fog, weight changes, and a disappearing sex drive, many women find themselves wondering, “What is happening to me?”We’re also tackling an often-overlooked piece of the hormonal puzzle: low testosterone. While most conversations focus on estrogen and progesterone, testosterone plays a critical role in energy, confidence, muscle mass, motivation, and sexual health…and many women are never told that their symptoms could be connected to declining levels.Together, we unpack what perimenopause actually is, why these hormonal shifts can feel so disruptive, and how women can begin navigating this season with better information, support, and realistic expectations.This conversation is honest, relatable, educational, and occasionally hilarious- because sometimes the only way to survive hormonal chaos is to laugh about it.Whether you’re currently in perimenopause, approaching it, or simply want to understand what millions of women experience, this episode offers insight, validation, and practical guidance for one of life’s biggest…and most unholy transitions.Pour yourself a drink of your choice, pull up a chair, and join the confession.Because if nobody warned us about perimenopause, we’re going to talk about it anyway. #Perimenopause #PerimenopauseSymptoms #HormoneImbalance #Hormones101 #WomenOver30 #WomenOver40 #WhatNoOneToldYou #MidlifeAwakeningSupport the show

Purity Culture Changed My Sex Life!What happens when the messages we receive about sex, purity, modesty, and desire become deeply embedded in the way we think about ourselves, our bodies, and our relationships?In this powerful and honest conversation, I sit down with sex therapist Dr. Alyssa to explore the lasting impact that religious belief systems and purity culture can have on our mental health, physical well-being, intimate relationships, and sense of self.For many people raised in faith-based environments, conversations about sexuality were shaped by shame, fear, silence, or rigid expectations. While these teachings were often presented as a path toward morality and healthy relationships, they can leave lasting emotional, psychological, and relational wounds that follow people well into adulthood.Together, Dr. Alyssa and I discuss how purity culture can influence everything from body image and self-worth to sexual desire, pleasure, communication, intimacy, and relationship satisfaction. We explore how these beliefs become deeply rooted in both the mind and body, why so many adults struggle with intimacy after growing up in religious environments, and what healing can look like when we begin examining the stories we've been taught about sex and sexuality.Throughout the episode, we also answer listener questions and address real-life challenges that many people experience but rarely feel comfortable discussing openly.In this episode, we discuss:• The long-term effects of purity culture• Religious trauma and sexual shame• How belief systems impact the mind, nervous system, and body• Intimacy challenges within committed relationships• Sexual desire, pleasure, and bodily autonomy• Reframing unhealthy narratives around sex and sexuality• Healing after restrictive religious teachings• Navigating relationships when partners have different beliefs• Listener questions and practical insights from a licensed sex therapistWhether you're deconstructing old beliefs, rebuilding your relationship with yourself, navigating intimacy challenges, or simply curious about the connection between religion and sexuality, this conversation offers thoughtful insights, validation, and practical tools for moving forward. Content Warning: This episode contains discussions about sex, intimacy, religious trauma, purity culture, and sexual shame. Due to the mature nature of these topics, listener discretion is advised, and this episode is not intended for children. Connect with Dr. Alyssa:Website: https://edgeeap.com/Email Dr. AlyssaIf you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone who may benefit from the conversation.#PurityCulture #SexAndReligion  #Exvangelical #SexTherapy #ReligiousTrauma #SexualShame #Deconstruction #Healing #Relationships #Intimacy #MentalHealth #FaithDeconstruction #Sexuality #PodcastEdge Professional Mental Health ServicesMagnificent Sex - Book Good Picture, Bad Picture BookTalk, Flirt, Dare Card GameSupport the show

What really happened behind the closed doors of CBN and The 700 Club? Pat Robertson’s former personal bodyguard, David R. Wilcox, joins Unholier to expose the shocking disconnect between a public faith healer and private power broker.About This Episode: In this explosive episode of Unholier, author and former insider David R. Wilcox pulls back the curtain on the multi-million dollar empire of Pat Robertson. From volatile off-camera behavior to massive financial scandals, Wilcox details how CBN’s donor infrastructure was allegedly manipulated for political gain and private wealth.We dive deep into:The 1988 Campaign Scandal: How a leaked donor list triggered massive layoffs.The Family Channel IPO: Where did the donor money actually go when executives got rich?Operation Blessing & Zaire: The shocking truth behind humanitarian relief funds allegedly backing diamond-mining logistics.The Ralph Reed & Christian Coalition Era: A breakdown of election-law violations, smear campaigns, Jack Abramoff, and the Enron voter data connection.This isn't just about a single leader—it's a critical look at the urgent need for accountability, ethics, and transparency in religious institutions.#PatRobertson #The700Club #UnholierPodcast #ChristianCoalition #ReligiousAccountability #DavidRWilcox #MegachurchExposed #ExposingCorruption🔔 Subscribe to Unholier for more deep dives into the intersection of power, faith, and institutional secrets.https://theflimflamchronicles.comhttps://bigfatcatproductions.comFacebook:@godsgloriousgrifters@Big Fat Cat Productions LLCInstagram:@bfcbooks99@bigfatcatproductions@grifters2026Websites:www.thegggpodcast.com (in progress)www.godsgloriousgrifters.com (in progress)Support the show

Are you constantly living in fear of the end times? Do you feel like your entire life has been a "waiting room" for heaven while you miss out on actually living?In this explosive episode of The Unholier Podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with veteran, author, and spiritual thinker Shawn Helgerson (In a Little While) to tear down the walls of institutional religion and expose the truth behind modern faith.If you’ve ever felt the crushing weight of shame-based theology or struggled with Rapture Trauma, this conversation is your permission slip to break free.👇 What We’re Uncovering in This Episode:The Rapture Trauma Trap: How fundamentalist and Pentecostal fear tactics hijack your brain and steal your childhood."Waiting Room" Christianity: Why framing life as mere "survival until heaven" is destroying your potential now.The Ultimate Paradox: How actually taking Jesus’s teachings seriously is the quickest way to get pushed out of institutional churches.The Dark Side of "Kingdom Consciousness": The massive, unrepeatable life experiences Christians miss out on due to hyper-vigilance.Shadow Work vs. Spiritual Abuse: How suppressing human nature and skipping shadow work creates a breeding ground for abuse in religious institutions.The Collapse & The Rebirth: Sean opens up about the rapid, terrifying collapse of his former life, and how he rebuilt his soul using psychology, the Law of Attraction, and A Course in Miracles.🚨 "Leaving the church isn't a loss of faith—it's finally leaving the backyard to explore the rest of the world."Stop surviving. Start living. It’s time to trade judgment for radical compassion, embrace unconditional love, and practice the ultimate spiritual art: being present.📲 CONNECT WITH THE SHOWSubscribe to Unholier Podcast for weekly episodes on religious deconstruction, spiritual liberation, and raw, unfiltered truth.• Substack: substack.com/@shawnhelgerson• The Abundance Institute: skool.com/the-abundance-institute-2294• Wordsmiths Guild: skool.com/wordsmiths-guild-6221#Deconstruction #RaptureTrauma #ReligiousTrauma #ACourseInMiracles #UnholierPodcast #ExChristian #SpiritualAwakening #ShadowWorkSupport the show

In this very first solo bonus episode, I’m opening up about my experience navigating single parenthood — the exhaustion, the survival mode, the judgment, and the strength it took to keep going when life felt impossibly heavy.This episode isn’t just for single parents. It’s also for the families, friends, partners, and support systems surrounding them. Because single parents don’t need saving — they need support. And the truth is, the village matters more than people realize.I talk candidly about what it looked like to raise my child while healing, coparenting after abuse, carrying the mental load alone, and learning that asking for help is not weakness. I also share a message for anyone currently in the trenches of single parenthood: this season will not last forever.If you’ve ever felt unseen, overwhelmed, judged, or like you were carrying everything on your own — this conversation is for you.#singlemotherhood #narcissisticabuse  #familycourt  #spiritualabuse  #traumarecovery  #unholierpodcast #ToxicRelationships #singlemotherhood https://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/episodes/19009657https://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/episodes/19048669Support the show

If you’ve ever been told your depression was a "lack of faith," or that your boundary-setting was "rebellion," this episode is for you.In this powerful episode of the Unholier Podcast, we sit down with therapist and author Ann Russo to unpack the deep, often invisible scars of religious trauma. Far from just being "dramatic," religious trauma is a calculated form of conditioning. High-control belief systems are systematically designed to override your identity, value obedience over intuition, and frame legitimate mental health struggles as spiritual failures.Ann breaks down why religious trauma is an ongoing system rather than a single event, and how it manifests as nervous system dysregulation, chronic self-doubt, and fractured relationships. We also dive into the dark side of high-control churches—including how they weaponize mental health by labeling trauma responses as "demonic" to maintain control.But healing is possible. Anne introduces her groundbreaking Religious Trauma Treatment Model (RTTM), a structured approach focused on somatic healing, nervous system regulation, and rebuilding your autonomy on your own terms. Whether you choose to stay, leave, or rebuild your faith entirely, this conversation offers practical steps to reclaim your boundaries and honor your evolving self.✨ About Our Guest:Ann Russo is a licensed therapist, author, and creator of the Religious Trauma Treatment Model (RTTM), dedicated to helping survivors heal from high-control environments and reclaim their autonomy.#ReligiousTrauma #Deconstruction #ExEvangelical #ChurchTrauma #MentalHealthMatters #ReligiousTraumaSyndrome #SpiritualAbuse #UnholierPodcast #TherapyTok #NervousSystemHealinghttps://tally.so/r/nPKdOdSupport the show

What happens when a man dedicated to protecting the community and preaching the Word starts to see the cracks in the foundation?In this episode of the Unholier Podcast, we sit down with Shawn Towers, a former police officer and Pentecostal preacher who walked away from a lifetime of faith to reclaim his cognitive autonomy. Shawn opens up about the high cost of questioning doctrine—from the social sting of shunning to the internal battle against lifelong indoctrination.We dive deep into the contradictions of the Trinity, the "abuse patterns" found in traditional Gospel dynamics, and the psychological grip of tithing and church leadership. Shawn shares how education and critical thinking became his tools for liberation, leading him to author The Unlearning Lab and Stop Tithing.If you’ve ever felt like you weren't allowed to ask "why," or if you're navigating your own journey out of organized religion, this conversation is for you.#Deconstruction #ExPentecostal #ReligiousTrauma #UnholierPodcast #ShawnTowers #FaithTransition #ChurchCritique #Atheism #FreedomOfThoughthttps://stan.store/knowledgeoverfaithShawn Towers (@know_ledgeoverfaith)Instagram · know_ledgeoverfaith8.5K+ followershttps://www.tiktok.com/@mannanite?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pcShawn TowersYouTube · Shawn Towers610+ followersSupport the show

Is it a sin or just a Sunday? Grab a drink and pull up a chair as we deconstruct the "holy" chaos of the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement. This week, we’re joined by fellow escapee Kristin Watson for a much-needed palate cleanser. From the absurdity of "modest" fashion to the absolute terror of a tent meeting, we’re spilling the tea (and the gin) on everything our pastors warned us about.What’s Inside the Episode:The IFB Girl Starter Pack: We’re breaking down the "godly" wardrobe—from the dreaded culottes and empire-waist jumpers to the paradox of chunky platform shoes.Purity Culture Paranoia: Tampon shame, the "toilet seat pregnancy" myth, and the infamous toothpaste analogy. If it was designed to make you feel broken, we’re laughing at it now.Wild Altar Calls: Remember the screaming preachers and the "Holy Ghost" water-throwing? We recount the most unhinged tent meetings and public call-outs we ever witnessed.The "Scandalous" Now: What would our younger selves think of our agnosticism, our voices, and our cleavage? (Spoiler: They’d be terrified; we’re thrilled.)The Deconstruction Drinking Game: We’re sipping our way through the trauma, processing our views on Hell, and reclaiming our self-worth from a system that tried to bury it.Why You Need to Listen:If you’ve ever felt the sting of religious legalism or the weight of a "modesty" lecture, this episode is your permission slip to laugh. We’re moving past the fear and embracing a life of grace, questioning, and genuine freedom.#ReligiousTrauma #IFB #Fundie #Deconstruction #PurityCulture #Exvangelical #CultRecovery #TraumaHealing #ModestyCulture #Fundamentalism #ChurchTrauma #Therapy #SpiritualDeconstructionSupport the show

**Is Your Nervous System Stuck in Survival Mode? | The Trauma of "Rapture Practice" & Purity Culture**Did you grow up "practicing" for the Rapture? Do you still feel a spike of panic when you can’t find your parents, or feel a deep-seated shame about your body that you just can't shake? In this powerful episode of the **Un Holier Podcast**, we sit down with mental health professional Paula Yost to deconstruct the hidden scars left by evangelical and charismatic Christian environments. We’re diving deep into the science of **Religious Trauma Syndrome** and why your "anxiety" might actually be a physiological response to years of fear-based teaching.### **In This Episode, We Discuss:*** **The "Rapture Practice" Phenomenon:** How being told you could be "left behind" at any moment floods a child's brain with cortisol, rewiring the nervous system for chronic anxiety.* **The Dark Side of Purity Culture:** Why tying a person's worth to sexual "purity" destroys autonomy, ruins consent, and creates long-term sexual dysfunction.* **The Cortisol Connection:** Paula breaks down the clinical impact of fear-based theology on the developing brain—leading to lifelong struggles with rumination and depression.* **Church Hypocrisy & Power Abuse:** Identifying the patterns of boundary violations and the systemic harm done to the LGBTQ+ community, including the devastating reality of conversion therapy.* **The Road to Deconstruction:** How to reclaim your identity, set healthy boundaries, and find authentic support after leaving a high-control religious environment.**If you found this video helpful, please Like, Subscribe, and share your story in the comments. You are not alone, and healing is possible.**#religioustrauma  #deconstruction  #purityculture  #rapture  #mentalhealthmatters  #nervoussystemhealing  #UnHolierPodcast #churchtrauma   #ExvangelicalSupport the show

🚨 SHE’S FINALLY SPEAKING OUT.The system is broken, and Jenny has the receipts to prove it. In the explosive conclusion to our 3-part series, we’re pulling back the curtain on the family court nightmare that almost cost a mother everything.Think the courts always favor the mom? Think again.Jenny, David, and Ryan sit down for their most raw conversation yet, exposing what happens when an abusive narcissist turns a child into a weapon. From chilling coached voicemails to the terrifying reality of unsubstantiated CPS reports involving child pornography and weapons—this episode is a masterclass in survival against a master manipulator.⚠️ WHAT WE’RE UNCOVERING:The "Weaponized" Toddler: The heartbreaking moment Jenny received a voicemail of her baby girl saying, "I hate you."The CPS Failure: How serious allegations against her ex fell through the cracks of a broken system.The Church’s Judgment: Why the pews felt colder as the legal battle heated up.The Step-Dad’s Role: How Ryan stepped into the line of fire to protect his family.20 Years Later: Where is her daughter now? The shocking realization that changed everything.This isn’t just a story about divorce; it’s about the financial ruin, psychological warfare, and the ultimate fight for a daughter’s soul."They call it 'the best interest of the child,' but in practice, it felt like a ransom negotiation."#UnholierPodcast #FamilyCourt #NarcissisticAbuse #CoParentingHighConflict #CPSFailures #LegalAbuse #NarcissisticParent #Storytime #SystemicFailure #SurvivorStory #ParentalAlienation #TruthToldSupport the show

In this moving in-person episode of the Unholier Podcast, guest host David Keck continues the conversation with Jenny Smith. In Part 2, Jenny explores the complex intersection of family life and the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) church, reflecting on how the rigid expectations of the ministry influenced her father’s approach to parenting.Jenny shares deeply personal memories, including the painful moments where church doctrine took precedence over protection. From being held accountable for things beyond her control to discovering how her father managed her early relationships behind the scenes, she illustrates the intense pressure fundamentalism places on the family unit.In this episode, we cover:Faith & Fatherhood: How church culture and IFB doctrine influenced her upbringing.Control and Misogyny: The impact of labels like "Jezebel" and the weight of purity culture.The Cycle of Abuse: Connecting a fear-based upbringing to the realities of her first marriage.Choosing Freedom: The harrowing journey of leaving with her baby and navigating the aftermath of domestic violence.Healing & Parenting: How deconstruction has allowed Jenny to break generational cycles and find a new perspective on God.Jenny’s story is a powerful look at the struggle to reclaim one's identity while navigating the shadows of a high-control religious environment.Subscribe to the Unholier Podcast for more stories of resilience, deconstruction, and finding hope after trauma.#UNHolierPodcast #ReligiousTrauma #IFB #Fundie #Deconstruction #SpiritualAbuse #DomesticViolence #NarcissisticAbuse #Exvangelical #PurityCulture #ArrangedMarriage #ChurchHurt #TraumaRecovery #SurvivingISH #JennySmithSupport the show

In this incredibly raw and unfiltered episode of the UnHolier Podcast, host Jennifer sits down with retired U.S. Navy Chief Troy Ulshoeffer (Founder of Vines and Valor and Co-Founder of Change Unchained). Troy’s story isn’t just about military service; it’s about the terrifying moment your entire reality—religion, politics, and identity—collapses at once.Troy opens up about the "TikTok rabbit hole" that forced him to confront narcissism within the church, the heartbreaking mental health crisis his son faced, and the devastating loss of his mother to suicide in 2023. After facing his own "dark night of the soul" and a suicidal crisis, Troy turned to a controversial path for healing: Ayahuasca.From the rigid theology of Liberty University to the jungles of spiritual medicine, this is a journey of deconstructing a life built on patriarchy and finding a new mission in anti-trafficking advocacy and veteran healing.If you’ve ever felt lost in your faith, struggled with PTSD, or wondered if there’s a better way to heal, this episode is for you. #ptsd  #deconstruction  #navychief  #ayahuascahealing  #churchtrauma  #VinesAndValor #mentalhealthmatters  #religioustrauma  #veteransupport  #UnHolierPodcast@troyulshoeffer       (IG & TT)@changeunchained (IG&TT)Changeunchained.com@vinesandvalor (IG & TT)Vinesandvalorretreats.com@Symphonyofdeconstruction (IG&TT) http://www.youtube.com/@UCEh1zzgGsgfVyg4N5jnzH5ASupport the show

Was the Zodiac Hidden in the Bible? Gilgamesh, Jesus, Paul, and Suppressed Star Knowledge (Holier Podcast)On the Unholier podcast, the host interviews Indy, and author and researcher about alleged links between the Bible, the Zodiac, ancient texts like the Epic of Gilgamesh, and historical sources such as Josephus, arguing that biblical language and symbols (e.g., “Mazzaroth,” the star of the wise men, Lamb of God, fisher of men, the man with the water pitcher, the “bow” in Noah’s story, and the four horsemen) reflect astrological/astronomical “coding” tied to shifting ages and priestly power. They discuss why churches and seminaries may not teach this material, how Israelite worship included multiple gods and zodiac-related motifs, and how Christian literalism can reinterpret inconvenient details. The guest also connects laying on of hands to energy healing, critiques traditional images of Jesus, and presents full preterism (Revelation and end-times fulfilled in the first century) as a healthier framework for deconstruction, while promoting the guest’s Amazon book on these ideas. #god #BIBLE # #zodiachttps://a.co/d/00qfH2dpSupport the show

Jennifer and Kristin Watson, both raised in the IFB/IFB cult environment, discuss the extreme control and purity culture placed on girls—no voice or autonomy but full responsibility for men’s “stumbling”—and how that created impossible standards and identity loss. Kristin explains being taught she was sinful from birth and believing she was “evil” after leaving, then slowly rebuilding her identity by reclaiming femininity, dancing, and returning to figure skating, which she once surrendered at youth camp under pressure. She describes rigid rules and surveillance at Crown College, public shaming, political indoctrination, and how she and Nick fell in love, were nearly disciplined, and ultimately ran away at 19. Excommunication, family severance, vindictive retaliation, and years of survival followed. They reflect on evolving beliefs (agnostic/humanist) and Kristin’s nonprofit work supporting single parents as a way to break the cycle and lead with love. #cult #religiouscult #IFBhttps://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/surviving-ish-podcast/id1572182113?i=1000753167359Support the show

DID PAUL STEAL THE GOSPEL? 😱 | The Unholier PodcastIs the Christianity you know based on Jesus... or a Roman cover-up?This week on The Unholier Podcast, Jenny sits down with Paul from RealGoodNews.org for an explosive conversation that dismantles 2,000 years of church tradition. If you’ve ever felt like the "Red Letters" of Jesus don’t match the rest of the Bible, this episode is your wake-up call.We’re diving deep into the historical feud between Paul the Apostle and James (Jesus’ actual brother). Was the early church hijacked? Why does the God of the Old Testament seem so different from the Jesus of the New Testament? From the "genocide" in Numbers 31 to the forged letters in your Bible, we aren’t holding back.🔍 Inside the Episode:The Great Hijack: Why modern churches prioritize Paul’s letters over Jesus’ direct teachings.The Nazarene Conflict: The hidden battle between Paul and the Jerusalem Church led by James.Bible or Propaganda? A look at Roman councils, human-authored forgeries, and factual contradictions.Blood Atonement vs. Repentance: Why the "pagan" idea of blood sacrifice might be overshadowing Jesus’ true message of love.Christ Consciousness: What it really means when Jesus says, "The Kingdom of Heaven is within you."🌟 About Our Guest:Paul is the founder of RealGoodNews.org, a community dedicated to deconstructing traditional dogma to find the authentic message of the historical Jesus. He offers coaching and resources for those seeking spiritual "oneness" outside the walls of organized religion.📢 Join the Conversation:Do you think Paul changed the message, or was he just "interpreting" it for the world? Drop a comment below—we’re reading them all!Don't forget to LIKE, SUBSCRIBE, and hit the BELL to stay Unholier. 😈#Christianity #Deconstruction #JesusVsPaul #ChristConsciousness #TheUnholierPodcast #BibleContradictions #ChurchHistory #RealGoodNews #SpiritualAwakening #KingdomWithinSupport the show

Host Jenny Smith & Guest Host from Surviving-ISH Podcast David Keck introduce Kirsten, a psychic medium and healer who owns Revive Wellness Spa & Studio in Flushing, Michigan, and discuss her appearances on the Un-Holier podcast. Kirsten explains that everyone has intuition, how to distinguish gut guidance from ego-based fear, and how dreams can bring guidance, including premonitions, color vs black-and-white dreams, and the difference between astral travel and lucid dreaming. She shares views on past lives, recurring phobias, déjà vu, dimensions and vibration, and the ideas of “Earth school” vs “Earth hospital,” soul contracts, and how trauma can heighten psychic abilities. The group also covers signs from loved ones (like finding dimes), protection practices, dealing with curses via “return to sender,” boundaries in readings, tarot vs oracle cards, and plans to do a future live group reading. #tiktoklive #YouTube #psychicenergy #mediumSupport the show

"He was sexually abusing me while casting demons out of me. That is a chapter in my book." 💔In one of the most raw and courageous episodes of the Unholier Podcast, host Jenny sits down with Heather Ford, author of The Barbie Pink Wall that Kept My Secrets. Heather isn’t just a survivor; she is a witness to the dark side of "Deliverance" culture within evangelical cults.Heather recounts the chilling moment she realized her childhood memories weren't just nightmares, but a reality suppressed by trauma. From being "anointed" with olive oil during horrific abuse to the betrayal of an aunt who prioritized a "prayer closet" over the safety of a minor, this story is a necessary look at the mechanisms of control and silence in religious organizations.In this episode, we discuss:The Deliverance Trap: How "casting out demons" is used as a cover for physical and sexual abuse.The Cult Hierarchy: Heather names the leaders and the organization (Praise, Power and Prayer) that allowed a known abuser to remain in power.The "Barbie Pink Wall": What it means to heal from a lifelong process of indoctrination and the "backfire" of religious neglect.Foster Care to Cult: The systemic failures that led two young girls into the hands of a high-control religious group.If you are currently deconstructing or healing from spiritual abuse, this episode is a reminder that your voice has power and your secrets no longer have to be kept behind a "pink wall."#thebarbiepinkwall #unholierpodcast #spiritualabuse #cultsurvivor #deconstruction #exvangelical #pentecostalcult #churchabuse #deliveranceministry Support the show

Unfiltered Year in Review: Co-Host Drama, False Police Report & Why Unholier Kept Going (1-Year Anniversary)Host Jenny Smith celebrates the one-year anniversary of the Unholier podcast with producer and friend David Keck, reflecting on the highs, lows, and lessons of the past 12 months. They discuss backlash to Jenny’s first episode about her IFB upbringing, arranged and abusive marriage, and speaking truth about her late father while offering grace. They recount the podcast’s turmoil after former co-host Susie quit, including escalating public drama, threats, password lockouts, attorneys, and a false police report alleging Jenny planned a mass shooting related to a proposed survivor meetup at the Rebecca Home in Corpus Christi, which was not investigated after others provided statements. Despite harassment, hate comments, and family strain, Jenny emphasizes boundaries, resilience, deconstruction, new friendships, broader guests beyond IFB, and renewed hope heading into year two. #unfiltered #podcast #drama #religion Support the show

In this episode of the Unholier Podcast, we sit down with Jordan, a survivor of the notorious Spring Creek Lodge Academy. From January 2007 to December 2008, Jordan lived behind magnet-locked doors, enduring a system of "intervention" (solitary confinement), fake schooling, and the constant threat of being shipped to Tranquility Bay in Jamaica.Jordan pulls back the curtain on the Troubled Teen Industry (TTI), exposing the interconnected web of WASP programs, religious cults, and the foster-care-to-prison pipeline. We dive deep into:The Psychological Warfare: From "The Trail of Lights" graduation ritual to censored letters that kept parents in the dark.The Survival Tactics: How Jordan navigated the points/levels system and eventually became "Junior Staff" just to survive.The Aftermath: The raw reality of post-program life—struggling with heroin/meth addiction, homelessness, and the "competitive trauma" conditioned by the TTI.The Turning Point: Jordan’s journey through rehab in Spokane and why he started the Straight Outta BS Podcastto unify survivor voices.We aren't just telling stories; we are building platforms instead of prisons.#TTI #BreakingCodeSilence #Spring CreekLodge #TroubledTeenIndustry #SurvivorStories #Documentary #AddictionRecovery #BuildingPlatformsInsteadOfPrisons #CultRecovery #StraightOuttaBS #HumanRightsStr8 Outta B.S. PodcastYouTube · Str8 Outta B.S. Podcast - YouTube1.1K+ followersStr8 Outta B.S. Podcast GroupFacebookhttps://www.facebook.com › Facebook GroupsStr8 Outta B.S. PodcastSpotifyhttps://open.spotify.com › showSupport the show

Jenny Smith hosts a lighthearted Un Holier Podcast episode with Brittany Racine from the Might Get Loud Podcast about “culty” social norms that aren’t technically cults. They joke about being pulled into the Real Housewives of Salt Lake City fandom and discuss cult-like dynamics in hustle culture and burnout, work-life balance guilt, survival-mode productivity, and diet/wellness trends like detoxes, fasting, and sourdough. They also cover people-pleasing, family pressure and obligations, social media as a cult-like system driven by algorithms and influencer behavior, and parenting and youth sports culture—including judgment on mom forums and team identity. The conversation ends with rapid-fire takes on things like answering emails on vacation, meal prepping, leaving group chats, toxic positivity, dress codes for women, wedding trends, and AI-generated social posts, and plugs Brittany’s Might Get Loud Podcast. #UnHolierPodcast #MicAtLoud #Culty #HustleCulture #Burnout #WorkLifeBalance #DietCulture #WellnessCulture #Sourdough #PeoplePleasing #SocialMedia #Algorithm #Influencers #Parenting #MomGuilt #YouthSports #RealHousewivesOfSaltLakeCity #RHOSLC #Podcasthttps://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://www.youtube.com/%40mightgetloudpodcast&ved=2ahUKEwjq7pq7x9-SAxVS5ckDHdU_E7oQFnoECCMQAQ&usg=AOvVaw25ds4qh4tw5gWY7hsHM2gkhttps://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/might-get-loud-with-brittany-racine/id1816734729&ved=2ahUKEwjq7pq7x9-SAxVS5ckDHdU_E7oQFnoECBwQAQ&usg=AOvVaw1UTjrJpY4GTK8IYAbPOWo4Support the show

Unholier Podcast: The Valentine’s Day Survival Guide – Love Languages & Better Dates!Is Valentine’s Day a Hallmark holiday or a vital day for romance? In this special bonus episode of the Unholier Podcast, the host and her husband pull back the curtain on their own relationship to discuss all things love.From debating the true significance of February 14th to a deep dive into the five love languages, this episode is packed with heartfelt advice and plenty of laughs. Whether you need unique date night ideas to break the routine or want to learn how to be more intentional with your partner, we’ve got you covered. Love comes in many forms—let’s make sure we aren’t taking it for granted!Tune in for:💡 Creative & fun ways to celebrate your partner.🧠 Why understanding love languages changes the game.🍷 Real talk on marriage, quality time, and intentionality.#UnholierPodcast #ValentinesDay2026 #LoveLanguages #DateNightIdeas #RelationshipGoals #IntentionalLove #CouplesPodcast #ValentinesDate #MarriageAdvice #QualityTimehttps://www.buzzsprout.com/2448874/supportSupport the show

Welcome to the Un Holier Podcast, where we delve into the beliefs that shaped us and explore the spiritual gray areas we were taught to avoid. In today's episode, Kirsten, a psychic medium, joins us to discuss what happens when we die, how loved ones may still contact us, and what exists beyond the physical world. Discover the difference between psychics and mediums, learn about grounding, and hear fascinating insights about life reviews and spirit guides. Whether you're a skeptic or a believer, this episode invites you to wonder without fear. #Spirituality #psychicenergy  #medium  #lifeafterdeath  #UnHolierPodcast #curiositySupport the show

In this gripping episode of the End Holier podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Jeremy Paskell, who shares his harrowing experience of growing up in a cult led by Ariel Ben Sherman during the 1980s and 1990s. From dealing with extreme control and fear to ultimately finding freedom, Jeremy's story is a testament to resilience. Now a mural artist and author, Jeremy discusses how he transformed his traumatic past into creative expression and is currently writing a book about his experiences. His account sheds light on the hidden realities of cult life and offers a message of hope and redemption. Don't miss this powerful conversation about survival, creativity, and the journey to reclaiming one's voice. #tiktok #YouTube #podcast #cult #religiousabuseSupport the show

In this eye-opening episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith engages in a candid conversation with her best friend Chrissy about the often overlooked topic of gluttony within church culture. From the abundant potlucks in Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) churches to the broader implications of overconsumption in our daily lives, Jenny and Chrissy explore how gluttony extends beyond food to include material excess, social media addiction, and even workaholism. They share personal anecdotes, thought-provoking insights, and challenge listeners to reconsider what it means to practice self-denial and discipline. The episode ends on a positive note, encouraging ways to give and help others in the community. #cult #religion #IFB #gluttonySupport the show

In this episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Luke Roberts (known to many as LJR) for a raw and vulnerable conversation about the cost of losing your faith—and the beauty of finding yourself.Luke spent years at the front of the sanctuary as a worship leader, but behind the scenes, the foundation of his evangelical upbringing was cracking. Today, he shares the intimate details of his deconstruction journey, the painful process of leaving the church, and how he eventually reconstructed a life centered on healing and authentic spirituality.In this episode, we discuss:The turning point: When Luke realized he could no longer stay.The "Worship Leader" identity crisis.How music became a tool for healing rather than just performance.Practical advice for anyone feeling trapped in a belief system that no longer fits.What "Reconstruction" actually looks like on the other side.Whether you are currently questioning your faith, have already left, or are just looking for a story of radical honesty, Luke’s journey offers a roadmap for moving from fear to freedom.#Deconstruction #FaithJourney #Healing #LJRMusic #UnHolierPodcasthttps://music.apple.com/us/artist/ljr/818886974https://www.instagram.com/lukejustinroberts?igsh=cGhmemkxeWwwZDF5https://www.tiktok.com/@lukejustinroberts?_r=1&_t=ZP-93B856aA9lfSupport the show

In this episode of the Un Holier Podcast, hosts Jenny Smith and Bible expert Justin dive deep into the complexities and controversies surrounding Bible translations, with a special focus on the King James Version (KJV). They explore the historical context, common translation errors, and hidden agendas in the creation of the KJV. Justin provides a comprehensive presentation on why newer translations might be more accurate, and they answer listener questions about the best Bible translations for today. Whether you're deeply religious, spiritually curious, or a history enthusiast, this episode promises to be both informative and eye-opening.https://www.youtube.com/@dzdebatesSupport the show

Welcome to a very special episode of the Un Holier Podcast. To kick off 2026, I’m joined by my favorite guest—my husband! Together, we’re taking a trip down memory lane to revisit our most hilarious (and slightly embarrassing) New Year’s Eve moments.But it’s not all just laughs. We’re getting real about our 2026 resolutions, from the bad habits we’re finally ditching to the realistic goals we’re actually hoping to keep this year. Stick around for a high-energy Rapid-Fire Q&A that might reveal a few things we didn't even know about each other!Whether you’re recovering from your NYE party or setting your own intentions for the year, grab a drink, get comfortable, and let's toast to a promising year ahead. #NewYear2026 #UnHolierPodcast #NewYearsResolutions #CoupleGoals #FunnyMemories #NewYearNewMe #PodcastLife #MarriageHumorSupport the show

Have you ever felt trapped by religion? In this raw and unfiltered interview, we sit down with JC Groves, a brave pastor who escaped the clutches of the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement. From a life of strict religious indoctrination to a powerful spiritual awakening, JC’s story will challenge everything you think you know about faith.We'll uncover the secrets of the IFB's legalistic practices, hear breathtaking stories of personal transformation, and reveal the man-made rules often disguised as biblical truth. If you've been hurt by religious control or are questioning your own faith journey, this video is a beacon of hope.Join us as JC shares his new mission with the 'Following the Way Podcast,' dedicated to helping you build an authentic relationship with Jesus, free from the burdens of religious tradition.Don't just listen—be transformed. Like, share, and subscribe to get your spiritual freedom back!#ReligiousTrauma #SpiritualAwakening #IFB #IndependentFundamentalBaptist #Exvangelical #Christianity #Christian #Podcast #FaithJourney #ReligiousFreedom #Jesus #Legalism Support the show

In this episode, the host welcomes Jenny as she shares her harrowing journey growing up in the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) movement. Jenny's story details her family's deep roots in IFB, the strict and oppressive rules she faced, and the challenges of living under a legalistic and controlling environment. She recounts traumatic experiences, including a public shaming at youth camp, and a disastrous, abusive marriage arranged within the IFB framework. Despite the adversity, Jenny discusses how she sought therapy, found her confidence and sexuality, and eventually escaped the confines of abuse, rebuilding her life. The conversation also touches upon her current views on religion, her relationship with God outside of organized religion, and her path to greater self-awareness and healing. Finally, the episode ends on a lighter note with rapid-fire questions about her newfound discoveries and experiences after leaving the IFB.Support the show

Did the Church RUIN Her Life?! 😱 Author Catherine Brusk Reveals the TRUTH About Growing Up Christian | Unholier PodcastIn this explosive episode, host Jenny Smith sits down with bestselling author Catherine Brusk to peel back the curtain on her tumultuous religious past. Catherine holds NOTHING BACK as she details the jarring whiplash of attending a strict Christian school while navigating a more "relaxed" non-denominational church.Discover the shocking ways this dual life forced her to constantly adapt and hide her true self—and the devastating impact it had on her relationships and family life.We dive deep into the messy, painful, and ultimately freeing process of DECONSTRUCTION. How do you forgive teachings that caused so much trauma? Catherine shares the powerful healing journey that inspired her six books on trauma, forgiveness, and personal growth.💔 If you've ever questioned your faith or struggled with religious trauma, this is the raw, heartfelt conversation you need to hear.WATCH NOW to hear Catherine's story of surviving, deconstructing, and finally finding freedom! #religion #trauma #deconstructing #bookauthor #podcasthttps://www.catherinebrusk.comSupport the show

In this deeply personal and uncomfortable episode, hosts David and Jenny address a serious issue affecting the Troubled Teen Industry (TTI) community. They reveal that a former podcast guest has been embellishing their survival story to gain attention and scam community members, particularly vulnerable women, out of money. Despite the sensitive nature of the topic, David and Jenny provide insights and share their mission to bring awareness and change to TTI institutions. They also extend their support to survivors impacted by such deceitful actions. Ending on a positive note, they mention ongoing initiatives like the Survivors Unrestrained organization and an upcoming federal bill aimed at reforming the troubled teen industry. If you're passionate about making a difference and protecting vulnerable communities, this is an episode you don't want to miss. #troubledteen #parishilton #dirtyjohnSupport the show

In this episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Tabitha, a survivor of the troubled teen industry who spent time at Tranquility Bay in Jamaica. Tabitha shares her journey of growth and resilience, discussing her mixed emotions about the recent hurricane that hit Jamaica and the lasting impact of her experiences. The episode highlights Tabitha's impressive efforts in creating a grassroots organization and working towards a federal bill aimed at reforming the troubled teen industry. The conversation delves into the specifics of the proposed legislation, which seeks to provide better protections for teens, ban out-of-country placements, and ensure mental health facilities are properly regulated. Jenny and Tabitha also discuss practical advice for parents dealing with difficult teens, emphasizing the importance of finding the right therapeutic approach. Tune in to learn more about how you can support this impactful cause. #survivors #podcast #tti #parishiltonhttps://www.change.org/p/pass-the-protect-kids-act-protect-children-in-youth-residential-program s?recruiter=1395789295&recruited _ by_ id=a3986430-c44b-11f0-82c5-19d258e4bb7f&utm sour _ ce=share _petition&utm _ campaign=petition dashboard&utm _ _ medium=copylinkSupport the show

In a special episode of the Un Holier Podcast, host Jenny Smith is joined by her husband, Ryan (aka Smitty), to discuss their vastly different upbringings. Jenny was raised in a religious environment while Ryan wasn't exposed to church at all. They share personal stories, delve into the challenges and growth in their marriage, and discuss their experiences with various church environments. The couple also touches on the impacts of religious trauma and their journey of finding their own way. Whether you’re familiar with IFB, curious about different religious practices, or just enjoy heartfelt discussions, this episode offers intimate and insightful conversations. #UnHolierPodcast #ReligiousTrauma #MarriageTalk #DifferentUpbringings #PodcastEpisodeSupport the show

In this emotionally charged episode of The Holier podcast, host Jenny Smith sits down with Justin Woodbury, an old friend from their days in the Christian school. Justin opens up about his harrowing experiences within the Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) Church, specifically the Ann Arbor Baptist Church in Michigan. Through a candid conversation, Justin shares the deeply disturbing events of abuse he endured, his journey to healing, and his resolve to help others through his book, 'Sheltered But Not Protected.' Trigger warning: This episode discusses abuse within the church. Viewer discretion is advised. #IFB #AbuseSurvivor #EndHolier #ChristianSchool #CultSurvivor #SurvivorStories #ReligiousTrauma #ChurchAbuse #HealingJourneyhttps://www.amazon.com/dp/1662929765?ref=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cso_sms_apin_dp_5XR24WS10N3WTX0A8GJQ&ref_=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cso_sms_apin_dp_5XR24WS10N3WTX0A8GJQ&social_share=cm_sw_r_ffobk_cso_sms_apin_dp_5XR24WS10N3WTX0A8GJQ&bestFormat=true&titleSource=trueSupport the show

🚨  A 'PREACHER BOY,' NOW HE'S EXPOSING EVERYTHING! 🚨** In one of our most intense episodes yet, host Jenny Smith sits down with **Daniel** as he takes us deep inside the shadowy world of the **Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB)** movement. You won't believe the shocking details he reveals. Daniel was the ideal IFB kid—the classic 'preacher boy.' But behind the façade of suits and perfect attendance was a life buckling under the weight of **rigid structures and controversial teachings**. What finally broke him? A harrowing, must-hear experience at a **Bible college** that forced him to question every single belief he ever held. From strict dating rules and purity culture to the **behind-the-scenes power dynamics** of the IFB, Daniel holds nothing back. Hear his heartbreaking account of the community he lost, and the incredible, unexpected new life and support he found through **martial arts**. This journey is a powerful roadmap for anyone navigating religious trauma and a guide for those considering their own deconstruction. #TrendingViralHashtags** #TalesFromTheIFB #Deconstruction #UnholierPodcast #ExFundie #FundieFriday #ReligiousTrauma #IFBExposed #Cults #Viral #JennySmith #ExvangelicalSupport the show

🚨 CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?! 🚨 Join Jenny Smith and David Keck on the Un Holier Podcast as they react in real-time to the most jaw-dropping, controversial sermon clips from Independent Fundamental Baptist (IFB) preachersyou've ever heard.We're not holding back. Hear the shocking moments—including documented racial slurs and insane conspiracy theories—that shaped their childhoods. Jenny and David dive into a deep, dynamic conversation, dissecting the toxic rhetoricthat permeates the IFB movement.If you or someone you know grew up in the church, this episode is a necessary listen. Find out why thousands are leaving and how these fundamentalist preachers are still getting away with it. This is a rollercoaster of emotion and a powerful act of healing. #ShockingTruth #Exposed #PodcastLife #MustListen #Viral #Controversial #TheySaidWhatSupport the show

In this gripping podcast episode, we welcome Marbeth Skwarczynski, mother of 'Preacher Boys' host Eric and accomplished author, as she discusses her harrowing experiences growing up in the IFB (Independent Fundamental Baptist) movement. We dive deep into her real-life inspirations for her compelling book 'No Longer Invisible' and explore the emotional challenges and abuses she faced and overcame. This candid conversation sheds light on the stark realities behind seemingly perfect façades in religious communities, highlighting her journey through severe depression, working for years in a Christian school under exploitative conditions, and ultimately deconstructing her faith. Learn about her powerful fiction works that reveal the lives of those impacted by such environments and her latest book 'Princess of Moab.' Don't miss this emotional and eye-opening episode, especially if you've ever questioned how religion can sometimes manipulate and control. Subscribe and hit the bell icon for more inspiring stories and eye-opening discussions!Support the show