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I AM MADELINE — 161 episodes
MASKING
Grace
I'M BACK
medical instruction REST
ADVOCACY
Music Magic
I'm scared
blArgh
my Project Hail Mary
DOCUMENT done! woohoo
*the DOCUMENT*
tired brain is tired
A kind of claustrophobia, disability flavor
housekeeping, deep clean part one
the grind
working outside a tiny ME energy envelope is like borrowing money from the mob, you will pay dearly!
some little pieces of good news amidst the difficulty
My life, the dramedy
Walk softly and carry a big stick
Terrible Tightrope
Easter musings
under pressure
Sick Times republish of my op-ed!
Light In Darkness
Leadership And Power Musings
pt 6: Ides of March squish squash
pt5: pi Day squish squash continues
pt4: Friday the 13th squish squashed, The hits keep coming
pt3: squish squash brick wall
pt2: squish squash pain meats dreams middle of the night episode
Squish Squashed
Broken Glass and Other Heartaches
YouTube LIVE recording of petition presentation January 21st 2026
Jan 21st Petition Presentation In Person!
Energy Overdrawn
Jan 1, 2 AM, 2026
pt 2 my op-ed Canary UK
My CanaryUK op-ed is out
Merry Merry
The Fine Art Of Distraction
Sinterklaas
preparation is the better part of valor
part 2 One thing after another
part 1 One thing after another
Day of the Dead, Halloween, & Miracles
LifeAfter CBC Independent lens
WHIMSY
LifeAfter Sundance award-winning documentary
POWER
Hope Is Tricky Business
Disability Hate(And how I'm trying to keep afloat)
Atlantic Readers welcome
disability prejudice vomited on me by a neighbour, AGAIN
BANJO!
HEAT
Volunteering
Trauma Response
Under pressure
Heat/Air/PESE Update
Everyone Breaks Under Torture Eventually
My recording of my BC budget presentation
BC budget a presentation 1:50 pm June 17th
BC Millions Missing protest May 10th 2025
BLOSSOM HUNT to cheer me (and hopefully you) after residential tenancy board hearing
Cherry Blossoms Vs Torture Feels
Double Rainbow
Air Quality Saga worsens (directly relates to previous episode)
Paradox
Over 1,000 Signatures On Petition!
petition related pain/energy crash (YouTube audio)
The Canary & The Rollercoaster
Petition Please Sign
I'm not ok, Nov 29
I Need A Christmas Miracle🤞🎄
what's the what re STINK, friendsgiving, pumpkin prowl, gfm
nightmare wakes me
THE STINK
Devastating News vs Arm Floaties (Friendsgiving?)
Arm Floaties
There was an old lady who swallowed a fly AKA The perils of lack of supports
Constituency Appt + GENETIC testing in process
Queen Of The Cranky Arses
Tilt Table Fiasco vs Watermelon Warpants
Emotional Resiliency Challenges
Welcome Amazon music listeners
Infection Red Alert + my eyes are full of blossoms
Mission Possible from Impossible???
Barbie-Heimer Rant, Disability Edition
New Year; Renewed Battle!
From YT Holiday Magic & Melancholy
Holiday Magic & Melancholy YouTube link
Birthday Blessings & Blues
YouTube videos live 6:00 p.m. Pacific standard Time December 7th
Less Crush More Bounce
Crush
Ableist Tenancy Risk
Eclectic episode=law/clean/hbot/tiktok/paxlovid
Thanksgiving Fun but then CRAPTASTICNESS aka Why Does The Universe Hate Me
Brutality of post-exertion symptom exacerbation due only to lack of supports
Ricochet article feels
Vision Thing PLUS Ricochet article+ Immunologist + Hbot update
Meltdown post COVID
Covid update Sept 25
COVID burnt +paxlovid unexpected good results
Dark Morning Of The Soul
F*********K
Covid & the ER
Irony: Caught covid at LifeLabs getting immune function tests
Perils Of Minimal Supports
Worrisome Neurological Exam Today
Coping, Denial or Both
Hyperbaric №11-14, plus new supplements updates
The straw that has broken this camel's back
HBot 9/10 plus ombudsman calls
Scarcity/Bounty Dance
HB 7&8 plus external impacts
Good News/Bad News + HB in-between info
Hyperbaric #s 4,5,6 Tired Brain Forgetful edition
Primer for Parents & caregivers of PVS children, esp those with myalgic encephalomyelitis
HB #3 - The Hot Mess Edition
2nd hyperbaric chamber
Hyperbaric Chamber June 20th 2023
Inside Insomnia
Suffering Olympics
Quickie update June 13th
Doctors politicians bureaucrats lend me your ears
Laugh & the World laughs with you, Cry & you cry alone.
Hope and Despair; the terrible dance
"Seeming ok"; the GREAT MISUNDERSTANDING
Guided Meditation; Boundaries
Meditation intro section 5 (of 5)
Meditation intro section 4 (of 5)
Meditation intro section 3 (of 5)
Meditation intro section 2 (of 5)
Meditation intro section 1 (of 5)
A day where I feel like I'm in a Monty Python sketch
Meditation: WHY? What's the what.
A little good news! + exploring bias based developmental damage to a post viral ME child
MLA zoom and trying to be a magical TED talk
The best laid plans of mice and men...
Needing a Yes Virginia there's a Santa Claus moment!(my 1st acting role playing Santa)
Treatments vs Touching the Void
Bureaucracy, Abdication, Running out of Money, OH MY
Personal & Mayan Apocalypse - Millions Missing "Testimony 5 - Madeline" Part 7
More Red Feathered Sherlocking - Millions Missing "Testimony 5 - Madeline" Part 6
Red Feather saga Pt1 & Sherlocked Med history - Millions Missing "Testimony 5 - Madeline" Part 5
Purpose and Connection- Millions Missing "Testimony 5 - Madeline" Part 4
Bureaucracy Burden-Millions Missing "Testimony 5 - Madeline" Part 3
Medical Mechanics & CATS-Millions Missing "Testimony 5 - Madeline" Part 2
Millions Missing "Testimony 5 - Madeline" Part 1
Millions Missing "Testimony 5 - Madeline" Intro
Madeline's Daily Three: Grateful, Celebrated, Validated
An Honest Update from Madeline
Ep. 5 - Christmas in July
A quick update from the IAM team
Ep. 4 - Do you jump, or do you burn to death?
Ep. 3 - The elephant in the room
Ep. 2 - Hysteria
The Commentary: Ash Kelly discusses I AM MADELINE
Ep. 1 - How do you solve a problem?
Trailer, Season 1