#randomdevothoughts with Amber: Reflections on the Jesus Heart from the ADHD Mind

This is the official kick-off of Season 2 — celebrating the release of #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time. Today I just happened to be doing some normal book promo stuff — digging through old photos — when I found a picture from May 2012 and my whole body just went weird. Dizzy. Like the floor shifted. Because I almost didn't recognize her. Not because she looked different. Because I am different.This episode, I'm taking you somewhere that doesn't have a punchline. No jokes today. Just the real stuff — where I was, what God did with it, and why in 10 days I'll be standing in Times Square in complete awe of how far this story has come.If you've ever walked through something that broke you and wondered whether God could actually do anything with it — this one's for you.In this episode:The photo that stopped me coldA mountain, a cliff, and the truth about where I was in 2012A roommate I'd just met who changed everything without even knowing itWhat "not staying silent" actually costs — and why it's worth itPsalm 139:16 and why every single day was already written, even that one⚠️ This episode talks honestly about mental health and crisis. If you or someone you love is struggling right now, please call or text 988. Licensed counselors are there 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.📖 Sisterhood of the Short Yellow Pencils is available now on Amazon.Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey friends, this week we're doing something different. It's launch week for my brand new book #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time and I am reading straight from Chapter 4 — "You Meet the Most Unstable People in Lockdown (Then You Realize You're One of Them.)" From red scrubs and sporks to sticky note poetry on a psych ward floor, this chapter will make you laugh, wreck you a little, and remind you that the line between us and them isn't just thin — it's imaginary. This is the Breakfast Club for the Unstable and I saved you a seat. Special edition. Real talk. No filters. Let's go. ✏️💛Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

What does it actually mean to be strong? Because if I’m honest… I didn’t learn it from a book. I learned it in a kilt.In this episode of #RandomDevoThoughts, I’m going back to a place that started building me long before I had language for what it was doing—a sisterhood of girls, the Central High School Kilties Drum, Bugle and Bagpipe Corps from Springfield. Missouri, who showed up, stood shoulder to shoulder, and kept going… even when everything in us wanted to stop. This weekend we're celebrating 100 years of that legacy passed down.This isn’t just a story about high school.It’s about:– the people who bring you in when you don’t have what you need – the friendships that shape the rest of your life – the things you don’t think you can do… until you do them anyway – and the kind of strength that gets built quietly, over time If you’re a Kiltie (past or present), this one will feel like home.If you’ve ever been part of something that pushed you, carried you, and didn’t let you quit… this is your story too.Because here’s the truth: You don’t stop being part of something that built you like that. And maybe the strength you’re looking for isn’t something you have to go find…maybe it’s something that’s already been built into you.Press play and come sit with me for this one.00:00 — These Are Not Two Separate Stories 01:20 — The Moment I Didn’t See Coming 02:40 — This Was… Different 03:50 — I Wasn’t Supposed to Be There (But I Was) 05:10 — The Friend I Wasn’t Letting Go Of 06:20 — I Picked It Up… and Something Happened 07:40 — My Brain Didn’t Know… But Something Else Did 09:10 — Apparently, I Was Yellow the Whole Time 10:20 — The Part Nobody Prepares You For 11:15 — The Words That Stayed With Me 12:00 — You Don’t Stop When You Think You Should 13:10 — I Heard It Again… Years Later 14:10 — This Shouldn’t Connect… But It Does 15:10 — This Is What Actually Builds YouAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

What happens when God unlocks you at 50-something and you realize the key was there the whole time — and you're both laughing and crying? That's exactly where we're landing today. This is the finale of the Revealed in the Making series, and honestly? It's the one I didn't know I needed until I said it out loud.We're talking about the difference between healing and unlocking. Because some things weren't broken — they were just waiting. We're talking about a prophetic word I held for years that I couldn't decode until I started living it. And we're talking about why you don't have to wait for the end-of-life highlight reel to finally see what God has been doing in you all along."Coming into agreement with what God says about you is not pride. It's obedience."What we get into01The kind of proud that's actually obedienceI say something I've never said in my entire writing life — I am genuinely proud of this book. Not the "I did something great on my own" pride. The "I am proud of the girl God made me to be" kind. There's a difference, and we're going there.02Healing vs. unlocking — and why the word mattersHealing implies something was broken. But some things were never broken — they were just locked, covered over, sitting in the dark. A wound needs to be cleaned and closed. A lock just needs a key. God wasn't only healing me. He was unlocking me.03The prophetic word I held for yearsA woman in a prayer meeting — didn't know me, didn't know my story — said I'd be "one of the most influential journalists of our time." I thought she meant journalism. She didn't. It took years of living it before I understood what it actually meant.04Getting over myself (with a nudge, not a slap)I went into this book season done. Deflated. The quiet kind of deflated that doesn't make noise — it just goes silent. And then God basically said: are you ready yet? Because freedom doesn't release you until you get out of your own way.05Seeing the pattern now, not at the endEverybody talks about seeing it all line up in that tunnel-of-light moment at the end of your life. I don't wanna wait for that. I want to see it on this side of heaven — the stones lining up in real time, while I'm still being made.Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

What if the thing you've been calling humility is actually just fear in a really cute outfit? Yeah. We're going there.I spent years handing the mic to other people and honestly? I was really good at making it sound noble. Servant-hearted. Humble even. But God has a way of pulling back the curtain on the stories we tell ourselves, and this episode is about the moment He pulled back mine.We're talking about stage nerves, hating your own voice, the enemy's favorite trick when women start stepping into their calling, and why the Holy Spirit doesn't show up where you think He does. There's a moment in here that changed everything for me and I have a feeling it might do something in you, too.This is part three of the Revealed in the Making series. If you haven't started from the beginning, go back — it'll hit different if you do. But if you're ready, friend, press play. This one's for the woman who's been sitting on something and keeps telling herself she's just not ready yet.Spoiler: you're more ready than you think.00:00 — Welcome Back to the Chaos00:44 — The Episode That Started With Almost Throwing Up01:51 — The Story I Told Myself for Years03:04 — Where the Holy Spirit Actually Shows Up04:15 — What Happens When Women Stop Being Quiet05:06 — Why You Are Not in Competition With Her07:50 — The Real Reason We Keep Handing the Mic Away08:46 — Okay But Seriously — Take It09:37 — A Prayer for the Woman Sitting on Something10:24 — One Last Thing Before You Go11:07 — The Book Is Coming and I Want You In on It11:41 — Go Share This With HerAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

No motivation? Same.I’ve been in a fog lately—the kind where your get up and go doesn’t just slow down… it disappears. And if I’m being honest, sometimes it dips into something heavier—like putting up the shutters on life itself and closing out everything of light on the other side.And the tricky part? Sometimes, it doesn’t feel like giving up. Sometimes we think we are getting the time out we need...when in reality, what we’re calling “mental health days” can quietly start burying us deeper and deeper.In this episode of Revealed in the Making, I’m talking through that space—where burnout, mental fog, and faith all collide… and where it’s hard to tell the difference between actually resting and quietly staying stuck.Because the cave is real. But don’t stay in the dark cave of your mind… you weren’t meant to live there.I’m not coming at this from the other side. I’m walking this out in real time.00:00 — Welcome to Random Devo Thoughts Setting the tone + what this space is00:40 — When Your Get Up and Go Leaves Without You That fog where everything feels optional02:10 — When “Rest” Starts Lying to You Why staying stuck can feel like self-care03:30 — The Cave Is Real (But It’s Not Home) Bible moment: David, the cave, and the call to move05:00 — Your Feelings Aren’t Always Fighting For You The quiet shift no one warns you about06:45 — What This Looked Like for Me This Week Walking, windows, small intentional choices08:30 — Finding the Crack in the Pavement How tiny movement starts everything10:15 — Don’t Stay in the Cave of Your Mind Truth + tension + turning toward the light11:30 — Prayer for the Fog12:45 — Outro + Where to Find MeAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

In this episode, I’m kicking off a new series called Revealed in the Making, because I couldn’t shake the question: what happens when the thing God carefully wired in you feels like it gets broken? I talk about what life felt like after my season in the psychiatric facility—how I came out feeling like a stranger in my own skin, grieving the silence after being a writer whose words used to pour out nonstop. That quiet middle felt like rotting, but I’ve learned it was more like a seed cracking open underground—breaking that had a purpose. God didn’t hand me back what I had; over time, He grew something new, and I eventually became a book designer with no formal training. I’m also owning the way I notice God in the small, random details, and I’m reframing “seeing through a glass darkly” as an invitation to trust what’s still being revealed.00:00 Welcome to the Podcast00:43 Episode Title and New Series02:14 After the Psych Ward04:39 Quiet Season Like a Seed05:36 Becoming a Designer06:40 Counseling and God Signs08:42 Owning My Wiring09:07 Seeing Through Glass Darkly11:11 Prayer and SendoffAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

You thought parenting would feel different by now. Like somehow, by the time you were the responsible adult in the room, you'd have it figured out. But what if you're not standing above your kids' struggles — what if you're right there in the playground with them, just with 20 more years of coping mechanisms and a driver's license?In Episode 3 of I Fear How Much I'm Wonderfully Made, Amber gets honest about what it really looks like to raise neurospicy kids when you ARE the neurospicy parent. From potty training guilt to dorm rooms that didn't work to the diagnosis that finally gave her daughter language for her own life — this one is for every parent who has ever made their kid's struggle mean something about their own worth.Real stories. Real daughters. Real mess. And a whole lot of grace.Part of the "I Fear How Much I'm Wonderfully Made" series on Random Devo Thoughts.IN THIS EPISODEWhy neurospicy parents are often parenting from the inside of the same struggle — not above itThe potty training story nobody wants to admit out loud (but everyone needs to hear)What Imogen said on a rainy morning in junior high that changed everythingWhy Saffron thrived in an apartment when she couldn't in a dorm — and what that taught Amber about fitting the mold vs. understanding the patternThe truth about labels: it's not about an excuse — it's about a lighthouseWhen Penelope finally got her autism diagnosis and said "I finally understand myself"Why "potential is unlimited" is only true when the fish is actually in the waterHow to tell the difference between accepting your kid and giving up on your kidPsalm 139:13 (Amplified) — knit together with intention, not manufactured for conformityQUOTABLES FROM THIS EPISODE"You cannot teach someone to be a different kind of fish. And when a fish spends all its energy trying to ride a bicycle, it never discovers what it can do in the water.""She said — I finally understand myself. That is why the labels matter. Not as an excuse. As a lighthouse.""Sometimes we're not standing above our kids' struggles. Sometimes we're right there in the playground with them. And that's the most honest kind of parenting there is.""Mom, I can only hold one thing at a time." She wasn't defying me. That was truth."We're not broken. We're still being shaped."SCRIPTURE REFERENCEDPsalm 139:13 (Amplified Bible) "For You formed my innermost parts; You knit me together in my mother's womb."MENTIONED IN THIS EPISODE#SisterhoodOfTheShortYellowPencils: Mental Health Mayhem One Sticky Note at a Time — Amber's upcoming book, releasing May 2026 from Abundance BooksUpdates and pre-launch info → shortyellowpencilrx.comCONNECT WITH AMBER🌐 shortyellowpencilrx.com 📘 Sisterhood of the Short Yellow Pencils (Facebook community) 📚 Book drops May 2026 — Abundance BooksSERIES EPISODESEpisode 1 — What in the ADHD?!! (Why Did You Put My Glasses in the Washing Machine?) — What ADHD actually is, and why it took 52 years to figure it outEpisode 2 — The Curiosity Engine — Why the ADHD brain dives deep, gets obsessed, and yes, spent 6 hours watching hoof-trimming videosEpisode 3Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

In part two of my “I Fear How Much I’m Wonderfully Made” series, I’m talking about the ADHD “curiosity engine”—that thing in my brain that locks onto an idea, digs until I know everything, and then pushes me to chase the next rabbit hole before I’ve finished what I started. I share a few of my most unexpected hyperfocus trails (yes, including the ones that make no practical sense), what they’ve cost me, and how some of them have surprisingly turned into real purpose. I also wrestle with why my curiosity can feel like both a superpower and kryptonite, and what it looks like to steward that wiring with God instead of letting it run my life. If you’ve ever felt pulled in 17 directions at once, this one’s for you.00:00 Welcome to Random Devo Thoughts00:43 What We're Talking ABout01:36 The Curiosity Engine Explained03:15 Rabbit Holes and Random Skills04:43 Life as a Reptile Hoarder06:36 I Want to Play That (NOT)08:36 Excavator Brain Just Keeps Digging09:46 Superpower and Kryptonite12:06 Stewarding Talents Not Seeds13:42 Prayer and Closing ChargeAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

In part one of my new series, I Fear How Much I’m Wonderfully Made, I’m talking about ADHD, faith, and why believing Psalm 139:14 still feels scary for me. I share a real-life moment (yes, my glasses were literally in the washing machine) and the bigger story of growing up feeling like I was “too much” before I understood how my brain is wired. I also clear up the difference between being neurodivergent and dealing with mental health—and why understanding your wiring can change everything.00:43 New Series Kickoff: “I Fear How Much I’m Wonderfully Made”01:44 The Kid Who Couldn't Behave Complex03:10 The Glasses in the Washing Machine: A Day in My Brain03:57  Clearing Up the Confusion between Your Wiring and Mental Health 06:02 The ADHD Curiosity Engine -- What Keeps me Whirling07:40 What Does Wonderfully Made Look Like (Cause I Just Don't See it)08:41 Next Episode Preview09:54 Kicking off the Journey with Prayer10:54 Wrap-Up, Book Update & How to Join the Launch TeamAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey friends, it's Amber, and I'm about to get myself into good trouble again.Fresh off surgery and recovery (praise God for answered prayers!), I've been wrestling with something I can't shake: What does real advocacy actually look like when it costs you something? Martin Luther King Jr. said the biggest obstacle to justice wasn't the hardcore opposition, but people who agreed in spirit but wouldn't pay the cost of action. And man, that convicted me.Here's what I keep coming back to: Jesus didn't just have a soft heart. He had a soft heart with a backbone. He touched lepers when it was illegal. He defended the woman everyone wanted to stone. He put His body, His reputation, His life on the line—not for the righteous, but for the outcast.In this episode, we're diving into what it means to keep a tender heart in a world trying to harden us. When people say "do your research," maybe what we really need is a heart search—going deeper to find where we might be waning in compassion.I'm calling all of us (myself included) to uncomfortable discipleship. Because a soft heart without a backbone is just sentimentality. And a backbone without a soft heart is just cruelty.Fair warning: Both sides might get mad at you for caring about the "wrong" people. But Jesus calls us to pay that price.Let's get into some good trouble together.Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hi friends, it's Amber here. In this episode of #RandomDevoThoughts,' I dig into the rich history behind the Watch Night service, which goes far beyond a simple New Year's tradition. Together, we'll uncover its origins from Freedom's Eve on December 31st, 1862, and reflect on how enslaved people awaited their deliverance—the Emancipation Proclamation.  It’s an invitation for all of us to step out of our comfort zones, learn from each other, and better reflect the diverse beauty of God's kingdom. Join me as we seek to understand and celebrate the stories that make our faith richer and deeper.00:00 Welcome to Random Devo Thoughts00:51 Discovering the Sacred History of Watch Night03:03 The Significance of Watch Night Service05:09 Embracing Cultural Diversity in Faith06:53 A Call to Learn and Represent the Kingdom09:50 Prayer and Reflection11:17 Closing Thoughts Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey friends, it's Amber here!Ever mix up your art history and accidentally stumble into a profound truth? Yeah, me too. That's basically how this entire episode was born.I'm digging into what it means to be a person before your time, how to cut off the voices of critics (metaphorically, friends!), and why your "random" brain connections might actually be divine downloads.If you've ever felt too scattered, too creative, or too different for the traditional path—this one's for you. Grab your shovel. Let's dig in the dirt together and see what God's been whispering through the chaos.What You'll Hear in This Episode:[00:00-01:00] The Art Book Confession How my British father-in-law taught me to contemplate art, and why getting Van Gogh and Da Vinci historically confused turned out to be the whole point.[01:00-03:00] The Innovators Were Always Misunderstood Why every person we look back on as a genius was criticized in their own time—and what that means for you and your "crazy" ideas right now.[03:00-05:00] The Biblical Before-Their-Time Club Noah building a boat with no water. Da Vinci sketching helicopters in the 1400s. What divine inspiration looks like when nobody else can see it yet.[05:00-07:00] When "Crazy Chaos" Is Actually God Speaking How to tell the difference between random thoughts and divine downloads (hint: you might not know until you dig deeper).[07:00-09:00] My Van Gogh Moments: The 50-Year Journey Getting real about my journalism degree, my communication fears, my paradox life, and the four big revelations that helped me find my authentic voice.[09:00-11:00] The Self-Inventory Questions Here's what I want you to take away: specific questions to help you figure out what voices you need to cut off and what God's been whispering that you've been dismissing.[11:00-13:00] Prayer for the Innovators Praying for everyone who feels alone in their vision, misunderstood in their calling, or crazy for following what God's put in their hearts.[13:00-14:00] Your Da Vinci Moment Is Waiting The call to action, the encouragement, and my signature chaotic sign-off.Perfect for: Neurodivergent Christians, creative souls, innovators, anyone who's been told they're "too much," people who need permission to trust their messy brain, and short yellow pencil sisters who are tired of hiding their struggles.Not for: People who want clean, systematic theology with zero paradox.Length: 14 minutesAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey friends! Welcome back to another episode of Random Devo Thoughts with Amber. Today, I'm diving into the messy world of writing my book #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils and all the chaos that came with it. I'll share how I almost gave up, the struggles with editing, and why I decided to break all the rules to stay true to my neurodivergent readers. We'll talk about how even Jesus was a rule-breaker with his parables and why it's so important to reach the 'one' person who needs our message the most. Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey friends, it's Amber! In this episode of Random Devo Thoughts, I dive into the universal experience of hitting your limit—that moment when your brain says 'That's enough.' Let's talk about the different ways we react when we're overwhelmed and explore how these moments can be invitations from God to rest in His presence. Instead of fighting our meltdowns, what if we allowed ourselves to melt into God's love? Join me for some heartfelt insights, genuine encouragement, and a fresh perspective on navigating faith and mental health. Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey guys, I'm literally sitting in a Walmart parking lot composing this episode with Stanley, my Great Pyrenees, and he's got his head out the window doing what he does best—seeking discovery. And it got me thinking in the neurodivergent spaghetti of my mind about wonder, about a tiny wooden piano from Christmas 1979, and about how we've lost the art of unwrapping presents in God's presence. This episode is part childhood nostalgia, part theological deep dive, and part dog-inspired revelation. And to be honest, it might be one of my favorite conversations I've had with myself in a parking lot.Timestamps:[00:00] Welcome to parking lot theology with Stanley [00:45] Christmas 1979 and the Holy Trinity of childhood desire [02:00] The wooden piano that changed everything [03:15] Stanley's posture of wonder (and why it matters) [04:00] Unwrapping presents in God's presence (the wordplay that broke me) [06:00] When the miraculous becomes mundane [06:45] The astronomer, the Star of Bethlehem [08:00] Why science doesn't ruin the miracle [09:15] God made photosynthesis (so stop apologizing for your questions) [10:30] The box that never runs out [11:30] When wooden pianos end up in the attic [12:30] Prayer: Help us keep our heads out the window [13:30] Stanley needs me to hurry up and end thisAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Ever feel like we're living in a Planet of the Apes sequel nobody asked for?In this episode, I'm talking about the spiritual bananas the world keeps handing us and why vacuum-sealing rotten fruit never turns it into something good. Spoiler: fear doesn't become peace with time, and bitterness won't turn into banana bread.I'm getting real about how to anchor yourself to sanity when everyone else seems to be losing theirs, and what Jesus's approach teaches us about breaking free from primitive mindset.If you're tired of getting pelted with recycled opinions and ready to cultivate something that actually lasts, this one's for you.Hint: It involves throwing away the bananas and making room for strawberry preserves.CHAPTERS:00:00 - Intro 00:45 - Don't Invest in the Bananas 01:30 - The Planet of the Apes Problem 03:00 - What We're Getting Pelted With 06:00 - The Right Fruit vs. The Wrong Fruit 07:30 - Why Vacuum-Sealing Rotten Fruit Never Works 10:15 - Jesus's Approach 12:00 - Breaking the Primitive Mindset 14:00 - What to Preserve Instead 17:00 - Prayer 17:45 - OutroKEY INFO:Scripture: Galatians 5:22-23 Length: ~18 minutes Topics: Fruit of the Spirit, Cultural Chaos, Discernment, Spiritual GrowthAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Ever feel like you're drowning in a mud puddle while acting like you need a life raft? Yeah, me too. In this episode, I'm tackling that gloomy voice in our heads that sounds suspiciously like Eeyore from Winnie the Pooh—you know, the one convinced everything is conspiring against us.Here's the thing: COVID turned us all into Eeyores somehow, normalizing a victim mentality where we're waist-deep in water calling it an ocean. But I'm here to tell you how pink inflatable birds became my spirit animal when negativity reared its ugly head. So grab your metaphorical floaty and join me as I figure out how to be awkward, imperfect, and unapologetically fabulous—even in the mess.01:00 - Meet Your Inner Eeyore (He's the Worst)02:00 - COVID Turned Us All Into Depressed Donkeys03:00 - Are You Bringing Sunshine or a Complaint Convention?04:00 - Your Words: Medicine or Straight-Up Poison?05:00 - I Created a Flamingo Cult During Lockdown06:00 - Meet Tilly: Our Pink Mascot of Chaos07:00 - I Became the Oprah of Flamingos (You Get a Flamingo!)08:00 - People Swimming in Mud Puddles: A Springfield Love Story09:00 - Job 11:16 or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Puddle10:00 - You're Not Drowning, You're Just Dramatic11:00 - Find Your Floaties (No, Really, Find Them)12:00 - Put a Flamingo on Your Problems13:00 - Prayer for Hot Mess Flamingo People14:00 - Two Songs: Pick Your Soundtrack (Eeyore or Fabulous?)Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

I'm getting real about life with a buckshot brain—you know, the kind that walks into the kitchen to make dinner and ends up reorganizing the hall closet while something burns on the stove. This episode tackles the guilt, the chaos, and the grace of living scattered, including a very honest confession about my legally blind husband tripping over things I've left in random "logical" places. I'm also sharing 5 things that help me wrangle my focus back to what actually matters (most of the time). Spoiler: God's not waiting for you to get your act together before He shows up.Chapter Tracks:0:00 – Intro: Buckle Up, Buttercup1:00 – My House Is a Booby Trap (Sorry, Philip)2:00 – When Someone Else's Organizational System Lasts Exactly Six Days3:00 – The Guilt Spiral Nobody Asked For4:00 – Hyperfocus Is Great Until Dinner's on Fire5:00 – Accidentally Becoming a Human Speed Bump6:00 – Philippians 4:8, But Make It ADHD7:00 – Three Rooms Away From the Original Mission8:00 – Jesus Said His Yoke Is Light So Why Am I Like This9:00 – Five Things That Actually Help (Sometimes)11:00 – That Church Sign Came for Me Personally12:00 – Fearfully, Wonderfully, and Chaotically Made14:00 – Inviting God Into Every Room You Wander Into15:00 – A Prayer for Buzzing Brains16:00 – Outro: He's Already in the ScatterAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Ever feel like you're fighting for a seat at tables where nobody actually wants you there? Yeah, me too. And honestly? I'm exhausted.Here's the thing: I spent way too long trying to prove I belonged at the "important people" table—the leadership table, the ministry table, that table where everyone seems to have their act together. But something shifted for me recently. What if I was never meant to be at THAT table? What if God's been preparing a completely different seat?If you've been second-guessing your gifts, exhausting yourself trying to fit in, or listening to the comment section of your life louder than God's voice? This episode is for you.Time to stop scrapping for crumbs and start feasting at the right table.Grab your coffee (or whatever gets you through the day), and let's talk about what happens when you finally realize you're not the backup casserole—you're the beloved child at the Father's table.Timestamps: [00:00] Why I'm tired of being the object lesson [02:30] The table I was actually meant for [05:00] Colliding with God's love (and what that changes) [08:00] The Saffy Burrito analogy that will make sense, I promise [11:00] Moving in boldness when you know you belong [13:00] Prayer for the belovedAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey, I'm back and dragging through this week to dish some truth. You know those seasons where you wake up already exhausted? Where everyone needs something from you, and you're just trying to show up for all of it? And somewhere in the middle of that chaos, you start believing the lie that everything you're doing is pointless—that maybe you really are good for nothing?In this episode, I'm diving into how temporary weariness tries to become permanent identity. How "I'm in a hard season" becomes "I am the hard season." And what God actually says about all of this.We'll talk about:Why dead things don't get attacked (and what that means for you)The strategy behind feeling good for nothingWhat to actually do when you're in this placeWhy God might want you to take that napIf you're sitting in that chair, feeling like you're good for nothing, this one's for you.Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey there, it's Amber! Welcome back to #RandomDevoThoughts! 🎙️ Ever feel like your brain is on a 24/7 overthinking frenzy? Yeah, me too. From obsessing over texts to having imaginary arguments, I get it—it’s exhausting! 😅 But what if I told you we don’t have to fix it all by ourselves? Dive in with me as we chat about the genius hacks like sticky notes, 30-second pauses, and the 'dump and repeat' trick—all inspired by Matthew 11:28-30. Let's turn that brain chaos into moments of peace. Remember, God’s not keeping score, and your wild thoughts are totally welcome here. 💛 Love you guys, and hey, hit that subscribe button and share this episode with a fellow overthinker. 🙌00:00 Introduction and Confession00:58 The Overthinking Spiral01:41 Lies Our Brains Tell Us02:36 Jesus' Promise of Rest06:14 Practical Steps to Combat Overthinking09:01 Final Encouragement and Prayer10:15 Closing RemarksAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey there! It's Amber, and welcome to another episode of 'Random Devo Thoughts.' In this hilariously honest talk, I dive into why we should thank God for the small stuff—like your last pair of clean underwear! Tune in as I share how a simple prayer about fluffy towels flipped my perspective on gratitude. Get ready for some laughs and a whole lot of heart as we find out why the little things, like finding matching socks, matter so much. Don't miss it!00:00 Welcome to Random Devo Thoughts00:43 Episcopalian Prayers and Unexpected Blessings05:17 The Daily Scavenger Hunt: Finding Gratitude in the Small Things09:16 Seeing God in the Ordinary14:46 Challenge: Start a Small Things List17:00 Closing Thoughts and EncouragementAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

This one's heavy, friends. I'm talking about anger—specifically when it crosses the line into abusive behavior. I share some personal stories about what I've seen (and honestly, what I've been part of) when anger goes unchecked.Here's the thing: we all get mad. But when yelling becomes your default, when you're constantly losing it on the people you love, that's a pattern. And patterns don't just disappear because you feel bad about them later.I walk through what it actually looks like to recognize you've got a problem—whether you're the one exploding or you're on the receiving end. I talk about counseling (the real kind, not just venting to friends), genuine repentance (which is way more than saying "I'm sorry"), and why accountability matters so much.If you've ever wondered, "Is this normal? Is this okay?"—listen to this. If you're the one struggling with anger, there's hope and a way forward. And if you're watching someone you love spiral, you're not stuck.Let's break these cycles together.Timestamps: 00:00 Welcome to Random Devo Thoughts 00:43 Today's Heavy Topic: Dealing with Anger 02:18 Personal Stories and Reflections 04:37 Recognizing and Addressing Patterns of Abuse 09:10 Steps Towards Healing and Change 17:55 Final Thoughts and EncouragementtAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey everyone! I'm Amber, and welcome to another episode of 'Random Devo Thoughts.' With the help of Alexa, my awesome emcee,  delve into a deeply personal episode—the intersection of faith and depression. I challenge the pat Christianese answers and explore how we can be better at offering real support to those who struggle. By looking at historical events like the Great Depression and biblical figures such as Job and David, I shed light on how God's grace can sustain us even amid our darkest moments. Join me for heartfelt insights, practical advice, and genuine support on this difficult but essential topic. Remember, you're not alone—let's find strength in faith together.Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey friends, it's Amber! In this episode of Random Devo Thoughts, we're embracing our 'espresso squirrel' brains. Ever felt guilty for your scattered thoughts during prayer? You're not alone! Join me as we see how God loves our chaos and teaches us through it. Featuring fun detours through Psalms, Jesus' teachings, and practical tips for a prayer life that’s anything but linear. Let's stop apologizing for our minds and see the beauty in our unique way of connecting with God. Like, subscribe, and share with your fellow scatterbrains. See you in the garden!00:00 Introduction: Welcome to Random Devo Thoughts00:22 Confession Time: The Struggle with Focused Prayer01:14 Embracing the ADHD Mind in Prayer02:30 Biblical Examples of Non-Linear Thinking03:36 Reframing Your Distractible Mind as a Gift04:25 Practical Tips for Prayer with a Busy Mind05:03 God's Unconditional Love for Your True Self06:39 Final Thoughts and Encouragement09:08 Closing Prayer and GoodbyeAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

In this episode, I'm diving into the chaos of the safety alerts that almost made me crash my vehicle of everyday alerts—from my oversensitive van to constant digital notifications to the alert that would have meant we all just missed the Rapture. Let's explore what God might be trying to teach us through it all. I'll share the lessons I've learned about alert fatigue and the vital role discernment plays in our spiritual lives.  How can we keep up with it— staying spiritually alert whilst staying sane amid the noise? Tune in and find out! Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey, this is Amber! In today's breathy podcast, we dive into the sacred art of creating breathing room in our lives and confront the human instinct to fill every empty space. Suffering from allergies, I share a personal struggle that's been convicting me: why do we always feel the need to fill empty spaces in our physical, mental, and emotional lives, even when God intends for us to rest? We explore the Biblical commandment of the Sabbath, the necessity of rest, and practical steps to break the cycle of constantly filling up and reacquaint with essential breathing room. Come with me as we challenge ourselves to breathe, rest, and protect our sacred spaces, ending with a heartfelt prayer for rest without guilt and clarity in God's presence.Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey, Amber here! So apparently, there's a national inflatable frog costume shortage, and I'm on the waiting list for them to be restocked.This week I woke up to the most glorious chaos: people in Portland facing down intimidation tactics while dressed as INFLATABLE FROGS. Giant chickens. T-Rexes. The whole absurd menagerie. And it got me thinking about what Jesus actually meant when he said "love your enemies" - because sometimes love looks like showing up dressed as a frog to say "we're not playing your fear game."We're diving deep into the messy reality of forgiveness, the difference between anger and hate, and why praying for people who hurt us might actually be the ultimate power move (spoiler: it's not for them, it's for you). I'm talking burning coals, late-night comedy as spiritual warfare, and why holding onto hate is like letting someone live rent-free in your brain.Fair warning: I don't have neat answers here. Some of this gets real uncomfortable, real fast. But if you've ever fantasized about replaying an argument in your head for the 47th time, or wondered how to stop letting your enemies control your narrative... this one's for you.Let's get weird. Let's get honest. And maybe, just maybe, let's order some frog costumes when they're back in stock.Chapter Breakdown[00:00:00] The Great Frog Costume Shortage of 2024 How Portland protesters in inflatable frog costumes broke Amazon and made me want to organize a plague of biblical proportions. (Spoiler: I tried to buy matching costumes for me and my husband. We were too late.)[00:03:00] When's the Last Time You Rehearsed That Argument? Getting real about enemies - because let's be honest, we've all got them. And sometimes our first instinct isn't prayer, it's a few choice words in our minds.[00:05:00] Fighting Fire with... Frogs? Why laughter disarms us, why darkness can't drive out darkness, and how a giant T-Rex might be the most powerful weapon against hate. Martin Luther King Jr. would approve.[00:07:00] That Cross Moment That Still Messes Me Up Jesus said "Father, forgive them" while people literally gambled for his clothes at his feet. What kind of gumption does that take? And here's the plot twist: forgiveness is actually for YOU.[00:09:00] God Fights the Battles We Shouldn't There are some fights we cannot win through being nice. Sometimes the best revenge is handing it over to God and walking away. Romans 12:19 gets real about vengeance.[00:10:00] Anger vs. Hate: Know the Difference Anger says "this is not okay." Hate says "I want you to suffer." One is healthy, one becomes a prison. Which one has taken up residence in your heart?[00:12:00] When Your Enemy Lives Down the Hall The really uncomfortable part: what about when your enemy is across the dinner table? At your job? In your own home? I don't have neat answers, but we're going there anyway.[00:13:00] The Burning Coals Revenge Strategy The Bible's weirdest advice: heap burning coals on your enemy's head by being KIND to them. Is this passive-aggressive genius or actual wisdom? Maybe both?[00:16:00] "They Know Not What They Do" (Or Do They?) Wrestling with Jesus's words on the cross. Maybe they don't know the full weight. Maybe they're operating from their own unhealed wounds. Does understanding equal excusing? Nope.[00:17:00] Uncomfortable Self-Reflection Time Hard questions: Where are you holding ontoAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey everyone, Amber here! On this World Mental Health Day, join me as I share some personal insights from my upcoming book #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time. Let's talk about what took me from wearing the mask to the realness of the church I experienced in a psych ward. It's time to create a community that reflects the heart of Christ that embraces real healing and judgement free zone that draws people into a closer relationship with Him to build a more inclusive community. Let's truly see the people behind the steeple together.00:00 Introduction and Purpose00:56 The Facade of Church Life01:53 A Week in the Psych Ward03:06 Finding Authenticity in Vulnerability05:58 The Struggle for Authenticity Outside07:09 A Call for a Safe Church10:42 Prayer and ConclusionAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Okay, confession time: I was using a fork to style my 12-inch hair helmet in 1986—THREE YEARS before Ariel showed up with her "dinglehopper." So really, Disney owes ME royalties. But I digress.Here's what hit me about The Little Mermaid when I reminisce about it in my "more than mid-century" place in life: Ariel literally traded away the ONE thing that made Prince Eric fall for her in the first place just to get legs and a shot at winning him over. And honestly? How many of us have done the exact same thing?This episode is about that golden orb moment—when your authentic voice comes rushing back and you realize you were never supposed to trade it away in the first place. We're talking about the voice the enemy convinced you to bottle up to be more professional, more marketable, more acceptable.Spoiler alert: God's not running a hijacking business. He's in the restoration business. And He wants to give you BOTH—your voice AND your legs to move forward.Time to stop being quiet, friends. Your Ariel era starts now.Chapter Breakdown[00:00] The Dinglehopper Conspiracy Why I'm pretty sure Disney stole my hair tool invention and how my 80s bangs connect to the voice that was stolen from me. [02:00] The Voice Trade We've All Made That gut-punch moment when you realize what Ariel actually gave up (and why we've been doing the same thing).[05:00] God's Poem (And Why You're Not a Rough Draft) The Greek word that changed everything about how I see my messy, authentic self.[07:30] When The Bottle Breaks That golden orb moment and what God wants to give back to you (chills every time).[10:00] The Both/And Father Plot twist: King Triton gives Ariel legs AND her voice. Sound familiar?[12:00] Your Ariel Era Starts Now Why a lot of us are walking into this moment right now—and what the enemy is using to hijack it.[15:00] Prayer for Voice-Back Queens Let's break some bottles together.Amber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey, this is Amber with another #randomdevomoment. Real talk? We've turned into emotional sponges, absorbing everyone else's chaos, opinions, and drama. And speaking as someone who needs medication just to slow my thoughts down enough to actually think—this isn't a sustainable way to live.My friend Jackie dropped some life-changing wisdom on me about choosing not to live offended. Sounds simple, right? Except we're living in a time where everything ignites instantly and everybody's triggered by something.In this episode, I'm sharing why I've decided to set firm boundaries around my emotional space. We'll cover how to spot when you're carrying other people's baggage, the three entry points where offense sneaks in, and what I learned from Peter sinking in the waves.But here's the question I had to face: Am I really willing to let people who don't care about me control how I feel every single day? And if not—what was I going to do about it? 00:00 - Intro: The Emotional Real Estate Crisis01:30 - Live Beyond Offense (Not Easy When Everything's Water on Hot Grease)03:15 - God Put Your Heart in a Ribcage for a Reason05:00 - The Peter Principle: When You Start Looking at the Waves07:00 - Signs You're Giving Away Emotional Real Estate for Free10:30 - The Monkey Wisdom We Forgot12:45 - The Preemptive Strike: Practical Ways to Protect Your Peace18:00 - What God Says About Guarding Your Heart and Mind20:15 - The Mindful Interview with God22:00 - Living Beyond Offense While Living With Compassion24:00 - Closing Prayer#shortyellowpencilRXseriesAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey, it's Amber! Join me in our latest episode of Random Devo Thoughts as we dive into the difference between struggle and rebellion in our walk with God. Ever felt like you’re constantly falling short? Me too! Let’s explore God’s loving posture towards us, even when we miss the mark, and how He invites us to live in the fullness of His abundant life. More than just a talk on sin, it’s about understanding God’s grace and His desire for our ultimate flourishing. Subscribe for more heartfelt conversations and insights!00:00 Introduction: Missing the Mark00:49 Personal Struggles and Sin01:43 God's Posture Towards Us02:23 Impulse, Habit, and Life's Design03:05 Struggles vs. Rebellion05:16 The Messy Middle07:05 God's Invitation to Abundant Life11:29 Working Out Our Salvation14:32 Prayer and ConclusionAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey everyone, Amber here! Ever hear 'It's not you, it's me' and just cringe? Let's flip the script with some real talk on taking responsibility for our own stuff instead of pointing fingers at everyone else. From my own messy journey to Jesus' teachings, we’re diving deep into why it's so hard to say 'It's not you, it's me' and actually mean it. Ready to get real? Let’s break the blame game cycle together. And yep, there's some prayer at the end because we all need it. Follow for more raw and random devo thoughts!00:00 Introduction: It's Not Me, It's You00:47 The Blame Game: A Universal Habit01:25 Biblical Examples of Blame02:21 Self-Reflection and Personal Responsibility02:51 Jesus' Teachings on Blame and Sin03:16 Personal Struggles with Blame07:32 The Call for Confession and Ownership08:36 Jesus' Ultimate Sacrifice09:19 Practical Steps for Self-Examination11:14 Conclusion and PrayerAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

Hey, it's Amber! Join me in another ADHD-friendly devotional episode of 'Random Devo Thoughts' where I dive into the 'I Am Paradox'—how aligning with God's perspective can redefine our identity. I'll talk about those nagging labels we've internalized and contrast them with what God says about us. I'll share practical steps and scriptural insights to help us embrace our true identity in God's eyes, setting aside societal and self-imposed labels. Let's do this together! For more, visit amberauthor.com and check out Leading Hearts Magazine at leadinghearts.com. Follow for more!00:00 Introduction and Apology for Background Noise00:35 The Broken Record in Your Head01:37 Labels and Identity Crisis02:12 God's Definition of Who We Are03:15 Practical Exercise: The Two Lists04:27 Scriptural Affirmations of Identity07:34 Daily Realignment with God's Truth09:18 The Slippery Slope of Self-Worth10:20 The Importance of God's Voice15:51 Concluding Prayer and ReflectionAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.

In this first episode of Random Devo Thoughts with Amber, I reflect on the dangers of turning God's gifts into our gods. Join me as I explore how we often misplace our trust in people and relationships, expecting them to fulfill roles only God can satisfy. Drawing from biblical stories and scriptures, I discuss the significance of keeping our focus on God rather than on the blessings He provides. Together, we'll learn how to hold our gifts with open hands and trust in God's ultimate faithfulness. Don't miss this heartfelt devotional thought that challenges you to reassess where your true trust lies.00:00 Introduction and Today's Devotional Thought00:11 The Search for a Savior00:34 Misplaced Trust in Leadership01:07 The Bronze Serpent: A Lesson in Idolatry02:26 Relationships as Heart Checks04:50 The Test of Idolatry05:31 Holding Gifts with Open Hands07:09 A Prayer for GuidanceAmber Weigand-Buckley is an Amazon #1 bestselling and multi-award-winning author, podcaster, as well as the editor and art director for Leading Hearts magazine. She is also co-host of Coffee Chat with Amber & Lisa. Be on the lookout for her May 2026 release #sisterhoodoftheshortyellowpencils: Mental Health Mayhem, One Sticky Note at a Time.  Follow her @barefacedgirl and @shortyellowpencilRX on socials for more.