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I used to think being a good mother, partner, or friend meant giving people the version of love I would have wanted. But I had to learn that real love pays attention. My children taught me that each person needs something different from me, and if I want the relationship to grow, I have to listen to who they actually are.This conversation is about giving people what they asked for, not what makes us feel useful. It is about communicating when our needs change, helping the people who love us adjust, and understanding that love still requires effort, attention, and balance.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

For a long time, I was taught that the power I needed came from somewhere outside of me. And while faith gave me foundation, discipline, and comfort, there was still something missing. I had to learn that healing is not just praying over the pain or covering it up. You have to face it, unpack it, clear it, and rewrite the codes that were placed on you.This is not me telling anyone what to believe. This is me sharing what I lived, what I learned, and why I believe the real work starts when you stop waiting to be saved and start recognizing the power already within you.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

Pause and look around. You may already be standing inside something you once prayed for.Pause for a second and look around.Did you get what you asked for?I know sometimes we are so focused on what is still missing that we forget to notice what has already shown up. But I want you to really look, not through the lens of “I don’t have enough,” but through the lens of what the old version of you once prayed for.In this conversation, I’m talking about gratitude, growth, discipline, stewardship, and realizing that sometimes you are already standing inside a life you once wanted.It may not be the final version. Everything may not be perfect. A few things may still be missing. But that does not erase what has already been given, built, healed, learned, or received.So take a real look around you.What do you have right now that the person you were 10 years ago would have been grateful for?Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

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How do you know when someone is criticizing you—and when they're handing you the lesson you've been asking for?In this episode, I break down the difference between empty opinions and feedback that can actually change your life. You'll learn how to stop taking everything personally, recognize constructive criticism, and develop the discernment to filter out the noise while holding on to the wisdom. Growth doesn't come from avoiding uncomfortable conversations—it comes from knowing what deserves your attention.If you've ever struggled with criticism, emotional triggers, personal growth, or learning from feedback, this conversation is for you.

Most people think they're exhausted because they're doing too much. Sometimes you're exhausted because you're responding to too much.In this episode, I talk about why every comment, opinion, and statement doesn't deserve your energy. Learning when to stay silent isn't weakness—it's wisdom. If you've been caught in unnecessary back-and-forth conversations or constantly feel the need to correct people, this message may change the way you protect your peace.

What does emotional intelligence actually look like when someone is under pressure?Today I watched a woman handle conflict in a way I'll never forget. She never raised her voice. She never lost control. She never stopped being herself—and somehow, she completely owned the room.In this episode, I'm sharing the biggest lessons I walked away with and why this moment completely changed how I want to show up during difficult conversations.If you've ever wondered how to stay powerful without becoming louder... this one's for you.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

Fear isn't always something you have to silence. Sometimes the more you fight it, the louder it gets.In this episode, I share what happened during one of my own battles with fear and why learning to listen without believing everything your mind says can completely change how you move through life.If you've ever felt like your own thoughts were working against you, this conversation is for you.✨ Like, subscribe, and share if this helped shift your perspective.

In this episode, I'm talking about the part nobody prepares us for—the healing, the communication, the compromises, and the old versions of ourselves that show up when real love arrives.If you're waiting for your person—or you've already found them—this conversation might shift the way you see relationships forever.

If you're an Executive Assistant (or anyone working in an office), we need to have a conversation. 😂ChatGPT is an amazing tool—but some of y'all are exposing yourselves by copying and pasting emails without even formatting them. Trust me... people can tell.In this video I'm sharing the way I actually use ChatGPT at work, how to make it sound like YOU, and why you should treat AI like your co-writer—not your replacement.If you're going to use the tool, use it well.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

Everybody tells you to "be nice."But what if being nice is the very thing that's keeping you broke, exhausted, and constantly saying yes when your soul is screaming no?In this episode, I'm talking about the difference between being nice and being good—and why one of them is costing you far more than you realize.If you've been giving away your gifts, shrinking your standards, or letting people talk you out of your boundaries... this conversation is for you.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

Have you ever wanted something so badly...only for every door to slam shut?In this video I'm talking about what I've learned when my spirit team blocks something I thought I wanted. Sometimes rejection isn't punishment—it's protection. But that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.We're going to talk about why your team says no, why your body and your spirit react differently, and why it's okay to grieve opportunities that weren't meant for you.Sometimes the "no" is what keeps you on your highest timeline.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

In this video, I’m talking through something that came up heavy for me during this retrograde: the feeling that people are used to me being the one who talks, checks in, fixes, coaches, listens, and carries the emotional weight.So I decided to try an experiment.I’m going to be quiet. Not in a petty way, not in a cold way — just quiet enough to see what happens when I stop reaching, stop pulling, stop asking, stop unpacking everybody else’s stuff, and just exist.Because sometimes when you’re the healer, the fixer, the strong friend, the creative one, the one everybody comes to… people forget to ask how you’re doing. They get full off what you give and stop appreciating the fact that you’re giving it.This one is for the people who are tired of being useful but still want to be loved.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.YouTube Description

Ladies, this one made me pause because I had to learn something today.Sometimes what we call “worry” feels like love to us, but it may not land that way for a man. In this video, I’m talking through what I’m learning about concern, trust, support, and how to be a soft place without hovering, nagging, or making him feel like you don’t believe in him.This is not about being quiet or shrinking yourself. It’s about learning the difference between caring, controlling, and creating space for love to actually feel safe.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

In life, we often face moments where we must decide whether to fight against the current or to let go and flow with it. The difference between conceding and surrendering is crucial for personal growth and emotional well-being. This post explores this distinction, offering insights on how to embrace surrender as a pathway to fulfillment.

In this video, I’m talking straight about one of the biggest disconnects between men and women. You say you don’t want to be told what to do, but then you miss the hint when a woman is trying to tell you what she needs without sounding like your mother.I also get into what a lot of women were taught about self-sacrifice, why asking for what you need can feel so hard, and why effort will always beat potential for me. This one goes into dating, energy, attraction, consistency, vulnerability, and the little things people keep overlooking.If you’ve ever felt like men and women are speaking two different languages, this conversation is for you.

Sometimes you are also protecting the reputation of the person you support.In this video, I’m talking about what it really means to work beside leadership, especially when every missed email, missed handshake, or forgotten acknowledgment can make people feel unseen.Because when you support someone who truly cares about their agency and their people, part of your job is making sure that care is felt.

This is part two of a real conversation about why I chose to leave relationships that were keeping me stuck.Sometimes love is not enough if the person refuses to grow. Sometimes you can see the life you are meant to live, but the people around you are still comfortable sitting in the same place, doing the same things, pretending unhappiness is normal.In this video, I talk about wanting more for my life, wanting love that sees me fully, wanting peace, growth, happiness, adventure, and a partner who can actually make the journey with me.Because the truth is, everybody cannot come with you.And sometimes leaving is not about giving up. Sometimes leaving is the only way you can keep moving forward.

This one is me unpacking in real time what happens when a disagreement touches an old wound. I’m talking about friendship, connection, arguments, tricksters, emotional triggers, and the moment I realized that if I’m “pulling punches,” then part of me already believes I’m in a fight.This is not the whole movie. This is the preview of the work: learning how to stay present, protect your peace, and stop letting old programming decide what a new relationship means.

Most of us hide our true feelings behind a shield of "love and light," but what if vulnerability is actually your greatest strength? Kaila New York opens up about a recent explosive fight with someone she loves—breaking down her raw, unfiltered experience of falling apart and pulling herself back together. In doing so, she reveals the messy truth about healing, boundaries, and the survival tactics rooted in childhood wounds that influence our adult relationships. This episode dives deep into the emotional rollercoaster of conflict: how unresolved pain fuels misunderstandings, and the importance of confronting your wounds head-on. Kaila shares honest insights on how past manipulations—like those experienced with her ex-husband—can trigger old survival mechanisms that sabotage current relationships. You'll discover practical frameworks for healthy communication, including how to listen deeply, draw boundaries without guilt, and process your emotions without turning trauma into a weapon. We explore the subtle differences between attunement and over-attunement, and how emotional grief beneath the surface can derail even the most resilient person. Kaila also reveals her personal protocol for navigating arguments: leveraging spirit-guided tools, journaling, and conscious listening to break old cycles. From understanding systemic issues in relationships to embracing imperfection, this episode is a powerful reminder that healing isn't linear—and that your authenticity lies in your vulnerability, not perfection. Whether you're healing old wounds, learning to set boundaries, or simply seeking reassurance that you’re not alone in feeling overwhelmed sometimes, this episode will inspire you to own your process and trust that growth is possible, even in chaos. Perfect for anyone committed to authentic self-awareness, emotional mastery, and transforming conflict into clarity. This episode features Kaila New York, a fearless healer and messenger dedicated to helping others unearth their true power by facing what’s hidden beneath the surface. If you're ready to confront your wounds and rewrite your story, this is your essential listening.

I thought I was past certain things until an argument showed me there was still grief sitting underneath the healing.This video is me being honest about what happens when old wounds show up in new situations. Not to blame anybody. Not to make myself look perfect. But to show the real process of catching yourself, unpacking the trigger, and realizing sometimes you are not arguing with the person in front of you — your wound is arguing with theirs.I talk about communication, survival tactics, interrupting, being triggered by past relationships, and what it looks like when you actually bring the lesson back to yourself instead of just pointing fingers.Because healing is not always cute. Sometimes it is messy. Sometimes it is loud. Sometimes you realize you were not the High Empress yesterday — but you still got the lesson.

Sometimes the issue is not that we argue. The issue is that we argue with no direction, no purpose, and no real understanding of what we are trying to fix.In this Walks with Kaila episode, I’m talking about learning how to disagree without turning every disagreement into a full-blown argument. Because if we are going to have the hard conversation, it needs to be about the real problem, not the garbage, not the attitude, not the little thing we are using to cover up the bigger feeling.We are talking about arguing with purpose, staying constructive, saying what we actually mean, and not using our words to hurt the people we love just because we want to win.

I used to think arguing was always a bad thing, but my spirit team gave me a different way to look at it.This episode is about learning how to communicate through disagreement without letting it turn into a full-blown argument. Because sometimes the lesson is not avoiding hard conversations. Sometimes the lesson is learning how to stay grounded while you have them.I talk about arguing with a purpose, knowing when to pause, recognizing when something is becoming too much, and why being heard matters so deeply. I also share the little flag system me and my friends created to know when we can talk, when we need to slow down, and when everything needs to stop.This is about communication, compromise, emotional control, and preparing for the kind of partnership where both people can stand in their own power without trying to shrink each other.

Some of us see the pattern before everybody else does. We feel it, we know it, we try to warn people, and then we end up exhausting ourselves trying to make them understand.But at some point, you have to stop repeating yourself.In this video, I’m talking to the people who carry information, warnings, wisdom, guidance, and truth. Your job is to say what you were sent to say. Your job is not to drag people into alignment, force them to listen, or carry them up a hill they don’t even want to climb.Sometimes you are planting a seed. Sometimes they will not get it until later. Sometimes they were warned, and what happens next is their responsibility.This is about knowing when to speak, when to step back, and when to stop letting other people’s refusal to grow slow down your own journey.

In this episode, I’m talking about one of those lessons that hurt, but free you at the same time. When someone keeps showing you they can’t be trusted with money, responsibility, or follow-through, at some point the lesson becomes yours.This is about accountability, boundaries, and learning to stop giving grown people chances to mishandle what you already know they can’t hold.

In this video, I’m talking honestly about something I had to see in real time as a mother.Sometimes we love our children so hard, especially when they have different needs, that we start carrying their whole journey like it belongs to us. But I had to realize that Dylan has his own path, his own choices, and his own lessons too.This isn’t about blaming our kids. This is about checking where our guilt has been doing too much, where our love has been overcompensating, and where we may need to step back so they can grow.Because being a mother doesn’t mean doing everything for them forever. Sometimes love means boundaries. Sometimes love means letting them know they are not the only person in the house. And sometimes love means being the “bad guy” so they can become stronger.

This one is for the people creating, teaching, healing, reading, speaking, and pouring into others.At some point, you have to recognize when you’re full. Not because you’re done growing, but because what you already carry is needed outside of your own world. This episode is about stepping out of isolation, stepping out of the temple, and using what you survived to help somebody else move forward.It’s not about followers, views, or being seen. It’s about the responsibility that comes with knowing what you know.

was trying to rest, but Spirit said, “Nope, we’re talking today.”This episode is a reminder that opposition is part of the road. When you’re creating, publishing, healing, growing, or finally stepping into who you are, resistance may show up — but that doesn’t mean you’re supposed to quit.Take what resonates, leave what doesn’t, and keep moving.

In this episode, I’m sharing a download that would not let me take a nap until I said it out loud.We’re talking about fear, doubt, spiraling, and those loud “what if” thoughts that show up right when you’re trying to grow. Instead of pretending the fear is not there, I’m walking you through how I learned to sit with it, question it, and use it as information instead of letting it stop me.This one is about learning how to protect the younger versions of you while still moving forward as the version of you that exists now.

Can you be your child’s parent and still be their friend?In this episode, I’m talking about the difference between being a friend to your kids and being their “little friend.” We’re getting into respect, boundaries, personal space, parenting through different stages of life, and what it means to still say, “I got you,” even when the relationship isn’t perfect.This one is honest, funny, reflective, and very real.

Some of y’all are walking around saying, “I’m always late,” like that’s cute.It’s not.In this video, I’m talking about time management, but not in that boring planner-girl way. I’m talking about the real-life version: how being late, scattered, and always rushing makes people look at you differently — and not in the polished, elevated way you think.I’m getting into why you need to know what you’re doing before the day starts, why writing things down can save your whole nervous system, and why following a simple protocol can keep you from running around tired, overwhelmed, and drinking coffee like it’s a personality.This is for the people who swear their brain “doesn’t work that way.” Cool. Mine didn’t either. Build the muscle.

Who are you when nobody’s watching?In this episode, I’m talking about being the same person in public and behind closed doors, living on purpose, keeping your morale up, and learning to actually like who you are after the healing is done.This one is about authenticity, the cost of becoming who you asked to be, and why heavy really is the crown.

In this episode, I’m talking about divine timing, doubt, and the way we can slow down what’s coming by constantly looking back.My spirit team gave me a message about pulling back, moving forward, and Lot’s wife — and yeah, it hit different.If you’ve been trying to trust what’s ahead, this one is for you.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.In this episode, I’m talking about divine timing, doubt, and the way we can slow down what’s coming by constantly looking back.My spirit team gave me a message about pulling back, moving forward, and Lot’s wife — and yeah, it hit different.If you’ve been trying to trust what’s ahead, this one is for you.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

In this episode, I’m talking about the real difference between communication, compromise, and trying to win an argument.This is about learning when to speak, when to pause, when timing matters, and when to stop giving your energy to people who are not listening. I share from real life, not theory, because I have been on both sides of this. I have reacted. I have been triggered. I have also learned that peace requires maturity, timing, and the willingness to actually understand each other.No more arguing just to be heard.No more fighting with people who only want to win.If they are not listening, stop talking.

In this episode, I’m talking about an experience I had at a bungee aerobics class that brought up an old wound from childhood — the wound of feeling different, overlooked, and outside of the “standard.”But this time, I didn’t let the wound run the show.I talk about body confidence, being a dark-skinned Panamanian woman who never fit the so-called standard, clearing old emotional wounds, protecting my morning energy, and learning how to stop giving everyone access to me.This is for the people who were made to feel like something was wrong with them just because they didn’t fit somebody else’s mold.You are not the problem.You are not a carbon copy.You are your own standard.Stay up and stay blessed. Deuces.

In this episode, I’m talking about why women need helpmates too — not just men.Real partnership is not one-sided service. It is mutual support, communication, emotional regulation, encouragement, and respect for each person’s purpose.I also talk about why going ghost creates confusion, why “I feel” conversations work better than accusations, and why women with vision need partners who have their own mission too.Because when both people have their own foundation, they can build something together without losing themselves.

n this episode, I’m talking about what happens when giving comes naturally, but receiving feels uncomfortable, suspicious, or unsafe.I open up about pruning relationships, learning to trust new people, clearing old emotional codes, and understanding why some wounds don’t fully relax until someone shows up consistently and differently.This is a vulnerable conversation about healing, nervous system safety, love, friendship, romantic wounds, old programming, and the law of even exchange.Because sometimes the work is not learning how to give more.Sometimes the work is learning how to receive without flinching.

This episode is about the hard part of growth — the part where things fall away, old patterns stop working, and you have to stop outsourcing your healing.You are not being punished. You are being awakened to who you are.

In this episode, I’m talking about my firsthand experience trying bungee aerobics at OM Factory NYC and why the reality did not match the cute videos online.I went in excited, open-minded, and ready to try something new. I arrived 15 minutes early because that is what they required. For about 10 minutes after class started, I was the only participant there, which means there was more than enough time to properly check the harness, adjust the bungee, explain the setup, and make sure the equipment fit my actual body.That did not happen.As someone who is about 5’7” and around 180 pounds, I do not consider myself the so-called “standard” yoga size, and in a class where your body is literally being supported by equipment attached to the ceiling, height and weight should matter. The equipment should be adjusted before class begins, not after someone is already struggling.During one of the movements, we did a dead drop to the floor, and I actually hit the floor because the harness and bungee setup were not adjusted correctly for my height, weight, or body. That moment shifted the entire experience from “this is awkward” to “this is a safety concern.”I’m sharing this not because I regret trying something new — because I don’t. I’m proud of myself for showing up and doing it. But I do believe people deserve honest reviews before spending their money, especially on fitness experiences that involve equipment, body weight, movement, and safety.In this episode, I talk about the class, the customer service, the lack of proper setup, the small space, the beginner experience, and why I would not recommend this studio based on what happened to me.Cute videos are one thing.A safe, welcoming, well-run experience is another.

Hey everyone, it's Kaila New York! In this episode, I'm diving into how you can truly own your energy and creations. I'll share insights on protecting your brand and keeping your power where it belongs, with you. Tune in for strategies on mental sovereignty and safeguarding your creative work. If you're ready to reclaim your power and own your success, this one's for you!

In this episode of the EA Coach, I am talking about making mistakes. We all make them. Especially when you are dealing with and juggling a lot of high-profile people and personalities. What sets Executive Service Professionals apart from everyone else is that when we make a mistake, we own it. We don't deflect or throw anyone under the bus. We accept not only our mistakes but the consequences that come with those mistakes. Let's get into it.

Been scared lately? Yep, me too. Road a bike for the first time in about a good 13 years, and I wasn't good back then LOL!! I was absolutely terrified, but I did it anyway and had fun. Whatever it is that you are scared of, it's ok because that means you are trying something that you aren't used to doing, and you are going to step out of the comfort zone that you put yourself in and jump into waters that you have never been in before, and that is growth. I am proud of you just like I am proud of me. Let's talk about being scared.

Before you can come into union with anyone or anything, you first have to come into union with the different parts of yourself to be whole and complete. Check out today's video teaching

You have to regulate your nervous system, and in order to do that, the first thing that needs to go is not doing what you said you were going to do. That is keeping your system in a perpetual state of panic, which makes the nervous system go haywire.

“Return to Self” is a short, powerful hip-hop anthem about coming back home to yourself—cutting cords, clearing fear, and choosing truth after giving too much away. It’s the sound of a spirit turning pain into power and stepping into alignment with no apologies.

In this short clip, we dive into the empowering message of resilience. Discover how embracing your inner strength and fixing your crown can help you navigate life's challenges with grace and determination. Perfect for anyone seeking inspiration and motivation to keep moving forward.

Join us as we explore the journey of healing and resilience. Discover how healed individuals navigate triggers and the power of decision-making in personal growth. This episode delves into the continuous work of managing reactions and embracing growth opportunities. Tune in to learn how resilience builds over time and empowers healing.

Hey there! I'm Kaila New York, and I'm excited to share my journey of shadow integration with you. In this episode, I open up about how embracing my shadow has transformed my life and deepened my self-awareness. Join me as I share personal stories and insights from my work as an energy healer and counselor. Whether you're curious about shadow work or looking to enhance your own practice, I invite you to explore this transformative path with me. Let's dive in together!

Hey everyone, it's Kaila New York! In this episode of "Walks with Kaila," I'm diving deep into the journey of self-trust and the realization that we're already on the success path. Success isn't a destination; it's the present moment. Join me as I share personal stories and insights about embracing who we are and living authentically. Let's explore how being present and true to ourselves can lead to a fulfilling life. Can't wait for you to tune in and walk this journey with me!

Love languages are important in order to understand what you and your partner really needs.