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Handing the Shame Back — 466 episodes

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Interview with Gloria: Sean Lyons, Chief Online Safety Officer at Netsafe NZ

2

Supporter Interview: Kathie A.

3

Survivor Interview: Brianne Williams

4

Global Awareness Day 2026 | Sunday 14 June

5

Survivor Interview: John

6

Survivor Interview: Shereen Simmonds

7

Survivor Interview: Rob Balfour

8

Survivor Interview: Caroline Hunt

9

Survivor Interview: Dave Lukins

10

Tips for Survivors: Feeling Off

11

Survivor Interview: Staci Reay

12

Survivor Interview: Damien Diver

13

2025 Xmas Message from the Board

14

Survivor Interview: Alyssa Milligan

15

2025 Xmas Panel Discussion

16

Survivor Interview: John Comerford

17

Blog: Telling Someone

18

Q&A Session: November 2025

19

Survivor Interview: Dean Clarkson

20

Tips for Survivors: Survivors and Sleep

21

Survivor Interview: Tracy Lee

22

Blog: Overthinking

23

Survivor Interview: Keith Williams

24

Q&A Session: October 2025

25

Tips for Survivors: Overthinking

26

Survivor Interview: Lisa Mannina

27

Blog: Possibilities

28

Q&A Session: September 2025

29

Survivor Interview: Kieron

30

Tips for Survivors: The Mind Dissociates

31

Survivor Interview: Isabella Grosso

32

Blog: Letting Go

33

Q&A Session: August 2025

34

Survivor Interview: Lee Cooper

35

Tips for Survivors: Using Instinct to Let Go

36

NZ Police Share the Global Hand Sign Message in Te Reo Māori

37

Survivor Interview: Debbra Blosnich

38

Blog: Reflection

39

Survivor Interview: Marvin Hitchman

40

Q&A Session: July 2025

41

Tips for Survivors: Guilt

42

Survivor Interview: Ciara Redmond

43

Survivor Interview: Glenn Miles

44

Survivor Interview: Karen Shell

45

Media Spotlight - Interview with NZ Herald (Gloria Masters & Scott Beard)

46

Survivor Interview: Jeremy R.

47

Media Spotlight: Radio Interview with MoreFM Rodney

48

Blog: Rest and Recovery

49

Q&A Session: 16 May 2025

50

Survivor Interview: Cadence P.

51

Tips for Survivors: Rest and Recovery

52

HTSB Global Awareness Day – 16 June

53

Survivor Interview: Reg Johnston

54

Blog: Being Triggered

55

Q&A Session: 16 April 2025

56

Survivor Interview: Diane Payne

57

Tips for Survivors: Guilt and Shame

58

Survivor Interview: Sue Philip

59

Blog: Mind Games

60

Parliamentary Select Committee Hearings - Gloria Masters

61

Survivor Interview: Hanz Freller

62

Q&A Session - 7 March 2025

63

Book Distribution Update: Unboxing Day

64

Tips for Survivors: Feeling Safe Sexually

65

Book Distribution Update: Book Delivery Day

66

Survivor Interview: Susan Gold

67

Book Distribution Donation Update - 21 February 2025

68

Blog: Sex and Adult Survivors

69

Tips for Survivors: Managing Guilt

70

Survivor Interview: Steven Shelton

71

Introducing the Q&A Session

72

Survivor Interview: Elizabeth Melendez

73

Blog: New Year Resolutions

74

Book Distribution Donation Update

75

Want to Save Some Kids?

76

Survivor Interview: Avery Kearney

77

Xmas Panel Discussion 2024

78

HTSB Xmas Board Message

79

Blog: It's Christmas

80

Survivor Tip: Managing

81

Survivor Interview: Deb Aldrick

82

Survivor Interview: Raymond Lum

83

Blog: Coercive Control

84

Blog: Resolution

85

Survivor Interview: Kel Humphries - Part 2

86

Survivor Tip: Losing Your Voice

87

Gloria Masters interviewed by Shaun Attwood (Oct 2024)

88

Survivor Interview: Kel Humphries - Part 1

89

Tips for Supporting Survivors: Negative Self Talk

90

Survivor Interview: Uipo Tagaloasa - Part 2

91

Survivor Tip: Needing Love

92

Survivor Interview: Uipo Tagaloasa - Part 1

93

Blog: Never Give Up

94

Survivor Interview: Janet Jacobsen - Part 2

95

Survivor Tip: You Do You

96

Survivor Interview: Janet Jacobsen - Part 1

97

Tips for Supporting Survivors: Resolution Options

98

Featuring Gloria Masters

99

Survivor Tip: Never Give Up

100

Feature Interview: Abuse in care

101

Puzzle Solved Blog

102

Heidi Olson Interview - Part 2

103

Survivor Tip #54: Purity

104

Heidi Olson Interview - Part 1

105

Tips for Supporting Survivors #47: Self-esteem

106

Allen Goodall Interview - Part 2

107

Survivor Tip #53: Connecting the dots

108

Allen Goodall Interview - Part 1

109

Your Child Blog

110

Justine Dean Interview - Part 2

111

Survivor Tip #52: What about me?

112

Justine Dean Interview - Part 1

113

Tips for Supporting Survivors #46: Healthy Bonds

114

John Cardamone Interview - Part 2

115

Survivor Tip #51: Triggered by children

116

John Cardamone Interview - Part 1

117

Finding You blog

118

Jeanie Dean Interview - Part 2

119

Survivor Tip #50: The Real Me

120

Jeanie Dean Interview - Part 1

121

Tips for Supporting Survivors #45: Encouragement

122

Luke Wiersma Interview - Part 2

123

Survivor Tip #49: Self Advocacy

124

Luke Wiersma Interview - Part 1

125

Using your voice blog

126

Brinn Langdale Interview - Part 2

127

Survivor Tip #48: Leading a double life

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Brinn Langdale Interview - Part 1

129

Tips for Supporting Survivors #44: Holding the space

130

Neil Milton Interview - Part 2

131

Survivor Tip #47: I am enough

132

Neil Milton Interview - Part 1

133

Dilworth Exposé

134

It's not your fault blog

135

Tess Gonzales Interview - Part 2

136

Survivor Tip #46: Not fitting in

137

Tess Gonzales Interview - Part 1

138

Tips for Supporting Survivors #43: It's not their fault

139

Scott Beard Interview

140

Mike Chapman Interview - Part 2

141

Survivor Tip #45 - It's not your fault

142

Mike Chapman Interview - Part 1

143

Taking Charge Blog

144

Cathy O’Brien Interview - Part 2

145

Survivor Tip #44 - The 3 R's

146

Cathy O'Brien Interview - Part 1

147

Tips for Supporting Survivors #42: The Power to Heal

148

Donald Cribbs Interview - Part 2

149

Survivor Tip #43 - Your Voice

150

Donald Cribbs Interview - Part 1

151

Tips for Supporting Survivors #41: Self Talk

152

Cheryl Hunter Interview - Part 2

153

Survivor Tip #42 - Being Captive

154

Cheryl Hunter Interview - Part 1

155

Held Captive Blog

156

Feature Interview - Paul Hutchinson: Part 2

157

Survivor Tip #41 - Breaking the Chain

158

Feature Interview - Paul Hutchinson - Part 1

159

Coming up this week: 5-9 Feb

160

Being Believed Blog

161

Tips for Supporting Survivors #40 - Being Believed

162

Coming up this week: 29 Jan - 2 Feb

163

Survivor Tip #40: Legacy

164

Kristi McVee Interview - Part 2

165

Kristi McVee Interview - Part 1

166

Coming up this week: 22-26 Jan

167

Survivor Tip #39: Being Believed

168

Donna Bulatowicz Interview - Part 2

169

Donna Bulatowicz Interview - Part 1

170

Coming up this week: 15-19 Jan

171

New Year Update

172

Survivor Tip #38: Admitting Abuse

173

Stuart Lord Interview - Part 2

174

Stuart Lord Interview - Part 1

175

Coming up this week: 18-22 Dec

176

Survivor Tip #37: Body Boundaries

177

Cathy Studer Interview - Part 2

178

Cathy Studer Interview - Part 1

179

Coming up this week: 11-15 Dec

180

Survivor Tip #36: - Validation

181

Frank Rogers Interview - Part 2

182

Frank Rogers Interview - Part 1

183

Coming up this week: 4-8 Dec

184

Tips for Supporting Survivors #39

185

Having Someone

186

Coming up this week: 27 Nov - 1 Dec

187

Survivor Tip #35: Grooming

188

April Giauque Interview - Part 2

189

April Giauque Interview - Part 1

190

Coming up this week: 20-26 Nov

191

Survivor Tip #34 - Having Someone

192

Angela Williams Interview - Part 2

193

Angela Williams Interview - Part 1

194

Coming up this week: 13-17 Nov

195

Survivor Tip #33 - Repressed Memories

196

Gigi Kilroe Interview - Part 2

197

Gigi Kilroe Interview - Part 1

198

Coming up this week: 6-10 Nov

199

Survivor Tip #32 - Self-Sabotage

200

Nathan Spiteri Interview - Part 2

201

Nathan Spiteri Interview - Part 1

202

Tips for Supporting Survivors #38

203

Silence

204

Survivor Tip #31 - Family ties

205

Marita Murphy Interview - Part 2

206

Marita Murphy Interview - Part 1

207

Survivor Tip #30 - Not Giving up

208

Lorward Choi Interview - Part 2

209

Lorward Choi Interview - Part 1

210

Survivor Tip #29 - Dysregulation

211

Juanita Phillips Interview - Part 2

212

Juanita Phillips Interview - Part 1

213

Justifying

214

Survivor Tip #28 - Get out of Your own Way

215

Phillippa Corney Interview: Trigger Warning

216

Survivor Tip #27 Seeing your Abuser

217

Rehann Handford Interview

218

Tips for Supporting Survivors #37

219

Survivor Tip #26

220

Rachel Vaughan Interview

221

Survivor Tip #25 Cognitive Dissonance

222

John Callas Interview

223

Survivor Tip #24

224

Emma Jane Taylor Interview

225

Power and Survivors

226

Survivor Tip #23 Walking on Eggshells

227

Greg Evans Interview

228

Tips for Supporting Survivors #36

229

Survivor Tip #22

230

Mekaela Nance Interview

231

Survivor Tip #21 Connection

232

Sam Troth walking NZ

233

John-Michael Lander Interview

234

Survivor Tip #20

235

Lisa Cameron Interview

236

Survivor Tip #19 - Lets Celebrate

237

Lake Alice Panel Discussion [Severe Trigger Warning]

238

Telling your children

239

Survivor Tip #18 - Survivor Guilt

240

Chris Tuck Interview

241

Tips for Supporting Survivors #35

242

Survivor Tip #17

243

Kane Brisco Interview

244

Survivor Tip #16

245

Jodie Herlihy Interview

246

Survivor Tip #15

247

Shawn Wildermuth Interview

248

Having your own back

249

Survivor Tip #14

250

Tips for Supporting Survivors #34

251

Survivor Tip #13

252

Kimi Parata Interview

253

Survivor Tip #12

254

Phill Ashworth Interview

255

Survivor Tip #11

256

Jeanette Archer Interview

257

Self-Sabotage

258

Survivor Tip #10

259

Corey Boden Interview

260

Survivor Tip #9

261

Global Awareness Walk

262

Global Awareness Day

263

Liz Roberts Interview

264

Tips for Supporting Survivors #33

265

Survivor Tip #8

266

Phil Goldstein Interview

267

Survivor Tip #7

268

Katy Sudano Interview

269

Feeling Proud

270

Survivor Tip #6

271

Dragica llic Interview

272

Survivor Tip #5

273

Craig Heiting Interview

274

Survivor Tip #4

275

Tips for Supporting Survivors #32

276

Kerry-Anne Gibbins Interview

277

Survivor Tip #3

278

Survivor Tip #2

279

Gratitude

280

Keeper Catran-Whitney Interview

281

Panel Discussion - March 2023

282

Survivor Tip #1

283

Tips for Supporting Survivors #31

284

Jeremy Indika Interview

285

Nettie Long Interview

286

Invisible

287

Unfiltered Stories interviews Gloria

288

Nick Cotton Interview

289

Tony Baker Interview

290

Tips for Supporting Survivors #30

291

Taylah Ma Interview

292

Disappointment

293

Nancy Morris Interview

294

Tips for Supporting Survivors #29

295

Girls on Fire Interview

296

Penny Portsmouth Interview

297

Welcome to 2023

298

Lee Underwood Interview

299

Round the Bays 2023

300

Doubt

301

Tips for Supporting Survivors #28

302

Sarah Gallardo Interview

303

REOSA Interview

304

Grace

305

Merry Xmas Everyone

306

Xmas Panel Discussion

307

Tips for Supporting Survivors #27

308

Self Love

309

Soulutions Interview: The Roles we adopted to survive the abuse

310

Sam Troth Interview

311

Tips for Supporting Survivors #26

312

Staying Positive

313

Mark Attwood Interview

314

Nae Marsters Interview

315

Surviving Christmas

316

Interview with Isami Daehn

317

Inner Critic

318

Tips for Supporting Survivors #24

319

Panel Discussion - Male Survivors Canterbury

320

Interview with Paulie Stevens

321

The Choice

322

Upcoming Releases #19

323

Tips for Supporting Survivors #23

324

Panel Discussion - November 2022

325

Recognize our Power Interview

326

Grief

327

Upcoming Releases #18

328

Tips for Supporting Survivors #22

329

Aquarious Rising Interview

330

Interview with Jim Heaney

331

Broken Pieces

332

Beginnings

333

Upcoming Releases #17

334

Gareth Icke of Right Now Interview

335

Tips for Supporting Survivors #21

336

Interview with Andrew Pledger

337

Upcoming Releases #16

338

Shaun Attwood Panel Discussion

339

Tips for Supporting Survivors #20

340

Interview with Dallas Pickering

341

Triggers

342

Upcoming Releases #15

343

Interview with Sarah Gallardo

344

Dani Henderson Interviews me

345

Tips for Supporting Survivors #19

346

Signs

347

Upcoming Releases #14

348

Ripple out Effects of Child Sexual Abuse

349

Interview with Matiu Taitoko

350

Tips for Supporting Survivors #18

351

Manipulation

352

Upcoming Releases #14

353

Sean Stone Interviews me

354

Interview with Jess Tyson

355

Clarity

356

Upcoming Releases #13

357

Tips for Supporting Survivors #17

358

How it all Began....

359

Interview with Matt Ashton

360

Upcoming Releases #12

361

Toxic People

362

Tips for Supporting Survivors #16

363

Upcoming Releases #11

364

Courage

365

Tips for Supporting Survivors #15

366

Forgiveness

367

Panel Discussion

368

Aquarious Rising Interviews me

369

Upcoming Releases #10

370

Shame

371

Stephan Neff Interviews me for the second time....

372

Feeling Different

373

Tips for Supporting Survivors #14

374

Interview with Jane Epstein

375

Tips for Supporting Survivors #13

376

Upcoming Releases #9

377

Interview with Kim Spencer

378

Tips for supporting survivors #12

379

Upcoming Releases 8

380

Diane Forster Interviews Me

381

Interview with Dr. Jackie Parsons

382

Upcoming Release On The Channel

383

Tips for Supporting Survivors #11

384

Interview with Anneke Lucas

385

Panel Discussion on CSA issues

386

Tips for Supporting Survivors #10

387

Shaun Attwood Q&A

388

Anxiety

389

Tips for Supporting Survivors #9

390

Upcoming Releases 7

391

Interview with Dr. Kat Rosenblatt

392

Pre-Order Guide

393

Tips for Supporting Survivors #8

394

Upcoming Releases 6

395

Interview with Kalpa Gupta

396

Tips for Supporting Survivors #7

397

Updates This Week

398

Rejection

399

Theresa Carpenter Interviews Me

400

Dani Henderson Interviews Me

401

Tips for Supporting Survivors #6

402

Madeleine Black Interviews Me: Highlights

403

Resilience

404

Upcoming Release On The Channel

405

Panel Discussion on CSA issues

406

Interview with Neil Harding

407

Tips for supporting survivors #5

408

Updates YouTube Channel: Handing the Shame Back

409

Kindness

410

IN5D Interview me

411

Tips for Supporting Survivors #4

412

Upcoming releases 2

413

Flashbacks

414

Upcoming releases

415

Interview with Kelly Wallace

416

Power

417

Tips for Supporting Survivors

418

Interview with Perry Power

419

Tips for Supporting Survivors #3

420

Interview with Male Survivors

421

Endings

422

Trigger Warning: Interview with Mark Attwood

423

Interview with Rena Romano

424

Tips for supporting survivors #2

425

Media Interview

426

Tips for supporting survivors #1

427

Alizeey Yeezy Interviews Me

428

The Four F's

429

Maria J McMahon Interviews Me

430

Trigger Warning: Interview with Maria Socolof

431

Trust

432

Severe Trigger Warning (TW) Interview with Mary Knight

433

Ed Squire Interviews Me

434

Acceptance

435

Nigel McFarland Interviews me

436

Stephan Neff Interviews me

437

Rena Romano Interviews me

438

Impact

439

Balance

440

Tara Reade interviews me

441

Shaun Attwood Interviews me

442

Mark Attwood interviews me

443

Dissociation

444

Thoughts Matter

445

Interview with Madeleine Black

446

Spiritual Stuff

447

EmpowerMe Update

448

Coffee & Cocoa Interview me

449

Depression

450

Boundaries

451

Interview with Denise Mercer

452

Hypervigilance

453

Interview with Laura Eustace

454

Interview with Louise Nicholas

455

Angels

456

Interview with Genisha Morton

457

Finding Hope

458

Interview with Ed Squire

459

TWC Clubhouse

460

Interview with Ken Clearwater

461

Introduction to the Podcast Series

462

Triggers

463

Interview with Anna McGreevy

464

Interview with Susan Miller

465

Interview with Tamara Waugh

466

Interview with Todd Portsmouth