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Handing the Shame Back — 464 episodes

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Survivor Interview: Brianne Williams

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Global Awareness Day 2026 | Sunday 14 June

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Survivor Interview: John

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Survivor Interview: Shereen Simmonds

5

Survivor Interview: Rob Balfour

6

Survivor Interview: Caroline Hunt

7

Survivor Interview: Dave Lukins

8

Tips for Survivors: Feeling Off

9

Survivor Interview: Staci Reay

10

Survivor Interview: Damien Diver

11

2025 Xmas Message from the Board

12

Survivor Interview: Alyssa Milligan

13

2025 Xmas Panel Discussion

14

Survivor Interview: John Comerford

15

Blog: Telling Someone

16

Q&A Session: November 2025

17

Survivor Interview: Dean Clarkson

18

Tips for Survivors: Survivors and Sleep

19

Survivor Interview: Tracy Lee

20

Blog: Overthinking

21

Survivor Interview: Keith Williams

22

Q&A Session: October 2025

23

Tips for Survivors: Overthinking

24

Survivor Interview: Lisa Mannina

25

Blog: Possibilities

26

Q&A Session: September 2025

27

Survivor Interview: Kieron

28

Tips for Survivors: The Mind Dissociates

29

Survivor Interview: Isabella Grosso

30

Blog: Letting Go

31

Q&A Session: August 2025

32

Survivor Interview: Lee Cooper

33

Tips for Survivors: Using Instinct to Let Go

34

NZ Police Share the Global Hand Sign Message in Te Reo Māori

35

Survivor Interview: Debbra Blosnich

36

Blog: Reflection

37

Survivor Interview: Marvin Hitchman

38

Q&A Session: July 2025

39

Tips for Survivors: Guilt

40

Survivor Interview: Ciara Redmond

41

Survivor Interview: Glenn Miles

42

Survivor Interview: Karen Shell

43

Media Spotlight - Interview with NZ Herald (Gloria Masters & Scott Beard)

44

Survivor Interview: Jeremy R.

45

Media Spotlight: Radio Interview with MoreFM Rodney

46

Blog: Rest and Recovery

47

Q&A Session: 16 May 2025

48

Survivor Interview: Cadence P.

49

Tips for Survivors: Rest and Recovery

50

HTSB Global Awareness Day – 16 June

51

Survivor Interview: Reg Johnston

52

Blog: Being Triggered

53

Q&A Session: 16 April 2025

54

Survivor Interview: Diane Payne

55

Tips for Survivors: Guilt and Shame

56

Survivor Interview: Sue Philip

57

Blog: Mind Games

58

Parliamentary Select Committee Hearings - Gloria Masters

59

Survivor Interview: Hanz Freller

60

Q&A Session - 7 March 2025

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Book Distribution Update: Unboxing Day

62

Tips for Survivors: Feeling Safe Sexually

63

Book Distribution Update: Book Delivery Day

64

Survivor Interview: Susan Gold

65

Book Distribution Donation Update - 21 February 2025

66

Blog: Sex and Adult Survivors

67

Tips for Survivors: Managing Guilt

68

Survivor Interview: Steven Shelton

69

Introducing the Q&A Session

70

Survivor Interview: Elizabeth Melendez

71

Blog: New Year Resolutions

72

Book Distribution Donation Update

73

Want to Save Some Kids?

74

Survivor Interview: Avery Kearney

75

Xmas Panel Discussion 2024

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HTSB Xmas Board Message

77

Blog: It's Christmas

78

Survivor Tip: Managing

79

Survivor Interview: Deb Aldrick

80

Survivor Interview: Raymond Lum

81

Blog: Coercive Control

82

Blog: Resolution

83

Survivor Interview: Kel Humphries - Part 2

84

Survivor Tip: Losing Your Voice

85

Gloria Masters interviewed by Shaun Attwood (Oct 2024)

86

Survivor Interview: Kel Humphries - Part 1

87

Tips for Supporting Survivors: Negative Self Talk

88

Survivor Interview: Uipo Tagaloasa - Part 2

89

Survivor Tip: Needing Love

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Survivor Interview: Uipo Tagaloasa - Part 1

91

Blog: Never Give Up

92

Survivor Interview: Janet Jacobsen - Part 2

93

Survivor Tip: You Do You

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Survivor Interview: Janet Jacobsen - Part 1

95

Tips for Supporting Survivors: Resolution Options

96

Featuring Gloria Masters

97

Survivor Tip: Never Give Up

98

Feature Interview: Abuse in care

99

Puzzle Solved Blog

100

Heidi Olson Interview - Part 2

101

Survivor Tip #54: Purity

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Heidi Olson Interview - Part 1

103

Tips for Supporting Survivors #47: Self-esteem

104

Allen Goodall Interview - Part 2

105

Survivor Tip #53: Connecting the dots

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Allen Goodall Interview - Part 1

107

Your Child Blog

108

Justine Dean Interview - Part 2

109

Survivor Tip #52: What about me?

110

Justine Dean Interview - Part 1

111

Tips for Supporting Survivors #46: Healthy Bonds

112

John Cardamone Interview - Part 2

113

Survivor Tip #51: Triggered by children

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John Cardamone Interview - Part 1

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Finding You blog

116

Jeanie Dean Interview - Part 2

117

Survivor Tip #50: The Real Me

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Jeanie Dean Interview - Part 1

119

Tips for Supporting Survivors #45: Encouragement

120

Luke Wiersma Interview - Part 2

121

Survivor Tip #49: Self Advocacy

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Luke Wiersma Interview - Part 1

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Using your voice blog

124

Brinn Langdale Interview - Part 2

125

Survivor Tip #48: Leading a double life

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Brinn Langdale Interview - Part 1

127

Tips for Supporting Survivors #44: Holding the space

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Neil Milton Interview - Part 2

129

Survivor Tip #47: I am enough

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Neil Milton Interview - Part 1

131

Dilworth Exposé

132

It's not your fault blog

133

Tess Gonzales Interview - Part 2

134

Survivor Tip #46: Not fitting in

135

Tess Gonzales Interview - Part 1

136

Tips for Supporting Survivors #43: It's not their fault

137

Scott Beard Interview

138

Mike Chapman Interview - Part 2

139

Survivor Tip #45 - It's not your fault

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Mike Chapman Interview - Part 1

141

Taking Charge Blog

142

Cathy O’Brien Interview - Part 2

143

Survivor Tip #44 - The 3 R's

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Cathy O'Brien Interview - Part 1

145

Tips for Supporting Survivors #42: The Power to Heal

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Donald Cribbs Interview - Part 2

147

Survivor Tip #43 - Your Voice

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Donald Cribbs Interview - Part 1

149

Tips for Supporting Survivors #41: Self Talk

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Cheryl Hunter Interview - Part 2

151

Survivor Tip #42 - Being Captive

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Cheryl Hunter Interview - Part 1

153

Held Captive Blog

154

Feature Interview - Paul Hutchinson: Part 2

155

Survivor Tip #41 - Breaking the Chain

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Feature Interview - Paul Hutchinson - Part 1

157

Coming up this week: 5-9 Feb

158

Being Believed Blog

159

Tips for Supporting Survivors #40 - Being Believed

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Coming up this week: 29 Jan - 2 Feb

161

Survivor Tip #40: Legacy

162

Kristi McVee Interview - Part 2

163

Kristi McVee Interview - Part 1

164

Coming up this week: 22-26 Jan

165

Survivor Tip #39: Being Believed

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Donna Bulatowicz Interview - Part 2

167

Donna Bulatowicz Interview - Part 1

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Coming up this week: 15-19 Jan

169

New Year Update

170

Survivor Tip #38: Admitting Abuse

171

Stuart Lord Interview - Part 2

172

Stuart Lord Interview - Part 1

173

Coming up this week: 18-22 Dec

174

Survivor Tip #37: Body Boundaries

175

Cathy Studer Interview - Part 2

176

Cathy Studer Interview - Part 1

177

Coming up this week: 11-15 Dec

178

Survivor Tip #36: - Validation

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Frank Rogers Interview - Part 2

180

Frank Rogers Interview - Part 1

181

Coming up this week: 4-8 Dec

182

Tips for Supporting Survivors #39

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Having Someone

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Coming up this week: 27 Nov - 1 Dec

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Survivor Tip #35: Grooming

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April Giauque Interview - Part 2

187

April Giauque Interview - Part 1

188

Coming up this week: 20-26 Nov

189

Survivor Tip #34 - Having Someone

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Angela Williams Interview - Part 2

191

Angela Williams Interview - Part 1

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Coming up this week: 13-17 Nov

193

Survivor Tip #33 - Repressed Memories

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Gigi Kilroe Interview - Part 2

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Gigi Kilroe Interview - Part 1

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Coming up this week: 6-10 Nov

197

Survivor Tip #32 - Self-Sabotage

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Nathan Spiteri Interview - Part 2

199

Nathan Spiteri Interview - Part 1

200

Tips for Supporting Survivors #38

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Silence

202

Survivor Tip #31 - Family ties

203

Marita Murphy Interview - Part 2

204

Marita Murphy Interview - Part 1

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Survivor Tip #30 - Not Giving up

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Lorward Choi Interview - Part 2

207

Lorward Choi Interview - Part 1

208

Survivor Tip #29 - Dysregulation

209

Juanita Phillips Interview - Part 2

210

Juanita Phillips Interview - Part 1

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Justifying

212

Survivor Tip #28 - Get out of Your own Way

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Phillippa Corney Interview: Trigger Warning

214

Survivor Tip #27 Seeing your Abuser

215

Rehann Handford Interview

216

Tips for Supporting Survivors #37

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Survivor Tip #26

218

Rachel Vaughan Interview

219

Survivor Tip #25 Cognitive Dissonance

220

John Callas Interview

221

Survivor Tip #24

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Emma Jane Taylor Interview

223

Power and Survivors

224

Survivor Tip #23 Walking on Eggshells

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Greg Evans Interview

226

Tips for Supporting Survivors #36

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Survivor Tip #22

228

Mekaela Nance Interview

229

Survivor Tip #21 Connection

230

Sam Troth walking NZ

231

John-Michael Lander Interview

232

Survivor Tip #20

233

Lisa Cameron Interview

234

Survivor Tip #19 - Lets Celebrate

235

Lake Alice Panel Discussion [Severe Trigger Warning]

236

Telling your children

237

Survivor Tip #18 - Survivor Guilt

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Chris Tuck Interview

239

Tips for Supporting Survivors #35

240

Survivor Tip #17

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Kane Brisco Interview

242

Survivor Tip #16

243

Jodie Herlihy Interview

244

Survivor Tip #15

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Shawn Wildermuth Interview

246

Having your own back

247

Survivor Tip #14

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Tips for Supporting Survivors #34

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Survivor Tip #13

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Kimi Parata Interview

251

Survivor Tip #12

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Phill Ashworth Interview

253

Survivor Tip #11

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Jeanette Archer Interview

255

Self-Sabotage

256

Survivor Tip #10

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Corey Boden Interview

258

Survivor Tip #9

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Global Awareness Walk

260

Global Awareness Day

261

Liz Roberts Interview

262

Tips for Supporting Survivors #33

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Survivor Tip #8

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Phil Goldstein Interview

265

Survivor Tip #7

266

Katy Sudano Interview

267

Feeling Proud

268

Survivor Tip #6

269

Dragica llic Interview

270

Survivor Tip #5

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Craig Heiting Interview

272

Survivor Tip #4

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Tips for Supporting Survivors #32

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Kerry-Anne Gibbins Interview

275

Survivor Tip #3

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Survivor Tip #2

277

Gratitude

278

Keeper Catran-Whitney Interview

279

Panel Discussion - March 2023

280

Survivor Tip #1

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Tips for Supporting Survivors #31

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Jeremy Indika Interview

283

Nettie Long Interview

284

Invisible

285

Unfiltered Stories interviews Gloria

286

Nick Cotton Interview

287

Tony Baker Interview

288

Tips for Supporting Survivors #30

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Taylah Ma Interview

290

Disappointment

291

Nancy Morris Interview

292

Tips for Supporting Survivors #29

293

Girls on Fire Interview

294

Penny Portsmouth Interview

295

Welcome to 2023

296

Lee Underwood Interview

297

Round the Bays 2023

298

Doubt

299

Tips for Supporting Survivors #28

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Sarah Gallardo Interview

301

REOSA Interview

302

Grace

303

Merry Xmas Everyone

304

Xmas Panel Discussion

305

Tips for Supporting Survivors #27

306

Self Love

307

Soulutions Interview: The Roles we adopted to survive the abuse

308

Sam Troth Interview

309

Tips for Supporting Survivors #26

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Staying Positive

311

Mark Attwood Interview

312

Nae Marsters Interview

313

Surviving Christmas

314

Interview with Isami Daehn

315

Inner Critic

316

Tips for Supporting Survivors #24

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Panel Discussion - Male Survivors Canterbury

318

Interview with Paulie Stevens

319

The Choice

320

Upcoming Releases #19

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Tips for Supporting Survivors #23

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Panel Discussion - November 2022

323

Recognize our Power Interview

324

Grief

325

Upcoming Releases #18

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Tips for Supporting Survivors #22

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Aquarious Rising Interview

328

Interview with Jim Heaney

329

Broken Pieces

330

Beginnings

331

Upcoming Releases #17

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Gareth Icke of Right Now Interview

333

Tips for Supporting Survivors #21

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Interview with Andrew Pledger

335

Upcoming Releases #16

336

Shaun Attwood Panel Discussion

337

Tips for Supporting Survivors #20

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Interview with Dallas Pickering

339

Triggers

340

Upcoming Releases #15

341

Interview with Sarah Gallardo

342

Dani Henderson Interviews me

343

Tips for Supporting Survivors #19

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Signs

345

Upcoming Releases #14

346

Ripple out Effects of Child Sexual Abuse

347

Interview with Matiu Taitoko

348

Tips for Supporting Survivors #18

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Manipulation

350

Upcoming Releases #14

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Sean Stone Interviews me

352

Interview with Jess Tyson

353

Clarity

354

Upcoming Releases #13

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Tips for Supporting Survivors #17

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How it all Began....

357

Interview with Matt Ashton

358

Upcoming Releases #12

359

Toxic People

360

Tips for Supporting Survivors #16

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Upcoming Releases #11

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Courage

363

Tips for Supporting Survivors #15

364

Forgiveness

365

Panel Discussion

366

Aquarious Rising Interviews me

367

Upcoming Releases #10

368

Shame

369

Stephan Neff Interviews me for the second time....

370

Feeling Different

371

Tips for Supporting Survivors #14

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Interview with Jane Epstein

373

Tips for Supporting Survivors #13

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Upcoming Releases #9

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Interview with Kim Spencer

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Tips for supporting survivors #12

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Upcoming Releases 8

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Diane Forster Interviews Me

379

Interview with Dr. Jackie Parsons

380

Upcoming Release On The Channel

381

Tips for Supporting Survivors #11

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Interview with Anneke Lucas

383

Panel Discussion on CSA issues

384

Tips for Supporting Survivors #10

385

Shaun Attwood Q&A

386

Anxiety

387

Tips for Supporting Survivors #9

388

Upcoming Releases 7

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Interview with Dr. Kat Rosenblatt

390

Pre-Order Guide

391

Tips for Supporting Survivors #8

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Upcoming Releases 6

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Interview with Kalpa Gupta

394

Tips for Supporting Survivors #7

395

Updates This Week

396

Rejection

397

Theresa Carpenter Interviews Me

398

Dani Henderson Interviews Me

399

Tips for Supporting Survivors #6

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Madeleine Black Interviews Me: Highlights

401

Resilience

402

Upcoming Release On The Channel

403

Panel Discussion on CSA issues

404

Interview with Neil Harding

405

Tips for supporting survivors #5

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Updates YouTube Channel: Handing the Shame Back

407

Kindness

408

IN5D Interview me

409

Tips for Supporting Survivors #4

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Upcoming releases 2

411

Flashbacks

412

Upcoming releases

413

Interview with Kelly Wallace

414

Power

415

Tips for Supporting Survivors

416

Interview with Perry Power

417

Tips for Supporting Survivors #3

418

Interview with Male Survivors

419

Endings

420

Trigger Warning: Interview with Mark Attwood

421

Interview with Rena Romano

422

Tips for supporting survivors #2

423

Media Interview

424

Tips for supporting survivors #1

425

Alizeey Yeezy Interviews Me

426

The Four F's

427

Maria J McMahon Interviews Me

428

Trigger Warning: Interview with Maria Socolof

429

Trust

430

Severe Trigger Warning (TW) Interview with Mary Knight

431

Ed Squire Interviews Me

432

Acceptance

433

Nigel McFarland Interviews me

434

Stephan Neff Interviews me

435

Rena Romano Interviews me

436

Impact

437

Balance

438

Tara Reade interviews me

439

Shaun Attwood Interviews me

440

Mark Attwood interviews me

441

Dissociation

442

Thoughts Matter

443

Interview with Madeleine Black

444

Spiritual Stuff

445

EmpowerMe Update

446

Coffee & Cocoa Interview me

447

Depression

448

Boundaries

449

Interview with Denise Mercer

450

Hypervigilance

451

Interview with Laura Eustace

452

Interview with Louise Nicholas

453

Angels

454

Interview with Genisha Morton

455

Finding Hope

456

Interview with Ed Squire

457

TWC Clubhouse

458

Interview with Ken Clearwater

459

Introduction to the Podcast Series

460

Triggers

461

Interview with Anna McGreevy

462

Interview with Susan Miller

463

Interview with Tamara Waugh

464

Interview with Todd Portsmouth