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The Alive & Free Podcast — 100 episodes
You Understand Your Triggers. So Why Are You Still Stuck?
The Art of Staying Regulated and Motivated as a Leader
Bethel, Shawn Bolz, and "Cover-Up Culture" — Our Honest Conversation
Do You Actually Want Freedom? (The Gospel vs Religious Control)
When "Hard Work" Is Just Avoidance (and What You're Really Running From)
Why We Get It Wrong: The Pain and Beauty of Discerning God's Voice
How to Regulate with No Margin (Baby #2, Toddler Tantrums, & Trusting a Good Father)
Why We Seek Emotional and Spiritual Highs - Alive and Free Podcast - Episode 101
When To Be Vulnerable and When Not To Be - Alive and Free Podcast - Episode 100
How to Pivot and Weather Storms in Life - Alive and Free Podcast - Episode 99
How to Create Safety as A Coach and Leader - Alive and Free Podcast - Episode 98
God Has Great Plans In Store for Your Finances with Jim Baker - Alive and Free Podcast - Episode 97
Is Money Evil? God's Thoughts on Prosperity and Poverty - Alive and Free Podcast - Episode 96
Our Journey of being both rich and poor with God
Uncertainty and Not Being Bound by Things or Outcomes - Episode 95 - Alive & Free Podcast
Does God still want us to fast? Creating margin for God in our lives
Vulnerability - How to Know When it's Appropriate and How Much to Share - Episode 93
Our Deep Need for Fathering and God's Intimate Involvement - Alive & Free Podcast
How to Thrive in Relationship if you Feel Incompatible -- Connecting Through Differences
What Makes a Man Healthy? A Pathway for Freedom and Purpose
How To Have Hope & Peace When Everything Feels Uncertain In Life
When Is Divorce An Option And How To Actually Thrive In Marriage After Pain
What to Look for in a Coach, Mentor, and Leader
Is Your History Of Rejection Ruining Your Life?
What To Do With Our Highly Sexualized Culture
How To Not Lose Hope At Rock Bottom
Mastering Healthy Conflict
How to Embrace Revival in the Midst of Apathy
How to Stay Full in Motherhood: Spencer Interviews Sammi [Sammi's 10-Year Journal Process with God]
Our Current Raw Unfiltered Journey of Surrender
How to stay connected and not blame in the midst of hard times
Creating Room and Space for God Encounters in Your Life
Pain in Church Community and Leadership and How Church SHOULD Function
A Brief Interview with Wilder...Our Son
How to Burn for God Without Burning Out
Money, Abundance and wealth - how to have money without money having you
Codependency, Savior Complex, and Fixing Your Partner: How to Have a Safe Relationship Connection
Our Response to Viral Hate: Why I "Friend Zoned" Spencer Before Dating
Arms Dealing And Addiction To Head Over Heels in Love With Jesus: An Interview With My Friend Jake
Breaking The Cycles Of The Past Through Reflective Parenting Practices: Our Process Deciding How To Parent
How to Love People You Disagree With And How To Be In The World But Not Of It
Interview With My Parents: Generational Trauma, Redemption, and Mutual Understanding
The Art of Surrender: Embracing Change and Finding Solace in Chaos
A Father of 8 Kids: Parenthood, Adoption, Abuse, and Healing (TRIGGER WARNING)
Shouldn't I be Past this Yet?!" Conquering Shame for Our Healing Journeys
Overcoming Shame and Hustle Culture: Redefining Societal Expectations as well as Motherhood
The Healing Thats Required To Be A Good Leader
Finding Freedom in Discomfort- Our Deeply Uncomfortable Europe Journey with God
Exploring Supernatural Experiences: The Power of Trusting God's Love
How Good is God Really?
Building Trust and Safety: A Vulnerable Journey into the Heart of Relationships
Money, Status, Boob jobs, and Ego- Our Trip to Orange County
How to Feel Enough and Show Up When You Feel Like A Failure
Letting Go of External Control and Finding Peace Within
When it's time to surrender your mind, not your heart: When your beliefs fail you
Connection with God in Any Season and the Nature of God
Our Hard Week of No Sleep and Triggers
TRIGGER-WARNING-Post Partum Sex- Staying Connected in Sexual Struggle
Forming Healthy Friendships- Confrontation and When to Heal
How to fully embrace parenting and connect in the midst of "out of control"
The Destructive Results of Black and White Thinking with Justin Stumvoll
What is Healthy Masculinity? With Justin Stumvoll
My Friend the Ex-Demon Worshipper: A Fun Dialogue about Life, Miracles, and the Supernaturaal
Is God Really in Control? Deconstructing theology that makes us blame Him
Freedom From Religion- An Interview with John Mark Pantana
Purpose & Presence- When to work on yourself and when to go after vision
Attachment Styles and Our Messy Past in Relationships
Staying Connected and Full When Everything Else Is Trying to Empty You
Interview with My Dad, the Alcoholic
A convo with my mom about family pain
Our Birth Story- The Good, the Bad, & the Messy Process
True Emotional Health Leads to Jesus
Weaponizing Emotional Health and Taking Ownership
Our Culture of Hurry and Busy and Slowing Down
Trading Your Freedom for Fulfillment
The Summer We Turned Pretty- Attractiveness & Comparison
Inner Healing vs. Deliverance Part 2
Inner healing vs. Deliverance part 1
Sex Part 3- How We Healed from Sexual Trauma
Sex! Part 2 (Cultivating Emotional and Sexual Intimacy in Marriage)
Sex!
What to do when you feel alone and nobody can help
What Do Christians Need to Get Healthy? Interview w/ Life Consultant Laura Duncan
How We Built Alive & Free Part 2 The Pains of Growing a Business and the Nitty Gritty
The Alive & Free Story- How we built the company
Reconciliation Between Parents and Children
Big News: Where is Alive & Free Going?!
Let's Get Vulnerable! What to do with the "hard" of life
When Life Drastically Disappoints You
Get the inside scoop into our business and life
What's Wrong with the Church?! Part 2
What's Wrong with the Church?! Part 1
Balancing Contentment and the Desire for More
Anatomy of a Healthy Dating Process
Are you triggered?
Do Emotionally Healthy Men Exist? Interview w/ SF Giants Pitcher Tyler Beede
Forming a Healthy Community Around You and Healing from Past Relationships
How to Not Abandon Yourself in Relationships
Dating Fails & Healing from Break-ups
Is numbing, checking out, dissociation stealing from your life?