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#AutisticAF Out Loud — 75 episodes

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For This Autistic Elder, School Was a F***ing Job

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Autistic Noir: They Called It "Immaturity." They Missed Every Red Flag

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When "Kind" Words… Hurt: An Autistic Elder on Microaggressions

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Family, God & Vodka Neat...? My Autistic Elder’s Truth

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7 Autistic Decades. I'm Still Driven. What If I NEVER Get “There...”?

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Autistic in a Sea of Faceless Ghosts… I Still Want to Remember You

7

This Autistic Elder Looks Back… without Shame

8

On Autistic Burnout: "Believe I'll Ch-Ch-Change... My Shirt"

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"every clock is a handgun pointed at my head"

10

Autistic Elder on this Moment...? “Slouching toward Montauk”

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Friends, Grief & Autism…? They say we have no feelings…

12

Family, School, Work? They created this autistic bad@$$.

13

Like Some Angel with a Dislocated Shoulder: Song for My Autistic Son

14

Family is complex for me. Autistic + ADHD... but Shameless.

15

Trump Brings Gaza War Crimes Home to US Autistics

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LIVESTREAM: Trump Brings Gaza War Crimes Home to US Autistics

17

My Autism? Failing Upward to Burn Out? Or Succeeding Downward to...

18

RFKjr, Tylenol... Autism? Facts Ain't the Point

19

I saw... "Trump Disbands Congress." The Autistic Implications

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LIVE: Urgent Trigger Warnings, Plus RFKjr & Autism…

21

That Autism Superpower Thing... Let's Blow the Whole F-&%ing Myth Up

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Live Autistic Truth: "sneaking my mother's creepy g-d on high"

23

What They Didn’t Tell Me About My Autistic Body… That Remembers Everything

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Live Autistic Truth: "Dancing Close to the Edge of the Noise"

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Live Autistic Truth: "every clock is a handgun pointed at my head"

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Someone said this knocked them sideways

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Autistic Family & Other Mysteries, Live Spoken Word, 8/31/25

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Live Spoken Word, "every clock is a handgun" — s05e07

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Trigger Warnings 2: Not Everything's Funny: Colbert, Trump .. & Hiroshima

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Doc, You Got Us All Wrong, Pts 1 & 2

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Doc, You Got Us All Wrong, Pt 2: CBT...? Never Worked for Autistic Me

32

Doc? You Got Us All Wrong, Pt 1: Autistic Resilience

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I need to talk with you about events beyond autism today

34

Living Autistic in Dangerous Times: Trump Labels 1 in 4 Families “Dire Threat”

35

Autism, Neurodiversity, 3 Poems... 3 Rando Manifestos

36

Autistic Spoken Word: Every Clock Is a Handgun

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Podcast: Every Clock is a Handgun in My Autistic Time

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One Autistic Voice: Escapin Up The Country

39

Actually Autistic? Whatever Doesn't Kill Your Unique Neurodivergent Ass… s4e3

40

Autism? It's a State of Being. NOT an Identity Group, s4e2

41

Slouching Toward Joy: My Best 6 Phases To An Actually Autistic Relief, s4e1

42

The Night this Autistic Adult Broke Free: An Autistic A.F. Halloween Tale, s3e8

43

Homeless & Autistic...? Pt 2 - Theo Schools Me in Actually Autistic Joy s3e7

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Homeless & Autistic? Theo Taught Me Actually Autistic Joy in School s3E6

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This Autistic’s Fantasy: So, He Asks about My History… What I told My Doctor, s3e5

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“Calm Down!” Why is this the WORST Advice You Can Give an Autistic Person?”

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"Neurodivergent Kiss: Autistic Fairytale... Or Fabulous Marriage?"

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Authentic Autistic Life: 4 Short Stories Fearless, Joyful and Chaotic, s3e2

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Love, Politics & Faking Normal: 3 New Autistic Myths s03e01

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#AutisticRave: Group Processing Disorder. It's a Thing.

51

Imaginary Friends? This Autistic Kid's Bestie... Dissociation, Pt 1

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#AutisticRave: Life after Diagnosis: Joy... and Horror.

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#AutisticRave: #DisabilityTikTok, #DisabilityTwitter, and the Economy -s2e10

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"Look Doc... You Just Don't GET #AutisticJoy"

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Designing My Home Around Adult Autism: Pt. 2 - 7 Survival Principles

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Designing My Home Around Autism: Pt. 1 – Making It Work for Me

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Inside Autism & Eye Contact: How It Feels… How to Deal with the Terror s2e6

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Fanning the Flames: #AutisticJoy in the Classroom - Intersectional Infinity Conference s02e05

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Selective Mutism: I Have No Mouth. But I Must SCREAM… s2e4

60

Sh*tpost: The Whole ’It’s-Not-a-Disability-It’s-Society’ Myth… Sucks. s2e3

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“The Cavalry Never Comes”: Sexual Assault & An Autistic Life, Pt. 2 s02e02

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“Not Everyone Was My Friend”: Sexual Assault & An Autistic Life - s02e01

63

Confessions of an #AdultAutistic Anxiety Junkie - Stimming, Overload & Anxiety, Pt.3

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Zen & the Autistic Art of the Stim: Stimming, Overload & Anxiety, Pt. 2

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Autistic Stimming, Overload & Anxiety, Pt. 1: NOISE - A Spoken Song

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How to Get Diagnosed #ActuallyAutistic... In Just 26 Years! S01E08

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Autistic Shutdowns: Believe I‘ll Ch-Ch-Change My Shirt - A Spoken Song

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#AutisticJoy, Orgasmic Learning... & Ecstasy

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Comic Book Hero: Surviving Bullying - A Spoken Song - s2e6-Bonus

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Autistic Masking as Performance Art - s1e6

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Dear Autists: Forgiving Your Family? NOT a Cosmic Rule... s1e5

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Podcast: Millennial Friends: You. Are. Right… Question EveryTHING.

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Podcast: I’m Still Autistic. I STILL Fear Cops: One Year after Linden Cameron

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S01E02: On #AutisticJoy, Personality & Being in the Flow…

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Note to a Younger Autistic Friend, Episode 1