All Episodes

You can't always trust your body

The fear of being misunderstood

Have your dreams grown with you?

Jealous much?

This is a test to see how much you actually love yourself

I want to reparent your inner child but I can’t

My Inner Child is Braced

Loneliness Disarms the Collective

Dignified Death is Worth Living For

Processing Shame Medicine with Peregrine Bermas

Music Competition + Internalized Supremacy

Proving people wrong doesn’t motivate me

Trickster Mobility

On being too much

Why I’m choosing not to have kids

I started living with more integrity the moment I left christianity

What about the mom?

Everyone wants a village

Today my body remembers

Looking my shadow in the eye

I resent christianity

When to say no to organizing

In the darkness, I believed

The illusion of choice

I used to be glittery fairy girl

Hurting spiritually & physically

Holding nuance in a world of binaries

Reflections on turning 35

I don’t want every day to feel like a battle

My Responsibility as an Artist

I don't feel well

The Cost of Truth Telling (and Believing)

Innerchild Work + Activism

I don't want to be a girlboss

Performance of Consistency

How do I determine who's Trustworthy?

Relationships + Change

Processing Encampment

Processing Moments of Stillness

Liberatory Mania

Crushing in a Liberatory Movement

Nothing Matters (Except for what Matters)

I Can't Seem to Get Into a Rhythm

Fiction as Liberatory Imagination

Sometimes When I Feel OK, I Get Worried

Consent and Capacity

My Capacity is Expanding

Model Minority Myth

I'll be 35 this summer

The Mania is Wearing Off

Don't Glorify Direct Action

Ground with me

My Relationship with Obligation

Personal Integrity is not Perfection

Let's talk about Social Media

What is Capacity?

My Body Feels Ok Today

The Messiness of being human

Color Palette + Direct Action

Transformation is Possible

Being ok with not being ok

Feeling Guilty for Manifesting Abundance

Cultivating my Voice and Confidence

Wish we could Hop into a Portal

Feeling or being seen as Fragile

Following the Glimmers

The Fear of Permanence

Righteous Rage

Should I use the term "Creative Expression" more than "Art?"

The possibility of a better world is scary

Confession: I like to punish people

Lessons from the Water

Three Lessons from my "Break"