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Bcomingundone — 213 episodes

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Title
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Shift Happens.

2

No More Devil Worship

3

Disneyland Sexperience

4

Reintro. Undoing.

5

Bookmark

6

Shattered

7

Teacher Guru Inspired

8

Spinning Inner Compass

9

Men, Please Share Insight

10

Burning Down The House

11

The Final Blow

12

Men's Work

13

Banned From Feeld

14

Silly joy

15

Closeness

16

Trying

17

Preface

18

Kashmir

19

Cledon...

20

Bookmark. Thanks. Giving.

21

New happy lamp, Chicken light and meditation- not turning away.

22

Darkness, Dark, s.a.d.

23

Ersatz

24

In It

25

Men Do Have Feelings

26

Dream I had anal'ysis

27

New Mood

28

Come Undone

29

Less Fantasy More Action

30

Birthday

31

Gotta Promise Not To Stop When I Say When

32

Thanks for coming

33

It Did Happen, It Does Exist! I'm not crying, yay!

34

E.G.O.

35

Reframing Relationships and a Rock: Beware/Advantage

36

Space To Get Through Who Are You, Who who?!

37

Big Disgrace, Universe took it's Big D and slapped my face...

38

Inside a panic attack

39

Self sabatoge squash- a hard win

40

22 Acacia Avenue~

41

Confession: desire affection

42

Death of The Unicorn? Horny. Lonely and the remaining litany of feelings.

43

The Updates on the dating

44

Shadow Starved

45

Romeo Act II Sc ii

46

Deep rest = depressed

47

Day After Meditation Weekend

48

Magick lies in the silliness

49

RAW

50

Silence. I will help my heart.

51

Open Mike Knight

52

Get different Do different

53

Men! Research, help a woman out.

54

Get Wet- nre pool just the tip

55

Not really a holiday so breathe

56

Giving Space For Self

57

Shadow Work: heal a succubus?

58

Haaaaaappy Howwwlloooween Sir

59

This Mouth Should Not Be Speaking

60

G'moaning Surrender

61

Self Exploration 18+

62

Beauty In The Breakdown

63

Awareness Can Not Think

64

Maybe?

65

Nre blows with only D on the table

66

What's your safe place?

67

Shame Monster...rather nomster

68

Master and servant.

69

Not A Monster, But A Nomster

70

Anaïs Nin reading

71

Unrequited Sex- ramble before surgery

72

Before Surgery Fears.

73

Meat My Boyfriend...

74

No More Mr. Fantasy...

75

Dating- Game Set Match? Date: 0 Self: 0 LOVE That your old.

76

Erotic Touch Class Party Experiment Gone A Dry

77

Dating Experiment Apprehension

78

Drop after parents left, child left and after a play.

79

Body Count

80

Unbecoming, Now Unfolding.

81

Barefoot Hike Before Final Ketamine Session

82

Aging Pussy Dick

83

Medically Assisted Ketamine session4

84

Medically Assisted Ketamine session 3

85

30 seconds of dreaming, an intermission submission admission

86

Trust In Myself; why I desire a partnership.

87

Day after the ketamine treatment

88

Medical Assisted Ketamine Treatments

89

You. You there...

90

Welcoming Allowing

91

Sitting With Self- after an organic meeting, rejection and incomplete closure.

92

Excerpt: Confession Of A Cock Worshiper

93

For My Lover- the lovers poem

94

Pussy Present- presenting presence: My gift, awareness.

95

What I would tell him. A release.

96

Value with connection.

97

Wet Gear: Hiker's Pack

98

Erectile D'function- soft cock is beautiful cock, all phases are won'derful!

99

Boundaries

100

Contraction Leads To Expansion

101

Doc Drop-documenting a drop

102

Wholesome Partnership

103

Healing The Feminine

104

New Year.

105

Witnessed the Observer

106

Trees! I Bend To Not Break

107

Fantasy fades revealing self-trust.

108

The Vow

109

Tinder burnout.

110

During the drop, memento.

111

Ramble after session, 79% chance of deletion.

112

After Therapy, Tree Murder

113

Am I too much. I am all of this; experience.

114

Already Free- so share a lot

115

From The Depths- a reading

116

Girl gone, to a retreat.

117

Uncomfortable Drop- 'Tism Is Active

118

Another quickie-"hear the rime of the ancient mariner"...

119

A Sexy Tree, Wood You Sit With Me

120

I'm sorry you're gone.

121

State of contentment, leap frog beautiful connections.

122

Sick Thoughts and Before A Session

123

I am worthy- hugging, fucking, kissing at the same time.

124

Asmr after 'gasm Meditation

125

Get Out Of Your Way

126

I've Said Too Much- that's me in the corner

127

HOT Flash!- Abdickted

128

Why not. RAW SEAF2022

129

Night thoughts...raw.

130

Deep Heart Conclusion

131

Discomfort: the realizations are comforting.

132

Tender Acceptance- Sit With Me

133

There's Gonna Be Another Heartache Tonight. Holy Hell. Again.

134

Hail Hiccups- quick funny

135

Reading/meditation from The Deep Heart

136

Chant for the heart awareness

137

Undoing of Self-path of becoming undone

138

Theta Thought-open to love and sacred sex; will be ok with 3 breath hugs until then.

139

Spanda- I sing-I am the vibrational expression of Source.

140

After Play: Sex Love Relationships- shedding old stories

141

Breaking Up With An Illusion, Ego, Concept of Person- why the hurt?

142

As You Are- loss and ego

143

Deep In A Trough- attachment style

144

Porn Burns.

145

NRE is fake: potential projections about potential

146

Be Here Now. I am. I am now, asmr. Ram Dass.

147

I am. I have. I am experiencing: illness, Covid, fear, hot sexual connection, ex, and a buzz!

148

Cup runneth over

149

The Veil That Separates

150

Spitroast. Ef low frequencies.

151

Empty inside or new weird contenment?

152

NSFW Send Conscious Cock

153

Double D's! Dopamine Disturbance: Day After Play High so many thoughts...

154

Always Thinking: about sex, orgasms, unattachment, thinking out loud oh my!

155

Mo'Ho Rain and Subbie Dreams of Themes

156

All Balanced Chakra Connections

157

Final Thoughts

158

Becoming undone. No, no sex. No self.

159

10 Cock views a Day for 10 Days? Nein.

160

No Fucking Wizard to OY my OZ! Whips and chains oh my.

161

Back To Writing Some New Filth Soon

162

Poetry Reading Asmr Style

163

Masculine Energy Is Coming?

164

Still no vaginal sex, 10 years.

165

For my lover..."all of my dreams are part of you now..."

166

Emergency Cuddle Tree Needed

167

Rough Day As A Human

168

FFS NSFW!

169

Sing- I decided

170

Fade into rawness...

171

Favorite Slow Session

172

Orgasmic Connections-aural

173

Sad declaration

174

Surrender

175

Not so happy birthday

176

Sit and Swallow

177

Day 7 paramotor paragliding training

178

Day 5 paramotor paragliding

179

Day 4

180

Day 3 rough

181

Day 2 paramotor paragliding training

182

Day1 exhausted

183

Night Before

184

Deep thought tries to beatbox

185

Hold Space for me, needing a man

186

Poetry reading and intro to possible paid play session retelling

187

Draw my shadow out and fuck us....Send Conscious Cock!

188

Poetry reading: I'll Only Hurt You If You Let Me

189

I lied. No cock in slit for you then.

190

Abandon hope to lose attachment. Cock Worship after thoughts.

191

The Lover's Touch

192

Episode 21 Pussy, no sex in almost 10 years

193

Episode 20 Discard Detach Permission-DDP aka double digit penetration?

194

Episode 19 Orgasm Toy Make Art Not Friends

195

Episode 18 Contentment

196

Episode 17 Orgasms issues discovered leap of faith butthole monkeys

197

Pink Moon- shadow work

198

Episode 15

199

Dark Night Of The Soul

200

Episode 13 Paramotor glider, Rilke, poetry reading

201

#12 Uncomfortable thoughts of sharing self, ASMR breathy style reading of Out of Body

202

Episode 11 Tinder, Dom call, Wicked Game story

203

Episode 10 The Search, stormy masochist attachments

204

Episode 9 Outside

205

Tree hugging, tics, masturbate after a bike ride

206

Episode 7

207

Episode 6 orgasm achievements and good dreams

208

Episode 5 Special High Creep

209

Pussy pics, you gotta fight for your right

210

Poetry reading slam style

211

Thoughts not mine, realizations still connected to church and society.

212

Episode 2 Beaver Moon

213

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