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Bcomingundone — 214 episodes
Shift Happens.
No More Devil Worship
Disneyland Sexperience
Reintro. Undoing.
Bookmark
Shattered
Teacher Guru Inspired
Spinning Inner Compass
Men, Please Share Insight
Burning Down The House
The Final Blow
Men's Work
Banned From Feeld
Silly joy
Closeness
Trying
Preface
Kashmir
Cledon...
Bookmark. Thanks. Giving.
New happy lamp, Chicken light and meditation- not turning away.
Darkness, Dark, s.a.d.
Ersatz
In It
Men Do Have Feelings
Dream I had anal'ysis
New Mood
Come Undone
Less Fantasy More Action
Birthday
Gotta Promise Not To Stop When I Say When
Thanks for coming
It Did Happen, It Does Exist! I'm not crying, yay!
E.G.O.
Reframing Relationships and a Rock: Beware/Advantage
Space To Get Through Who Are You, Who who?!
Big Disgrace, Universe took it's Big D and slapped my face...
Inside a panic attack
Self sabatoge squash- a hard win
22 Acacia Avenue~
Confession: desire affection
Death of The Unicorn? Horny. Lonely and the remaining litany of feelings.
The Updates on the dating
Shadow Starved
Romeo Act II Sc ii
Deep rest = depressed
Day After Meditation Weekend
Magick lies in the silliness
RAW
Silence. I will help my heart.
Open Mike Knight
Get different Do different
Men! Research, help a woman out.
Get Wet- nre pool just the tip
Not really a holiday so breathe
Giving Space For Self
Shadow Work: heal a succubus?
Haaaaaappy Howwwlloooween Sir
This Mouth Should Not Be Speaking
G'moaning Surrender
Self Exploration 18+
Beauty In The Breakdown
Awareness Can Not Think
Maybe?
Nre blows with only D on the table
What's your safe place?
Shame Monster...rather nomster
Master and servant.
Not A Monster, But A Nomster
Anaïs Nin reading
Unrequited Sex- ramble before surgery
Before Surgery Fears.
Meat My Boyfriend...
No More Mr. Fantasy...
Dating- Game Set Match? Date: 0 Self: 0 LOVE That your old.
Erotic Touch Class Party Experiment Gone A Dry
Dating Experiment Apprehension
Drop after parents left, child left and after a play.
Body Count
Unbecoming, Now Unfolding.
Barefoot Hike Before Final Ketamine Session
Aging Pussy Dick
Medically Assisted Ketamine session4
Medically Assisted Ketamine session 3
30 seconds of dreaming, an intermission submission admission
Trust In Myself; why I desire a partnership.
Day after the ketamine treatment
Medical Assisted Ketamine Treatments
You. You there...
Welcoming Allowing
Sitting With Self- after an organic meeting, rejection and incomplete closure.
Excerpt: Confession Of A Cock Worshiper
For My Lover- the lovers poem
Pussy Present- presenting presence: My gift, awareness.
What I would tell him. A release.
Value with connection.
Wet Gear: Hiker's Pack
Erectile D'function- soft cock is beautiful cock, all phases are won'derful!
Boundaries
Contraction Leads To Expansion
Doc Drop-documenting a drop
Wholesome Partnership
Healing The Feminine
New Year.
Witnessed the Observer
Trees! I Bend To Not Break
Fantasy fades revealing self-trust.
The Vow
Tinder burnout.
During the drop, memento.
Ramble after session, 79% chance of deletion.
After Therapy, Tree Murder
Am I too much. I am all of this; experience.
Already Free- so share a lot
From The Depths- a reading
Girl gone, to a retreat.
Uncomfortable Drop- 'Tism Is Active
Descent. And Rising.
Another quickie-"hear the rime of the ancient mariner"...
A Sexy Tree, Wood You Sit With Me
I'm sorry you're gone.
State of contentment, leap frog beautiful connections.
Sick Thoughts and Before A Session
I am worthy- hugging, fucking, kissing at the same time.
Asmr after 'gasm Meditation
Get Out Of Your Way
I've Said Too Much- that's me in the corner
HOT Flash!- Abdickted
Why not. RAW SEAF2022
Night thoughts...raw.
Deep Heart Conclusion
Discomfort: the realizations are comforting.
Tender Acceptance- Sit With Me
There's Gonna Be Another Heartache Tonight. Holy Hell. Again.
Hail Hiccups- quick funny
Reading/meditation from The Deep Heart
Chant for the heart awareness
Undoing of Self-path of becoming undone
Theta Thought-open to love and sacred sex; will be ok with 3 breath hugs until then.
Spanda- I sing-I am the vibrational expression of Source.
After Play: Sex Love Relationships- shedding old stories
Breaking Up With An Illusion, Ego, Concept of Person- why the hurt?
As You Are- loss and ego
Deep In A Trough- attachment style
Porn Burns.
NRE is fake: potential projections about potential
Be Here Now. I am. I am now, asmr. Ram Dass.
I am. I have. I am experiencing: illness, Covid, fear, hot sexual connection, ex, and a buzz!
Cup runneth over
The Veil That Separates
Spitroast. Ef low frequencies.
Empty inside or new weird contenment?
NSFW Send Conscious Cock
Double D's! Dopamine Disturbance: Day After Play High so many thoughts...
Always Thinking: about sex, orgasms, unattachment, thinking out loud oh my!
Mo'Ho Rain and Subbie Dreams of Themes
All Balanced Chakra Connections
Final Thoughts
Becoming undone. No, no sex. No self.
10 Cock views a Day for 10 Days? Nein.
No Fucking Wizard to OY my OZ! Whips and chains oh my.
Back To Writing Some New Filth Soon
Poetry Reading Asmr Style
Masculine Energy Is Coming?
Still no vaginal sex, 10 years.
For my lover..."all of my dreams are part of you now..."
Emergency Cuddle Tree Needed
Rough Day As A Human
FFS NSFW!
Sing- I decided
Fade into rawness...
Favorite Slow Session
Orgasmic Connections-aural
Sad declaration
Surrender
Not so happy birthday
Sit and Swallow
Day 7 paramotor paragliding training
Day 5 paramotor paragliding
Day 4
Day 3 rough
Day 2 paramotor paragliding training
Day1 exhausted
Night Before
Deep thought tries to beatbox
Hold Space for me, needing a man
Poetry reading and intro to possible paid play session retelling
Draw my shadow out and fuck us....Send Conscious Cock!
Poetry reading: I'll Only Hurt You If You Let Me
I lied. No cock in slit for you then.
Abandon hope to lose attachment. Cock Worship after thoughts.
The Lover's Touch
Episode 21 Pussy, no sex in almost 10 years
Episode 20 Discard Detach Permission-DDP aka double digit penetration?
Episode 19 Orgasm Toy Make Art Not Friends
Episode 18 Contentment
Episode 17 Orgasms issues discovered leap of faith butthole monkeys
Pink Moon- shadow work
Episode 15
Dark Night Of The Soul
Episode 13 Paramotor glider, Rilke, poetry reading
#12 Uncomfortable thoughts of sharing self, ASMR breathy style reading of Out of Body
Episode 11 Tinder, Dom call, Wicked Game story
Episode 10 The Search, stormy masochist attachments
Episode 9 Outside
Tree hugging, tics, masturbate after a bike ride
Episode 7
Episode 6 orgasm achievements and good dreams
Episode 5 Special High Creep
Pussy pics, you gotta fight for your right
Poetry reading slam style
Thoughts not mine, realizations still connected to church and society.
Episode 2 Beaver Moon
...becomes the prey...Bcomingundone episode 1