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What do you do when the world feels like it's unraveling? In this episode of From Kolob to Calvary, Tracy tackles one of the deepest struggles believers face in turbulent times: carrying the weight of a darkening world without being crushed by it. Why does God allow suffering? Why are some delivered while others are martyred? Why does evil seem to prosper? And perhaps most importantly—how do we prepare spiritually for what's ahead? Drawing from Scripture, history, and personal testimony, Tracy explores what it means to be spiritually ready, deeply rooted, and unshaken when everything around us is shaking. This episode will challenge you to move beyond awareness into preparation—to strengthen your roots, deepen your faith, and stand firm in the unshakable Kingdom of God. The storm may be coming. But the remnant can be ready. ___ This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

In a world that feels like it's shifting faster by the day—politically, economically, spiritually—many believers are asking the same question: Where is all of this heading? In this episode, we step back from the noise and refocus on what truly matters: the Kingdom that cannot be shaken. Drawing from Scripture and real-world examples, this message explores: Why our hope must be anchored beyond earthly systems The danger of being spiritually unprepared for hardship Why so many believers feel disconnected from God's power What Kingdom power actually looks like in everyday life How to stay awake, anchored, and spiritually alive in uncertain times This isn't a message about fear—it's a call to clarity, endurance, and alignment with the King who is coming. No matter what shakes around you… you don't have to be shaken within you. ___ This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

In a world filled with bold voices, breaking headlines, and rising "heroes," how do we discern what is real… and what is being carefully shaped? In this episode, we explore the growing reality of scripted deception—where appearances can be convincing, opposition can be controlled, and hope can be strategically redirected. From political narratives to prophetic voices, many things today sound right, feel urgent, and appear to align with truth. But Scripture warns us that in the last days, deception would not come dressed in darkness—but in light. Together, we'll walk through: • The danger of false hope attached to human figures • How controlled opposition can shape public perception • Why not every urgent voice is a trustworthy one • The difference between discernment and fear • And how the remnant can remain steady, grounded, and unshaken This is not a call to paranoia or withdrawal—but to clarity. Because in a world of shifting narratives, the question is not simply what is happening… It's whether we are anchored deeply enough in truth that we won't be moved.

We're living in a time where truth is getting harder to recognize. Technology is advancing at an incredible pace. Information is everywhere. Voices are louder than ever. And yet—clarity feels harder to find. In this episode, we step back and ask an important question: How do we stay grounded in truth when everything around us feels uncertain? We'll talk about: The rise of digital and cultural deception Why discernment matters now more than ever How to stay anchored in the Word instead of being swept up in fear The tension between preparing for the future and living faithfully today This is not about fear—it's about clarity. Not about speculation—but about being rooted, steady, and spiritually awake. If you've ever felt the tension between "something isn't right" and "how do I live normally?"—this conversation is for you. _____ This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

In this powerful teaching from Remnant Rising, Tracy unpacks what it means to be refined, called, and commissioned in a time of increasing pressure and spiritual opposition. If you've been feeling stretched, misunderstood, or quietly burdened by a sense that you're meant for something more—this message will help you reframe the pressure. You are not failing. You are being prepared. This episode explores the reality of living as part of the remnant: why the pressure often comes first, how God uses rejection and hidden seasons to shape His people, and why courage is not optional in the days ahead. Through biblical examples like Esther, Elisha, and the apostles—as well as real-life stories—this teaching calls believers to move beyond hesitation and into faithful obedience, even when it costs something. You'll also learn how to discern your assignment, trust God's timing, and cultivate the kind of courage that stands firm in both public and hidden places. This is not a call to fear—it's a call to readiness. You were not placed in this generation by accident. You were refined for this moment. Now it's time to stand. ___ This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

The world feels like it's shaking—and for many people, it is. Wars, cultural chaos, spiritual confusion, and rising pressure on believers are leaving many wondering how to stand firm. But God has never promised His people a storm-free life. What He promises is something better: a foundation that cannot be shaken. In this episode, Tracy explores why God allows His people to walk through the fire—and how those seasons of pressure become the very thing that forges an unshakable faith. Drawing from Scripture, personal testimony, and biblical examples like Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, this teaching shows how trials refine believers rather than destroy them. You'll also discover the four spiritual disciplines that anchor the remnant in times of shaking: prayer, the Word of God, obedience, and authentic community. The furnace is not the end of your story. It's where God builds the kind of faith that stands when everything else collapses. If you feel the pressure of the times we're living in, this message will remind you of a powerful truth: You're not being destroyed. You're being forged for the fire. This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

In a time of global shaking, moral confusion, and spiritual deception, many believers sense that God is calling His people to something deeper. Throughout Scripture, the Lord has always preserved a remnant—a faithful few who refuse to compromise when the pressure rises. In this episode, Tracy explores what it means to be part of that remnant today. Drawing from biblical examples like Noah, Elijah, Gideon, Esther, and Jeremiah, she examines the patterns God uses when He calls ordinary people to stand in extraordinary times. You'll hear how God often works through those who feel overlooked, unqualified, or outnumbered—and why the days we're living in may require believers to stand with greater conviction than ever before. If you've ever felt a stirring in your spirit that normal Christianity isn't enough… if you sense a growing urgency to pray, speak truth, and stand firm in your faith… this message may resonate deeply. The remnant isn't about being better than others. It's about being surrendered. And in every generation, when the world grows darker, God calls forth a people who will not bow. This episode begins a new teaching series based on Tracy's book Remnant Rising: Standing Unshaken in a Shaking World. If this message encouraged you, consider sharing it with someone who needs to hear it. And if you'd like to explore these ideas further, the book Remnant Rising is available wherever books are sold. This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

In this final session of the What Does God Want? teaching series based on the work of Michael Heiser, we bring the entire story together. Discipleship is not a checklist of spiritual habits. It is allegiance to a risen King in a world still shaped by rebellion. In this episode we explore what disciples actually do: • Worship with their whole lives • Confess sin and walk in forgiveness • Study and live out God's Word • Endure suffering with loyal faith • Make more disciples in a contested world But beneath these practices is something deeper: identity. From the supernatural rebellion of Genesis to the cosmic victory of the cross, Scripture tells one unified story. When Jesus declared that all authority in heaven and on earth had been given to Him, it was not symbolic — it was a regime change. Following Jesus means living as citizens of His Kingdom now. This episode is both a recap and a commissioning: a reminder that we are not passive observers in history, but participants in God's redemptive plan. The King is reigning. The mission continues. The call is clear. Be found faithful. ___ This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

What does a disciple actually do? In this episode, we continue our study of Michael Heiser's What Does God Want? by exploring the everyday practices that shape believers into the likeness of Christ. Disciples don't just believe the right things—they live differently. They care for one another like family. They pursue intentional fellowship that forms the mind of Christ. They pray—not to inform God, but to depend on Him. They fast—removing distractions so they can seek Him more fully. These rhythms are not religious performance. They are not ways to earn God's favor. They are the steady practices that align our hearts with His Lordship and knit us together as a spiritual family. If you've ever wondered what spiritual growth actually looks like in real life—not in theory, not in church slogans—this episode will give you a biblical and practical framework for walking faithfully with Jesus. This is Part 1 of the final section in our series on discipleship. Next week, we'll continue with worship, confession, Scripture, suffering, and making disciples. This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

If the gospel is truly good news, why does it matter so much what we believe? In this episode, we take a closer look at what the gospel actually is—and what it isn't. Many people assume Christianity is about improving behavior, following religious rules, or proving our loyalty through performance. But the gospel message is not about what we do for God—it's about what Christ has already done for us. We explore the difference between salvation and discipleship, what it means to obey the gospel by faith, and why belief is not the same thing as understanding everything. The Bible is honest about the human condition: none of us is naturally fit for God's family, and none of us can solve the problem of sin on our own. That's why God Himself provided the solution through Jesus. We also address a common question: if salvation is by faith alone, can someone walk away from it? Scripture offers both deep assurance and serious warning—reminding us that while salvation is secure in Christ, faith is more than a one-time decision. It is an ongoing trust and allegiance. The gospel is not advice. It's an announcement. And it changes everything.

What if the gospel isn't just about personal forgiveness—but about the defeat of the powers and the reclaiming of the nations? In this episode, we take a step back from familiar church language and rediscover the gospel within the larger story of Scripture. From Pentecost and the Great Commission to the defeat of the rulers and powers, the New Testament reveals that Jesus' death and resurrection were not only about personal forgiveness, but about reclaiming the nations and restoring God's human family. We explore the biblical distinction between salvation and discipleship, what it means to belong to God's kingdom in an "already—but not yet" world, and why the resurrection marked the beginning of the end for the spiritual forces that once held the nations in darkness. If the gospel is not about what we do for God, but about what Christ has done for us—then what does belief really mean? And how does faith differ from loyalty? This episode unpacks the content of the gospel, why salvation is by faith alone, and how the kingdom of God is expanding—even now—as people are delivered from the domain of darkness and transferred into the kingdom of God's beloved Son. The war has been decided. Next, we learn how to walk in the victory.

After Eden, the flood, Babel, Abraham, Sinai, kings, and exile… the story reaches its turning point. God didn't abandon His plan for a human family. He didn't surrender the nations to darkness. And He didn't scrap creation when rebellion kept repeating itself. Instead, He stepped in. In this episode, we trace the arc from Israel's failure to the Incarnation—why God chose to become a man, how the crucifixion blindsided the powers of darkness, and what Paul meant when he said that if the rulers of this age had understood what was happening, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. We also look at Pentecost through a different lens. Those 3,000 believers weren't just converts—they were God's first wave of reclaiming the nations. Scattered among the Gentile world, they became embedded witnesses in territory long held by other gods. The Great Commission wasn't a church program. It was a cosmic invasion. And it's still unfolding. The story isn't over—and neither is your part in it. Scriptures referenced include: Genesis 6; Deuteronomy 32:8–9; Psalm 82; Exodus 19; 1 Corinthians 2:8; Ephesians 2:7; Ephesians 3:10; Matthew 28:19–20; Acts 2. This series follows the broad theological framework popularized by Dr. Michael Heiser in What Does God Want? and Supernatural. For listeners who want to explore these themes more deeply, those books are an excellent place to start.

In part two of What Does God Want?, we move deeper into the biblical story to explore why evil accelerated so dramatically after Eden—and why God's response was not abandonment, but rescue. This episode examines the two additional rebellions described in Scripture: the transgression of the sons of God in Genesis 6 and the rebellion of the nations at the Tower of Babel. Together, these events explain why corruption spread beyond individual sin and why God intervened in such decisive ways, including the flood. We'll look closely at Noah, the meaning of righteousness in a corrupted world, and God's covenant to preserve humanity. From there, the story moves through Babel, the division of the nations, and God's decision to begin again with one man—Abraham—through whom He would rebuild a human family by promise, not performance. This episode also traces God's faithfulness through Israel's rescue from Egypt, the giving of the law at Sinai, and the crucial distinction between belief, loyalty, and obedience. Throughout it all, one truth remains constant: when humanity falters, God does not abandon His plan—He advances it. Scripture References Used in this Teaching: Genesis: Genesis 6; 9:8–17; 11:1–9; 12:1–9; 15; 17; 18:1–15; 21:1–7; 32:28; 45:5–11 Exodus: Exodus 1–3; 7–12; 19:5–6; 23:20–23 Deuteronomy: Deuteronomy 7:7–8; 32 Judges: Judges 2:1 Psalms: Psalm 82 Isaiah: Isaiah 44:1 New Testament: Romans 4:1–12; Galatians 3; 2 Peter 2; Jude 6

What does God want? It sounds like a simple question—but the Bible's answer is far bigger, deeper, and more personal than most people realize. In this opening episode of a new teaching series inspired by What Does God Want?, Tracy walks listeners through the opening chapters of Scripture to uncover God's original intention for humanity. Long before religion, rules, or rebellion, God wanted a family—sons and daughters made in His image, created to live in His presence and partner with Him in His work. This episode explores: What it really means to be made "in the image of God" Why God created humanity with freedom—even knowing the cost The role of Eden, identity, and vocation in God's design How rebellion entered the story and fractured God's vision Why evil exists—and why God didn't abandon His plan How all of this connects directly to spiritual warfare and deception today Far from a detached theology lesson, this teaching lays a foundation for understanding who you are, why your life has value, and why the battle for truth has always centered on God's family. This is Part One in a multi-week series. In upcoming episodes, Tracy will explore the second and third rebellions of Scripture—Genesis 6 and the Tower of Babel—and how they shape the world we're living in now. If you've ever wondered who God really is, what He wants from humanity, or why the story of Scripture feels like a war for belonging—this series is for you. This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

What's the difference between belief and faith? At first glance, they seem interchangeable—but Scripture makes a clear distinction. And that difference has eternal implications. In this episode, Tracy explores why belief alone is not enough, and how true, biblical faith goes far beyond simply acknowledging truth. Drawing from Scripture—including James 2:19 and the story of Bartimaeus—this message reveals: • Why even demons believe—and why that's not saving faith • The difference between acknowledging truth and acting on it • Why belief can remain passive, but faith requires response • How real faith is rooted in trust, surrender, and relationship with God Faith is not about having all the answers—it's about entrusting your life to the One who does. If you've ever wondered whether your faith is active or merely intellectual, this episode will challenge and encourage you to move from belief into a living, transformative faith.

What happens after your entire belief system falls apart? For those leaving Mormonism—or any deeply embedded religious system—the aftermath can feel disorienting, painful, and deeply personal. It's not just theology that's affected. It's identity, community, purpose, and trust. In this episode, Tracy shares her own journey of walking away from Mormonism and wrestling through the questions that follow: • Can I trust anything again? • How do I know what's true? • Is faith still worth pursuing—or is it all just belief systems? This message explores the process of rebuilding a spiritual life from the ground up—without pressure, without pretense, and without blindly replacing one system with another. You'll hear: • Why faith is inescapable—and why the real question is where you place it • How to evaluate truth beyond feelings, tradition, or group influence • The difference between emotional belief and evidence-based faith • Why spiritual disillusionment can become a prison if we stop seeking truth • How the historical and prophetic foundation of Jesus changed everything If you've experienced spiritual fallout, this episode offers both validation and a path forward—one rooted not in systems, but in truth. If you've ever asked, "What can I trust? What's true? Who am I without my faith system?"—this conversation is for you. For a deeper dive, check out Tracy's revised and expanded book Confessions of an Ex-Mormon: What I Wish I Knew When I Left the Church on Amazon. This podcast is listener-supported. If you believe in equipping believers to discern truth, leave deception, and stand firm in Christ, you can help carry this mission forward here: 👉 Support the Mission To learn more, visit: TheMormonMatrix.com Your support helps offset podcast hosting, website maintenance, and resource development so these materials can remain freely available to those seeking biblical clarity. Follow & share this episode with someone who needs encouragement.

Christian families today are facing pressure from every direction. In this episode, Tracy examines the growing cultural, political, and spiritual challenges impacting believers—especially those seeking to raise God-honoring families in an increasingly hostile environment. Drawing from current events, cultural trends, and biblical insight, this episode explores how key sectors of society are influencing and reshaping values, including: • Government and legislation • Media and information control • The medical and educational systems • Corporate influence and economic pressure • Cultural shifts affecting identity, truth, and morality But beneath it all lies a deeper reality: "Our struggle is not against flesh and blood…" (Ephesians 6:12) This episode helps listeners recognize the spiritual forces behind the chaos, while maintaining a biblical perspective—seeing people not as enemies, but as those who are often deceived. This is Part 1 of a two-part series. In Part 2, Tracy will share practical strategies for protecting your family, strengthening your home, and standing firm in truth.

Deception is not random—it follows patterns. In this final episode of the series, Tracy examines the tactics used by the enemy to deceive individuals, churches, and entire systems. From casting doubt on God's Word to promoting extra-biblical revelation and manipulating truth, these strategies are designed to confuse, control, and lead people away from Christ. Tracy outlines key warning signs of deception, including: • Twisting or misusing Scripture • Discouraging questions and independent thinking • Elevating leaders beyond accountability • Promoting feelings or experiences as the measure of truth • Mixing truth with error to create believable lies But recognizing deception is only part of the battle. This episode also provides practical, biblical strategies for standing firm, including cultivating a love for truth, testing everything against Scripture, growing in spiritual maturity, and staying connected to a strong community of believers. In a world filled with competing voices and hidden agendas, discernment is essential. The more we know the truth of God's Word, the easier it becomes to recognize what is false. As Tracy reminds listeners, the goal is not to chase every counterfeit—but to know the truth so well that deception becomes obvious.

In this episode, Tracy continues her series on deception by examining how false beliefs and manipulation can operate both outside and within the umbrella of Christianity. From well-known cult systems and false religions to subtle distortions inside churches, deception often blends truth with error, making it difficult to recognize. Tracy explores several forms of religious deception, including: • False religions and groups that claim special or hidden knowledge • Spiritual abuse and manipulation within church leadership • Doctrinal distortion, including prosperity teaching and "works-based" salvation • Mystical and supernatural experiences that contradict Scripture Drawing from her personal experience in Mormonism, Tracy highlights common red flags that can indicate deception, such as undermining the authority of Scripture, elevating leaders above accountability, and appealing to subjective spiritual experiences as proof of truth. Not everything labeled "Christian" is truly biblical. Discernment requires testing every teaching, experience, and claim against the truth of God's Word. In the next episode, Tracy will explore specific tactics used in deception and how believers can guard themselves against it.

We live in a world saturated with deception—but not all deception looks the same. From widely accepted historical myths to modern misinformation and propaganda, false narratives shape the way people think, believe, and make decisions. And if we're not careful, we can be influenced without even realizing it. In this episode, Tracy begins a multi-part series on deception by exploring how it operates across different areas of life. Using familiar examples and real-world illustrations, she explains the difference between misinformation and disinformation and shows how easily false ideas can take root. Tracy also breaks down several key categories of deception, including: • Political deception • Scientific deception • Moral and cultural deception • Intellectual deception Understanding how deception works is the first step toward resisting it. While we may not be able to avoid every instance of deception, we can learn to recognize its patterns and walk in truth. In the next episode, Tracy turns the focus to deception within the religious world and the church.

Scripture tells believers to "pray without ceasing." But what does that actually mean in everyday life? Does it mean we are supposed to be praying every minute of the day? In this episode, Tracy explores the meaning of unceasing prayer and how believers can cultivate an ongoing connection with God throughout the day. Prayer is far more than a scheduled religious activity—it is an open line of communication with the Lord who hears not only our spoken words, but even the thoughts of our hearts. Tracy also briefly examines the biblical understanding of spirit, soul, and body, explaining how the human spirit is the part of us designed for relationship with God. Through prayer, believers remain spiritually attentive and focused on eternal realities rather than becoming overwhelmed by circumstances. Praying without ceasing doesn't mean we are constantly speaking prayers every moment. Instead, it means living with a continual awareness of God's presence and maintaining an ongoing dialogue with Him throughout our daily lives. As we learn to cultivate that constant connection with the Lord, prayer becomes less of an obligation and more of a lifeline that strengthens our faith and transforms the way we live.

One of the most important things a Christian can understand is who they are in Christ. Many believers struggle with doubt, insecurity, or a sense of spiritual powerlessness. Yet Scripture teaches that followers of Jesus have been given authority through Him to participate in God's work on the earth. In this episode, Tracy explores the biblical concept of the believer's authority and why understanding our identity in Christ is essential for living a victorious Christian life. Jesus modeled the life He intended His disciples to live—walking in obedience to the Father, ministering to others, and demonstrating the power of God. As redeemed people, we are invited to join Christ in the mission He began. But the enemy works tirelessly to undermine that mission by attacking our identity, filling believers with shame, doubt, and unbelief. When Christians discover who they truly are in Christ and begin to trust the authority Jesus has given them, the kingdom of darkness loses one of its greatest advantages. Understanding our identity in Christ is not about pride or personal power—it is about stepping into the calling and mission God has entrusted to His people.

After describing the various pieces of the armor of God, the apostle Paul concludes his teaching with one final instruction: believers must pray at all times in the Spirit (Ephesians 6:18). In this final episode of the Armor of God series, Tracy explains why prayer is essential for anyone engaged in spiritual warfare. Even the most well-equipped soldier cannot succeed in battle without communication with the commander. In the same way, believers must remain in constant connection with God through prayer. Prayer is more than a religious routine—it is the lifeline that keeps us aligned with God's will and gives us direction in the midst of spiritual conflict. Through prayer, believers intercede for one another, receive guidance from the Lord, and draw strength for the battles they face. Throughout Scripture we see the power of prayer in action, from the prayers of Elijah to the prayers of Elisha. These accounts remind us that effective prayer connects believers to the resources of heaven and allows God's power to work through His people. As Paul reminds us, prayer is not optional equipment for the Christian life—it is the vital communication line between the believer and the Commander of heaven's armies.

In Book of Isaiah 59:17, God is described as wearing righteousness as a breastplate, a helmet of salvation on His head, and being clothed with zeal as a cloak. While Paul focuses on the main pieces of armor in Epistle to the Ephesians 6, this passage reminds us that zeal—passionate devotion to God's purposes—also plays an important role in spiritual battle. In this episode of the Armor of God series, Tracy explores the idea of the cloak of zeal and why spiritual passion is essential for believers who want to stand firm in their faith. In the ancient world, a soldier's cloak served many practical purposes. It provided warmth during cold nights, protection from rain, and even bedding during long marches. Without it, a soldier would quickly become cold, exhausted, and demoralized—conditions that could weaken him before the battle even began. In the same way, spiritual zeal fuels a believer's endurance. Zeal is the passion that drives us to pursue God, remain faithful, and carry out the work He has given us to do. When believers clothe themselves with zeal for God's purposes, they are strengthened to persevere, remain motivated, and stand firm against the pressures of the world.

In Ephesians 6, the apostle Paul describes the final piece of the believer's spiritual armor: "the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God." Unlike the other pieces of armor, the sword is not defensive—it is the believer's primary offensive weapon in spiritual battle. In this episode, Tracy continues the Armor of God series by exploring how the imagery of a soldier's sword helps us understand the power of Scripture in spiritual warfare. Throughout history, warriors have been closely identified with their weapons—yet Paul reminds us that the most powerful weapon available to believers is not physical, but spiritual. Drawing from biblical examples such as Gideon and his 300 men, Tracy explains that victory in spiritual battles ultimately comes from God. The Word of God—both written and revealed through the Spirit—cuts through deception, exposes truth, and equips believers to stand firm against the enemy. While the rest of the armor protects us from attack, the sword allows us to confront lies with truth and actively engage in the battle. Armed with the Word of God and empowered by the Spirit, believers have everything they need to stand and overcome.

In Ephesians 6, the apostle Paul instructs believers to take up the helmet of salvation as part of the full armor of God. Just as a physical helmet protects a soldier's head in battle, the helmet of salvation guards the believer's mind. Yet many Christians approach life as if they are heading to a picnic rather than entering a battlefield. Instead of being spiritually alert and prepared, they move through life unaware of the spiritual conflict described in Scripture. In this episode, Tracy continues the Armor of God series by explaining why the helmet of salvation is essential for protecting our thoughts, perspective, and confidence in Christ. Drawing from Scripture and everyday illustrations, she challenges believers to remain spiritually vigilant and not become complacent in their walk with God. Tracy also shares practical ways believers can keep the helmet of salvation firmly in place, including renewing the mind, rejecting doubts that arise from difficult circumstances, maintaining an eternal perspective, and remembering that Christ has already secured the ultimate victory. When we guard our minds with the hope and assurance of salvation, we are better equipped to stand firm against the enemy's attacks and remain steadfast in faith.

In Ephesians 6, the apostle Paul instructs believers to take up "the shield of faith" so that they can extinguish the flaming arrows of the evil one. But what exactly does that mean? In this episode of the Armor of God series, Tracy explores how Roman soldiers used their shields in battle and how this imagery helps us understand the role of faith in spiritual warfare. Unlike the belt, breastplate, and shoes—which are worn continuously—the shield is something a soldier must actively raise and use. Faith requires trust, and trust must be grounded in truth. Throughout Scripture we see that God is faithful and unchanging, and that His promises can be relied upon even in the face of overwhelming opposition. Using the example of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego in the fiery furnace, Tracy highlights what genuine faith looks like: unwavering trust in God, even when the outcome is uncertain. Just as Roman soldiers could interlock their shields to form an almost impenetrable defense, believers are strengthened when they stand together in faith within the body of Christ. When we lift the shield of faith—personally and collectively—we are able to withstand the attacks of the enemy and stand firm in the promises of God.

In Ephesians 6, believers are told to put on the full armor of God—including having our feet fitted with the readiness of the gospel of peace. But what do these "shoes" represent? In the ancient world, Roman soldiers wore sturdy sandals studded with metal spikes that helped them maintain traction during battle. Without secure footing, a soldier could easily lose ground. In the same way, Christians must be firmly grounded in the gospel so they can stand their ground against spiritual opposition. In this episode, Tracy continues the Armor of God series by exploring the meaning of the shoes of the gospel of peace and the role believers play as messengers of Christ. Just as ancient heralds prepared the roads before a king's arrival, followers of Jesus are called to prepare the way by bringing the good news of the gospel to the world. When our feet are "shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace," we become carriers of hope—letting the light of Christ shine through our lives and pointing others to the Savior. As Scripture says, "How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news."

In Ephesians 6, the apostle Paul instructs believers to "put on the full armor of God" so they can stand firm against the schemes of the devil. One of the most important pieces of that armor is the breastplate of righteousness. A breastplate protects the most vital areas of the body. In the same way, God's righteousness guards the heart and soul of the believer in spiritual battle. In this episode, Tracy continues the Armor of God series by exploring how righteousness protects us when we face spiritual opposition, temptation, and accusations from the enemy. Drawing insight from the story of David and Goliath, she reminds listeners that our confidence does not come from our own strength, but from the God who has already proven faithful. Just as David trusted the Lord who delivered him from the lion and the bear, believers today can stand with confidence because Jesus has already secured the ultimate victory over sin and Satan at the cross. The armor of God does not prevent spiritual attacks—but it protects us from fatal blows. When we stand in the righteousness of Christ, we fight from a position of victory, united with the One who has already overcome.

Scripture tells believers to "put on the full armor of God" so that we can stand firm against the schemes of the devil (Ephesians 6). But what does it actually mean to wear the belt of truth? In this episode, Tracy begins a multi-part series on the Armor of God by exploring why truth is the foundation of spiritual stability. Without truth, believers cannot stand firm against deception, confusion, or the spiritual forces that oppose God's kingdom. Tracy explains six critical areas of truth every Christian must understand: • Truth about the Godhead • Truth about Scripture and doctrine • Truth about who we are in Christ • Truth about the nature of our enemy • Truth about reality itself • Truth in the inward parts In a world filled with distortion and deception, Tracy shares a guiding principle she often repeats: "Truth is the currency of reality." If we abandon truth, we lose our ability to make wise decisions and discern what is real. But when our lives are grounded in truth, we are building on the solid rock rather than the shifting sand. This episode launches the Armor of God teaching series, equipping believers to stand strong in spiritual battle.

For many believers, attending church should be a place of spiritual growth, biblical teaching, and passionate worship. But over the past couple of decades, many Christians have noticed a shift in church culture. What happens when churches move away from deep teaching and toward entertainment-driven services, shallow sermons, or a message that requires little commitment from its followers? In this episode, Tracy reflects on her own journey attending Christian churches after leaving Mormonism. Having once dreaded long LDS services, she initially found great joy in worship, prayer, and the freedom of biblical Christianity. But over time she also began to notice troubling trends in some churches—messages that felt watered down, a lack of doctrinal depth, and a growing focus on emotional experiences rather than serious engagement with Scripture. Drawing from both personal experience and biblical principles, Tracy challenges believers not to settle for "Christianity Lite." The gospel calls us to far more than comfortable religion. Followers of Christ are called to grow in truth, pursue repentance, and walk in the good works God prepared for them. If you've ever wondered why some churches feel spiritually shallow—or how to pursue deeper faith in a culture of easy belief—this conversation will encourage you to go beyond surface-level Christianity.

For many former Mormons, leaving the LDS Church creates a difficult question: Where do I go now? Finding a new church can feel intimidating after discovering that the system you once trusted was built on faulty foundations. Fear of being deceived again, uncertainty about doctrine, and unfamiliar church cultures can all make the search feel overwhelming. In this episode, Tracy discusses what the Bible actually teaches about the purpose of the church and why it's important for believers not to walk their faith journey alone. She also explores the difference between essential doctrines and secondary issues—helping former Mormons avoid unnecessary divisions while still standing firmly on biblical truth. If you've left Mormonism and are unsure how to evaluate churches, this conversation offers practical guidance for finding a congregation that teaches Scripture faithfully and helps believers grow in Christ.

For many people, leaving the LDS Church doesn't just involve a change in beliefs—it can also strain relationships with family, friends, and the community they once trusted. While some former Mormons are fortunate to receive support from loved ones, many experience resistance, emotional pressure, or strained conversations when they step away from the Church. Concern, disappointment, and even arguments are common reactions. But what happens when the situation goes beyond normal pushback and becomes toxic? In this episode, Tracy discusses the difference between understandable concern from believing family members and behavior that crosses the line into manipulation, hostility, or unhealthy pressure. She also offers practical wisdom on how to establish healthy boundaries while still showing grace and compassion. If you've left Mormonism and are struggling to navigate difficult relationships, this conversation will help you think through how to protect your peace without abandoning love for the people in your life. This episode is adapted from Tracy's book Confessions of an Ex-Mormon: What I Wish I Knew When I Left the Church.

Leaving Mormonism can shake a person's faith to the core. When the foundation you trusted turns out to be false, it's tempting to walk away from religion altogether. Many former Latter-day Saints decide it's safer to believe nothing than to risk being deceived again. But does discovering Mormonism isn't true mean that God Himself isn't real? In this episode, Tracy shares why leaving a false system doesn't have to mean abandoning faith in the true and living God. Using everyday analogies—including counterfeit money and buying a lemon car—she explains why rejecting Mormonism does not require rejecting Jesus. Just because a belief system claims to represent God doesn't mean it does. And just because one system proves false doesn't mean there is no truth. What if the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob is real—and what if knowing Him isn't based on emotional manipulation, but on evidence, truth, and relationship? This episode is adapted from Tracy's book Confessions of an Ex-Mormon: What I Wish I Knew When I Left the Church.

What happens after someone discovers that the beliefs they trusted for years may not be true? In the final chapter of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant reflects on the emotional and spiritual aftermath of leaving the LDS Church. For many former Latter-day Saints, realizing that the foundation they built their lives upon may not be what they believed can feel like the ground shifting beneath their feet. In this concluding chapter, Tracy addresses the rumors and misunderstandings that often surround those who leave Mormonism. She shares openly about the impact her decision had on her relationships, her family, and her spiritual journey. Tracy also offers a heartfelt apology to LDS friends and loved ones who may have been hurt by her words or actions during the difficult transition out of the Church. Looking back, she reflects on the lessons learned along the way and the grace that sustained her through a season of profound change. Above all, Tracy expresses gratitude to God for leading her out of spiritual confusion and into the freedom of knowing Jesus Christ and the truth of the gospel. This episode concludes the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com. This episode concludes the audiobook series of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me.

What happens when an entire family begins reevaluating the beliefs that once defined their lives? In Chapter 25 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant embarks on an unforgettable five-week cross-country journey with four of her sons. Along the way, they stay with former Latter-day Saints who have also left Mormonism and discovered biblical Christianity, hearing firsthand the stories of others who have walked a similar path. Eventually, the family reunites in Utah for the Crookston family reunion, where conversations about faith continue and more questions about Mormonism come to the surface. By the end of the trip, several of Tracy's teenagers reach their own conclusions about the truth claims of the LDS Church. Meanwhile, dramatic changes are unfolding throughout the family—some leading toward newfound faith in Christ, others leading down very different roads. Amid moments of encouragement and spiritual breakthrough, Tracy and Scott face a deeply personal decision that will permanently alter the course of their family. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

Why do people assume the worst when someone leaves their faith? In Chapter 24 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant faces a wave of rumors and accusations after leaving the LDS Church. Some relatives and former church friends suggest she simply wanted attention, couldn't live up to Mormon standards, or never had a genuine testimony in the first place. Meanwhile, concerned visiting teachers bring stacks of pro-Mormon materials in an effort to bring Tracy back into the fold. In response, Tracy shares the written account of her reasons for leaving the Church—an "exit story" explaining the historical and doctrinal concerns that led her to her decision. The situation escalates when Tracy's bishop announces plans to convene a formal disciplinary council to address charges of apostasy. What follows is a tense confrontation that ultimately leads to an unexpected outcome. Through it all, Tracy remains determined to speak honestly about the reasons she left Mormonism, even when doing so brings significant personal and social consequences. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

Can Mormonism withstand careful investigation? In Chapter 23 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant and her husband Scott meet weekly with their home teacher, a respected attorney in their ward, hoping to carefully examine the questions that had begun troubling them about the LDS Church. The goal of these discussions is simple: determine whether the historical and doctrinal concerns they've encountered can be reasonably explained. But as the weeks pass, Tracy and Scott become increasingly discouraged. Instead of thoroughly researching the issues, their home teacher seems more interested in defending the Church than in honestly investigating the evidence. The conversations begin to feel less like a search for truth and more like a courtroom defense. For Scott, the realization becomes unavoidable. If the truth claims of Mormonism ultimately rest on the story of Joseph Smith, then the question cannot remain unresolved. Either Joseph Smith was truly a prophet of God—or he was not. After months of discussion and growing frustration, Scott finally reaches a painful conclusion: he can no longer accept the LDS Church as true. Soon afterward, he asks to be released from all of his church callings. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

What happens to a family when one person leaves Mormonism and the others aren't ready to follow? In Chapter 22 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant faces one of the most difficult seasons of her journey out of the LDS Church. Weekly Family Home Evenings and daily family devotionals—once a source of unity—become battlegrounds over theology. While Tracy begins exploring biblical Christianity and trying to teach her children what she is learning from Scripture, her husband Scott continues defending Mormon beliefs—even though he no longer fully believes them himself. Both are struggling to hold their family together while their spiritual foundations are shifting. Meanwhile, Tracy and the younger children begin visiting Christian churches for the first time. Along the way they discover that many of their assumptions about Christianity were wrong. They learn that denominations are not competing for members, that salvation by grace through faith is not a license to sin, and that being part of the body of Christ is not tied to belonging to a particular religious organization. For Tracy, the journey requires conviction. For Scott, it requires time. Caught between two different spiritual paths, the family wonders whether their relationships can survive the transition. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

What happens when a faithful church leader reaches the point of no return? In Chapter 21 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant teaches what will become her final Relief Society lesson in the LDS Church. The topic—Beware of False Prophets—is well received by the women in her class and even praised by a member of the bishopric in attendance. What no one realizes at the time is that the message carries a deeper significance. Only days later, Tracy quietly stops attending church meetings. After months of research and personal struggle, she reaches the difficult decision to formally resign from the LDS Church. When Tracy meets with her bishop to deliver her resignation letter, he asks her to pause and reconsider, hoping that further study and discussion might help resolve her concerns. He suggests that Tracy and her husband Scott meet with their home teacher, a respected attorney in the ward, before taking such a final step. In this chapter, Tracy shares the contents of the letter she wrote explaining the questions, discoveries, and conclusions that led her to leave Mormonism behind. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

What happens when your search for truth leads somewhere you never expected? In Chapter 20 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant and her husband Scott reach a pivotal moment in their investigation of Mormonism. Hoping their research trip to Utah would strengthen their confidence in the LDS Church, they instead encounter information and conversations that deepen their doubts. During their visit, Tracy and Scott spend hours speaking with Dennis and Rauni Higley, former Latter-day Saints who now help others navigate the difficult transition out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. Rauni, who once worked as a translator for the Church and had access to internal materials and archives, shares some of the historical issues that ultimately led her to question the truth claims of Mormonism. Meanwhile, reactions from Tracy's extended family reveal how deeply loyalty to the Church runs. Some relatives refuse to even consider the possibility that the LDS Church might not be true, no matter what evidence might suggest. The tension becomes painfully clear when Tracy overhears a young family member warn her son that he may not be allowed to be baptized because his mother has become an "apostate." As difficult as these realizations are, Tracy and Scott begin to experience an unexpected sense of relief. For the first time, they feel they are seeing things clearly—even though the truth carries a heavy emotional cost. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

What happens when sincere believers begin investigating the foundations of their faith? In Chapter 19 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant and her husband Scott set out on an earnest search for answers. Determined to defend the truth of Mormonism, they begin researching troubling questions that had quietly accumulated over time. Their investigation leads them on a trip to Utah where they speak with LDS leaders, trusted family members, and well-known researchers who have spent years studying the historical claims of the Church. Among those they meet are an LDS Institute director as well as longtime critics of Mormon history. What they discover is both surprising and deeply unsettling. Historical documents and firsthand discussions introduce them to controversial issues surrounding the early history of the LDS Church—topics many faithful members have never encountered. Hoping for reassurance, Tracy and Scott also seek counsel from a respected LDS teacher. Instead of clear answers, they receive a different kind of response: that the questions themselves may not matter as much as the good the Church accomplishes. For Tracy and Scott, however, the search for truth has only just begun. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

What happens when a rival from the past suddenly reappears with life-changing news? In Chapter 18 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant receives an unexpected phone call on the very night her appearance on The Oprah Winfrey Show airs. The caller is Becky—the woman who had once competed with Tracy for Scott's affection years earlier in a long and emotionally exhausting love triangle. But Becky's news is even more surprising than the call itself. She explains that she recently left the LDS Church and has become a born-again Christian. Convinced that Becky has been misled, Tracy initially sees this as the perfect opportunity to bring her former rival back to the "true church." Instead, something unexpected begins to happen. Over the following months, Becky calls regularly, excitedly sharing her newfound love for Jesus Christ and her growing passion for the Bible. Her enthusiasm and personal relationship with Christ spark a curiosity in Tracy that she can't easily ignore. What begins as an attempt to correct Becky's beliefs soon leads Tracy to a deeper question: What if I've misunderstood the gospel all along? This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

Can prayers revive a dying fish? And what happens when a Mormon mom ends up on The Oprah Winfrey Show? In Chapter 17 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant recounts a surprising season filled with both humorous adventures and quiet spiritual questions. Newly serving as Relief Society president, Tracy applies for a "Frumpy Clothes Makeover" segment on The Oprah Winfrey Show—an opportunity that leads her to Harpo Studios in Chicago for a dramatic transformation. But while the makeover brings laughter and excitement, events at home raise deeper questions. After Tracy's young son's prized exotic fish is found barely alive outside its tank, she hopes for a miracle that will strengthen his faith. When the fish lingers for days before finally dying, the experience leaves Tracy wondering why her family never seems to experience the dramatic faith-promoting miracles that others often describe. During her trip to Chicago, Tracy also meets a kind Christian couple who welcome her into their home and share their perspective on knowing the true nature of God. Although she appreciates their kindness, their message leaves her puzzled—at least for the moment. Through humor, disappointment, and reflection, this chapter captures a time when small questions about faith quietly begin to surface. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

Have you ever taught a lesson that went so badly it sent someone running from the room? In Chapter 16 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant shares one of the most unforgettable moments of her time teaching in Relief Society. Known for using creative object lessons to illustrate spiritual principles, Tracy decides to demonstrate the importance of reverence by bringing a beautifully decorated angel food cake to class. What begins as a lighthearted illustration quickly takes a dramatic and unexpected turn. A misunderstanding escalates, emotions run high, and the lesson Tracy hoped would inspire thoughtful reflection instead becomes one of the most shocking moments ever witnessed in the ward. Determined not to let the situation spiral out of control, Tracy does the only thing she can think to do—wipe the cake from her face and continue teaching. In the aftermath, Tracy learns important lessons about misunderstanding, humility, and the power of making things right. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

Why did it seem like everyone else had a direct line to heaven? In Chapter 15 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant wrestles with a question that quietly troubled her for years: why did so many people around her seem to have dramatic spiritual experiences while she felt… nothing? Friends and fellow church members often spoke confidently about receiving daily promptings from the Holy Ghost, having vivid dreams, or even experiencing visions. Tracy wondered if something was wrong with her. Why didn't she hear the "still, small voice" the way others claimed to? Determined to become more spiritually sensitive, Tracy begins trying to recognize divine promptings in everyday life—with some unintended and memorable consequences. One such moment leads to a chaotic dash across the lawn when she suddenly realizes her car has begun rolling backward toward a neighbor's house. Later, Tracy attends a seminar promising to help participants connect more deeply with the spiritual realm. While others around her report powerful emotional and mystical experiences, Tracy once again finds herself feeling like an observer rather than a participant. In the end, she describes the experience in simple terms: like an outsider looking in. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

What happens when the public statements of a church leader raise uncomfortable questions? In Chapter 14 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant reflects on the excitement many Latter-day Saints felt when LDS Church President Gordon B. Hinckley appeared in high-profile media interviews, including conversations with journalist Mike Wallace on 60 Minutes and features in Time Magazine. Many members looked forward to seeing their prophet represent the Church before a global audience. But as Tracy listens carefully to some of the responses given during these interviews, she begins to feel an uneasy tension. Certain statements seem less clear—or less forthright—than she expected from someone regarded as a prophet of God. When Tracy shares her concerns with family members, she receives a reassuring explanation: even if some leaders are not truly functioning as "prophets, seers, and revelators," the Church itself is still true. One day, she is told, the Lord will come to "clean house" and set things in order. This moment becomes another step in Tracy's growing awareness that some questions within Mormonism may not be as easily resolved as she once believed. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

Why do some Christians strongly challenge Mormon beliefs? In Chapter 13 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant recalls her growing frustration with "born-again Christians" who openly criticized the teachings of the LDS Church. Living across the street from evangelical neighbors who questioned Mormon doctrine only deepened her determination to defend what she believed was the one true church. Tracy also remembers hearing well-known Christian apologist Walter Martin discuss Mormonism on his radio program The Bible Answer Man. While she acknowledged that he often quoted Mormon teachings accurately, she felt his presentation cast the Church in the harshest possible light. Confident that Mormonism would ultimately be vindicated, Tracy believed the world would one day recognize The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints as the only true church. But a quiet shift is beginning at home. After reading the controversial book By His Own Hand Upon Papyrus, Tracy's husband Scott begins asking questions about the origins of Mormon scripture—questions that may eventually change everything. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

What could possibly go wrong when three teenagers have their wisdom teeth removed? In Chapter 12 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy Tennant shares a series of hilarious and slightly mortifying parenting moments that unfold in the aftermath of oral surgery. As each of her children emerges from anesthesia, the results range from surprising to downright unforgettable. One son proudly demonstrates macho-man pushups in the recovery room, determined to prove the anesthesia hasn't affected him at all—much to the dismay of the medical staff. Another child begins making unexpected declarations that leave Tracy both shocked and bewildered. Meanwhile, her daughter's nonstop post-surgery chatter makes even a quick pharmacy errand feel like a welcome moment of quiet. This lighthearted chapter offers a glimpse into the unpredictable and often humorous realities of raising teenagers. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.

What begins as an ordinary errand quickly turns into a frightening encounter when Tracy Tennant and her two sons find themselves being chased through parking lots and back streets by an enraged driver. In Chapter 11 of Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, Tracy recounts a harrowing experience during a trip to Utah when a moment of teenage mischief sparks an unexpected and dangerous confrontation. What follows is a tense pursuit that leaves Tracy shaken—and deeply grateful for God's protection. But the chapter takes an even more personal turn as Tracy reflects on her own attitudes and assumptions about other families. As a homeschooling mother striving to raise children with strong values, she finds herself quietly judging other parents whose teenagers appear to be headed down troubling paths. Then a phone call arrives that shatters her sense of certainty. When Tracy learns that her own son may be involved in troubling behavior, her perspective changes dramatically. The experience becomes a painful but powerful lesson about humility, compassion, and the hidden struggles many families quietly carry. Through this difficult season, Tracy begins to see that behind the smiling faces at church are real people dealing with real heartbreak. This episode is part of the audiobook series presenting Tracy Tennant's book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me, which chronicles her journey out of Mormonism and into biblical Christianity. The book Mormonism, the Matrix and Me is available on Amazon for those who would like to read the full story. For more resources helping people transition from Mormonism to biblical Christianity, visit TheMormonMatrix.com.